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Love Island- Beyond The Villa Season 2 Episode 8
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00:09Previously, this season on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
00:12I'm here, and I hope you're here.
00:14I'm happy that, like I said, you got to be here and speak it all out.
00:18How are you, love?
00:19Good.
00:20Good, good.
00:21For a long time, I was only close with Hannah.
00:23Then her and Iris got really close.
00:25I would never get a call to hang out with her.
00:27Yeah.
00:27It definitely doesn't feel good.
00:28We have to do another trip.
00:30Yeah, let's do another trip.
00:31Okay, but where?
00:33We're going to Lake Tahoe.
00:34I love Tahoe!
00:36I am ready to conquer the snow!
00:40Yeah, Iris!
00:42I can't stop!
00:44Look at this!
00:50Hi, Maya, how are you?
00:51Hi, sorry.
00:52Oh, you got makeup?
00:53No, it's just relationship and boundaries.
00:56I feel like I don't need to, like, be close with everyone if that's not how I feel.
01:00At the end of the day, like, not everybody is your best friend.
01:04Jeez!
01:05Hey, y'all!
01:06I'm a pageant queen, and I have blonde hair!
01:11So you picked the name.
01:14Grayson, are you good though?
01:19Coco, Bella, can we go downstairs real quick?
01:21Oh, sure.
01:22Yeah, we're going to take a quick break.
01:25What's going on?
01:27We overheard you saying, like, you don't really want to be friends with everybody.
01:31You have your friends.
01:34Hannah, I think that you have kind of, like, isolated yourself from, like, speaking to everybody, including myself.
01:38It's not me intentionally doing that.
01:41I am exhausted.
01:44I'm not exhausted being around everyone.
01:47I am exhausted.
01:55I'm not thinking, hmm, let me check and see how Bella and Grayson and Coco and Iris are doing.
02:00I wasn't even talking about you guys.
02:02I was talking about Brian and Chris.
02:04I'm sorry I don't want to be friends with Brian and Chris.
02:07People are allowed to have, like, bad days.
02:09And, like, the times that we are together, maybe she was just not having, like, a good day.
02:14But then, like, that's why you asking me, like, upstairs, like, are you good?
02:20I don't think it was coming from that place.
02:22Like, it wasn't me trying to fucking stir up shit.
02:25I feel like I'm fucking talking out of my ass and nobody is using their fucking brain.
02:29It, like, actually, it's driving me crazy.
02:31And I have to be up for a flight in, like, an hour.
02:38Where's he going?
02:41We staying out the way.
02:42We having a peaceful time.
02:43This is my first trip.
02:45I'm missing school for this, all right?
02:47I'm not going to be caught up in no drama.
02:49What the fuck is going on downstairs?
02:51Grayson felt upset that they were, like, left out or something.
02:54Yeah, that's some girl stuff.
02:55Because imagine me, like, telling Chris, like, bro, why don't you hit me up to go work out?
02:58I want to see you more.
02:59Well, there's definitely a divide.
03:00Like, it's evident that Iris and Hannah don't want to obviously be friends with any of the other girls.
03:05Speaking of them not wanting to be friends, like, even what Hannah said about me and Brian, be friends with
03:09Chris and Brian, why would I want to do that?
03:10We had no clue she felt that way.
03:12I'm like, damn, like...
03:13That was a little aggressive.
03:14I'm like, what did we do?
03:15You don't have to be friends, but then I think there's an energy that's rude in it as well.
03:19Yeah, Hannah's just kind of like a firecracker, but she's just saying, like, she had a boyfriend, so she's not
03:23looking for new male friends.
03:24Even if Hannah didn't have a boyfriend, I don't think anyone needs to want to be friends with anybody.
03:28If I have a girlfriend, I'm not going to go look to make new female friends.
03:32Did you, like, know, though, that's how she felt?
03:35Know what?
03:36Like...
03:36Towards us?
03:37Yeah.
03:37I mean, obviously, I knew, like, they're not... they don't want to be, like, your friend because of mine, obviously.
03:43Yeah, no.
03:43But I didn't know, like, you're just kind of, like, his bro, so it's kind of just like...
03:46Oh, so I get treated like that because I'm his friend?
03:48You don't see it because you guys are fucking...
03:51Like, we not over here talking shit on him or, like, don't want to be around him.
03:54Like, I definitely don't see it from y'all's side because I'm not... I'm cool with him.
03:57Through this entire process and this experience, I think, like, one of the things I was hoping to get out
04:02of it was closer friendships.
04:05It sounds really corny, but, like, I wanted us all to, like, grow closer.
04:10There's always been, like, this underlying, like, I think, hurt.
04:15Kind of like a feeling of, like...
04:19Like, you don't care.
04:24I take accountability in the fact that maybe I haven't been close to all of you guys.
04:28And it's not out of ill intention or I hate any of you.
04:33I don't hate any of you. I think you all are great people.
04:35But I have my own things to deal with.
04:39I have my friends before all of this shit that, like, don't hear from me.
04:44Sometimes I'm not, like, really present, but it's, like, I'm just having a hard time.
04:49People think that I am, like, standoffish or rude.
04:55But in reality, I'm just, like, somebody who's, like, struggling.
05:00I feel like I'm a new person now and I'm trying to figure myself out.
05:06You know, you can't sit here now and tell me those girls were giving the energy, like, fucking...
05:12I mean...
05:12I think the thing is, I think that's okay.
05:14Like, they don't got to be best friends.
05:16No, no, no one has to be best friends.
05:17Yeah.
05:18You know, it's just, like, be a normal human and just say, yo, what's up?
05:21Like, bro, me and her haven't even said a word.
05:23Okay, but you haven't said a word and she hasn't said a word.
05:25So it's two-way street.
05:26Because, bro, because the energy she gives is fucking weird, bro.
05:29We clicked the icons and said, what's up?
05:30Nothing.
05:31She looked away.
05:32What the fuck have I ever actually done, bro?
05:34Nothing.
05:35This is a repeat of Palm Springs.
05:37I don't know what's going on with her, mate, to be honest with you.
05:40Who knows?
05:41I do think it's a little bit odd, yeah?
05:43It might just be ego.
05:45Palm Springs was a moment where we kind of felt like maybe we didn't, like, fit in the group.
05:49And, like, you know, that stings a little.
05:52The divide is, like, not on my end.
05:56I don't know about you guys, but, like, I don't feel like you guys feel divide.
06:00Yeah.
06:01I'm just very drawn off by everything that's going on because I don't really see what they're saying.
06:07I mean, Hannah and Iris, they don't have a mean bone in their bodies.
06:11Why do you feel isolated?
06:13Why, like, where does this isolation ever come from?
06:15It's not from you, Amaya.
06:16You do really well at, like, talking to everyone.
06:19And, like, there are also others that don't do that well at that.
06:24To be like, oh, I really praise you because you can talk to everyone.
06:27That's singling me out.
06:29It's also putting other people here and other people here.
06:31You're literally like, I praise you.
06:33I don't think that that was the point that I was making.
06:35I was more so making a point that, like, we should all be speaking to each other.
06:39Simple as that.
06:39I can appreciate someone without calling anyone out.
06:43But it's very apparent that you don't want a kumbaya.
06:46The first time I, like, felt her was, like, at the Christmas party.
06:51Like, I tried to, like, confide in you, like, about a situation.
06:56I felt like you did hear me more in that moment.
06:58But, like, you didn't listen to me, like, at all.
07:01I was trying to listen to you, but there was so much going on.
07:04I want to just also say my feelings with Bella were strained after the holiday party.
07:10And that wasn't in Palm Springs. That was after she brought TJ over to Pepe.
07:15They brought both of you guys over to Pepe.
07:17He has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
07:20If he does want to have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
07:27Can I say this?
07:28She would only do it to, like, try to, like, make everyone feel okay.
07:31So that's my boyfriend. Like, that's my boyfriend, you know?
07:34It's more about, like, boundaries.
07:36But if these boundaries have never been set, then how would she know that?
07:38But it's like, it's like girl code.
07:39Why is Bella getting involved?
07:42I just feel like this isn't very fair.
07:46I came into this wanting us all to just get along.
07:52Ugh. I hate this situation.
07:54I don't have a lot of bad things to say about Bella,
07:57but I think she always tries to bring everybody together
08:01and everyone should be friends. And in reality, life's not like that.
08:04Yeah.
08:05Bella, this friendship that could have been potentially amazing
08:08is on the withhold right now because of the friendships
08:11and connections that you have with both of our ex-boyfriends.
08:14As a woman, I just don't understand how you can't understand that.
08:17But you guys know that the only reason that I had been in the same spaces
08:23in the same rooms as your exes is because I've always just been cool
08:28with everybody. I haven't had beef with anybody.
08:30Even though I understand the circumstance, I understand it,
08:33but I can't respect it.
08:35Yeah. Amaya coming at me really hurts.
08:38She thinks I'm best friends with Brian.
08:40That's not the case.
08:42I love Amaya. I love her so much.
08:45And even when they went through their breakup,
08:47I was supposed to have a brand deal with Brian for $20,000,
08:50and I turned that down right away out of my loyalty to Amaya.
08:54She thinks I'm not even considering her,
08:56and I do think that's pretty considerate.
08:59I respect each one of you, and I care about you guys.
09:03I think it was just, like, a lot of things coming to a head.
09:06Yeah.
09:06It's those, like, schoolgirl feelings.
09:09I feel like there are times where we're not, like,
09:11completely nice to each other.
09:13You know that's gonna push a mean-girl narrative
09:15that I don't fuck with.
09:17I just... I have a flight, and I'm gonna leave.
09:20You can leave. That's fine.
09:21Good night, everyone.
09:29Exhibit A.
09:36For Hannah to stand up and walk out,
09:38it's just kind of a slap in the face.
09:40I'm sorry, but, like, that's...
09:42She does have a flight, though.
09:44But, like, that doesn't feel good
09:45to just get up while I'm crying and leave.
09:51My anxiety is really bad, and I'm not somebody that's, like,
09:55when I'm having a hard time,
09:56I can fake it with a smile on my face,
09:58and that can come off as, like, bitchy or rude, I guess,
10:02but I just kind of have to ride it out.
10:04That's not okay. I'm not standing for that.
10:15I'm finna go... I'm finna go make sure she's good.
10:18She's being vulnerable, and she doesn't do that often.
10:20So is that what you feel like is not nice?
10:23That's not okay.
10:24I have to say, I agree.
10:25I'm not standing for that.
10:26Yeah, I have to say, I agree.
10:28I'm not standing for that.
10:28I don't even want to talk about it too much
10:29because she's not here anymore.
10:31I've talked to her.
10:33I've seen her going through some mental stuff,
10:36and I give her so much grace,
10:38but I'm not part of the situation,
10:40and I have to say that I understand how these girls feel,
10:44because even myself, I felt a little bit that way.
10:47She's just very vocal about how she doesn't care about us.
10:51I don't think that she doesn't care.
10:53I don't think that it is anything, like,
10:55to pinpoint any one of you guys at all.
10:57I don't know. I don't know.
10:59How are you feeling now? How are you feeling?
11:01Well, I'm going crazy.
11:03You're good.
11:03Like, I'm sorry, I don't want to argue.
11:10Let's just call it a night. Let's go to bed.
11:14Yeah.
11:16Or catch-all.
11:18Come on, get your ass up.
11:22Oh, boy.
11:23You know you're a good person.
11:25That's enough.
11:26I feel like I'm turning into an angry guy from that movie.
11:29You know, like, where he's like...
11:31That's me.
11:32Volcano coming out of my ass.
11:33You just need sleep, Sebastian, Luca, Paris, you're good.
11:35And if everyone fucking hates me,
11:37at least I have a dog and a boyfriend that fucking love me.
11:40No problem, I can't.
11:44We're tied.
11:46Sweet air.
11:48One breeze, not a single care.
11:50Deep blue, oh sub, and I feel like I'm in the air.
11:54Big brrr.
11:55Ooh.
11:57I wouldn't wanna miss.
12:00Ooh.
12:02I'm feeling quite like this.
12:06Hm.
12:07Mm, isn't this so pretty?
12:10It is.
12:11You know, we can do this every day in the country.
12:12Just sit and enjoy the view.
12:13The view don't look like this, Taylor.
12:16When we get our house, we'll have a nice view.
12:18OK.
12:19And I kind of want a change of scenery
12:23before I settle down in nature, type of thing.
12:27So what's your deal with that?
12:29LA, New York, Charlotte?
12:32I like New York, and I like LA.
12:34But I want to be close to my family.
12:37My plan right now is to stay home, continue
12:41to work towards the goals I had for myself
12:44before all of this was introduced, the life coaching
12:47in school and, you know, that side of things.
12:51I'm just going to stay in North Carolina,
12:53travel to New York and LA for work,
12:55and I'm going to continue to prioritize
12:58studying psychology.
12:59School is super expensive.
13:00So with content creation, social media,
13:03this will all help me be able to pay for school
13:06and be comfortable in doing that.
13:08I think you've got a much crazier schedule with school.
13:13I have a much crazier schedule with my endeavors.
13:16So we have to see each other at least once a month.
13:20Mm-hmm.
13:21Clark decided to stay in North Carolina.
13:23Showed me that, you know, she's looking at the bigger picture
13:26and not just trying to, you know, live in the moment.
13:28I'm down for Charlotte over LA.
13:30It's more of the slowest pace.
13:32Not as bad as traffic, not as many people.
13:35Some chaotic stuff happened last night.
13:38A sip tea.
13:41Mm-mm.
13:42Mm-mm.
13:42Mm-mm.
13:43Mm-mm.
13:44I think I needed this after yesterday.
13:48Yeah.
13:49Yeah.
13:50Last night was crazy.
13:51The conversation downstairs?
13:53There was, like, this narrative being, like, pushed,
13:56that, like, I'm a mean girl.
13:58They feel excluded from me and Hannah.
14:02I was just so stuck on the idea that I'm friends with Pepe
14:06and I'm not friends with Pepe.
14:08We cannot let this guy dictate friendships.
14:11Like, if these are exes, no, no, no.
14:13He's got so much more.
14:15I can't even understand this concept of Pepe
14:19playing a part in any of our relationships.
14:22The problem is with Iris and something
14:24that she needs to sort out with Pepe.
14:26Before I went to bed, I was looking at my checks with Grayson.
14:30December 18th.
14:31The holiday party?
14:32Yeah.
14:32And I said, I wanted to check in on you.
14:34How are you?
14:35Did you guys squash it?
14:36I was freaked out last night.
14:37So I did text her, and I did check in on her.
14:40In my eyes, it defeats the whole, like, you don't check in.
14:43Like, you know, because what was I doing the night
14:46of the holiday party afterwards?
14:47I was, like, bawling my eyes out at home,
14:50and I still made an appointment to make sure she was still OK.
14:54Grayson and Bella said that they feel like
14:57I wasn't fully there for them.
14:59That's not true to my experience at all.
15:01I feel like I really was there for them,
15:03and for them to just say this out of nowhere to me
15:07is very hurtful.
15:09I appreciate you always having my back
15:11and always listening to me and always being there for me
15:15and giving me different perspectives.
15:16I value that a lot, and I love you.
15:19Thank you for always being there for me.
15:21I love you, too.
15:22Aw.
15:25Teen.
15:29Yeah, it's official.
15:30I said, I love you first.
15:33I've been wanting to say that to you for a while.
15:36It takes me a long time to really love somebody,
15:39and with him, it's been really quick.
15:43That's crazy.
15:45I am really thankful for him.
15:47I really love him a lot.
15:49You should run through the house and say you love me.
15:54I love my life!
16:00Woo!
16:01Oh, oh, oh!
16:02Waking up, waking up, waking up to the bedside,
16:05oh, oh, oh!
16:07Waking up, waking up!
16:07Good morning.
16:09Good morning, good morning, good morning.
16:12You there?
16:12Hey, come on, everybody.
16:14Gather round.
16:15Let's go snowboarding!
16:16Woo!
16:18Snowmovili-ing.
16:19Snowboating?
16:20Fuck.
16:20All right, come on, everybody.
16:22Let's go tubing and snowmobili-ing.
16:24Yay!
16:28Everybody let's bounce, bring your asses.
16:31All right, all right.
16:35I got something to prove, and I got nothing to lose.
16:41So here we go, go, go, go.
16:44Oh my gosh.
16:50I'm excited.
16:51Yeah.
16:53Oh no, we going to snowmobile.
16:55Hi guys.
16:57Couples, man.
16:59Couple shit.
17:00Sure feels good to be in a couple.
17:02Man, doesn't it?
17:03I can't imagine not being in a fucking couple.
17:06Whoa.
17:07We got hills and shit?
17:09Oh my gosh.
17:10Wait, let me see.
17:11Oh, damn.
17:11Wait, can we go down two at a time?
17:13Nah, bruh.
17:15Launch me, Cassie.
17:16Chris, be careful.
17:17Launch me.
17:19Oh shit.
17:19Nice.
17:21Nice.
17:23Want to spin?
17:24Yeah.
17:24Oh my God.
17:28Poor Gracie.
17:31Ow.
17:36Yeah, buddy.
17:44Oh, hell no.
17:47Yo, I hate making this shit go faster, dawg.
17:49Little dude, no, we ain't in competition, okay?
17:51It's just couple first couple.
17:52Yeah, they don't even know.
17:53We coming out on top.
17:54But...
17:54Damn.
18:04Oh, no, that is crazy.
18:09Yeah.
18:11Yeah.
18:12And that's what I call a rival in style, bitches.
18:15Mm-hmm.
18:20Are you having fun?
18:21Uh, yeah.
18:22You?
18:23Uh, yeah.
18:25I mean, it's better than yesterday.
18:29Um...
18:32I feel like we need to talk, though.
18:34Um...
18:35For sure, what's on your mind?
18:37I think that when it comes to us and our friendship, I want the flirting to actually stop for good.
18:46I'll bet.
18:47All right, then I'll stop.
18:48That's fair.
18:48But I've never once, like, led you on.
18:51No, that's not true.
18:54How's it not true?
18:55I think everybody online just assumes you're with Jeremiah.
18:59I know.
19:01Oh!
19:02Oh!
19:03Look at this!
19:07Hey.
19:08Good morning.
19:10I'm very transparent with you about where I stand.
19:14Friendship.
19:15Best friend.
19:16But I don't feel like you act like you're my friend.
19:22We're flaring, we're posting a lot of content together, so everybody thinks we're together.
19:26And we're not.
19:31Yes, we flirt together.
19:34Yes, together.
19:34And if you want that to stop, that's cool.
19:36But the mix, say no, sing us like.
19:37Well, it's you always.
19:39Who stars?
19:41It's always you.
19:42All right, you got it.
19:42Hey.
19:43No, I don't.
19:43No, I'm...
19:44No, I don't wanna make you...
19:46I promise we're good.
19:55No, I don't...
19:56No, I'm...
19:57No, I don't wanna make you...
19:58I promise we're good.
19:59No, I'm not.
20:08Well, that went bad, I think.
20:10If you care about me as your friend, why are you hurting my feelings?
20:15Like, you're literally playing with me.
20:23are we gonna stay on
20:34hey maya can i talk to you for a quick second about what uh i'm respecting your boundaries
20:42and that's kind of what i just really quick just want to touch on the only thing i want to
20:47say is
20:47i wouldn't do anything to disrespect your relationship and your boundaries i just feel
20:52like the boundaries switched and if you real quick was like brian real on some real shit
20:58we can't really greet each other i'm just doing this for me and my relationship i would have been
21:03like cool noted like we're good the only thing i felt hella like slapped in the face with was like
21:09the dinner table thing at the end of the day if i don't fuck with someone i just don't fuck
21:15with
21:15you i thought the the dinner thing was a little much for someone that just tried to say hi in
21:20a
21:21cultural way like that's why i was like even questioning like is that about me i mean if
21:26you're cool with your girl kissing her ex on his cheeks to say hi that's a you problem no but
21:32that's
21:32not something i'm cool with and that's not something my man's cool with and we will never be not for
21:36sure no i see that and that's cool like i'm not negating that at all especially with this new
21:42relationship that i have right now that i'm very content in i don't want anything especially
21:51brian boundaries confusion to destroy this beautiful love story that i have currently going on
21:59we gave each other a hug in palm springs right we said hi boom that's it that's it sorry you
22:04love
22:05good good good it's not like i was giving you like it was a heritage it was a heritage thing
22:11we know
22:11that like we we both went through that like with the villa thing i'm not trying to say that you
22:16came
22:16in there with the tension of trying to be malicious or anything like that but what i'm saying is that
22:21before we were just saying hi keeping it casual but now as my relationship is progressing
22:26it's like i don't even want to say hi to you and that's fine i was just confused i'm going
22:30to pull
22:30me for a child right now no i know just because it was like this is the last day on
22:33the trip like i
22:34was just confused as in like if i really od disrespected it or something that is being
22:38disrespectful okay then i apologize for that that won't happen again well you go that way i'll go
22:43this way and that's cool like that's what it is that's literally what it is yes it's wild to hear
22:48that she thinks i was trying to disrespect her relationship uh i hope that works out like i really do
22:53have
22:53wish her nothing but the best god bless god bless
23:01that is literally the clarity i need book is closed and it's sent away i'm happy that that was
23:08cleared up whatever the fuck happened right there because motherfucker don't even fucking come near me
23:13are you crazy you see how long my motherfucking hair is when i flip it that's how far you gotta
23:18stay
23:18back away from me back the fuck up from me and my week bitch the fuck
23:26all right can i can i can i jump and go okay no christopher please be careful do you have
23:32gloves
23:32no gloves i'm such a mom let me just relax he's nuts he's literally nuts
23:41no shit's so weird bro he was like i've always been clear we're friends what he said that yeah i'm
23:47like
23:47i'm so glad the camera caught you doing all that weird shit the day before the bar he kissed me
23:53yeah i never said that to make him look bad yeah so how you oh gotcha oh my god too
24:00late okay i'm
24:01your best friend but you kissed me two days ago but not only just kissing me but also being all
24:08over
24:08me i think he's trying to protect his image even though we're flirting at the end of the day like
24:17i know we're just friends i'm not gonna like do something to jeopardize that has she ever tried to
24:21escalate things with you no i have all the test messages it's always him testing me i'm like we're
24:28friends we don't need to talk every day he's like hey just checking on you don't fucking check on me
24:31yeah me and tino friends he's not checking on me you should sometimes
24:37i'm ready i just graced it with my life i forgot how to start it already i'm not even gonna
24:43hold you
24:44i forgot how to start it already y'all
24:46i'm walking over here
24:47okay
24:49you're talking
24:50yeah
24:52bye
24:54this is getting dilla all over again
24:56at the end of the day i think that when you use words and say things like i let you
25:02or i allow
25:03you it gives a false perception that it was one-sided i never said that i said you're always the
25:09one
25:09to initiate everything and i follow like i do it back yeah that feels like different than like
25:16mutual though like it just feels like i'm like just annoying you or on your body crazy
25:19no because i always said it's fun and i like it but it has to stop because that's smooth like
25:25that's
25:26all you had to say i feel like the conversation but i think i said the same thing just in
25:29different
25:29words but at the end of the day it's like you want the flirting to stop i'm so down for
25:35that
25:36i guess i mean after this trip i guess i'll see you around
25:41i'll see you around is crazy i mean i don't know what
25:45that's very good
25:49at first i didn't understand where anjun was coming from because i was like i'm telling you we're just
25:54friends how are you getting mixed signals but if i'm telling you we're just friends and we're
25:57flirting like we're not just friends that's how you get mixed signals
26:01coming coming over here yeah it's my hair messed up i can't even see anything i can't even see you
26:06what are you gonna do she knows the type of conversation we need to have she's already
26:10texting me this morning crying we don't need to do this if you don't want to she was basically
26:14giving me an out like dead ass she gonna take that shit bad either way but how would you plan
26:18to do it in the first place off camera coco keeps telling me to do it off camera like talk
26:23to her off
26:23camera i know my boy chris is uh scared to talk to coco because he's scared that courtney might come
26:30out but i think he should just rip the band-aid off instead of like having it lingered on because
26:34the
26:35longest it lingers on and he doesn't want to be part of it anymore the real courtney gonna come out
26:40i
26:40hope he does it quick because it's only gonna get worse and respect your wishes so that if you don't
26:45she'll get more mad at you for not respecting her wishes that's what i'm saying okay all right
26:49guys i'm ready to go back to be honest with you yeah i'm starving i'm cold
26:58i feel like today was the first day i was finally able to enjoy myself fully
27:02i really had such a great time it was so fun
27:10time to pack our stood up and get the hell out of here
27:18oh my god it's time to go back home
27:25i didn't even get to wear my fur tahoe was rough in the beginning and it was rough in the
27:32end
27:32i feel like the division just grew more prominent and i hate that for us
27:43guys quick we're gonna miss the sunset i had a great time in tahoe there were obviously some tough
27:50conversations and it was a little weird but we're a big family at the end of the day we went
27:56through a
27:57very unique experience together and i'm just so happy to have these friendships
28:14i think we got a good this is eight bars from last time yeah and i think we got a
28:21nice little
28:22record here honestly i'm excited my team and i are hoping to drop the album right before summer because
28:29we want to make sure that all of the girlies all the papayas are you know what the dads could
28:34dance to it
28:35you want a taste of this papayas come and sip it up
28:49since you were sick in tahoe did you even get to talk to grayson wait how was that for you
28:53though
28:53sitting here it was fine we're both just kind of at the understanding now it's just not gonna happen
28:59you're gonna kick with her oh yeah like i mean she's a really great friend you know what i mean
29:05andreena just texted me put it on dreena's side i love you i miss you where you at
29:11i'm just kidding i'll give it 10 minutes to the flight and stuff
29:24you know what's up brother tees how we doing good to see you bro long time no i see my
29:42name is nick vance
29:43i'm from jacksonville florida you might know me from season seven love island
29:52i'm a mom mamacita
30:01quick hurry up get in what the fuck you might not and if you don't my name is nick vance
30:09cheers bro
30:10good to see you man as well how's wifey how's life great bro we're now dating and everything so
30:16sick yeah i've been staying with her for a little while i'm with jeremiah all the time i'm with hannah
30:21iris like pepe all the time no he honestly hasn't been showing up really is there beef there's a bunch
30:26of stuff he said took away from iris and i's relationship but uh we're not on the same page we
30:32uh
30:33you know we'll just we're just not gonna be friends i'm not that surprised that you know that
30:38there's tension since the beginning of time girls will make men go crazy pepe and i are boys i just
30:44support both my boys at the end of the day like i stay out of it where'd you get that
30:48thing bro elandria
30:49got it for me for oh really that's fire bro it's dancing i gave her a present and um i
30:55like filmed it for
30:55my youtube video or whatever and people started like crashing out like why the i guess like the
31:00louis box just it was small oh like people were like oh like he didn't get her shit yeah oh
31:07my god
31:08i got her something good but that that's like some of the toughest things like since the villa like
31:13dealing with the public and like everyone watching everything and like have an opinion i think it's
31:17like it's crazy yeah because like you kind of control like the narrative in a little bit of a
31:22way like i only let people see like 10 i think there is some things that we keep private but
31:28we
31:28post every day basically it's just a part of our daily life so the public knows majority of what's
31:34going on in our lives so i saw elandria went to the golden globes yeah yeah you couldn't make it
31:42or
31:42something i never got the invite in the mail that's because my car kept moving so that's my home
31:47address yeah no but next year i want yeah i really want to get into acting and like yeah what's
31:52your
31:52plans you think you're moving out here or anything or i don't know like the djing's so time consuming
31:57and like i go back and forth every other day dude i've been i've been debating it for forever but
32:03i
32:03don't know it's it's kind of not my vibe here yeah talk about long distance like is that hard for
32:08you
32:09yeah i mean like it's literally the opposite sides of the country yeah what about you she's in houston
32:14so it's like only two and a half hours away but at the same time it's like she is never
32:21in houston
32:21and i'm never in florida so it's like you guys are so busy and everything how do you make time
32:25for each other it's it's rough i mean i'm in a club like probably wednesday through saturday
32:32and she's 99 doing a shoot throughout the week or whatever but honestly our schedules have been like
32:37aligning up pretty nicely like she coincidentally was in la yesterday so we got dinner chilled kicked
32:44dice i mean you just pray that it aligns iris and i are the same way but you know she
32:49has a lot
32:49more going on than i obviously do but i i have more with like the real estate and the stuff
32:54over in
32:55tampa so that's kind of like where we are like a little off schedule i've never really done a long
33:02distance relationship before so it's it's very new to me and there's a lot to learn and it's a lot
33:08to
33:08balance but iris and i were making the long distance work i feel like we don't get to see each
33:13other
33:13every single day so when we are together we're making sure that it's quality time spent good to
33:18see you bro yeah thank you for coming out of course
33:38honey i'm hi oh you look good yeah i like this necklace thank you thank you thank you uh you
33:46look cute
33:52so you and tj how are you guys doing you guys said i love you like officially yeah we were
33:58in bed so
33:59i was like oh i love you oh he's always there for me like you know sebastian like he's always
34:04like
34:04there for you and always has your back that's what we needed this whole time when are you going to
34:10aruba during valentine's day i told myself no more cold places i like tahoe though it was beautiful
34:16it's really beautiful i was just going through it yeah and i felt like everybody was kind of like
34:21attacking you the thing is i was just not having like i was not doing good and like i feel
34:26like that's
34:26okay i feel like my friends would like know that we know i just feel like people don't understand how
34:35i deal with things because it's different than the way that they deal with things like i'm doing my best
34:40and it's just really hard that like i feel like everybody's just going against me i always say like
34:46you need to just be yourself and the people that like you want to be around you and the people
34:51that
34:51don't don't you know and like that's okay doesn't this spot on my my set kind of look like a
34:57penis
34:58it does that one's a penis i was staring at it right now i was like ah i feel dirty
35:14so cute
35:23hi how are you good where's gray
35:35Oh, my God.
35:37You look good, girl.
35:38You look good.
35:39I'm like a Twilight vampire right now.
35:41No, stop, don't say that.
35:43We love the little Edward moment, though.
35:45Oh, hi.
35:47We all got the same thing.
35:48Thank you so much.
35:50Wow, these look good.
35:51That breather was great, right?
35:53Yeah, I haven't really talked to many since the trip.
35:57But I mean, it's only been like a week, so.
35:59I talked to Andreina a little bit, but.
36:01Yeah, me too.
36:02She was kind of nice.
36:02She kind of was, like, in her corner a little bit.
36:05I just wish there was, like, no animosity, no tension.
36:09Obviously, like, Hannah asked me.
36:12So it's like, if you're going to ask me, I have to speak on it.
36:14I understand what you're saying,
36:15but I'm also really happy that you did speak your mind,
36:18because otherwise, that's something
36:20that you would have been, like, holding in.
36:22Yeah.
36:24All of that aside, have you spoke to Chris lately?
36:27How have you guys been?
36:30Girl.
36:31Mm.
36:31I feel like, mm, what's that look?
36:36Don't piss me off.
36:37I mean, I sent him a message, and I let him know
36:39that things are off.
36:41I'm not sure why, but if we need to call it quick, we can.
36:44Yeah.
36:50I mean, I sent him a message, and I let him know
36:53that things are off.
36:54I'm not sure why, but if we need to call it quick, we can.
36:57Yeah.
36:57You know, so I was looking for him to fix it, and it didn't feel like that.
37:02It felt almost like a drag.
37:05It felt like...
37:06He was just sweeping out of the rug.
37:08During the trip in Tahoe, I realized I wasn't going to get what I needed from him in a relationship.
37:13There was still a certain attentiveness that he lacked.
37:16Hey, watch my board, bruh.
37:18Watch the board?
37:19I got to handle something.
37:22Oh, my God.
37:23You got to pick it up.
37:24I'm having a hard time.
37:25I'm not a baby, but at the same time, when I'm with a man, I'm his baby.
37:31So did you guys speak again after Tahoe?
37:33We did.
37:34It was very inconsistent communication.
37:37And now we've kind of, like, called things off.
37:40So that's where you guys stand?
37:42Yeah, we're done.
37:43I don't like the story.
37:45The ending was better in my head.
37:47Girl, me too, but no babes.
37:50I have a ride.
37:52I ain't going nowhere, no, no.
37:55I ain't going nowhere, no.
37:57I have a ride.
38:00What's going on, brother?
38:01What up, Ryan?
38:02Big dog for a big guy.
38:04I know, a big guy.
38:05We have boundaries, brother.
38:06Boundaries.
38:09Hey, hi.
38:09Hi, Mariah.
38:10How are you?
38:11Sorry.
38:11You got makeup?
38:12No, it's just that my relationship and boundaries.
38:16Hey.
38:17I died for it.
38:18Oh, yeah, I mean, you're stupid, man.
38:21You good, though?
38:21What's happening, man?
38:22This is Koda, bro.
38:23God, and Koda?
38:24Koda's already tired?
38:25He went to the park earlier.
38:27Yeah, that's, you done for the day, huh?
38:29No.
38:31Koda need to hop on the gluten-free, dairy-free diet
38:34for a little bit out here that they do in L.A.
38:36He old, for real?
38:37Yeah, he about to be eight.
38:38That's why he got the Great Hill.
38:39That's what I'm saying, bro, like, he not about to be shredded.
38:43I'm going to be officially moved out here February.
38:46Word.
38:46Yeah.
38:47Did you find this spot?
38:48Yeah.
38:48Oh, shit.
38:49OK.
38:49I went Hollywood.
38:51Being in L.A. the past few months, and going from the East Coast to the West Coast,
38:55there's definitely been an adjustment.
38:56But I can't lie.
38:58I can't deny this.
38:58The weather and the views.
39:00Yeah, I'm loving Cali.
39:01I'll say that.
39:01It's just about that time.
39:03All the brands and stuff work out here, too, so.
39:05Yeah.
39:06What up?
39:07You want to chill here for a little bit?
39:08Yeah, bro.
39:09I think Koda need a break.
39:11Huh, Barry?
39:11I'm hella excited, bro, moving out here.
39:14Yeah, me too, bro.
39:15And then going to spend the summer out here and stuff like that, so.
39:17Uh-huh.
39:18How are you, though, bro, since Tahoe?
39:19Since that whole situation and everything?
39:22Really good, bro.
39:23Really?
39:23Honestly, like, that was, like, because obviously we left off, like, when we first talked,
39:29it was cool and everything, and then Tahoe kind of, like, everything switched.
39:32Yeah.
39:32But, like, it was more so, like, we're cordial.
39:35Like, that chapter's been closed.
39:36I feel like I closed a chapter in some part of my life, bro, and I'm opening up a brand
39:40new chapter out here in L.A.
39:41Yeah.
39:42Starting fresh and stuff like that, so.
39:43How are you feeling post Tahoe, Oklahoma?
39:46That was a lot.
39:47How's stuff with you and Koda?
39:50We're done.
39:52Really?
39:53Yeah, I told her we should just be friends, bro.
39:56I just don't think I can meet the expectations that she has of just where I am in life right
40:00now, bro.
40:02I can't be stressed and worried about getting that done.
40:07Coco was raised by a single dad, and, you know, he instilled some expectations and treatment
40:12that, you know, a man should be giving her, which any dad should do.
40:15I would do that for my own daughter.
40:17I think when you're on the other side and you're actually dating the girl that has those
40:21expectations from her father, I think it's a little tough.
40:24What do you think she's saying to the girls right now about you?
40:28I'm not really tripping, bro.
40:31Another one bites the dust.
40:33Wait, so you guys are, like, done.
40:35You called it quits.
40:36I gave him some space and then kind of reached out.
40:39I kind of let him know, like, hey, I'm going to keep it a band with you.
40:42I feel like our exchange hasn't been as fluent.
40:45In the beginning, I felt like you were really invested and excited to get closer to me.
40:50But I feel like now I'm not really sure how you feel.
40:52And then I go on Instagram and, like, he's outside with Brian.
40:57He went to the club over the weekend without you?
41:01I was just like, oh, well, maybe he's just dealing with whatever personal things he has going on.
41:06And then I go on Instagram and I'm like, oh, you're at the club in a section.
41:11You're outside.
41:13And I'm inside waiting for your text.
41:15Did you speak with him after the club or did you just see him in the club?
41:19I did.
41:20Okay, so you kind of confronted him about that.
41:21I did.
41:22I sent him a message.
41:23I know I kind of brought it up the other night, but I'm bringing it up again because it's kind
41:26of weighing on me.
41:27I want you to be happy getting closer to a person you really, really like.
41:31And if this is truly not that, we don't have to do this.
41:35The reasoning he gave didn't feel legitimate.
41:37And we both agreed, like, let's just call it a quid.
41:39I really wish we would have just stayed friends.
41:42He doesn't have the experience of having, like, a girlfriend right in front of him that he has to court
41:47regularly.
41:48You know what I mean?
41:49And I just don't have the energy to teach a 27-year-old man how to do that.
41:54No.
41:55There's nothing wrong with that at all.
41:57Like, you know exactly what you want.
42:00And if you weren't getting exactly what you want, like, you're not trying to waste your time.
42:04You're not trying to waste his time.
42:05And it's not even a one.
42:06It's just a bare minimum, you know?
42:07When you get to know somebody, it's dating.
42:10It's going out and, like, courting properly and, like, being attentive.
42:14And, like, because you want to pay attention to what this person does and how this person is.
42:18I just, I require that kind of attentiveness.
42:22Shay, I mean, you tried.
42:24Yeah, I did.
42:25I really tried.
42:26I stepped up romantically.
42:30I handle situations in a grown manner, in my opinion.
42:34With me dating Coco for these last two or three months, I think it gave me a new perception on
42:40what I want for my future.
42:42It gave me even more of a clear head of what I won't tolerate, what I will put up with,
42:47and what I will accept.
42:49And also what I want going forward.
42:51I think I need to date older.
42:53Someone who's more established.
42:55I want a queen, bro.
42:56I don't want a princess.
42:58Do you make sense?
42:59Like, I want my girl to have her own.
43:01I want my girl to be established with her career and what she wants in life, knows what she wants
43:06and how she wants to go about it.
43:08Like, a real woman.
43:11Not a girl that's still chasing princess treatment.
43:16All the time.
43:17Damn, sheesh.
43:19That's really a lot, fam.
43:21Granted, see how you feel, bro.
43:22Shit.
43:23Didn't really work out.
43:25I think for now it's single Chris all 26.
43:28On your time?
43:29On my time.
43:30What I want to do.
43:31Where I want to go.
43:31Okay.
43:32Leaving the seatbelt open.
43:33Riding dirty.
43:35Yes.
43:36Enough about me, honey.
43:38Look, look.
43:39Y'all peep this off lunch.
43:41Pause.
43:41What do you mean?
43:42Girl, she talking about Austin show.
43:45Oh!
43:47You know, seeing Austin post his relationship with the girl,
43:52that he had told me he wasn't going in that direction with.
43:57It was kind of a shock.
43:59But at the same time, no, it wasn't.
44:01Because I always knew that there was something going on.
44:04He just kind of made me feel like I was crazy.
44:07And it's like...
44:09Baby, I mean...
44:10Clearly I wasn't.
44:10Clearly she wasn't.
44:12I didn't imagine.
44:13I really just want Austin to be happy.
44:15And if this makes him happy, then I'm happy for him.
44:18So I don't feel any sort of animosity towards him.
44:21It was just kind of like...
44:25People lost us.
44:26And that's not our loss.
44:28But we have each other and we found each other.
44:30Yeah.
44:31Through our hearts.
44:32Yeah.
44:33And like, I'm so grateful.
44:35Like, I see you guys at my wedding.
44:36Like, I see you guys going through life experiences with me.
44:39Stop. I won't cry. Stop.
44:39But do you know what I mean?
44:41Yeah.
44:41Like, you know, it's really special.
44:42Like, and we're so lucky because this is what we wanted through it, you know?
44:46And just because we didn't find it with everyone,
44:48how lucky are we to have found it with even just us?
44:51Oof.
44:52So, don't cry.
44:54Don't cry.
44:57That's when I came into the Love Island experience, like, hoping for.
45:02Girl.
45:02You know?
45:03Don't make me cry.
45:05And...
45:09Maybe we're silly for having our heart as much as we did, but...
45:13Yeah.
45:14I'm just, I'm glad that, like, at least we have each other.
45:18No matter where you go, you are never alone.
45:37Oh, my God, damn.
45:40This is way more work than I expected.
45:44Aw.
45:45My nursing graduation cat.
45:47I'm gonna put this here for now.
45:51Oh, my gosh.
45:53To finally be in my own place, my own apartment, my own castle, it feels so free.
46:00And Papa Papaya approves.
46:03I don't like this.
46:04It's like a flower growing out of power shit.
46:08I still can see the look in his face that he doesn't want to let his little papaya go.
46:14But he does approve, and he knows that I'm safe, which is the most important part.
46:19This is crazy.
46:20Like, how much lip gloss a girl needs?
46:25Ah!
46:27Hi, Miss Clarkies.
46:30Amaya.
46:30What's up, baby girl?
46:33I miss you.
46:34I miss you more.
46:35I'm at my castle.
46:37And no matter how much I unpack, bro, the boxes just keep coming big.
46:42It's like a bad nightmare.
46:43There's always more.
46:44There's more.
46:45There's more.
46:47But no, honestly, like, I'm really happy that I just finally have a place where I could call home.
46:54Just a place where I feel like I've worked for, you know?
46:57I'm so happy for you.
46:59Oh, my God.
46:59Wait, do you want to see?
47:00Do you want to see the apartment?
47:01Did I show you?
47:02Give me a tour.
47:03Okay, let me give you a tour.
47:05This is one of my closets.
47:07We're trying to do what I was trying to say.
47:08Period, period.
47:09This is the bathroom.
47:10I'm going to make this into, like, old Hollywood, country-style.
47:14And I also have a balcony.
47:16You can see the water.
47:17Wait.
47:18Literally, you can see the water from here.
47:19And then that's the city.
47:22Oh, my God.
47:23The fact that I'm here, building my home together, it's like, wow.
47:27I can't believe it.
47:28I can't believe it.
47:30I'm just very, very proud of myself.
47:32And I am happy to basically just make that little girl in me smile.
47:36I just also wanted to say thank you.
47:39You were such a great support system on this journey.
47:42It really does mean a lot.
47:43And I really do have a lot of love for you.
47:45Seeing all of my friends do these amazing big things and accomplish these crazy goals is very motivating.
47:53And I have so many things that I want to accomplish.
47:55Putting myself back into the cheer world.
47:58Owning multiple businesses.
48:00And just continuing to roll into the best version of myself.
48:05What's tea?
48:06What's next for Amaya Papaya?
48:09Um, I'm just going to continue on following my journey.
48:18I'm so proud of you.
48:20You're doing big things.
48:21And even bigger, it's coming up.
48:24They don't even know Amaya.
48:25When somebody calls your name, you just have to go for it, you know?
48:29Exactly.
48:29It's your passion.
48:30This past year just taught me a lot of resilience and to keep on having faith.
48:36And when life gives you lemons, make the fucking lemonade.
48:38I just see Amaya Papaya not stopping.
48:42Men who are gynecologist kind of freaking out.
48:44You know, I got a 97 on my vagina exam.
48:48We didn't get the happy ending on the villa in Fiji, but this ending is better.
48:53Yeah.
48:53This is so cute.
48:54Before you meet my girlfriend.
48:55Oh, yes.
48:56TJ.
48:57This is the way it was supposed to be and...
48:59Look at us now.
49:00Look at us now.
49:01We made it.
49:02We made it!
49:08Who's this?
49:14Taylor!
49:15I never would have thought I could be doing long distance.
49:19I don't think anybody would choose this.
49:23It's strengthened our relationship.
49:25It has made me more, like, hopeful for what the future looks like for us.
49:32Christmas, PJ.
49:33It's a Friendsgiving.
49:35My life in a year should have been my life over the span of, like, six years.
49:40There are so many opportunities that lie ahead.
49:43I want to travel the world, have fun, get married, and have babies.
49:48You know, I met somebody yesterday, and she told me,
49:51I'm gluten-free.
49:53Fuck is gluten.
49:54My first time in the West Coast was this past summer, and now I'm moving here.
49:58It's so crazy.
49:59And this experience, it forced me to change in a lot of ways that I needed to change.
50:03And, uh, hearing people like my mom say I changed, it means a lot.
50:12I'm never ending midnight, sir.
50:17I'm so glad that I went on this crazy-ass show and met you.
50:21It means it.
50:22And guess what?
50:23We have more crazy-ass memories to be more made, okay?
50:26So get prepared.
50:27Yeah.
50:28Make sure that buckle seat is buckle up.
50:30Never ending midnight, sir.
50:36Why not bring a white Christmas to LA?
50:42Woo!
50:45Tomorrow night, a new bombshell enters the villa.
50:49Yeah, guys, like, I got a few properties.
50:51Oh!
50:53Woo!
50:54Woo!
50:55Woo!
50:56Woo!
50:57It's good.
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