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The Summer I Turned Pretty Season 3 Ep10
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00:00:00I'm happy to be with you guys.
00:00:01I've just got so much going on with my new job and my apartment.
00:00:05Anyway, I gotta get started on my stuffing.
00:00:08I'm cooking for my roommates.
00:00:09Love you. Bye.
00:00:14Morning, Romain.
00:00:17Si, qu'est-ce, Baudet?
00:00:18Um, I couldn't find stovetop anywhere.
00:00:20Um, I'm making stuffing.
00:00:24Um, uh, como dito en stuffing?
00:00:29Um, the rum barrage, from scratch.
00:00:32Oui, désolé, j'ai pas de temps, je suis en retard.
00:00:34Uh, le, um, a plu lentement?
00:00:38Je suis à la bourre.
00:00:39L'eau chaude, elle est encore en panne.
00:00:41C'est à ton tour d'appeler propriétaire connard.
00:00:43Tu le fais parce que je suis en retard.
00:00:44Merci.
00:00:46Bonjour, Meno.
00:00:48Good morning, Isabelle.
00:00:49Good morning.
00:00:53C'est quoi cette odeur-là, cette...
00:00:54C'est un poison pourri.
00:00:56Um, have you guys ever had stuffing before?
00:00:59It's, like, an American tradition for Thanksgiving.
00:01:02And I'm gonna take it to work with me, to share,
00:01:04but I thought I could leave you some, if you want to try.
00:01:07Hmm, that's very kind.
00:01:09But no, thank you.
00:01:10Yeah, cool.
00:01:12Qu'est-ce qu'elle fout avec le pain, cette conne, là?
00:01:15Ah, bah, c'est pour célébrer leur fête nationale de génoustie, non?
00:01:18Coffee, nice.
00:01:25Sorry.
00:01:28What's the problem?
00:01:29What's the problem?
00:01:30I don't know.
00:01:31What's the difference?
00:01:38When I had the idea of studying abroad in Paris all those months ago,
00:01:41the part that secretly thrilled and terrified me...
00:01:45Bonjour.
00:01:46...was that I'd be doing something truly on my own
00:01:48for the first time in my life.
00:01:50Madame, madame, merci.
00:01:52Bonne journée.
00:01:53Au revoir.
00:01:54It was a chance for me to test myself,
00:01:56to find out what I was really made of.
00:02:00Un anon.
00:02:01Three months in,
00:02:02and it turns out I'm weak and homesick,
00:02:06and I'm really bad at French.
00:02:08They said, baby, gotta fake it till you make it,
00:02:11and I did it like a camera bitch spot,
00:02:13even when you want to die.
00:02:16But je me suis tenté par là.
00:02:17Every time before I speak in French,
00:02:19I practice what I'm going to say.
00:02:22Je vais prendre un pain au chocolat, s'il vous plaît.
00:02:24Oh, je vais prendre un pain au chocolat, s'il vous plaît.
00:02:28But it doesn't matter how much I practice.
00:02:31Anything else?
00:02:32Because she only ever answers me in English.
00:02:34No, no, thank you.
00:02:43I go to school online most days.
00:02:47And I work at the same time.
00:02:53And since working in Paris means working under the table,
00:02:56it's not one shitty job, it's two.
00:03:00A homesickness I've mostly learned to just accept.
00:03:03It's like a dull ache that never goes away.
00:03:05Le French 76, c'est avec de la vodka.
00:03:07Ça, c'est du gin.
00:03:09Je suis désolée.
00:03:10Répétez, s'il vous plaît.
00:03:11Le French 76, c'est avec de la vodka.
00:03:13Ça, c'est du gin.
00:03:17Vodka, vodka.
00:03:19But then there are times when I feel it in my bones.
00:03:22Oui, oui.
00:03:24It's like...
00:03:25A sudden wild yearning for home.
00:03:28Hey, you guys haven't tried my stuffing yet.
00:03:30For the people who know me.
00:03:31Oh, yeah, we forgot.
00:03:34Well, now is a perfect time to try it, huh?
00:03:37Mmm.
00:03:37Max, you too.
00:03:38Mm-hmm.
00:03:39You guys want some?
00:03:40You're good.
00:03:41You're good.
00:03:45You know, I'm actually not eating gluten at the moment.
00:03:48Since when?
00:03:48Shh.
00:03:49Mm-hmm.
00:03:49My boyfriend made this last year.
00:03:52And it was so good.
00:03:54So, let's see.
00:03:56Pretty good.
00:03:59Last year was pretty good.
00:04:01Mm-hmm.
00:04:03You know, they're probably all sitting down to eat soon.
00:04:05At your home?
00:04:06No, they're all spread out this year.
00:04:07My brother's hosting a Friendsgiving with my best friend and my ex.
00:04:11Friendsgiving?
00:04:12I don't know.
00:04:12Mm-hmm.
00:04:15Oh, my God.
00:04:17I'm so homesick.
00:04:20It's so lonely.
00:04:22Things so lot, you don't?
00:04:24No, no, no.
00:04:25You know what I mean.
00:04:27Why don't you just go home for a bit, then, babe?
00:04:30Because I haven't gotten what I wanted yet.
00:04:34I'm still figuring it out.
00:04:35But don't you want to at least spend Christmas with your family?
00:04:39Of course I do.
00:04:40But that's the problem.
00:04:41I haven't seen or changed or learned enough yet.
00:04:44And I'm afraid if I go home, I won't be able to make myself come back.
00:04:49There's something that doesn't go in the toilet.
00:04:51Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:04:54Too doux.
00:04:55Too doux.
00:05:01Désolée.
00:05:02Please tell me.
00:05:02This is a new one.
00:05:05OK.
00:05:06Be brave.
00:05:06Thanks.
00:05:07Yes.
00:05:49Oh, mm-mm.
00:06:05Hi.
00:06:06Hi.
00:06:07Happy Thanksgiving!
00:06:08Happy Thanksgiving, Belly.
00:06:10Did you finally talk my brother out of trying to
00:06:12deep fry the turkey inside of the apartment?
00:06:14Yes, thank God.
00:06:16Jer saw like a spatchcocking TikTok
00:06:18and insisted on doing that instead.
00:06:21Cool.
00:06:23Hey, are you there?
00:06:27You okay?
00:06:30Hello.
00:06:32How's he doing?
00:06:33Um,
00:06:35he's just
00:06:37he, uh,
00:06:38he's kind of the same.
00:06:41Yeah, I'm sorry.
00:06:42I know that this is like
00:06:45weird and hard.
00:06:47Excuse me.
00:06:49Hello.
00:06:51Belly.
00:06:52Um,
00:06:57uh, did my mom
00:06:59send you any of those church lady pets?
00:07:01Yeah, three?
00:07:03I'm hiding one so I can eat it after everyone leaves.
00:07:06All right, baby.
00:07:08We got five minutes.
00:07:09Take your top off, leave the skirt on. Come on.
00:07:11Oh my God, Steven.
00:07:13Uh, Belly?
00:07:14Yeah, dingus, I'm FaceTiming with your sister right now.
00:07:17Hey.
00:07:17Oh.
00:07:18Hey, sorry, I didn't, I didn't, oh, um...
00:07:21You know, we're just doing Friendsgiving.
00:07:22Yes, I know that.
00:07:24Can you please just put a fucking shirt on?
00:07:25I'm traumatized.
00:07:27Put your shirt on.
00:07:29Oh my God.
00:07:31Yeah, we're gonna go to my chair.
00:07:33Okay.
00:07:35I'm too bored.
00:07:36Um, what's up?
00:07:38What's up?
00:07:39So, how are your, um, 54 roommates and one bazillion crappy jobs?
00:07:44My jobs are not that crappy.
00:07:47And, um, my roommates are pretty great.
00:07:50I thought you said they hate you.
00:07:52No, no, no, no.
00:07:53Uh, we, we had coffee together this morning.
00:07:56Yeah?
00:07:56Just tell me you're coming home for Christmas, Belly.
00:08:00Well...
00:08:01Belly?
00:08:01What, you don't miss us?
00:08:03No, of course I do.
00:08:04But, you know, I've been thinking, and, um...
00:08:11You could come to Paris for New Year's.
00:08:14All my roommates will be gone.
00:08:16And we could have a party.
00:08:20Well, Lucinda did pay me back half of what she owes me.
00:08:24Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!
00:08:26Twist my arm, babe!
00:08:28Yay!
00:08:28Okay.
00:08:29Oh my God.
00:08:29Okay, damn, I have to go, but I love you so much.
00:08:32Yeah, I love you too.
00:08:33Um, can you tell Jeremiah I said hi?
00:08:39Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally.
00:08:40Okay.
00:08:41Bye.
00:08:42Bye.
00:08:43I hope you have a good time.
00:08:44I'm sorry.
00:08:52Hey, Brett, um, do you mind taking your shoes off, actually?
00:08:55Yeah?
00:08:56Wow.
00:08:57Hey, Brett.
00:08:59You're a dick.
00:09:00Hey, hey, don't...
00:09:01Come on.
00:09:02Don't be like that.
00:09:03Please.
00:09:03It's not like that.
00:09:04We're done.
00:09:05Really?
00:09:05Come on, man, let's talk.
00:09:06Come inside, let's eat.
00:09:07It's not really what it looks like.
00:09:09It's not really what it looks like.
00:09:09I'm leaving.
00:09:10Asshole.
00:09:11You need serious help.
00:09:12Hey, where'd she go?
00:09:13She's probably getting her coat.
00:09:15Uh, dude, stop hooking up with my colleagues.
00:09:18Stop hooking up with my friends.
00:09:20Yeah.
00:09:20Maybe process your emotions and feelings.
00:09:22Uh, I don't know, with people we don't know?
00:09:23Yeah.
00:09:24Yeah?
00:09:24You know what?
00:09:24It's Friendsgiving.
00:09:26Two people are gone.
00:09:27Please don't shit where we eat.
00:09:31That's the one thing...
00:09:32She's living her best French girl life.
00:09:34Yeah.
00:09:34And she invited me to go to Paris.
00:09:36What?
00:09:37For her winter break, yeah.
00:09:38Oh, my God.
00:09:39Well, you got to go.
00:09:39No, fully.
00:09:41She says hi.
00:09:43By the way.
00:09:43I don't really like how quick you were to say yes to that.
00:09:45You're just gonna leave me?
00:09:46Wait, I'm...
00:09:47That quickly?
00:09:48That's crazy.
00:09:50Okay, uh, can you guys get a room, please?
00:09:55These are all my rooms.
00:09:57Yeah.
00:09:57I think the whole point of, uh, couch surfing is that you're supposed to surf out at some point.
00:10:01Jarrett, you can't avoid French forever.
00:10:04You can't.
00:10:04It's...
00:10:05I mean...
00:10:06It's not like belly's even there.
00:10:09Belly who?
00:10:21Tay?
00:10:22Um, did you...
00:10:23Did you use a hand mixer or did you use the ricer that I asked you to use?
00:10:27A hand mixer.
00:10:29Because it was faster.
00:10:30Really?
00:10:31You got the job done?
00:10:32Really?
00:10:33No, you didn't because they're gluey now.
00:10:34It was your idea to cook this whole entire, like, elaborate ass dinner.
00:10:40I just wanted to order Thai food.
00:10:41You...
00:10:41So don't get mad at me when I'm helping you.
00:10:43It's ridiculous.
00:10:44Ooh, a doorbell.
00:10:44I'll go get that.
00:10:45It was my idea to use the ricer, not the hand mixer.
00:10:48Then don't ask me for help.
00:10:48Don't ask me for help.
00:10:49Don't ask me for help.
00:10:50Hey, D-9.
00:10:52Hi.
00:10:52Look who I ran into downstairs.
00:10:54Who cares?
00:10:55It's her boss.
00:10:57Adam.
00:10:58Surprise.
00:10:58I brought some champagne.
00:11:00Yep.
00:11:00Awesome.
00:11:01Yeah, thank you.
00:11:02What the fuck?
00:11:03I have no idea.
00:11:04Do you mind taking your shoes off?
00:11:05Sorry.
00:11:05Where are you?
00:11:05Oh, yeah, no problem.
00:11:06Let me get that.
00:11:08Hello, Jeremiah.
00:11:09Dad.
00:11:10What are you...
00:11:11What are you doing here?
00:11:12Aren't you supposed to be at Kaylee's parents' place?
00:11:14Don't ask.
00:11:15She's there.
00:11:15I'm here.
00:11:16Hey.
00:11:17Happy Thanksgiving.
00:11:18Yeah.
00:11:18I brought champagne...
00:11:21from my wedding.
00:11:24What do you want me to do?
00:11:25Throw it away?
00:11:28Bro, stuffing's bomb.
00:11:30Sprouts are bomb.
00:11:31Turkey's bomb.
00:11:31You've about done to yourself, man.
00:11:33So bomb.
00:11:33You made all those?
00:11:34Uh, yeah.
00:11:35With Steven and Taylor's help, they made the mashed potatoes.
00:11:38You're welcome.
00:11:38Mashed potatoes, not bomb.
00:11:40You can leave.
00:11:41I think they're great.
00:11:42And I always say, you're nothing without a good team.
00:11:45Like these two.
00:11:46My lieutenants.
00:11:48Smart, ambitious, loyal.
00:11:51That's the stuff you can't teach.
00:11:54So is this about me not taking the breaker gig, Dad?
00:11:58Good times.
00:11:59No, I have zero issues with you finishing school, Jeremiah.
00:12:02You're finishing school?
00:12:03I didn't even know you were taking classes this semester.
00:12:06Uh, yeah.
00:12:07Yes, I am.
00:12:09Yeah, I take online classes and...
00:12:11Oh.
00:12:11You're gonna come by the frat house, dude?
00:12:13I'm hurt.
00:12:15What a dick.
00:12:15That's funny.
00:12:18Because I thought Jeremiah was living in the fraternity house.
00:12:23Oh, shit.
00:12:25What I meant was that...
00:12:27Can I talk to you for a second?
00:12:28Yeah.
00:12:28Yeah.
00:12:30Thanks, dude.
00:12:33My mashed potatoes aren't good and then you ruined the fucking dinner.
00:12:36How was I supposed to know?
00:12:37I have been trying my damnedest to cut you some slack, but this is... this is too much!
00:12:42Dad, please.
00:12:43Be quiet.
00:12:44Please.
00:12:46Can we...
00:12:47So...
00:12:49You've been lying to me.
00:12:51For months!
00:12:52Yeah.
00:12:53Yeah.
00:12:54Can you blame me?
00:12:55Excuse me?
00:12:56Look, when I told you I needed an extra semester at school, you acted like I was the biggest
00:13:00moron on earth.
00:13:01And then when I told you I was calling off the wedding, you assumed I screwed something
00:13:05up because that's what I do.
00:13:06I never said that.
00:13:07You never said that to my face.
00:13:09Then you told me my credit history is ruined forever because I had the nerve to back out of
00:13:13an apartment that I was supposed to share with my wife.
00:13:17So yeah, I lied about going to school.
00:13:19Go ahead.
00:13:20Tell me how much of a fuck-up I am.
00:13:21Tell me how you're just burning money from my dead-end future.
00:13:24Aren't I?
00:13:26Not everything is about money, Dad.
00:13:29You're right.
00:13:29It's not.
00:13:31So let's take it out of the equation.
00:13:33What?
00:13:34I'm cutting you off.
00:13:35No, you gotta figure out how to do things on your own without a safety net.
00:13:39Are you...
00:13:39Are you kidding me right now?
00:13:40And it's not because I care about the money, it's because you've never had...
00:13:43Hey, now that you're cutting me off, I don't have to listen to your shit anymore.
00:13:51You basically called me a deadbeat.
00:13:53Where does he get off?
00:13:55Yeah.
00:13:56I mean, you don't have a job.
00:13:57Yeah, and you did sort of drop out.
00:14:00And you don't pay rent.
00:14:01Wow.
00:14:02Wow.
00:14:05Okay, honestly, man, a job would be good for you.
00:14:08It might bring structure.
00:14:10Is this your way of kicking me out?
00:14:12Yes.
00:14:12No.
00:14:13Yes.
00:14:14Yes.
00:14:14Well, fine.
00:14:15I'll just crash at Denise's place then.
00:14:17What?
00:14:18Suck it, loser.
00:14:21FYI, he sleep cooks.
00:14:22Okay, look, I don't sleep cook.
00:14:25That's crazy.
00:14:25He wakes up in the middle of the night and makes food loud as hell.
00:14:28Oh, my God.
00:14:29In his boxers.
00:14:30Mm-hmm.
00:14:31Which is a plus.
00:14:32What?
00:14:34Okay, look, I know it'll be a hassle, Dee, but please, I don't have anywhere else to go.
00:14:45Okay, fine, you can stay with me for one week.
00:14:49Just one?
00:14:49Okay, yeah, just one.
00:14:50You sure you want to do it?
00:14:51No, it's okay.
00:14:52Okay, one.
00:14:53You want to help me pack?
00:14:54No, I am not your mother.
00:14:56All right.
00:14:57Please?
00:14:58Oh, my God, I already hate myself.
00:15:01Okay.
00:15:02Fuck you.
00:15:03To you both.
00:15:05You're welcome.
00:15:05Have fun.
00:15:06Jesus.
00:15:09Try this.
00:15:13Hmm.
00:15:15Need salt.
00:15:18Oh.
00:15:20I've been heartburn all day.
00:15:22Hey.
00:15:23Oh.
00:15:25Did you move the Pepsid?
00:15:26No, it's in there.
00:15:29Oh, I don't see it.
00:15:31I think you moved it.
00:15:32Oh.
00:15:36Move.
00:15:40I told you it was in there.
00:15:47Hi, Connie.
00:15:48Happy Thanksgiving.
00:15:49Happy Thanksgiving.
00:15:50Happy Thanksgiving.
00:15:50Happy Thanksgiving.
00:15:52What?
00:15:52Um, Laurel, hey, I-I got your text about Christmas.
00:15:54I just wanted to give you a call because, uh, I wanted to make sure that it was close to
00:15:59Jer if I came.
00:16:01Have you talked to him?
00:16:02No.
00:16:04But Stephen says he's fine with it.
00:16:09And Belly?
00:16:12I talked to Belly this morning.
00:16:14She is staying in Paris for the holidays.
00:16:17Oh.
00:16:20Did you say how long she was staying?
00:16:23No, but she asked me to send her more winter stuff, so I'm guessing...
00:16:29a while.
00:16:30Things must be going really well, then.
00:16:32That's great.
00:16:35I was thinking about...
00:16:38I don't know.
00:16:39I was thinking about maybe reaching out to her or something.
00:16:41Do you think that she would even want to hear from me?
00:16:45I don't know, Connie.
00:16:46I can't speak for Belly.
00:16:48Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:16:50Yeah.
00:16:50But if you really want to know if she's ready to talk,
00:16:54you're gonna have to risk finding out for yourself.
00:16:57Oh, boy, you sound like my therapist.
00:16:59Always tell me I need to get better at uncertainty.
00:17:03But I need to stop trying to control everything.
00:17:07And what do you say?
00:17:08Fuck you. Uncertainty sucks.
00:17:13You're not wrong.
00:17:14Yeah, I know. Neither is he.
00:17:17So does that mean I'll see you for Christmas?
00:17:21Yeah. Yeah, definitely. I'll be there.
00:17:22Should I eat up the gravy?
00:17:23I don't know, John.
00:17:24I'm gonna let you go, Laura.
00:17:28Have a good night, okay?
00:17:30You too, Connie.
00:17:31Thanks.
00:17:33Bye.
00:17:34Bye.
00:17:44Bye.
00:17:52Bye.
00:18:15Bye.
00:18:15Bye.
00:18:15Dear Belly.
00:18:18Firstly, I don't even know if I should be writing you,
00:18:21if this is allowed.
00:18:23If it's not, just say so, I'll understand.
00:18:27And I should be memorizing the cardiovascular system.
00:18:32But I'd rather be writing you.
00:18:37Sometimes I try to picture what your life is like over there.
00:18:42I imagine you sitting in a little cafe, drinking.
00:18:46What does Belly and Paris drink?
00:18:52Café au lait with lots of sugar?
00:18:56Along with some disgustingly sweet pastry?
00:19:00Or maybe Sour Patch Kids?
00:19:04Do they have those in Paris?
00:19:07I bet if they do, you found them.
00:19:12Or maybe French Belly doesn't eat junk food.
00:19:16They're probably different over there.
00:19:23I bet Paris is beautiful during the holidays.
00:19:27I hear you're staying there for Christmas.
00:19:29I guess that means you're happy.
00:19:33I like picturing that.
00:19:36Well, Merry Christmas, Belly.
00:19:39I hope Paris is everything you dreamed it would be.
00:19:44Conrad.
00:19:52Hey, you sure you don't want me to stay and help you close up?
00:19:55No, it's fine.
00:19:56I've watched you do it a hundred times.
00:19:58If you're sure.
00:19:59Yeah.
00:20:00Go be with your family.
00:20:02And you know, I'm kind of psyched to spend Christmas Eve on my own.
00:20:05I've got a whole plan.
00:20:08Okay, then.
00:20:09Merry Christmas.
00:20:12Ciao.
00:20:13Wow.
00:21:06Oh, my God.
00:21:28Oh, my God.
00:21:43Oh, my God.
00:21:44Oh, my God.
00:21:47Oh, my God.
00:21:50Oh, my God.
00:21:52Hey.
00:21:53What are you doing here?
00:21:55Feliz Navidad to you, too.
00:21:57Feliz Navidad.
00:22:00So, what are you doing?
00:22:02I thought you would be open.
00:22:04What kind of bar closes on Christmas Eve?
00:22:07I thought you were going to London to see some of your friends.
00:22:09Train strike.
00:22:11Now I'm stranded in this recent city,
00:22:12and even my dear friend Isabel is leaving me out in the cold.
00:22:16I'm sorry.
00:22:17Come on in.
00:22:18Gracias.
00:22:19Warm up.
00:22:22You want a glass of wine?
00:22:23Uh, yeah, sure.
00:22:27So this is how you're spending Christmas Eve?
00:22:29Yeah.
00:22:30I've got a fire, I've got wine,
00:22:35and I've got that giant box of chocolates
00:22:38that Celine got me for Christmas.
00:22:41Hmm.
00:22:42What?
00:22:43Um, nothing.
00:22:44It's just, um, very uninspired.
00:22:48Oh, uninspired.
00:22:50Okay, so what's your amazing plan then,
00:22:54besides, you know, lurking in a bar that isn't even open?
00:22:57Well, the streets are empty tonight.
00:22:59And I believe there's beauty in emptiness.
00:23:02Huh.
00:23:05What?
00:23:06Just a very, um, pretentious artist guy of you.
00:23:10Are you gonna recite Baudelaire as you wander?
00:23:13No, I was, um, thinking Neruda, actually.
00:23:17The poet!
00:23:18Yes, darling.
00:23:20Ha, ha, ha.
00:23:22Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.
00:23:26Yo la quise a ella, y ella también me quiso.
00:23:32I'm impressed.
00:23:34Do you know the rest?
00:23:35Nope.
00:23:37Usually a few verses are enough to impress American girls.
00:23:42Hey.
00:23:44Why don't you come with me tonight?
00:23:46No, no way.
00:23:47It's warm in here.
00:23:51How about we play for it?
00:23:53I win.
00:23:54You come with me.
00:23:56You win.
00:23:57I'll leave you alone to your bottle of wine and your giant box of chocolates.
00:24:01You're on.
00:24:06No!
00:24:07No, no, no, no.
00:24:08Don't worry nothing.
00:24:08Don't worry nothing.
00:24:09No, you said that two games ago.
00:24:11Okay, just face it.
00:24:12You suck.
00:24:13And I win.
00:24:17I don't suck, but you're good.
00:24:25Okay.
00:24:29All right.
00:24:31Put your coat on.
00:24:32Are you seriously kicking me out?
00:24:34No, I'm coming with you.
00:24:38Okay.
00:24:51What are you doing?
00:24:52Uh, driving us to Place des Vosges.
00:24:54Uh, what am I even supposed to hold on to?
00:24:58Uh, me?
00:25:00Isn't that kind of dangerous?
00:25:02It is if you fall off, so maybe don't do that.
00:25:06No, after all that wine you drank?
00:25:09No, thank you.
00:25:10Fine.
00:25:11We can walk if you want.
00:25:12Whoa.
00:25:13Who said anything about walk?
00:25:16Streets are empty.
00:25:17Stop snowing.
00:25:19Teach me how to drive.
00:25:21Fine.
00:25:25You got it?
00:25:26Mm-hmm.
00:25:29Easy.
00:25:30Easy.
00:25:32Okay.
00:25:33Hold on tight.
00:25:34Okay.
00:25:35Okay.
00:25:36Hold on tight.
00:25:37Hold on tight.
00:25:39Hold on tight.
00:25:41Hold on tight.
00:25:42Hold on tight.
00:25:42Hold on tight.
00:25:44Hold on tight.
00:25:46Hold on tight.
00:25:48Hold on tight.
00:25:50Hold on tight.
00:25:50Mom, I'm starving.
00:25:51When's dinner?
00:25:52We'll eat whenever Jeremiah gets here.
00:25:54He has to finish a shift at the restaurant.
00:25:56Hey, Connie, did you get those ornaments from upstairs?
00:25:58No, I forgot.
00:25:59I'll do it in a second.
00:26:00Okay.
00:26:01Yeah.
00:26:02Did you remember this one?
00:26:06I still think it's crazy that her dad cut Jeremiah off.
00:26:09Uh-huh.
00:26:10Uh-huh.
00:26:10Yeah.
00:26:11Sounds like he's been figuring things out, though, right?
00:26:14Yeah.
00:26:14Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:26:16Does everybody hate me?
00:26:19Do you still hate me, dude?
00:26:21What's going on?
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:21I don't want to do this right now.
00:26:24Okay.
00:26:26No, you're right.
00:26:27Sorry.
00:26:31Nobody hates you, man.
00:26:34Yes, Jer does.
00:26:35Jer hates you.
00:26:36But I don't hate you.
00:26:38I just don't know how to be around you anymore.
00:26:40Not with everything going on with you and Jer.
00:26:42You know?
00:26:44I'm good.
00:26:46I'm glad he has you.
00:26:48I just miss you two.
00:26:50I miss Jer.
00:26:52Even before all this stuff, I miss the three of us.
00:26:55Messing around, getting in trouble.
00:27:01You know, ever since he got that job, he does seem better.
00:27:07Yeah.
00:27:09That's what Taylor said.
00:27:10Taylor?
00:27:11Yeah.
00:27:12Yeah, it is crazy to me that you guys still talk.
00:27:14I know.
00:27:15It's kind of a weird twist of fate that the only person who texts me back is Taylor Jewell,
00:27:18but...
00:27:19Yeah.
00:27:22You nervous, man?
00:27:24I mean, like, you don't nervous to see him?
00:27:26Let me guess.
00:27:27You have a bullet point notes app list on your phone.
00:27:31I found it a list.
00:27:37What the fuck?
00:27:38What's up?
00:27:39Um, no, it's nothing.
00:27:41It's just work stuff.
00:27:42I'll deal with it.
00:27:45Look, you guys are going to be fine.
00:27:48Okay?
00:27:48You guys are brothers.
00:27:49You'll work it out.
00:27:52Thanks.
00:27:54Take care of your work stuff, dude.
00:27:55I'm going to go.
00:27:56Got those ornaments.
00:27:56Uh-huh.
00:27:57Yeah.
00:27:57Yeah.
00:28:05Hey.
00:28:07This is Denise Russo.
00:28:08Leave a message.
00:28:10Okay.
00:28:10Hey, Denise, can you call me back, please?
00:28:11I have no idea what the fuck just happened, but I don't know.
00:28:15I got an email from the guy at Dunster Capital saying they're stopping our funding.
00:28:17I-I-I don't understand.
00:28:19Can you just please call me back whenever you get a chance?
00:28:21Please call me back.
00:28:21Oh, ho, ho.
00:28:23Everything good?
00:28:24Yes.
00:28:25Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:28:25Uh, just, you know, calling the girlfriend.
00:28:28Uh, Taylor.
00:28:29Oh.
00:28:30My mistake.
00:28:31I thought it was you melting down over my buddy at Dunster deciding not to fund yours
00:28:35and Denise's little company.
00:28:37No.
00:28:38No.
00:28:39I-what?
00:28:40I-uh.
00:28:41Oh, no, no, no.
00:28:42Go ahead.
00:28:43Lie to my face some more.
00:28:45Does this-
00:28:47This means I'm fired, right?
00:28:51No.
00:28:52No.
00:28:53I'm impressed you have the boss.
00:28:55Well, actually, no.
00:28:56It was-it was Denise who had the balls.
00:28:58Not surprising.
00:28:59All right.
00:29:00See you at work on January 2nd.
00:29:02No hard feelings.
00:29:03Yeah.
00:29:04Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:29:06Actually, Adam, um...
00:29:10I quit.
00:29:12What?
00:29:15Oh.
00:29:17You sure you want to do that, Steven?
00:29:19Yes.
00:29:25No hard feelings?
00:29:34All right.
00:29:36Let's peel some potatoes.
00:29:38No.
00:29:43No.
00:29:55No.
00:30:00No.
00:30:02No.
00:30:05No.
00:30:06Slaves and brothers scores
00:30:08A childhood you will always mourn
00:30:10Your family sings out on the floor
00:30:12Now
00:30:14And you believed in every
00:30:16Made you a shallow life
00:30:18Jove you crazy, tough as nails
00:30:20And built for breaking
00:30:23But you were just
00:30:24A kid when
00:30:26They told you
00:30:28You'd been born to bleed
00:30:30Little soldier
00:30:32With your garden heart
00:30:34And in a boulder
00:30:36It pulled you down
00:30:40Look at you, you made it out
00:31:00Jeremiah's here
00:31:01Everyone come grab a dish
00:31:02Coming
00:31:20Hey kiddo
00:31:22Hey
00:31:23At least turn the heat on
00:31:24It's freezing
00:31:36I really thought I could go in there
00:31:39It's okay
00:31:41It's not okay
00:31:43I can't go in the house
00:31:44Without thinking about the two of them
00:31:47They ruined it for me
00:31:49And now he gets the family
00:31:51He gets Christmas
00:31:54And I'm just
00:31:59I lost everyone
00:32:01Not everyone
00:32:03We're your family too
00:32:05And I am not going anywhere
00:32:10I'm sorry I was such a dick to you at the wedding
00:32:13It's okay
00:32:14It's okay sweetheart
00:32:15I know you were hurting
00:32:17It still hurts
00:32:21She was always the one that could make it better
00:32:26I know she wants to hear from you
00:32:31I'm not
00:32:31I'm not ready for them
00:32:34I'm not ready to go in there
00:32:39I understand
00:32:42Your dad will be sorry to miss you
00:32:44Yeah I'm sure he can't wait to hear about his loser son chopping onions all day
00:32:48Hey
00:32:50You are making it on your own
00:32:52Don't think he's not proud of that
00:32:58What smells so good
00:33:02I mean gochujang glazed roasted carrots
00:33:06No way
00:33:08Yeah
00:33:09If Haimoni were here
00:33:11She would say
00:33:11Finally
00:33:12Some food that tastes good
00:33:24You can
00:33:25You can take the carrots and the presents
00:33:29I'm not ready to go in there
00:33:32Okay
00:33:35Just text me when you get home
00:33:37Yeah
00:33:42Hey I love you Lord
00:33:44I love you too
00:33:51Drive safe
00:34:09Is she not coming?
00:34:25It's just going to be us tonight
00:34:28Let's sit down and eat
00:34:35What are you doing here?
00:34:36What are you doing here?
00:34:37Oh I forgot my nephew's gifts
00:34:39And there was going to be a throw down if I didn't come back and get them
00:34:43You're wearing your sad pants
00:34:44What happened?
00:34:45Was it a total shit show?
00:34:46I don't want to talk about it
00:34:47Okay
00:34:48Well
00:34:49My day hasn't been all fucking eggnog and carols either
00:34:53Turns out your dad knows about me and Stephen starting our own company
00:34:57So
00:34:58He chose the day of our lord's birth to blow it all up
00:35:01Christmas is tomorrow
00:35:03Okay but what time is it in Bethlehem right now huh?
00:35:06Okay
00:35:11Well I'm sorry my dad's a jerk
00:35:14Oh it's alright
00:35:15It'll work out
00:35:16I'm too clever to fail
00:35:18So you're going to tell me what happened?
00:35:19What did your bitch ass brother do this time huh?
00:35:23Don't you have to like do something with your family?
00:35:25I got five
00:35:25Scooch
00:35:26Come on
00:35:27Okay
00:35:35What happened?
00:35:37I never made it inside
00:35:40I just sat in my car in the driveway
00:35:43You know they're probably eating dinner right now
00:35:45Like oh poor Jerry couldn't even face us
00:35:48You know I thought I'd be okay seeing him again
00:35:50But he just makes me feel like the same 17 year old kid
00:35:54That I got dumped by Billy the first time
00:35:57You know I know I should be figuring out who I am without her but
00:36:00Well your healing timeline is your healing timeline
00:36:04Breakups are like deaths
00:36:05Thank you
00:36:06Thank you're the only person to tell that to me
00:36:09You know this is super fucked up to say
00:36:12But I feel like
00:36:15I feel like losing Billy has been even more painful than losing my mom
00:36:20And at least with my mom she's actually dead
00:36:23Yeah
00:36:24Belly she's gone from my life but she's she's still out there
00:36:27You know
00:36:28Well that's why you gotta grieve it
00:36:30How?
00:36:35Oh
00:36:38Accept what's happened
00:36:40Forgive yourself
00:36:41Forgive her
00:36:43Forgive Conrad
00:36:44Forgive all the people who hurt you
00:36:46You know
00:36:46Not because they deserve your forgiveness
00:36:50But
00:36:52Because the longer you hold on to it
00:36:54The longer it holds power over you
00:36:55And fuck other people holding power over you
00:37:01What?
00:37:02I don't know
00:37:03I was just kind of surprised
00:37:04What?
00:37:05You think I've never had my heart broken before?
00:37:07Kind of
00:37:08Oh my god
00:37:08Yeah
00:37:09Yeah like like uh
00:37:10When you and Steven didn't work out
00:37:12You didn't even seem upset
00:37:14That's because
00:37:14That's because I was never really into Steven
00:37:17I
00:37:18I don't know
00:37:19I thought
00:37:20I thought he was cute and fun
00:37:23And maybe there was a potential for something there
00:37:26But
00:37:27I never fell for him
00:37:30Trust me
00:37:31When I fall for someone
00:37:32I fall hard
00:37:34Like
00:37:36Smash into a million pieces
00:37:38At the bottom of a cliff hard
00:37:47So I'm not the only romantic shit show in this apartment
00:37:50Oh
00:37:50I'm so so glad that my crappy dating record
00:37:54Can provide comfort in your time of need
00:37:59You know
00:38:00D we're like really good friends huh
00:38:03You're gonna let me crash into your spare room for a month
00:38:06Listening to me whine about all my problems
00:38:10Oh it's fine
00:38:11I like your cooking
00:38:13Just um
00:38:14Stop leaving your dirty tissues around and we'll be good okay
00:38:18I got them
00:38:21Alright
00:38:21Come on
00:38:22Get up
00:38:22You're coming with me
00:38:23What?
00:38:24Yep
00:38:24No
00:38:25I'm not gonna crash your family's Christmas
00:38:27Yes you are
00:38:28My grandma will love you
00:38:29You're nice and pretty and you can cook
00:38:31You think I'm pretty?
00:38:33You're everything she wanted in me and failed to get
00:38:34Come on
00:38:35Up
00:38:37Sounds good
00:38:39Give me like five minutes
00:38:40I want to get ready for your grand grand
00:38:42Yeah never say grand grand again
00:38:44Oh you know you liked it
00:39:08Oh my god
00:39:11Oh my god
00:39:18oh my god i missed you so much you bitch we faced them yesterday yeah it's not the same thing
00:39:24no i know you have no idea how much i missed you how was christmas with your mom it was
00:39:30good
00:39:30it was the usual we ordered chinese food and watched love actually and fell asleep on the
00:39:35couch sounds kind of perfect no honestly it was it it was hey i love this did you get this
00:39:45here
00:39:45when are we going shopping because i need the perfect look for our new year's eve party
00:39:49because i have nothing yes we can go tomorrow i promise okay let's go inside because it's
00:39:54really cold we'll be back yeah don't take the happy one okay
00:40:07i'm just like having like a boat i'm having like a parasol
00:40:24that's so cool i know right
00:40:32hey come inside it's cold out there bitch i still cannot believe that you live here paris is sick
00:40:42i feel like i've done the best that i can do with what we have to work with
00:40:46you should see the stuff i'm pinning for steven's apartment it's actually really good
00:40:49i can't believe you guys are moving in together after graduation
00:40:52yeah real grown girl shit i'm very happy for you guys thank you
00:40:59okay okay i cannot wait for you to meet the rest of my friends yeah me too so are they
00:41:04all as hot as
00:41:04that like sexy latino chalamet that we went shopping with yesterday benito yeah no he's he's
00:41:11just a friend okay he's way too fine to be just a friend no no i'm just saying rebounds are
00:41:17like
00:41:17part of the healing process you get out there and you yeah well it's not like i've been a nun
00:41:23you put you put how do you say put wait a wait a sec did you consult french urban dictionary
00:41:31on the plane
00:41:31and so what if i did there are some words that i need to know yes in order to be
00:41:35here and one of them is put put
00:41:38oh hey can you get my phone it's jare
00:41:46i answer it do you want to answer it yes give it to me
00:41:52hello hey uh it's me
00:41:57it's um it's really nice to to hear your voice
00:41:59how are you um working uh it's good
00:42:06taylor told me that you're cooking at some restaurant
00:42:10yeah i'm basically like a glorified busboy so
00:42:14gotta start somewhere right
00:42:16yeah
00:42:21so how's paris
00:42:23i tried escargot
00:42:25and
00:42:28i hated it
00:42:29i told you i would
00:42:37i'm really i'm really glad that you called i've been um
00:42:43i've been wanting to tell you how sorry i am
00:42:47and how much i regret the way that things ended with us
00:42:51i don't want to talk about the past it's not why i called
00:42:55okay why did you then
00:42:58i was sick of being too afraid to call
00:43:01and i want you to know that i'm good
00:43:03really
00:43:05and
00:43:06i hope you're good too
00:43:08i am
00:43:09hey fisher
00:43:10your break under 90 seconds ago
00:43:11sounds like you're busy i should probably let you go
00:43:17yeah i should
00:43:18probably let you go too
00:43:21happy new year jeremiah
00:43:23happy new year jeremiah
00:43:28happy new year joe jantha
00:43:29yeah
00:43:33it's murder on the dance floor
00:43:37you better not kill the group
00:43:39dj gonna burn this goddamn house right down
00:44:01Wait, are all these people your friend?
00:44:03I invited the four people I know
00:44:05and then told them to invite everyone they know.
00:44:07Okay.
00:44:09And now there's no cheers.
00:44:11Hey!
00:44:13Sorry I'm late.
00:44:14They closed off half the streets.
00:44:16You look beautiful.
00:44:19I'm going to grab you some champagne.
00:44:21Hi!
00:44:22Taylor, ça va?
00:44:26This was delivered to you downstairs.
00:44:29I'll take this.
00:44:30I got it.
00:44:31For you.
00:44:32Merci, madame.
00:44:35This is from Conrad.
00:44:37Conrad Fisher is sending you care packages internationally.
00:44:40He's been writing.
00:44:42Can I open it?
00:44:43I'm going to open this.
00:44:45Owen, Owen.
00:44:47Go for the bucket of your side.
00:44:54Oh my God, you Sour Fash Kids.
00:44:56It's so sweet.
00:44:59I'll turn you on the way.
00:45:05Oh my God.
00:45:07Junior Mint?
00:45:08This is really loaded.
00:45:16Is this why you haven't been able to move on?
00:45:20Because Conrad Fisher is sending you love letters?
00:45:23Come on.
00:45:24Come on.
00:45:25Come on.
00:45:25Come on.
00:45:30They might love letters.
00:45:31They are regular, nothing notes.
00:45:35And I haven't even written them back, so...
00:45:37No.
00:45:38Conrad isn't even an issue.
00:45:39Okay.
00:45:40So then, what's holding you back?
00:45:42Because the sparks are sparking between you and Benito.
00:45:45Are you afraid of getting hurt?
00:45:48No.
00:45:52I'm afraid of hurting someone else.
00:45:55Okay.
00:45:56So then, like, what's the plan, though?
00:45:59Are you just never going to get close to anyone ever again because you might risk hurting someone?
00:46:04Babe, it's inevitable.
00:46:08Like, you know, do your best, but you're going to have to accept that it will probably happen at some
00:46:13point.
00:46:16You're right.
00:46:17I'm always right.
00:46:21You know what?
00:46:21It's kind of fitting, actually, that they're both, like, reaching out to you on the last day of the year.
00:46:26If you think about it, like, it feels like that chapter's kind of closed now.
00:46:31The end of an era.
00:46:32Totally.
00:46:33The Fisher Brothers are so lousy, so you'll get a new purse.
00:46:40Let's get out there.
00:46:41Okay.
00:46:42It's almost a good night.
00:46:421, 2, 3, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 14, 15, 16, 17,
00:47:0118, 19, 20, 20, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26, 25.
00:47:02Yeah.
00:47:03Yeah.
00:47:03Yeah.
00:47:04Yeah.
00:47:04Yeah.
00:47:05I know the parents do I like kissing me
00:47:08Down on the moon, let's fly
00:47:11Kiss me
00:47:13I know the parents do I like
00:47:19Kiss me
00:47:20You fit in the way to the flight to the sky
00:47:23Never down, baby, check my stats
00:47:25Truth is I wasn't trying to meet nobody
00:47:27Baby, I was there to get my back
00:47:29But when I saw you, I was like, I like that
00:47:31Wasn't trying to break, baby, I thought that
00:47:34When I heard you, I thought you were a baby
00:47:37So kiss me
00:47:40Should we like...
00:47:41No, just ignore it, I'll go away
00:47:48What?
00:47:51Parce qu'il y a une fuite là en fait
00:47:52Lévier encore?
00:47:54Je pensais que le propriétaire l'avait réparé
00:47:56Ouais mais là c'est pas lévier, c'est la salle de bain
00:47:58Donc c'est pas...
00:48:00Putain!
00:48:02Donc il y a là aussi une fuite quoi
00:48:04C'est quoi ce bordel, il y a une fuite?
00:48:06Ouais, regarde
00:48:07Sérieusement?
00:48:08Ouais
00:48:08Nous sommes à moitié nus
00:48:11Ah bah tiens, regarde
00:48:12Ah voilà, problème réglé
00:48:13Non, non, c'est mon café
00:48:15Ça va, c'est qu'un café, tu peux t'en refaire
00:48:16Ça recommence
00:48:18Euh, moi je vais me préparer pour aller au taf
00:48:22D'accord?
00:48:23Donc si tu peux prévenir le gardien, ça serait cool
00:48:26Et puis t'as plus de shampoo
00:48:27Oh...
00:48:29Can you stop using my shit?
00:48:30Thanks
00:48:33Classic clothes
00:48:34Oh shit, I should go
00:48:39Wait, wait, wait
00:48:39You don't have a few minutes?
00:48:51You should keep that
00:48:52Yeah?
00:48:53It'll be helpful
00:48:53You know, you can just store stuff in there
00:48:57Oh
00:48:59Cute
00:49:00Little scarf, my man
00:49:01Yes
00:49:01Guys, can you actually keep on packing?
00:49:04I'm running out of stuff to take downstairs, yeah?
00:49:06Yeah
00:49:06Sorry, babe
00:49:07We'll be right behind
00:49:13I seriously cannot believe you're giving this place up
00:49:15It's perfect
00:49:18Well, Max's place is bigger and it's closer to work, so
00:49:23When's Benito getting here?
00:49:25Uh, soon
00:49:28He, um, asked me to come to Mexico with him for his grandma's 80th
00:49:33And I can't
00:49:35I have graduation that weekend
00:49:36And, you know, then home
00:49:40Poor Benny
00:49:41He's smitten with you, you know
00:49:42No, no, no, no
00:49:44He knows the deal
00:49:45He knows that
00:49:47At some point I have to go back to my real life
00:49:49This could be your real life
00:49:52Look, I've just got to say this again for the record
00:49:55I think it's crazy that you're leaving
00:49:57You're just saying Paris
00:50:01Everybody's expecting me a graduation
00:50:04And I told you Clovis already rented out my room to someone else
00:50:07I know, so hear me out
00:50:10It really would be a shame to see this place go to waste
00:50:14You should take my apartment
00:50:15It's just a year lease
00:50:17Hold on, um, my mom is calling me
00:50:20Talk to her
00:50:21Then think about it
00:50:22I'm going to take this box downstairs before Max dumps me
00:50:27Hi, Mom
00:50:28Hey, Bean
00:50:29I'm sorry I missed your call earlier
00:50:31Hey, I've been meaning to ask you
00:50:32What day are you planning to fly home?
00:50:36I haven't, um
00:50:37I haven't figured out my ticket yet
00:50:39You're still planning to come, right?
00:50:44Actually, Gemma just offered me her apartment
00:50:47It's a year-long lease
00:50:49Oh
00:50:50I mean, I don't even
00:50:53Know if I'm going to take it
00:50:56But if I did
00:50:57It wouldn't mean that I'm never coming home
00:51:00I just
00:51:03I feel like maybe I'm not done here
00:51:07What about your visa?
00:51:09Yeah, no
00:51:09I'd, um
00:51:10I'd have to think about it
00:51:12Uh
00:51:13But there's
00:51:14A year-long psych program
00:51:16At the Sorbonne
00:51:17That would give me my student visa
00:51:19And, you know, um
00:51:20There's a regular at the bar
00:51:22Who works
00:51:23At an international school
00:51:25And she said they need help
00:51:26With their sports program
00:51:29So, I mean, I
00:51:30I think if I wanted to make it work
00:51:33I could
00:51:36Okay
00:51:39Well
00:51:40Keep me updated
00:51:43What, that's it?
00:51:44You're not going to
00:51:44Like, try to talk me out of it
00:51:46Or something?
00:51:47Do you want me to?
00:51:48No, no
00:51:49No
00:51:50What?
00:51:51I don't
00:51:51I just
00:51:55I'm really happy here
00:51:57I know, Bean
00:51:58I can hear it in your voice
00:52:00You found something special out there
00:52:03And, yes
00:52:04There's a part of me
00:52:04That wishes you found something special
00:52:06A little closer to home
00:52:07What?
00:52:08Like
00:52:09Trenton, New Jersey?
00:52:11How about down the hallway from me
00:52:12Where I can still remind you
00:52:13To wash your bras
00:52:16I was excited for you
00:52:17To come home
00:52:18But
00:52:20Honestly
00:52:21I'll be just as excited
00:52:23If you stay
00:52:25Thank you, Mom
00:52:26How are you doing today?
00:52:29Today?
00:52:32Oh, my God
00:52:33It's the 14th
00:52:34It's the anniversary of Susanna's death
00:52:36I-I should have
00:52:38I-I should have
00:52:40Are you okay?
00:52:43I'm-I'm good
00:52:44Bean, don't beat yourself up over it
00:52:46I'm sure home feels like a million miles away
00:52:50Beck would be so excited about your moving to Paris
00:52:54Gemma's apartment has a view of the Sacré-Cœur
00:52:57Just like in Sabrina
00:53:02How perfect
00:53:05All right
00:53:07Well
00:53:08I should probably go, Mom
00:53:12I love you
00:53:14I love you too, Bean
00:53:33Belly, which country do you want to visit the most?
00:53:36Egypt
00:53:37Italy
00:53:39Oh, my gosh
00:53:40Adam and I went to Italy on our honeymoon
00:53:43And I ate gelato
00:53:44Every single day
00:53:46What's gelato?
00:53:48Oh, it's like
00:53:49Like ice cream, but better
00:53:51I want gelato
00:53:53Hey, Laura
00:53:54What if we rented a house in Italy next summer?
00:53:57That sounds expensive
00:53:59What if Adam rented us a house in Italy next summer?
00:54:02Can we leave him at home?
00:54:05We'll rent a house on the Amalfi Coast
00:54:07And you'll love it
00:54:08You can swim in the sea every day
00:54:10I don't want to swim in the sea every day
00:54:13I want to swim here
00:54:14With you
00:54:17And people
00:54:19People?
00:54:21Okay
00:54:22We'll come here
00:54:24But one day, when you're older
00:54:25You might change your mind
00:54:28You might want to see more of the world
00:54:31No, I never will
00:54:33I know what I like
00:54:37It's true
00:54:39You've always been a girl who knows her own heart
00:55:02It's true
00:55:11I'm going to vu
00:55:11You're supposed to see more of the world
00:55:11You're supposed to see more of the world
00:55:20I didn't think you were coming.
00:55:23I didn't tell anyone, I'm sorry.
00:55:26I thought I'd be in and out before you got here.
00:55:55I can't believe it's been five years.
00:55:58This morning I realized I can't remember her life.
00:56:03I can't remember her hands.
00:56:08They're like yours.
00:56:15Jay, look, I know I can't make you forgive me.
00:56:17Nope.
00:56:18But I'm gonna try and I'm gonna keep trying to break through.
00:56:23Cause I miss you.
00:56:26And I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry.
00:56:32You really wanna do this here?
00:56:36Fine. Let's do it.
00:56:38Let's talk about how you hung around all summer like a snake in the grass pretending to help me with
00:56:42my wedding.
00:56:43When really you were just trying to break it up and take Billy for yourself.
00:56:46Jay, that's not how it was.
00:56:47You're so full of shit.
00:56:48Jay, I swear to you, that's not what was happening.
00:56:50I loved her and you ruined it.
00:56:52You don't know what it's like to be with someone that long.
00:56:54What you build.
00:56:57What you lose when it disappears.
00:56:58She was my fucking world.
00:57:00If you loved her so much, how could you go and sleep with someone else?
00:57:05We were broken up.
00:57:06You wanna know why?
00:57:09Because I know about the two of you on Christmas.
00:57:13Admit it, Con.
00:57:15You wanted Billy back so you found a way to take her.
00:57:17You can't take someone, Jer.
00:57:19She's not a fucking object.
00:57:21And the only reason that there was any wedding to break up was because you were afraid of losing her.
00:57:26As if a ring could make someone yours.
00:57:31Fuck you.
00:57:32Jer, I'm sorry that I couldn't stop loving her and that that hurt you.
00:57:36I hate that.
00:57:37But you've been that person too.
00:57:41When you had the chance to be with her a month after she and I broke up, you took it.
00:57:48You think that didn't fuck me up?
00:57:50You think that was easy for me?
00:57:52And I get it because you loved her so much that you forgot about everyone else.
00:57:57I did too.
00:58:08I never wanted to talk about Christmas because I knew the second I did it was over.
00:58:15Can you blame me for wanting to hold on to her as long as I could?
00:58:20No.
00:58:21Jer, I tried to stop loving her.
00:58:24I tried to keep my promise.
00:58:26What promise?
00:58:28Before Mom died, I promised her that I would try and take care of you.
00:58:36That I would protect you from getting hurt.
00:58:40I know.
00:58:43Shit job.
00:58:44Yeah.
00:58:48Yeah.
00:58:51I made her a promise too.
00:58:54That I wouldn't let anything get between us.
00:58:56So we both screwed up.
00:59:03She would be so mad.
00:59:08You know, when we broke off the wedding, my first thought was, I need to find Mom.
00:59:16My second thought was, I wish I could talk to Connie, if that was your fault.
00:59:21I needed my brother.
00:59:24And I still do.
00:59:29I'm here now.
00:59:35Did Billy text you too?
00:59:37I won't hit you if she did.
00:59:40No.
00:59:42We haven't talked since last summer.
00:59:47I've been writing her letters.
00:59:54She hasn't written me back.
00:59:55Maybe I should take that as a hint.
00:59:57Bye.
01:00:01I never could compete with what you two had.
01:00:06That connection is like a force field.
01:00:10Do what you have to do.
01:00:13Don't expect me to be okay with it.
01:00:15But don't fucking waste it either.
01:00:23Later, man.
01:00:24Later.
01:00:28Dear Billy.
01:00:31I saw Jeremiah yesterday.
01:00:35We both went to visit Mom's grave.
01:00:38Things went better than the last time we were together.
01:00:41No punches were thrown.
01:00:44He told me you'd been in touch.
01:00:47I might as well be completely honest here.
01:00:51Because who even knows if you're reading my letters.
01:00:55You might have thrown them all out without opening them.
01:00:57Which is your right.
01:01:00But I'll go ahead and say it.
01:01:01Even though I have no right.
01:01:05It killed me a little that Jer's talked to you.
01:01:09Still, I don't think he hates me anymore.
01:01:11Which is a good thing.
01:01:12And if you wanted me, you really should have showed.
01:01:15And if you never...
01:01:16Um, excuse me.
01:01:17Please take your shoes off in my new abode.
01:01:20Keep an Asian household.
01:01:22But we wore shoes in your old place.
01:01:25Yeah.
01:01:25But that's because I didn't want my feet touching that floor.
01:01:28And also, I mean...
01:01:31This place is all mine.
01:01:32You know?
01:01:33Just mine.
01:01:34Should we make up the bed?
01:01:36You know, my mother always says that's the first thing you should do when you move into a new place.
01:01:40Sure.
01:01:41But I'm sleeping in it alone tonight.
01:01:43I've never gotten to do that before.
01:01:46Whatever you say.
01:01:50So, now that you're not going home next month, will you come with me to Mexico for my grandma's birthday
01:01:56party?
01:01:58I promise I'm not going to propose to you in front of my entire family.
01:02:02I just want to show you where I grew up.
01:02:03My grandma makes the best chilaquiles in the entire world.
01:02:07The entire world?
01:02:08You have no idea.
01:02:08You have no idea.
01:02:09They're delicious.
01:02:17Okay.
01:02:22Yeah.
01:02:25Perfect.
01:02:38Also, in case I haven't made it clear, I think about you a lot.
01:02:42You're pretty much all I think about.
01:02:45Just so we're clear.
01:02:47Love, Conrad.
01:02:49Dear Conrad.
01:02:51I never thanked you for sending me junior mint.
01:02:53So, thank you.
01:02:55And thank you for all your letters.
01:02:58It's sweet of you to think of me.
01:03:00I finally found a permanent apartment.
01:03:02This is my new address.
01:03:05Hope you're well.
01:03:21You should really lock your doors.
01:03:25Oh my God, it's hot. I don't remember it being this hot last June.
01:03:28You're pretty nice in Brussels right now, I've heard.
01:03:31I still can't believe Namazi invited you to the Brussels conference.
01:03:35I'm so much better than you.
01:03:36Better luck next time, kid.
01:03:39What's up? You want some water?
01:03:41Sure, yeah.
01:03:45So.
01:03:47Brussels, huh?
01:03:48Well, quite Belgian town, only a one and a half hour train ride from Paris.
01:03:54Subtle.
01:03:55Let me see that postcard she sent you.
01:03:57Agnes?
01:03:58Oh, come on, just let me see it.
01:03:59I mean, how am I supposed to help you if I don't know what I'm dealing with?
01:04:02For the record, I never asked for your help.
01:04:12Oh my God, you keep it in your wallet?
01:04:14Shut up.
01:04:23Well?
01:04:25That's it? That's all she wrote?
01:04:28Yeah.
01:04:30Yeah, you definitely shouldn't go.
01:04:34Really? So you don't think...
01:04:36You suck!
01:04:38You...
01:04:38Okay, really though?
01:04:40If you don't go, you might regret it forever.
01:04:44If you do go, you might regret it forever too, but...
01:04:47Is this supposed to be helping?
01:04:49No.
01:04:54Doctor, help thyself.
01:05:07Okay, Mr. Fisher, we're able to switch your flight to the 10.45pm to Paris.
01:05:14There is a $473 fare difference.
01:05:17Would you still like to go ahead and rebook?
01:05:18Yeah.
01:05:24You're awesome.
01:05:25Thank you, I appreciate it.
01:05:26Yeah, have a safe flight.
01:05:30What do you have planned this weekend for your birthday?
01:05:33My friends have planned a little dinner for me.
01:05:35Oh, that looks nice and cosy.
01:05:47Are you sure you want to do that?
01:05:49Yes.
01:05:51I'm ready for something new this summer.
01:05:54Okay.
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