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00:02:09Nice one.
00:02:10Not very happy about the hook in his dinner.
00:02:17Catch him on a hopper?
00:02:21Hopper's out yet?
00:02:22There's one out.
00:02:25Yeah, they're sure not buying this salmon fly.
00:02:28They're not buying your presentation.
00:02:30You're slapping the water with it.
00:02:31Just lay it.
00:02:34Too much action in your wrist.
00:02:36Stop trying to hail a cab on Fifth Avenue.
00:02:40Just lay it down.
00:02:44Like that.
00:02:53And on a hopper.
00:02:55I do this for a living, big brother.
00:02:57Well, sort of.
00:02:58You should do it for a living.
00:03:00Never make work of your passions.
00:03:02Well, counterpoint to that is love what you do.
00:03:04You never work a day in your life.
00:03:05You love what you do?
00:03:06I don't even like what I do.
00:03:08You should analyze that.
00:03:09Exactly what I'm doing.
00:03:11I'm glad you're doing something,
00:03:12because you damn sure ain't catching any trout.
00:03:18You better not be doing what I think you're doing.
00:03:22Tying on a nymph.
00:03:23Don't you dare.
00:03:24This is my last day, Paul.
00:03:26I'm tying on a nymph.
00:03:27And if you fuck with me even a little,
00:03:30I'm putting on a streamer.
00:03:31I don't know you anymore.
00:03:33I recognize your face,
00:03:35but the words coming from it
00:03:36are the words of a stranger.
00:03:41I don't know.
00:03:45Doesn't count.
00:03:46It counts.
00:03:47I got a spin caster in the truck.
00:03:49Why don't you just put some cheese on a treble hook?
00:03:51Out of here.
00:03:58Hey, I'm keeping it.
00:04:00Of course you are, fucking fish killer.
00:04:02I'm keeping it,
00:04:04and you're cooking it.
00:04:06All right.
00:04:08And lay it out there.
00:04:36Hey, I have the Hermes scarf
00:04:37and the blouse from Brunello.
00:04:39I'm meeting her at the Greenwich,
00:04:40and then we'll depart for the opening at 5.15.
00:04:42Well, does her assistant know?
00:04:44Okay, yeah.
00:04:45Calling now.
00:05:07The Washington Heights Women's Center
00:05:10will provide essential services
00:05:12for New York's most underprivileged
00:05:15and underrepresented demographic.
00:05:18Beyond reproductive care,
00:05:20the Women's Center will provide
00:05:21wellness care,
00:05:23counseling,
00:05:24dietary consultation.
00:05:25The nutritionist was my idea.
00:05:27The diet of some of those people
00:05:29is abhorrent.
00:05:30They just don't know any better.
00:05:31They don't eat junk
00:05:32because they like it, Laura.
00:05:33They eat it because it's cheap.
00:05:35They don't need a nutritionist.
00:05:37They need better food.
00:05:39The food bank has a bigger selection
00:05:41of produce than my whole food, Stacey.
00:05:43And it all rots.
00:05:44They won't eat it.
00:05:45They want chips
00:05:46and chicken nuggets
00:05:47and sugar-coated cereals.
00:05:48They need education.
00:05:52Excuse me.
00:05:58Paige?
00:05:59I was attacked.
00:06:02Attacked?
00:06:02A man just walked up and hit me.
00:06:05Took my bag that hit me.
00:06:06Can you see it?
00:06:07Did you call the police?
00:06:08It just happened.
00:06:10Where are you?
00:06:11Downtown.
00:06:12Get in a cab.
00:06:13Should I go to the hospital?
00:06:14Like, look at this.
00:06:15No, go to Dr. Steele's office.
00:06:17I'll meet you there.
00:06:17Wait, there's a police car.
00:06:27What happened?
00:06:28I was attacked and robbed.
00:06:30Somebody hit you?
00:06:31Hit me and took two bags,
00:06:32shopping bags.
00:06:33What'd they look like?
00:06:34Uh, maybe 30,
00:06:36a navy sweatshirt,
00:06:38hood over his head,
00:06:39tall, tall and skinny.
00:06:40What color was it?
00:06:42Color?
00:06:43His skin.
00:06:45I, I can't.
00:06:47I can't.
00:06:48You didn't notice?
00:06:49Was he dark like me?
00:06:50Or light like him?
00:06:54I don't know.
00:06:55I only saw him walking away.
00:06:57But you think he's 30.
00:06:58How do you know that?
00:06:59I, I saw it for an instant,
00:07:00but yes, he looked 30,
00:07:01or maybe younger,
00:07:02but I don't want to say his race
00:07:03because I don't know.
00:07:05How about this?
00:07:06What color were the shopping bags?
00:07:08White.
00:07:09Two of them.
00:07:09Navy blue sweatshirt,
00:07:11two white bags.
00:07:12Got it.
00:07:13You need to file a report.
00:07:15Woo!
00:07:16Are you still there?
00:07:22117 Park Avenue.
00:07:30How many stitches?
00:07:32I think it's going to take six.
00:07:34How big a scar?
00:07:35We'll deal with the scar later.
00:07:37It's easy for you to say.
00:07:38It's not on your face.
00:07:39Russell might like it.
00:07:40Scars are sexy.
00:07:41Scars on men are sexy.
00:07:43Scars on women are...
00:07:46I'm going to look like a battered spouse.
00:07:48I don't know why you were walking.
00:07:49Why were you walking?
00:07:50You know better than that.
00:07:51I was on Fifth Avenue, Mom.
00:07:52If you can't walk on Fifth Avenue,
00:07:54where can you walk?
00:07:54You can't.
00:07:55That's the whole point.
00:07:57Did you call Daddy?
00:07:59He's fishing.
00:08:00And that means you can't call him?
00:08:01No, honey.
00:08:02I can call him.
00:08:03I just can't reach him.
00:08:04He doesn't have cell service on the river.
00:08:06He'll call tonight.
00:08:07But I can tell you what he'll say.
00:08:09He'll say, take the car.
00:08:11Stay still.
00:08:13He hit me.
00:08:16For no reason.
00:08:18I would have given him the bags.
00:08:20He just hit me.
00:08:21Right.
00:09:04just leave all that shit on the plane i got a surprise for you tomorrow paul i have to leave
00:09:11tomorrow you're fishing the big lost tomorrow you have to pack into the big lost i fly in the
00:09:17smokejumpers and we can use their strip happy birthday
00:09:43baby baby soft soft
00:09:50so
00:10:02so
00:10:04so
00:10:05so
00:10:05so
00:10:05so
00:10:10so
00:10:2064
00:10:27astonishing where the time goes i wonder what do i have maybe 10 15 years before i'm too old to
00:10:36do anything more than just remember
00:10:47look like stacy and the kids to this resort in the caribbean
00:10:52rooms are 10 grand a night villas are 30
00:10:56this shit doesn't impress me no paul it doesn't impress me either i'm just trying to tell you a
00:11:09we're sitting there on the beach and watching all these couples walk by
00:11:15we're the youngest there by like two decades i mean everyone's in their 70s and 80s
00:11:21barely
00:11:22waddle across the sand
00:11:25all covered up in their big hats and their long sleeve shirts they'd made it
00:11:32but their bodies were too old to enjoy it
00:11:36they were halfway around the world and they were too old or crippled
00:11:41swim the water run in the sand make love none of it
00:11:45they finally made it
00:11:48they were all too old to create a single memory
00:11:53and they knew it
00:11:57it was on every one of their faces
00:12:00saw them at the restaurant same thing not a smile among them
00:12:05because they knew
00:12:09they'd worked their whole lives for that moment
00:12:13the moment had already passed them by
00:12:19that's why i'm here
00:12:21that's why i quit
00:12:24i make a memory a day brother
00:12:26sometimes more
00:12:29but
00:12:30make them for who huh
00:12:34no kids
00:12:35no
00:12:37no wife
00:12:38you've got nobody to share it with paul
00:12:40i'm sharing it with you right now
00:12:42once a year you share it with me
00:12:44then you should come more often
00:12:45at least get a girlfriend
00:12:47not on your life
00:12:49how about a dog
00:12:51they're neatier than girlfriends
00:12:53maybe a goldfish then
00:12:57maybe
00:12:58you'd probably try to kill it with one of your giant hook streamers
00:13:09true
00:13:32abby how was your day
00:13:33laser resurfacing is the most effective
00:13:35doesn't that make your skin shiny like forever
00:13:37i still haven't seen it
00:13:38you're never seeing it
00:13:39it looks like a bloody zipper
00:13:40i wish i had been there
00:13:41but so he could have hit you too
00:13:43oh you would have gotten a shot stabbed or worse
00:13:45what's worse than getting shot
00:13:46i don't know but that's what would have happened
00:13:48being set on fire
00:13:49it's worse
00:13:50girls please
00:13:51and at the police they just kept asking
00:13:52what was his race
00:13:54like that has anything to do with it
00:13:55i mean it's pretty important information when you're trying to find somebody
00:13:58whoa
00:13:59that's so racist
00:14:06where are you going
00:14:08it's your father
00:14:09so where are you going
00:14:11it is rude to talk on the phone in a restaurant
00:14:13it is also rude to play on your phone in a restaurant and serve the internet
00:14:18basically what all of you are doing right now is rude
00:14:22rude to who
00:14:24it's rude to me
00:14:25it's rude to each other
00:14:26it's rude to the staff
00:14:27it's just fucking rude
00:14:35it's so bright there
00:14:37what time is it
00:14:38seven
00:14:40full moon
00:14:41wow
00:14:42look at those stars
00:14:46my view is better
00:14:47well
00:14:48until your brother gets indoor plumbing i'll have to take your word for it
00:14:52oh there's plumbing of sorts
00:14:54gotta sink
00:14:55gotta shower now
00:14:57well until the outhouse
00:14:59moves indoors
00:15:00then i'll have to rely on pictures
00:15:03you feel rested
00:15:04what time do you land tomorrow
00:15:07okay gonna have to push it back a day honey because paul has something very very special
00:15:12planned for tomorrow
00:15:14it's a stretch of river that can only be reached by pack horse takes like a week
00:15:18paul has permission to fly us into it honey this is like well it's virgin water
00:15:24oh now there's virgins involved
00:15:27nobody fishes this stretch honey nobody maybe a dozen people a year if that
00:15:34hey um some bad news uh page got mugged today down in the village
00:15:41what mugged
00:15:43what mugged
00:15:43she okay
00:15:44yeah she just you know she got a pretty good shiner and a decent cut the doctor saw her
00:15:49six stitches
00:15:50god damn it i cannot come up with one plausible reason why we still live in that city
00:15:56well i'll give you two
00:15:58our children
00:16:00two more
00:16:01our grandchildren
00:16:02my parents
00:16:03make her use the car honey that's what it's for
00:16:06she thinks it's a garish display of wealth
00:16:09yeah well if my money's so offensive maybe we should stop giving it to her
00:16:13oh honey
00:16:14oh serious sell her apartment and put her up in a house in great neck or she takes the
00:16:19fucking car
00:16:19oh my god i knew you were gonna do this
00:16:21what am i doing
00:16:23okay let's this problem will be right here when you get back let's deal with it then
00:16:28all right she's okay though huh
00:16:30yes
00:16:31in the meantime enjoy your mountains enjoy your brother enjoy the hole in the ground
00:16:36he thinks it's the toilet and i'll see you monday
00:16:41monday
00:16:42i love you honey
00:16:43love you
00:17:04so russell anything interesting happen in your world today besides your wife getting mugged
00:17:10it uh
00:17:13uh
00:17:14uh yeah we're uh
00:17:15well we're uh we're investing in a dutch cargo ship venture
00:17:19you know some of these larger vessels they uh carry over 25 000 containers
00:17:24like 2 000 and change per container that's over 50 million a load in freight
00:17:28i mean you have crew fees and docking fees and fuel by far being the largest expense
00:17:33so yeah nothing interesting happened
00:17:38excuse me um can i order a martini gin three olives
00:17:42thank you
00:17:47what's wrong with you i was the one that got punched
00:17:50next year
00:17:54and geç
00:17:54and
00:17:54i was
00:17:54and
00:17:54and
00:18:20and
00:18:27Let's go.
00:18:32Press.
00:18:32Yeah.
00:18:33You might want to grab your rod.
00:18:34Oh, shit.
00:18:35Christ.
00:18:40The way you talk about this place, I thought I'd only need my net, so...
00:19:04I thought I'd only need my net.
00:19:19Hey.
00:19:22Caddys are hatching.
00:19:44I thought I'd only need my net.
00:20:26It's going to be one of those days, brother.
00:20:29Yes.
00:20:30I can use one.
00:20:46It's going to be one of those days, brother.
00:21:01It's going to be one of those days.
00:21:14It's going to be one of those days.
00:21:30It's going to be one of those days.
00:21:33It's going to be one of those days.
00:21:33We can leave now if you want.
00:21:36I don't ever want to leave.
00:22:01Can't do it any better than that.
00:22:04It's going to be one of those days.
00:22:05It's going to be one of those days.
00:22:17It's going to be one of those days.
00:22:31No! No! No!
00:22:35It's a monster!
00:22:39We should go.
00:22:43Yeah.
00:22:46Shit!
00:23:09What do you think? What's this telling you?
00:23:12I'm just going to pick my way through it.
00:23:14It's going to be a little bumpy over the mountains.
00:23:16Yeah.
00:23:34It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:24:24It's going to be a little bumpy.
00:24:41Jesus!
00:24:43Yep.
00:24:57Big Sky Approach, this is Cessna 185 Bravo Zulu, I need a swap.
00:25:02Copy that at 2 Bravo, speed and altitude.
00:25:04130 knots at 8200.
00:25:07Main chains out west heading, climb to 11,000.
00:25:09Copy that, 11,000, thank you tower.
00:25:12We'll get up over this.
00:25:33Wait, where was she?
00:25:35Five blocks from here, middle of the day.
00:25:41Politicians in this city have guilted us into chaos.
00:25:44Michael wants us to move to Connecticut, or just stay in the Hamptons year-round.
00:25:49I'm running out of excuses.
00:25:50The kids are gone, we can work from anywhere these days.
00:25:53Well, why don't you?
00:25:55Because our marriage wouldn't last a month.
00:25:57Oh, stop it.
00:25:58I'd have to learn how to cook for one.
00:26:00Oh God, for a bit, yeah.
00:26:01And what in the world would we talk about?
00:26:04All of our friends are here, the ones that haven't moved to Florida.
00:26:07Yeah.
00:26:10This is my city.
00:26:11It has gone to hell before, it will come back, it always does.
00:26:15Now you, on the other hand, how you keep your mountain man in Manhattan.
00:26:20That is a trick that you must show me.
00:26:22Our daughters is the trick.
00:26:25He would never leave them, and he will never get the girls to leave.
00:26:30So, no, he just, as long as he gets his little escapes.
00:26:34But you have to wonder why we choose to live in a place we need to escape.
00:26:38Because there's no stock exchange in Telluride, my dear.
00:26:40Whenever I see Michael looking at properties online, I just,
00:26:43I just remind him how far that is from Yankee Stadium, and that usually does it.
00:26:49You'd have to stock the Hudson with trout to entice mine.
00:26:53Just buy him a little cabin in the Catskills.
00:26:55I think they invented fly fishing there.
00:26:58It's just three hours away, he can go there whenever he wants.
00:27:01It's easier to get there than the Hamptons.
00:27:03You realize all we ever talk about is leaving.
00:27:05It's all anyone talks about.
00:27:07Well, of course we do.
00:27:08We're New Yorkers.
00:27:09What else are we going to talk about if we can't complain about our city?
00:27:13Hmm.
00:27:16Hmm.
00:27:16Do we know anyone in Idaho?
00:27:19Well, the Greenbergs have a house in Sound Valley.
00:27:22Preston didn't call me last night.
00:27:23I'm just going to, um.
00:27:26Hello?
00:27:28Is this Mrs. Clyburn?
00:27:31It is.
00:27:32Who's this?
00:27:34I'm Officer Shepard with the U.S. Department of Forestry.
00:27:39Yes?
00:27:41Is your husband Preston Clyburn?
00:27:46Yes?
00:27:47Uh-huh.
00:27:49Ma'am, your husband was involved in a plane crash on a mountain called Bora Peak.
00:27:57Can I, is, can I speak to him?
00:28:01Is he all right?
00:28:02No, ma'am.
00:28:06I'm sorry to say both he and Paul Clyburn did not survive the crash.
00:28:11Stacey?
00:28:14Oh, ma'am.
00:28:17What do I do?
00:28:18What do we do?
00:28:19Well, ma'am, we'd like you to come here and identify the bodies.
00:28:22Help arrange transport to wherever you choose as their resting place.
00:28:26Hey, this is Stacey's friend.
00:28:28What's happened?
00:28:31Oh, uh, um, let me get them.
00:28:41Um, Idaho Falls, is there an airport?
00:28:51No, I just, just, just, just let me...
00:29:00No, no, no, no, no.
00:29:33I'll get the car.
00:29:40Mom, they just think it's him.
00:29:42They don't know.
00:29:44Paige.
00:29:44What?
00:29:45They don't.
00:29:47They look like pilgrims.
00:29:49Where are we?
00:29:53Hey.
00:29:55Hey, I texted and I left a message.
00:29:59This is a little more important than school, don't you think?
00:30:02I can't include you in decisions when you do not respond.
00:30:06I will tell you why.
00:30:07Because he is my fucking father and they are my children.
00:30:10When people talk about life-altering events, they are talking about this.
00:30:13Then get on a plane and come get him.
00:30:16Yeah, that's what I thought.
00:30:48Would you like to check in at the hotel?
00:30:51Deal with the rest in the morning?
00:30:54Take me to the coroner.
00:30:55I want to get this over with.
00:31:01Would you like some music?
00:31:03I would not.
00:31:03Okay.
00:31:05Okay.
00:31:18Do we all go in?
00:31:20I don't know.
00:31:22Let me get the lay of the land.
00:31:24Okay.
00:31:26Let me get the lay of the land.
00:31:36Ma'am, we're very sorry for your loss.
00:31:40Did you walk me through this?
00:31:42You knew the brother as well?
00:31:44I did.
00:31:45The state requires that remains be positively identified by a relative or close friend.
00:31:50Someone with enough familiarity to make visual recognition.
00:31:54Won't take long.
00:32:32There's no other way.
00:32:36Clearly you know who it is or you wouldn't have known to contact me.
00:32:40We found a phone, ma'am.
00:32:41That does not positively identify a body.
00:32:44But why else would he have the phone?
00:32:47I don't make the laws, ma'am.
00:32:49But I do have to enforce them.
00:32:53You're going to force me.
00:33:00Before he left, he kissed me.
00:33:05And he smiled.
00:33:07And that is the last image of him in my mind.
00:33:10If I go in there and see what happened to him, that is the last image in my mind.
00:33:22Forever.
00:33:27I'll do it, mom.
00:33:29No.
00:33:31No, you won't.
00:33:34I don't know.
00:34:02Which is which?
00:34:04We don't know.
00:34:19Paul.
00:34:38Paul.
00:34:45I don't know.
00:35:03What's wrong with fingerprints?
00:35:06How dare you?
00:35:22Show me what you showed her.
00:35:51He had a will?
00:35:52Yes.
00:35:53Life insurance?
00:35:54Yes.
00:35:56I hate to ask these things, but...
00:35:57We're taken care of.
00:36:00What about a funeral?
00:36:01I don't know.
00:36:05The ranch, maybe.
00:36:08I guess I'll take care of his brother as well.
00:36:10He doesn't... he doesn't have anyone.
00:36:13Then you'll never be able to visit him, Stacy.
00:36:16I'll close my eyes when I want to visit him.
00:36:18What are you going to do with this cabin?
00:36:20It's not my cabin.
00:36:21It's your cabin now.
00:36:23And if you sell it, then you can't visit him anywhere.
00:36:26Think about that.
00:36:27Bring him home.
00:36:27This is too much.
00:36:28Too many decisions for one day.
00:36:30Take a sleeping pill.
00:36:31I plan to.
00:36:32I'll call you tomorrow.
00:36:33Okay.
00:36:58Goals, go ahead.
00:36:59Keep going on, okay.
00:37:00I can't wait.
00:37:03I can't wait.
00:37:03I can't wait.
00:37:04You know?
00:37:05No, my kids are okay.
00:37:07No, I can't wait.
00:37:11I can't wait.
00:37:12Oh, we were thinking a slumber party.
00:37:23You might.
00:37:24Come on.
00:37:28There's bound to be some shitty pizza in this town.
00:37:30Is there?
00:37:32I hope so.
00:37:37Girls, can you ninja up some Netflix on the TV?
00:37:41And for you.
00:37:43Oh, God bless you.
00:37:46Nothing teaches you to self-medicate like a good divorce.
00:37:50What do you want, Grandma?
00:37:52A comedy.
00:37:53Uh, hmm.
00:37:56About A River Runs Through It.
00:37:58It was Grandpa's favorite movie.
00:38:02A river may run through it, but I've never actually gotten through it.
00:38:06So, in honor of him.
00:38:12We've come to the right place.
00:38:16Uh, pizza.
00:38:18Can you find some?
00:38:19Pizza?
00:38:19Yeah.
00:38:20Yeah.
00:38:20And ice cream.
00:38:22What flavors?
00:38:23Dazzles with options.
00:38:25Done.
00:38:26Thanks, Russ.
00:38:29Is it going to be sad?
00:38:32Oh, it's about fishing.
00:38:34How sad can it be?
00:38:47I am haunted by words.
00:38:51Thanks, Mom.
00:38:52I sure feel better now.
00:38:54Jesus.
00:38:55It made your father cry, too.
00:38:58Every time, like, a big baby.
00:39:03Oh, that and, uh, Rudy.
00:39:06Only men can cry over fishing and football.
00:39:10God, for life to be that simple.
00:39:14You know, in 39 years of marriage,
00:39:19we never fought.
00:39:22Not once.
00:39:25I mean, we...
00:39:26We danced right to the end,
00:39:29but we both knew
00:39:31how precious and how rare
00:39:34what we had was.
00:39:39I should be happy
00:39:41that he died out here
00:39:43doing something that he loves,
00:39:47not
00:39:49tethered to some
00:39:50hospital bed
00:39:52like most men
00:39:53waiting to die.
00:39:58He died living,
00:40:00not
00:40:01existing.
00:40:05How many can say that?
00:40:08I hope you find
00:40:09what we had someday, honey.
00:40:11I really, really do.
00:40:12I hope you meet a man
00:40:13that's worth missing.
00:40:18I just, like,
00:40:19want to return my call.
00:40:20Oh, God.
00:40:21We can work on your standards.
00:40:25Oh.
00:40:50Do you guys have service?
00:40:55Are we close?
00:40:57I don't know.
00:40:57Never been there before.
00:40:59We're close, I think.
00:41:00We're close, I think.
00:41:16I guess this is it.
00:41:18This is it?
00:41:19This is what the nap says.
00:41:21Stop.
00:41:23Stop.
00:41:23Stop.
00:41:26Stop.
00:41:42I've seen that photo.
00:41:46Okay.
00:41:46You've been here by the knife.
00:41:51See you again.
00:41:52Bye.
00:41:53Bye.
00:41:53Bye.
00:42:00Bye.
00:42:03Bye.
00:42:08Bye.
00:42:09Bye.
00:42:10Bye.
00:42:12Bye.
00:42:12Bye.
00:42:13Bye.
00:42:14Bye.
00:42:15Bye.
00:42:16Bye.
00:42:16Bye.
00:42:34We'd be worried about bears?
00:42:36Perhaps they never mentioned bears.
00:43:16We'd be worried about bears.
00:43:33it's very weird there's a sink and a shower but no toilet toilets are outside outside
00:43:39there's no septic system the cabins are too close to the river and that's why we never visited
00:43:45i have absolutely no idea how you would get this furniture up here
00:43:53where are you going i want to find preston's cabin well take this be careful
00:44:01uh what's that bear spray you said no bears i said he never mentioned bears
00:44:17so
00:44:29so
00:45:52I'm taking a bath.
00:45:56Don't you have dinner with the girls tonight?
00:45:58No.
00:46:00Bridget has some dance, something in Chelsea of all places.
00:46:05As if there aren't 12 ballet academies nearby.
00:46:09And Paige has some work, something with Russell at that new club they wasted their money joining.
00:46:16Our money.
00:46:18They wasted our money joining it.
00:46:21I stand corrected.
00:46:23What are you doing?
00:46:25I am making coffee.
00:46:27What time is it there?
00:46:29I don't know.
00:46:295.30.
00:46:31Babe, you'll be up all night.
00:46:33Well, I try to sleep as little as possible when I'm here.
00:46:37You know, at night, the bull elk come down to the river and bugle.
00:46:42They bugle.
00:46:43They bugle.
00:46:44It's kind of a high-pitched, almost like a whistle, and it drives the lady elk crazy.
00:46:50Oh, I remember when you used to bugle.
00:46:53I can still bugle.
00:46:55Well, it's more like a trombone these days.
00:46:58But, hey, I am no spring lady elk, so trombone is just fine with me.
00:47:05How do you make coffee?
00:47:06I thought you said you didn't have electricity.
00:47:08Well, it's electricity.
00:47:10Just no outlets.
00:47:11We've got a light over the porch and light over the table.
00:47:16Huh.
00:47:17You didn't answer my question.
00:47:19Well, I build a fire in the stove and fill the pot from the river, pour the coffee in
00:47:26the pot, boil the water, and there you go.
00:47:31You can taste the smoke, Stacy.
00:47:34It's the best cup of coffee you'll ever have.
00:47:37Oh, my God.
00:47:39Oh, honey, I think you are romanticizing this to the point of physical impossibility.
00:47:45Maybe you should just wash the pot.
00:47:48Well, technically, it's a percolator.
00:47:50Ah.
00:47:51And if you'll ever come here, I'll make you a cup.
00:47:55Best you'll ever have.
00:47:57If you really wanted me to come there, you and your brother would build a bathroom.
00:48:01It has a bathroom.
00:48:02Inside the house.
00:48:04God, you're spoiled.
00:48:07Conveniences have become your necessities.
00:48:09We went camping once a long time ago.
00:48:13Or have you managed to block that out?
00:48:15No, no, no, no.
00:48:16That was not camping.
00:48:17That was an excuse to get you in a tent.
00:48:20I had planned nothing past the sex.
00:48:24Well, you married a city mouse, honey.
00:48:28City mice stay in the city.
00:48:31You need to see it, Stacy.
00:48:34Just once.
00:48:36I do.
00:48:37I do see it.
00:48:38Every time you send a picture of you and some traumatized trout.
00:48:42It's not the same.
00:48:44It's not the same.
00:48:45It's not the same.
00:48:50It's not the same.
00:48:51It's not the same.
00:48:52It's not the same.
00:48:59It's not the same.
00:49:00It's not the same.
00:49:00It's not the same.
00:49:01It's not the same.
00:49:01It's not the same.
00:49:01It's not the same.
00:49:02It's not the same.
00:49:02It's not the same.
00:49:03It's not the same.
00:49:04It's not the same.
00:49:05It's not the same.
00:49:10It's not the same.
00:49:18girls
00:49:22girls
00:49:25where are you going
00:49:26we just want to check it out
00:49:27well don't climb on anything
00:49:29watch out for snakes
00:49:30are there snakes?
00:49:31I don't know
00:49:32so you probably should watch out for them
00:49:47what in the world?
00:49:49I found a motel
00:49:51about an hour away
00:49:52does not look great
00:49:54you could drive into Bozeman or Helena
00:49:57everything seems to be about
00:49:58two hours from everything else
00:50:05how long do you think she wants to stay?
00:50:07I'll go find out
00:50:14mom
00:50:18mom
00:50:23what's that?
00:50:27coffee maker
00:50:29it is?
00:50:31it's done
00:50:32you want some?
00:50:35why not?
00:50:54he sat here and called me
00:50:58right here
00:51:02talked about fish
00:51:06and I'd pretend like I cared
00:51:11he was right
00:51:15not the same in pictures
00:51:19I never came with him
00:51:21because
00:51:24I thought I'd be bored
00:51:27or a third wheel
00:51:29I didn't want to interrupt
00:51:31his man time
00:51:32his brother time
00:51:35I thought about bringing you two out
00:51:38when you were younger
00:51:39but then
00:51:39it's not a vacation for him
00:51:42it's a
00:51:42it's a trip
00:51:44and he's worried about pleasing you
00:51:46and not himself
00:51:47and
00:51:50wow
00:51:50was I wrong
00:51:53I robbed us of this
00:51:57I robbed him of sharing it with us
00:52:00please don't do that
00:52:03do not blame yourself for things that you didn't do
00:52:07you had a loving marriage for 40 years
00:52:11in New York City
00:52:12I mean
00:52:13they should both statue me too
00:52:20miss him
00:52:22god knows I will
00:52:25but no
00:52:26blame
00:52:27you two did it right
00:52:34it's getting late
00:52:36motel's a hike
00:52:37we can come back in the morning
00:52:42I'm gonna stay here
00:52:46mmm
00:52:47he's right
00:52:48he can taste the smoke
00:52:52mmm
00:53:08she's just gonna stay
00:53:10and do what
00:53:11there's not even a bathroom
00:53:13oh I found one
00:53:13dude
00:53:14it's outside
00:53:15spartan
00:53:17what does spartan mean
00:53:18rustic
00:53:19yeah
00:53:20there's like a
00:53:21hornet's nest
00:53:23inside the hole
00:53:24adds a certain degree of difficulty
00:53:26she can't stay here
00:53:27okay
00:53:28it's selfish
00:53:29she's acting like
00:53:31she's the only one
00:53:32who lost somebody
00:53:33okay
00:53:33he was my father
00:53:34dare
00:53:36she has been with him
00:53:37since she was 19
00:53:39I've been with him
00:53:40since I was born
00:53:41so were you
00:53:41we were not with him
00:53:42he was present
00:53:44when we needed something
00:53:46when we needed a
00:53:47chauffeur
00:53:48or a cheerleader
00:53:49a therapist
00:53:50a bank
00:53:52you wanna mourn something
00:53:54why don't we mourn
00:53:54the time that we
00:53:55didn't give him
00:53:56he was her lover
00:53:58and her best friend
00:53:59it is not the same thing
00:54:01you lost the idea
00:54:03of him Paige
00:54:03which you can still have
00:54:06girls go back
00:54:06outside now
00:54:07we can hear you
00:54:33you're yelling
00:54:33oh god bless your uncle
00:54:37hey did I see a garden
00:54:41somewhere
00:54:41by the barn
00:54:43what's in it
00:54:44we didn't check
00:54:45let's check
00:54:54I'd say you nailed it
00:54:57with me
00:54:59but
00:55:00if that's all he was
00:55:02to you two
00:55:05what a shame
00:55:06girls
00:55:16kale
00:55:17and
00:55:18Swiss chard
00:55:19I think these are
00:55:20scallions
00:55:21oh
00:55:21this is time
00:55:22this
00:55:24will come in handy
00:55:26nice right
00:55:28strawberries
00:55:30wow
00:55:31wait
00:55:32you can just
00:55:33grow them
00:55:34apparently
00:55:35I thought they just
00:55:36came from farms
00:55:38that's what this is
00:55:39it's an
00:55:39itty bitty farm
00:55:41I think
00:55:43this is spinach
00:55:46what's this
00:55:49oh shit
00:55:50that's a snake
00:55:51everything okay
00:55:53we're okay
00:55:54it's okay
00:55:55it's more scared of you
00:55:56than you are of him
00:55:57okay let's just go
00:55:59over here
00:56:17oh
00:56:19oh
00:56:21right
00:56:22lesson learned
00:56:25less is more
00:56:26with this stuff
00:56:40when was the last time
00:56:42you saw one of those
00:56:42girls
00:56:43one of what
00:56:46sunset
00:56:49can't remember
00:56:52no me neither
00:56:57there must be a nice
00:56:58grocery store around here
00:56:59because Paul has every
00:57:00cheese on the planet
00:57:01I sent a package
00:57:02your father likes to
00:57:03rough it but
00:57:03he doesn't like to
00:57:04starve
00:57:05somebody grate the
00:57:06parmesan
00:57:07uh we got it here
00:57:14what are you making
00:57:15polenta
00:57:17how are you making
00:57:18polenta
00:57:19you just boil
00:57:20cornmeal honey
00:57:21I don't think
00:57:23polenta has corn in it
00:57:24that's all
00:57:25polenta has
00:57:26just corn
00:57:27and liquid
00:57:28and cheese
00:57:28I think that's grits
00:57:30yes
00:57:30grits and polenta
00:57:32are the same thing
00:57:33mother
00:57:35they make grits
00:57:36in alabama
00:57:36you're telling me
00:57:37it's the same thing
00:57:38as the dish
00:57:38from italy
00:57:39it's the exact
00:57:39same thing
00:57:40just finish it
00:57:41with different
00:57:42toppings
00:57:42if it has
00:57:43different ingredients
00:57:44it's a different
00:57:44dish
00:57:45somebody pour me
00:57:46some wine
00:57:46like they're
00:57:47making the same
00:57:48thing in
00:57:48Birmingham
00:57:49that they're
00:57:49making in
00:57:49Florence
00:57:50with different
00:57:51cheese
00:57:52that's the only
00:57:52difference
00:57:53okay
00:57:53I'm not gonna
00:57:55argue with you
00:57:55because you're
00:57:56in mourning
00:57:56but the time
00:57:58will come
00:57:58where I will
00:57:58tell you
00:57:58how wrong
00:57:59you are
00:58:06oh that looks
00:58:08great
00:58:10yeah
00:58:10I don't think
00:58:12this is beef
00:58:14what
00:58:15it's beef
00:58:15yeah
00:58:16it didn't cook
00:58:17like beef
00:58:17it doesn't
00:58:18smell like
00:58:18look at me
00:58:19it's beef
00:58:20okay
00:58:21for tonight
00:58:21it's beef
00:58:24okay
00:58:26um
00:58:26what
00:58:27what
00:58:27what
00:58:28what is it
00:58:28really
00:58:30why
00:58:31it said elk
00:58:32but the world
00:58:33doesn't need to
00:58:33know that
00:58:35why
00:58:36do you think
00:58:37the uh
00:58:37you think
00:58:37the world
00:58:38would uh
00:58:38rip
00:58:39rip
00:58:39how do you
00:58:40think your
00:58:40wife would
00:58:41react
00:58:43um
00:58:43yeah
00:58:44not uh
00:58:44not good
00:58:45multiply that
00:58:46by four
00:58:47right
00:58:47okay
00:58:48so should I
00:58:48slice it
00:58:49no I think
00:58:50you should
00:58:50just do
00:58:50whatever
00:58:51you think
00:58:52will make
00:58:52it look
00:58:53more
00:58:53like beef
00:58:57can I have
00:58:57more of the
00:58:58steak
00:58:59you
00:59:00you
00:59:00honey
00:59:00oh
00:59:01thank you
00:59:02girls
00:59:02you're a
00:59:03really good
00:59:03tub
00:59:03thanks
00:59:04steak's
00:59:05really good
00:59:06honey
00:59:10thank you
00:59:12do you
00:59:12do you
00:59:12girls want
00:59:12more grits
00:59:13it's not grits
00:59:14it's polenta
00:59:15you and I
00:59:15can agree to
00:59:16disagree but I'm
00:59:17not lying to my
00:59:17children
00:59:18they're my
00:59:18children
00:59:19they're my
00:59:20nieces
00:59:20you know what I
00:59:21mean they're
00:59:22basically my
00:59:22children
00:59:23they're not even
00:59:23kind of your
00:59:24children but if you
00:59:26want them to be
00:59:27your children you can
00:59:28get them to dance on
00:59:29Tuesday and Thursday and
00:59:30then take them to
00:59:31fucking paramezate in the
00:59:32morning for gymnastics
00:59:34fine the children I'm
00:59:35not lying to the
00:59:36children
00:59:37I don't see why not I'm
00:59:38lying to mine
00:59:40are you enjoying the
00:59:42elk page
00:59:44the what
00:59:46it's elk
00:59:52elk
00:59:52like the deer
00:59:54no no not a deer
00:59:55the big deer
00:59:56no it's a different
00:59:57species it's kind of
00:59:59like grits and
01:00:00polenta according to
01:00:01your logic it has
01:00:02big horns and hooves
01:00:04and it was roaming
01:00:05around freely until
01:00:06your brother-in-law
01:00:07shot it that's what
01:00:08I'm eating
01:00:08I'm not sure that
01:00:10they have hooves
01:00:11did you know
01:00:13you knew I can
01:00:14fucking tell you
01:00:16knew and you
01:00:16cooked it and you're
01:00:17just gonna let me eat
01:00:18it I think it's
01:00:18really good
01:00:21mom what do you
01:00:22think is gonna
01:00:22happen to all the
01:00:23food in this
01:00:24house page
01:00:25it's gonna get
01:00:26eaten or it's
01:00:26gonna rot
01:00:28I didn't kill the
01:00:29thing your uncle
01:00:30will never kill
01:00:30another one
01:00:31I suppose we could
01:00:32throw it all away
01:00:33and then it's
01:00:34nourishing some
01:00:35raccoon or worms
01:00:37or I guess
01:00:39or it can nourish
01:00:40us which is what
01:00:42it's doing
01:00:45when's the last
01:00:46time you cooked
01:00:46a meal page
01:00:47not reheated one
01:00:48not microwaved
01:00:49one we picked
01:00:50that from a garden
01:00:51your uncle took
01:00:52that from somewhere
01:00:53around here
01:00:54the cornmeal is
01:00:55in a jar
01:00:56did he make
01:00:57that maybe
01:00:59everything we ate
01:01:00came from this
01:01:02this little world
01:01:03that your father
01:01:04adored
01:01:05we made a meal
01:01:07from this place
01:01:08together
01:01:10I think it's
01:01:11beautiful
01:01:12I think it's
01:01:13perfect
01:01:13and I know your
01:01:15father would too
01:01:20I wonder who
01:01:20has to die for
01:01:21us to make
01:01:21another meal
01:01:22together
01:01:26good night
01:01:27what's up
01:01:37what's up
01:01:43what's up
01:01:51I don't know.
01:02:14I wonder if that stuff works.
01:02:17I guess so long as the wind is at your back.
01:02:21Good point.
01:02:26What are you reading?
01:02:29A journal.
01:02:33Your father kept a journal here.
01:02:3825 years.
01:02:41What's it say?
01:02:42It talks about which river, and then it says to crack a window and lighting the stove in
01:02:51a wind, there's a downdraft that pushes the smoke back into the cabin.
01:02:56It's half diary, half how-to guide.
01:03:01Then there's this, about me.
01:03:10There's a spot upriver.
01:03:17And he calls it Stacy's Valley.
01:03:21The elk don't graze there for some reason, so the grass grows tall and it's yellow and it reminds him
01:03:28of my hair.
01:03:37I need to know his last little secret.
01:03:45How can I say goodbye when there's still more to know?
01:03:59So tomorrow morning, I'm going to get up and I'm going to find this little valley.
01:04:17And then I'm going to bring your father here, and then I'm going to bury him there.
01:04:26And then I'm going to take this book and I'm going to visit every place he wrote about.
01:04:36And you can tell me I'm crazy, you can say I need to move on, I have a whole life
01:04:40ahead of me and all that shit.
01:04:42I am 65 years old, I don't have a whole life ahead of me.
01:04:47I have a very small window to be reckless, to make decisions that feed this and never factor this into
01:04:56the equation.
01:04:56And that's what I'm going to do, I'm going to do what he begged me to do for 30 years.
01:05:04I'm going to finally see this place.
01:05:11Want some company?
01:05:17I'd love some.
01:05:21Well, then I'll see you in the morning.
01:05:22I'll see you in the morning.
01:05:57I'll see you in the morning.
01:05:58Poor choice of footwear in retrospect.
01:06:29I'll see you in the morning.
01:06:36Hey.
01:06:44I personally, for the record, feel that we are underdressed, unarmed, and just generally unprepared for any kind of exploratory
01:06:53venture afoot.
01:06:54Afoot.
01:06:56I didn't know they taught the Queen's English at Brown.
01:06:59Well, they do.
01:06:59I mean, I didn't actually study it, but the course does exist.
01:07:03And the world is a better place for it, Russell.
01:07:09Let's go find this spot.
01:07:32All right.
01:07:34Let's see.
01:07:35Jonathan.
01:07:36Thank you so much about holding it.
01:07:41Welcome toividades Biles.
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