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Love Island- Beyond The Villa S02E08
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00:09Previously, this season on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
00:12I'm here, and I hope you're here.
00:14I'm happy that, like I said, you got to be here and speak it all out.
00:18How are you, love?
00:19Good.
00:20Good, good.
00:21For a long time, I was only close with Hannah.
00:23Then her and Iris got really close.
00:25I would never get a call to hang out with her.
00:27Yeah.
00:27It definitely doesn't feel good.
00:28We have to do another trip.
00:30Yeah, let's do another trip.
00:31Okay, but where?
00:33We're going to Lake Tahoe.
00:34I love Tahoe!
00:36I am ready to conquer the snow!
00:40Yeah, Iris!
00:42I can't stop!
00:44Look at this!
00:50Hi, Maya, how are you?
00:51Hi, sorry.
00:52Oh, you got makeup?
00:53No, it's just relationship and boundaries.
00:56I feel like I don't need to, like, be close with everyone if that's not how I feel.
01:00At the end of the day, like, not everybody is your best friend.
01:04Jeez!
01:05Hey, y'all!
01:06I'm a pageant queen, and I have blonde hair!
01:11So you picked the name.
01:14Grayson, are you good though?
01:19Coco, Bella, can we go downstairs real quick?
01:21Oh, sure.
01:22Yeah, we're going to take a quick break.
01:25What's going on?
01:27We overheard you saying, like, you don't really want to be friends with everybody.
01:31You have your friends.
01:34Hannah, I think that you have kind of, like, isolated yourself from, like, speaking to everybody, including myself.
01:38It's not me intentionally doing that.
01:41I am exhausted.
01:44I'm not exhausted being around everyone.
01:47I am exhausted.
01:55I'm not thinking, hmm, let me check and see how Bella and Grayson and Coco and Iris are doing.
02:00I wasn't even talking about you guys.
02:02I was talking about Brian and Chris.
02:04I'm sorry I don't want to be friends with Brian and Chris.
02:07People are allowed to have, like, bad days.
02:09And, like, the times that we are together, maybe she was just not having, like, a good day.
02:14But then, like, that's why you asking me, like, upstairs, like, are you good?
02:20I don't think it was coming from that place.
02:22Like, it wasn't me trying to fucking stir up shit.
02:25I feel like I'm fucking talking out of my ass and nobody is using their fucking brain.
02:29It, like, actually, it's driving me crazy.
02:31And I have to be up for a flight in, like, an hour.
02:38Where's he going?
02:41We staying out the way.
02:42We having a peaceful time.
02:43This is my first trip.
02:45I'm missing school for this, all right?
02:47I'm not going to be caught up in no drama.
02:49What the fuck is going on downstairs?
02:51Grayson felt upset that they were, like, left out or something.
02:54Yeah, that's some girl stuff.
02:55Because imagine me, like, telling Chris, like, bro, why don't you hit me up to go work out?
02:58I want to see you more.
02:59Well, there's definitely a divide.
03:00Like, it's evident that Iris and Hannah don't want to obviously be friends with any of the other girls.
03:05Speaking of them not wanting to be friends, like, even what Hannah said about me and Brian, be friends with
03:09Chris and Brian, why would I want to do that?
03:10We had no clue she felt that way.
03:12I'm like, damn, like...
03:13That was a little aggressive.
03:14I'm like, what did we do?
03:15You don't have to be friends, but then I think there's an energy that's rude in it as well.
03:19Yeah, Hannah's just kind of like a firecracker, but she's just saying, like, she had a boyfriend, so she's not
03:23looking for new male friends.
03:24Even if Hannah didn't have a boyfriend, I don't think anyone needs to want to be friends with anybody.
03:28If I have a girlfriend, I'm not going to go look to make new female friends.
03:32Did you, like, know, though, that's how she felt?
03:35Know what?
03:36Like...
03:36Towards us?
03:37Yeah.
03:37I mean, obviously, I knew, like, they're not... they don't want to be, like, your friend because of mine, obviously.
03:43Yeah, no.
03:43But I didn't know, like, you're just kind of, like, his bro, so it's kind of just like...
03:46Oh, so I get treated like that because I'm his friend?
03:48You don't see it because you guys are fucking...
03:51Like, we not over here talking shit on him or, like, don't want to be around him.
03:54Like, I definitely don't see it from y'all's side because I'm not... I'm cool with him.
03:57Through this entire process and this experience, I think, like, one of the things I was hoping to get out
04:02of it was closer friendships.
04:05It sounds really corny, but, like, I wanted us all to, like, grow closer.
04:10There's always been, like, this underlying, like, I think, hurt.
04:15Kind of like a feeling of, like...
04:19Like, you don't care.
04:24I take accountability in the fact that maybe I haven't been close to all of you guys.
04:28And it's not out of ill intention or I hate any of you.
04:33I don't hate any of you. I think you all are great people.
04:35But I have my own things to deal with.
04:39I have my friends before all of this shit that, like, don't hear from me.
04:44Sometimes I'm not, like, really present, but it's, like, I'm just having a hard time.
04:49People think that I am, like, standoffish or rude.
04:55But in reality, I'm just, like, somebody who's, like, struggling.
05:00I feel like I'm a new person now and I'm trying to figure myself out.
05:06You know, you can't sit here now and tell me those girls were giving the energy, like, fucking...
05:12I mean...
05:12I think the thing is, I think that's okay.
05:14Like, they don't got to be best friends.
05:16No, no, no one has to be best friends.
05:17Yeah.
05:18You know, it's just, like, be a normal human and just say, yo, what's up?
05:21Like, bro, me and her haven't even said a word.
05:23Okay, but you haven't said a word and she hasn't said a word.
05:25So it's two-way street.
05:26Because, bro, because the energy she gives is fucking weird, bro.
05:29We clicked the icons and said, what's up?
05:30Nothing.
05:31She looked away.
05:32What the fuck have I ever actually done, bro?
05:34Nothing.
05:35This is a repeat of Palm Springs.
05:37I don't know what's going on with her, mate, to be honest with you.
05:40Who knows?
05:41I do think it's a little bit odd, yeah?
05:43It might just be ego.
05:45Palm Springs was a moment where we kind of felt like maybe we didn't, like, fit in the group.
05:49And, like, you know, that stings a little.
05:52The divide is, like, not on my end.
05:56I don't know about you guys, but, like, I don't feel like you guys feel divide.
06:00Yeah.
06:01I'm just very drawn off by everything that's going on because I don't really see what they're saying.
06:07I mean, Hannah and Iris, they don't have a mean bone in their bodies.
06:11Why do you feel isolated?
06:13Why, like, where does this isolation ever come from?
06:15It's not from you, Amaya.
06:16You do really well at, like, talking to everyone.
06:19And, like, there are also others that don't do that well at that.
06:24To be like, oh, I really praise you because you can talk to everyone.
06:27That's singling me out.
06:29It's also putting other people here and other people here.
06:31You're literally like, I praise you.
06:33I don't think that that was the point that I was making.
06:35I was more so making a point that, like, we should all be speaking to each other.
06:39Simple as that.
06:39I can appreciate someone without calling anyone out.
06:43But it's very apparent that you don't want a kumbaya.
06:46The first time I, like, felt her was, like, at the Christmas party.
06:51Like, I tried to, like, confide in you, like, about a situation.
06:56I felt like you did hear me more in that moment.
06:58But, like, you didn't listen to me, like, at all.
07:01I was trying to listen to you, but there was so much going on.
07:04I want to just also say my feelings with Bella were strained after the holiday party.
07:10And that wasn't in Palm Springs. That was after she brought TJ over to Pepe.
07:15They brought both of you guys over to Pepe.
07:17He has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
07:20If he does want to have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
07:27Can I say this?
07:28She would only do it to, like, try to, like, make everyone feel okay.
07:31So that's my boyfriend. Like, that's my boyfriend, you know?
07:34It's more about, like, boundaries.
07:36But if these boundaries have never been set, then how would she know that?
07:38But it's like, it's like girl code.
07:39Why is Bella getting involved?
07:42I just feel like this isn't very fair.
07:46I came into this wanting us all to just get along.
07:52Ugh. I hate this situation.
07:54I don't have a lot of bad things to say about Bella,
07:57but I think she always tries to bring everybody together
08:01and everyone should be friends. And in reality, life's not like that.
08:04Yeah.
08:05Bella, this friendship that could have been potentially amazing
08:08is on the withhold right now because of the friendships
08:11and connections that you have with both of our ex-boyfriends.
08:14As a woman, I just don't understand how you can't understand that.
08:17But you guys know that the only reason that I had been in the same spaces
08:23in the same rooms as your exes is because I've always just been cool
08:28with everybody. I haven't had beef with anybody.
08:30Even though I understand the circumstance, I understand it,
08:33but I can't respect it.
08:35Yeah. Amaya coming at me really hurts.
08:38She thinks I'm best friends with Brian.
08:40That's not the case.
08:42I love Amaya. I love her so much.
08:45And even when they went through their breakup,
08:47I was supposed to have a brand deal with Brian for $20,000,
08:50and I turned that down right away out of my loyalty to Amaya.
08:54She thinks I'm not even considering her,
08:56and I do think that's pretty considerate.
08:59I respect each one of you, and I care about you guys.
09:03I think it was just, like, a lot of things coming to a head.
09:06Yeah.
09:06It's those, like, schoolgirl feelings.
09:09I feel like there are times where we're not, like,
09:11completely nice to each other.
09:13You know that's gonna push a mean-girl narrative
09:15that I don't fuck with.
09:17I just... I have a flight, and I'm gonna leave.
09:20You can leave. That's fine.
09:21Good night, everyone.
09:29Exhibit A.
09:36For Hannah to stand up and walk out,
09:38it's just kind of a slap in the face.
09:40I'm sorry, but, like, that's...
09:42She does have a flight, though.
09:44But, like, that doesn't feel good
09:45to just get up while I'm crying and leave.
09:51My anxiety is really bad, and I'm not somebody that's, like,
09:55when I'm having a hard time,
09:56I can fake it with a smile on my face,
09:58and that can come off as, like, bitchy or rude, I guess,
10:02but I just kind of have to ride it out.
10:04That's not okay. I'm not standing for that.
10:15I'm finna go... I'm finna go make sure she's good.
10:18She's being vulnerable, and she doesn't do that often.
10:20So is that what you feel like is not nice?
10:23That's not okay.
10:24I have to say, I agree.
10:25I'm not standing for that.
10:26Yeah, I have to say, I agree.
10:28I'm not standing for that.
10:28I don't even want to talk about it too much
10:29because she's not here anymore.
10:31I've talked to her.
10:33I've seen her going through some mental stuff,
10:36and I give her so much grace,
10:38but I'm not part of the situation,
10:40and I have to say that I understand how these girls feel,
10:44because even myself, I felt a little bit that way.
10:47She's just very vocal about how she doesn't care about us.
10:51I don't think that she doesn't care.
10:53I don't think that it is anything, like,
10:55to pinpoint any one of you guys at all.
10:57I don't know. I don't know.
10:59How are you feeling now? How are you feeling?
11:01Well, I'm going crazy.
11:03You're good.
11:03Like, I'm sorry, I don't want to argue.
11:10Let's just call it a night. Let's go to bed.
11:14Yeah.
11:16Or catch-all.
11:18Come on, get your ass up.
11:22Oh, boy.
11:23You know you're a good person.
11:25That's enough.
11:26I feel like I'm turning into an angry guy from that movie.
11:29You know, like, where he's like...
11:31That's me.
11:32Volcano coming out of my ass.
11:33You just need sleep, Sebastian, Luca, Paris, you're good.
11:35And if everyone fucking hates me,
11:37at least I have a dog and a boyfriend that fucking love me.
11:53BRRRRRR...
11:54BIG BRRRRRR
11:55Buuuuh-ooh, I wouldn't want to miss.
12:02I'm feeling quiet like this.
12:07Hmm...
12:08Isn't this so pretty?
12:09It is.
12:11You know, we can do this every day in the country.
12:12Just sit and enjoy the view.
12:14The view don't look like this, Taylor.
12:16When we get our house, we'll have a nice view.
12:18OK.
12:19And I kind of want a change of scenery
12:23before I settle down in nature type of thing.
12:27So what's your deal with that?
12:29LA, New York, Charlotte?
12:32I like New York and I like LA.
12:35But I want to be close to my family.
12:37My plan right now is to stay home,
12:41continue to work towards the goals I had for myself
12:44before all of this was introduced,
12:46the life coaching in school,
12:48and, you know, that side of things.
12:51I'm just going to stay in North Carolina,
12:53travel to New York and LA for work,
12:55and I'm going to continue to prioritize studying psychology.
12:59School is super expensive.
13:00So with content creation, social media,
13:03this will all help me be able to pay for school
13:06and be comfortable in doing that.
13:08I think you've got a much crazier schedule with school.
13:13I have a much crazier schedule with my endeavors.
13:16So we have to see each other at least once a month.
13:20Mm-hmm.
13:21Clark decided to stay in North Carolina,
13:24showed me that, you know, she's looking at the bigger picture
13:26and not just trying to, you know, live in the moment.
13:27I'm down for Charlotte over LA.
13:30It's more of the slowest pace.
13:32Not as bad as traffic, not as many people.
13:35Some chaotic stuff happened last night.
13:38It's 16.
13:41Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm.
13:44I think I needed this after yesterday.
13:48Yeah.
13:49Good job.
13:50Last night was crazy.
13:51The conversation downstairs?
13:53There was, like, this narrative being, like, pushed,
13:56that, like, I'm a mean girl.
13:58They feel excluded from me and Hannah.
14:02I was just so stuck on the idea that I'm friends with Pepe,
14:06and I'm not friends with Pepe.
14:08We cannot let this guy dictate friendships.
14:11Like, if these are exes, no, no, no.
14:13He's got so much power.
14:15I can't even understand this concept of Pepe
14:19playing a part in any of our relationships.
14:22The problem is with Iris and something
14:24that she needs to sort out with Pepe.
14:26Before I went to bed, I was looking at my text with Grayson.
14:30December 18th.
14:31The holiday party?
14:32Yeah.
14:32And I said, I wanted to check in on you.
14:34How are you?
14:34Did you guys squash it?
14:36I was freaked out last night.
14:37So I did text her, and I did check in on her.
14:40In my eyes, it defeats the whole, like, you don't check in.
14:43Like, you know, because what was I doing the night
14:46of the holiday party afterwards?
14:47I was, like, bawling my eyes out at home,
14:50and I still made an appointment to make sure she was still OK.
14:54Grayson and Bella said that they feel like
14:57I wasn't fully there for them.
14:59That's not true to my experience at all.
15:01I feel like I really was there for them,
15:03and for them to just say this out of nowhere to me
15:07is very hurtful.
15:09I appreciate you always having my back
15:11and always listening to me and always being there for me
15:15and giving me different perspectives.
15:16I value that a lot.
15:18And I love you.
15:19Thank you for being there for me.
15:21I love you, too.
15:22Aw.
15:25Teen.
15:29Yeah, it's official.
15:30I said, I love you first.
15:33I've been wanting to say that to you for a while.
15:36It takes me a long time to really love somebody.
15:39And with him, it's been really quick.
15:43That's crazy.
15:45I am really thankful for him.
15:48I really love him a lot.
15:49You should run through the house and say you love me.
15:54I love you.
15:55I love you.
16:00Oh, oh, oh, oh.
16:02Waking up, waking up, waking up to the best life.
16:05Oh, oh, oh, oh.
16:07Waking up, waking up.
16:07I love you.
16:07Good morning.
16:09Good morning, good morning, good morning.
16:12Hmm?
16:13Hey, come on, everybody.
16:14Gather round.
16:15Let's go snowboarding.
16:16Whoo!
16:18Snowmobiling.
16:19Snowmobiling.
16:19Fuck. All right. Come on everybody. Let's go tubing and snowmobiling
16:28Everybody let's bounce bring your asses
16:30A breath of right
16:49Oh my gosh. I'm excited
16:51Yeah
16:53Hold on we going snowmobiling
16:55Hi guys
16:57Couples man. Couple shit
16:59Sure feels good to be in a couple
17:02Man doesn't it?
17:03I can't imagine not being in a fucking couple
17:06Whoa
17:07We got hills and shit? Oh my gosh
17:10Wait let me see
17:11Wait can we go down two at a time?
17:14Nah bruh
17:15Launch me cats. Chris be careful
17:17Launch me
17:18Oh shit
17:22Ty?
17:23Wanna spin?
17:24Yeah
17:25Oh my God
17:27Poor Gracie
17:30Ow
17:35Yeah buddy
17:43Oh hell
17:47Yeah
17:47Yo I hate making this shit go faster dawg
17:49Little dude know we ain't in competition okay? It's just couple first couple
17:52They don't even know
17:53But
17:54Damn
17:58Yeah
17:58Yeah
17:58I'm gonna throw up
17:59I'm gonna throw up
18:04What? Oh no that is crazy
18:09Yeah
18:11Yeah
18:11Yeah
18:12Yeah
18:13And that's what they call a rival in style bitches
18:19Are you having fun?
18:21Uh yeah
18:22You?
18:23Uh
18:24Yeah I mean it's better than yesterday
18:27Um
18:32I feel like we need to talk though
18:33Um
18:35For sure what's on your mind?
18:37I think that when it comes to us and our friendship
18:42I want the flirting to actually stop for good
18:46I'll bet
18:47Alright then I'll stop
18:48That's fair
18:48But I've never once like led you on
18:51No
18:52That's not true
18:54How's it not true?
18:55I think everybody online just assumes you're with Jeremiah
18:59I know
19:03Look at this
19:07Good morning
19:10I'm very transparent with you about where I stand
19:14Friendship
19:15Best friend
19:16But I don't feel like you act like you're my friend
19:22We're flaring, we're posting a lot of content together
19:25So everybody thinks we're together and we're not
19:31Yes, we flirt together
19:34Yes, together
19:34And if you want that to stop, that's cool
19:35But the mix, say no, sing us like
19:37Well, it's you always
19:39Who stars?
19:41It's always you
19:42Oh, for sure
19:42You got it, hey
19:42No, I don't, no, I'm
19:44No, I don't wanna make you
19:45I promise we're good
19:52No, I don't, no, I'm
19:56No, I don't wanna make you
19:58I promise we're good
20:08Well, that went bad, I think
20:10If you care about me as your friend, why are you hurting my feelings?
20:15Like, you're literally playing with me
20:19What up, mama?
20:22What the hell?
20:24Are we gonna stay on?
20:34Hey, Maya, can I talk to you for a quick second?
20:38About what?
20:40Uh, I'm respecting your boundaries, and that's kinda what I just really quick just wanna touch on
20:46The only thing I wanna say is, I wouldn't do anything to disrespect your relationship and your boundaries
20:51I just feel like the boundaries switched, and if you real quick was like, Brian, on some real shit, we
20:59can't really greet each other, I'm just doing this for me and my relationship, I would've been like, cool, noted,
21:04like, we're good
21:06The only thing I felt hella, like, slapped in the face with was, like, the dinner table thing
21:11At the end of the day, if I don't fuck with someone, I just don't fuck with you
21:15I thought the dinner thing was a little much for someone that just tried to say hi in a cultural
21:21way, like, that's why I was even questioning, like, is that about me?
21:24I mean, if you're cool with your girl kissing her ex on his cheeks to say hi, that's a you
21:31problem
21:32But that's not something I'm cool with, and that's not something my man's cool with, and we will never be
21:36cool with that
21:36I see that, and that's cool, like, I'm not negating that at all
21:40Especially with this new relationship that I have right now that I'm very content in
21:45I don't want anything, especially
21:51Brian, boundaries, confusion, to destroy this beautiful love story that I have currently going on
21:59We gave each other a hug in Palm Springs, right?
22:01We said hi, boom, that's it
22:04How are you, love?
22:05Good? Good, good
22:08It's not like I was giving you, like, it was a heritage thing, we know that, like, we, we both
22:12went through that, like, with the villa thing
22:14I'm not trying to say that you came in there with a tension of trying to be malicious or anything
22:19like that
22:19But what I'm saying is that before we were just saying hi, keeping it casual, but now as my relationship
22:25is progressing
22:26It's like I don't even want to say hi to you
22:28And that's fine
22:28I was just confused as in that
22:30Yeah, you're the one that pulled me for a trap right now
22:31No, I know, just because it was like, this is the last day on the trip
22:33Like, I was just confused as in, like, if I really OD'd, disrespected it or something like that
22:37That is being disrespectful
22:38Okay, then I apologize for that, that won't happen again
22:41Thank you
22:42Well, you go that way, I'll go this way, and that's cool, like, that's what it is
22:45Thank you
22:45That's literally what it is
22:46Yes
22:46It's wild to hear that she thinks I was trying to disrespect her relationship
22:51I hope that works out, like, I really do have wished her nothing but the best
22:56God bless
22:57God bless
23:01That is literally the clarity I need, book is closed, and it's sent away
23:06I'm happy that that was cleared up, whatever the fuck happened right there
23:10Yeah
23:10Because motherfucker, don't even fucking come near me
23:13Yeah
23:13Are you crazy?
23:14You see how long my motherfucking hair is?
23:16When I flip it?
23:17That's how far you gotta stay back away from
23:19No thanks
23:19Back the fuck up from me and my wee bitch
23:24The fuck?
23:25All right, can I jump and go?
23:28He needs something, Christopher, please be careful, do you have gloves?
23:32No, don't need gloves
23:34I'm such a mom, let me just relax
23:36He's nuts, he's literally nuts
23:40No
23:42Shit's so weird, bro
23:44He was like, I've always been clear, we're friends
23:46What? He said that?
23:47Yeah, I'm like, I'm so glad the camera caught you doing all that weird shit
23:50The day before the bar, he kissed me
23:53Yeah
23:53I never said that to make him look bad
23:55Yeah, yeah
23:55So how you, oh
23:58Gotcha
23:58Oh my god
24:00Too late
24:01Okay, I'm your best friend, but you kissed me two days ago
24:04But not only just kissing me, but also being all over me
24:09I think he's trying to protect his image
24:13You've never escalated it
24:14Even though we're flirting, at the end of the day like I know we're just friends and I'm not gonna
24:18like do something to jeopardize that
24:20Has she ever tried to escalate things with you?
24:24No
24:24I have all the test messages, it's always him testing me
24:27I'm like, we're friends, we don't need to talk every day
24:29He's like, hey, just checking on you, don't fucking check on me
24:31Yeah
24:32Me and Tito are friends, he's not checking on me
24:34You should sometimes
24:37I'm ready
24:40I just graced it with my life
24:42I forgot how to start it already, I'm not even gonna hold you
24:44I forgot how to start it already, y'all
24:46Keep walking over here
24:47Okay
24:49You talking?
24:50Yeah
24:52Bye
24:54This is getting dilla all over again
24:56At the end of the day, I think that when you use words and say things like
25:00I let you, or I allow you, it gives a false perception that it was one-sided
25:06I never said that, I said you're always the one to initiate everything
25:11And I follow, like, I do it back
25:14Yeah, that feels like different than like, mutual though
25:17Like, it just feels like I'm like, just annoying you or on your body crazy
25:20No, cause I always said, it's fun and I like it, but it has to stop because
25:24That's smooth, like, that's all you had to say, I feel like the conversation
25:27But I think I said the same thing, just in different words
25:30But at the end of the day, it's like, you want the flirting to stop?
25:33I'm so down for that
25:36I guess, I mean, after this trip, I guess, I'll see you around
25:41I'll see you around is crazy
25:43I mean, I don't know what
25:45Okay, good
25:49At first, I didn't understand where Anjun was coming from because
25:52I was like, I'm telling you we're just friends, how are you gonna make signals
25:55But if I'm telling you we're just friends and we're flirting like we're not just friends
25:59That's how you get mixed signals
26:01Come, come over here, come
26:03Is my hair messed up? I can't even see anything
26:05I can't even see you
26:06What are you gonna do?
26:08Shit
26:08She knows the type of conversation we need to have
26:10She's already texting me this morning crying
26:12We don't need to do this if you don't want to
26:14She was basically giving me an out
26:15Like, dead ass, she gonna take that shit bad either way
26:17But how was you planning to do it in the first place?
26:19Off camera
26:20Coco
26:21Keeps telling me to do it off camera, like, talk to her off camera
26:23I know my boy Chris is, uh, scared to talk to Coco
26:27Cause he's scared that Courtney might come out
26:31But I think he should just rip the bandaid off
26:33Instead of, like, having it lingered on
26:34Cause as long as it lingers on and he doesn't want to be part of it anymore
26:38The real Courtney gonna come out
26:40I hope he does it quick, cause it's only gonna get worse
26:43Respect their wishes, cause if you don't, she won't get more mad at you
26:46If not respecting her wishes
26:46That's what I'm seeing
26:48Okay, alright guys, I'm ready to go back to be honest with you
26:51Yeah
26:53I'm starving
26:55I'm cold
26:58I feel like today was the first day I was finally able to enjoy myself fully
27:02I really had such a great time
27:04It was so fun
27:10Time to pack our shit up and get the hell out of here
27:18Oh my god, it's time to go back home
27:25I didn't even get to wear my fur
27:29Tahoe was rough in the beginning and it was rough in the end
27:32I feel like the division just grew more prominent
27:37And I hate that for us
27:43Guys, quick, we're gonna miss the sunset
27:47I had a great time in Tahoe
27:49There were obviously some tough conversations
27:50And it was a little weird
27:53But we're a big family at the end of the day
27:56We went through a very unique experience together
27:58And I'm just so happy to have these friendships
28:05I love Iris!
28:14Yes!
28:14If my name comes to your mouth, baby, zip it up
28:17I think we got a good, that says eight bars from last time
28:20Right, yeah
28:21And I think we got a nice little record here, honestly
28:24I'm excited!
28:25My team and I are hoping to drop the album right before summer
28:28Because we want to make sure that all of the girlies, all the papayas
28:33And you know what? The dads can dance to it, too
28:35Want a taste of this papaya? Come and sip it up
28:50Since you were sick in Tahoe, did you even get to talk to Grayson?
28:52Wait, how was that for you, though, sitting here?
28:54It was fine
28:54We're both just kind of at the understanding now
28:56It's just not, like, gonna happen
28:59You're gonna kick with her?
29:00Oh, yeah, like, I mean, she's a really great friend
29:03You know what I mean?
29:05Andrina just texted me
29:06Put it on Drina's side
29:08I love you, I miss you, where you at?
29:11No, I'm just kidding
29:11I'm gonna give it ten minutes to the flight and stuff
29:13Fuck off!
29:29Thank you
29:38What's up, brother Tease?
29:39How we doing, bro?
29:40Good to see you, bro
29:41How many time do I see?
29:42My name is Nick Vance
29:43I'm from Jacksonville, Florida
29:45You might know me from season seven, Love Island
29:52I'm a mom
29:54Mamacita
30:01Quick, hurry up, get in
30:03What the fuck?
30:05You might not
30:07And if you don't
30:08My name is Nick Vance
30:09Cheers, bro
30:10Cheers, bro
30:10Good to see you, man
30:12How's wifey?
30:13How's lifey?
30:14Great, bro
30:14We're now dating and everything
30:16Sick
30:17Yeah, I've been staying with her for a little while
30:19I'm with Jeremiah all the time
30:20I'm with Hannah, Iris
30:21Pepe all the time?
30:22No, he honestly hasn't been showing up
30:24Really?
30:25Is there beef?
30:25There's a bunch of stuff he said
30:27There's a bunch of stuff he said
30:27Took away from Iris and I's relationship
30:30But, uh, we're not on the same page
30:32We, uh, you know, we're just not gonna be friends
30:36I'm not that surprised that, you know, that there's tension
30:39Since the beginning of time, girls will make men go crazy
30:42Pepe and I are boys
30:44I just support both of my boys at the end of the day
30:46Like, I stay out of it
30:47Where'd you get that thing, bro?
30:49Well, Andrew got it for me for Christmas
30:50Oh, really?
30:50That's fire
30:51Bro, he's dancing
30:52I gave her a present and, um, I, like, filmed it for my YouTube video or whatever
30:56And people started, like, crashing out, like
30:59Why?
30:59I guess, like, the Louis box was, it was small
31:02Oh
31:03But, like, people were like, oh, like, he didn't get her shit
31:06Yeah, yeah, yeah
31:06Oh, my God
31:08I got her something good, but
31:09That's, like, some of the toughest things
31:11Like since the villa, like, dealing with the public
31:14And, like, everyone watching everything and, like, have an opinion
31:17I think it's, like
31:17It's crazy
31:18Yeah
31:19Because, like, you kind of control, like, the narrative in a little bit of a way
31:22Like, I only let people see, like, 10%
31:25I think there is some things that we keep private
31:28But we post every day, basically
31:30It's just a part of our daily life
31:31So the public knows the majority of what's going on in our lives
31:35So I saw Alandria went to the Golden Globes
31:40Yeah, yeah
31:41You couldn't make it or something?
31:42I never got the invite in the mail
31:44Yeah, that's because my car kit moving
31:46Oh
31:46That's my home address
31:47Yeah, yeah, yeah
31:48No, but next year
31:49I really want to get into acting
31:51And, like, yeah
31:52What's your plans?
31:52Do you think you're moving out here or anything?
31:54Or, you know?
31:55I don't know, like, the DJing is so time consuming
31:57And, like, I go back and forth every other day
31:59Dude, I've been debating it forever
32:03But I don't know, it's kind of not my vibe
32:06Here?
32:06Yeah
32:06Talk about long distance, like, is that hard for you?
32:09Yeah, I mean, like, it's literally the opposite sides of the country
32:12Yeah
32:13What about you?
32:14She's in Houston, so it's, like, only two and a half hours away
32:17Oh, yeah
32:17But at the same time, it's like, she is never in Houston and I'm never in Florida
32:22So it's like
32:23You guys are so busy and everything
32:24How do you make time for each other?
32:27It's rough
32:28It's rough
32:28I mean, I'm in a club, like, probably Wednesday through Saturday
32:31And she's 99% doing a shoot throughout the week or whatever
32:35But, honestly, our schedules have been, like, aligning up pretty nicely
32:39Oh, really?
32:42Yesterday
32:42Yesterday, so we got dinner, chilled, kicked, I mean, just pray that it aligns
32:47Iris and I are the same way, but, you know, she has a lot more going on than I obviously
32:51do
32:51But I have more with, like, the real estate and the stuff over in Tampa
32:55So that's kind of, like, where we are, like, a little off schedule
33:01I've never really done a long-distance relationship before, so it's very new to me
33:05And there's a lot to learn and it's a lot to balance
33:09But Iris and I were making the long-distance work
33:11I feel like we don't get to see each other every single day, so when we are together
33:15We're making sure that it's quality time spent
33:18It's good to see you, bro
33:19Yeah
33:19Thank you for coming out, bro
33:20Of course
33:21How come you, baby, yeah
33:24How come you, hey
33:26Put me through
33:28Operator
33:29You know what to do, yeah
33:38Honey, I'm...
33:39Hi!
33:40Oh, you look good
33:41Hi, I'm good
33:42Yeah, I like this necklace
33:43Thank you
33:44Thank you
33:45You look cute
33:49Thank you
33:52So, you and TJ, how are you guys doing?
33:55You guys said, I love you, like, officially?
33:57Yeah, we were in bed, so I was like, oh, I love you
34:00Aw
34:00He's always there for me
34:02Like, you know Sebastian, like, he's always, like, there for you and always has your back
34:06That's what we needed this whole time
34:09When are you going to Aruba?
34:11During Valentine's Day
34:12I told myself no more cold places
34:14I like Tahoe, though
34:15It was beautiful
34:16It was really beautiful
34:17I was just going through it
34:19Yeah, and I felt like everybody was kind of, like, attacking you
34:21The thing is, I was just not having... like, I was not doing good
34:25And, like, I feel like that's okay
34:26I feel like my friends would, like, know that
34:30We know
34:31I just feel like people don't understand how I deal with things
34:36Because it's different than the way that they deal with things
34:39Like, I'm doing my best and it's just really hard
34:41That, like, I feel like everybody's just going against me
34:45I always say, like, you need to just be yourself
34:48And the people that like you want to be around you
34:51And the people that don't, don't, you know?
34:52Yeah
34:53And, like, that's okay
34:54Doesn't this spot on my set kind of look like a penis?
34:58It does
34:59It does
34:59That one's a penis
35:01I was staring at her right now
35:03I was like, ah!
35:04I feel dirty
35:15So cute
35:23Hi, baby
35:24How are you?
35:25Hi
35:26Hi
35:26Where's Gray?
35:30Oh, there she is
35:32Hey, what's up?
35:35Hi, guys
35:36You look good, girl
35:38You look good
35:39I'm, like, a Twilight vampire right now
35:41No, it's not fun
35:42Don't say that
35:43We love the little Edward moment, so...
35:45Oh, hi
35:46We all got the same thing
35:48Thank you so much
35:48Thank you
35:50Wow, these look good
35:51That breather was great, right?
35:53Yeah, I haven't really talked to many since the trip
35:57But, I mean, it's only been, like, a week, so...
35:59I talked to Andreina a little bit, but...
36:01Yeah, me too
36:02She was kind of nice
36:02She kind of was, like, in her corner a little bit
36:05I just wish there was, like, no animosity, no tension
36:09Obviously, like, Hannah asked me
36:11So I was like, if you're gonna ask me, I have to speak on it
36:14I understand what you're saying
36:15But I'm also really happy that you did speak your mind
36:18Because otherwise, that's something that you would've been, like, holding in
36:22Yeah
36:24All of that aside
36:25Have you spoke to Chris lately?
36:27How have you guys been?
36:30Girl...
36:31Mmm...
36:32I feel like...
36:34Mmm...
36:34What's that look?
36:36Don't piss me off
36:37I mean, I sent him a message, and I let him know that things are off
36:41I'm not sure why, but if we need to call it quick, we can
36:43Yeah
36:50I mean, I sent him a message, and I let him know that things are off
36:54I'm not sure why, but if we need to call it quick, we can
36:57Yeah
36:57You know, so I was looking for him to fix it, and...
37:00It didn't feel like that
37:02It felt almost like a drag
37:04It felt like...
37:06Yeah
37:06He was just sweeping it under the rug
37:08During the trip in Tahoe, I realized I wasn't gonna get what I needed from him in a relationship
37:13There was still a certain attentiveness that he lacked
37:16Hey, watch my board, bruh
37:18Watch your board?
37:19I gotta handle something
37:21Oh my God
37:23I'm having a hard time
37:25I'm not a baby, but at the same time
37:28When I'm with a man, I'm his baby
37:31So did you guys speak again after Tahoe?
37:33We did
37:34It was very inconsistent communication
37:37And now we've kind of like, called things off
37:39So that's where you guys stand?
37:42Yeah, we're done
37:43I don't like the story
37:44The ending was better in my head
37:47Girl, me too, but no babes
37:50I have a ride
37:52I ain't going nowhere, I know
37:55I ain't going nowhere, I know
37:57I ain't going nowhere, I have a ride
37:58Oh
38:00What's going on, brother?
38:02What up, Ryan?
38:02Big dog for a big guy
38:04I know, a big guy
38:05We got boundaries, brother
38:06Boundaries
38:09Hey, hi
38:09Hi, Maria, how are you?
38:10Hey, sorry, no
38:12Oh, you got makeup?
38:12No, it's just that my relationship and boundaries
38:16Hey
38:17Hi that phone
38:18Yeah, you stupid, man
38:20You good, though?
38:21What's happening, man?
38:22This is Koda, bro
38:23Hi, then Koda
38:24Koda's already tired?
38:25He went to the park earlier
38:27Yeah, that's... you done for the day, huh?
38:29No
38:31Koda need to hop on the gluten-free, dairy-free diet
38:34For a little bit out here that they do in L.A.
38:36He old, for real?
38:37Yeah, he's about to be eight
38:38That's why he got the Great Hill
38:39That's what I'm saying, bro
38:40Like, he's not about to be shredded
38:43I'm gonna be officially moved out here in February
38:46Word
38:46Yeah
38:47Did you find this spot?
38:48Yeah
38:48Oh, shit, okay
38:49I went Hollywood
38:50Being in L.A. the past few months
38:52And going from the East Coast to the West Coast
38:55There's definitely been adjustment
38:56But I can't lie, I can't deny this
38:58The weather and the views
39:00Yeah, I'm loving Kali, I'll say that
39:01It's just about that time
39:02All the brands and stuff work out here, too, so
39:05Yeah
39:05What up?
39:07You wanna chill here for a little bit?
39:08Yeah, bro
39:08I think Koda need a break
39:11Huh, Barry?
39:12I'm hella excited, bro
39:13Moving out here
39:13Yeah, me too, bro
39:14And then gonna spend the summer out here
39:16And stuff like that, so
39:17Uh-huh
39:17How are you, though, bro, since Tahoe?
39:19Since that whole situation and everything?
39:22Really good, bro
39:23Really?
39:24Honestly
39:24Like, that was, like
39:26Cause, obviously, we left off, like
39:28When we first talked, it was cool and everything
39:30And then Tahoe kind of, like, everything switched
39:32Yeah
39:32But, like, it was more so, like, we're cordial
39:34Like, that chapter's been closed
39:36I feel like I closed the chapter in some part of my life, bro
39:39And I'm opening up a brand new chapter out here in LA
39:41Yeah
39:41Starting fresh and stuff like that, so
39:43Yeah
39:44How you feeling post Tahoe, Oklahoma?
39:46That was a lot
39:47How's stuff with you and Koda?
39:50We're done
39:51Really?
39:52Mm-hmm
39:53Yeah, I told her
39:54We should just be friends, bro
39:56I just don't think I can meet the expectations that she has
39:59Just where I am in life right now, bro
40:01Yeah
40:01I can't be stressed and worried about getting that done
40:07Coco was raised by a single dad
40:09And, you know, he instilled some expectations and treatment that, you know, a man should be giving her
40:14Which any dad should do
40:15I would do that for my own daughter
40:17I think when you're on the other side and you're actually dating the girl that has those expectations from her
40:23father, I think it's a little tough
40:24What do you think she's saying to the girls right now about you?
40:28I'm not really tripping, bro
40:31Another one bites the dust
40:32Wait, so you guys are, like, done? You called it quits?
40:36I gave him some space and then kind of reached out
40:39I kind of let him know, like, hey, I'm gonna keep it a band with you
40:42I feel like our exchange hasn't been as fluent
40:44In the beginning, I feel like you were really invested and excited to get closer to me
40:49But I feel like now, I'm not really sure how you feel
40:52And then I go on Instagram and, like, he's outside with Brian
40:56He went to the club over the weekend without you?
41:01I was just like, oh, well, maybe he's just dealing with whatever personal things he has going on
41:06And then I go on Instagram and I'm like, oh, you're at the club in a section
41:11You're outside
41:13And I'm inside waiting for your text
41:15Did you speak with him after the club or did you just see him in the club?
41:19I did, I did
41:19Okay, so you kind of confronted him about that
41:21I did, I sent him a message
41:22I know I kind of brought it up the other night, but I'm bringing it up again because it's kind
41:26of weighing on me
41:27I want you to be happy getting closer to a person you really, really like
41:31And if this is truly not that, we don't have to do this
41:34The reason he gave didn't feel legitimate and we both agreed, like, let's just call it a quid
41:39I really wish we would have just stayed friends
41:41He doesn't have the experience of having, like, a girlfriend right in front of him that he has to court
41:47regularly
41:48You know what I mean?
41:49Yeah
41:49I just don't have the energy to teach a 27-year-old man how to do that
41:54No
41:55There's nothing wrong with that at all
41:57Like, you know exactly what you want
41:59And if you weren't getting exactly what you want, like, you're not trying to waste your time
42:04You're not trying to waste his time
42:05And it's not even a one, it's just a bare minimum, you know?
42:07When you get to know somebody, it's dating
42:10It's going out and, like, courting properly and, like, being attentive
42:14And, like, because you want to pay attention to what this person does and how this person is
42:18I just, I require that kind of attentiveness
42:22Shay, I mean, you tried
42:24Shay, I mean, you tried
42:24Yeah, I did
42:25I really tried
42:26I stepped up romantically
42:29Um, I handle situations in a grown matter, in my opinion
42:34With me dating Coco for these last two, three months
42:37I think it gave me a new perception on what I want for my future
42:41It gave me even more of a clear head of what I won't tolerate
42:45What I will put up with and what I will accept
42:49And also what I want going forward
42:51I think I need to date older
42:53Someone who's more established
42:55I want a queen, bro, I don't want a princess
42:57Mmm
42:59Like, I want my girl to have her own
43:01I want my girl to be established with her career
43:04And what she wants in life
43:05Knows what she wants and how she wants to go about it
43:08Like, a real woman
43:11Not a girl that's still chasing princess treatment
43:16All the time
43:17Damn, sheesh
43:18That's really a lot, fam
43:21Granted, see how you feel, bro
43:22Shit
43:23Didn't really work out
43:25I think for now it's single Chris on 26
43:28On your time?
43:29On my time
43:30What I want to do
43:31Where I want to go
43:31Okay
43:32Leaving the seatbelt open
43:33Riding dirty
43:35Yes
43:36Enough about me, honey
43:38Look, look
43:38Y'all peep this off lunch
43:41Pause, what do you mean?
43:42Girl, she talking about Austin child
43:45Oh!
43:47You know, seeing Austin post his relationship
43:51With the girl that he had told me
43:54He wasn't going in that direction with
43:56It was kind of a shock
43:59But at the same time
44:00No, it wasn't
44:01Because I always knew that there was something going on
44:04He just kind of made me feel like I was crazy
44:06And it's like
44:09Baby, I mean
44:09Clearly I wasn't
44:10Clearly she wasn't
44:12I didn't imagine
44:12I really just want Austin to be happy
44:14And if this makes him happy
44:16Then I'm happy for him
44:18So I don't feel any sort of animosity towards him
44:21It was just kind of like
44:25People lost us
44:26And that's not our loss
44:28But we have each other
44:29And we found each other
44:30Yeah
44:30Through our hearts
44:32Yeah
44:33And like, I'm so grateful
44:34Like, I see you guys at my wedding
44:36Like, I see you guys going through life experiences
44:38Stop, I won't cry, stop
44:39But do you know what I mean?
44:41Like, you know, it's really special
44:42And we're so lucky
44:43Because this is what we wanted through it
44:45You know?
44:46And just because we didn't find it with everyone
44:48How lucky are we to have found it with even just us?
44:51Oof
44:52So, don't cry
44:53Don't cry
44:56That's when I came into the Love Island experience
44:59Like, hoping for
45:01Girl
45:02You know?
45:03Don't make me cry
45:04And
45:09Maybe we're silly
45:11For having our heart as much as we did
45:13But
45:14I'm just
45:14I'm glad
45:16Like
45:16At least we have each other
45:18No matter where you go
45:21You are never alone
45:37Oh my god, damn
45:40This is way more work than I expected
45:44Aw
45:45My nursing graduation cat
45:47I'm gonna put this here for now
45:49Oh my gosh
45:53To finally be in my own place
45:55My own apartment
45:56My own castle
45:58It feels so free
46:00And
46:00Papa Papaya approves
46:03I don't like this
46:04I don't like this
46:05It's like a flower
46:06Growing out of power shit
46:08I still can see the look in his face
46:11That he doesn't want to let his little papaya go
46:14But he does approve and he knows that I'm safe
46:17Which is the most important part
46:19This is crazy
46:20Like how much the lip gloss a girl needs
46:25Ah
46:27I'm Miss Clarkies
46:30Amaya
46:30What's up baby girl
46:32I miss you
46:33I miss you more
46:35I'm at my castle
46:37And no matter how much I unpack bro
46:39The boxes just keep coming big
46:42It's like a bad nightmare
46:43There's always more
46:44There's more
46:45There's always more
46:47But no honestly like I'm really happy that
46:50I just finally have a place where I could call home
46:53Just a place where I feel like I've worked for you know
46:57I'm so happy for you oh my god
47:00Wait do you want to see
47:00Do you want to see the apartment?
47:01Did I show you?
47:02Give me a tour
47:03Okay let me give you a tour
47:05This is one of my closets
47:06We're trying to do what I was saying
47:08Period period
47:09This is the bathroom
47:10I'm going to make this into like old Hollywood country style
47:14And I also have a balcony
47:15You can see the water
47:17Wait literally you can see the water from here
47:19And then that's the city
47:21Oh my god
47:23The fact that I'm here
47:24Been in my home together
47:25It's like wow
47:27I can't believe it
47:28I can't believe it
47:30I'm just very very proud of myself
47:31And I am happy to
47:33Basically just make that little girl and me smile
47:36I just also wanted to say thank you
47:39You were such a great support system on this journey
47:42Really does mean a lot
47:43And I really do have a lot of love for you
47:45Seeing all of my friends do these amazing big things
47:49And accomplish these crazy goals
47:51Is very motivating
47:53And I have so many things that I want to accomplish
47:55Putting myself back into the cheer world
47:57Owning multiple businesses
48:00And just continuing to grow into the best version
48:03Of myself
48:05What's tea
48:06What's next for Amaya Papaya?
48:10Um
48:11I'm just going to continue on
48:15Following my journey
48:18I'm so proud of you
48:20You're doing big things
48:21And even bigger
48:23It's coming up
48:23They don't even know Amaya
48:25When somebody calls your name
48:27You just have to go for it
48:29You know
48:29Exactly
48:29It's your passion
48:30This past year just taught me a lot of resilience
48:33And to keep on having faith
48:35And when life give you lemons
48:37Make the fucking lemonade
48:38I just see Amaya Papaya not stopping
48:41Men who are gynecologist kind of freak me out
48:44You know I got a 97 on my vagina exam
48:48We didn't get the happy ending on the villa in Fiji
48:51But this ending is better
48:53Yeah
48:53This is so cute
48:54Will you be my girlfriend?
48:55Oh yes
48:56TJ
48:57This is the way it was supposed to be
48:59And
48:59Look at us now
49:00Look at us now
49:01We made it
49:02We made it
49:08What is this?
49:14Taylor
49:14I never would have thought
49:16I could be doing long-distance
49:18I don't think anybody would choose this
49:23It's strengthened our relationship
49:25It has made me more hopeful for what the future looks like for us
49:32Christmas, PJs, to Friendsgiving.
49:35My life in a year should have been my life over the span of like six years.
49:40There are so many opportunities that lie ahead.
49:43I want to travel the world, have fun, get married, and have babies.
49:48You know, I met somebody yesterday and she told me I'm gluten-free.
49:53Fuck is gluten.
49:54My first time in the West Coast was this past summer and now I'm moving here.
49:58It's so crazy and this experience, it forced me to change in a lot of ways.
50:02That I needed to change and hearing people like my mom say I changed, it means a lot.
50:17I'm so glad that I went on this crazy-ass show and met you.
50:22And guess what?
50:24We have more crazy-ass memories to be more made, okay?
50:26So get prepared.
50:27Make sure that buckle seat is buckle up.
50:32A good night, sir!
50:37Why not bring a white Christmas to L.A.?
50:42Come on, sir!
50:45Tomorrow night, a new Bromson enters the building.
50:49Yeah, guys, like, I got a few properties.
50:56That was good.
50:58I got a few properties.
50:58I got a few properties.
51:00I got a few properties.
51:01I got a few properties.
51:01I got a few properties.
51:02I got a few properties.
51:02I got a few properties.
51:02I got a few properties.
51:02I got a few properties.
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