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01:29Andy, you were an amazing father from day one
01:32Look, it's natural to ask yourselves these questions
01:35But what the jury needs to hear today is how much you loved Hannah
01:39And how much trust you placed in Liberty High School to protect her
01:46Well, there's lots of chatter online about Hannah's tapes
01:50People are worried it's going to affect the trial
01:52Well, I'm not concerned
01:53I mean, it still doesn't serve the school to admit them into evidence any more than it does us
01:57But couldn't it work in our favor to have Hannah's story out there in her own words?
02:03Or will it bias the jury against us?
02:05How? How could it do that?
02:06To hear what happened to her?
02:08It's a complicated story, Liv
02:37Oh, today is going to suck!
02:43What do you mean?
02:45Because of...
02:46I mean, it's like the first day of school or something
02:49But like in some weird alternate universe
02:51Where like everyone's been talking about me for months
02:55Uh, yeah, that's surreal
03:07Hannah was the kind of person that made you want to be better
03:12The kind of person who left an impression on everyone she met
03:19This is weird, right?
03:24Um...
03:26Yeah?
03:38This is about me, isn't it?
03:43Yeah, must be
03:56Helmet
03:58Hate to say I told you so, but
04:01Or did we just not think this part through?
04:03I'm curious
04:04What happens to Jessica now?
04:06Or Alex?
04:07Or Justin?
04:08Or you?
04:12Clay
04:13Did you not get any of my texts?
04:16Uh, my...
04:17My ringer must be off
04:24Sky?
04:25Hi
04:26Hey, hello
04:27Hey, Justin
04:29I'd say welcome back, but
04:31Kind of shitty timing
04:32Well, what do you mean?
04:34I mean, about the tapes
04:35What about the tapes?
04:37Did Clay not tell you?
04:40Maybe he doesn't even know
04:41Know about what?
04:42They're out
04:43Someone posted them online
04:44Everyone listened all last night
04:45What?
04:46Yes
04:46Are you fucking serious?
04:49Jensen
04:50Did...
04:51Did you know about this?
04:54I...
04:56Um...
04:57Yeah
04:58I...
04:58I kinda...
04:59I guess
04:59I knew
05:02But...
05:03I...
05:04I gotta go
05:04What?
05:06Jensen?
05:06Hey, Clay
05:07Where the fuck are you going?
05:13We're having a meeting
05:14By the way
05:16She always saw the best in people
05:18Even if they couldn't see it themselves
05:20Figure this out
05:21But when she walked through those doors at Liberty High
05:24That's not the girl they made her out to be
05:26My future is at stake here
05:28What if Harvard finds out?
05:29What happened between you and Hannah?
05:31Shouldn't keep you out of Harvard, Marcus
05:33You don't know that
05:33This could...
05:34This could blow my entire life
05:35Wait, look
05:35We'll figure out a strategy when we meet, okay?
05:38Everyone's confirmed
05:40Except...
05:41I didn't tell Jessica
05:42I didn't know what to say to her
05:45Tell her that there's somebody out here
05:46Trying to fuck up our lives
05:49When people looked at Hannah
05:50They saw what they wanted to see
05:53They made assumptions
05:54They spread rumors
05:55Hey, Jess
05:56Hey
05:57What the hell is wrong with everyone today?
06:00Shit, you haven't heard?
06:01Heard what?
06:03Maybe we should get out of here
06:05You wanna skip school?
06:06Why?
06:06What's going on?
06:08Tell me
06:09The tapes
06:10They're out
06:12What?
06:15Oh my god
06:17I know, I'm so sorry
06:19This is...
06:20It's so fucked up
06:21When I think of her walking the halls with those kids
06:24Those, uh...
06:25The ribbon cut
06:26Those eyes on her
06:26So like, with the giant pair of scissors and all that?
06:29Wait, how the fuck else?
06:30I see you caught a ribbon scatting
06:31What? I don't know
06:32I've never been to something like this before
06:34It's not that big of a deal
06:35But bring your appetites
06:36My dad promised food trucks
06:37Oh, hell yes
06:40Hey, you're coming today, right?
06:42What?
06:43Yeah, no
06:43Totally
06:44Yeah, alright
06:48Hey, who did this?
06:50Well, get the fuck back
06:51Hey, relax
06:51It's fine
06:53Well, come on
06:56Just a stupid fucking prank, right?
06:58Dude, that's pretty fucked up
07:00Should we do something?
07:01What would we do?
07:03It's messed up
07:04I'm not worried about it
07:06You wanna call it rape?
07:07Call it rape
07:08She wanted me
07:10Me
07:11She's practically begging you to fuck her
07:12That's rape
07:13Every girl just
07:14Where the fuck did you get that?
07:17What the hell was that?
07:19Was that you?
07:20Yeah, it was me
07:21What do you want us to do?
07:22Do you want me to go after him?
07:24How the fuck did this happen?
07:27Someone posted the tapes online
07:29Last night
07:31Someone?
07:34Anonymously
07:35It's fucked up
07:36Hey, what are you gonna do?
07:39Um
07:43Uh, I, I, um
07:44I just, I need to think for a minute
07:46I should call my dad
07:55Help!
07:56Off!
07:57Fucking legs go!!!
07:59I knew you were a fucking pervert
08:01O not
08:02Hey, hey,
08:05you fucking tittiesAS不知道
08:06Come on!
08:07But even if Hannah couldn't trust her classmates,
08:09she should have been able to trust the school itself,
08:12especially since we'd chosen Liberty,
08:14specifically because of their emphasis on safety and support.
08:18So when you enrolled Hannah at the school,
08:20did you ask about their policies regarding bullying?
08:24Explicitly.
08:25We let them know that Hannah had some problems
08:27at her previous school,
08:28girls being mean, that sort of thing,
08:30and we didn't want her to have to go through that again.
08:33And when you asked about those policies, what were you told?
08:35They said they had a zero-tolerance policy,
08:38that they took that kind of thing extremely seriously,
08:41and that she was in good hands.
08:42But then they just stood back and let everything happen.
08:48If the school had just stepped up and paid attention,
08:50then things never would have gone as bad as they did for her.
08:54And she'd still be that same happy, hopeful kid she always was.
08:59I know. Did you hear what he said on the last tape?
09:02Okay, but how could she be dating him if he really did it?
09:04Unless she didn't know.
09:10Chloe.
09:11Hey.
09:13The ribbon cutting today.
09:14I might be late.
09:15Are you still going?
09:17Yeah.
09:18Why wouldn't I be?
09:19Okay.
09:21Yeah, well, we'll see you later.
09:22Okay, bye.
09:23Bye-bye.
09:35Bye-bye.
09:39Bye-bye.
09:40Bye-bye.
09:40Bye-bye.
09:40Bye-bye.
09:41Bye-bye.
09:41Bye-bye.
09:41Bye-bye.
09:41Bye-bye.
09:41Bye-bye.
09:42Bye-bye.
09:43Bye-bye.
09:45Bye-bye.
09:46Bye-bye.
09:47Bye-bye.
09:51Bye-bye.
09:51Oh, my God.
10:45Here you are.
10:47You know, I was starting to think you were avoiding me today.
10:49What? No.
10:50No. No, I, uh, actually, I got locked in.
10:55I know. I had to move the chair.
10:59You don't know why.
11:02I kind of do.
11:05Kind of everyone does.
11:07Oh.
11:12Well, I understand if you changed your mind about the movies.
11:16I didn't.
11:19Tyler, you promised me a date. You're not getting out of it that easily.
11:23Well, can't you tell Warren to handle it faster? It's a shit show around here.
11:29I, I, I, I gotta go.
11:36I heard your confession.
11:38You feeling okay, brother?
11:41You didn't look so good the other day.
11:42You're going down, Bryce.
11:44How do you see that happening, exactly, without you going with me?
11:49I will do whatever I have to.
11:53To make you fucking pay.
11:56I'm not going to pay for a goddamn thing, Justin.
11:59I've got a legal team working for me around the clock.
12:02I've got state fucking senators that will talk about what a fine citizen I am.
12:06What have you got?
12:08A junkie mom and a deadbeat dad?
12:11Oh, shit. Wait, that's right.
12:13You don't even know your dad, do you?
12:16You never met the guy.
12:17You're just a white trash piece of shit, Justin.
12:21Nobody's going to listen to your truth.
12:23Nobody in this world gives a shit about you.
12:26You've got nothing.
12:28And nobody.
12:43Hey, Jess.
12:46Yeah, I'm just...
12:47Yeah, I'm at home.
12:51Yeah, I had to split.
12:54And my mom called me super early.
12:57She got in a fight with Matt Seth, so...
13:04Are you...
13:07Okay?
13:09I mean, you're pretty out of it last night.
13:12I mean, we both were.
13:21Huh?
13:23Uh...
13:24Yeah.
13:25We did.
13:27Do you not...
13:30Do you not remember?
13:35Shit.
13:35Yeah, we were both pretty trashed.
13:38I'm sorry.
13:38I mean...
13:39Yeah, you...
13:41You seemed like you were pretty into it last night.
13:46No, we must have just both passed out after.
13:52Yeah, it was a fucking great party.
14:08What the hell?
14:11I will destroy you.
14:12Hey, back off.
14:13Get the fuck off.
14:13Hey.
14:16You took pictures of my sister?
14:17What?
14:18You followed her?
14:19You took fucking pictures of her?
14:20No.
14:21Jess, no.
14:21You took them and you put them in my locker.
14:22What the fuck is wrong with you?
14:23This isn't me.
14:24I didn't fucking do this.
14:25It's fucking you, isn't it?
14:27What?
14:27First you put the rat in my locker, now this?
14:29What the fuck do you want from me?
14:30You put a rat in your locker?
14:32Someone's fucking with you, too?
14:33Yeah.
14:33You.
14:34Why?
14:34Because of fucking last night?
14:35No, it's not...
14:36Fuck.
14:37It's gotta be Bryce.
14:38It's fucking Bryce.
14:38He's trying to keep us quiet.
14:40Okay?
14:40It happened to me, too.
14:43It's not me.
14:44I swear.
14:48Zach.
14:51Come near my sister and I'll murder you.
14:53You hear me?
15:03Okay.
15:16So, what do you want?
15:17An eighth?
15:18I got a really great hybrid right now.
15:19I don't know.
15:20I need something stronger.
15:23You got any oxy?
15:25Shit, man.
15:26I can get you oxy.
15:27It's bucks, dude.
15:29I got the supply choked off.
15:31Okay.
15:31What can I get right now?
15:33I need to get really fucking high, and I've got 20 bucks.
15:38I got some H.
15:39And if you really want to get blind, you gotta shoot.
15:41I...
15:44I mean, I don't got works or anything.
15:48I can hook you up.
15:53Mr. Baker, you're currently dating someone by the name of Valerie Hampton.
15:57Is that correct?
15:59Yes.
16:00My wife and I...
16:03We're separated.
16:04Is it not true that you first began dating Miss Hampton in April of last year?
16:09Prior to Hannah's death and prior to your separation?
16:13It's not something I'm proud of, but yes, we saw each other for about a month, then I ended it.
16:17We didn't reconnect until after Hannah's death.
16:21After my separation.
16:22But if Hannah was alive when you first started dating Miss Hampton, isn't it possible she knew about the affair?
16:27Objection.
16:28Speculation.
16:29Your Honor, it's necessary to establish a timeline so that we can take into account all possible effects on Hannah's
16:34mental state.
16:35Overruled.
16:35Proceed.
16:36Mr. Baker, is it not possible that Hannah knew, given the timeline, regardless of whether the two of you ever
16:44discussed it?
16:48Unless you...
16:51You did discuss it.
17:09I'll call you when I can.
17:45Hannah?
17:50How could you do that?
17:51I love your mother.
17:52I love her with all my heart.
17:53I swear to you.
17:54But a marriage.
17:55Honey.
17:56Honey.
17:57A marriage is a complicated thing.
18:00It's a terrible moment when you realize that your parents aren't perfect.
18:05Don't try and turn this into a life lesson for me.
18:08I'm...
18:09I'm sorry.
18:11Look.
18:13I will end it.
18:14I'll end it.
18:15Tonight.
18:16And you'll tell Mom.
18:18Okay?
18:19Or I will.
18:34I told my wife about Valerie immediately.
18:38We dealt with it.
18:39And afterwards, it wasn't a problem anymore.
18:42Hannah knew that.
18:43She also knew that you had cheated on her mother, and she committed suicide less than six months afterward.
18:48No.
18:49We move forward as a family.
18:50Thank you, Mr. Baker.
18:51No further questions.
18:52No.
18:52Her problems were with the school.
18:54With us, she was always a happy girl.
18:56She was hopeful.
18:56She was upbeat.
19:02Why can't we explain what actually happened?
19:05Why can't we make a statement?
19:06It's not the time.
19:07When is the time?
19:08Everyone knows what she had to say about it.
19:09You wouldn't want it to sound like you were attacking this girl to the press.
19:13I just don't want people to think I'm hiding from this.
19:16I want them to hear my sign.
19:17They will.
19:17As soon as you testify.
19:19In the meantime, just block out the noise.
19:22Now, let's try and enjoy this damn thing, shall we?
19:24We've got a lot of eyes on us today.
19:26You have some fans, dear.
19:34We saw the girl.
19:35Are we worried about her?
19:37The girlfriend?
19:38No.
19:39She seems harmless.
19:40No, not that Chloe.
19:43She's a trifle.
19:44The girl on the tape.
19:46At the party?
19:47We don't even know if there was anyone at any party.
19:49It's just a story.
19:51Is that the position you're taking or something you truly believe?
19:56These kids, Nora.
19:59They want what Bryce has.
20:02You don't think your son could do these kinds of things?
20:05Of course not.
20:07Jesus, do you?
20:11I know the boy we raised.
20:14Are you sure?
20:16What's up, man?
20:24Excuse me?
20:26Excuse me, Mr. and Mrs. Walker.
20:27Hi.
20:27What do you have to say for yourself and your son?
20:30Excuse us.
20:31Everybody knows what he did to Hannah Baker.
20:33How can you let him be celebrated like this?
20:35We have everything I will.
20:37You should be ashamed of yourself, Mr. Walker.
20:39The school is at fault.
20:41The school.
20:43These are children in their care.
20:47If they know something is wrong, they should take action.
20:57Zach.
20:59Hey.
21:00Did anything...
21:02Did anything happen to you at school today?
21:04Like, but...
21:06The field looks great.
21:07The news is here.
21:09What an occasion.
21:12We're not staying.
21:15Why not?
21:17Do you know why the news fans are here?
21:20Do you know about the tapes?
21:23I know that she didn't say anything about you that you hadn't already said yourself.
21:27That's not it, Mom.
21:27If it's a crime like this, your friend Bryce needs you to stand by him.
21:34Let's go, man.
21:35Zachary, don't see.
21:36If you are not here, what are people going to say?
21:40These kids are going through so much, and parents don't know.
21:59Good afternoon.
22:01I'm Marcus Cole, student body president.
22:08Happy to be here.
22:10Happy to be here today.
22:13Since 1913, Liberty High has been committed to helping students achieve academic excellence
22:18in a safe, supportive environment.
22:24But in recent years, our values have...
22:30gone to shit.
22:34I'm part of the problem.
22:36I lead a group called Enguidant,
22:38which is supposed to be for enlightened guys.
22:43But today I'm...
22:47officially resigning from that group.
22:49Because I'm a hypocrite.
22:51How can I say that I care about protecting girls
22:55when I've been protecting...
23:03a rapist like Bryce Walker?
23:15Yeah, okay, okay, all right, uh...
23:19Well, uh...
23:21Our students are playing some sort of prank.
23:24Uh, one that's in very poor taste, obviously.
23:27But let's move ahead with our program.
23:30What the hell is going on in this school?
23:32The young man clearly felt burdened by something.
23:35He needed to make a confession.
23:36It's blackmail.
23:37Someone's got something on it.
23:39We are so thrilled to be here.
23:41Excuse me, can we have some quiet, please?
23:45We're thrilled to be here.
23:48Would you please join me?
23:49You know this is all bullshit, right?
23:52It's all lies.
23:54Barry.
23:54Yeah, of course.
23:56I know.
23:56Parents of...
23:57our team captain, Bryce Walker.
24:08I can't believe he actually fucking did it.
24:12Like the fucking puppet masters of the school.
24:15We can get anyone to do anything.
24:20All right.
24:27Mmm.
24:28Nice, you're getting good.
24:30Well, success builds confidence.
24:36Pranking the president.
24:40Pulling the ladies.
24:41And by ladies, I mean my sister.
24:44Kenzie told me you guys are going on a little date this weekend.
24:47I was going to tell you about it.
24:49You know, I just...
24:50I don't want it to be weird.
24:51I just want to...
24:52No.
24:52It's all good.
24:53I mean, I trust you.
24:56As long as you're not actually some crazy stalker
24:58who follows girls around with camera.
25:15Holy shit.
25:23Shit.
25:27Hey!
25:28Yo, dude.
25:29Dude, come look at this.
25:32Did you hit it?
25:41Shit.
25:43Dude.
25:45Look at it.
25:46It was like...
25:47It was like flying like 30 seconds ago.
25:50No, no, it's just...
25:55I mean...
25:59Parents don't know what happens at school.
26:08Damn it, Clay.
26:08Pick up the phone.
26:10Do you have any idea what you fucking did?
26:12And where the hell are you right now?
26:20What the fuck did you just do?
26:22Hey, look.
26:23I came to you for help,
26:23and you didn't do shit, man.
26:25They're still blackmailing me.
26:26They didn't even say that.
26:26Who the fuck is they?
26:27I don't know.
26:28How do I know?
26:29Look.
26:30If that video gets out, man,
26:32it's out forever, okay?
26:35And I still have a future.
26:36But for you, the tapes are out.
26:39I didn't say anything that hasn't been said already.
26:42Big mistake.
26:43Big, big fucking mistake.
26:55There are limits to what we can do
26:57to help another person,
26:59no matter how much we wish there weren't.
27:02We need to take these tapes to the police.
27:04We need to get these boys that did this to her.
27:07Noelle, I don't care what she wants.
27:10She's here.
27:11I'll call you back.
27:12Yes, I promise.
27:14I'll call you back.
27:15Hey, Dad.
27:16Hey, baby girl.
27:17Let's talk.
27:20What?
27:21I don't want to talk.
27:23Honey, your mom and I want to be there for you.
27:25Whatever you need.
27:26I'm fine.
27:28I just...
27:29I have a lot of homework, okay?
27:31Ms. Baker called for you a little while ago.
27:38What did she want?
27:40To check in on you, see how you're doing.
27:44I just...
27:45I need to be alone, okay?
27:50So there's a limit to what we can do to protect them.
27:54And there are some things you just...
27:57can't protect them from.
28:00I couldn't be there every time someone judged her or shamed her.
28:04I didn't always have the answers.
28:07I didn't always know all the right things to say.
28:18After everything that happened at Liberty High...
28:23Well, I think it was just too much for Hannah.
28:26After all that, it was just too much.
28:28And did anyone at Liberty inform you
28:32of the issues happening on campus?
28:35The hot or not list being circulated?
28:38The suicidal poem being read aloud?
28:41The anonymous question specifically about suicide?
28:45No.
28:46No, they never...
28:48I mean, had they sent out some kind of notification
28:50to all the parents, we could have talked to Hannah.
28:53We could have started a conversation,
28:55but they never informed us about any of it.
28:58So the administration was either ignorant
29:01of the problems under their own roof,
29:02or they were aware and did nothing?
29:05Exactly.
29:07Thank you, Mrs. Baker.
29:12Mrs. Baker, were you aware that Hannah knew
29:15about your husband's affair?
29:17I...
29:19No, I was not aware, but I...
29:21You never picked up on any signs from her
29:23that she may have known
29:25or might have been in distress?
29:34Oh yes.
29:45Hey, Mom.
29:47Hey, sweetheart.
29:49Are you okay?
29:50Oh, yeah. Your father and I just had a little argument, that's all.
29:55Nothing serious.
29:59How was school?
30:00School is school. But here, I, um, got you something.
30:09Irises? They're my favorite.
30:13But what's the occasion?
30:14Nothing. I just saw them in the window on my way home and remembered how much you like irises.
30:19Aww.
30:20I know I never give you anything unless it's, like, Mother's Day or something,
30:23but I just wanted to say thank you for being a great mother every day.
30:29Yeah. Honey.
30:35You're so thoughtful.
30:43No, I never noticed anything.
30:46So even you didn't notice the signs that Hannah was in distress, and yet you expect the school to have
30:51done so?
30:52Objection. Argumentative.
30:54Withdrawn.
30:54Mrs. Baker, you say that you didn't notice whether Hannah was in distress.
30:59But is there anything in your family history to suggest that Hannah may have had a predisposition to any mental
31:05health problems?
31:06There have been some issues with anxiety on my side of the family, but nothing serious, and Hannah never showed
31:14any signs.
31:15And were any of these issues ever serious enough to require treatment?
31:19Well, yes. I've seen a therapist on and off over the years during stressful periods.
31:25So you've received treatment from a mental health care professional, but you never thought that your daughter might require similar
31:30care?
31:30She was just a child, and again, she never showed any signs.
31:34Did you, or did you not, take Hannah to see a therapist, Mrs. Baker?
31:41No, I never did.
31:51Hey.
31:52Hey.
31:53You made it.
31:54Yeah, I did.
31:56Hi.
32:00It's, it's, it's so good to see you. You look, you look great.
32:04For a person in a mental health facility?
32:07No, no, just for a person in the world who always looks great.
32:13Stop, I'm kidding.
32:15And thank you.
32:17I was, um, really glad you called back.
32:22Oh, I, I just got my phone privileges.
32:24I haven't been dodging you.
32:26Wait, so you just got all those messages at once?
32:28I hope you skip some.
32:29I listen to everyone.
32:30Okay, guys, we're starting yoga in here in a few minutes for whoever's interested and who won't be making fun
32:36of the poses.
32:37Then we've got our small group sessions.
32:40Bring your shared journals or pay the price.
32:46Cool.
32:50This, uh, this place seems really nice.
32:53Come on, I'll give you the VIP tour.
32:55What?
32:57Like, everyone's brain chemistry is different, so I might take them a few tries before they can find the right
33:02combination of meds.
33:06Wait, is this too much right now?
33:09No.
33:10No, no, no, it's, it's just...
33:14Like, are they sure it's bipolar?
33:17I mean, it feels like kind of a blurry line between someone being manic and also just, you know, being
33:22in a really good mood.
33:26Clay, I tried to jerk you off in front of your parents.
33:30I mean, that wasn't just a good mood.
33:34Yeah.
33:36Yeah, point taken.
33:38That's pretty fucked up.
33:43Yeah.
33:43But the meds and everything.
33:46I mean, what if that all, like, changes you?
33:50I hope it does.
33:53Look, the person that I was, it wasn't really working for me.
33:58Like, the good moods, they could be amazing, but...
34:01I was, like, dancing on the edge of a really high cliff.
34:08And the fall was just really fucking hard and far.
34:17I'm sorry.
34:19Wait.
34:22You know it's not your fault, right?
34:26No, I, I don't...
34:30I don't know if you do.
34:44All this time.
34:46How could you keep that from me?
34:48I'm sorry, Olivia.
34:51I thought I fixed it.
34:52I didn't want to make things worse for you or Hannah.
34:55I just wanted to move on.
34:56Clearly.
34:58I didn't know how to talk to you anymore.
35:02I didn't know how to tell you that I needed to...
35:06Need...
35:06Feel loved and held and I needed to be needed.
35:11Oh.
35:12Oh, so this is my fault?
35:14It's not your fault.
35:15I'm not blaming you, I'm blaming us.
35:17We should have communicated.
35:18We should have noticed that our baby girl was suffering.
35:20We should have done something.
35:21Don't you dare.
35:23Okay?
35:23Don't you dare make me feel like I failed my daughter.
35:27Okay?
35:28If we win this trial, it's your fault.
35:29If we win this trial, it's my fault.
35:31How can you not see that?
35:33How can you not feel that sitting on that stand?
35:35That's all it took?
35:36This lawyer gets in your head and then suddenly we're on trial?
35:40I never wanted to go to trial.
35:41I never wanted to, but deep down I thought we had a case.
35:45I believe that the school, the bullies, that monster were responsible for our losing Hannah.
35:50But we're in this too, Liv.
35:55We're part of it too, Liv.
36:00And if you can't see that now, I don't think you ever will.
36:14I don't want to fight anymore.
36:17I don't want to fight.
36:18I don't want to fight with you and not in this courtroom.
36:22I think this case is better off without me.
36:30And so are you.
36:45So when do you come home?
36:48The thing is, my mom doesn't want me to go back to Liberty.
36:52She wants me to transfer schools.
36:56Like...
36:57Like East County?
36:59Like another state.
37:02I'm going to live with my aunt and uncle.
37:05Wait, you...
37:08You're never coming back?
37:10I need to hit the reset button.
37:13The reset button?
37:14To like delete everything that came before?
37:16No, not what I mean.
37:18Not delete.
37:20Not you, not our friendship.
37:22But I need to move on.
37:25They're making you do that?
37:27No.
37:28I'm doing it.
37:30I can't keep pretending like I'm okay.
37:33Like I don't need to work to get well.
37:37Like it's everyone's fault but mine.
37:42I want to live a better life than that.
37:57You're going to forget me.
37:58Oh my God, I never could.
38:00I'm just going to be this one guy you knew one time.
38:07I can let you go and still love you.
38:13I'll always love you.
38:20I'm going to miss you.
38:23I'm going to miss you.
38:24I'm going to miss you too.
38:54You're a good person, Clay.
38:56And you can help people.
38:59Just maybe not how you think they need to be helped.
39:23Clay?
39:28Clay!
39:31Hey, I need to talk to you.
39:37Clay, why aren't you answering your phone?
39:40Justin.
39:42Hey, dickhead, where is Clay?
39:45Hey, Justin, I s-
39:50Justin.
39:57Justin, hey, wake up.
40:00Wake the fuck up.
40:01Hey, wake up.
40:02Justin, roll over.
40:08Justin, I can't roll you.
40:10Fuck.
40:14Fuck.
40:20Fuck.
40:22Fucking let you die.
40:26Fuck.
40:28Fuck.
40:43Fuck.
40:45Fuck.
40:46Fuck.
40:47We don't always get second chances.
40:51To help people.
40:53To be there.
40:57In the right way.
40:59To love them.
41:13To be there.
41:16To be there.
41:28To be there.
41:30Hey.
41:30Like anyone would even care at this point.
41:33Dude, don't joke about that.
41:37Shit.
41:40Sorry.
41:44Hey. Hey. Drink this.
42:04Where's the scar?
42:07Oh, it's...
42:08They're scars.
42:10But they're under my hair.
42:12That's why I grew it out.
42:16Yeah, I remember how it used to be.
42:19When you first started at Liberty,
42:22some of the guys were like,
42:24that hair makes him a fag.
42:26But I was like,
42:29that's fucking stupid.
42:33Well, that's super kind of you.
42:37Yeah, well...
42:40Whatever.
42:46You're still in love with Jessica, aren't you?
42:51It doesn't matter.
42:53Look at you. It clearly does.
43:02What the hell happened?
43:04He shot up and then he almost choked on his own cuke.
43:07What the fuck is wrong with you, Justin?
43:09You were just clean.
43:10Leave him alone, okay?
43:12What? Now you're defending him?
43:14Yeah, what the hell were you thinking with the tapes, Clay?
43:17Do you have any idea what you did to Jessica?
43:18Yeah, I was trying to get justice for Hannah.
43:21And I'm sorry if it hurt Jessica.
43:23But maybe it's time for her truth to come out, too.
43:26The fuck gives you the right to decide what needs to come out?
43:31Look.
43:33Look, I've done everything I can.
43:36Everything I can think of to make things right.
43:40But I can't do it alone.
43:45Okay?
43:46Look, I'm sorry about the tapes.
43:48But it's gonna get worse before it gets better.
43:52And I need you guys.
43:55Turn your hands.
43:56There you go. Good hit.
43:58Yeah.
44:01Wow.
44:02You did need to come in.
44:04Yeah, I feel better already.
44:06Well, the night is young.
44:07It could get even better.
44:08Oh, yeah?
44:09Yeah.
44:09What you got in mind?
44:11Oh.
44:12Hey.
44:14Hey, I didn't know you were coming in today.
44:16Lucas.
44:17This is Tony.
44:17Tony, this is Lucas.
44:18Oh, hey, man.
44:19Good to meet you.
44:21Yeah.
44:23Yeah, man.
44:25It's good to meet you, too.
44:28I'll talk to you later.
44:29I should get out of here anyway.
44:30I'm pretty tired.
44:32Hey.
44:34Have we trained together before?
44:36No, I don't, uh...
44:37I don't think so.
44:40Have a good night.
44:45We don't always know
44:47everything a kid is going through.
44:51Hey, buddy.
44:52We agreed. Door open, yeah?
44:54It was open.
44:55No, it was almost closed.
44:56No, it was almost closed.
44:56We agreed 45 degrees open all the time, okay?
44:59Then last month, we negotiated down to 30.
45:02It was at 3, just now, so...
45:04Keep it open, alright?
45:06Wait, Dad?
45:07I'm really sorry about last night.
45:10I didn't mean to ruin the party.
45:13Ah, buddy.
45:18You didn't, and I feel like I owe you an apology, because I think I've been pushing you too hard.
45:26No, I think maybe it's a good thing, because today I, like, I really pushed myself and it kind of
45:34turned out okay.
45:35That's great.
45:36Yeah, my memory's getting better.
45:40Good.
45:40Well, the doctor didn't say you were stuck, right?
45:42He said that your recovery would be unpredictable, but there's always hope.
45:48Yeah.
45:49Yeah.
45:50Um, so, last night with that video game, it actually started making me remember this other one, Desert Duty.
45:58So, I was thinking, um, just maybe if I play that one again, it would actually help me remember more.
46:05That's a shooter game, Desert Duty?
46:07Yeah, I know, Dad, but it's not, it's not like that. I just...
46:12There's something that I gotta remember.
46:17Yeah, but, you know, I don't know.
46:22Yeah, I know, I know.
46:25I get it.
46:26It's probably stupid, anyway.
46:31I should probably get some sleep.
46:34Alright.
46:35Night.
46:36Night.
46:41But kids, they don't always tell you everything they're feeling.
46:56I'm saying that the house is on fire, and all I know how to do is write poems.
47:01All I know how to do is arrange flowers on the table of a burning home.
47:05I am pressing against the frame, I am chanting the right words.
47:10I am gripping my fists and letting them go.
47:14Wow.
47:16Hannah wrote that?
47:18I must have read it a million times the whole time I thought it was about that school.
47:23The suffocating, oh my God, it's right there in front of me.
47:26The burning home.
47:28The flowers.
47:31It was about her dad's affair.
47:34And there she was trying to comfort me when I should have been the one trying to comfort her.
47:37I mean, why didn't I see it?
47:38Olivia, you can't blame yourself.
47:40This is Andy's fault.
47:41Look, Jackie, please don't tell me how to feel right now.
47:49I'm sorry.
47:50You're right.
47:51No, I'm sorry.
47:52It's just, it's more complicated than that.
47:55I didn't mean to overstep.
47:59You know, I think maybe I should head to bed.
48:02No, no.
48:03No, it's been a long day.
48:04Really.
48:05I need to get some rest.
48:07It was nice meeting you, Jessica.
48:29You must think I'm an idiot wanting to protect a man who doesn't deserve it.
48:35I get it.
48:37I mean, I really get it.
48:41You love him, right?
48:43Despite everything, and it's crazy, but you love him.
48:50I do.
48:53Even though he hurt you so bad.
49:05You know, Jessica, if there's, if there's anything you ever want to talk about,
49:14sometimes I think if Hannah would have come to me,
49:20maybe things would have been different.
49:25Maybe it was too painful for her to talk about it.
49:31Maybe she kept it all in to protect herself.
49:37I'm not good at that.
49:40The more I think about it, she's really brave.
49:45Oh, but honey, we both know that didn't work.
49:48Keeping it in, that's not brave.
49:54Feeling the pain, facing it, that takes courage.
49:59It's okay to let it out.
50:05It's okay.
50:20Not a day passes during this trial.
50:23It's okay.
50:24In the months it took to get here that I don't wish I could have wrapped my arms around her
50:29and told her it would be okay.
50:32But I never had that chance.
50:35Why didn't you tell us he was on drugs?
50:38He was getting better, okay?
50:40Anyway, I didn't even know about the drugs when I first brought him here.
50:43Should we call social services?
50:44No, Dad.
50:45Call social services, he disappears into the system.
50:47He doesn't testify.
50:49Jesus, is that what we care about?
50:50No, I care about keeping the kids safe, which is hard to do when they're both fighting against us.
50:54How am I fighting you?
50:55The register called me today, Clay.
50:57Those audio files were watermarked.
50:59You stole them from my computer.
51:01You told me you weren't working on the case.
51:03That's no excuse.
51:04You told Sonia about Zach texting Hannah.
51:06That's how they knew everything.
51:08Is that true?
51:09She's a colleague.
51:10I pointed her in a direction.
51:11It's hardly the same thing.
51:13It's worse.
51:14You endangered my job.
51:15My license.
51:16Our livelihood.
51:17You ruined my fucking life.
51:18Jesus, you sound like children.
51:20And there's just one child here.
51:21What is that supposed to mean?
51:23Clay needs us to be his parents now.
51:25I don't need anything from you guys.
51:26Clay, go to your room.
51:28What?
51:29How is that fair?
51:30Go to your goddamn room!
51:32Now!
51:55How can you fix something if you don't know what's broken?
52:00Hannah didn't tell us.
52:06Clay.
52:09I...
52:10No.
52:13You don't talk.
52:14You don't get to say anything.
52:16This is your fucking fault, Hannah.
52:18This mess started with you.
52:20I put out the tapes and that was stupid.
52:22But you made them.
52:24You fucked up people's lives.
52:26I know.
52:27I'm sorry.
52:28Are you?
52:29Are you sorry?
52:31Because that doesn't do a fucking bit of good.
52:33Because you are gone!
52:34You killed yourself!
52:36And you didn't fucking care!
52:38I did!
52:39No!
52:39You didn't!
52:40Or you never would have done it!
52:41I was hurting.
52:43And I didn't think about who I might hurt.
52:45You did.
52:46An evil thing.
52:52Get the fuck out.
53:01Out.
53:01I if not, then the rule comes to keep me wait.
53:18But I know I'm getting nowhere.
53:23And all the beats of yesterday have really helped to pave my way.
53:31There's no one in me now
53:36How come everyone can tell you
53:39Hi, Mom.
53:42You see the torture on my brow
53:45Will it do not or do not
53:48Watch me bleed
53:50Be forever
53:54Watch me bleed
53:57Be forever
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54:00Visit 13reasonswhy.info
54:09I'll make no noise
54:11I'll hide my pain
54:12I'll close my eyes
54:14I won't be
54:15I'll lie right back
54:17And take the blame
54:18And try to tell myself
54:20I'm living
54:21And when it's all
54:23Instead of love
54:24Where do I go
54:26And do I run
54:27What's left of me
54:29You're an only one
54:30When we've denied the hurt to you
54:39Oh
54:40Oh, oh, oh.
55:10Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
55:53Oh, oh, oh.
56:03Oh, oh, oh, oh.
56:18Oh, oh, oh, oh.
56:21Oh, oh, oh.
56:31Well done, Ed. Well done.
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