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Love Is Blind: Sweden - Season 3 - Episode 10: Scary But Obvious
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00:30Du Àr vÀl kristen? Jag Àr inte kristen.
00:32Och sÄ Àr det alltid vÀldigt.
00:34Antingen Àr det kristen eller sÄ Àr det inte kristen.
00:36Vissa stunder om du hade trÀffat en artist sÄ hade du inte ifrÄgas att vÀrderingarna Àr pÄ samma sÀtt.
00:40Inte att du inte har fina vÀrderingar, men har vi samma vÀrderingar?
00:44Jag pedlar jÀttemycket i tankarna.
00:47Ja, men dÀr kommer du.
00:48Och det Àr skittufft.
00:50Det Àr liksom vÄr förlovningsfest.
00:53Och du gÄr in pÄ den osÀker.
00:58Ja, men du gÄr ju ifrÄn mig. Jag vet inte vad du har pÄ mig.
01:02Jag kan fÄ mig inte att ha. Och nyckeln.
01:04SĂ„, tack och hej.
01:06Det Àr en olustig kÀnsla.
01:08Att du liksom gÄr frÄn hundra till...
01:11...dÀr som noll.
01:12Jag tÀnker ju mycket pÄ vad andra ska tycka.
01:15Om vÄr relation.
01:17AlltsÄ, jag ser ju att Aron Àr en bra kille.
01:20Jag lovar dig att du kan hitta nÄgon bÀttre Àn han. Jag kÀnner det direkt. I min mage.
01:23Ja, Àr det sant?
01:23Ja.
01:24Jag trodde typ inte att jag skulle kÀnna sÄ hÀr.
01:26Ăr det sant?
01:27Nej!
01:29Nu kÀnns det bra.
01:33Men mina rutiner och mitt liv Àr ju ÀndÄ i Jönköping just nu.
01:37DÄ Àr du beskriptisk pÄ att flytta det.
01:40AlltsÄ, jag menar, beslutet har tagit taget jÀttesnabbt.
01:45Vi hade ett brÄk.
01:47Och jag sa det, jag bara.
01:48Daniel, du vet att du Àr gaslight och mig.
01:51Och han har spelat in nÄgonting pÄ sin mobil.
01:55Va?
01:56Daniel sÀger ju att du börjar spela in.
01:58Nej.
01:59Jag sa jag skulle spela in det hÀr sÄ du fÄr höra hur det lÄter just nu.
02:02DÄ sa jag, du spelade ocksÄ in.
02:04Du sa det efter en timme.
02:05Eller vad hon som tog upp det frÄn början.
02:07Nu kÀnns det som att det Àr mer som att du har murar.
02:10Please take a chill pill, liksom.
02:12Mm.
02:15Burning out of time.
02:19Jag vill att vi skrifter oss, men sen att jag och kÀrin inte kommer helt överens i den hÀr sak.
02:25Johan Àr en tuff jÀvel, liksom.
02:27Jag hade hellre gjort lumpen igen, liksom.
02:29Mycket hellre.
02:30Det hÀr Àr mycket mer utmanande.
02:31Lumpen var ju soft.
02:35Hej.
02:36Jag visste att du var hÀr.
02:40Dead men walk in.
02:46Dead men walk in.
02:53Dead men walk in.
03:06Dead men walk in.
03:10Men att du kom pÄ köpet.
03:13DÄ gör det ju vÀrt det.
03:24Jag tycker att det var en jÀttegivig kvÀll idag.
03:27Mm.
03:28Det var super.
03:28Och jag kommer inte sitta hÀr, liksom, och hitta nÄgonting fel.
03:34Sen om du vill ta upp saker som jag tycker Àr onödigt, som det hÀr med inspelningen, till exempel.
03:42Det tycker att det var en jÀtteornöjd sak.
03:45FörstÄr du, liksom, att Ronja och Angelica tar mig Ät sidan och sÀger det hÀr med att ni spelar in
03:51varandras samtal.
03:53Vad har vi reagerat pÄ?
03:56Jag bara sÄ hÀr, vad spÀnnande att höra, liksom.
03:59För att vi sa att vi inte skulle prata om det hÀr.
04:01Jag vill bara vara Àrlig.
04:02Och dÄ berÀttade jag att du sa till mig att det hÀr borde vi spela in det hÀr samtalet.
04:09Och dÄ gjorde du inte det?
04:10Jag sa att jag borde spela in det hÀr för att vi Àr pÄ repetit.
04:12Det var ju du som sa upp det först, eller hur?
04:13Ja, men jag skulle aldrig spela in det utan att sÀga till dig att jag kommer spela in det just
04:17nu, Daniel.
04:18Men dÄ sa ju jag att jag spelade in det hÀr.
04:20Och sÄ har vi hört...
04:21Du sa aldrig det?
04:22Nej, men...
04:23Du spelade in mig en timme och sen sa du att du hade spelat in mig en timme.
04:25Ja, för att du spelade in mig, sa du?
04:27Jag har aldrig gjort det.
04:28SÄ jag sa liksom att nÀr hon tog upp in...
04:31Jag hade hört att man kan spela in varandra.
04:34Det var faktiskt hon som vÀxte dig i mig.
04:36För hon sa att det hÀr borde vi spela in det vi pratar om.
04:40SÄ sa det ju till dem, var det inte sÄ?
04:42DÄ som vi gÄr runt i cirklar sÄ borde det hÀr spelas in.
04:45Exakt sÄ sa jag.
04:46Jag har inte sagt nÄgot annat Àn nÄgon gÄng.
04:48Du fÄr spela in mÄnga samtal du vill.
04:50Jag skulle aldrig spela in nÄgot.
04:51Men det var du som tog upp det, var inte jag, eller hur?
04:53Jag skulle aldrig spela in nÄgot sÄnt.
04:54Men det var du som tog upp det, eller?
04:57Nu gÄr vi cirklar igen.
04:59Men vÀnta, vem tog upp att vi skulle spela in ett samtal?
05:01Jag sa att vi borde spela in det hÀr samtalet.
05:03Exakt.
05:04Ja, det betyder inte man ska spela in den hÀr personen.
05:06Nej, det Àr sjÀlva grejen.
05:07SjÀlva grejen var att du tog upp det med mig.
05:09Och tog upp att du ville spela in ett samtal med mig.
05:12Och dÄ spelade jag bara in samtalet sÄ var det samma samtal inspelat.
05:15Och det samtalet kom ju ingenstans.
05:17SĂ„ det var inget speciellt insamtal.
05:22Men att göra det hÀr till en grej idag.
05:25Och jag Àlskar Ronja och Nelika för att de tog mig Ät sidan och sa att du spelar in ett
05:30samtal.
05:31DÄ berÀttade jag bara, men det var hon som stod upp det frÄn början.
05:33Det kommer hon aldrig att erkÀnna, sa de.
05:35Det Àr inte Johanna vi kÀnner.
05:36Du kommer dit, erkÀnner att det var du som tog upp det hÀr med att spela in ett samtal.
05:41Det var inte jag.
05:43Och det var fint av dig.
05:44Och det Àr jag extremt tacksam över.
05:46För att du verkligen stod upp för att, ja men, för de bara, vi trodde att du var en jÀvla
05:51psykvart som spelade in ett samtal.
05:53Nej, jag skulle aldrig göra det.
05:58Men jag Àr liksom, jag vet inte att du Àr intresserad av att jag har rÀtt.
06:03Och jag kommer aldrig anklaga dig för nÄgonting.
06:06Leta fel och vem som har sagt vad eller vem som sa spela in eller vem som inte.
06:11Och du och jag har varit vÀldigt öppna om den hÀr inspelningen.
06:14Det var ingen stor grej tycker jag.
06:16Eftersom att du och jag faktiskt var öppna med att jag spelade in, det gör jag med.
06:21HÀr Àr den hÀr inspelningen.
06:23Det var ingen grej.
06:24För dig och mig Àr inte inspelningen nÄgon grej.
06:28AlltsÄ det Àr inte dÀr vi ska landa.
06:30Vi ska landa i kÀrlek hjÀrtat.
06:33Vi har vÀldigt olika tycke och tÀnker pÄ saker.
06:37Men hjÀrtat, fan, jag Àr ju...
06:40Jag börjar ju bekÀra dig.
06:43Det Àr skitjobbigt.
06:45Ja.
06:47Du kÀnner inte sÄ.
06:55Vad kÀnner du?
06:56Jag kÀnner att vi gÄr runt och cirklar igen.
06:58Ja, men vilka cirklar du Ă„ker?
07:01Jag vill ju bara dig vÀl.
07:06Jag skulle faktiskt vilja Ă„ka till min mamma.
07:17Men du och jag har vÀl inte osams?
07:20Du och jag behöver...
07:21AlltsÄ, lÀgg av.
07:24Tjena.
07:30HjÀrtat, kom hit.
07:32I am lost.
07:35You're all alone.
07:39Uff.
07:48Hej, vad Àr ni?
07:51Vad gör du sjÀlv?
07:53Vad gör du exakt just nu?
07:54Vad gör du?
07:56Nej, nej, nej.
07:57Det var en pocket goal, men...
08:00Det Àr hela tiden nÄgonting.
08:02Allt ska tas pÄ sÄ stort allvar, liksom.
08:06Ja.
08:08Nej, nej, det tycker jag inte.
08:10Nej, det upplever jag inte.
08:11Inte elakhet.
08:32Vad tycker du om festen, dÄ?
08:41Do you have to?
08:42Nej.
08:44Nej.
08:44Nej.
08:45Nej.
08:48Det var jÀttetrevligt sÄ jÀlla.
08:51Daniel och Johanna kÀnns som att de...
08:55Jag tycker de Àr sÄ himla...
08:57För mig Àr de en svÄr nöt att knÀcka.
09:00Ja, verkligen.
09:01Men det Àr ocksÄ lÀtt att glömma bort att...
09:04Vi har ocksÄ bara kÀnt varandra en mÄnad.
09:07Jag tror aldrig nÄgonsin att jag har varit i en relation tidigare
09:09dÀr man har vetat efter en mÄnad hur man Àr i konflikt.
09:14Hur man kommunicerar.
09:17Jag vet inte.
09:18Jag kÀnner absolut att du och jag har kommit vÀldigt lÄngt i det.
09:21Men jag tror absolut att du och jag ocksÄ har massa grejer.
09:23Ja.
09:23Vi har pratat om det och du har sagt att du flyttar upp.
09:27Ja dÄ.
09:28Bra.
09:29I hope.
09:30Nej.
09:31Vad?
09:31VadÄ I hope?
09:33Du mÄste fÄ jobb och grejer.
09:35Men gud, du Àr ju lÀkare liksom.
09:37Jo.
09:39LÀkare kan man vÀl vara vart som helst, eller?
09:41Ja, men jag Àr ju...
09:43Jag hÄller ju pÄ med en specifik grej.
09:45Ja, men alltsÄ...
09:47Jag kan ju inte bara flytta upp och jobba med att jag inte jobbar.
09:50Men liksom...
09:51Kan du tÀnka dig att ha ett jobb som inte Àr exakt det du vill göra?
09:59Oavsett vad jag gör sÄ kommer det vara ett jobb som Àr annorlunda.
10:03Mm.
10:04Jag kommer inte ha samma möjligheter hÀr uppe.
10:09Nej.
10:10Men jag har inte fÄtt jobben, jag vet inte det.
10:13Ja, men i ditt perspektiv sÄ Àr det liksom nÄgra mÄnaders, halvÄr, ett Är.
10:18SÄ snart som bara möjligt.
10:22Och det Àr...
10:23Jag har inte fÄtt jobb, sÄ jag vet inte.
10:25Mm.
10:25Nej.
10:26Men sÄ snart som jag bara kan.
10:28Jag har ingen ambition om att ta distans frÄn honom i flera Är.
10:31Nej, vad skönt.
10:32Skönt.
10:32Eller dÀr ute efter.
10:33Det Àr dÄ det jag vill höra bara.
10:35Svara sÄ jag stÀller en frÄga istÀllet.
10:37Ja, men varför sÀger du inte bara det?
10:39Men du fÄr inte sÀga nÀr jag ska titta upp, jag vet inte.
10:42Ja, men du mÄste ju ÀndÄ ha ett mÄl, eller?
10:46Jag sÄ snÀlla, jag mÄste fÄ jobb.
10:47Jag mÄste bli klar med min SD.
10:49Det Àr inte sÄ att jag blir klar i augusti.
10:51Nej.
10:53Ăr inte ens det klart?
10:54Nej, men jag mÄste bli klar.
10:55Du sa ju att du skulle vara klar med din SD i augusti.
10:57Nu kÀnner jag att du har liksom förskönat det hÀr lite.
11:00Har jag vÀl inte?
11:01Jo.
11:02Varför dÄ?
11:04SÄ snart som möjligt för mig, typ.
11:05AlltsÄ om din SD Àr klar i augusti, dÄ Àr det sÄ snart som möjligt för mig i september.
11:10Det gÄr ju inte.
11:12Varför inte?
11:12Jag har tre mÄnaders uppsÀkningstid.
11:15Okej, det hade jag ingen aning om.
11:17Alla har tre mÄnaders uppsÀkningstid.
11:19DÄ Àr det liksom september, oktober, november?
11:22Mm.
11:22Mm.
11:24Som ocksÄ fÄr jobb ocksÄ.
11:27Du sa till mig att det Àr ingen stress.
11:30Men nu stack det ivÀg frÄn att vara sÄ augusti till att bli typ sÄ hÀr februari.
11:35Men det har aldrig handlat om augusti.
11:37Nej, men jag ska ocksÄ sÀga ja till dig pÄ ett altare.
11:40SÄ jag skulle gÀrna vilja veta nÀr du tÀnkte att vi ska kunna bo ihop som ett par.
11:44Jag tycker inte att det Àr optimalt att sÄ gifta sig och sen bara, nu ska vi ha distans i
11:49ett Ă„r.
11:49AlltsÄ nej, jag Àr inte skitpepp pÄ det.
11:52Jag Àr faktiskt inte det.
11:52Det Àr inte du som...
11:57Det Àr inte jag som, vadÄ?
11:58Det Àr inte du som kastar om hela ditt liv.
12:03Nej.
12:04Nej.
12:05Nej.
12:09SĂ„ att...
12:10I feel hopeless is all I do
12:48What did you think about Fellen?
12:49It was so interesting. It was fun to see Ibe and Annie.
12:55It was a wonderful pair.
12:58Yes, I felt it.
13:01On the first day, they said that we were going to say yes.
13:05Did they say that?
13:06Yes.
13:07Or, Annie said that.
13:09What did Ibe?
13:11I asked him, but he said yes.
13:16They were clear.
13:20How did it feel to meet Fellen?
13:24It was a little strange.
13:25Yes.
13:27Yes.
13:27When it's my forlatingsfest, you can say yes, this could be you and Tanette.
13:35Yes, I understand.
13:39But I have 100% focused on what we have.
13:43I can't focus on something that could have been.
13:46You can do it, but you don't choose to do it.
13:48I don't want to focus on that.
13:51It's impossible for me.
13:53Just as I said, I have a woman in front of me, who I really care about.
13:58And I want to focus on her.
14:00Yes.
14:04Yes.
14:05Yes.
14:07Yes.
14:08Yes, she felt that it was the easy route with her.
14:10Yes, I noticed that it was an easy route because of us have the same faith.
14:16Yes.
14:16Yes.
14:17But there would have been something that would have created itself.
14:21Yes.
14:21For me, it's essential to think about such a thing.
14:26I can imagine that you were a little...
14:29No.
14:30Not at all?
14:31No.
14:33You don't understand.
14:34No.
14:35No, it's not the same.
14:41I spent 45 minutes or a hour with Danette there.
14:46It was very easy.
14:48It hasn't been so easy between me and Ronja.
14:51But I'm 100% sure to try to make this work.
14:56But I feel like she doesn't really want this.
15:00Because it's been so much problem.
15:03I feel like she has one foot in and one foot out.
15:10She needs to come near my heart and show her that I'm here.
15:15I want to love her.
15:21It's a dark time.
15:23It's a dark time.
15:38Thank you very much.
15:44Thank you very much.
15:48I don't know, I don't know.
15:51You're in the capsule, then you're in the coffee, and then you fly in.
15:57You get a little backlash.
16:01I feel like I'm just trying to train.
16:05It's not weird.
16:09Have you had bad days?
16:13That's what I know.
16:15I just need to be a little bit more.
16:17Yes, you can be a little bit more.
16:21Do you want to be a little bit more?
16:26No, I'll probably have a little bit more.
16:29It works differently.
16:35We're in a very pressing situation, it's a lot of feelings.
16:40It's a lot of feelings, it's a lot of feelings.
16:43But the worst thing is just to lose Ibe.
16:48I want to be very happy that it's going to happen.
16:53I want to be with someone the rest of my life.
16:56I hope that it's going to be Ibe.
17:00I really want to be Ibe.
17:04It's going to be good.
17:05Yeah, it's going to be good.
17:08But you're blinking and it all slips through the hourglass.
17:13I've missed so many things.
17:23Oh, herregud.
17:25I'm getting nervous because of you.
17:27You?
17:28Yeah, you're so nervous.
17:31You're so nervous now.
17:32You're so nervous now.
17:35You're trying to tell my mom.
17:37My mom is so little.
17:41Oh, my God.
17:47It's going to be good.
17:48As soon as she comes, it's going to be good again.
17:53Yes, it's going to be good, Stefan.
17:56My parents are so important for me.
17:59They're the best of the world.
18:00They've always supported me with what I want to do.
18:05It's what I...
18:09Now I'm going to cry.
18:21They both want to see me, gifta me and build a family.
18:25And I want to make them...
18:28What should I say?
18:29I don't want to worry about them because I don't want to be happy.
18:34And I don't want to make them angry.
18:37Hello!
18:39Hi!
18:41Hey, Sam.
18:42Hey!
18:45Hello!
18:46Hey, Sam.
18:47Hey!
18:48Hey!
18:48Hey!
18:49Hey!
18:50Hey!
18:51Hey!
19:04What a fint!
19:05Yeah, it's really nice.
19:07Well, it's more.
19:08Yeah, it's more.
19:09Oh, yeah, it's more.
19:11How are you doing?
19:11Yeah, it's good.
19:12How are you doing?
19:13It's good.
19:14The worst part is Oskarsson and Norrky.
19:17He doesn't know Oskarsson's life.
19:19No, no.
19:20Like that!
19:22I don't have a schoolboy.
19:24I don't have a bus.
19:26No.
19:27No.
19:28No, it's not so difficult.
19:29No, no, no.
19:30No, no.
19:31No, no.
19:31No, no.
19:33No, no.
19:34No, no.
19:36No, no.
19:40No, no.
19:48No, no.
19:50My first date was with Aron. I felt energy and chemistry.
19:58Not just the rest of him.
20:01I felt that he was there.
20:03And you relaxed me, and I felt happy and calm.
20:09After that date, I thought about him in all the other dates, and I thought we'd meet him again.
20:14And it was so crazy, because I had done the same. I went to the next date, and I sat
20:19with my book and started writing about her.
20:23I sat and thought about her.
20:25And that was so special.
20:27And that made me try to open up more and more and more.
20:30I didn't say anything.
20:32I was like, if this is my person, then it should be true.
20:37Not because I didn't have said certain things, but she should know everything.
20:42And that was so I realized that it was just her.
20:49It sounds really good.
20:52Angelica has met a lot of people.
20:55But how did you say this with families?
20:59If someone had met someone, it would have been okay for a while, but they were not interested in such
21:04things.
21:04Yes, exactly.
21:06And that's what we're talking about.
21:09We're talking about children all the time.
21:12Yes, but it's a lot of fun.
21:14I feel like I'm really scared to build a family.
21:17And it feels like we're meeting each other on every other way.
21:21And there's no difference.
21:24It sounds really good.
21:25It's a sign that you mean it for each other.
21:28Yes.
21:29Yes, of course.
21:31Yes, of course.
21:32Yes, absolutely.
21:33Let's start with a little crue here.
21:35Nordapelsin.
21:35Wow.
21:36A little orangeini on the other side.
21:38Oh, oh, oh, oh.
21:39So, so, so, so, so, so.
21:41Come a little more after that.
21:44It's so beautiful.
21:45It's not a call-down with a lot.
21:47He's not a call-down with a lot.
21:49He doesn't know what the body is.
21:51He doesn't eat it.
21:52No.
21:52Oh, oh, oh.
21:54He can do it.
21:55Yes.
21:57Yes.
21:57Yes.
21:58Yes.
22:00I don't know how we ended up this.
22:04So, we're throwing up here.
22:07What are you looking for?
22:10Yes.
22:12Yes.
22:13Yes.
22:13Yes, yes.
22:14Yes, yes.
22:14Yes, yes.
22:17Yes, yes.
22:18Yes, yes.
22:20Yes, yes.
22:20Yes, yes.
22:22Yes, yes.
22:23Yes, yes.
22:25Yes, yes.
22:25Yes, yes.
22:27Yes, yes.
22:27Yes, yes, yes.
22:29I think it's a risk, but I insist that we give it a chance and see what this is, try
22:34not to miss our lifetime.
22:37Then I hit you, you say you feel the same.
22:43I don't know how we ended up here.
22:46So, and so, and so, and I'll be in.
22:49And so, and so, and so, and so...
22:50When you think about how you feel about this, you've been in.
22:52I think it's a light.
22:54I think it's a light.
22:57Well, I've had your advice.
22:58Well, it's a light that actually hurts.
23:00I'm not fucking screwed us.
23:02I make it worse.
23:06Oh, hello.
23:07Oh, oh, oh.
23:09Hey, Lydia.
23:11God, I say, okay.
23:13Where is Johanna?
23:15I don't know anymore.
23:17It's cool about her too.
23:19It's clear.
23:20I hope that she'll come.
23:22We're so dramatic now.
23:24We're thinking, she's not coming now.
23:26So don't need to be.
23:28How do you feel?
23:32Just now, I'm really sad.
23:34And I think it's hard.
23:38The day I go and test my brad,
23:40it's always great.
23:44And now I'm still here and I'm still not sure.
23:47But how do you feel?
23:49Is it a bit scary?
23:52Yeah, it's a bit scary.
23:54It's a bit scary.
23:56It's a bit scary.
23:56We've had some days where we've got a little bit.
24:00It's not a big deal.
24:01It's a bit scary.
24:01But because it's so near the brad,
24:04it's a bit scary.
24:06Are we ready?
24:08But I don't know.
24:09But I'm really excited to test my clothing.
24:12Oh!
24:15Hey!
24:16Hello!
24:19How are you doing?
24:21How are you doing?
24:22How are you doing?
24:23How are you doing?
24:23Hello!
24:28Come on!
24:29There he is.
24:30How are you doing?
24:31It's good to see you.
24:33I see you in something very elegant.
24:36Very nice.
24:37This is very nice.
24:38Oh no, stop it!
24:42The other one?
24:43The other one was really nice.
24:45This needs to be seen.
24:46Yes, it's the shape you need to have.
24:48Show that body you've been working on.
24:50It's 100%.
24:52How are you doing?
24:54How are you doing?
24:55I don't know how I'm doing.
24:57Hmm.
25:00That's why I took it.
25:02I need some way to lead.
25:04How much do you want to fight when something isn't 100%?
25:08What are you doing with her?
25:09It's like she explained me when we were there in the car.
25:13It was like...
25:15Yeah, but this way you meet me on...
25:18...does that I feel like the world's strongest man.
25:21But when we met, it wasn't been met on the same way.
25:25I believe it went down and down and down.
25:28It's special feelings.
25:29You're sitting here and you're going to test your clothes.
25:31And I see that you...
25:33...you feel like you're thinking and thinking.
25:35And honestly, it's as good as you're doing it now...
25:37...than you're doing it afterwards.
25:40To find the perfect thing...
25:43...it's hard.
25:45It's hard.
25:47I think I've found my person.
25:49That's true.
25:49Yeah, I understand.
25:50It's true.
25:52You've got a twinkle in your eye when you talk about it.
25:54Yeah, it's crazy.
26:00Oh my god!
26:02What a nice!
26:04How does it feel?
26:06Eh...
26:07No...
26:12Do you think you're going to walk down the eye?
26:14No, my god.
26:16Can you see that you do it with him?
26:18I can't see me do it with anyone else.
26:24How do you feel?
26:26It's really nice.
26:29I think it's good to you.
26:34Do you think you're going to get married?
26:37Yeah!
26:44This is the first time I see you in something rosa.
26:49You feel calm, man.
26:50It's fun to see you.
26:51No, I'm not calm now.
26:53No, I see you.
26:54It's fun.
26:55It's fun to see you in the neck.
26:56What are you doing now?
26:57Yeah, I know.
27:00It's a bit more and more reality.
27:02It's...
27:02Yeah.
27:03You start to bubble a little bit, or?
27:05A little nervousness.
27:07Now, when I'm standing beside you, it feels...
27:10...for real.
27:12I thought it wouldn't happen in my life.
27:15That it was meant for me.
27:17That I didn't have imagined.
27:18Here you are.
27:19Yeah.
27:21Resa.
27:22A real resa.
27:24You feel pretty calm in what you would say right now?
27:27Hell no!
27:29Even though.
27:31If you're trying to change.
27:32Say the word and I'll go...
27:36We'll fly all night.
27:39Oh my god.
27:39Well, you're beautiful.
27:40I don't think that.
27:41It feels more you.
27:42You?
27:43I feel the smell.
27:44What do you think of it?
27:46It's very nice.
27:47It was very elegant, sweet and beautiful.
27:56The tuxedo.
27:58Direct from a Bond film.
28:00Bondskurk or Bond?
28:02Somewhere in the middle.
28:03How do you feel?
28:05I feel very happy.
28:07One month later, I was a single.
28:09The only single in the group.
28:19It's exactly what you said.
28:21It was really nice.
28:23That was really nice.
28:25It looks like it's done for you.
28:29It looks like it's done for you.
28:31It's really nice.
28:32It's really nice.
28:34Princess Snow.
28:41I'd say yes.
28:43How do you feel?
28:45In the costume.
28:47It feels good.
28:48In the relationship.
28:50We'll see where we're at.
28:52Okay.
28:55Do you know what you want?
28:59I know what I feel right now.
29:02My feelings don't change so quickly.
29:07They're more based on logic.
29:09Love is a decision in my opinion.
29:12You're also a feeling.
29:13Of course.
29:15Absolutely.
29:15You want to feel like this costume will be in two weeks.
29:20And it will be that I...
29:23For me, it's not what I can do.
29:27It's what she can do.
29:30Because I think I've done almost everything I can.
29:34So we'll see if it's something she can do.
29:36For me.
29:38It's the relationship.
29:39It's the relationship.
29:39It's the relationship.
29:41I'm not a doubt.
29:43I feel like I'm not a doubt.
29:44I feel like I'm not a doubt.
29:46I feel like I'm not a doubt.
29:47I'm not trying to push you so you'll enjoy me for the one I am.
29:50Oh, it's warm.
29:52All right.
29:52Under all relationships I've had, I've always tried and tried and tried.
29:56And this is my learning.
29:57I don't know.
29:59Time will prove what it is, but just now...
30:05I wish I was glad.
30:07I wish I was happy than what I am.
30:13Oh my god!
30:18You look so cute!
30:20I don't want to wear clothes on me.
30:22You look so cute!
30:25You don't want to cry now!
30:28Why do I cry?
30:31What do you think?
30:32What do you think today?
30:32It's really nice!
30:34I can't breathe.
30:37How do you feel?
30:38I think it's fine with the axles and everything.
30:41But I want to adjust it a little.
30:43I want to fix it a little bit.
30:45But what do you feel like?
30:48What do you feel like?
30:49What do you feel like?
30:51What do you feel like?
30:53Yes, I know.
30:53And now the feeling is so real.
30:59I know that it's just a tie.
31:01Just when you think about it,
31:03I want to fix it.
31:05You want to fix it.
31:07You want to think about something.
31:09Yes.
31:10Can you see that you go towards a altar where Lars-Erik is?
31:17You know?
31:22Yes.
31:23Just now I can do it.
31:24Yes.
31:24That's the thing.
31:25Yes.
31:27Yes.
31:28There are things we still need to discuss.
31:31You are looking at it.
31:32Yes.
31:34Yes.
31:34Yes.
31:34Yes.
31:34Yes.
31:36But now I want to talk about this day.
31:39I want to tell you a lot of questions and tell me.
31:42how I feel.
31:43It's a beautiful feeling.
31:45I find no call before the gates are close.
31:51Can you please give me a sign that everything is fine?
32:04It's hard to tell me.
32:10I had a conflict with Daniel after the forlovingsfest, and I was very hard to go back from it.
32:20It has triggered the old things I've gone through.
32:25So I want to see where he's standing, I want to tell where I'm standing.
32:32But I don't know if there's any solution on where we've been.
32:41I got a SMS from Johanna that says that she wants to meet us.
32:46We were eating a kebab-tallik in the evening after the forlovingsfest.
32:50It was fun, it was nothing like that.
32:54Everything was free and free.
32:56And then I decided to go home.
33:01We haven't had so much contact since then.
33:03It's clear that it snurried on me.
33:07What happened there and then?
33:13How did you do it?
33:14Yes, it was hard.
33:20How did you do it?
33:23No, I've just had a job.
33:25Mm.
33:26I haven't got any answers.
33:30Yeah.
33:31What are you thinking about?
33:32I didn't understand why you went to the forlovingsfest.
33:38Because I felt that it was a very pressing environment.
33:42So I felt that I needed to go there.
33:45Okay.
33:47I don't know how you feel, but I felt that when I got into this experiment-
33:52So I did it with hope of finding a partner where we have good communication.
33:59And a partner who takes the better sides of me.
34:03And that I also take the better sides of my partner.
34:06So is it?
34:07And that I felt that we don't have it.
34:10We can't communicate.
34:12We're just trying to understand each other.
34:17But do you think I've tried, or?
34:19I don't blame you.
34:21No, I mean it.
34:23We've tried.
34:24We've tried.
34:25Yes.
34:26But it feels like we speak in different languages.
34:28Yes.
34:29Yes.
34:29But then I've also experienced many fine days.
34:32AlltsÄ, where we understand each other.
34:34And that we've had.
34:37It's been a while, Derek.
34:40But the poor days are too often.
34:43And I don't care anymore.
34:48You're a beautiful person, Daniel.
34:50And I appreciate you for the reason you are.
34:53You're not just a person for me.
34:55I hear what you say.
35:04You're so sad that you feel so, like.
35:08And I've really felt like this.
35:11But if I don't have to do it,
35:14then it will be so.
35:15I can't...
35:16I can't do it, like.
35:18I can do it, but I can't do it.
35:23Fy.
35:24Fy.
35:26Just now, I'm just going to try to go back myself,
35:28KĂ€nner.
35:35Fy.
35:37Fy.
35:38Fy.
35:40Fy.
35:47Fy.
35:56Fy.
35:57Fy.
35:57Fy.
35:57Fy.
35:59Fy.
35:59Fy.
36:00Fy.
36:02Fy.
36:02Fy.
36:03Fy.
36:06Fy.
36:09Fy.
36:10Fy.
36:30Fy.
36:31Fy.
36:32Fy.
36:45Fy.
36:47Fy.
36:48Fy.
36:49Fy.
36:50Fy.
36:53but I believe that this is the best for us both, and I have to set myself first
37:03and do what I'm good about, and just now I'm not good about the relationship.
37:09And then I have to go.
37:13I'm so grateful that I managed to go into this experiment.
37:22It wasn't what I thought, but I'm glad that I tried it.
37:35It feels really hard, of course. It's not all good. It feels crazy.
37:43You just feel like it didn't go the same time.
37:49I could have been better at communicating, even more emotional.
37:57I've really tried. Johanna knows about it.
38:00She can't say that I haven't done it.
38:02But she can say that she hasn't done it.
38:07It's so hard.
38:10I've fought. I've even asked AI.
38:14How do you become more emotional?
38:18You get back to success. It's not even possible.
38:23So it's.
38:26I never knew, never knew I'd love someone like you.
38:32No, I never knew, never knew I'd love.
38:39I've always thought that my choices often pass after...
38:43After what I want to smell.
38:44What do you want to smell?
38:45Yeah.
38:47But I think that we're still on the level.
38:50Absolutely.
38:51You've got a lot of people like us today.
38:57How do you feel today?
38:58We've got a lot of people together.
39:00Yeah.
39:01I don't know.
39:03No.
39:05It's gone so fast, but then it's not.
39:08For me, it's just more clear.
39:13I feel a lot of calmness with you, which I don't know if I've ever known in a relationship.
39:22But how I think about the flight?
39:26Mm.
39:27It's really good.
39:29Yes, really.
39:30After the breakup, when you live in Jönköping, it's important to...
39:35You're stressed.
39:36You're stressed.
39:37You're stressed.
39:41You're stressed out every night every night.
39:44Good night.
39:46It's just a romantic.
39:48It's the only way it's been a day.
39:53It's the same thing.
39:55It's clear.
39:56Yes.
39:57What do you think of a problem?
40:00Three feels good.
40:04If it could be more.
40:08Is it someone who has eaten it?
40:10Yes.
40:11Is it someone who has eaten it?
40:13What are you doing?
40:18I don't know.
40:20I don't know what it is.
40:21No.
40:31So, now we have a little warm.
40:41Is it something you thought of me that has changed now?
40:45You are a much more warm person than I thought you were.
40:48Do you think?
40:50I was warm.
40:51I knew that I was warm.
40:52And you have a, maybe, a little bit of a beauty.
40:56Which I think is great.
40:59You have the young side.
41:04Do you think you can take it a little bit?
41:10Yes.
41:13Yes.
41:17Yes.
41:20Yes.
41:21Yes.
41:21I've been looking for this a long time.
41:23I've been in relationships so far.
41:25I've thought that this is the right thing.
41:27And then it's not that.
41:28that's how it feels.
41:29And I'm feeling the right thing.
41:34I am, I'm feeling the right thing.
41:36I'm feeling the right thing,
41:38I think,
41:38you do, I'm feeling the right thing.
41:44Like, you really want to find your right thing.
41:46you just want to get to start your life.
41:51You want to warm.
42:12Yeah.
42:14Wow.
42:16Oh, how are these beautiful flowers?
42:18Are you doing the flowers?
42:20Yes.
42:20Yeah.
42:22Oh, gulle.
42:24How cute.
42:27Did you say that you liked giving?
42:30I think it's my way to show love.
42:37I'm so grateful for the time.
42:43What should you do now?
43:13What's happening now?
43:16You're good for me, you know.
43:18I don't know if I'm good for you, but I'll try my best.
43:22Yeah, that's it.
43:24I love you.
43:26I love you.
43:28I love you.
43:43I love you.
43:48And I love you.
43:56I love you.
43:59I love you.
44:01But you know that I feel the same.
44:04I'm looking forward to this a lot.
44:07Everything will be solved. That's what I've felt all the time with you.
44:10It feels like there's something we wouldn't have.
44:16Like so.
44:19Are you afraid?
44:21I'm not afraid. It's more if you just switch it when we're standing there.
44:28I'd be sad.
44:29I'd be sad.
44:31Yes, I'd be sad.
44:34I'd be so sad.
44:37I'd be so sad.
44:38I'd be so sad to ask my reality of things.
44:44It's like that.
44:47It's so sad, but at the same time it's so...
44:51...sjÀlvklart.
44:54It's you.
44:55It's you.
44:57It's all the time it's so sad.
44:59Yeah.
45:01I don't want to worry about it.
45:03Heaven is close.
45:07I'm afraid of your eyes.
45:09I'm afraid of your eyes.
45:10Are you afraid of my eyes?
45:11Your eyes.
45:12Are you afraid of my eyes?
45:14It's the same thing as when you say, in Christian terms, fear of God.
45:19You're afraid of your eyes.
45:23You're afraid of your eyes.
45:26You're afraid of your eyes.
45:31You're afraid of your eyes.
45:50You're afraid of your eyes.
45:56You're afraid of your eyes.
46:04...it's quite difficult.
46:05Mm.
46:08I can't give so much more, and I don't know what I'm going to give-
46:11-...for it's going to be better between us.
46:16Yes.
46:18I don't know what you feel, but...
46:21If you want to be in a relationship-
46:23-...and your love language is physical, I don't mean you're going to do anything-
46:28-...but it's like you don't want to be in a relationship.
46:31What you do most when you enjoy someone, you do extremely little.
46:37Mm.
46:38That's why I feel like you don't want to be here with me.
46:43Why would you stay here?
46:46It's the kind of description that I need to be here.
46:50It feels like you're not here for me.
46:54Why do you think I'm still there if it's not for you?
46:58Yes, we'll try to list it, but for us to list it, we also have such a conversation.
47:03There are still things that we still haven't taken up together-
47:08-...and I don't know when I'm going to do it.
47:10But you can do it when you want.
47:13Yeah, but sometimes I'll try it.
47:16I want to give you a specific example.
47:18Yeah, your trust is something that you don't want to talk about.
47:25Every time I take it or another, you say that you feel like we're attacking you.
47:32No, it's not.
47:34It was when I answered it, but it's not a answer.
47:38Just because you don't think it's a answer...
47:40Do you remember what we talked about then?
47:42Yeah.
47:43What was it?
47:43It was when you asked if our children had been homosexuals.
47:47Then you got a little out of my answer.
47:49For me, this is a very important question.
47:51If we get homosexual children, do you think they'll come to hell?
47:56It's not up to me where someone is in the hell.
48:01I don't know.
48:02It's not up to me.
48:03It's up to God to say where they are.
48:06It's not about homosexuals, it's about all.
48:08What do you think about homosexuals, do you think they'll come to hell?
48:12I've answered it.
48:13It's not up to you, it's up to God?
48:15Yeah.
48:16For me, it's a question that maybe we don't want to create a child, you and me.
48:20I want to feel that you love their children, regardless of what they are.
48:24I would say that I would love my children regardless of what they are.
48:27For I love all people.
48:30It's not a role in sexual education.
48:32It's not a role in how they identify themselves.
48:34What I think about is what I think about.
48:36And for me, I don't force anyone else.
48:39You'll burn in hell.
48:41You'll never come to heaven.
48:43It's not something that I don't want to reflect on.
48:46That's why I give you these answers.
48:48And now we don't have a child.
48:50And if they were homosexual, it would be like 20 years in the future.
48:55It's not something that we can say no to than 20 years in the future.
49:02If we don't think about life, we need to tackle things that are very tough and very big.
49:08And we have the time here.
49:09And it's not what you say.
49:10No, but you said that there are some things that are important here now.
49:13These things are important for us to say yes or no to the altars.
49:19Yes, and this is such a thing for me.
49:23Can you understand it?
49:25You're very upset.
49:26Yes, I'm upset.
49:28I feel like you just press down what I think.
49:32It's not important for me now.
49:34You're frustrated.
49:37You're frustrated.
49:38Give me a specific answer so I can understand what you mean.
49:42I can't.
49:45But...
49:49We don't need to discuss today.
49:51It's the same thing.
49:52Yes.
50:20It's the same thing for me now, Mama.
50:33Isn't it so...
50:35...so can I admit, Mama?
50:41She always loves me.
50:48And...
50:52I feel like you're loving the one you are just now.
50:57It's just a shame every time I try to get them for the one I am.
51:08I feel like you're loving the one I am.
51:24I feel like you're loving the one you are just now.
51:25And I feel like you're loving the one you are just now.
51:37Just leave me here to burn
52:26Just leave me here to burn
52:35Just leave me here to burn
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