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00:02Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
00:05I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were
00:10so screwed.
00:13Fine. You are no fun.
00:19Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
00:24Since when are you going to Cabo?
00:26Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
00:30I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
00:32Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're going to be in Philly, so...
00:36Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.
00:39And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
00:42Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad. I just saw him last weekend.
00:46Did something happen with you guys? You've been kind of moody since then.
00:51Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave? No.
00:55Okay, that's not fair. I just think you're being a little bit selfish.
01:01Okay, I'm sorry. Can you just stop riding me? If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
01:05No, I don't want to crash your boys' trip.
01:07It's not just boys. The sororities are going too.
01:10Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
01:13Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that you're picturing.
01:18It's not that.
01:19Jack, what is it?
01:20What is wrong with you right now? You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
01:23Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
01:26When did I ever say that?
01:27You don't have to. I can feel you judging us.
01:29Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably going to bomb his midterm.
01:32Sorry if I want to have a little fun in spring break.
01:34And I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
01:37Oh, my God. What? Please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
01:43I wonder where that came from.
01:44Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
01:47Wow.
01:49Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
01:52Fuck it. I won't waste your time.
01:53You're being ridiculous right now.
01:55You think everything I do is ridiculous, and I'm sick of it.
01:57So let's just end it.
01:59Are you serious?
02:00Yes, I'm serious.
02:01Okay, fine. If that's how you feel.
02:03It is.
02:03Great. Okay, awesome. Bye.
02:05Bye.
02:08I went home for spring break, and we still hadn't talked.
02:14I can't believe it's been five days, and he still hasn't texted me.
02:18Haven't you also not texted him?
02:21Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
02:24Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
02:27We can, like, run around the city after I crush my interview.
02:30I'm too depressed.
02:32Stop looking at Instagram.
02:33I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
02:36See?
02:38Okay, I'm heading out.
02:39Bye, Mom.
02:41Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
02:45I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
02:47Stop obsessing.
02:49You want to know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
02:51Yeah, but he's the one who...
02:52Just talk to him when he gets back.
02:54Guys are like dogs.
02:55They hide when they've screwed up,
02:57and even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
03:00You know he feels bad about it.
03:02But, like, it's Jer.
03:03You're his oxygen.
03:04He can't breathe without you.
03:11I really thought Taylor was right.
03:14So when we got back to school,
03:16I went to see him.
03:18Are you really not gonna come find me?
03:20I mean, you pick a fight,
03:22walk out the door,
03:22and I don't hear from you for a week?
03:24I'm a total asshole, Belly.
03:26I fucked up, and I fucked up really bad.
03:28Hey, no, it's okay.
03:32No.
03:34No, it's not.
03:35I had a shitty week,
03:36and I took it out on you.
03:39I'm just sorry.
03:40I'm sorry, Belly.
03:41Look, I mean,
03:43we had a fight.
03:45It's not the end of the world.
03:49What does this mean?
03:51Does this mean you want to get back together?
03:54We never stopped being together.
04:01Belly,
04:03when I was in Cabo,
04:06I thought I should have been...
04:16I just can't believe I almost lost you
04:17over something so stupid.
04:21You could never lose me.
04:30Uh...
04:33I got you this.
04:34I was just on the beach,
04:35and I was just thinking about you.
04:37I didn't even know if you would ever talk again,
04:39but it's really stupid,
04:41and you don't have to wear it.
04:42No.
04:43I love it.
04:47I love you.
04:48I love you.
04:53I love you.
05:05Worth this.
05:07Worth this.
05:32Taylor's here.
05:34I'm asleep.
05:35Got it.
05:41She's asleep.
05:42Okay, I just want to talk to her.
05:44I think she should rest right now.
05:46Okay.
05:47Fine.
05:48This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
05:51Just make sure she eats something.
05:53Okay.
05:55Bye.
06:02Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
06:06You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
06:09Please just call me back.
06:10Like, just call me back.
06:13Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
06:16Please just tell me how she is.
06:17I don't know.
06:18She won't talk to me either.
06:19Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
06:23Taylor, please hear me out.
06:24No, I have always been on your side.
06:26I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're this scummy little
06:29fucking hot tub cheater.
06:30It's insane.
06:31I didn't cheat.
06:32We were on a break.
06:33No, that's bullshit.
06:34You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
06:37You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
06:40And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
06:44Like, what are you doing?
06:45What are you thinking?
06:46What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
06:48Excuse me?
06:48You heard me.
06:50How are Davis and Mia?
06:52Don't turn it around on me.
06:54You were supposed to be the ideal.
06:56You were supposed to deserve her.
06:58But you don't, and you probably never did.
07:03Can you get out of here?
07:15Hey, this is Taylor.
07:16Leave a message.
07:20Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
07:23Yep, yeah.
07:24Fine way to spend a Sunday.
07:26Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
07:29Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
07:32Yep.
07:33Yep, yep.
07:34Yeah, yeah.
07:35So you saw at Starrcadex?
07:39Starrcadex, like the gaming startup?
07:41Oh, my God.
07:41I knew you were a gamer.
07:42Jesus, would be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
07:44Wait, no.
07:45No, relax.
07:46All right, I used to program that shit.
07:48Computer engineering at Princeton?
07:50Right.
07:50Remember?
07:51Yes, how could I forget?
07:52It is in your email signature.
07:54Mm-hmm.
07:55Look, just do me a favor, all right?
07:57Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
08:01Okay?
08:02Yeah, well, I actually, um,
08:05I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
08:06That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
08:09Well, ex?
08:10Ex?
08:10Oh, my God.
08:11No, no, no.
08:11Stop.
08:12Immediately, no.
08:13I'm, uh, no personal stuff, all right?
08:15I'm not the co-worker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
08:19I don't care.
08:21Yeah.
08:23All right.
08:24Um, Starrcadex?
08:26Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
08:28So we really need to be on the ball with us.
08:30Copy.
08:31Copy.
08:32Got you.
09:14you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything leads to him
09:23like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job because obviously i'm not
09:31going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how to tell my mom that
09:37i can't
09:38bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah and i might never even go to the
09:45summer house again because of jeremiah so okay one thing at a time it's not going to work for you
09:50no no nothing's gonna work because everything is oh my god
09:59hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't avoid
10:07i see jeremiah everywhere
10:13even when he isn't really there
10:31i try to
10:35and no matter how easy things could be if i did
10:50and no matter how guilty i still feel
10:56saying
10:56i wish i hated you
11:00our shadows dance in a parallel plane
11:04just two different endings you learn to repair
11:08and i learned to keep me in one place
11:12everywhere i go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
11:18everybody
11:18me
11:18john
11:19john
11:22john
11:22john
11:23john
11:24john
11:27john
11:30john
11:30john
11:30john
11:30john
11:30john
11:30john
11:38I'm not here.
11:41Hi.
11:42Mom, hi.
11:43Um, quick question.
11:44Can you send me my birth certificate overnight, if possible?
11:48Hello to you too, my loving daughter.
11:50I'm fine, thanks for asking.
11:51How are you?
11:52Sorry.
11:53How are you, Mom?
11:55I had an extremely dull conference,
11:56which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
11:58What do you need it for, anyway?
12:01A passport.
12:02I found out I got off the waitlist for Paris.
12:07That's fantastic.
12:09Honey, congratulations.
12:12How's JR taking it?
12:13I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
12:16Yeah.
12:17Um, Mom, I gotta go.
12:20Okay, love you.
12:26Bro.
12:28You're tweaking.
12:29You need to...
12:30Level out.
12:31Try to assume the guy got.
12:33May help ease the pain.
12:35I just lost the most important person in my life.
12:38Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
12:40Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
12:41I know about breakups.
12:42You saw me after Sean.
12:44You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
12:46Felt like something to me.
12:47I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
12:50Dude, I dig your girl.
12:52I really do.
12:53And I say this with love, but...
12:55You two were broken up.
12:57Right?
12:57And you were wasted as hell.
12:59And Lacey was all over your shit.
13:01Bro, it's not an excuse.
13:02I should've told her as soon as I got back.
13:04Well, yeah.
13:06Yeah, probably.
13:16Belly's been the center of my world since I lost my mom.
13:24She's everything to me.
13:28And losing her feels like...
13:34I'm losing the best part of myself.
13:38Well, that's beautiful, man.
13:44So fight for her.
13:45Stop saying you're sorry.
13:47Find a way to show her.
13:51Make it sound so easy.
13:53I don't think it's supposed to be.
13:59I just can't believe it.
14:00He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
14:04I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
14:07Don't smile, please.
14:09That won't be a problem.
14:10Kinda sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
14:14Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
14:16Look.
14:18If he really thought you were broken up,
14:22technically it's not cheating,
14:23but to keep it a secret,
14:25that tells me he knew what he did was wrong,
14:28and he chose to keep it from you.
14:30That's the part I can't get over.
14:33What Annika didn't know was that
14:36I had a secret, too.
14:39It was the day after Christmas last year.
14:42My mom was at a writer's retreat.
14:44Steven was visiting friends.
14:45Jared was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
14:48I figured, why be home alone
14:50when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
14:53So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
15:02Ah, shit.
15:04Shit, shit, shit.
15:06Oh, my God.
15:07Okay, what would Kevin do?
15:08What would Kevin do?
15:10Okay.
15:25Steven, open up. It's me.
15:32Billy.
15:33You okay?
15:35Yeah, yeah, sorry.
15:37Just the flash got to me.
15:39Okay.
15:40Next.
15:53Billy.
15:54No, please don't leave.
15:55I made the biggest mistake of my life.
15:57Please just talk to me.
16:00Look, I'll tell you anything.
16:02I'll tell you anything.
16:02I just don't want any more secrets between us.
16:06Okay.
16:11How did it happen?
16:14Look, I was really sad.
16:15I was drunk.
16:18She was just there.
16:22How many times?
16:28Twice.
16:31How could you do this to me?
16:33Billy, please.
16:34I know I don't deserve you,
16:36but I love you more than anyone else in the world,
16:38and it kills me to see you hurting,
16:40and I would do anything to take it back.
16:41Just stop.
16:42You can't undo what you did.
16:44Billy, please.
16:46I'm sorry.
16:47I'm so sorry.
16:47I've never loved anyone but you.
16:50I love him, too.
16:52And I want to forgive him.
16:54I just don't know how.
16:58You were supposed to be the one person
17:00who would never hurt me.
17:03And are you the person who hurt me the most?
17:15Laurel.
17:17Elliot.
17:17Hey.
17:18Hey.
17:20Oh.
17:20Fancy books you got there.
17:22Oh, yeah.
17:22You know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice,
17:25so...
17:25As one does.
17:26Yeah.
17:27Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
17:30A La Recherche du Temps Perdue,
17:32in the original French.
17:34Go for it.
17:35Live on the edge.
17:37You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group
17:40if, uh, if you're interested.
17:43Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
17:46John?
17:48What are you doing here?
17:49Open up a word with you.
17:50In private.
17:52Professor.
17:53Okay.
17:55See you later, Elliot.
17:56Uh, sure.
17:58Yeah.
17:58Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
18:02Okay.
18:03Sounds great.
18:04Okay.
18:08What was that?
18:09So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
18:11He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
18:14Well, then I was doing him a favor.
18:16You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
18:18What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
18:21Researching potential crossover courses.
18:23Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
18:27And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
18:29Shoot me, Dad.
18:31Please make your way into Ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
18:40That sounds...
18:41Worrying as shit.
18:42Yeah.
18:44Okay.
18:47New plan.
18:48We find somewhere to drink this.
18:50Steal a wine opener.
18:50I can't do that.
18:52Oh, you're right.
19:08Okay.
19:09Welcome to day one.
19:11By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
19:15Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
19:19Okay.
19:20First patient.
19:21We have a 15-year-old boy, came in following a seizure.
19:25Any thoughts on what might be going on?
19:28I want to start off with our first years.
19:30What do you say?
19:32Well...
19:33Uh...
19:34Could be puberty hormones.
19:36He's 15.
19:37Could also...
19:37He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age.
19:42Very good.
19:43They also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
19:46Good catch.
19:48Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
19:50Absolutely.
19:51Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
19:52I'll keep that in mind.
19:53Okay.
19:54Next patient.
19:56Are you trying to make me the med student that gets caught on day one?
19:59I'm sure it's just a mess.
20:00It's fine.
20:01I'll take that.
20:01I'll make it up on the next one.
20:03Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your
20:07brother's girlfriend.
20:08Why did I tell you that?
20:09Because you were, like, yearning to.
20:12Whatever.
20:13Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
20:18Nice!
20:19Give me your phone.
20:20Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
20:22It's in my room.
20:22Also, the kids are fine.
20:24Also, you're upside down.
20:26Yes.
20:26Yes, I am.
20:31What are you doing?
20:33Getting some things off my chest.
20:35Why did I ask?
20:37You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
20:44Yes, we did.
20:49Oh, my God.
20:50I just remembered.
20:52Belle called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
20:57Oh!
20:58Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
21:02They followed a hunch.
21:05Please never tell that joke again.
21:07You used to love my jokes.
21:09You used to laugh so hard beer would come out your nose.
21:11In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
21:13I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
21:19You did?
21:21Mind if I work in?
21:24Uh, no.
21:25It's all yours.
21:25No, we're done here.
21:26Appreciate it.
21:41Why are you here?
21:42What are you...
21:43You haven't responded to my texts all day.
21:46It's finals.
21:48It's a stressful time.
21:49Tay, are you okay?
21:50What's wrong?
21:52I'm...
21:52I'm hungry.
21:54Okay, then let's...
21:55Let's just grab some food.
21:57Come on, get in.
22:02Okay.
22:19So, uh...
22:22Where do you wanna go eat?
22:24I don't know.
22:25I don't know.
22:31What?
22:36I broke up with Mia.
22:43I hope you didn't do that for me.
22:46What?
22:49What?
22:50Uh...
22:50Sorry.
22:52I just...
22:53I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
22:56Good after the other night.
22:57Sleeping over.
22:58Steven, I...
22:59You're wrong.
23:00And I've told you before.
23:01I just want this to be casual.
23:02Okay.
23:03It's never casual with you and me.
23:05Taylor, you know that.
23:06Oh, my God.
23:06Let's just stop fucking around, you know, and do it for real,
23:09so we don't keep hurting other people.
23:10They don't even know about us.
23:10That doesn't matter.
23:11It's still messed up.
23:14Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start,
23:16you know, free and clear and clean.
23:19Steven, we've tried before.
23:20We've tried a million times.
23:21We were kids then.
23:21We don't work.
23:22It never works.
23:23Taylor, you are the only girl I wanna be with.
23:26What?
23:26I'm telling you.
23:27I think I love you.
23:28Stop. Stop.
23:28No, don't.
23:29I can't do this.
23:30What are you talking...
23:31Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
23:34Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
23:35Please.
23:35That's all I'm asking for.
23:36Steven, please just let me out of the car.
23:37We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
23:38I'm not doing that.
23:39Taylor, I wanna leave.
23:40Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
23:43Fine.
23:43Fine.
23:44Fine.
23:45Fuck.
23:46Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
23:53Taylor, what the fuck?
24:09Taylor, I told you I don't want...
24:13Taylor.
24:19Taylor.
24:21I'm really sorry.
24:24What happened?
24:25Were you with him or you hurt?
24:28What happened?
24:29I wasn't in the car.
24:31Okay.
24:32We were arguing.
24:33We were arguing.
24:35I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
24:39Okay.
24:42What?
24:46What?
24:49It's just my fault.
24:51No.
24:52No.
24:52No, it's not your fault.
24:54Yes, it is.
24:56You're with Steven Conklin?
24:57Yeah.
24:58Yeah.
24:58Is he okay?
24:59Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
25:03Cerebral contusion?
25:05What?
25:05It's a bruise on the brain.
25:07We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down.
25:09Until then, we'll keep him sedated.
25:11So we just wait and see?
25:13Is that it?
25:13There's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
25:17Can that be one of you?
25:18I'm his sister.
25:20His sister works.
25:21Okay.
25:22What kind of decisions do I...
25:24It's in the paperwork there.
25:29I need to try my parents again.
25:32I couldn't...
25:32Okay.
25:33I will try them.
25:34I will do it.
25:36I don't know Steven's fucking insurance.
25:38If he's on our parents' insurance or his job.
25:40How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
25:42I think...
25:43I think I remember Steven bragging about being a universal donor.
25:47Of course, Steven bragged about anything.
25:52Okay.
25:53He...
25:53O negative.
25:54He's O negative.
25:56Okay.
25:57I'm gonna try your parents again.
25:58Okay.
25:58I don't...
25:59I think I should, uh, let a few other people know too.
26:04You want me to call Jer?
26:08I don't know an hour ago.
26:09I wanted to throw up thinking about him.
26:11But now I just...
26:14I just wish he was here.
26:17You know what to say to make me feel bad.
26:23I'm gonna be your Jer today.
26:26Okay.
26:26We'll track down your parents.
26:27I will call Jer's dumbass too.
26:30Okay.
26:31Just...
26:31Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
26:34I'm gonna do it.
26:36Um, can you call, uh, Conrad too?
26:38Because he just might understand what all this means.
26:42I got you.
26:43I'm gonna call Conrad.
26:48Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
26:50No, it's fine.
26:51Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
26:52Okay.
26:54Well, tell me what the doctor said exactly.
26:57Uh, he's kind of a dick.
26:58He basically blew us off.
26:59We're trying to get updates, but...
27:01Well, maybe I can help.
27:01Where's he admitted?
27:03We're at, um, Providence General.
27:06But how?
27:07I will figure it out.
27:10I just want to do something.
27:14Hey, how's Belly?
27:16She's fine.
27:17Yeah?
27:17Okay.
27:18Yeah.
27:19Yeah.
27:19Great.
27:20Okay.
27:22Well, just keep me updated, okay?
27:23Yep.
27:24Will do.
27:24All right.
27:27Dr. Namazi?
27:28Excuse me.
27:29What's up?
27:31A friend of mine was in a car accident.
27:34Uh, very close friend.
27:35More like family.
27:36And he's at Providence General.
27:39Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
27:42The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
27:44Well, his name is Steven Conklin.
27:46Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
27:51I'll see what I can do.
27:54Do you think you need to take the day?
27:59Uh, no.
28:01I'm good.
28:02Okay.
28:12Okay.
28:32Jerry's in the lobby.
28:34Yeah, I know, babe.
28:36He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
28:38He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
28:41That's so sweet.
28:43Why does he have to be so sweet?
28:46Should I text him?
28:51Isabel Conklin?
28:54I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
28:55I head up the neurology team.
28:56I'm taking over your brother's case.
28:58Does that mean he's gotten worse?
28:59No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
29:03I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
29:07Steven is sedated and sleeping.
29:08He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
29:11Have you seen him yet?
29:13Well, let's get you back there.
29:14We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
29:17so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
29:20Follow me.
29:29Any news on your friend?
29:31No.
29:32You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
29:34I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
29:36It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
29:38Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
29:42No cell phones.
29:44Yeah.
29:45How did everything go with those blood draws?
29:47Good.
29:48Great.
29:53This is mislabeled.
29:56Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
29:58That's my mistake.
29:58A mistake that put your patient at risk.
30:01I'll fix it right now.
30:01You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
30:03It won't happen again.
30:04No, it won't.
30:06You're done here.
30:07You're not ready for this.
30:10You're firing me for one mistake?
30:12Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
30:14You may see this as one mistake, but this is about you not knowing your limits, which makes
30:19you a walking liability, my liability.
30:21Dr. Namazi, I didn't...
30:24You can always apply again next year.
30:26Scruggers to OR4.
30:28Scruggers to OR4.
30:30We're already starting to take it.
30:49Steven, can I tell you a secret?
30:52I've never loved anyone like I love you.
30:58Do you know how scary that is?
31:05I know I act like I don't care, but I just, I care so, so much.
31:15And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time before you come to me and you tell
31:18me that I'm not worth it.
31:20You're just gonna be like, actually, you're not worth it.
31:37So I figured if I just keep pushing you away and pretend that you don't mean anything to
31:41me, then you can't hurt me.
31:45And I don't know how to stop doing that.
31:59You know, the first time we got together, you remember you told me that you were like, you told
32:04me that you wouldn't give up on us.
32:09You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
32:30I have good news.
32:31The CT scan is clear.
32:32The CT scan is clear?
32:34What does that mean?
32:35The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
32:39It'll be a while until he wakes up.
32:41We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
32:47It's okay.
32:48He's gonna be okay.
32:50I've just been scared.
32:59I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
33:01I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together.
33:03No, I never should have judged you.
33:06But you're right.
33:07I've been all over the place.
33:10Like not wanting to let go of Steven, but still keeping Davis around is this like emotional buffer.
33:15It's shitty.
33:17And selfish.
33:19And Steven was trying to do the right thing and I'm just freaked.
33:23But all this, I think, I think that it made me realize that even though I'm so scared, I'm so
33:35scared to lose Steven again.
33:37I'm more scared not to try.
33:43I'm gonna, I'm gonna break up with Davis.
33:48Whatever you wanna do, I support you.
34:01Alright, how rough do I look right now?
34:03Do I look hot?
34:05I'm not gonna lie to you.
34:06I look that bad.
34:10Just go back to the house.
34:12Eat something.
34:13Chower.
34:16You heard the doctor.
34:17He's not gonna be up for a little while anymore.
34:19Okay.
34:19Thanks, babe.
34:25Hey.
34:29If you wanna get back with Jeremiah, just do it.
34:33I never said that.
34:34And make him beg, obviously, but...
34:37Don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years.
34:44Like, not if it's still what you want.
34:50Okay.
34:52Okay.
35:00Laura.
35:03Mom.
35:05We gotta get up.
35:08Shut up.
35:10Still not a morning person, huh?
35:15My eyes are crispy.
35:18Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
35:20Yeah.
35:32Oh, my God.
35:34John, get in here.
35:37Oh, my God.
35:38Mom, where were you?
35:40Shh.
35:40Belly, I just got your messages.
35:41What's going on?
35:43Steven was in an accident.
35:44Is he okay?
35:45He's gonna be fine.
35:47I've been trying to keep it together, but I...
35:50I was so scared.
35:53Oh, man.
35:54Shut up.
35:55I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
35:58I'm so, so sorry.
36:00Have you been there all alone?
36:02No, no.
36:04Um...
36:05Taylor's here, and she's been amazing, and...
36:09Jer's here.
36:10He stayed all night.
36:12Mom, things have been so crazy.
36:15Listen, sweetheart.
36:16I'll be there as soon as I can, and, um...
36:18I'll track down your dad and let him know.
36:21I love you so much, Belly.
36:24I love you, Mommy.
36:26What is that?
36:28Steven was in a car accident?
36:29He's okay.
36:30Okay.
36:30He's gonna be fine.
36:31He's fine.
36:32But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
36:34It's okay.
36:34Just meet me in the lobby in five.
36:58We hadn't seen each other much over the years.
37:01And we hadn't been alone together since...
37:04That day at the motel.
37:05Hey.
37:06Hey.
37:14Why are you holding a poker?
37:17Oh.
37:18Um...
37:19I thought you were a burglar.
37:21Of course you did.
37:27Where's Jer?
37:28He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
37:33Right.
37:35Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
37:37Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather.
37:40They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
37:42Hmm.
37:43What are you doing here?
37:45My mom is on a retreat in the mountains and Steven's in New York.
37:49I was all alone at home.
37:52So...
38:15You have chocolate all over your face.
38:18No, I don't.
38:18What?
38:18What did you do?
38:19You just stick your whole head in to save time?
38:21Shut it!
38:23What are you doing?
38:25You called?
38:25I could start a fire.
38:31Sorry.
38:32See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
38:35I think I'm just gonna crash.
38:38Merry Christmas, Belly.
38:41It's really good to see you.
38:48You too.
38:57The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
39:14You okay?
39:17Oh, no.
39:18Leave me alone.
39:19Are you hurt?
39:19Can you move?
39:21I thought you were gone.
39:23Nope.
39:24Still here.
39:29Let me help you out.
39:30No, no, no.
39:31Ow.
39:31Just...
39:32Just...
39:32Just...
39:33Give me a minute.
39:34Okay.
39:44How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
39:47Eleven.
39:49You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
39:50No, I'm not!
39:53I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
39:57Seriously, it was like...
39:59When animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
40:03What?
40:03You calling me an animal?
40:08Ow.
40:09Ow.
40:12I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
40:15No, no, no, no.
40:16Just...
40:17Just...
40:17Just...
40:17No.
40:18Just...
40:18I'm too heavy for you.
40:19Okay.
40:19Leave me here.
40:20I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Belly.
40:26Ready?
40:28Okay, come on.
40:30Okay.
40:31Ow.
40:32You're okay.
40:33Ready?
40:34What?
40:35Ow.
40:39Watch your legs.
40:43Ow.
40:44You're okay.
40:45Yeah.
40:46Ow.
40:52That's when I had this sudden thought.
40:54A part of me will always love you.
41:08We spent the day together.
41:10But not together.
41:13Oh, to see without my eyes.
41:17The first time that you'll kiss me.
41:22I'll miss by the time I ride.
41:25Entertainingly expressive.
41:27H blank blank blank Y.
41:29All right?
41:30Hmm.
41:33That's...
41:33Hammy.
41:35Hammy?
41:40Loey.
41:41I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
41:46She's better off with Laszlo.
41:48You're insane.
41:49Rick and Elsa are obviously meant for each other.
41:51Their little love story is nothing compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
41:57Oh my God, dude.
41:58What?
41:59I'm gonna get more firewood.
42:02You are way too young to be this cynical.
42:04Yeah, yeah.
42:06Straight.
42:12Hey.
42:13Hey.
42:13Belly.
42:14Hey.
42:14Sorry, my reception out here is terrible.
42:16I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
42:18What are you up to?
42:19I'm actually in Cousins.
42:21I got super lonely, so I drove up.
42:24Oh, nice.
42:24Uh, did you bring Taylor?
42:26No, I came by myself.
42:28Well, I wish you were here with me.
42:30Comrades fly gum and stuff because of the weather, so I'm stuck here with my dad.
42:34Yeah, he, uh...
42:36What?
42:38Hello?
42:38Belly.
42:39Can you hear me?
42:40Jer, I...
42:41I can't hear what you're saying.
42:42Uh...
42:43Never mind.
42:44What?
42:46Wait, uh...
42:47I'll show you tomorrow.
42:48Okay.
42:48Bye, Belly.
42:49Okay.
42:50Okay, love you.
42:56Hey, I...
42:57I would've told Jer that you're here, too.
43:00Don't worry about it.
43:00I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins.
43:04Because there was nothing to tell.
43:06Nothing happened with Conrad.
43:09Nothing was ever gonna happen.
43:20The next morning, Conrad was gone.
43:26He left just like I thought he would.
43:31No goodbye.
43:32Just gone like a ghost.
43:45How much so can I think...
43:46Conrad Fisher.
43:47The ghost of Christmas past.
43:49It's blackbird on my shoulder.
43:53And what difference does it make?
43:58When this love is over,
44:02Shall I sleep within your bed?
44:07River of unhappiness,
44:11Hold your hands upon my head.
44:15Till I breathe my last breath.
44:20Till I breathe my last breath.
44:21Oh, oh, oh, oh, is me.
44:24The last time that you touch me.
44:29Oh, will wonders ever cease.
44:32Cloud sent me the mystery of love.
44:40Oh, I love you.
44:58Come in.
45:05Can you take your shoes off?
45:08I'm gonna be here for, like, a sec.
45:10I was just on my way in and...
45:11Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
45:14No, jerk. I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
45:16Yeah, he's gonna be okay. Thanks.
45:19Good.
45:20Okay, this is for you?
45:23You're welcome.
45:26Um...
45:27So, look, um...
45:30About yesterday...
45:32I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
45:34I'm fine.
45:36Cool. Uh, that's...
45:39Actually, I was gonna say that she kind of has a point.
45:43Oh.
45:44I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
45:47And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously,
45:51but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
45:53Excuse me?
45:55Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
45:59They're not going anywhere.
46:02And...
46:03As long as you're afraid to face them, they'll run you,
46:05not the other way around.
46:12Hello would have been nice.
46:14Hello.
46:18Steven, you ready for a visitor?
46:20Oh, yeah.
46:21Oh, you're awake.
46:22Ow.
46:23Ow.
46:24Ow.
46:24Careful of his ribs.
46:26No, no.
46:26Break another one, why don't you?
46:28It's barely cracked, you baby.
46:31How's, uh...
46:32How's mom and dad?
46:33Where are they?
46:34They're on their way.
46:35Hey.
46:39Uh, hi.
46:42I'm gonna give you two a minute.
46:44I'm glad you're alive.
46:50You scared the shit out of everyone.
46:52You know that?
46:54Belly was worried to death.
46:55I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
46:58I was in a coma, so...
47:01Yeah, but...
47:02medically induced.
47:04Huh.
47:08Steven, I'm joking.
47:10I was worried about you too, obviously.
47:12Yeah.
47:12Yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said
47:14since I woke up.
47:15You know, before the crash.
47:17Me too.
47:17And you were right.
47:21You and me, we don't work.
47:25What?
47:29If we never ran into each other that day in New York,
47:33we would have just gone about our lives and been fine,
47:35so let's just pretend we didn't.
47:42I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty.
47:48I couldn't let you go.
47:51You know I love a challenge, but...
47:57It is a wake-up call.
48:00You were right.
48:02You and me, we don't work.
48:04Hmm.
48:08Good.
48:09Then we're on the same page.
48:11Yeah, yeah.
48:12Finally.
48:12I'm gonna go find Belly.
48:24First loves are important.
48:27Conrad was mine.
48:29For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
48:32The way you do your first pet.
48:34The first car you drove.
48:36But they're not as important as last.
48:52Stephen's gonna be okay.
48:54Thank God.
49:00Do you wanna get some air?
49:05Yeah.
49:05Yeah, I would love that.
49:07Yeah.
49:12I was...
49:13I am so mad at you.
49:16And you have every right to be.
49:18I'm sorry for what I did to you,
49:20and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
49:21I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
49:25I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again,
49:29but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
49:36I'm sorry, too.
49:40Sorry for what?
49:43I'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
49:48And to Cabo.
49:52I can see how you thought we were broken up.
49:56You can?
49:59Yeah, but I...
50:00I don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily.
50:05I mean, I could barely function.
50:07How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
50:09No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
50:13I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I...
50:16when we had sex.
50:19After I...
50:20I just sat in the shower and cried for I don't...
50:23I don't even know how long.
50:25I was just thinking, how could I deserve you after that?
50:33Maybe we...
50:34shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years.
50:40I mean...
50:41if we both believe that what we have...
50:45is bigger than our mistakes, then...
50:49maybe we can just start over.
50:52I want that, Bells.
50:54I-I want that so much.
50:57You can't ever hurt me like that again.
50:59I-I...
51:00I promise.
51:05I promise.
51:07I promise.
51:20I don't want to mess this up again.
51:23We won't.
51:25After Steven, I-I get it now.
51:29Life's too short...
51:30not to spend it with the person that you love.
51:35I want to be with you always, no matter what.
51:39I just can't imagine my life without you.
51:42Me either.
51:44Belly has always been our story.
51:45Yours...
51:46and mine.
51:47Nobody else's.
51:52What are you thinking?
51:56It's...
51:56the future.
51:57It's just crazy.
51:58I don't know what.
51:59Say it.
52:03Would you...
52:04Yes.
52:06You don't even know what I'm about to say.
52:09Try me.
52:15Isabel Conklin?
52:18Will you marry me?
52:21Yes.
52:22Yeah, I'll marry you.
52:23No, I'll marry you.
52:29Yes!
52:33I love you.
52:34I love you, too.
52:37I love you.
52:38For a day.
52:41For a day.
52:45I love you.
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