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13 Reasons Why - Season 2 Episode 8
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24:42My sister Kinsey told me you guys are going on a little date this weekend. I was gonna tell you
24:48about it
24:48You know, I just I don't want it to be weird
24:52It's all good. I mean I trust you
24:56As long as you're not actually some crazy stalker who follows girls around with camera
25:16Oh shit
25:27Hey, yo, dude to come look at this
25:32Did you hit it
25:43Dude
25:45Look at it. It was like
25:48It's like flying like 30 seconds ago. No, it's just I
25:53Mean
25:59Parents don't know what happens at school
26:07Damn it Clay pick up the phone. Do you have any idea what you fucking did?
26:12Where the hell are you right now?
26:20What the fuck did you just do hey look I came to you for help and you didn't do shit
26:24man. They're still blackmailing me
26:25They may even say this. Who the fuck is they? I don't know. How do I know look if that
26:30video gets out man?
26:32It's out forever, okay
26:34And I still have a future, but for you did the tapes are out
26:39I didn't say anything that hasn't been said already
26:42big mistake
26:43big fucking mistake
26:55There are limits to what we can do to help another person
26:59No matter how much we wish there weren't
27:01We need to take these tapes to the police. We need to get these boys that did this to her
27:07Noelle
27:08I don't care what she wants
27:10She's here. I'll call you back
27:12Yes, I promise
27:13I'll call her
27:15Hey, dad. Hey, baby girl. Let's talk
27:20I
27:20I don't want to talk
27:22Honey your mom and I want to be there for you whatever you need. I'm fine. I just
27:29I have a lot of homework, okay?
27:30Miss Baker called for you a while ago
27:38What did she want?
27:40To check in on you see how you're doing
27:44I just I need to be alone, okay?
27:50So there's a limit to what we can do to protect them and there are some things you just
27:58Can't protect them from I
28:00Couldn't be there every time someone judged her or shamed her. I didn't always have the answers. I
28:18After everything that happened at Liberty High
28:22Well, I think it was just too much for Hannah
28:26After all that was just too much
28:28And did anyone at Liberty
28:31Inform you of the issues happening on campus the
28:36Hot or not list being circulated the suicidal poem being read aloud the
28:41Anonymous question specifically about suicide
28:44No
28:46No, they never I mean had they sent out some kind of notification to all the parents we could have
28:52talked to Hannah
28:53We could have started a conversation, but they never
28:56Informed us about any of it
28:58So the administration was either ignorant of the problems under their own roof or they were aware and did nothing
29:05exactly
29:07Thank you. Mrs. Baker
29:12Mrs. Baker were you aware that Hannah knew about your husband's affair? I
29:19No, I was not aware but I
29:21You never picked up on any signs from her that she may have known or might have been in distress?
29:44Yes?
29:45Hey mom. Hey sweetheart. Are you okay? Are you? Your father and I just had a little argument that's all.
29:55Are they serious?
29:59How was school? School is school, but here I am
30:04Got you something
30:08Irises? They're my favorite
30:13But what's the occasion?
30:14Nothing. I just saw them in the window on my way home and remembered how much you like irises
30:19Aw
30:19I know I never give you anything unless it's like Mother's Day or something, but I just wanted to say
30:25thank you for being a great mother every day
30:29Hannah, honey
30:35You're so thoughtful
30:43No, I never noticed anything
30:46So even you didn't notice the signs that Hannah was in distress and yet you expect the school to have
30:51done so?
30:52Objection. Argumentative
30:53Withdrawn. Mrs. Baker you say that you didn't notice whether Hannah was in distress
30:59But is there anything in your family history to suggest that Hannah may have had a predisposition to any mental
31:05health problems?
31:06There have been some issues with anxiety on my side of the family, but nothing serious and Hannah never showed
31:14any signs
31:15And were any of these issues ever serious enough to require treatment?
31:20Well, yes, I've seen a therapist on and off over the years during stressful periods
31:25So you've received treatment from a mental health care professional, but you never thought that your daughter might require similar
31:30care?
31:30She was just a child and again, she never showed any signs
31:34Did you or did you not take Hannah to see a therapist, Mrs. Baker?
31:41No, I never did
31:51Hey
31:52You made it
31:54Yeah, I did
31:56Hi
32:01It's so good to see you, you look great
32:04For a person in a mental health facility?
32:06No, no, just for a person in the world who always looks great
32:13Stop, I'm kidding
32:15And thank you
32:17I was, um, really glad you called back
32:22Oh, I just got my phone privileges
32:24Haven't been dodging you
32:26Wait, so you just got all those messages at once?
32:28I hope you skipped some
32:29I listen to everyone
32:30Okay, guys, we're starting yoga in here in a few minutes for whoever's interested and who won't be making fun
32:36of the poses
32:37Then we've got our small group sessions, bring your shared journals or pay the price
32:45Cool
32:50This, uh, this place seems really nice
32:53Come on, I'll give you the VIP tour
32:57Like, everyone's brain chemistry is different, so I might take them a few tries before they can find the right
33:02combination of meds
33:06Wait, is this too much right now?
33:09No, no, no, no, it's just
33:14Like, are they sure it's bipolar?
33:17I mean, it feels like kind of a blurry line between someone being manic and also just, you know, being
33:22in a really good mood
33:26Clay, I tried to jerk you off in front of your parents
33:30I mean, that wasn't just a good mood
33:34Yeah
33:36Yeah, yeah, point taken, that's pretty fucked up
33:43But the meds and everything
33:45I mean, what if that all, like, changes you?
33:50I hope it does
33:53Look, the person that I was, it wasn't really working for me
33:58Like, the good moods, they could be amazing, but
34:02I was, like, dancing on the edge of a really high cliff
34:08And the fall was just really fucking hard and far
34:17I'm sorry
34:19Wait
34:22You know it's not your fault, right?
34:26No, I, I don't
34:28I don't know if you do
34:43All this time
34:46How could you keep that from me?
34:48I'm sorry, Olivia
34:51I thought I fixed it
34:52I didn't want to make things worse for you or Hannah
34:54I just wanted to move on
34:56Clearly
34:58I didn't know how to talk to you anymore
35:01I didn't know how to tell you that I needed to
35:05Need
35:06Feel loved and held and I needed to be needed
35:11Oh, oh, so this is my fault?
35:14It's not your fault, I'm not blaming you, I'm blaming us
35:17We should have communicated, we should have noticed that our baby girl was suffering
35:20We should have done something
35:21Don't you dare, okay, don't you dare make me feel like I failed my daughter
35:27Okay, if we lose this trial, it's your fault
35:29If we win this trial, it's my fault
35:31How can you not see that?
35:33How can you not feel that, sitting on that stand?
35:35That's all it took?
35:36This, this lawyer gets in your head and then suddenly we're on trial?
35:40I never wanted to go to trial, I never wanted to, but deep down I thought we had a case
35:45I believe that the school, the bullies, that monster, were responsible for our losing Hannah, but we're in this too,
35:51Liv
35:55We're part of it too, Liv
36:00And if you can't see that now, I don't think you ever will
36:14I don't want to fight anymore, I don't want to fight, I don't want to fight with you and not
36:19in this courtroom
36:22I think this case is better off without me
36:30And so are you
36:45So when do you come home?
36:48The thing is, my mom doesn't want me to go back to Liberty
36:52She wants me to transfer schools
36:56Like, like East County?
36:59Like another state
37:02I'm going to live with my aunt and uncle
37:07Wait, you're never coming back?
37:10Look, I need to hit the reset button
37:13The reset button, to like delete everything that came before
37:16No, not what I mean
37:18Not delete, not you, not our friendship
37:22But I need to move on
37:25They're making you do that
37:26No, I'm doing it
37:30I can't keep pretending like I'm okay, like I don't need to work to get well
37:36Like, it's everyone's fault but mine
37:41I want to live a better life than that
37:57You're gonna forget me
37:58Oh my god, I never could
38:00I'm just gonna be this one guy you knew one time
38:07I can let you go and still love you
38:14I'll always love you
38:20I'm gonna miss you
38:23I'm gonna miss you too
38:54You're a good person, Clay
38:55And you can help people
38:59Just maybe not help
39:01You think they need to be helped
39:13You know what I mean
39:23I'm gonna miss you
39:24Clay?
39:28Clay!
39:31Hey!
39:31I need to talk to you
39:36Clay, why aren't you answering your phone?
39:40Justin
39:42Hey, dickhead, where's Clay?
39:45Hey, Justin, Justin, hey, wake up, wake the fuck up, hey, wake up, Justin, roll over, Justin,
40:08I can't roll you.
40:14Fuck!
40:20Fuck!
40:22Fuck!
40:22You're gonna fucking bite, you die.
40:25Fuck!
40:28Fuck!
40:29Fuck!
40:32Fuck!
40:34Fuck!
40:36Fuck!
40:38Fuck!
40:47We don't always get second chances to help people, to be there, in the right way, to love
41:05them.
41:06Hi.
41:08My dad said you called, and I heard what happened in court today, and I don't know, I just wanted
41:14to reach out, you know, to see if there's anything I could do.
41:19come in.
41:22I think it's a tolerance thing, I don't know, I've only ever shot up a couple times.
41:28You could've fucking died.
41:31like anyone would even care at this point.
41:33Dude, don't joke about that.
41:37Shit.
41:39I'm sorry.
41:43Hey.
41:44Hey.
41:46Drink this.
42:04Where's the scar?
42:06Oh, it's, there's scars, that they're under my hair.
42:12That's why I grew it up.
42:16Yeah, I remember how it used to be.
42:19When, when you first started at Liberty, some of the guys were like, that hair makes him
42:25a fag.
42:26Like, but, I was like, that's fucking stupid.
42:33Well, that's super kind of you.
42:36Yeah, well, whatever.
42:46You're still in love with Jessica, aren't you?
42:51It doesn't matter.
42:54Look at you.
42:55It clearly does.
43:01What the hell happened?
43:04He shot up, and then he almost choked on his own cuke.
43:07What the fuck is wrong with you, Justin?
43:09You were just clean.
43:10Leave him alone, okay?
43:12What?
43:13Now you're, now you're defending him?
43:14Yeah, what the hell were you thinking with the tapes, Clay?
43:16Do you have any idea what you did to Jessica?
43:18Yeah, I was trying to get justice for Hannah.
43:21And I'm, I'm sorry if it hurt Jessica, but maybe it's time for her truth to come out too.
43:26What the fuck gives you the right to decide what needs to come out?
43:32Look, look, I've done everything I can.
43:36Everything I can think of to make things right.
43:40But I can't do it alone.
43:45Okay?
43:46Look, I'm sorry about the tapes, but it's gonna get worse before it gets better.
43:52And I need you guys.
43:55Turn your hands.
43:56There you go. Good hit.
44:01Wow.
44:02You did need to come in.
44:03Yeah, I feel better already.
44:06Well, the night is young.
44:07It could get even better.
44:08Oh, yeah?
44:09Yeah.
44:09What do you got on mine?
44:11Oh.
44:12Hey.
44:13Hey, I didn't know you were coming in today.
44:16Lucas.
44:16This is Tony.
44:17Tony, this is Lucas.
44:18Oh, hey, man.
44:19Good to meet you.
44:21Oh.
44:23Yeah, man.
44:24It's...
44:25It's good to meet you, too.
44:27I'll talk to you later.
44:29I should get out of here anyway.
44:30I'm pretty tired.
44:32Hey.
44:33Have we trained together before?
44:36No, I don't, uh...
44:37I don't think so.
44:40Have a good night.
44:44We don't always know...
44:47Everything a kid is going through.
44:51Hey, buddy.
44:52We agreed.
44:53Door open, yeah?
44:54It was open.
44:55No, it was almost closed.
44:56We agreed 45 degrees open all the time, okay?
44:59But then last month, we negotiated down to 30.
45:02It was at 3, just now, so...
45:04Keep it open, all right?
45:06Wait, Dad.
45:07I'm really sorry about last night.
45:09I didn't mean to ruin the party.
45:13Ah, buddy.
45:18You didn't.
45:19And I feel like I owe you an apology.
45:22Because I...
45:23I think I've been pushing you too hard.
45:26No, I think maybe...
45:28It's a good thing.
45:30Because today, I like...
45:32I really pushed myself, and it kind of turned out okay.
45:35That's great.
45:36Yeah, my memory's getting better.
45:39Good.
45:40Well, the doctor didn't say you were stuck, right?
45:42He said that your recovery would be unpredictable, but there's always hope.
45:48Yeah.
45:49Yeah.
45:50Um...
45:51So...
45:51Last night, with that video game, it actually started making me remember this other one,
45:56Desert Duty.
45:58So...
45:58I was thinking, um...
46:00Just maybe if I play that one again, it would actually help me remember more.
46:05It's a shooter game, Desert Duty?
46:07Yeah, I know, Dad, but it's not...
46:09It's not like that.
46:10I just...
46:11There's something that I gotta remember.
46:16Yeah, but...
46:18Yeah, I know...
46:19I don't know...
46:21Yeah, I know.
46:24I get it.
46:26It's probably stupid, anyway.
46:31I should probably get some sleep.
46:33Alright.
46:35Night.
46:36Night.
46:40But kids...
46:43They don't always tell you everything they're feeling.
46:56I'm saying that the house is on fire
46:59and all I know how to do is write poems.
47:01All I know how to do is arrange flowers
47:03on the table of a burning home.
47:05I am pressing against the frame.
47:07I am chanting the right words.
47:10I am gripping my fists and letting them go.
47:14Wow.
47:16Hannah wrote that?
47:18I must have read it a million times.
47:20The whole time I thought it was about that school.
47:22The suffocating.
47:23Oh, my God, it's right there in front of me.
47:26The burning home.
47:28The flowers.
47:31It was about her dad's affair.
47:34And there she was trying to comfort me
47:35when I should have been the one trying to comfort her.
47:37I mean, why didn't I see it?
47:38Olivia, you can't blame yourself.
47:40This is Andy's fault.
47:41Look, Jackie, please don't tell me how to feel right now.
47:49Look, I'm sorry.
47:50You're right.
47:51No, I'm sorry.
47:52It's just it's more complicated than that.
47:55I didn't mean to overstep.
47:59You know, I think maybe I should head to bed.
48:02No, no, no.
48:03It's been a long day, really.
48:05I need to get some rest.
48:07It was nice meeting you, Jessica.
48:29You must think I'm an idiot wanting to protect a man who doesn't deserve it.
48:35I get it.
48:37I mean, I really get it.
48:41You love him, right?
48:43Despite everything.
48:44And it's crazy, but you love him.
48:49I do.
48:50I do.
48:53Even though he hurt you so bad.
49:05You know, Jessica, if there's anything you ever want to talk about, sometimes I think if
49:15Hannah would have come to me, maybe things would have been different.
49:24Maybe it was too painful for her to talk about it.
49:31Maybe she kept it all in to protect herself.
49:37I'm not good at that.
49:40The more I think about it, she's really brave.
49:44Oh, but honey, we both know that didn't work.
49:49Keeping it in, that's not brave.
49:54Feeling the pain facing it, that takes courage.
49:59It's okay to let it out.
50:05It's okay.
50:20Not a day passes during this trial.
50:23It's okay.
50:24In the months it took to get here that I don't wish I could have wrapped my arms around her
50:29and told her it would be okay.
50:32But I never had that chance.
50:35Why didn't you tell us he was on drugs?
50:38He was getting better, okay?
50:40Anyway, I didn't even know about the drugs when I first brought him here.
50:43Should we call social services?
50:44No, Dad.
50:45Call social services, he disappears into the system.
50:47He doesn't testify.
50:48Jesus, is that what we care about?
50:50No, I care about keeping the kids safe, which is hard to do when they're both fighting against us.
50:54How am I fighting you?
50:55The register called me today, Clay.
50:57Those audio files were watermarked.
50:59You stole them from my computer.
51:00You told me you weren't working on the case.
51:03That's no excuse.
51:03You told Sonia about Zach texting Hannah.
51:06That's how they knew everything.
51:07Is that true?
51:08She's a colleague.
51:10I pointed her in a direction.
51:11It's hardly the same thing.
51:13It's worse.
51:14You endangered my job, my license, our livelihood.
51:17You ruined my fucking life.
51:18Jesus, you sound like children.
51:20And there's just one child here.
51:21What is that supposed to mean?
51:23Clay needs us to be his parents now.
51:25I don't need anything from you guys.
51:26Clay, go to your room.
51:27What?
51:29How is that fair?
51:30Go to your goddamn room.
51:32Now!
51:47I'm not a dude.
51:48But he is a child.
51:55How can you fix something if you don't know what's broken?
52:00Hannah didn't tell us.
52:06Clay.
52:10No.
52:13You don't talk.
52:14You don't get to say anything.
52:16This is your fucking fault, Hannah.
52:18This mess started with you.
52:20I put out the tapes and that was stupid.
52:22But you made them.
52:24You fucked up people's lives.
52:26I know.
52:27I'm sorry.
52:28Are you?
52:29Are you sorry?
52:31Because that doesn't do a fucking bit of good because you are gone.
52:34You killed yourself.
52:36And you didn't fucking care.
52:38I did!
52:38No!
52:39You didn't!
52:40Or you never would have done it!
52:41I was hurting.
52:42And I didn't think about who I might hurt.
52:45You did an evil thing.
52:52Get the fuck out.
53:12Theчástica don't count.
53:13The booze comes to keep if it wins.
53:18But I know I'm getting nowhere.
53:23Yes.
53:24Now...than
53:25the deeds of yesterday have really helped to pave my ways.
53:30Oh, there's no one in me now
53:36How come everyone can touch me?
53:39Hi, Mom.
53:42You see the torture on my brow
53:45Will it do not hold in or not?
53:49Watch me bleed
53:50Be forever
53:54Watch me bleed
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54:09I'll make no noise, I'll hide my pain
54:12I'll close my eyes, I won't complain
54:15I'll lie right back and take the blame
54:18And try to tell myself I'm living
54:21And when it's all been said, though, though
54:24Where do I go and do I run?
54:27What's left of me or anyone?
54:31When we've denied the hurt to you
54:39Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
54:45Bah, bah, bah, bah, bah, bah, bah, bah, bah, bah
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