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Love Island- Beyond The Villa Season 2 Episode 8
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00:09Previously, this season on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
00:12I'm healed, and I hope you're healed.
00:14I'm happy that, like I said, you got to be here and speak it all out.
00:18How are you, love?
00:19Good.
00:20Good, good.
00:21For a long time, I was only close with Hannah.
00:24Then her and Iris got really close.
00:25I would never get a call to hang out with her.
00:27It definitely doesn't feel good.
00:29We have to do another trip.
00:30Yeah, let's do another trip.
00:32Okay, but where?
00:33We're going to Lake Tahoe.
00:34I love Tahoe!
00:36I am ready to conquer the snow!
00:40Yeah, Iris!
00:43I can't stop!
00:44Look at this!
00:50Hi, Maya, how are you?
00:51Hi, sorry.
00:52Oh, you got makeup?
00:53No, it's just relationship and boundaries.
00:56I feel like I don't need to, like, be close with everyone if that's not how I feel.
01:00At the end of the day, like, not everybody is your best friend.
01:04Jeez!
01:05Hey, y'all!
01:06I'm a pageant queen, and I have blonde hair!
01:12So you pick the name.
01:14Grayson, are you good, though?
01:19Coco, Bella, can we go downstairs real quick?
01:22Oh, sure.
01:22Yeah, we're going to take a quick break.
01:25What's going on?
01:27We overheard you saying, like, you don't really want to be friends with everybody.
01:31You have your friends.
01:34Hannah, I think that you have kind of, like, isolated yourself from, like, speaking to everybody,
01:38including myself.
01:38It's not me intentionally doing that.
01:41I am exhausted.
01:44I'm not exhausted being around everyone.
01:47I am exhausted.
01:55I'm not thinking, hmm, let me check and see how Bella and Grayson and Coco and Iris are doing.
02:00I wasn't even talking about you guys.
02:02I was talking about Brian and Chris.
02:04I'm sorry, I don't want to be friends with Brian and Chris.
02:07People are allowed to have, like, bad days.
02:09And, like, the times that we are together, maybe she was just not having, like, a good day.
02:14But then, like, that's why you asking me, like, upstairs, like, are you good?
02:20I don't think it was coming from that place.
02:22Like, it wasn't me trying to fucking stir up shit.
02:25I feel like I'm fucking talking out of my ass and nobody is using their fucking brain.
02:29It, like, actually, it's driving me crazy.
02:31And I have to be up for a flight in, like, an hour.
02:38Where is he going?
02:41We staying out the way.
02:42We having a peaceful time.
02:44This is my first trip.
02:45I'm missing school for this, all right?
02:47I'm not going to be caught up in no drama.
02:49What the fuck is going on downstairs?
02:51Grayson felt upset that they were, like, left out or something.
02:54Yeah, some girl stuff.
02:55Because imagine me, like, telling the Chris, like, bro, why don't you hit me up to go work out?
02:58I want to see you more.
02:59Well, there's definitely a divide.
03:00Like, it's evident that Iris and Hannah don't want to obviously be friends with any of the other girls.
03:05Speaking of them not wanting to be friends, like, even what Hannah said about me and Brian,
03:08be friends with Chris and Brian, why would I want to do that?
03:10We had no clue she felt that way.
03:12I'm like, damn, like...
03:14That was a little aggressive.
03:15I'm like, what did we do?
03:16You don't have to be friends, but then I think there's an energy that's rude on it as well.
03:19Yeah, Hannah's just kind of like a firecracker.
03:21But she's just saying, like, she's got a boyfriend.
03:22She's not looking for new male friends.
03:24Even if Hannah didn't have a boyfriend, I don't think anyone needs to want to be friends with anybody.
03:29If I have a girlfriend, I'm not going to go look to make new female friends.
03:33Did you, like, know, though, that's how she felt?
03:35Know what?
03:36Like...
03:36Towards us?
03:37Yeah.
03:37I mean, obviously, I knew, like, they're not...
03:40They don't want to be, like, your friend because of my obviously.
03:43Yeah, no.
03:43But I didn't know, like, you're just kind of, like, his bro, so it's kind of sick.
03:46Oh, so I get treated like that because I'm his friend?
03:48You don't see it because you guys are fucking...
03:51Like, we're not over here talking shit on him.
03:53We, like, don't want to be around him.
03:54Like, I definitely don't see it from y'all's side because I'm not...
03:56I'm cool with him.
03:57Through this entire process and this experience, I think, like, one of the things I was hoping
04:02to get out of it was closer friendships.
04:05It sounds really corny, but, like, I wanted us all to, like, grow closer.
04:10There's always been, like, this underlying, like, I think, hurt.
04:15Kind of like a feeling of, like...
04:20Like, you don't care.
04:24I take accountability in the fact that maybe I haven't been close to all of you guys, and
04:29it's not out of ill intention or I hate any of you.
04:33I don't hate any of you.
04:34I think you all are great people, but I have my own things to deal with.
04:39I have my friends before all of this shit that, like, don't hear from me.
04:44Sometimes I'm not, like, really present, but it's, like, I'm just having a hard time.
04:50People think that I am, like, standoffish or rude.
04:55In reality, I'm just, like, somebody who's, like, struggling.
05:00I feel like I'm a new person now, and I'm trying to figure myself out.
05:06You know, you can't sit here now and tell me those girls were giving the energy, like, fucking...
05:12I mean...
05:13I think the thing is, I think that's okay.
05:14Like, they don't got to be best friends with...
05:16No, no, no one has to be best friends.
05:18Yeah.
05:18You know, it's just, like, being a normal human and just say, yo, what's up?
05:21Like, bro, me and her haven't even said a word.
05:23Okay, but you haven't said a word and she hasn't said a word, so it's two-way street.
05:26Because, bro, because the energy she gives is fucking weird, bro.
05:29We clicked the icons and said, what's up?
05:31Nothing.
05:31She looked away.
05:32What the fuck have I ever actually done, bro?
05:34Nothing.
05:35This is a repeat of Palm Springs.
05:38Pardon me, what's going on with her, mate, to be honest with you.
05:40Who knows?
05:41I do think it's a little bit odd, yeah?
05:43It might just be ego.
05:45Palm Springs was a moment where we kind of felt like maybe we didn't, like, fit in the group.
05:49And, like, you know, that stings a little.
05:52The divide is, like, not on my end.
05:56I don't know about you guys, but, like, I don't feel like you guys feel divide.
06:00Yeah.
06:01I'm just very drawn off by everything that's going on because I don't really see what they're saying.
06:08I mean, Hannah and Iris, they don't have a mean bone in their body.
06:11Why do you feel isolated?
06:13Why, like, where does this isolation ever come from?
06:15It's not from you, Amaya.
06:16You do really well at, like, talking to everyone and, like, there are also others that don't do that well
06:22at that.
06:24To be, like, oh, I really praise you because you can talk to everyone, that's singling me out.
06:29It's also putting other people here and other people here.
06:31Yeah, you're literally like, I could raise you.
06:34I don't think that that was the point that I was making.
06:36I was more so making a point that, like, we should all be speaking to each other.
06:39Simple as that.
06:39I can appreciate someone without calling anyone out, but it's very apparent that you don't want a kumbaya.
06:46The first time I, like, felt her was, like, at the Christmas party.
06:51Like, I tried to, like, confide in you, like, about a situation.
06:56I felt like you did hear me more in that moment, but, like, you didn't listen to me, like, at
07:01all.
07:01I was trying to listen to you, but there was so much going on.
07:05I want to just also say my feelings with Bella were strained after the holiday party.
07:10And that wasn't in Palm Springs.
07:12That was after she brought TJ over to Pepe.
07:15They brought both of you guys over to Pepe.
07:17He has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
07:21If he does want to have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
07:27Can I say this?
07:28She would only do it to, like, try to, like, make everyone feel okay.
07:31So that's my boyfriend.
07:32Like, that's my boyfriend, you know?
07:34It's more about, like, boundaries.
07:36But if these boundaries have never been set, then how would she know that?
07:38But it's like, it's like girl code.
07:40Why is Bella getting involved?
07:43I just feel like this isn't very fair.
07:47I came into this wanting us all to just get along.
07:52Ugh.
07:53I hate this situation.
07:55I don't have a lot of bad things to say about Bella, but I think she always tries to bring
08:00everybody together and everyone should be friends.
08:02And in reality, life's not like that.
08:04Yeah.
08:05Bella, this friendship that could have been potentially amazing is on the withhold right
08:10now because of the friendships and connections that you have with both of our ex-boyfriends.
08:14As a woman, I just don't understand how you can't understand that.
08:17But you guys know that the only reason that I had been in the same spaces, in the same
08:23rooms as your exes is because I've always just been cool with everybody.
08:28I haven't had beef with anybody.
08:31Even though I understand the circumstance, I understand it, but I can't respect it.
08:35Yeah.
08:36Amaya coming at me really hurts.
08:38She thinks I'm best friends with Brian.
08:41That's not the case.
08:42I love Amaya.
08:44I love her so much.
08:45And even when they went through their breakup, I was supposed to have a brand deal with Brian
08:49for $20,000.
08:50And I turned that down right away out of my loyalty to Amaya.
08:54She thinks I'm not even considering her.
08:56And I do think that's pretty considerate.
08:58I respect each one of you, and I care about you guys.
09:04I think it was just like a lot of things come into a head.
09:06Yeah.
09:07It's those like schoolgirl feelings.
09:09I feel like there are times where we're not like completely nice to each other.
09:13You know that's going to push a mean girl narrative that I don't fuck with.
09:18I just, I have a flight and I'm going to leave.
09:20You can leave.
09:21That's fine.
09:22Good night, everyone.
09:36For Hannah to stand up and walk out, it's just kind of a slap in the face.
09:40I'm sorry, but like, that's...
09:43She does have a fight, though.
09:44But like, that doesn't feel good to just get up while I'm crying and leave.
09:51My anxiety is really bad.
09:53And I'm not somebody that's like, when I'm having a hard time, I can fake it with a smile
09:58on my face, and that can come off as like, bitchy or rude, I guess, but I just kind
10:03of have to ride it out.
10:04That's not okay.
10:05I'm not standing for that.
10:15Hold on, I'm finna go, I'm finna go make sure she's good.
10:18She's being vulnerable, and she doesn't do that often.
10:20So is that, is that what you feel like is not nice?
10:24That's not okay.
10:24I have to say, I agree.
10:25I'm not standing for that.
10:26Yeah, I have to say, I agree.
10:28I don't even want to talk about it too much because she's not here anymore.
10:31I've talked to her.
10:33I've seen her going through some mental stuff, and I give her so much grace.
10:38But I'm not part of the situation, and I have to say that I understand how these girls feel.
10:44Because even myself, I felt a little bit that way.
10:47She's just very vocal about how she doesn't care about us.
10:51I don't think that she doesn't care.
10:53I don't think that it is anything like to pinpoint any one of you guys at all.
10:58I don't know.
10:59I don't know.
11:00How are you feeling now?
11:01How are you?
11:01Well, I'm going crazy.
11:03You're good.
11:04Like, I'm sorry, I don't want to argue.
11:10Let's just call it a night.
11:12Let's go to bed.
11:14Yeah.
11:16Or catch y'all.
11:18Come on, get your ass out.
11:22Oh, boy.
11:24You know you're a good person.
11:25That's enough.
11:26I feel like I'm turning into an angry guy from that movie.
11:29You know, like, where he's like, ah, that's me.
11:32Volcano coming out of my head.
11:33You just need to sleep, Sebastian, Luca, Paris, you're good.
11:36And if everyone fucking hates me, at least I have a dog and a boyfriend that fucking love me.
11:54Brr.
11:54Big brr.
11:55Ooh, I wouldn't want to miss.
12:00Ooh, I wouldn't want to miss.
12:03It's not even quite like this.
12:07Hmm.
12:08Isn't this so pretty?
12:10It is.
12:11You know, we can do this every day in the country.
12:12Just sit and enjoy the view.
12:13The view don't look like this, Taylor.
12:16When we get our house, we'll have a nice view.
12:18Okay.
12:19And I kind of want a change of scenery before I settle down in nature type of thing.
12:27So, what's your deal with that?
12:29L.A., New York, Charlotte?
12:32I like New York and I like L.A., but I want to be close to my family.
12:37My plan right now is to stay home, continue to work towards the goals I had for myself before all
12:45of this was introduced, the life coaching in school and, you know, that side of things.
12:51I'm just going to stay in North Carolina, travel to New York and L.A. for work, and I'm going
12:56to continue to prioritize studying psychology.
12:59School is super expensive.
13:01So, with content creation, social media, this will all help me be able to pay for school and be comfortable
13:07in doing that.
13:08I think you've got a much crazier schedule with school.
13:13I have a much crazier schedule with my endeavors.
13:17So, we have to see each other at least once a month.
13:20Mm-hmm.
13:21Clark decided to stay in North Carolina, showed me that, you know, she's looking at the bigger picture and not
13:26just trying to, you know, live in the moment.
13:28I'm down for Charlotte over L.A.
13:30It's more of a slower pace, not as bad as traffic, not as many people.
13:35Some chaotic stuff happened last night.
13:38A sip scene.
13:41Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm.
13:44I think I needed this after yesterday.
13:48Yeah.
13:49Chet.
13:50Last night was crazy.
13:51The conversation downstairs.
13:53There was, like, this narrative being, like, pushed that, like, I'm a mean girl.
13:59They feel excluded from me and Hannah.
14:02I was just so stuck on the idea that I'm friends with Pepe and I'm not friends with Pepe.
14:08We cannot let this guy dictate friendships.
14:11Like, if these are exes, no, no, no.
14:13He's got so much power.
14:15I can't even understand this concept of Pepe playing a part in any of our relationships.
14:22The problem is with Iris and something that she needs to sort out with Pepe.
14:26Before I went to bed, I was looking at my text with Grayson, December 18th.
14:31The holiday party?
14:32Yeah.
14:32And I said, I wanted to check in on you.
14:34How are you?
14:35Did you guys squash it?
14:36I was freaked out last night.
14:37So I did text her and I did check in on her.
14:40In my eyes, it defeats the whole, like, you don't check in.
14:43Like, you know, because what was I doing the night of the holiday party afterwards?
14:48I was, like, bawling my eyes out at home and I still made it a point to make sure she
14:53was still okay.
14:55Grayson and Bella said that they feel like I wasn't fully there for them.
14:59That's not true to my experience at all.
15:01I feel like I really was there for them.
15:03And for them to just say this out of nowhere to me is very hurtful.
15:10I appreciate you always having my back and always listening to me.
15:13And always being there for me and giving me different perspectives.
15:16I value that a lot.
15:18And I love you.
15:19Thank you for always being there for me.
15:21I love you, too.
15:25Teen.
15:29Yeah, it's official.
15:30I said I love you first.
15:33I've been wanting to say that to you for a while.
15:37It takes me a long time to really love somebody.
15:40And with him, it's been really quick.
15:43That's crazy.
15:45I am really thankful for him.
15:48I really love him a lot.
15:50You should run through the house and say you love me.
15:54I love my husband!
16:07Good morning.
16:09Good morning, good morning, good morning.
16:12Hey, come on, everybody. Gather round. Let's go snowboarding.
16:16Woo! Snowmobiling.
16:19Snowmobiling. Snowboarding?
16:20Fuck. All right, come on, everybody.
16:22Let's go tubing and snowmobiling.
16:28Everybody, let's bounce. Bring your asses.
16:31All right, all right.
16:35I got something to prove
16:38and I got nothing to lose.
16:41So here we go. Go, go, go.
16:44Oh, my gosh. I'm excited.
16:51Yeah!
16:53Hold on, we going snowmobiling.
16:55Hi, guys.
16:58Couples, man.
16:59Couple shit.
17:00Sure feels good to be in a couple.
17:02Man, doesn't it?
17:03I can't imagine not being in a fucking couple.
17:06Whoa.
17:07We got hills and shit?
17:09Oh, my gosh.
17:10Wait, let me see.
17:11Oh, damn.
17:12Wait, can we go down two at a time?
17:14Nah, bruh.
17:15Launch me, Cassie.
17:16Chris, be careful.
17:17Launch me.
17:19Oh, shit.
17:22Ty?
17:23Want to spin?
17:24Yeah.
17:25Oh, my God.
17:28Poor Grayson!
17:32Ow!
17:37Yeah, buddy.
17:45Oh, hell no!
17:47Yo, how you make this shit go faster, dawg?
17:49Little dude, no, we ain't in competition, okay?
17:51It's just couple versus couple.
17:52Yeah, they don't need to know.
17:54But...
17:55Damn.
17:59What?
18:04Oh, no.
18:06That is crazy.
18:09Yeah!
18:11Yeah!
18:12And that's what I call a rivalous style, bitches.
18:15Mm-hmm.
18:20Are you having fun?
18:21Uh, yeah.
18:22You?
18:23Uh, yeah.
18:25I mean, it's better than yesterday.
18:30Um...
18:32I feel like we need to talk, though.
18:35Um...
18:35Michelle, what's on your mind?
18:37I think that when it comes to us and our friendship,
18:42I want the flirting to actually stop for good.
18:46I'll bet.
18:47All right, then I'll stop.
18:48That's fair.
18:49But I've never once, like, led you on.
18:52Mm-hmm.
18:52No.
18:53That's not true.
18:54How's it not true?
18:55I think everybody online just assumes you're with Jeremiah.
18:59I know.
19:01Oh!
19:04Look at this!
19:07Hey.
19:08Good morning.
19:09Good?
19:10I'm very transparent with you about where I stand.
19:14Friendship.
19:15Best friend.
19:16But I don't feel like you act like you're my friend.
19:22We're flirting, we're posting a lot of content together,
19:25so everybody thinks we're together, and we're not.
19:31Yes, we flirt together.
19:34Yes, together.
19:35And if you want that to stop, that's cool.
19:36But the mix, say, don't sing us like...
19:37Well, it's you always with stars.
19:41It's always you.
19:42All right, you got it.
19:42Hey.
19:43No, I don't...
19:43No, I'm...
19:44No, I don't wanna make you...
19:46I promise we're good.
19:55No, I don't...
19:56No, I'm...
19:57No, I don't wanna make you...
19:58No, I promise we're good.
20:08Well, that went bad, I think.
20:10If you care about me as your friend, why are you hurting my feelings?
20:15Like, you're literally playing with me.
20:19What up, mama?
20:21Yeah.
20:22What the hell?
20:23Are we gonna stay on?
20:25Yeah.
20:34Hey, Maya, can I talk to you for a quick second?
20:38About what?
20:40Uh, I'm respecting your boundaries, and that's kind of what I just really quick just wanna touch on.
20:46The only thing I wanna say is, I wouldn't do anything to disrespect your relationship and your boundaries.
20:51I just feel like the boundaries switched, and if you real quick was like, Brian, on some real shit, we
21:00can't really greet each other.
21:01I'm just doing this for me and my relationship, I would've been like, cool, noted, like, we're good.
21:05The only thing I felt hella, like, slapped in the face with was, like, the dinner table thing.
21:11At the end of the day, if I don't fuck with someone, I just don't fuck with you.
21:15I thought the dinner thing was a little much for someone that just tried to say hi in a cultural
21:21way.
21:21Like, that's why I was even questioning, like, is that about me?
21:24I mean, if you're cool with your girl kissing her ex on his cheeks to say hi, that's a you
21:31problem.
21:32But that's not something I'm cool with, and that's not something my man's cool with, and we will never be
21:36cool with that.
21:37No, for sure. No, I see that. And that's cool. Like, I'm not negating that at all.
21:41Especially with this new relationship that I have right now that I'm very content in.
21:45I don't want anything, especially Brian, boundaries, confusion, to destroy this beautiful love story that I have currently going on.
21:59We gave each other a hug in Palm Springs, right?
22:01We said hi, boom, that's it.
22:03That's it.
22:04Sorry, love.
22:05Good.
22:06Good, good.
22:08It's not like I was giving you, like, it was a heritage thing.
22:11No, it was sugar.
22:11We know that. Like, we both went through that, like, with the villa thing.
22:14I'm not trying to say that you came in there with a tension of trying to be malicious or anything
22:19like that.
22:20But what I'm saying is that before we were just saying hi, keeping it casual, but now as my relationship
22:25is progressing, it's like I don't even want to say hi to you.
22:28And that's fine.
22:29I was just confused as in that.
22:30Yeah, you're the one that pulled me for a trap right now.
22:31No, I know, just because it was like, this is the last day on the trip.
22:34Like, I was just confused as in, like, if I really OD'd or disrespected it or something like that.
22:37That is being disrespectful.
22:39Okay, then I apologize for that. That won't happen again.
22:42Well, you go that way, I'll go this way, and that's cool.
22:44Like, that's what it is.
22:45That's literally what it is.
22:46Yes.
22:46It's wild to hear that she thinks I was trying to disrespect her relationship.
22:51Uh, I hope that works out.
22:53Like, I really do have wished her nothing but the best.
22:56God bless.
22:57God bless.
23:02That is literally the clarity I need. Book is closed, and it's sent away.
23:07I'm happy that that was cleared up, whatever the fuck happened right there.
23:10Yeah.
23:11Because motherfucker, don't even fucking come near me.
23:13Yeah.
23:13Are you crazy?
23:14You see how long my motherfucking hair is?
23:16When I flip it, that's how far you gotta stay back away from me.
23:19Back the fuck up from me and my ring, bitch.
23:24The fuck?
23:27Can I jump and go?
23:29Yeah, he needs something.
23:29Okay, hold on.
23:30Christopher, please be careful.
23:31Do you have gloves?
23:33No, I need gloves.
23:34I'm such a mom.
23:34Let me just relax.
23:36He's nuts.
23:37He's literally nuts.
23:40No.
23:42Shit's so weird, bro.
23:44He was like, I've always been clear we're friends.
23:46What? He said that?
23:47Yeah.
23:47I'm like, I'm so glad the camera caught you doing all that weird shit.
23:50The day before the bar, he kissed me.
23:53Yeah.
23:53I never said that to make him look bad.
23:55Yeah.
23:56So how you...
23:58Gotcha.
23:59Oh my God.
24:00Too late.
24:01Okay, I'm your best friend, but you kissed me two days ago.
24:04But not only just kissing me, but also being all over me.
24:09I think he's trying to protect his image.
24:13You've never escalated it.
24:14Even though we're flirting, at the end of the day, like, I know we're just friends.
24:18I'm not gonna, like, do something to jeopardize that.
24:20Has she ever tried to escalate things with you?
24:24No.
24:25I have all the test messages.
24:26It's always him testing me.
24:27I'm like, we're friends.
24:28We don't need to talk every day.
24:29He's like, hey, just checking on you.
24:31Don't fucking check on me.
24:32Yeah.
24:32Me and Taylor are friends.
24:33He's not checking on me.
24:35You should sometimes.
24:37I'm ready!
24:39Woo!
24:40I just graced it with my life.
24:42I forgot how to start it already.
24:43I'm not even gonna hold you.
24:44I forgot how to start it already, y'all.
24:46Keep walking over here.
24:47Okay.
24:49You're talking?
24:50Yeah.
24:52Bye!
24:54This is getting Della all over again.
24:56At the end of the day, I think that when you use words and say things like, I let you,
25:02or I allow you, it gives a false perception that it was one-sided.
25:07I never said that.
25:08I said, you're always the one to initiate everything.
25:12And I follow, like, I do it back.
25:14Yeah, that feels, like, different than, like, neutral, though.
25:17Like, it just feels like I'm, like, just annoying you or on your body crazy.
25:20No!
25:21Because I always said, it's fun and I like it.
25:23But it has to stop because...
25:25That's smooth.
25:25Like, that's all you had to say.
25:27I feel like the conversation just...
25:28But I think I said the same thing, just in different words.
25:30But at the end of the day, it's like, you want the flirting to stop?
25:33I'm so down for that.
25:36I guess, I mean, after this trip, I guess I'll see you around.
25:41I'll see you around is crazy.
25:43I mean, I don't know what...
25:45Okay, good.
25:49At first, I didn't understand where Anjun was coming from because I was like,
25:53I'm telling you we're just friends.
25:54How are you getting mixed signals?
25:56But if I'm telling you we're just friends and we're flirting like we're not just friends,
25:59that's how you get mixed signals.
26:01Come.
26:02Come over here.
26:03Come.
26:03Is my hair messed up?
26:04I can't even see anything.
26:05I can't even see you.
26:06What are you gonna do?
26:08Shit.
26:08She knows the type of conversation we need to have.
26:10She's already texted me this morning crying.
26:12We don't need to do this if you don't want to.
26:14She was basically giving me an out.
26:15Like, dead ass, she gonna take that shit bad either way.
26:18But how was you planning to do it in the first place?
26:19Off camera.
26:20Coco.
26:21He's telling me to do it off camera, like, talk to her off camera.
26:24I know my boy Chris is, uh, scared to talk to Coco because he's scared that Courtney might
26:30come out.
26:31But I think he should just rip the bandaid off instead of, like, having it lingered on
26:34because as long as it lingers on and he doesn't want to be part of it anymore, the real Courtney
26:39gonna come out.
26:40I hope he does it quick because it's only gonna get worse.
26:43Respect their wishes because if you don't, she won't get more mad at you for not respecting
26:46her wishes.
26:47That's what I'm saying.
26:48Okay.
26:49All right, guys.
26:50I'm ready to go back to be honest with you.
26:52Yeah.
26:53I'm starving.
26:55I'm cold.
26:58I feel like today was the first day I was finally able to enjoy myself fully.
27:02I really had such a great time.
27:04It was so fun.
27:10Time to pack our shit up and get the hell out of here.
27:18Oh, my God.
27:21It's time to go back home.
27:25I didn't even get to wear my fur.
27:29Tahoe was rough in the beginning and it was rough in the end.
27:32I feel like the division just grew more prominent and I hate that for us.
27:43Guys, quick.
27:44We're gonna miss the sunset.
27:47I had a great time in Tahoe.
27:49There were obviously some tough conversations and it was a little weird, but we're a big
27:55family at the end of the day.
27:56We went through a very unique experience together and I'm just so happy to have these
28:02friendships.
28:05I love Ives!
28:15If my name comes to your mouth, make these dip in love.
28:17I think we got a good, this is eight bars from last time.
28:21Right, yeah.
28:21And I think we got a nice little record here, honestly.
28:24I think it's faded.
28:25My team and I are hoping to drop the album right before summer because we want to make
28:30sure that all of the girlies, all the papayas, you know what, the dads can dance to it too.
28:35Want a taste of this papaya?
28:37Come and sip it out.
28:38Come and sip it out.
28:42Come and sip it out.
28:44Come and sip it out.
28:44You're so fast again.
28:46Hey!
28:47You're so fast again.
28:50Since you were sick in Tahoe, did you even get to talk to Grayson?
28:52Wait, how was that for you, though, seeing her?
28:54It was fine.
28:54We're both just kind of at the understanding now it's just not gonna happen. You're gonna kick with her. Oh,
29:00yeah, like I mean
29:02She's a really great friend. You know what I mean? I don't do you know just actually me
29:07Put it on dream inside. I love you. I miss you. Where you at?
29:11No, I'm just kidding. I give it 10 minutes
29:30I
29:41See my name is Nick Vance. I'm from Jacksonville, Florida. You might know me from season seven Love Island
29:52I'm a mom. Mamacita
30:02What the fuck
30:05You might not and if you don't my name is Nick Vance cheers, bro. Good to see you man as
30:12well
30:12How's wifey? How's life you great, bro? We're now dating and everything so sick. Yeah
30:17I've been staying with her for a little while I'm with Jeremiah all the time
30:20I'm with Hannah iris like pepe all the time. No, he honestly hasn't been showing up really is there beef
30:26There's a bunch of stuff. He said took away from iris and I's relationship, but uh, we're not on the
30:31same page. We
30:33You know, we'll just we're just not gonna be friends
30:36I'm not that surprised that you know that there's tension since the beginning of time girls will make men go
30:42crazy
30:43Pepe and I are boys. I just support both my boys at the end of the day like I stay
30:46out of here
30:47Where'd you get that thing, bro? Landry got it for me for Christmas. Oh, really?
30:50That's fire. Bro, it's dancing
30:52I gave her a present and um, I like filmed it for my YouTube video or whatever
30:57And people started like crashing out like the why the I guess like the Louie box was it was small
31:03Like people were like, oh like you didn't get her shit
31:06Yeah, oh my god
31:08I got her something good but that that's like some of the toughest things like since the villa like dealing
31:13with
31:14The public and like everyone watching everything and like have an opinion. I think it's like it's crazy
31:18Yeah, cuz like you kind of control like the narrative in a little bit of a way like I only
31:23let people see like 10%
31:25I think there is some things that we keep private, but we post every day basically
31:30It's just a part of our daily life. So the public knows
31:34Majority of what's going on in our lives. So I saw a Landry. What's the Golden Globes?
31:40Yeah
31:41Yeah, yeah, you couldn't make it or something I never got the invite in the mail
31:44Oh, yeah, that's because my car kept moving. Oh, that's my home address. Yeah. Yeah. No, but next year
31:49I want yeah, I want to get into acting and like yeah
31:52What's your plans you think you're moving out here or anything or you know like the DJ is so time
31:57-consuming and like I go back and forth every other day
32:00It's dude. I've been I've been debating it for forever, but I don't know. It's it's kind of not my
32:05vibe
32:06Oh, yeah, yeah talk about long distance like is that hard for you? Yeah, I mean like it's literally the
32:11opposite sides of the country
32:12Yeah, what about you? She's in Houston?
32:15So it's like only two and a half hours away, but at the same time it's like she
32:20Is never in Houston and I'm never in Florida. So it's like you guys are so busy and everything. How
32:24do you make time for each other?
32:27It's rough
32:28I mean, I'm in a club like probably Wednesday through Saturday and she's 99% doing a shoot throughout the
32:35week or whatever
32:36But honestly, our schedules have been like aligning up pretty nicely like she coincidentally was in LA
32:42Yesterday, so we got dinner and chill kicked us
32:45I mean you just pray that it aligns
32:47I also know the same way, but you know
32:49She's a lot more going on than I obviously do but I I have more with like the real estate
32:53and the stuff over in Tampa, so
32:56That's kind of like where we
33:00Are like a little off schedule? I've never really done a long-distance relationship before so it's it's very new
33:05to me
33:06And there's a lot to learn and it's a lot to balance but Iris and I were making the long
33:11-distance work
33:12I feel like we don't get to see each other every single day
33:14So when we are together, we're making sure that it's quality time spent
33:18It's so good to see you bro. Yeah, thank you for coming out
33:20Of course
33:24Oh
33:25You know what?
33:39Oh
33:40You look good. Yeah, I like this necklace. Thank you. Thank you. Oh, you look cute
33:50Thank you
33:52So you and TJ, how are you guys doing? You guys said I love you like officially
33:57Yeah, we were in bed. So I was like, oh, I love you. Oh
34:01He's always there for me like, you know Sebastian like he's always like there for you and always has your
34:06back
34:06That's what we needed this whole time
34:09What are you going to Aruba during Valentine's Day? I told myself no more cold places. I like Tahoe though.
34:15It was beautiful
34:16It's really beautiful. I was just going through it. Yeah, and I felt like everybody was kind of like attacking
34:21you
34:22The thing is I was just not having like I was not doing good and like I feel like that's
34:26okay. I feel like my friends
34:29Would like know that we know I just feel like
34:33People don't understand how I deal with things because it's different than the way that they deal with things
34:39Like I'm doing my best and it's just really hard that like I feel like
34:44Everybody's just going against me. I always say like you need to just be yourself and the people that like
34:49you
34:50Want to be around you and the people that don't don't you know and like that's okay
34:54Doesn't this spot on my my set kind of your penis?
35:01I was staring at it right now. I was like, I feel dirty
35:13This was a job like my yes, okay
35:27Where's great
35:35Oh my god
35:37You look good girl. Yeah, you look good. I'm like a twilight vampire right now
35:41No, stop. Don't say that. We love the little edward moment though
35:45Um
35:45Oh
35:47We all got the same thing. Thank you so much. Thank you
35:50Wow, these look good. That breather was great, right?
35:53Yeah, I haven't really talked to many
35:56Since the trip, but I mean it's only been like a week, so
35:59I talked to Andreina a little bit
36:01But yeah, me too. She's kind of nice. She kind of was like in her corner a little bit. I
36:06just wish there was like no
36:08Animosity no tension obviously like Hannah asked me
36:12So it's like if you're gonna ask me I have to speak on it
36:14I understand what you're saying
36:15But I'm also really happy that you did speak your mind because otherwise that's something that you would have been
36:21like holding in
36:23Yeah
36:24All of that aside. Have you spoke to Chris lately? How have you guys been?
36:35I mean I sent him a message and I let him know that things are off
36:40I'm not sure why but if we need to call it quick we can. Yeah
36:50You know so I was looking for him to fix it and it didn't feel like that it felt almost
37:04like a drag felt like
37:06He was just sweeping out of the road during the trip in Tahoe
37:10I realized I wasn't gonna get what I needed from him in a relationship. There was still a certain attentiveness
37:15that he lacked
37:16Hey, watch my board, bro
37:18Watch your board?
37:19I gotta handle something
37:22Oh my god
37:24I'm having a hard time
37:25I'm not a baby, but at the same time
37:28When I'm with a man, I'm his baby
37:31So did you guys speak again after Tahoe?
37:34We did. It was very inconsistent
37:36communication
37:37And now we've kind of like called things off
37:39So that's where you guys stand?
37:42Yeah, we're done
37:43I don't like the story
37:44The ending was better in my head
37:47Girl, me too, but no babes
38:00What's going on, brother?
38:02What up, Brian?
38:03Big dog for a big guy
38:04I know, big guy
38:05We have boundaries, brother
38:06Boundaries
38:09Hey, how are you?
38:10Hi, Maria, how are you?
38:10Hey, sorry, no
38:12You got makeup?
38:13No, it's just that my relationship and boundaries
38:17Hey, I died for it
38:21You good, though?
38:21What's happening, man?
38:22This is Koda, bro
38:23God, and Koda?
38:25Koda's already tired?
38:26He went to the park earlier
38:27Yeah, that's
38:28You done for the day, huh?
38:29No
38:31Koda need to hop on the
38:32Gluing-free, dairy-free diet
38:34For a little bit out here
38:35That they do in L.A.
38:36He old, for real?
38:37Yeah, he about to be eight
38:38That's why he got the Great Hill
38:40That's what I'm saying, bro
38:40Like, he not about to be shredded
38:44I'm gonna be officially moved out here
38:45February
38:46Word
38:46Yeah
38:47You should find a spot?
38:48Yeah
38:48Oh, shit, okay
38:49I went Hollywood
38:51Being in L.A. the past few months
38:53And going from the East Coast to the West Coast
38:55There's definitely been an adjustment
38:56But I can't lie
38:58I can't deny this
38:59The weather and the views
39:00Yeah, I'm loving Cali, I'll say that
39:01It's just about that time
39:03All the brands and stuff work out here, too, so
39:05Yeah
39:07You wanna chill here for a little bit?
39:08Yeah, bro
39:09I think Koda need a break
39:11Huh, Barry?
39:12I'm hella excited, bro
39:13Moving out here
39:14Yeah, me too, bro
39:15Spend the summer out here
39:16And stuff like that, so
39:18How are you, though, bro, since Tahoe?
39:20Since that whole situation and everything
39:22Really good, bro
39:23Really?
39:24Honestly
39:24Like, that was, like
39:26Because, obviously, we left off, like
39:28When we first talked, it was cool and everything
39:30And then Tahoe kind of, like, everything switched
39:32Yeah
39:32But, like, it was more so, like, we're cordial
39:35Like, that chapter's been closed
39:36I feel like I closed a chapter in some part of my life, bro
39:39And I'm opening up a brand new chapter out here in L.A.
39:41Yeah
39:42Starting fresh and stuff like that, so
39:43How are you feeling post-Tahoe, Oklahoma?
39:46That was a lot
39:48How's stuff with you and Koda?
39:50We're done
39:52Really?
39:53Mm-hmm
39:53Yeah
39:53I told her
39:54We should just be friends, bro
39:56I just don't think I can meet the expectations that she has
39:59Just where I am in life right now, bro
40:02I can't be stressed and worried about getting that done
40:07Koda was raised by a single dad
40:09And, you know, he instilled some expectations and treatment
40:13That, you know, a man should be giving her
40:14Which any dad should do
40:15I would do that for my own daughter
40:17I think when you're on the other side
40:19And you're actually dating the girl
40:20That has those expectations from her father
40:23I think it's a little tough
40:25What do you think she's saying to the girls right now about you?
40:28I'm not really tripping, bro
40:31Another one bites the dust
40:33Wait, so you guys are, like, done
40:35You called it quits
40:36I gave him some space
40:38And then kind of reached out
40:39I kind of let him know, like, hey
40:41I'm going to keep the band with you
40:42I feel like our exchange hasn't been as fluent
40:45In the beginning, I felt like you were really
40:47Invested and excited to get closer to me
40:50But I feel like now
40:51I'm not really sure how you feel
40:53And then I go on Instagram
40:54And, like, he's outside
40:56With Brian
40:57He went to the club over the weekend without you?
41:01I was just like, oh, well, maybe he's just
41:04Dealing with whatever personal things he has going on
41:06And then I go on Instagram
41:08And I'm like, oh, you're at the club
41:10In a section
41:11You're outside
41:13And I'm inside waiting for your text
41:15Did you speak with him after the club?
41:18Or did you just see him in the club?
41:19I did, I did
41:20Okay, so you kind of confronted him about that
41:21I did, I sent him a message
41:23I know I kind of brought it up the other night
41:24But I'm bringing it up again
41:25Because it's kind of weighing on me
41:27I want you to be happy getting closer to a person
41:30You really, really like
41:31And if this is truly not that
41:33We don't have to do this
41:35The reasoning he gave didn't feel legitimate
41:37And we both agreed
41:38Like, let's just call it a quid
41:39I really wish we would have just stayed friends
41:42He doesn't have the experience
41:44Of having, like, a girlfriend
41:45Right in front of him
41:46That he has to court regularly
41:48You know what I mean?
41:49And I just don't have the energy to teach
41:52A 27-year-old man how to do that
41:55No
41:55There's nothing wrong with that at all
41:57Like, you know exactly what you want
41:59And if you weren't getting exactly what you want
42:02Like, you're not trying to waste your time
42:04You're not trying to waste his time
42:05And it's not even a one
42:06It's just a bare minimum, you know
42:07When you get to know somebody, it's dating
42:10It's going out and, like, courting properly
42:13And, like, being attentive
42:14And, like, because you want to pay attention to
42:15What this person does
42:17And how this person is
42:18Because I just
42:19I require that kind of attentiveness
42:23Shay, I mean, you tried
42:24Yeah, I did
42:25I really tried
42:26I stepped up romantically
42:30I handle situations
42:31In a grown manner, in my opinion
42:34With me dating Coco
42:35For these last two, three months
42:37I think it gave me a new perception
42:40On what I want for my future
42:42It gave me even more of a clear head
42:43Of what I won't tolerate
42:45What I will put up with
42:47And what I will accept
42:50And also what I want going forward
42:51I think I need a day older
42:53Someone who's more established
42:55I want a queen, bro
42:56I don't want a princess
42:58That make sense?
42:59Like, I want my girl to have her own
43:01I want my girl to be established with her career
43:04And what she wants in life
43:05Knows what she wants
43:06And how she wants to go about it
43:08Like, a real woman
43:11Not a girl that's still
43:13Chasing princess treatment
43:16All the time
43:17Damn, sheesh
43:19That's really a lot, fam
43:21Granted, see how you feel, bro
43:22Shit
43:23It didn't really work out
43:25I think for now
43:26It's single, Chris
43:27All at 26
43:28On your time?
43:29On my time
43:30What I want to do
43:31Where I want to go
43:32Okay
43:32Leaving the seatbelt open
43:33Riding dirty
43:34Yes
43:36Enough about me, honey
43:38Y'all peep this off
43:39Oz, what do you mean?
43:42Girl, she talking about Austin, child
43:45Oh
43:47You know, seeing Austin
43:49Post his relationship
43:51With the girl that
43:53He had told me
43:54He wasn't going in that direction with
43:57It was kind of a shock
43:59But at the same time
44:00No, it wasn't
44:01Because I always knew
44:03That there was something going on
44:04He just kind of made me feel
44:06Like I was crazy
44:07And it's like
44:09Baby, I mean
44:10Clearly I wasn't
44:11Clearly she wasn't
44:12I really just want Austin
44:14To be happy
44:14And if this makes him happy
44:17Then I'm happy for him
44:18So I don't feel any sort of
44:20Animosity towards him
44:21It was just kind of like
44:25People lost us
44:26And that's not our loss
44:28But we have each other
44:29And we found each other
44:30Yeah
44:31Through our hearts
44:32Yeah
44:33And like
44:34I'm so grateful
44:35Like I see you guys
44:36At my wedding
44:36Like I see you guys
44:37Going through life experiences
44:38Stop
44:39I won't cry, stop
44:40But do you know what I mean?
44:41Like, you know
44:41It's really special
44:42Like, and we're so lucky
44:44Because this is what
44:44We wanted through it
44:45You know
44:46And just because
44:47We didn't find it
44:47With everyone
44:48How lucky are we
44:49To have found it
44:50With even just us
44:52So don't cry
44:54Don't cry
44:57That's when I came
44:58Into the Love Island
44:59Experience
45:00Like, hoping for
45:02Girl, you know
45:03Don't make me cry
45:04And
45:09Maybe we're silly
45:10For having our heart
45:12As much as we did
45:13But
45:13Yeah
45:14I'm just
45:15I'm glad
45:15That like
45:16At least we have each other
45:18No matter where you go
45:21You are never alone
45:36Oh my god
45:38Damn
45:40This is way more work
45:43Than I expected
45:44Oh
45:45My nursing graduation
45:47Cat
45:48I'm gonna put this here
45:49For now
45:51Oh my gosh
45:53To finally be
45:54In my own place
45:56My own apartment
45:57My own castle
45:58It feels so free
46:00And
46:01Papa Papaya
46:02Approves
46:03I don't like this
46:05It's like a flower
46:06Growing out of power
46:08Shit
46:37I still can see
46:38No matter how much
46:39I unpack bro
46:39The boxes just
46:41Keep coming big
46:42It's like a bad nightmare
46:43There's always more
46:44There's more
46:45There's more
46:47But no, honestly
46:48Like I'm really happy
46:49That
46:50I just finally
46:51Have a place
46:52Where I could call home
46:53Just a place
46:55Where I feel like
46:55I've worked for
46:56You know
46:58I'm so happy for you
46:59Oh my god
47:00Wait, do you want to see
47:00Do you want to see
47:01The apartment
47:01Did I study
47:02Yes
47:02Give me a tour
47:03Okay, let me give you a tour
47:05This is one of my closets
47:07We're trying to do
47:08What I was trying to say
47:08Period, period
47:09This is the bathroom
47:10I'm going to make this
47:12Into like
47:12Old Hollywood
47:13Country style
47:14And I also have a balcony
47:16You can see the water
47:17Wait, literally
47:18You can see the water
47:19From here
47:20And then that's the city
47:22Oh my god
47:23The fact that I'm here
47:24Been in my home together
47:26It's like, wow
47:27I can't believe it
47:28I can't believe it
47:30I'm just very, very
47:31Proud of myself
47:32And I am happy
47:33To basically
47:34Just make that little girl
47:36In me smile
47:36I just also wanted
47:38To say thank you
47:39You were such a great
47:41Support system
47:41On this journey
47:42Really does mean a lot
47:43And I really do have
47:45A lot of love for you
47:45Seeing all of my friends
47:47Do these amazing
47:48Big things
47:49And accomplish these
47:50Crazy goals
47:51Is very motivating
47:53And I have so many things
47:54That I want to accomplish
47:55Putting myself back
47:57Into the cheer world
47:58Owning multiple businesses
48:00And just continuing
48:01To grow into
48:03The best version of myself
48:04What's tea?
48:07What's next
48:07For Amaya Papaya?
48:10Um
48:12I'm just going to
48:13Continue on
48:15Following my journey
48:18I'm so proud of you
48:20You're doing big things
48:21And even bigger
48:23It's coming up
48:24They don't even know Amaya
48:25When somebody calls your name
48:27You just have to
48:28Go for it
48:29You know
48:29It's your passion
48:30This past year
48:31Just taught me
48:32A lot of resilience
48:33And to keep on having faith
48:35And when life gives you lemons
48:37Make the fucking lemonade
48:39I just see Amaya Papaya
48:41Not stopping
48:42Men who are gynecologist
48:43Kind of freak me out
48:44You know I got a 97
48:45On my vagina exam
48:48We didn't get the happy ending
48:50On the villa in Fiji
48:51But this ending is better
48:53Yeah
48:53This is so cute
48:54Will you be my girlfriend?
48:56Oh yes
48:56TJ
48:57This is the way it was supposed to be
48:59And
48:59Look at us now
49:00Look at us now
49:01We made it
49:02We made it
49:09What is it?
49:15I never would have thought
49:17I could be doing long distance
49:18I don't think anybody would choose this
49:23It's strengthened our relationship
49:25It has made me more
49:29Like hopeful for what the future looks like for us
49:32Christmas PJ
49:33It's a friend's giving
49:35My life in a year
49:37Should have been my life
49:39Over the span of like six years
49:40There's so many opportunities that lie ahead
49:43I want to travel the world
49:45Have fun
49:46Get married
49:47And have babies
49:49You know I met somebody yesterday
49:50And she told me
49:51I'm gluten free
49:53Fuck is gluten
49:54My first time in the west coast
49:55Was this past summer
49:56And now I'm moving here
49:57It's so crazy
49:59And this experience
50:00It forced me to change
50:01In a lot of ways
50:02That I needed to change
50:03And hearing
50:07People like my mom say I change
50:10It means a lot
50:17I'm so glad that I went on this crazy ass show
50:21And we did it
50:23And guess what
50:24We have more crazy ass memories
50:25To be more mean
50:26Okay
50:26So get prepared
50:27Make sure that buckle seat
50:29Is buckle up
50:36Why not bring a white Christmas
50:39To LA
50:45Tomorrow night
50:46A new bombshell
50:48In Tisdaville
50:48Yeah guys
50:49Like I got a few properties
50:56That was good
50:58iko
50:58I don't want to
50:59I don't know
51:00What were you in
51:03You
51:04I don't want to
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