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The Summer My Heart Stopped Isode
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00:00:02my name is isabel spencer the summer i graduated high school in the sweltering june heat
00:00:09i died in the days leading up to my death i recorded secret videos for my crush
00:00:15but he didn't see them until 10 years later and here is the story of my life
00:00:26murder how dare you show up to this school just leave yeah beat it if you hadn't gotten
00:00:31caught up with those gangsters alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying
00:00:35to save you you're the reason he died he bled out on the street because of you the worst part
00:00:40is you didn't even show up to court to testify so now his murders are walking free because of you
00:00:47alex was your best friend his dad was like a father to you i mean how could you do this
00:00:51to him
00:00:51don't you even feel a shred of guilt hey we're talking to you answer me
00:01:01nothing i say is gonna change your mind anyway you selfish skink i'm gonna put you in your place
00:01:07for alex
00:01:30alex i was gonna go to the court but then i had another heart attack
00:01:33so i had surgery and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks
00:01:38too bad you didn't just die
00:01:43maybe i should have just died right then and there
00:01:52due to the absence of witness testimony the court has concluded that the cause of mr stephen
00:01:58brooks's death cannot be determined the case is hereby dismissed and both defendants are acquitted
00:02:06how could you not be here isabel alex's dad died because of me
00:02:21alex want to share
00:02:34come on izzy you need to keep a heart healthy diet
00:02:43here have mine
00:02:47i get why you hate me i just never thought i'd hurt this much god what a dumbass i mean
00:02:53the guy's a
00:02:54fireman right not a cop plus he went in there with no weapon he's basically asking to get stabbed to
00:02:58death
00:03:05no one talks about my dad am i wrong though if i could play the hero pay the price he
00:03:10got what he
00:03:10deserved
00:03:11fuck you
00:03:25alex stop
00:03:27alex stop
00:03:33alex don't be like this your dad wouldn't want it if you need to then just
00:03:37take it out on me take it out on me take it out on you fine go fucking die isabel
00:03:46don't worry alex we'll get your wish soon isabel the surgery went well but your heart
00:03:53can't handle the stress of any more procedures you have about one month left to live at most
00:04:11you're looking for these yes thank you do you seriously think that you can get away with the
00:04:16murder by pretending to be little miss er
00:04:22no
00:04:25said you needed them right then lick them up
00:04:33is that the brand new phone who gave you the money for that was it the murderers who bribed you
00:04:37to
00:04:38stay silent my mom gave it to me oh oh touchy much why are we so nervous is it because
00:04:45you have
00:04:45incriminating evidence on here all the videos i made for alex are on there i can't let them see those
00:04:50hi alex i just wanted to say that i love you i might not ever get a chance to tell
00:04:58you in person so
00:05:00give it to hold her hold her hold her oh let's use face id to unlock it i want to
00:05:07see what kind
00:05:07of dirty little secrets this is hiding smile sweetheart
00:05:19hi alex i just wanted to say that
00:05:25what are you doing alex help
00:05:34alex help we were uh we were just trying to get back at her for you bro right this starts
00:05:39in five
00:05:39minutes get your asses to the pool right it's been practice i almost thought he was here to save me
00:05:47you idiots want to get kicked off varsity go
00:05:56alex can i join you for your swim practice i can be your personal cheerleader
00:06:05coming to the swim meet tomorrow we've already got an army of fangirls going
00:06:10it doesn't matter if i go you really don't know
00:06:14you know what i don't care about those other girls i only want you cheering me on
00:06:26yeah sure
00:06:37alex you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me
00:06:42i'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again your court's decision
00:06:47isn't going to change i'm not going to give up
00:06:49not until the murderers who killed alex's father brought to justice
00:06:56that's the judge
00:06:59jeez
00:07:03miss spencer the case is closed and i'm not reopening it
00:07:08it's over i'll testify please reopen the case
00:07:20hey alex so today i went to go see judge roberts
00:07:25i tried to get him to reopen the case but he said no
00:07:30i'm not going to give up though i promised you
00:07:35and i'm going to keep my word
00:07:39hey love bug how was school oh my what happened is someone bullying you at school
00:07:48well i just fell how everyone at school loves me listen i have great news the lawyer finally called me
00:07:55back and he said we might be able to reopen the brooks case we're finally going to take those killers
00:08:01to
00:08:01justice
00:08:04that's creepy i know honey just unexpectedly judge roberts just changed his mind you should tell alex the good news
00:08:14no not yet i don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out
00:08:17i know this is important to you but don't forget to take care of your own
00:08:21well don't worry about me all right i want to get justice for alex's dad
00:08:26when did my little girl grow up so fast all right go get him tiger but no i love you
00:08:33to the moon and back
00:08:36i love you too mom
00:08:38you know some people they say they have the best mom but i really do have the best mom
00:08:50mrs spencer your daughter only has a month left
00:08:55i'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days
00:09:08i wish alex was here
00:09:27i wish alex
00:09:29did he get so ripped
00:09:32don't pretend i saw you checking me out
00:09:35you no no i was just spacing out
00:09:38oh really you're telling me that this doesn't make you drool
00:09:42you could trip butt naked and it would do nothing for me
00:09:46yeah then let's put that to the test
00:09:48do it i dare you okay
00:10:17oh god oh god i didn't see anything
00:10:19mom i swear
00:10:37hey alex i've got notes from chemistry you missed it because of practice um you gotta study up if we're
00:10:45going to the same college
00:10:53what are you
00:10:59why would i want to go to the same college as you
00:11:06so i made up my mind i'm gonna go to princeton for undergrad
00:11:11and then columbia for med school and once i graduate and join doctors without borders
00:11:19what about you i'll go wherever you go
00:11:25i just wanted to help you study
00:11:28your mom wants you to go to a good school
00:11:30my mom is in a mental hospital because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered and the
00:11:38people who did it got to walk away as if nothing ever happened
00:11:44and who do you think is responsible for that sorry sorry you're sorry you think that's enough
00:11:52the sorry is going to bring my dad back and sorry is going to help my mom
00:11:57now i'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies
00:12:00no remember this i will never forgive you not for the rest of my life
00:12:17alex brooks alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick
00:12:23you practically killed his father now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine
00:12:31she's right i shouldn't even be here
00:12:35why come to school if i don't even have a future ahead of me
00:12:42alex if you don't want to see me i'll stay out of your sight
00:12:47please i know it hurts and i know that you're mad
00:12:50don't give up on your own future
00:13:14that beside spots reserved
00:13:20reserved since when always has been always will be
00:13:25i always want you by my side beautiful great congratulations
00:13:33great cheese awesome can i see oh sure
00:13:38would i be able to get it like like this big that's like wedding picture big for a funeral actually
00:13:49my funeral
00:13:52a funeral why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:13:58because i'm about to die yeah you've been saying that since
00:14:01kindergarten come up with a new line already
00:14:05let's race whoever gets to the top first win this yummy candy
00:14:09i can't my mommy does my heart to me if i run i'll die
00:14:18i'll never ever race you again isabel please don't die
00:14:23when i grow up i'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever
00:14:31if you are gonna die i don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven so be a good girl and
00:14:37go to hell
00:14:42congratulations everybody now that college acceptance letters are in and graduation is just around the
00:14:49corner you are in the home stretch but this is not the time for senioritis let's make these last few
00:14:56weeks
00:14:57count and finish strong all right
00:15:05alex where'd you get in
00:15:11what are you gonna major in pre-med oh you want to be a doctor how come
00:15:23i'm going to become a doctor i'm going to fix your arm i won't let you die
00:15:31it's a promise
00:15:37tell my mom at least alex hasn't given up on his future i'll be a nurse we can work at
00:15:44the same
00:15:44hospital together ooh who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance you guys would be perfect for each
00:16:01other
00:16:05forget that freak hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:16:23hey love book it's me mom i'm right here oh thank god you're awake
00:16:33okay i think it's okay if i take a break from school yes of course i think your teachers will
00:16:43understand this is great now i get to spend more time with my precious girl if i don't go to
00:16:50school
00:16:51maybe alex can graduate in peace
00:17:02wait what's isabel's mom doing here
00:17:07mr mills i wanted to let you know that isabel will be taking a leave of absence
00:17:28isabel are you dropping out of school
00:17:31why do you care i thought you don't want to see me just answer me are you dropping out or
00:17:36not
00:17:37do you want to stay out of your sight there you go again doing everything on your terms
00:17:42you owe me that means i decide how you repay me isabel if you drop out you are throwing your
00:17:48college
00:17:48dreams out the window you think trashing your future is going to make up for my dad's death
00:17:53it's not that damn simple isabel is going to take your medication wait isabel you at the hospital
00:18:05hey alex uh 10 days till graduation they keep poking me so i have all these bruises
00:18:14a few days ago i went into heart failure again so they put me on a resuscitation machine people don't
00:18:21normally live past that but i did but i won't die not until i bring your father's murderers to justice
00:18:29isabel
00:18:29are you here to see me
00:18:41why are you wearing a beanie in june and what's wrong with your hair
00:18:48your hair
00:18:55i was just trying to look that's all so you can admit it if you're here to see me
00:19:04picking up some meds for my mom your mom
00:19:08okay well you should go you probably you don't want to keep her waiting isabel
00:19:13are you really dropping out of school why don't you lay around the hospital when everyone knows
00:19:18you're not actually dying playing the victim i guess just as always how'd you lose so much weight in a
00:19:26week is she actually sick are you worried about me dying maybe she's tricking me again worried about
00:19:33you dying as if pain in asses like you don't die that easily my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:19:41she better be there and testify no more vanishing acts don't worry we'll let you down
00:19:57your honor in the previous trial our key witness to the murder of mr stephen brooks isabel spencer
00:20:03was not able to testify due to medical reasons but today she's here
00:20:10mr logan where is your witness she promised she'd be here please just wait a little longer
00:20:16classic isabel i knew i shouldn't have trusted her if there's no new evidence to be presented
00:20:24then the court's ruling is
00:20:30i'm here i'll testify
00:20:36i isabel spencer promise that my testimony is the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth
00:20:43on the night of june 18th i was walking home alone
00:20:48it was them i never forget their faces they tried to assault me help but mr brooks he saved me
00:21:06he said he lost his life
00:21:09help please please somebody help he died trying to save me
00:21:18based on the new witnesses testimony the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross
00:21:34guilty of murder in the second degree and sentences them to 20 years in state prison
00:21:42see alex i meant what i said i promised i'd bring your dad's killers to justice
00:22:01i'm sorry i should have been here the first time my mom was unusually lucid today she said that i
00:22:10shouldn't resent you anymore do you still resent me i don't know but every time that i look at you
00:22:18it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom fell apart i don't think we should see
00:22:25each other again
00:22:27okay
00:22:30i'm going to die soon alex so don't worry this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to
00:22:36me
00:22:59this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:05i don't think we should see each other again
00:23:31i don't think we should see each other again
00:23:39um what day is it june 9th why
00:23:44you have a date to the dance no
00:23:48what hey what if we just went together
00:23:52is that like a formal invite i mean if it was what would your answer be
00:24:02yes cool i'll see you at the day of the dance then
00:24:15today's a crowd dance
00:24:17i have to go
00:24:18oh isabelle your heart
00:24:19mom please
00:24:21this might be the only dance i ever get to go to
00:24:27i know i can't actually dance but maybe maybe i can watch
00:24:33fine i'm not gonna stop you from seeing alex but take it easy all right we've had enough close
00:24:38calls at the er thank you mom i love you i love you
00:24:54you seriously still struggling with this it's so easy
00:24:58maybe i just want you to tie my bow ties for the rest of my life
00:25:03dummy
00:25:13what happened to isabel i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:19i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:36alex
00:25:49have a nice life alex now you can say goodbye to me forever just like you wanted
00:26:13come on
00:26:14come on the answer this way
00:26:19izzy izzy oh my god hey mom i'm gonna take you to the hospital
00:26:25go
00:26:27go
00:26:28go
00:26:35go
00:26:37go
00:26:37go
00:26:38go
00:26:38go
00:26:55Is he?
00:26:58What the hell, Alex?
00:27:01Why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with me?
00:27:03Don't call her that!
00:27:06Ready for her, ready for her.
00:27:08Next year, ready for her.
00:27:13What's wrong?
00:27:15Nothing, thanks.
00:27:22Spencer?
00:27:23Alex, please come.
00:27:25Isabel, she's about to die.
00:27:30Alex!
00:27:31Alex, where are you?
00:27:36No, no, no, this can't be real.
00:27:45Isabel, you can't die.
00:27:47Isabel, you can't die.
00:27:59Isabel!
00:28:00Young man, you can't be in here.
00:28:02You need to leave.
00:28:03No, no, I'm not leaving.
00:28:04That's my Isabel, that's my Isabel.
00:28:06I need to see her.
00:28:08No, no, no, no.
00:28:19This can't be real.
00:28:41Is this your friend a young lady?
00:28:43No, it's not her.
00:28:52Please, Spencer, please just pick up.
00:28:58Excuse me, do you know what room Isabel Spencer's in?
00:29:04She's 18, hair down to here, she's really thin, big, beautiful eyes, the kind you never forget.
00:29:11Alex?
00:29:14Looking for me?
00:29:19Wait, what?
00:29:21Isabel.
00:29:24What's going on?
00:29:25Your mom called and said you were about to die.
00:29:28Are you okay?
00:29:31My mom, she's so overdramatic, I just had a minor surgery.
00:29:34It's completely fine.
00:29:37What, do you think this is funny or something?
00:29:40What?
00:29:41Jesus Christ, Isabel, what, you had your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death?
00:29:47What's next, huh?
00:29:49You're going to invite me to your fake fucking funeral?
00:29:52This is not what happened.
00:29:53No, no, no, don't call me again.
00:29:54Not even on your deathbed.
00:29:56Because I don't care anymore.
00:29:58Not one fucking bit.
00:30:17Isabel, what are you doing out here?
00:30:19You just got out of surgery.
00:30:23What's that, Alex?
00:30:26Baby, I'm sorry.
00:30:27I called him.
00:30:28I just thought it was important for you guys to have closure.
00:30:32It's okay, Mom.
00:30:33It doesn't matter.
00:30:36Can we go home?
00:30:37I really don't want to die.
00:30:51Hey, Alex.
00:30:52Five days till graduation.
00:30:56You said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday, but I know you didn't mean them.
00:31:04Sometimes I just get sad, thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were.
00:31:10But I want you to be happy.
00:31:14And so I hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit.
00:31:23Do you remember this?
00:31:26You left it here.
00:31:29It means a lot to me.
00:31:53I don't want to die for a gin.
00:32:00Yeah, but why me?
00:32:04Because you're my best friend.
00:32:07The only one who'd agree to do this.
00:32:10The only person who wouldn't think I'm crazy for making such a request.
00:32:14Yeah.
00:32:15Great.
00:32:16Okay.
00:32:17Then, um, how do you want to get started?
00:32:21You tell me I'm the virgin here.
00:32:25Well, uh, actually, you're not the only virgin here.
00:32:30Now, what about the cheerleader last summer?
00:32:33That was just a rumor, Izzy.
00:32:35I'm not the hookup kind of guy.
00:32:38Actually, I should have been waiting.
00:32:43Waiting for what?
00:32:47I've been waiting for you, Izzy.
00:32:50I wanted you to be my first.
00:32:54Nothing.
00:32:56I'm ready if you are.
00:33:13I'm ready, too.
00:33:19I'll be gentle.
00:33:21I promise.
00:33:32That's my first kiss.
00:33:34Me, too.
00:33:52Oh my god, am I really losing my virginity to my best friend?
00:34:01What the hell are you kids doing?
00:34:08Homework is the last thing you gave me, so now it is time to give it back.
00:34:31Alex? Anyone home?
00:34:52So he got into Princeton, too.
00:34:58Since we were five, Alex and I have spent countless hours together in this room, playing games, building
00:35:06blanket forts, all kinds of stupid stuff, but I never come in here anymore.
00:35:14Not since Alex's dad died.
00:35:26My eyes are up here.
00:35:28Yeah, sorry. Just people at school said you have three nipples, and I was just curious.
00:35:37You're not seriously listening to those rumors. You could have just asked me.
00:35:42Yeah. Sorry. You're right. Definitely shouldn't listen to those idiots.
00:35:50You know what? Just to prove the gossip wrong.
00:35:54I'll show you. What?
00:36:04So? How many do I have?
00:36:07Two. Two. Perfect. One.
00:36:17Hmm.
00:36:19This will probably be the last time I'm ever in this room.
00:36:22Hmm.
00:36:26Goodbye, Alex.
00:36:34Oh my god, Alex. You're finally showing me your room.
00:36:38Will I be the first girl who's seen it?
00:36:48Well, I never thought I'd set foot inside the room of the Alex Brooks.
00:36:56Zoe, it's late. I think you should leave.
00:36:59Don't be such a killjoy, Alex. I have a surprise for you.
00:37:03I have a surprise for you, love.
00:37:13Yes, so I should definitely leave.
00:37:17You sure you want me to leave?
00:37:18You said your parents are out.
00:37:20Which means we have the whole place to ourselves.
00:37:27I can do anything that you want, Alex.
00:37:30I'm yours.
00:37:35See?
00:37:36I'm already wet for you.
00:37:46Yes.
00:37:47Oh, that's it.
00:37:50Oh, that's it, baby.
00:37:52Alex, do you want me?
00:37:54Yes, Izita wants you.
00:37:57Did Alex just say my name?
00:38:01What did you say?
00:38:03Did you just call me Izzy?
00:38:07Uh...
00:38:08I...
00:38:09Uh...
00:38:12Uh...
00:38:14Uh...
00:38:17Uh...
00:38:17Uh...
00:38:20Uh...
00:38:21Uh...
00:38:21Uh...
00:38:21Uh...
00:38:21Is it gone?
00:38:22What are you doing in my closet?
00:38:26Uh...
00:38:30Alex, I'm so sorry. I didn't know you'd be back.
00:38:34What the fuck? Isabel, what are you doing here?
00:38:37What else? She's being a creepy stalker, as usual.
00:38:41Seriously, Isabel? Hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking?
00:38:44Alex, no, that's not what I was doing. I just...
00:38:47I just... I'm just going to return something to you. It's yours.
00:38:53What the hell is that?
00:38:54Just...
00:38:56A raggedy old t-shirt?
00:39:00Alex, is this yours?
00:39:10You sure you want this?
00:39:13100%.
00:39:17What? You think you can win Alex back with a dirty old t-shirt?
00:39:21No, that's not what...
00:39:22Alex, do you even want this?
00:39:35Why would I want some dirty raggedy t-shirt?
00:39:38Means nothing to me.
00:39:42Hear that?
00:39:43Get the fuck out!
00:39:45Alex doesn't want you here!
00:39:50She's right.
00:39:52You should leave.
00:39:59Don't let that loser ruin the mood.
00:40:01I know that you only said her name because you hate her so much.
00:40:06I can help you forget all about her.
00:40:09Sorry, stop. I'm not in the mood.
00:40:10Oh, wait. We can try something else, then.
00:40:14You'll love it.
00:40:17Zoe, I'm serious. Stop.
00:40:19Stop resisting. It's going to feel amazing.
00:40:22I promise.
00:40:26I said no. Leave me the fuck alone.
00:40:28What the fuck is wrong with you, Alex?
00:40:31You're sick in the head just like that psycho freak, Isabel.
00:40:34I fucking hate you, asshole.
00:40:41Damn it, Isabel.
00:40:43How do you make everything so fucking difficult?
00:41:01Where is it? It should be right here.
00:41:03Looking for this?
00:41:09Looking for this?
00:41:13I mean, don't think it means something.
00:41:17Whatever.
00:41:18I just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it.
00:41:36Good morning, sunshine.
00:41:38I made pancakes.
00:41:42Hey, Mom.
00:41:44I'm going to the care home to visit Alex's mom.
00:41:47Don't worry. I'll be back soon.
00:41:51Miss Brooks?
00:41:52Sorry it took me so long to visit.
00:41:54I know that it's because of me that you're like this.
00:41:58If it wasn't for me, then you and Mr. Brooks would still be together.
00:42:02Happily in love like before.
00:42:09I have missed you, my love.
00:42:11I have been thinking about you all day.
00:42:14Even when training your new recruits?
00:42:16Even while putting out fires and rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree.
00:42:23Gross.
00:42:30If I could turn back time, I'd make it so that he never saved me that night.
00:42:34don't don't cry my dear you ruin your pretty face okay i'll stop good news
00:42:42alex got into princeton and what about you my dear i'm not going anywhere
00:42:48ever i'll probably die here be buried here for all eternity
00:42:56what are you talking about
00:43:00alex i was just visiting your mom i didn't know you'd be here too
00:43:04what are you saying okay you know she's on one you know she can't handle any more stress right now
00:43:09alex i'm torturing me not enough you really need to drag my mom into this too
00:43:17hey don't speak to a lady like that are those for me yes mom they're uh yellow roses
00:43:25your favorite you remember how dad used to always bring you those
00:43:35steven steven you're back
00:43:38oh i missed you so much you were gone fighting fires for so long this time
00:43:46isabel
00:43:52been thinking about it about my parents and about us
00:43:58i think i figured it out i don't hate you anymore
00:44:03really but what happened
00:44:06it can't be undone
00:44:08i can't go back to how things were
00:44:21so after graduation
00:44:23i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:44:25and we are going to forget everything in it
00:44:29including you
00:44:31you see
00:44:37this is a goodbye alex
00:44:40forever
00:44:42goodbye my izzy
00:44:54steven let's go
00:45:11i heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital
00:45:18it's not just brilliant it's ridiculously hot
00:45:25hello everybody welcome to the presbyterian hospital for the next three months i will be your attending physician
00:45:34all right so that's all from me there are no further questions you're free to go
00:45:42actually i did have a question
00:45:45are you from after work
00:45:48shelly right
00:45:49yeah i'm sorry
00:45:51i'm busy
00:45:52and
00:45:53this is a hospital
00:45:55please adhere to the dress codes
00:45:57thank you
00:46:00dude that was harsh
00:46:02would it really kill you to cut me some slack
00:46:04i've known you since college
00:46:05i've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl
00:46:09yeah
00:46:10hey but
00:46:11chicks aren't your thing man
00:46:12i'm not the one to judge
00:46:13fuck off man
00:46:14mind your own business for once
00:46:20yo alex how you been man
00:46:21our 10 year high school reunion's coming up soon
00:46:24you going
00:46:27i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:46:29and we are going to forget
00:46:30everything in it
00:46:31including you
00:46:32you see
00:46:35isabelle
00:46:36are you going to be there
00:46:48yo alex you made it man
00:46:49hey man
00:46:53look who's here everyone
00:46:54the legend of evergreen high
00:46:57the captain of the swim team
00:46:58alex brooks
00:47:02i envy you
00:47:03you disappeared for 10 years
00:47:05and everybody still loves you
00:47:06was everyone invited
00:47:07yeah
00:47:08i'm pretty sure everyone's coming
00:47:09oh except for zoe
00:47:11she's getting divorced from her third husband
00:47:13uh i guess you probably don't care about that
00:47:17why were you expecting to see
00:47:21no one
00:47:22isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways
00:47:25after all the terrible things i said
00:47:28i can't blame her
00:47:29i can't blame her
00:47:32i don't know who you're waiting for
00:47:34your little uh childhood sweetheart isabel
00:47:37what do they call her little miss uh
00:47:38little miss emergency room
00:47:40and don't call her that
00:47:43dude
00:47:44come on man
00:47:45don't be so
00:47:46i hurt
00:47:48your little izzy's dead
00:47:50nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a grimmied yard
00:47:53what the fuck did you just
00:47:54whoa whoa
00:47:55hey whoa whoa hey man
00:47:57you were drunk
00:47:57back off
00:47:58i ain't drunk
00:47:59shit i've never been much sober in my life
00:48:02remember that one time
00:48:03by the swimming pool
00:48:04when we roasted her super hard
00:48:06hey
00:48:06man get your shit together
00:48:08no no no let him finish
00:48:11attention everyone
00:48:12it's show and tell time
00:48:14and boy oh boy
00:48:15do i have something juicy to share with you all
00:48:18see this
00:48:19it's someone's precious little bucket list
00:48:21things i want to do before i die
00:48:24number one
00:48:24travel to paris
00:48:25number two
00:48:26set off fireworks on the beach
00:48:27no no no no no
00:48:28that's my bucket list
00:48:29number three
00:48:30go to prom with alex
00:48:31number four
00:48:32lose my virginity to alex
00:48:36everybody shut up
00:48:39alex i
00:48:40bro she wants you to pop her cherry
00:48:43go home and take her to pound town
00:48:49how embarrassing
00:48:50it only makes me hate you even more
00:48:59see that
00:49:00alex hates you
00:49:02and now everybody knows
00:49:03that you're not the innocent virgin
00:49:05you pretend to be
00:49:06you're just
00:49:07a dirty slut
00:49:08who wants to get railed
00:49:09by the team captain
00:49:12well
00:49:12then i guess it's time to wash
00:49:14those dirty thoughts
00:49:14out of your head
00:49:16how about we're in the pool
00:49:17no i can't swim
00:49:26alex
00:49:27help me
00:49:29god what did i do
00:49:30i could have saved her
00:49:33man
00:49:34that was fun
00:49:35i think she got sick for like a month
00:49:38after that
00:49:38and her health just got worse
00:49:40and worse
00:49:42and before long
00:49:43she was dead
00:49:45donezo
00:49:49you asshole
00:49:50how could you do that
00:49:51she has a heart condition
00:49:54you piece of fucking shit
00:49:58what the fuck
00:49:59man
00:50:00you don't act like you want a part of this
00:50:02can you just stood there
00:50:03and let it all happen
00:50:04why would i want some
00:50:06dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:50:07means nothing to me
00:50:22too bad you didn't just die
00:50:26you just stood there
00:50:27and let it all happen
00:50:32you know looking back on it now
00:50:34i think we really did go too far
00:50:35with isabel
00:50:37i just wish that it wasn't too late
00:50:39to say we're sorry
00:50:40you said you invited everybody
00:50:43where is izzy
00:50:45dude
00:50:45do you really not know
00:50:47not know what
00:50:49alex
00:50:50isabel died ten years ago
00:50:52right after graduation
00:51:00now you're messing with me man
00:51:02i mean there's no way she could be dead
00:51:04i'm not messing with you
00:51:06all right my uncle works for the county clerk's office
00:51:09he helped mrs spencer register her death
00:51:12i don't believe it
00:51:14no it has to be a different isabel spencer
00:51:16my izzy is not dead
00:51:36she must have moved
00:51:45the number you have dialed
00:51:46is not in service
00:51:50the number you have dialed
00:51:52is not in service
00:51:53the number you have dialed
00:51:55the number you have dialed
00:51:56is not in service
00:52:02no
00:52:02no no she can't be dead
00:52:05i'm gonna find her
00:52:07i'm gonna find her
00:52:21who sent this to my house
00:52:33isabel is this some kind of joke
00:52:35why didn't you show up at the reunion
00:52:38why is everyone saying you're dead
00:52:41they're just fake rumors right
00:52:43message me back when you see this
00:52:54is he
00:52:55is he
00:52:57alex are you at the house
00:53:00oh hi mom
00:53:00remember to clean everything up
00:53:02yeah yeah i will
00:53:03yeah i will
00:53:05yeah i will
00:53:23it's for a funeral
00:53:24actually
00:53:25my funeral
00:53:26a funeral
00:53:27why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:53:312016
00:53:32isabel sent me this 10 years ago
00:53:59hi alex
00:54:03i am recording a special video series for you
00:54:07gosh i look so pale
00:54:08anyway
00:54:09tomorrow
00:54:10we are one year away from graduation
00:54:12and i'm gonna make you a video every single day
00:54:15and then on graduation
00:54:16i will give them all to you
00:54:18and tell you i have a crush on you
00:54:22don't you remember isabel
00:54:24i told you how i feel about you
00:54:32i told you i wouldn't let you drown
00:54:37isabel
00:54:39i like you
00:54:44i know we've been saying that since you were like fire
00:54:46no i mean
00:54:52who's there
00:54:59oh my god
00:55:00is he hard right now
00:55:16got you now you brats
00:55:23i'm sorry isabel
00:55:27i didn't let you drown
00:55:28but i let you down
00:55:31i might have been a little bit braver
00:55:33but just a little bit more persistent
00:55:36i could have told you how i felt
00:55:40hi alex
00:55:43275 days till graduation
00:55:44i know you want to go to princeton with me
00:55:47so
00:55:49what's this
00:55:50come on
00:55:51and you are still smiling
00:55:53like it's nothing
00:55:56hi alex
00:55:57it is now 211 days until graduation
00:56:01today i snuck into your swim meet
00:56:03and i saw zoe
00:56:05she just fell into your arms
00:56:07like a damsel in distress
00:56:09and to make matters worse
00:56:11you hugged her back
00:56:12i'll be honest i was so jealous
00:56:15but then
00:56:16i mean you gave me your trophy
00:56:18so i guess i'll forgive you
00:56:20admit it
00:56:21you like me too
00:56:26hey alex
00:56:27hey alex
00:56:28hey alex
00:56:31that was the day of dad's funeral
00:56:35hey alex
00:56:36i'm so sorry that i went to the funeral
00:56:39i know you don't want to see me
00:56:40i mean it's my fault he died
00:56:43and i know how much he meant to you
00:56:45i wish it was me who died instead
00:56:53alex
00:57:00you were invited
00:57:06i thought you guys would all be gone
00:57:08i just wanted to say goodbye to your dad
00:57:09you're not welcome here
00:57:11my dad saved your life
00:57:14and you didn't even show up to testify
00:57:16if he had to sacrifice himself
00:57:17it should have been someone who was actually worth it
00:57:20i'm sorry
00:57:24just fucking leave
00:57:26go
00:57:27i'm sorry
00:57:35fuck
00:57:36fuck i was so stupid
00:57:38it was about
00:57:39fuck
00:57:43when you were rushing to the hospital
00:57:45for a heart attack
00:57:46when you were dying on the operating table
00:57:49i didn't believe you
00:57:54i told you to go die
00:57:58i'm so sorry
00:58:07hi alex
00:58:09one date to graduation
00:58:11i'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous
00:58:13i tried to do my makeup
00:58:15but i couldn't even lift the brush
00:58:20but i mean
00:58:21i guess you've already seen me on the ugliest
00:58:23so it's
00:58:25whatever
00:58:27alex i'm scared
00:58:29i don't want to die
00:58:31i want to go to college with you
00:58:33it's not really up to me
00:58:35maybe god just hates me
00:58:38like you do
00:58:40alex
00:58:40i don't know if there's an afterlife
00:58:43but if there is i really hope to see you there
00:58:46that is if
00:58:47you and god can forgive me for my sins
00:59:02hi alex
00:59:04happy graduation
00:59:06this is my last video
00:59:08you left town today
00:59:10i saw you packing up
00:59:12um
00:59:14but i know you didn't want to see me
00:59:16so i hid behind the curtains
00:59:18and then you looked up at me
00:59:21and you almost thought
00:59:22that you were going to come and say goodbye
00:59:26but then you drove away
00:59:29nice to know you still haven't forgiven me
00:59:32it's okay
00:59:37isabel
00:59:39isabel
00:59:42no
00:59:42isabel you can't be dead
00:59:44you can't be dead
00:59:45you must be doing this because you hate me
00:59:48isabel
00:59:55isabel
00:59:55zoe
00:59:56oh my god alex
01:00:01it's been forever
01:00:01i rushed over as soon as i heard you were back in town
01:00:11yikes
01:00:12looks like a haunted house in here
01:00:15don't worry
01:00:15i can help you spruce it up
01:00:17what are you doing
01:00:18why so cold alex
01:00:20weren't we a thing back in the day
01:00:22we just hooked up
01:00:24okay we were never official
01:00:26it's still a heartbreaker i see
01:00:28well
01:00:29you know i was
01:00:30super into you back then
01:00:32okay
01:00:33i'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight
01:00:37hmm
01:00:39what's that
01:00:43no
01:00:45nothing
01:00:47oh
01:00:48so
01:00:49even alex brooks watches porn every now and then huh
01:00:52i get it
01:00:54you've been single for all these years
01:00:56you
01:00:56need to meet your needs somehow
01:01:00no i haven't forgotten about you alex
01:01:03you don't need to do everything by yourself
01:01:05let me fill those needs
01:01:09get out
01:01:11seriously alex
01:01:13been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole
01:01:22so you came back for isabel
01:01:25i
01:01:27seriously don't understand
01:01:28why are you not over a bitch
01:01:29who's been dead for 10 years
01:01:31she's not
01:01:32dead
01:01:32stop spreading lies about her
01:01:34you're crazy
01:01:36let me get your head fucking checked
01:01:42why
01:01:42does everyone say that you're dead
01:01:45they're lying
01:01:46right
01:01:47and where are you izzy
01:01:53so that's where you are
01:01:56i'm coming izzy
01:02:06hello mrs spencer
01:02:09alex
01:02:13thanks
01:02:14it's been ages
01:02:15what have you been up to all these years
01:02:17i became a heart surgeon
01:02:19a heart surgeon
01:02:20that's fantastic
01:02:22you found a great career
01:02:23it was isabel's dream to be
01:02:25working with doctors without borders
01:02:28she was still around
01:02:29i bet she'd be in some
01:02:30foreign place
01:02:32saving lives
01:02:33if
01:02:34she was still around
01:02:36holy shit
01:02:37is mrs spencer in on this too
01:02:40is she helping izzy hide from me
01:02:41mrs spencer
01:02:44do you know where isabel's living now
01:02:48i have something i need to talk to her about
01:02:51isabel
01:02:52are you in there
01:03:12sorry mrs spencer
01:03:14i gotta get going
01:03:15i'll see you again soon
01:03:20no no it's a lie
01:03:21she can't be dead
01:03:23i promise i'll become a doctor
01:03:24and i fix her heart
01:03:25i'm gonna find her doctor from before
01:03:28he knows her conditions better than anyone
01:03:30yes isabel spencer
01:03:32how could i forget her
01:03:34it's been almost a decade
01:03:35since anybody mentioned her
01:03:36has she not gotten treatment for a decade
01:03:38she was a stubborn girl
01:03:40she once insisted on being discharged
01:03:42right after surgery
01:03:44said something about
01:03:44needing to
01:03:46testify in court for a friend
01:03:48i don't think we should see each other again
01:03:54you were in so much pain
01:03:55but i didn't see it
01:03:57come to think of it
01:03:58i remember you now
01:04:01you used to come visit her
01:04:02when she was sick
01:04:03but why'd you stop visiting towards the end
01:04:06toward the end
01:04:08you're four of us too
01:04:13it's not true
01:04:14it's not true right is he
01:04:17you can't be dead
01:04:19helix
01:05:02how is it
01:05:03disgusting
01:05:04liar
01:05:06no
01:05:06but if you really want to taste
01:05:08i have the perfect solution
01:05:09what's that
01:05:14well
01:05:14how was it
01:05:16disgustingly sweet right
01:05:17i think he just wanted to kiss me
01:05:22isabel
01:05:22how could you just die
01:05:24how could you disappear just like that
01:05:26maybe it's really true
01:05:28maybe she really is
01:05:29gone
01:05:33isabel
01:05:35isabel
01:05:37isabel
01:05:43isabel
01:05:44i knew it was you
01:05:45i knew you weren't dead
01:05:48alex
01:05:50one time to see
01:05:57why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school
01:06:01i had to leave the city
01:06:04leave all the pain behind
01:06:08hey
01:06:09ended up back here in the end
01:06:11alex
01:06:12have you forgiven me
01:06:14i told you
01:06:15i don't hate you anymore
01:06:17listen i was
01:06:17so young and dumb back then okay
01:06:20the last ten years i have thought about you every
01:06:23day
01:06:23hell
01:06:23every minute
01:06:24every second
01:06:25me too
01:06:27it's not too late isabel
01:06:28we can start over
01:06:30i'm never gonna let you leave my side again
01:06:34sorry about the mess
01:06:36no one's been in this house for years
01:06:37but
01:06:38you can stay here with me now
01:06:44how are you
01:06:45how's your heart
01:06:46i've been good
01:06:48yeah
01:06:48my health has improved a lot
01:06:50still not perfect
01:06:51my mom moved in with my grandma
01:06:53and then
01:06:54i left for college
01:06:55came back after graduation
01:06:57so why didn't you just
01:06:58move back into your old house
01:07:00or because it
01:07:02is it because you didn't want to see me
01:07:04i just needed somewhere
01:07:05close to work
01:07:07why wouldn't i want to see you
01:07:17so you know everything
01:07:18i am so sorry
01:07:20isabel
01:07:20i should have protected you
01:07:23been there for you
01:07:24but i treated you terribly
01:07:27do you hate me
01:07:28i could never hate you
01:07:37sorry
01:07:39just really excited to see you
01:07:41it's fine
01:07:42it's okay
01:07:43don't worry about it
01:07:45i just got back to
01:07:46it's pretty
01:07:47empty in here
01:07:48how about we go get some of the
01:07:51yeah
01:07:58what can i get you sir
01:08:02pancakes
01:08:03definitely pancakes
01:08:04you're probably craving them as usual
01:08:06it's been ten years
01:08:07surprised you remember
01:08:08how could i forget
01:08:11i'll take a burger
01:08:12and pancakes for the lady
01:08:22hey there handsome
01:08:24i'm alone too
01:08:26you mind if i slide in
01:08:28uh yeah
01:08:29we do mind
01:08:31we
01:08:33me and the beautiful girl
01:08:34sitting right in front of me
01:08:36she's the only girl i like
01:08:38and that's how it's been for a long
01:08:39long time
01:08:42weirdo
01:08:43could have just said no
01:08:48it's crazy
01:08:50i also like the guy sitting across from me
01:08:53and i have for a long long time
01:09:00your total for today comes out to 55.43
01:09:04you want to get that to go
01:09:05it'll make a good minute time
01:09:09sir i don't mean to pry but
01:09:10who exactly are you speaking to
01:09:13uh
01:09:15my girlfriend
01:09:18but sir there's
01:09:19no one there
01:09:22what do you mean
01:09:29oh
01:09:33there she is
01:09:39be right back
01:09:45what you feeling for dinner izzy
01:09:46and don't say pancakes again
01:09:50isabel
01:10:03sorry i didn't mean to wake you
01:10:05i wanted to see what you want for dinner
01:10:07i'll help
01:10:10promise you'll never leave my side again
01:10:12i promise
01:10:14you saw my videos
01:10:15you know that you're my one and only
01:10:22you already missed out on a decade
01:10:24and i don't want to waste any more time
01:10:25are you saying that
01:10:27you want to be official
01:10:28if i am
01:10:30and what's your answer
01:10:31yes
01:10:33a thousand percent yes
01:10:37must be together always
01:10:39forever
01:10:39till we get old and gray
01:11:09what are you watching
01:11:09it's shiny
01:11:11it's shiny
01:11:11it's actually really scary
01:11:13i'm so warm
01:11:17jesus
01:11:20how do people watch this
01:11:22are you not scared
01:11:23oh yes
01:11:24scared of that
01:11:31hold it any tighter
01:11:32and i think you're gonna snap it in half
01:11:35sorry
01:11:35no
01:11:36it's okay i just said you were holding it tight
01:11:39not that i want you to stop
01:11:40i like the way you touch me
01:11:50i want you to do it
01:11:54i want you to do it
01:11:55i want you to do it
01:12:19not that i want you to do it
01:12:46scared me for a sec
01:12:48i almost left you back
01:12:55i'm not going anywhere
01:12:57i told you i'd stay with you
01:12:59remember
01:13:00isabel
01:13:02let's get married
01:13:05like nothing more
01:13:26hey alex
01:13:27i know you probably don't want to hear this
01:13:29but i still thought i should tell you
01:13:32mrs spencer is holding a 10-year memorial for isabel
01:13:36can you come
01:13:38it's this sunday
01:13:39at the church
01:13:43what's wrong
01:13:43who's on the phone
01:13:45alex you look like you've just seen a ghost
01:13:47who is it
01:13:47uh nothing
01:13:50just scam
01:13:52as long as you're by my side
01:13:53that's all that matters
01:13:59alex
01:13:59hello
01:14:00i'm sorry
01:14:02it's nothing
01:14:05june 23rd
01:14:07the anniversary of
01:14:09my dad's death
01:14:11can i go with you this time
01:14:13yeah i love that
01:14:23hey dad
01:14:25it's me
01:14:38i've been good
01:14:40mom's doing a lot better too now
01:14:42you don't need to worry
01:14:44you'd want me to move on
01:14:45let go of my resentment
01:14:46i finally have
01:14:50isabel said she's gonna marry me
01:14:55we're gonna start our own family together
01:15:12hey what's up
01:15:19i
01:15:21sorry
01:15:21i
01:15:22i didn't mean to scare you
01:15:24i didn't think i'd react like that
01:15:26it's okay
01:15:27you don't have to look
01:15:28okay
01:15:29let's go
01:15:34sorry
01:15:35i didn't mean to scare you
01:15:37i just
01:15:38didn't think i was gonna react like that
01:15:40it's okay
01:15:42how about a massage
01:15:56you selfish bitch
01:15:59go to hell
01:16:16why don't you help me
01:16:17now i'm already dead
01:16:19i hate you
01:16:20and i never want to see you again
01:16:26isabel
01:16:55didn't you hear me yelling what didn't you answer
01:16:57me
01:16:57listen up
01:16:58can't breathe
01:16:59isabel
01:17:00sorry
01:17:01i swear you didn't hear you
01:17:04what's wrong
01:17:05nothing
01:17:07just a nightmare
01:17:09isabel
01:17:09will you marry me
01:17:11i can't handle this constant fear of losing you
01:17:15i want to marry you
01:17:17isabel
01:17:17to be with you always
01:17:19day and night year after year
01:17:21okay
01:17:22yeah let's do it
01:17:27great
01:17:27all right you go
01:17:28pick out a dress
01:17:30and i'll call the church
01:17:31and buy you a ring
01:17:32oh and i'll call our moms
01:17:35hey mom
01:17:36i'm getting married
01:17:37to izzy
01:17:39the wedding's tomorrow
01:17:41same place you and dad got married
01:17:43hoping to make it
01:17:56why isn't the pastor here yet
01:17:59we're just early
01:18:00we'll be here soon
01:18:05mom
01:18:08mom why is dr hurt here
01:18:11no offense doc
01:18:12but this is a family only wedding
01:18:15mom what's wrong
01:18:17alex
01:18:17can you still see isabel
01:18:19right now
01:18:20yeah of course
01:18:20she's right in front of me
01:18:23have you been keeping up with your meds
01:18:25do you remember why i prescribed them in the first place
01:18:31they're for treating hallucinations
01:18:32huh
01:18:36hallucinations what are you
01:18:37what are you talking about
01:18:38like
01:18:38isabel she's alive
01:18:40she's right she's right here in front of me
01:18:41i'm not hallucinating her
01:18:42deep down
01:18:43you already know the truth
01:18:45don't you
01:18:46you're just too afraid to admit it
01:18:48to admit the truth
01:18:50that isabel died
01:18:51ten years ago
01:18:54no mom why would you say that
01:18:56she's alive and well
01:18:56why would you say that she's
01:19:05isabel
01:19:06isabel
01:19:08no
01:19:09no no no she has to be here
01:19:11she scared her off
01:19:13she scared her off
01:19:15wake up alex
01:19:16isabel is dead
01:19:19how long are you going to keep lying to yourself
01:19:21no no mom
01:19:22she's not
01:19:23she's alive
01:19:24she is she really is
01:19:26you think she's alive
01:19:27i'll take you to see her right now
01:19:36take a good look
01:19:38what does it say
01:19:47oh no
01:19:48no isabel
01:19:51no any anyone but her
01:19:54anyone but isabel
01:19:55no
01:19:56anyone of you
01:19:57no, please no
01:20:17Alex, I'm here to take you
01:20:20we can finally be together
01:20:39Alex, Alex
01:20:44Ms. Spencer
01:20:46your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately
01:20:48I'm uh, I'm fine
01:20:52I'm just trying to find Isabel
01:20:55Alex
01:20:57I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth
01:20:59but Isabel
01:21:03Isabel's dead
01:21:04she died ten years ago
01:21:06and we have no choice but to accept it
01:21:08I can't accept that
01:21:10you'll never accept that
01:21:11how can I accept it
01:21:13the last time I saw her I said the most
01:21:16the most horrible things to her
01:21:18and those words that echo in my mind all the time
01:21:22that's the last memory she has of me
01:21:26how can I forgive myself?
01:21:28I love her
01:21:30and I never got to tell her
01:21:33Alex, don't beat yourself up
01:21:35Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her
01:21:39how can you be so sure?
01:21:41if I can tell her that I love her
01:21:43what is the point
01:21:44of going on living?
01:21:49when I was organizing Isabel's thanks
01:21:51I found this
01:21:54this is her last words to you
01:21:55I hope this helps you understand how she felt
01:22:04hey Alex
01:22:08my time on earth was short
01:22:10but I'm leaving with no regrets
01:22:12because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world
01:22:16you
01:22:17Alex Brooks
01:22:19I hope that in a world without me
01:22:20you'll be able to find your own path forward
01:22:23and live an amazing, spectacular life
01:22:26love
01:22:27Isabel
01:22:41I need something for you
01:22:46what are you proposing to me?
01:22:48it's a friendship ring
01:22:50dummy
01:22:55how did I miss this
01:22:56all these years
01:23:01hey Isabel
01:23:02came to say goodbye
01:23:04it was your dream
01:23:05to join doctors without borders
01:23:06to treat those who are
01:23:08as fortunate
01:23:09well I went and I applied to
01:23:11I'll leave for Sedan soon
01:23:12I'm gonna take
01:23:14the love you gave me
01:23:15and live the life
01:23:16that you were brave enough to dream of
01:23:18Isabel you'll always be my girl
01:23:22I love you
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01:23:31love
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