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Love Island Beyond The Villa Season 2 Episode 8
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00:00Good, good.
00:01For a long time, I was almost in Savannah.
00:03Then her and Iris got really close.
00:05I would never get a call to hang out with her.
00:07It definitely doesn't feel good.
00:08We have to do another trip.
00:10Yeah, let's do another trip.
00:11OK, but where?
00:12We're going to Lake Tahoe.
00:13I'm so good.
00:15I am ready to conquer the snow.
00:21I can't stop.
00:23Look at this.
00:29Hey, Maria, how are you?
00:30Hi.
00:30Sorry.
00:31Oh, you got me good?
00:32No, it's just relationship and boundaries.
00:35I feel like I don't need to be close with everyone
00:37if that's not how I feel.
00:38At the end of the day, not everybody is your best friend.
00:41Jeez.
00:43Hey, y'all.
00:44I'm a pageant queen, and I have blonde hair.
00:49So you picked the name?
00:51Grayson.
00:52Sorry.
00:52Are you good, though?
00:56Coco, Bella, can we go downstairs real quick?
00:59Oh, sure.
00:59Yeah, we're going to take a quick break.
01:02What's going on?
01:04We overheard you saying, like, you don't really want to be friends
01:07with everybody.
01:07You have your friends.
01:10Hannah, I think that you have kind of, like, isolated yourself
01:13from, like, speaking to everybody, including myself.
01:15It's not me intentionally doing that.
01:17I am exhausted.
01:20I'm not exhausted being around everyone.
01:22I am exhausted.
01:30I'm not thinking, oh, let me check on, see how Bella and Grayson
01:33and Coco and Iris are doing.
01:35I wasn't even talking about you guys.
01:37I was talking about Brian and Chris.
01:39I'm sorry, I don't want to be friends with Brian and Chris.
01:42People are allowed to have, like, bad days.
01:44And, like, the times that we are together,
01:46maybe she was just not having, like, a good day.
01:49But then, like, that's why you asking me, like, upstairs, like,
01:53are you good?
01:54I don't think it was coming from that place.
01:56Like, it wasn't me trying to fucking stir up shit.
01:59I feel like I'm fucking talking out of my ass and nobody is using their fucking brain.
02:03It, like, actually, it's driving me crazy.
02:04And I have to be up for a flight in, like, an hour.
02:12Where's he going?
02:14We staying out the way.
02:15We having a peaceful time.
02:17This is my first trip.
02:18I'm missing school for this, all right?
02:20I'm not going to be caught up in no trouble.
02:22What the fuck is going on downstairs?
02:23Grayson felt upset that they were, like, left out or something.
02:27Yeah, it's some girl stuff.
02:27Because imagine me, like, telling Chris, like,
02:29bro, why don't you hit me up and go work out?
02:30I want to see you more.
02:31Well, there's definitely a divide.
02:33Like, it's evident that Iris and Hannah
02:35don't want to obviously be friends with any of the other girls.
02:37Speaking of them not wanting to be friends,
02:39like, even what Hannah said about me and Brian,
02:40be friends with Chris and Brian, wow, I don't want to do that.
02:42We had no clue she felt that way.
02:44I'm like, damn, like...
02:45That was a little aggressive.
02:46I'm like, what did we do?
02:47You don't have to be friends,
02:48but then I think there's an energy that's rude in it as well.
02:51Yeah, Hannah's just kind of like a firecracker,
02:52but she's just saying, like, she had a boyfriend,
02:53she's not looking for new male friends.
02:55Even if Hannah didn't have a boyfriend,
02:57I don't think anyone needs to want to be friends with anybody.
02:59If I have a girlfriend,
03:00I'm not going to go look to make new female friends.
03:03Did you, like, know, though, that's how she felt?
03:05Know what?
03:06Like...
03:07Towards us?
03:07Yeah.
03:08Obviously, I knew, like, they're not...
03:11I didn't want to be, like, your friend because of my obviously.
03:13Yeah, no.
03:13I didn't know, like, you're just kind of, like, his bro,
03:15so it's kind of just like...
03:16Oh, so I can treat you like that because I'm his friend?
03:18You don't see it because you guys are fucking...
03:21Like, we not over here talking shit on anyone,
03:22like, don't want to be around them, like...
03:24I definitely don't see it from y'all's side
03:25because I'm not...
03:26I'm cool with him.
03:27Through this entire process and this experience,
03:29I think, like, one of the things I was hoping to get out of it
03:32was closer friendships.
03:34It sounds really corny, but, like, I wanted us all to, like, grow closer.
03:39There's always been, like, this underlying, like, I think, hurt.
03:44Kind of, like, a feeling of, like...
03:48Like, you don't care.
03:52I take accountability in the fact that maybe I haven't been close to all of you guys,
03:57and it's not out of ill intention or I hate any of you.
04:01I don't hate any of you.
04:02I think you all are great people, but I have my own things to deal with.
04:06I have my friends before all of this shit that, like, don't hear from me.
04:11Sometimes I'm not, like, really present, but it's, like, I'm just having a hard time.
04:17People think that I am, like, standoffish or rude.
04:22In reality, I'm just, like, somebody who's, like, struggling.
04:27I feel like I'm a new person now and I'm trying to figure myself out.
04:32You know, you can't sit here now and tell me those girls were giving the energy, like, fucking...
04:38I think the thing is, I think that's okay.
04:40Like, they don't got to be best friends.
04:42No, no, no one has to be best friends.
04:43It's just, like, be a normal human and just say, yo, what's up?
04:46Like, bro, me and her haven't even said a word.
04:48Okay, but you haven't said a word and she hasn't said a word, so it's two-way street.
04:52Because, bro, because the energy she gives is fucking weird, bro.
04:54We clicked the icon and said, what's up?
04:56Nothing, she looked away.
04:57What the fuck have I ever actually done, bro?
04:59Nothing.
05:00This is a repeat of Palm Springs.
05:02I don't know what's going on with her, mate, to be honest with you.
05:05Who knows?
05:06I do think it's a little bit odd, yeah?
05:07It might just be ego.
05:09Palm Springs was a moment where we kind of felt like maybe we didn't, like, fit in the group.
05:13And, like, you know, that stings a little.
05:16The divide is, like, not on my end.
05:20I don't know about you guys, but, like, I don't feel like you guys feel divide.
05:24Yeah.
05:24I'm just very drawn off by everything that's going on because I don't really see what they're saying.
05:30I mean, Hannah and Iris, they don't have a mean bone in their body.
05:34Why do you feel isolated?
05:36Why, like, where does this isolation ever come from?
05:38It's not from you, Amaya.
05:39You do really well at, like, talking to everyone and, like, there are also others that don't do that well
05:45at that.
05:47To be like, oh, I really praise you because you can talk to everyone.
05:50That's singling me out.
05:51It's also putting other people here and other people here.
05:53When you could raise you.
05:56I don't think that that was the point that I was making.
05:58I was more so making a point that, like, we should all be speaking to each other.
06:01Simple as that.
06:02I can appreciate someone without calling anyone out, but it's very apparent that you don't want a kumbaya.
06:07The first time I, like, felt her was, like, at the Christmas party.
06:12Like, I tried to, like, confide in you, like, about a situation.
06:17I felt like you did hear me more in that moment, but, like, you didn't listen to me, like, at
06:22all.
06:22I was trying to listen to you, but there was so much going on.
06:25I want to just also say my feelings with Bella were strained after the holiday party.
06:31And that wasn't in Palm Springs.
06:32That was after she brought TJ over to Pepe.
06:35They brought both of you guys over to Pepe.
06:37He has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
06:40If he does want to have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
06:47Can I say this? She would only do it to, like, try to, like, make everyone feel okay.
06:50So that's my boyfriend. Like, that's my boyfriend, you know?
06:53It's more about, like, boundaries.
06:55But if these boundaries have never been set, then how would she know that?
06:57But it's like, it's like girl code. Why is Bella getting involved?
07:01I just feel like this isn't very fair.
07:05I came into this wanting us all to just get along.
07:10Ugh. I hate the situation.
07:13I don't have a lot of bad things to say about Bella, but I think she always tries to bring
07:18everybody together and everyone should be friends.
07:20And in reality, life's not like that.
07:22Yeah.
07:22Brother, this friendship that could have been potentially amazing is on the hold right now because of the friendships and
07:29connections that you have with both of our ex-boyfriends.
07:31As a woman, I just don't understand how you can understand that.
07:34But you guys know that the only reason that I had been in the same spaces in the same rooms
07:41as your exes is because I've always just been cool with everybody.
07:45I haven't had beef with anybody.
07:47Even though I understand the circumstance, I understand it, but I can't respect it.
07:51Yeah. Amaya coming at me really hurts.
07:54She thinks I'm best friends with Brian.
07:57That's not the case.
07:58I love Amaya. I love her so much.
08:01And even when they went through their breakup, I was supposed to have a brand deal with Brian for $20
08:06,000.
08:06And I turned that down right away out of my loyalty to Amaya.
08:09She thinks I'm not even considering her.
08:12And I do think that's pretty considerate.
08:14I respect each one of you and I care about you guys.
08:19I think it was just, like, a lot of things coming to a head.
08:21Yeah.
08:21It's those, like, schoolgirl feelings.
08:24I feel like there are times where we're not, like, completely nice to each other.
08:27You know that's gonna push a mean girl narrative that I don't fuck with.
08:32I just, I have a flight and I'm gonna leave.
08:34You can leave. That's fine.
08:36Goodnight, everyone.
08:43Exhibit A.
08:50For Hannah to stand up and walk out.
08:52It's just kind of a slap in the face.
08:54I'm sorry, but, like, that's...
08:56She does have a flight, though.
08:57But, like, that doesn't feel good to just get up while I'm crying and leave.
09:04My anxiety is really bad, and I'm not somebody that's, like, when I'm having a hard time,
09:09I can fake it with a smile on my face.
09:11And that can come off as, like, bitchy or rude, I guess.
09:14But I just kind of have to ride it out.
09:16That's not okay. I'm not standing for that.
09:26Hold on, I'm finna go, I'm finna go make sure she's good.
09:29She's being vulnerable, and she doesn't do that often.
09:32So is that, is that what you feel like is not nice?
09:35That's not okay.
09:35I have to say, I agree.
09:36I'm not standing for that.
09:37Yeah, I have to say, I agree.
09:39I don't even want to talk about it too much because she's not here anymore.
09:42I've talked to her, I've seen her going through some mental stuff,
09:46and I give her so much grace.
09:49But I'm not part of the situation,
09:51and I have to say that I understand how these girls feel.
09:54Because even myself, I felt a little bit that way.
09:57She's just very vocal about how she doesn't care about us.
10:01I don't think that she doesn't care.
10:03I don't think that it is anything, like, to pinpoint any one of you guys at all.
10:07I don't know, I don't know.
10:09How are you feeling? How are you?
10:11Bro, I'm going crazy.
10:12You're good.
10:13Like, I'm sorry, I don't want to argue.
10:19Let's just call it a night.
10:21Let's go to bed.
10:23Yeah.
10:25I'll catch y'all.
10:27Come on, get your ass up.
10:30Oh, boy.
10:32You know you're a good person.
10:33That's enough.
10:34I feel like I'm turning into an angry guy from that movie.
10:37Like, where it's like, ha!
10:39That's me, a volcano coming out of my head.
10:41You just need to sleep, Sebastian, Luca, Paris, you're good.
10:43And if everyone fucking hates me, at least I have a dog and a boyfriend that fucking love me.
10:47It's honestly amazing.
10:52Like, I'm looking out.
10:54I'm really good.
10:57It's pretty.
10:58I'm really good.
10:59I'm really good.
10:59We are.
10:59I'm really good.
10:59And I'm really good.
11:00I'm really good.
11:01We're good.
11:05I'm a very good one.
11:09You ready?
11:09I'm very pretty.
11:13Mmm.
11:14Isn't this so pretty?
11:16It is.
11:17We can do this every day in the country.
11:18Just sit and enjoy the view. The view don't look like this, Taylor.
11:22When we get our house,
11:23we'll have a nice view. Okay.
11:25And I kind of want a change of
11:27scenery before I
11:29settle down in nature type of thing.
11:32So,
11:33what's your deal with that?
11:35L.A., New York, Charlotte?
11:37I like New York and I like L.A.
11:40But, I want to be close
11:41to my family. My plan right now
11:43is to stay home,
11:45continue to work towards
11:47the goals I had for myself before
11:49all of this was introduced.
11:50The life coaching in school,
11:53and, you know, that side of things.
11:55I'm just going to stay in North Carolina,
11:57travel to New York and L.A. for work,
11:59and I'm going to continue to
12:01prioritize studying psychology.
12:03School is super expensive. So, with content
12:05creation, social media, this will all
12:07help me be able to pay for school
12:10and be comfortable in doing that.
12:11I think you've got a much
12:13crazier schedule with school.
12:16I have a much crazier schedule
12:18with my endeavors.
12:20So, we have to see each other
12:21at least once a month.
12:23Mm-hmm.
12:23Clark decided to stay in North Carolina.
12:26Showed me that, you know,
12:27she's looking at the bigger picture
12:28and not just trying to, you know,
12:30live in the moment.
12:30I'm down for Charlotte over L.A.
12:32It's more, it's lower as pace.
12:34Not as bad as traffic, not as mean as people.
12:37Some chaotic stuff happened last night.
12:40A sip scene.
12:43Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm.
12:46I think I needed this after yesterday.
12:50Yeah.
12:51Last night was crazy.
12:53The conversation downstairs.
12:54There was, like, this narrative being, like,
12:57pushed that, like, I'm a mean girl.
12:59They feel excluded from me and Hannah.
13:03I was just so stuck on the idea
13:05that I'm friends with Pepe
13:06and I'm not friends with Pepe.
13:08We cannot let this guy dictate friendships.
13:12Look, if these are exes, no, no, no.
13:14He's got so much more.
13:15Listen.
13:15I can't even understand this concept
13:18of Pepe playing a part
13:20in any of our relationships.
13:22The problem is with Iris
13:23and something that she needs to sort out with Pepe.
13:25Before I went to bed,
13:27I was looking at my text with Grayson.
13:29December 18th.
13:30The holiday party?
13:31Yeah.
13:31And I said, I wanted to check in on you.
13:33How are you?
13:34Did you guys squash it?
13:35I was freaked out last night.
13:36So I did text her
13:38and I did check in on her.
13:39In my eyes, it defeats the whole, like,
13:41you don't check in, like, you know,
13:43because what was I doing the night
13:45of the holiday party afterwards?
13:46I was, like, bawling my eyes out at home
13:48and I still made a point
13:51to make sure she was still okay.
13:53Grayson and Bella said that they feel like
13:55I wasn't fully there for them.
13:57That's not true to my experience at all.
13:59I feel like I really was there for them
14:01and for them to just say this out of nowhere to me
14:05is very hurtful.
14:07I appreciate you always having my back
14:09and always listening to me
14:11and always being there for me
14:12and giving me different perspectives.
14:13I value that a lot.
14:15And I love you.
14:16Thank you for being there for me.
14:18I love you too.
14:19Aw.
14:22Teen.
14:26Yeah, it's official.
14:27I said I love you first.
14:29I've been wanting to say that to you for a while.
14:33It takes me a long time to really love somebody
14:36and with him, it's been really quick.
14:39It was crazy.
14:41I am really thankful for him.
14:43I really love him a lot.
14:45You should run through the house and say you love me.
14:50I love my life!
14:57Waking up.
14:58Waking up.
14:58Waking up.
14:59To the back side.
15:01Waking up.
15:02Waking up.
15:02Waking up.
15:02Good morning.
15:03Good morning.
15:04Good morning.
15:06Hey, come on everybody.
15:08Gather round.
15:09Let's go snowboarding.
15:10Woo!
15:12Snowmobiling.
15:13Snowmobiling.
15:13Snowmobiling?
15:14Fuck.
15:15Alright, come on everybody.
15:16Let's go tubing and snowmobiling!
15:18Yay!
15:22Everybody let's bounce, bring your asses.
15:25Alright.
15:41Oh my gosh.
15:43I'm excited.
15:44Yeah!
15:44Yeah!
15:46Hold on, we going some over here.
15:48Hi guys.
15:50Couples, man.
15:51Couple shit.
15:52So it feels good to be in a couple.
15:54Man, doesn't it?
15:56I can't imagine not being a fucking couple.
15:58Whoa!
16:00We got hills and shit?
16:01Oh my gosh!
16:02Wait, let me see.
16:03Wait, can we go down two at a time?
16:05Nah, bruh.
16:06Launch me, Cassie.
16:08Chris, be careful.
16:09Launch me!
16:10Oh shit!
16:13Nice!
16:14Want to spin?
16:15Yeah.
16:16Oh my gosh!
16:19Poor Gracie!
16:22Ow!
16:27Yeah, buddy!
16:35Oh hell!
16:37Yo, how you making this shit go faster, dawg?
16:39Lifted it, no, we ain't in competition, okay?
16:41It's a couple versus couple.
16:42Yeah, they don't even know.
16:42We coming out on top.
16:44But...
16:44Damn.
16:48I'm gonna throw up.
16:53What?
16:54Oh no, that is crazy.
16:58Yeah!
17:00Yeah!
17:01And that's what I call arriving in style, bitches!
17:08Are you having fun?
17:10Uh, yeah.
17:11You?
17:12Huh?
17:13Yeah, I mean, it's like yesterday.
17:18Um...
17:20I feel like we need to talk though.
17:22For sure, what's on your mind?
17:25I think that when it comes to us and our friendship,
17:30I want the flirting to actually stop for good.
17:34I'll bet.
17:34All right, then I'll stop.
17:35That's fair.
17:36But I've never once, like, led you on.
17:39No, that's not true.
17:41How's it not true?
17:42I think everybody online just assumes you're with Jeremiah.
17:46I know.
17:48Oh!
17:50Look at this!
17:53Hey!
17:54Good morning!
17:56I'm very transparent with you about where I stand.
18:00Friendship, best friend.
18:02But I don't feel like you act like you're my friend.
18:08We're flaring, we're posting a lot of content together,
18:10so everybody thinks we're together, and we're not.
18:17Yes, we flirt.
18:18Together.
18:19Yes, together.
18:19And if you want that to stop, that's cool.
18:21But the mix...
18:21Same else thing, it's like...
18:22Well, if you always...
18:24Who starts?
18:26It's always you.
18:26You got it. Hey.
18:27No, I don't...
18:28No, I'm...
18:29No, I don't wanna make you...
18:30I promise we're good.
18:39No, I don't...
18:40No, I'm...
18:41No, I don't wanna make you...
18:42I promise we're good.
18:47No, I don't wanna make you...
18:51Well, that went bad, I think.
18:54If you care about me, as your friend,
18:56why are you hurting my feelings?
18:58Like, you're literally playing with me.
19:02What up, mama?
19:03Cheers!
19:05What the hell?
19:06Are we gonna stay on?
19:16Hey, Maya, can I talk to you for a quick second?
19:20About what?
19:22Uh...
19:22I'm respecting your boundaries,
19:24and that's kinda what I just really quick just wanna touch on.
19:27The only thing I wanna say is,
19:29I wouldn't do anything to disrespect your relationship and your boundaries.
19:33I just feel like the boundaries switched.
19:35And...
19:36If you real quick was like,
19:38Brian...
19:39Real...
19:39On some real shit,
19:40we can't really greet each other.
19:42I'm just doing this for me and my relationship,
19:44I would've been, like, cool, noted, like, we're good.
19:46The only thing I felt hella, like, slapped in the face with was, like,
19:50the dinner table thing.
19:51At the end of the day, if I don't fuck with someone,
19:54I just don't fuck with you.
19:55I thought the...
19:56The dinner thing was a little much for someone that just tried to say hi in a cultural way.
20:01Like, that's why I was, like, even questioning, like, is that about me?
20:04I mean, if you're cool with your girl kissing her ex on his cheeks to say hi,
20:10that's a you problem.
20:11No, but that's not...
20:12But that's not something I'm cool with,
20:13and that's not something my man's cool with,
20:15and we will never be cool with that.
20:16No, for sure.
20:16No, I see that.
20:17And that's cool.
20:18Like, I'm not negating that at all.
20:19Especially with this new relationship to the half right now that I'm very content in,
20:24I don't want anything, especially Brian, boundaries, confusion,
20:32to destroy this beautiful love story that I have currently going on.
20:37We gave each other a hug in Palm Springs, right?
20:39We said hi, boom, that's it.
20:41That's it.
20:42How are you, love?
20:43Good.
20:43Good, good.
20:45It's not like I was giving you, like, it was a heritage thing.
20:48We know that.
20:49Like, we both went through that, like, with the villa thing.
20:52I'm not trying to say that you came in there with the tension of trying to be malicious or anything
20:56like that.
20:57But what I'm saying is that before we were just saying hi, keeping it casual,
21:01but now as my relationship is progressing, it's like I don't even want to say hi to you.
21:05And that's fine.
21:05I was just confused as in that.
21:06Yeah, you're the one that pulled me for a trap right now.
21:08No, I know, just because it was like this is the last day on the trip.
21:10Like, I was just confused as in, like, if I really OD disrespected it or something like that.
21:14That is being disrespectful.
21:15Okay, then I apologize for that.
21:17That won't happen again.
21:18Well, you go that way, I'll go this way, and that's cool.
21:20Like, that's what it is.
21:21That's literally what it is.
21:22Yes.
21:22It's wild to hear that she thinks I was trying to disrespect her relationship.
21:27I hope that works out.
21:28Like, I really do have wished her nothing but the best.
21:31God bless.
21:33God bless.
21:37That is literally the clarity I need.
21:39Book is closed, and it's sent away.
21:42I'm happy that that was cleared off, whatever the fuck happened right there.
21:45Yeah.
21:45Because motherfucker, don't even fucking come near me.
21:48Yeah.
21:48Are you crazy?
21:49You see how long my motherfucking hair is?
21:50When I flip it, that's how far you got to stay back away from me.
21:54Back the fuck up from me and me, bitch.
21:58The fuck?
22:01Can I jump and go?
22:02He needs something.
22:03Okay, no.
22:04Christopher.
22:05Do you have gloves?
22:06No, I need gloves.
22:07I'm such a mom.
22:08Let me just relax.
22:10He's nuts.
22:11He's literally nuts.
22:13No.
22:15Shit's so weird, bro.
22:17He was like, I've always been clear we're friends.
22:19What?
22:19He said that?
22:20I'm like, I'm so glad the camera caught you doing all that weird shit.
22:23The day before the bar, he kissed me.
22:26Yeah.
22:26I never said that to make him look bad.
22:28Yeah.
22:28So how you...
22:30Gotcha.
22:31Oh my God.
22:32Too late.
22:33Okay, I'm your best friend, but you kissed me two days ago.
22:36But not only just kissing me, but also being all over me.
22:41I think he's trying to protect his image.
22:45You've never escalated it.
22:46Even though we're flirting, at the end of the day, like, I know we're just friends and I'm
22:49not gonna, like, do something to jeopardize that.
22:52Has she ever tried to escalate things with you?
22:55No.
22:55No.
22:55I have all the test messages.
22:57It's always him testing me.
22:58I'm like, we're friends.
22:59We don't need to talk every day.
23:00He's like, hey, just checking on you.
23:02Don't fucking check on me.
23:02Yeah.
23:03Me and Taylor friends?
23:04He's not checking on me.
23:05You should sometimes.
23:08I'm ready.
23:09Woo!
23:10I just graced it with my life.
23:12I forgot how to start it already.
23:13I'm not even gonna hold you.
23:14I forgot how to start it already, y'all.
23:16Keep walking over here.
23:17Okay.
23:19You hot?
23:20Yeah.
23:22Bye!
23:24This is getting the all over again.
23:26At the end of the day, I think that when you use words and say things like, I let you
23:31or I allow you, it gives a false perception that it was one-sided.
23:35I never said that.
23:37I said, you're always the one to initiate everything.
23:41And I follow, like I do it back.
23:43Yeah.
23:43That feels like different than like mutual though.
23:45Like it just feels like I'm like just annoying you or on your body crazy.
23:49No.
23:49Cause I always said it's fun and I like it, but it has to stop because-
23:53That's smooth.
23:54Like that's all you had to say.
23:55I feel like the conversation-
23:56But I think I said the same thing just in different words.
23:58But at the end of the day, it's like, you want the flirting to stop.
24:01I'm so down for that.
24:03I guess, I mean, after this trip, I guess I'll see you around.
24:08I'll see you around is crazy.
24:10I mean, I don't know what-
24:12Okay, good.
24:16At first, I didn't understand where Anjun was coming from because I was like, I'm telling
24:20you we're just friends.
24:21How are you getting mixed signals?
24:22But if I'm telling you we're just friends and we're flirting like we're not just friends,
24:25that's how you get mixed signals.
24:28Come over here.
24:29Come over here.
24:29Come over here.
24:30Is my hair messed up?
24:30I can't even see anything.
24:32I can't even see it.
24:32What are you gonna do?
24:34Shit.
24:35She knows the type of conversation we need to have.
24:36She's already texting me this morning crying.
24:38We don't need to do this if you don't want to.
24:40She was basically giving me an out.
24:41Like dead ass, she gonna take that shit bad either way.
24:43But how would you plan to do it in the first place?
24:45Off camera.
24:46Coco keeps telling me to do it off camera.
24:48Like talk to her off camera.
24:49I know my boy Chris is scared to talk to Coco because he's scared that Courtney might come
24:56out.
24:56But I think he should just rip the bandaid off instead of like having it linger on because
24:59as long as it lingers on and he doesn't want to be part of it anymore, the real Courtney
25:04gonna come out.
25:05I hope he does it quick because it's only going to get worse.
25:08Respect your wishes so that if you don't, she'll get more mad at you for not respecting
25:11her wishes.
25:11That's what I'm saying.
25:13Okay.
25:13All right, guys.
25:14I'm ready to go back to be honest with you.
25:16Yeah.
25:17I'm starving.
25:18I'm cold.
25:22I feel like today was the first day I was finally able to enjoy myself fully.
25:26I really had such a great time.
25:28It was so fun.
25:33It's time to pack our shit up and get the hell out of here.
25:41Oh my God.
25:43It's time to go back home.
25:48I didn't even get to wear my fur.
25:52Tahoe was rough in the beginning and it was rough in the end.
25:55I feel like the division just grew more prominent and I hate that for us.
26:05Guys, quick.
26:06We're gonna miss the sunset.
26:09I had a great time in Tahoe.
26:10There were obviously some tough conversations and it was a little weird, but we're a big
26:16family.
26:17At the end of the day, we went through a very unique experience together and I'm just so
26:22happy to have these friendships.
26:26I love Iris!
26:35If my name comes to your mouth, make me sip a love.
26:37I think we got a good, this is eight bars from last time.
26:41Right, yeah.
26:41And I think we got a nice little record here, honestly.
26:45My team and I are hoping to drop the album right before summer because we want to make
26:50sure that all of the girlies, all the papayas, you know what?
26:53The dads can dance to it too.
26:55Want a taste of this papaya?
26:56Come and sip it out.
27:08Since you were sick in Tahoe, did you even get to talk to Grayson?
27:11Wait, how was that for you though, seeing her?
27:12It was fine.
27:13We're both just kind of at the understanding now.
27:15It's just not, like, gonna happen.
27:17Are you gonna kick with her?
27:18Oh yeah, like, I mean, she's a really great friend.
27:21You know what I mean?
27:23Andrina just texted me.
27:24What did Andrina say?
27:26I love you, I miss you.
27:27Where you at?
27:28No, I'm just kidding.
27:29I'm gonna give it ten minutes so the fly and stuff.
27:31Fuck off.
27:32Want a taste of this papaya?
27:33Come and sip it out.
27:40Are you ready?
27:41Yeah.
27:42Yeah.
27:47Enjoy.
27:54What's up brother T's?
27:56How we doing bro?
27:56Good to see you bro.
27:57Long time to see you.
27:58My name is Nick Vance.
27:59Cheers bro.
27:59I'm from Jacksonville, Florida.
28:00You might know me from season seven, Love Island.
28:08I'm a mom.
28:09Mamacita.
28:14Quick, hurry up, get in.
28:18What the fuck?
28:20You might not.
28:22And if you don't, my name is Nick Vance.
28:24Cheers bro.
28:25Good to see you man.
28:27How's wifey?
28:28How's lifey?
28:28Great bro.
28:29We're now dating and everything so.
28:31Sick.
28:31Yeah, I've been staying with her for a little while.
28:33I'm with Jeremiah all the time.
28:34I'm with Hannah, Iris.
28:36Pepe all the time?
28:37No, he honestly hasn't been showing up.
28:38Really?
28:39Is there beef?
28:40There's a bunch of stuff he said.
28:41Took away from Iris and I's relationship.
28:44But we're not on the same page.
28:46We, you know, we're just not gonna be friends.
28:50I'm not that surprised that, you know, that there's tension.
28:52Since the beginning of time, girls will make men go crazy.
28:56Pepe and I are boys.
28:57I just support both of my boys at the end of the day.
28:59Like, I stay out of it.
29:00Where'd you get that thing, bro?
29:01Well, Andrew got it for me.
29:02Oh, really?
29:03Yeah.
29:03That's fire.
29:04Bro, it was dancing.
29:05I gave her a present and I like filmed it for my YouTube video or whatever.
29:09And people started like crashing out.
29:11Why?
29:12I guess like the Louie box, it was small.
29:15Oh.
29:15But like, people were like, oh, like he didn't get her shit.
29:18Yeah, yeah, yeah.
29:19Oh my God.
29:20I got her something good, but.
29:21That's like some of the toughest things.
29:24Like since the villa, like dealing with the public and like everyone
29:27watching everything and like have an opinion, I think it's like.
29:29It's crazy.
29:30Yeah.
29:30Cause like you kind of control like the narrative in a little bit of a way.
29:33Like I only let people see like 10%.
29:36I think there is some things that we keep private, but we post every day basically.
29:41It's just a part of our daily life.
29:43So the public knows majority of what's going on in our lives.
29:46So I saw Alandria went to the Golden Globes.
29:51Yeah, yeah.
29:51You couldn't make it or something?
29:53I never got the invite in the mail.
29:54Oh, yeah?
29:54That's because my car kept moving.
29:56Oh.
29:57That's my home address.
29:58Yeah, yeah.
29:58No, but next year.
29:59I really want to get into acting and like.
30:01Yeah.
30:02What's your plans?
30:02Do you think you're moving out here or anything or?
30:04I don't know.
30:05Like the DJing is so time consuming and like I go back and forth every other day.
30:09Dude, I've been debating it for forever.
30:12But I don't know.
30:13It's kind of not my vibe out here.
30:16Yeah.
30:16Talk about long distance.
30:17Like is that hard for you?
30:18Yeah.
30:19I mean like it's literally the opposite sides of the country.
30:21Yeah.
30:22What about you?
30:23She's in Houston.
30:23So it's like only two and a half hours away.
30:26But at the same time, it's like she is never in Houston and I'm never in Florida.
30:31So it's like.
30:31You guys are so busy and everything.
30:33How do you make time for each other?
30:35It's rough.
30:36I mean, I'm in a club like probably Wednesday through Saturday and she's 99% doing a shoot
30:42throughout the week or whatever.
30:44But honestly, our schedules have been like aligning up pretty nicely.
30:47Like she coincidentally was in L.A. yesterday.
30:50So we got dinner and chilled, kicked in.
30:52I mean, just pray that it aligns.
30:55Iris and I are the same way, but you know, she has a lot more going on than I obviously
30:58do.
30:58But I have more with like the real estate and the stuff over in Tampa.
31:02So that's kind of like where we are like a little off schedule.
31:08I've never really done a long distance relationship before.
31:10So it's very new to me and there's a lot to learn and it's a lot to balance.
31:16But Iris and I were making the long distance work.
31:18I feel like we don't get to see each other every single day.
31:20So when we are together, we're making sure that it's quality time spent.
31:23It's good to see you, bro.
31:25Yeah.
31:25Thanks for coming out.
31:26Of course.
31:43Honey, I'm...
31:44Hi!
31:45Oh, you look good.
31:47Yeah, I like this necklace.
31:50You look cute.
31:56So, you and TJ, how are you guys doing?
31:59You guys said I love you like officially?
32:01Yeah.
32:02We were in bed.
32:03So I was like, oh, I love you.
32:04Aww.
32:05He's always there for me.
32:06Like, you know, Sebastian, like he's always like there for you and always has your back.
32:10That's what we needed this whole time.
32:12When are you going to Aruba?
32:14During Valentine's Day.
32:15I told myself no more cold places.
32:17I like Tahoe though.
32:18It was beautiful.
32:19It was really beautiful.
32:20I was just going through it.
32:22Yeah.
32:22And I felt like everybody was kind of like attacking you.
32:24The thing is, I was just not having, like I was not doing good.
32:28And like, I feel like that's okay.
32:29I feel like my friends would like know that.
32:33We know.
32:33I just feel like people don't understand how I deal with things because it's different
32:39and the way that they deal with things.
32:41Like I'm doing my best and it's just really hard that like I feel like everybody's just
32:46going against me.
32:47I always say like you need to just be yourself and the people that like you want to be around
32:52you and the people that don't, don't.
32:54You know?
32:54And like that's okay.
32:55Doesn't this spot on my, my set kind of look like a penis?
32:59It does.
33:00That one's a penis.
33:02I was staring at her and I was like, ah, I feel dirty.
33:14Bye.
33:15Bye.
33:16So cute.
33:23Hi, baby.
33:25How are you?
33:25Good luck.
33:26Where's Grey?
33:29Oh, there she is.
33:32Hey, hey, what's up?
33:34Hi, guys.
33:36You look good, girl.
33:37You look good.
33:38I'm like a Twilight vampire right now.
33:40No, stop, don't say that.
33:42We love the little Edward moment, so.
33:44Ooh.
33:45We all got the same thing.
33:47Thank you so much.
33:49Wow, these look good.
33:50That breather was great, right?
33:52Yeah, I haven't really talked to Vinny since the trip.
33:55But I mean, it's only been like a week, so.
33:57I talked to Andreina a little bit, but.
33:59Yeah, me too.
34:00She was kind of nice.
34:00She kind of was, like, in her corner a little bit.
34:03I just wish there was, like, no animosity, no tension.
34:07Obviously, like, Hannah asked me, so I was like,
34:10if you're going to ask me, I have to speak on it.
34:11I understand what you're saying, but I'm also really
34:14happy that you did speak your mind, because otherwise,
34:16that's something that you would have been, like, holding in.
34:19Yeah.
34:21All of that aside, have you spoke to Chris lately?
34:24How have you guys been?
34:26Girl.
34:28I feel like, hmm, what's that look?
34:32Don't piss me off.
34:33I mean, I sent him a message, and I let him know that things are off.
34:37I'm not sure why, but if we need to call it, we can.
34:39Yeah.
34:46You know, so I was looking for him to fix it, and it didn't feel like that.
34:57It felt almost like a drag.
34:59It felt like he was just sweeping out of the rug.
35:03During the trip in Tahoe, I realized I wasn't going to get what I needed from him in a relationship.
35:08There was still a certain attentiveness that he lacked.
35:11Hey, watch my board, bruh.
35:13Watch your board?
35:14I got the handles up.
35:16Oh, my God.
35:17I'm having a hard time.
35:19I'm not a baby, but at the same time, when I'm with a man, I'm his baby.
35:25So did you guys speak again after Tahoe?
35:27We did.
35:28It was very inconsistent communication, and now we've kind of, like, called things off.
35:33So that's where you guys stand?
35:35Yeah, we're done.
35:36I don't like the story.
35:38The ending was better in my head.
35:40Girl, me too, but no, babes.
35:53What's going on, brother?
35:54What up, Brian?
35:55Big dog for a big guy.
35:56I know, big guy.
35:57We have boundaries, brother.
35:58Boundaries.
36:01Hey, how are you?
36:01Hi, Mariana.
36:02How are you?
36:02Sorry, no.
36:03You got makeup?
36:04No, it's just that my relationship in Boundaries.
36:08Hey, high dive forward.
36:09Yeah, high dive.
36:11You stupid, though.
36:12You good, though?
36:13What's happening, man?
36:13This is Koda, bro.
36:15I'm kidding, Koda.
36:16Koda's already tired?
36:17He went to the park earlier.
36:18Yeah, you dumb for the day, huh?
36:20No.
36:21Koda need to hop on the gluten-free, dairy-free diet for a little bit out here that they do
36:26in
36:26L.A.
36:27He old, for real?
36:28Yeah, he about to be eight.
36:29That's why he got the Great Hill.
36:30That's what I'm saying, bro, like, he not about to be shredded.
36:34I'm gonna be officially moved out here in February.
36:36Word.
36:37Yeah.
36:37Did you find a spot?
36:38Yeah.
36:38Oh, shit, okay.
36:39I went Hollywood.
36:41Being in L.A. the past few months and going from the East Coast to the West Coast has definitely
36:45been an adjustment, but I can't lie, I can't deny this, the weather and the views.
36:49Yeah, I'm loving Kali, I'll say that.
36:51It's just about that time.
36:52All the brands and stuff work out here, too, so.
36:54Yeah.
36:56You wanna chill here for a little bit?
36:57Yeah, bro.
36:58Decoding of your break.
37:00Huh, Barry?
37:01I'm highly excited, bro, moving out here.
37:03Yeah, me too, bro.
37:04Spend the summer out here and stuff like that, so.
37:06How are you though, bro, since Tahoe, since that whole situation and everything?
37:11Really good, bro.
37:12Really?
37:12Honestly, like, that was like, because obviously we left off, like, when we first thought it
37:17was cool and everything, and then Tahoe kind of, like, everything switched.
37:20Yeah.
37:21But, like, it was more so, like, we're cordial, like, that chapter's been closed.
37:24I feel like I closed a chapter in some part of my life, bro, and I'm opening up a brand
37:27new chapter out here in L.A.
37:29Yeah.
37:29Starting fresh and stuff like that, so.
37:31How you feeling post Tahoe, Oklahoma?
37:34That was a lot.
37:35How's stuff with you and Coco?
37:37We're done.
37:39Really?
37:40Yeah, I told ya, we should just be friends, bro.
37:43I just don't think I can meet the expectations that she has, just where I am in life right
37:47now, bro.
37:49I can't be stressed and worried about getting that done.
37:53Coco was raised by a single dad, and, you know, he instilled some expectations and treatment
37:59that, you know, a man should be giving her, which any dad should do.
38:01I would do that for my own daughter.
38:03I think when you're on the other side and you're actually dating the girl that has those
38:07expectations from her father, I think it's a little tough.
38:10What do you think she's saying to the girls right now about you?
38:13I'm not really tripping, bro.
38:16Another one bites the dust.
38:18Wait, so you guys are, like, done.
38:20You called it quits.
38:21I gave him some space and then kinda reached out.
38:24I kinda let him know, like, hey, I'm gonna keep the band with you.
38:27I feel like our exchange hasn't been as fluent.
38:29In the beginning, I feel like you were really invested and excited to get closer to me,
38:34but I feel like now I'm not really sure how you feel.
38:37And then I go on Instagram and, like, he's outside with Brian.
38:41He went to the club over the weekend without you?
38:44I was just like, oh, well, maybe he's just dealing with whatever personal things he has going on.
38:49And then I go on Instagram and I'm like, oh, you're at the club in a section.
38:54You're outside.
38:56And I'm inside waiting for your dad.
38:58Did you speak with him after the club or did you just see him in the club?
39:02I did, I did.
39:03Okay, so you kinda confronted him about that.
39:04I did.
39:04I sent him a message.
39:05I know I kinda brought it up the other night, but I'm bringing it up again because it's kind of
39:09weighing on me.
39:10I want you to be happy getting closer to a person you really, really like.
39:14And if this is truly not that, we don't have to do this.
39:17The reason he gave didn't feel legitimate.
39:19And we both agreed, like, let's just call it a quits.
39:21I really wish we would've just stayed friends.
39:24He doesn't have the experience of having, like, a girlfriend right in front of him that he has to court
39:29regularly.
39:30You know what I mean?
39:30Yeah.
39:31And I just don't have the energy to teach a 27-year-old man how to do that.
39:36No.
39:37There's nothing wrong with that at all.
39:38Like, you know exactly what you want.
39:41And if you weren't getting exactly what you want, like, you're not trying to waste your time, you're not trying
39:45to waste his time.
39:46And it's not even a one.
39:47It's just a bare minimum, you know?
39:48When you get to know somebody who's dating, it's going out and, like, courting properly and, like, being attentive.
39:54And, like, because you want to pay attention to what this person does and how this person is.
39:58I just, I require that kind of attentiveness.
40:02Shay, I mean, you tried.
40:04Yeah, I did.
40:05I really tried.
40:06I stepped up romantically.
40:09I handle situations in a grown matter, in my opinion.
40:13With me dating Coco for these last two or three months, I think it gave me a new perception on
40:19what I want for my future.
40:21It gave me even more of a clear head of what I won't tolerate, what I will put up with,
40:26and what I will accept.
40:28And also what I want going forward.
40:30I think I need to date older, someone who's more established.
40:34I want a queen, bro.
40:35I don't want a princess.
40:36Mmm.
40:36That make sense?
40:37Like, I want my girl to have her own.
40:39I want my girl to be established with her career and what she wants in life, knows what she wants
40:44and how she wants to go about it.
40:46Like, a real woman.
40:49Not a girl that's still chasing princess treatment.
40:53All the time.
40:55Damn, sheesh.
40:56That's really a lot, fam.
40:58Great to see how you feel, bro.
40:59Shit.
41:00It didn't really work out.
41:02I think for now it's single Chris all 26.
41:05On your time?
41:06On my time.
41:07What I want to do, where I want to go.
41:08Okay.
41:09Leaving the seatbelt open.
41:10Riding dirty.
41:11Yes.
41:12Enough about me, honey.
41:14Look, look.
41:15Y'all peep this off.
41:17Pause.
41:17What do you mean?
41:18Girl, she talking about Austin child.
41:21Oh.
41:23You know, seeing Austin post his relationship with the girl that he had told me he wasn't going
41:31in that direction with, it was kind of a shock.
41:34But at the same time, no, it wasn't.
41:36Because I always knew that there was something going on.
41:39He just kind of made me feel like I was crazy.
41:42And it's like...
41:44Baby, I mean...
41:45Clearly I wasn't.
41:45Clearly she wasn't.
41:46I didn't imagine.
41:47I really just want Austin to be happy.
41:49And if this makes him happy, then I'm happy for him.
41:53So I don't feel any sort of animosity towards him.
41:56It was just kind of like...
41:59People lost us and that's not our loss.
42:02But we have each other and we found each other through our hearts.
42:06Yeah.
42:07And like, I'm so grateful.
42:08Like, I see you guys at my wedding.
42:10Like, I see you guys going through life experiences with me.
42:12I won't cry. Stop.
42:13But you know what I mean?
42:14Like, you know, it's really special.
42:16Like, and we're so lucky because this is what we wanted through it, you know?
42:19And just because we didn't find it with everyone, how lucky are we to have found it with even just
42:23us?
42:24Oof.
42:25No, don't cry.
42:26Don't cry.
42:28Don't cry.
42:29That's when I came into the Love Island experience, like, hope for.
42:34Girl, you know?
42:35Don't make me cry.
42:37And...
42:41Maybe we're silly for having our heart as much as we did, but...
42:45Yeah.
42:46I'm just, I'm glad that, like, at least we have each other.
42:49No matter where you go, oh, you are never alone.
43:00Run down to the end.
43:07Oh, my God. Damn.
43:10This is way more work than I expected.
43:14Aw.
43:15My nursing graduation cat.
43:18I'm gonna put this here for now.
43:20Oh, my gosh.
43:23To finally be in my own place, my own apartment, my own castle, it feels so free.
43:29And Papa Papaya approves.
43:33I don't like this.
43:34It's like a flower growing out of power shape.
43:38I still can see the look in his face that he doesn't want to let his little papaya go.
43:43But he does approve, and he knows that I'm safe, which is the most important part.
43:48This is crazy. Like, how much lip gloss a girl needs?
43:53Ah!
43:56Thomas Clarkies!
43:59What's up, baby girl?
44:01I miss you.
44:02I miss you more.
44:03I'm at my castle.
44:05And no matter how much I unpack, bro, the boxes just keep coming big.
44:10It's like a bad nightmare.
44:11There's always more.
44:12There's more.
44:13There's more.
44:14But no, honestly, like, I'm really happy that I just finally have a place where I could call home.
44:21Just a place where I feel like I've worked for, you know?
44:24I'm so happy for you. Oh, my God.
44:26Wait, do you want to see?
44:27Do you want to see the apartment? Did I study?
44:29Yes. Give me a tour.
44:30Okay, let me give you a tour.
44:31This is one of my closets.
44:33We're trying to do it on the side of the side, period, period.
44:36This is the bathroom.
44:37I'm going to make this into, like, old Hollywood, country style.
44:40And I also have a balcony.
44:42You can see the water, like, literally, you can see the water from here.
44:45And then that's the city.
44:47Oh, my God.
44:49The fact that I'm here, living in my home together, it's like, wow.
44:52I can't believe it.
44:54I can't believe it.
44:55I'm just very, very proud of myself.
44:57And I am happy to basically just make that little girl in me smile.
45:01I just also wanted to say thank you.
45:04You were such a great support system on this journey.
45:07It really does mean a lot.
45:08And I really do have a lot of love for you.
45:10Seeing all of my friends do these amazing big things and accomplish these crazy goals is very motivating.
45:17And I have so many things that I want to accomplish.
45:19Putting myself back into the cheer world.
45:22Owning multiple businesses.
45:24And just continuing to grow into the best version of myself.
45:29What's tea?
45:30What's next for Amaya Papaya?
45:33Um, I'm just going to continue on following my journey.
45:41I'm so proud of you.
45:43You're doing big things.
45:44And even bigger, it's coming up.
45:46They don't even know Amaya.
45:48When someone calls your name, you just have to go for it, you know?
45:52It's your passion.
45:53This past year just taught me a lot of resilience and to keep on having faith.
45:58And when life gives you lemons, make the fucking lemonade.
46:01I just see Amaya Papaya not stopping.
46:03Men who are gynecologist kind of freak me out.
46:06You know, I got a 97 on my vagina exam.
46:09We didn't get the happy ending on the villa in Fiji, but this ending is better.
46:14Yeah.
46:15This is so cute.
46:16When you meet my girlfriend.
46:16Aw, yes.
46:18TJ.
46:18This is the way it was supposed to be.
46:20Look at us now.
46:21Look at us now.
46:22We made it.
46:23You made it!
46:29Who is that?
46:34Taylor!
46:36I never would have thought I could be doing long distance.
46:39I don't think anybody would choose this.
46:43It's strengthened our relationship.
46:45It has made me more hopeful for what the future looks like for us.
46:51It's Christmas, TJ.
46:53It's the Friendsgiving.
46:54My life in a year should have been my life over the span of like six years.
46:59There's so many opportunities that lie ahead.
47:02I want to travel the world, have fun, get married and have babies.
47:07You know, I met somebody yesterday and she told me, I'm gluten free.
47:11Fuck is gluten.
47:12My first time in the West Coast was this past summer and now I'm moving here.
47:16It's so crazy.
47:17And this experience, it forced me to change in a lot of ways that I needed to change.
47:21And hearing people like my mom say I changed, it means a lot.
47:29I'm never ending midnight side.
47:34I'm so glad that I went on this crazy ass show and went to it.
47:40And guess what?
47:41We have more crazy ass memories to be more made, okay?
47:43So get prepared.
47:44Make sure that buckle seat is buckle up.
47:53Why not bring a white Christmas to L.A.
48:01Tomorrow night, a new bomb ship enters the building.
48:04Yeah, guys, like I got a few properties.
48:07Mom!
48:08Mom!
48:09Mom!
48:09Mom!
48:10We over here!
48:12That was good.
48:13Yay!
48:15Yay!
48:16Yay!
48:16Yay!
48:17Yay!
48:17Yay!
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