01:34Catherine, say hello.
01:36This is Lord Christopher Church.
01:38One day you two will be married.
01:42You must grow up to be a fine lady,
01:44worthy of the church family.
01:49How do you do?
01:59I'm delighted to meet you, Catherine.
02:02I'm sure we will be friends.
02:05She's so beautiful.
02:31I'm so bored.
02:35It looks like you made it yourself.
02:37The doll's dress, I mean.
02:39Oh.
02:40Well, um, yes.
02:42I was practicing my sewing.
02:44Hmm.
02:45My mother said that sewing is work that the maids are supposed to do.
02:50But I wanted to try it for myself.
02:52I don't think I'm very good, though.
02:54I think the dress is very pretty.
02:57Oh.
02:59Pretty?
03:00Really?
03:00Even though it is a bit simple.
03:02Oh.
03:03You're so mean, Kit.
03:06Hmm.
03:11Kit!
03:12Wait for me!
03:20What is Kit's church to me?
03:26Fiancé?
03:27A husband to whom I should devote myself?
03:32I don't know how I feel.
03:36Will the future Catherine Astor be a lady worthy of Kit, worthy of the church family?
03:47I know that the one thing that I do truly long for is that dress of silver thread, the silver
03:55lily,
03:57passed down to Kit's grandmother and then his mother.
04:08Oh.
04:09Someday.
04:10One day.
04:15It will be my turn.
04:20Oh.
04:25Oh.
04:26Oh, my lady.
04:27Rebecca?
04:28Prepare the car.
04:32Hmm.
04:35I have to find out for myself.
04:42Hmm.
04:48Hmm.
04:51Hmm.
04:53Hmm.
04:54Hmm.
04:55Hmm.
04:56Hmm.
04:59Hmm.
05:04What just happened?
05:07Are you in love with her?
05:10With Lily?
05:12Yes, I am.
05:14In love with Lily.
05:17Kit is in love with me?
05:22No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
05:24That's impossible.
05:25It can't be, it can't be, it can't be, it can't be.
05:27It can't be true, can it?
05:29No way, no way.
05:30This is Kit we're talking about.
05:32He couldn't care less about me.
05:33It must be my ears playing tricks on me.
05:35It must be, it must be.
05:44That looks like...
05:53Peter?
05:55Are you all right?
05:56You look so sad.
05:58Why are you here?
05:59Uh, I was just passing.
06:12What happened to the drawing?
06:15Drawing?
06:17I used to love it, Lily, so much.
06:19Huh?
06:20I came to St. Thomas' so I could study art and pursue my passion for it.
06:25It was my life.
06:29But now...
06:31Every time I draw, I hate myself.
06:35I've come to realize I have no talent.
06:38That, that's just not true.
06:41Peter, everyone admires your work.
06:43And your pictures are wonderful.
06:45You do have talent, Peter.
06:47It's all right, Lily, really.
06:48Thank you for trying to cheer me up.
06:51I've just lost my confidence a little.
06:54I'll be fine tomorrow.
06:58I'm going back to the academy.
06:59I'm going to have to do it.
07:00And I'm going to get to the executive director of the team.
07:03Come on, come on, you're going to be fine.
07:14Why would Peter suddenly lose confidence like that?
07:25finally you're back at last lily you had better hurry up there's a very special guest waiting
07:29for you a very special guest i showed them up to your room who could it be at this time
07:38of night
07:42huh rebecca hmm this is not good
07:47you kept me waiting where the hell have you been wandering around aimlessly i've been waiting
08:02hours for you in this tiny little attic room that smells like a sewer oh how dare you say it
08:07smells
08:07like a sewer that smell is turpentine anyway i don't remember ever inviting you over to my
08:12boarding house my lady you shouldn't come without a proper invitation that's enough i'm not concerned
08:18about that you hear you have ruined everything for me lily i hate you why what have i done it's
08:25obvious
08:25isn't it you danced with my fiance right in front of me a commoner who turned up like a bad
08:31smell
08:31from god knows where that was you humiliated me in front of all those people uh about that it was
08:38just it was all a mistake then you knew i was being mean to you but came to my house
08:42anyway didn't you
08:43huh you were deliberately being mean to me and now you're pretending not to know there is no way on
08:49earth that i would ask a commoner like you to paint my portrait you are denser than i thought
09:02of course you're right my lady
09:07my world my whole life is not as easy as you seem to think it is
09:13since i was a child all i've lived for is to become a lady worthy of that dress
09:18i sacrificed every other opportunity every other chance
09:26i tried so desperately hard to try to become the person that everyone wanted me to be
09:34that's all lily that's all i've ever lived for and then you came along and you wore the dress the
09:41dress that i was born to wear it's as if the silver lily chose you it's not fair why wasn't
09:47it me
09:48answer me
09:55i'm sorry my lady i know that you have every right to be angry at me
10:03that day i think kit pitied me and was just feeling sorry for me there's no deeper meaning to it
10:09at all
10:12lady catherine you're the one who should have worn that dress
10:18that beautiful dress the silver lily is meant to be worn by someone elegant and refined just like
10:25you
10:27someone like me should never have even been there let alone dancing so happily
10:34it was so thoughtless of me i didn't come here to ask for your apology
10:40i came to ask how do you really feel about kit
10:43what what do you mean how do i feel there've been others other women who've tried to get close to
10:49kit
10:49for his money and title if i find out that you lily are one of them
10:56you won't get away with it
11:00how do i feel
11:11this strange sensation came over me the first time i saw kit's artwork in the gallery
11:16i can't explain i can't explain how it made me feel to see it
11:22it was full of everything that i can't express there was no uncertainty it had purity but also
11:29glamour and drama at the same time i suppose i'm always captivated by his paintings
11:37i think about what he will paint next what colors he'll choose for his canvas
11:44sometimes his paintings are all i can think about
11:50i think other than his paintings he's a mess isn't he he looks like a vagrant sleeps in class and
11:56he's
11:56rude to everyone but somehow i don't seem to be able to leave him alone
12:02i i i i didn't mean it like that i just meant that as soon as i take my eyes
12:06off him he causes trouble
12:07he offends people all the time but underneath there's no malice in him at all
12:12and people forgive all his faults because his paintings are so good
12:15but it won't be so easy out in the real world
12:17all right that's enough i understand everything
12:23i see it clearly you are in love with kit lily
12:26huh why would you say that i've heard enough
12:31wait
12:33rebecca we're leaving seriously
12:35be careful there's a dead mouse on the stair by your foot
12:43well you have some la-de-da friends don't you lily
12:48we don't have anything else to discuss
12:51oh but lady catherine what should we do about your portrait
12:55that's right i've made up my mind i've decided to let you finish it
13:00what it's such a ridiculously clumsy painting girl but it stirred my affections if only a little
13:05are you serious then then why don't we start right away or tomorrow
13:10i can't tomorrow because i have planned to return to my family home
13:14uh how am i supposed to finish it my lady
13:17come to my main residence a story a house
13:20i'll give you some suitable dates my girl
13:22oh that's per usual you're not taking any account of my calendar
13:26what the hell did you say
13:27do not have to say that we're friends i'm warning you now
13:32i do not think this means i've forgiven you
13:34i will have my eyes on you at all times
13:38rebecca let's go
13:39yes my lady
13:47friends in high places well i never
13:50she is not my friend
14:09you are in love with kit lily
14:18i just need some sleep
14:31i'm so tired
14:33good morning lily
14:34what a beautiful day
14:38lily what is the matter
14:40nothing i'm fine
14:42well you could have surely fooled me
14:44why have you got big bags under your eyes again
14:46wait have you been up all night working on that portrait
14:51well i haven't completely finished painting it yet
14:54is she making you go there every day again
14:57no i don't have to do that anymore
15:01well that's something at least
15:03you were too kind lily and you simply mustn't let her push you around
15:07oh and lily
15:08have you heard that shin ended up coming in first place at the critique session
15:12it's amazing
15:13that's wonderful
15:14it's the first time an international student has won
15:17goodness his parents will be so proud of him
15:22what is wrong with you lily
15:27oh kit hello
15:30dorothy
15:31good morning
15:32you're on your own today
15:34that's strange
15:36i am
15:48what's he doing
15:56did something happen between you and kit
15:58no no absolutely nothing
16:00i will take that as a yes then
16:09i don't understand
16:11hmm
16:12you overheard me tell lady catherine didn't you
16:15yes
16:16i do love you
16:17no no no
16:20you're getting carried away
16:22because you wore the silver lily dress
16:28it's possible
16:29lily
16:30are you in there
16:31oh sorry
16:32i'm fine really
16:33honestly
16:33hmm
16:35well if you say so
16:38anyway about shin
16:39joffrey said we should all go out to the pub tonight to celebrate his win
16:42yes that would be nice
16:44for shin
16:45as you haven't been there before
16:46we must go together so you don't get lost
16:49yes
16:49it's very near the british museum
16:51it's a quaint boozer called the old duchess
16:55it's a popular student haunt
16:56and everyone is going to be there
17:08congratulations to our new friend shin for coming top of the class
17:12shin
17:14i heartily thank you all
17:16i simply cannot believe that you did it
17:18though i expect it no less
17:19is it true that you already have a buyer interested in your work
17:23that bodes well for your future
17:25that's kind of you dorothy
17:27shin congratulations
17:28as your fellow countrymen i'm doubly proud of you
17:32ah thank you
17:33i was a little worried about it because it's quite an experimental piece
17:37i'm so glad i decided to give it a go
17:39no one was more surprised than me
17:41such an unusual approach
17:43you very skillfully combined the contemporary with the archaic
17:51the wood texture gave it a distinct ethereal quality my friend
17:55you're rambling joffrey
17:57what you're trying to say is that it depicts a beautiful woman
18:00well yes that too
18:03i have to concede that the veiled look to the woman was alluring
18:06what species of tree did you use
18:08holly but it has a lot of oil
18:10so it was really a bit of a pain to finish it off
18:12it was commended for its beauty and how it felt to the touch
18:15really well done
18:16thanks but i'm not there yet
18:18yes bravo
18:20you have only just arrived here
18:22and your work is already on display in the gallery
18:25i say come on peter don't be ungracious we've come here
18:29do you care so little about it
18:31huh
18:33you're a sculptor here too joffrey
18:35do you not mind your work's been overshadowed by someone new
18:39no that's so unfair
18:41shin deserves to be top
18:43peter what on earth are you going on about
18:45this isn't like you at all
18:48peter
18:50every time i draw
18:52it's just so obvious that i'm
18:55ordinary
18:56unremarkable
18:58i'm just not
18:59like kit
19:02look don't you beat yourself up about it
19:04let's face it kit here is made differently
19:07huh
19:08oh no
19:09what the hell do you mean i'm made differently
19:11i meant it in a nice way it's a good thing
19:13you were born with a talent that's unlike any of ours
19:16and that's just a fact
19:18that's ridiculous
19:19what'd you say
19:21if you have time to complain
19:22aren't there better things you could be doing
19:25instead of slighting other people's skill
19:27you should ask yourself whether you have done all you possibly can to refine your own
19:32practice
19:33hey kit
19:34you might be going a little too
19:35i don't think you understand at all how it feels
19:37when you were just unable to capture on canvas the image in your mind's eye
19:42not only are you an english aristocrat
19:44you're blessed with natural talent
19:46the art world showers you with praise
19:49so don't you dare lord christopher church
19:51lecture me about practice
19:57so what
19:59if you're talking about being able to give shape to the image in your mind
20:03it sounds like you're just making excuses for your own lack of skill
20:06you're just not good enough
20:09peter will you both stop
20:11oi peter
20:12calm down both of you for goodness sake
20:14peter unhand him
20:15you're like a man possessed all of a sudden
20:17aren't you studying here to get better peter
20:20precisely because you're not good enough
20:21i mean that's why we're here
20:23how dare you say that
20:24you're not one of us
20:26are you
20:26you think you're better than us in every way
20:29why on earth are you so obsessed with gaining other people's approval
20:32is it that you just want to be showered with praise
20:35it's absurd
20:36what meaning would all that praise possibly have
20:39if the only reason you study painting is for acclaim
20:42then you should just quit right now
21:02that is quite enough
21:04you lack any kind of compassion for others
21:07you have no respect for anyone
21:08you say exactly what is on your mind
21:10and you hurt people
21:12everyone is trying so very hard to produce their best work
21:16and that often means struggling and suffering
21:18ripping up the page and starting again
21:20but we do try again
21:22not everyone can do it like you
21:26and you're too self-absorbed to notice how you all feel
21:29maybe you shouldn't actually be here with us
21:40kid
21:46i've never
21:49i've never thought my paintings were any good
21:52never
21:53i doubt my work too
21:56that's why i always draw so desperately
22:09after that night
22:10i never saw kit at the academy again
22:13i never saw it
22:38yeah
22:39no
22:39i never saw it
22:43i never saw it
22:45広い空気を歩く
22:48眠れない夜をっとっと
22:50感情にくさいまたね
22:55君とサイスペクター数えた
22:57距離に溶かしていくの
22:59ねえほら行こう
23:02二人で見つけたの
23:06高い気まで知らないでもいい
23:09花をあげたいな中に
23:13揺られて笑えたら
23:17誰も隠せないでしょ
23:18一緒に天地
23:22花をあげるな中に
23:23Yeah, you are for me
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