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Love Is Blind - Season 10 - Episode 06: Never Have I Ever
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00:06It's a wild feeling, it's a great adventure, I think I'm falling in love, falling in love.
00:15Good morning.
00:17Good morning.
00:18Give me one more to the script last night.
00:21Say magical.
00:22Aw.
00:26This is awesome.
00:32I think it's great.
00:33Yes, it was a great night.
00:35And this morning.
00:37In the middle of the night.
00:38Yeah.
00:39Pretty sure at one point we had sex with the seatbelt on.
00:42Yeah, I had to pull up.
00:43Yeah, I had to take the seatbelt off.
00:49Last night was great.
00:50We had very good sex.
00:52I enjoyed it.
00:53I think she had a good time as well.
00:56Lots of different positions.
00:58She's got a favorite position for sure.
00:59Now that we're on the couch, I might see it again here pretty soon.
01:02Um.
01:07Good morning.
01:09Night one was done.
01:11How'd you sleep last night?
01:12Like a baby.
01:14Yeah.
01:14I think we just meshed really well.
01:17Yeah.
01:18Felt good.
01:19We slept in until after 9 o'clock.
01:21Yeah.
01:22World record.
01:23Yeah.
01:26Today's Connor's birthday.
01:27Big ol' 3-2.
01:30All of his wishes came true.
01:32Yeah, already by 10 a.m.
01:34This freaking view.
01:35Oh, it's incredible.
01:37I can't wait to go and explore today.
01:39This freaking view.
01:40Oh, yikes.
01:41This girl.
01:42That's my view.
01:43The rest of time.
01:45She's stuck with me.
01:57Last night was incredible.
01:59It was.
01:59I can imagine like so many things in your head.
02:01It's like.
02:02I know.
02:03I don't know.
02:04It's like above what I thought too.
02:05Yeah.
02:06And I knew like in person it'd be the same.
02:07Even though you maybe not have thought that.
02:09No.
02:09Yeah.
02:10I knew that it would be the same in person.
02:11We were so erotically open with each other from day one.
02:15Mm-hmm.
02:16And we were so honest and so accepting of each other that it made it really easy.
02:23I do feel like we complement each other really well.
02:25Mm-hmm.
02:26And we look so good together, you know?
02:28We look good together.
02:28I just feel like we've just been like training like our lives like whether it was like relationship
02:36wise or whatever and like we were meant to like literally be at this point.
02:40I could not agree more.
02:41All the like hard shit and like all of the not so great moments I feel like have like
02:49made me ready for you.
02:51Feels right.
02:51Feels so good.
02:52And that's why I love that girl.
02:55Yeah.
03:02Love blind for you.
03:06Apparently it is.
03:06Apparently.
03:07Yeah.
03:08It just worked out because you're also like really hot.
03:10I'm right back at you.
03:12Where do we see ourselves in five years?
03:15We've gone on a ton of adventures.
03:17Mm-hmm.
03:17You've cold plunged in Antarctica.
03:19Knock that off the list.
03:20I've watched because that's not happening.
03:22Fair.
03:23Swimming with sharks.
03:25I'm actually down for that.
03:27Okay.
03:27I face fears.
03:28Yeah.
03:29So you said Antarctica for me.
03:30Where else are we going for you?
03:31Portugal, Spain.
03:32I do want to do Portugal.
03:33That's where Ronaldo was born.
03:34Sorry.
03:35Who is the other?
03:36Who's the goalie?
03:37Tom Howard?
03:38Tim Howard?
03:38Tim Howard.
03:39He's American though.
03:40Oh yeah.
03:41Where is he born?
03:42Do you want to go see that?
03:42No, I met him already.
03:43He's a weirdo.
03:44Oh.
03:45Goalies.
03:45I mean, now you're getting it.
03:47Soccer players.
03:47Now you're getting it.
03:49You're stuck with him so far.
03:49Except Beckham.
03:50Get out of here.
03:51He's not even good.
03:52I just like Posh Spice.
03:54I respect it.
03:55They're a good couple for sure.
03:55They're adorable.
03:56We're going to aspire to be that.
03:57Okay.
03:58Well, absolutely.
04:00I hope I'm as fabulous as her.
04:02Not hard.
04:04You're out there already.
04:05Mm-hmm.
04:05I'll take it.
04:06I bet.
04:07A couple ways.
04:09Yeah.
04:17It is party time.
04:20Hey, big birthday batch.
04:24Are you excited to see everybody?
04:26I am excited to see everybody.
04:27Excited to meet the boys.
04:29The boys.
04:29Meet the gang, my boys.
04:32I think that girls need a full debrief.
04:34Probably.
04:35So it'll be fun.
04:36It'll be fun to catch up.
04:38The air is good.
04:38I shove it.
04:39Oh, my gosh.
04:42What is wrong with you?
04:45Is that thing going to stay on?
04:46I love that good girl.
04:48Something like ooh, ooh, ooh.
04:50I got that breath on.
04:52Oh, that's nice.
04:53It's so cool.
04:54I have a macea.
04:55Dry that blue.
04:57And rosemary.
04:58Rosemary.
04:59Like our child's name.
05:01Hey, what you want from me?
05:02I'm a bad little baby running through the streets
05:04to take a real thing to impress me.
05:06So what you gonna do to get next to me?
05:09Hi, baby.
05:10I'm so glad you did.
05:12I love you.
05:14It's so good looking.
05:15Good to see you, man.
05:16Good to see you.
05:16I was like, you just chat.
05:17It's so nice.
05:18Good time, baby.
05:19Good to meet you.
05:21Good to meet you.
05:22Good to meet you.
05:23Good to meet you.
05:28Oh!
05:31Good to meet you.
05:32What's up, guys?
05:35My people.
05:36Oh, my gosh.
05:39Hey, what up, guys?
05:43How we doing?
05:46Alex is very attractive.
05:50We're missing the birthday boy.
05:51Oh, yeah.
05:53It's like the big birthday bash.
05:55Literally.
05:56Happy birthday to you.
06:00Happy birthday to you.
06:04Happy birthday, dear Connor.
06:08Happy birthday to you.
06:11Woo!
06:15So much.
06:16Hi, everyone.
06:16Hey, I'm Jordan.
06:17Nice to meet you.
06:18Hi, I'm Emma.
06:19Nice to meet you.
06:20Nice to meet you.
06:21Nice to meet you.
06:21Nice to finally see you.
06:22You too.
06:23Seeing Connor, it brought up a lot of emotions.
06:26It was a weird experience.
06:30Hey, thank you guys for the warm welcome.
06:32Cheers.
06:37Cheers.
06:39Cheers.
06:39Cheers.
06:39Cheers.
06:40Cheers.
06:40Cheers.
06:40Cheers.
06:40Cheers.
06:40Cheers.
06:41Thanks.
06:41It was awesome.
06:42Lots of, like, touching all over.
06:48He's such a gentleman though.
06:49He's like, am I allowed to, like, touch your boobs?
06:52And I'm like, let chao of the boobs!
06:56There were many moments where I saw peer on separate
06:59or we're going to be connected.
07:01God, you're so strong.
07:02I was like, take my clothes off.
07:03Me and Mike are on the fucking day bed just getting it on.
07:06I'm obsessed with that.
07:08All of the girls have definitely been physical and my promen is left out.
07:14She's a very devoted woman, but like obviously we're going to have some fun.
07:19She's like, you make it so hard, and I'm like, I'm sorry.
07:22You make it so hard, Bobby.
07:24I'm like, you make it so hard, you make it so hard.
07:26When we are ready to have sex, we will have sex, but I feel bad for him.
07:33You can open them legs.
07:34Like, I love you.
07:35Look at them.
07:36They're sealed shut down.
07:37You're literally like by the blood of Jesus.
07:40I need a fucking cage.
07:41Put me away.
07:42And maybe you need to do that so my man will get some tonight.
07:49You want to go join your friends?
07:51Huh?
07:52You want to go join your friends?
07:53Would you like that?
07:54Yeah, we can.
07:55Doesn't matter.
07:56I'm having fun with you right here.
07:59You're why I'm here in the first place.
08:01You know?
08:02What we're doing here, right?
08:05Yeah.
08:06She was just actually saying how like she's like kind of upset because you haven't made
08:11out with her.
08:11Oh, really?
08:12Yeah.
08:13Wow, weird.
08:13Ah!
08:20How we doing?
08:21Good.
08:22Happy?
08:23You need a drink?
08:24Okay.
08:24Bye now.
08:27Everybody here is attractive.
08:28Like, there is no question about that.
08:30But I think that like with your person it's a different level.
08:36You meeting Chris?
08:38Yeah.
08:38I've met everybody.
08:40Cuties, right?
08:41Chris is a cutie.
08:42Okay.
08:43I don't feel like...
08:44Yeah, I was going to say...
08:45Nobody's really what I expected.
08:46Really?
08:47Yeah, man.
08:48All right, so what are your intentions?
08:50Yeah, what are your intentions?
08:51Bad things.
08:54This is us.
08:55The rest of our lives.
08:58Have you talked to your ex-boyfriend yet or no?
09:00Stirring the pot.
09:01I was like, I don't want to reveal too much, but I'm like, you got good taste.
09:05I'm like, hey, I like it.
09:06The boys are cool.
09:07He does gas the guys up.
09:09It's all the same actually.
09:10Same like hair style.
09:13Well, yeah.
09:13If I squint, I'm like, oh, they're all good.
09:16Which one is mine?
09:18Whoa!
09:18Cabagool.
09:19Which one?
09:20How many shots?
09:21We got to have a home.
09:21At the end of the night.
09:23I got a leg up.
09:25I'm going to be honest, this is not what I expected.
09:28I expected a little bit more depth to this.
09:30Is it weird?
09:31Like, I don't know.
09:32Like, I kind of feel like we're all at a surface level here.
09:35I feel like I've made these, like, wild connections with people and I thought we were going to have,
09:40like, these moments where we're like, oh my God, are you Brie?
09:42And I just, like, went around and hugged everybody and I was like, I'm Brie.
09:45I'm like, I know.
09:47We've done so much together, so why aren't we acknowledging that?
09:50Oh my gosh, Connor's palms just stopped sweating.
09:53I can sense it.
09:54But it was a little sweaty on the way here.
09:56I was like, are you getting nervous to see Emma?
09:58Oh my God.
09:59I'm stirring the pot tonight.
10:00She's stirring the fucking pot.
10:01But love is blind, right, Connor?
10:06Brie was like, uh, named me with one ex here.
10:09And I was like, yeah.
10:10And she's like, are you good with that?
10:11I was like, fuck yeah.
10:12It's a good shit.
10:13Yeah.
10:14I feel like I've made so many cool connections.
10:16Yeah.
10:17And we're literally just like, let's rip shots.
10:19Yeah, I know.
10:19And that's fine.
10:21But like, it was just like, it's kind of bizarre.
10:23Like, we just literally went through this insane experience together and no one's acknowledging
10:27it.
10:27You're welcome.
10:28It advised me a little bit.
10:33One thing I don't like about Brie, you shouldn't shut the fuck up.
10:39One thing I do like.
10:42One thing.
10:43One thing.
10:43One thing.
10:44Just one.
10:44I have one thing that I like about her.
10:46One singular thing.
10:47She lets me be me, man.
10:49Love that.
10:50Yeah.
10:50She's good.
10:51She's awesome.
10:51Yeah.
10:52I felt like some things would be like forced.
10:54Like, you know, you do certain things.
10:55Yeah.
10:55Dude, it literally feels like, so natural.
10:58Yeah.
10:58Like nothing.
10:59Yeah.
11:00She loves you.
11:01Like, and I felt like that even before I even met her, which is crazy.
11:06It's wild.
11:07Authenticity is a big thing for me.
11:08Yeah.
11:08And there's a level of confidence where she just knows exactly who she is.
11:11And eye contact is dangerous in my eyes.
11:15I haven't found a negative yet.
11:17I mean, if you want to get picky, like, she's not the type I'd normally go for.
11:21I love dark features, but at the same time, I'm very happy.
11:24Nice, dude.
11:26What about you, Big Mike?
11:27Her sense of humor and my sense of humor are exactly alike.
11:30Dude, that's huge.
11:31Like, we fucking connect.
11:33If you two could just cackle together, it's different.
11:35Really good banter.
11:37Love that.
11:37The thing I don't like, dude, her fucking suitcases are all mess.
11:44Holy shit.
11:49It just feels like everyone's meant to be with, like, who they're supposed to be.
11:52It just feels natural.
11:53I was so off with everybody, though.
11:55Really?
11:56I was so on.
11:57What do you mean?
11:57Really?
11:58Like, I had no idea what anyone looked like.
12:00I was surprised about Alex.
12:02You have, like, an idea in your head.
12:03Yeah, he's not what I thought he would be like.
12:04No.
12:07But I feel like everyone else, I think I, like, knew.
12:11Really?
12:12Someone.
12:12I wouldn't have guessed Jordan.
12:15No, I would have guessed Jordan.
12:17Really?
12:17I love that.
12:19Like, I love, like, Big Husky Guy.
12:21I don't know.
12:22He's, like, so amazing.
12:24I know.
12:24Literally, like, when you walked in, I was like, yep, I see it.
12:27Yeah, makes sense.
12:27I see it.
12:28Makes sense.
12:29Yeah.
12:29Trust me.
12:30He's amazing.
12:30And he's just, like, a, he's a fucking good guy.
12:32I have such, like, a strong distaste for men and, like...
12:37Strong distaste?
12:38Strong distaste?
12:43We would have never guessed.
12:45I guess I've never not been with a fucking asshole.
12:49He's like, oh, let me open that.
12:50Like, let me open this store.
12:51Like, and it's genuine.
12:52It's not, like, I want to fuck you type of thing.
12:54Yeah.
12:55You know what I mean?
12:55Because you know the difference.
12:56It's, like, truly because he, like, wants to do things for you.
12:59Yeah, and he does that for other people, too.
13:00I, like, see that out there.
13:01And he's like, oh, let me get that.
13:02Let me do this.
13:03Let me do that.
13:04And I'm like, oh, my God.
13:05Like, this girl actually has a new respect for men.
13:08Men are good.
13:09Men are good.
13:11Men are good.
13:11She says.
13:12From red to green.
13:14From red to green, baby.
13:15Red to green.
13:16Straight to the penthouse.
13:22We deserve it, brothers.
13:24On top of that, happy birthday.
13:26Oh, thank you, Bella.
13:28The high one, but the high one.
13:30The high one, but the high one.
13:32Okay.
13:33Be brief.
13:34Thoughts, feelings, prayers.
13:36Okay.
13:37I thought it was cool.
13:38Yeah?
13:39Yeah.
13:40Um, who surprised you the most?
13:44Surprised me most?
13:45Yeah, girl-wise.
13:46Um, I did not expect Amber to look how she did.
13:50I feel like that's, like, the biggest surprise of them all.
13:53Yeah.
13:53She's got a kid and everything.
13:54Like, that's fucking crazy.
13:55She looks great, yeah.
13:57Amber and Jordan, they are perfect for each other.
14:00Amber and Jordan are, like, Chris and Jess,
14:02who are, like, the perfect fucking couple.
14:05Yeah.
14:05Yeah.
14:06Amber, Jordan, Chris and Jess, not surprised about.
14:09I know they loved each other from day one.
14:12What did you think of all the guys, though?
14:13I did not expect Conor to be Conor.
14:16Conor to be Conor?
14:17Conor to be Conor.
14:18What did you expect?
14:19I don't know.
14:20I think you picked pretty well.
14:22Yeah.
14:23I think you're the hottest one there.
14:25No.
14:26Fact.
14:27What did you guys talk about in the guys?
14:29Oh, you want to know what I said?
14:30Yeah, yeah.
14:32Fair.
14:33Um, I said you were a little unorganized.
14:38I feel like I've got a real good sense of that.
14:40How unorganized you are.
14:42Just the toothpaste, your bags, not making your pen.
14:48Okay.
14:49Fair enough.
14:50I'm not hating.
14:51No.
14:52I'm getting a feel for it.
14:54You're getting a feel for it.
14:54We're learning.
14:55We're learning.
14:56Yeah.
14:57Time to be alive.
15:00Time to be alive.
15:04Time to be alive.
15:06I thought it was a great night.
15:08Yeah.
15:09I think it was a really good night.
15:11We were all genuinely happy for each other.
15:13Yeah.
15:14Especially Amber.
15:15She has such a big heart.
15:16She's a really good person.
15:17So, it's nice that he was able to show her, like, how a good man can be.
15:25Yeah.
15:25And, like, make her really happy.
15:26I believe in the fact that, like, we are going to get married.
15:29Yeah.
15:29You know, we all came here by the same thing.
15:31That's amazing.
15:38Well, I am getting sleepy.
15:41Very, very sleepy.
15:44So, I think we're getting ready for some bed.
15:51Sleep tight.
15:52Me too.
15:54Don't forget the lights.
15:56Sleep tight.
16:01Thank you for a great birthday.
16:0332, babe.
16:04It was a really fun night.
16:06Yeah.
16:07Good people.
16:10What did you think of the girls?
16:13No one's cute as you.
16:15Aww.
16:16What were your impressions about the guys?
16:18It's wild to, like, finally put it all together in person.
16:21Yeah.
16:21But I feel like, out of respect for the connections and the things that we had in the pods, it's
16:26I just felt like we would have actually had a more genuine conversation than what I did with a lot
16:32of people.
16:33Even the guys I dated.
16:35And it kind of bothered me.
16:38Like, are we not acknowledging all the depth?
16:42Like, there were some people in there that I was like, I've told you things that I've never told anybody
16:46else.
16:50Are you just, like, not feeling the same way?
16:54I mean, I think I had a different experience where...
16:57Okay.
16:57Well, tell me about it.
16:58Well, I told you more than anybody else.
17:02So it was...
17:05I obviously don't care that you had your other connections, but...
17:13Okay, but, like, that, it wasn't meant to be dramatic.
17:16No.
17:17I just thought people...
17:18How people showed up in the pods, I thought people would show up differently at night.
17:22Really?
17:22Yeah.
17:23Like, we came into the pods so vulnerable, no?
17:26Yeah.
17:27It was just kind of bizarre.
17:28Like, we went through this whole experience and we're all just, like, looking into, like, we didn't just do this.
17:32Did Chris pull you aside?
17:36To talk more about this shit?
17:40I mean, that's a good question.
17:42I don't know.
17:48I'm not asking, like, in a wrong way.
17:50I'm just asking, like...
17:51No, I literally don't know how I answer your question because, like, I just thought we were all adults and
17:56we'd, like, show up differently.
17:58I did not have one conversation with Emma, so...
18:02You just pretend it didn't happen?
18:04No.
18:04If Emma would have pulled me aside and just wanted to talk, I would be happy to talk about shit,
18:10but I wasn't gonna do it.
18:12That's what I'm saying.
18:13Like, I feel like today was just very surface level.
18:16Maybe the second time we see each other, it would be, like, real conversation.
18:21I don't know.
18:22I'm assuming, like, you showed up vulnerable to Emma, and I'm sure Emma showed up vulnerable to you.
18:29It's an ex.
18:30I mean, I don't know.
18:31It's a pseudo ex.
18:32It's just, like, why aren't we acknowledging that?
18:34We all just, like, saw each other for the first time ever.
18:37Yeah.
18:37And no one said anything.
18:38Like, I'm kind of getting emotional about it.
18:40Like, it's just, like, we just went through these pods and we were so expansive and so insane.
18:45And, like, we're, like, writing these letters to each other and, like, telling each other we love them and, like,
18:51breaking up with each other and all of a sudden we just come and rip shots.
18:56I hope that there's a part two to that, to, like, talk to Chris.
19:03I kind of need the part two.
19:09You need the part two.
19:22Here we are.
19:23Just getting a workout in this morning.
19:26In this giant pool.
19:27I'm just gonna watch him swim.
19:30I'm just here for support.
19:31I'm not doing any of the physical activity.
19:38I just feel, like, a little bit lonely in the mornings.
19:43Because I wake up and then I have to, like, kind of go search to figure out where Devante is.
19:50And I'm not used to that.
19:51I feel like every time we kiss, it's because I'm going in for a kiss.
19:57Like, I'm grabbing his hand.
19:59He still is talking about future stuff.
20:01It's just...
20:02He seems...
20:05...disengaged.
20:06It looks gorgeous!
20:16Woo!
20:17Thank you!
20:19Hello, hello!
20:20Are you excited?
20:21I am.
20:26This is pretty damn cool.
20:29I am.
20:32Don't check any equipment.
20:34All right.
20:34I'll just...
20:35So, ladies first.
20:36Okay.
20:37Here.
20:37Here.
20:43Just pedal.
20:44Pedal.
20:45Oh, my God.
20:46Let's go.
20:48Wait.
20:48This is so cool.
20:50Michael.
20:51Come on!
20:53I'm coming, baby boy.
20:55High five.
20:56High five?
20:57Can we hold hands?
20:58Yeah.
21:01Nice!
21:01Look at this.
21:02Look at us.
21:03Who would have thought?
21:05This is probably the coolest thing I've ever done.
21:07Yeah, it's up there.
21:11Now, we're gonna do some jumps.
21:12Hey, I'm ready for it.
21:13You first, though.
21:14Okay.
21:15Keep it on with you.
21:16You're doing great.
21:19You like that?
21:20Yeah.
21:21It looks like a...
21:21Snap dragon.
21:23Why is that so bad?
21:25Just look at your wrist like...
21:29That was terrible!
21:32At least I can cut.
21:35No, no, no, no!
21:36No, no!
21:36No, no, no!
21:36Freeze me!
21:39Oh, this is so great.
21:40Oh, this is so great.
21:41This is so nice.
21:47Let's go!
21:48Wait, you're actually kind of good.
21:50Oh, God.
21:51Oh!
21:52Come on!
21:52There you go!
21:54Stay center!
21:54Ah!
21:55He did it!
21:57No!
21:57Let's go!
21:58Come on!
21:59The score is 13-10.
22:02Cornhole.
22:03Cornhole.
22:03Cornhole champion right here.
22:06Whatever.
22:07Whatever.
22:15Back there.
22:17Oh, that is salty.
22:25It just came up.
22:26We could see it.
22:32If we have boys, you're in trouble.
22:35You're going to be on the beach like...
22:37I know.
22:37I'm just going to have to walk away and trust that you take care of them.
22:45What else is on your mind?
22:49Um...
22:51Just, I...
22:52I feel like you've been a little distant.
22:55You've just been, like, disconnected.
22:57Yeah.
22:58That's fair.
22:59But I think for me, I think you'll start to realize, like, sometimes when I get quiet,
23:03it's because I'm trying to, like, stay calm.
23:05Sometimes I'll just go walk around and, like, take photos and, like, get my creativity out.
23:14Sometimes I feel like I need to be in my nothing box, I call it.
23:18Like, what's wrong?
23:19And I'm, like, nothing.
23:19I just don't feel like talking right now.
23:21Yeah.
23:22Oh.
23:22So when you are, like, in those moods, is that, like, a you don't want to be touched?
23:26If it's hot, probably not.
23:29Yeah.
23:30While we've been out here today, you're like...
23:33So, like, when I'm hot, I'm just like, no, get away.
23:36Yeah.
23:36Yeah.
23:37But you also know my love language is physical touch.
23:40So if you're, like, not touching me, I'm like, he hates me.
23:43There's something else.
23:46I had fun today.
23:47I did, too.
23:48Your eyes look really pretty.
23:50Well, thank you.
23:51You're glowing.
23:52Just wait.
23:52I get real golden.
23:54That Latina brings out the golden side.
24:07We have to, like, figure some things out in Ohio.
24:09Yeah.
24:09Your lease ends in June, you said?
24:11June.
24:11We can draw it down.
24:13End up in Florida.
24:14Test it out.
24:15Test it out.
24:15If we love it.
24:17Fly out to Arizona for a little bit.
24:18Test that.
24:19See how things go.
24:20And I've proven I can get any type of job that I want anywhere that I want.
24:23I've done that three times in a different country.
24:26What would make you nervous about living with me?
24:29Uh, nothing, honestly.
24:31I mean, I think we're kind of doing it right now.
24:33I have no fear.
24:34You have to be nervous about something.
24:35I don't have to be nervous about anything.
24:36There's no nerves.
24:37Like, I sit here and I'm very comfortable, confident in who I am and what I bring to
24:40the table and who I chose.
24:42So, yeah, no, there are no nerves on my end.
24:44And that's not even a, I'm sitting here convincing myself so I can convince you.
24:48It's, I'm almost, I guess my nerves are the fact that I don't have any right now.
24:52The nerves of not having any nerves is making you nervous?
24:55Yeah.
24:56It's like, when's the, when's the shoe gonna drop?
24:58But where's the, where's the catch?
25:00I've been through so much.
25:02I'm not nervous about it because of everything that I've been through.
25:04And I realize, okay, I can pivot in this country or a different one.
25:08I didn't have my father in my life and that didn't make a difference.
25:11I know exactly how to handle myself in most situations.
25:14So, yeah, I don't think there's anything to be nervous about.
25:16You gave me goosebumps.
25:18I love that.
25:19Yeah.
25:19I love that you're very confident.
25:20I think I should be.
25:22Yeah.
25:22I haven't had that previously.
25:24There's nothing to be afraid of in my end.
25:27Come change my life.
25:29Come time the night.
25:31Come change my life.
25:34Come change my life.
25:36Come change my life.
25:38So pity.
25:47I love that we can just kind of be silly and be goofy.
25:51Yeah.
25:54Yeah.
25:55In the pods, it was like that.
25:56What's the bad thing?
25:57Oh.
25:59No, there's no bad thing.
26:01No.
26:01Not a bad thing.
26:01Just me tripping over your shoes.
26:04It was one time.
26:06It was one time.
26:08You make me laugh.
26:12And I'm not, like, nervous around you.
26:17Yeah.
26:17How would you feel being a husband and wife?
26:21I think it would be awesome.
26:23Yeah.
26:24I feel like it would just be amazing.
26:27Biggest thing, I think, is, like, just the idea of, like, choosing each other.
26:31And I think it's always been you.
26:36Yeah.
26:36Yeah.
26:37Yeah.
26:38Yeah.
26:56Cheers.
26:58Happy birthday, baby.
26:59I love you.
27:00I love you.
27:00I love you all.
27:04Do you think your mom and dad would be disappointed if you've ever had kids?
27:09Uh, no.
27:10I just don't want him to be like, well, oh, he met this old chick and so now he's not
27:14gonna
27:14have kids.
27:20The fact that you think that's old, though, is wild to me.
27:22I mean, it's because you are, I mean, because you are older than me, is what I'm saying.
27:26I feel like maybe you think like that more.
27:28Careful with your words.
27:29I know.
27:29I didn't get it out.
27:30I'm kidding.
27:31I feel like the fact that you think that is because you're older than me.
27:34No, I know.
27:34I don't feel old.
27:35No, you're not.
27:36I think my mom, like, knows me so well.
27:38She, like, she knows, like, hey, like, you're not having kids, man.
27:44Or, like, why would I want a kid?
27:45Like, I don't know.
27:46People are like, oh, my God, I have three kids.
27:47I want to teach them sports.
27:48I want to do all this shit.
27:48Like, like, I don't care.
27:49She's like, you need to be with someone that really understands you physically, emotionally,
27:55and, like, love them.
27:56Like, and they need to be a special type of person, too.
27:58And, like, that's what I need.
28:00And, like, that's what I have.
28:03I'm serious.
28:06I think both of us at the beginning had some certain feelings about our age difference
28:11and that it's so much less relevant than either of us anticipated.
28:16I just really hope that, you know, I get to be with him forever.
28:22That was great.
28:23That was a great break.
28:24Yeah.
28:28It was so nice to do that.
28:29It just gives you, like, a glimpse of, like, things we're going to do.
28:33Like, how life can be.
28:35Today was good.
28:37Being able to, like, swim in the morning until the workout was, like, like, I have to do that, like,
28:41every morning or something like that.
28:42Yeah.
28:42I wish I felt that way.
28:45That's okay.
28:46You're there in support.
28:48That's all I need to do.
28:48Yeah.
28:49Everybody has their different way of recharging.
28:51Yeah.
28:53I wish mine was, like, running 10 miles every morning, but it's not.
28:59Well, you never know.
29:00Maybe you'll get into it.
29:01I mean, I told you I'll try the cold lunch, but...
29:04Oh, you're definitely going to try it.
29:06I'm not going to love it.
29:07But it's worth it, though, I promise.
29:11Yeah.
29:12Yeah.
29:12You really getting bad?
29:14Yeah.
29:14I've been caught in your own little.
29:20I've been living in time and you'll switch your little life.
29:28Never felt this feeling before.
29:31Okay, we're getting ready for the pool party.
29:33Uh, Amber's going to shave my back for me.
29:35While she, uh, soft hands or...
29:41Steering clean on your tits.
29:44This is suave.
29:57We gotta go fuck your hands.
30:02Mmm.
30:05Wow.
30:06Oh my gosh!
30:08Shout out 10!
30:08Good job!
30:20Give us a show Chris like really was expansive and challenging for me in the pod and it's so
30:28bizarre to like not address that here we go here we go oh my gosh hey bro we're getting into
30:36it
30:39okay that was brave admit nothing between me and him I swear Connor I knew it I knew when we
30:45were
30:45going to get together as a group and to not acknowledge that in this moment to be like we
30:50shared a lot with each other oh my gosh hi and like this is crazy and like I thought about
30:55you
30:55a lot I thought you and Connor probably looked the same just from like how I don't know you
31:00need this picture in your mind and I thought you were going to be like super like rugged and like
31:05dark hair and like really stark pictures and I was like I don't know they kind of like I was
31:14like
31:14is he a liability at the bar like I don't know it's a liability at the bar that's why that's
31:19so sweet
31:20you literally paint this picture like I had a picture you looked like yeah and I was like
31:23paint paint me the picture who the fuck is that you're like oh that's Brie I was like what the
31:27stop really you were like that's not it wasn't like good or bad I was just like I literally you
31:30paint a picture in your head and you're like it's crazy to like see you in person like the voice
31:33all
31:33like obviously matches now okay so you were surprised too yeah your voice is like I like
31:38all right Brie either smokes fucking three packs a day or she fucking just doesn't stop talking just
31:43have terrible vocal cords yeah obviously I was super excited to see you and I was telling Connor that
31:49I'm like I can't wait to meet Chris and all these people I spent so much time with I think
31:54that was
31:54like what was so cool about like I could like just see it I was like Chris and I are
31:57like hanging out
31:58we're doing this we're doing that like it was just so easy to be like oh yeah like we would
32:02do all
32:03these things we probably still would do all these things yeah no for sure I was like absolutely like
32:08that's why I was like Chris is still gonna like take me to do all these things so sorry sorry
32:12Jess and
32:13Connor I appreciate you for like just I don't know just the like vigor and energy you have for life
32:19like it's like it's so attractive I'm gonna get Connor to come over to my place and you guys
32:23can both can try the fucking ice punch together oh I'm not kidding we're talking about like date
32:27ideas in Columbus I was like so do you do like a ice punch he's like no but I was
32:31like Chris does
32:34he's like you're an asshole and I was like I'm just saying that's how you guys I feel like you
32:37guys
32:37vibe like that though you think I don't know like I like like I push him I was like I
32:42don't know like
32:42it's interesting to see outside because we've been in such a bubble I'm like what do other people
32:46things like I don't know I don't know either like I look at you and Justin I was like okay
32:49though yeah that works what is like like I'm like if you look at me and Connor you're like okay
32:54that
32:54works yeah really okay I don't know I needed validate I don't know I haven't had any validation
33:01I feel like you guys are like on the same like he's like yeah she doesn't shut the fuck up
33:05and like
33:05you're like yeah I don't shut the fuck up I don't know I don't know though I don't see like
33:09what it's
33:09like when you guys are like by yourself so I have no idea yeah in the pod it really came
33:15down
33:16to like you and Connor you guys are great together I promise you like are we though oh you are
33:20thank you for everything yeah no it's fantastic it's been a long weirdish day love seeing everybody
33:29love talking to the girls and the guys but it was a day where some of my insecurities came back
33:35out
33:36I have been so sure of myself and so I'm trying not to let it get to me but I
33:43don't know it sucks dude
33:53welcome to the office hi how are you good how are you I'm doing good I'm doing great great great
34:01better than good better than good since there's no sun I will take this off how are you and pre
34:06doing
34:06we're good how are you and Mikey doing we're doing really good he's clean he's clean he's clean he's
34:13like yeah he just has his shit together I am cluttery and he doesn't like that okay yeah how
34:19about you guys she's a neat freak yeah are you a neat freak not really yeah but like when we
34:26get back
34:26to the real world when I do just leave clothes again because when I shower just take a clothes put
34:31in the corner of the bathroom yeah I'll deal with it later yeah because I'm like it takes like 10
34:35seconds yeah and I know she's gonna go like bonkers I know I think that's like what Mike's
34:39if you ever need anybody especially about Mike here if he's pissing you off just let me know
34:45shout it from the rooftops yeah
34:53gosh this is like a live movie
34:56I appreciate that thank you
34:57thank you what are you guys doing
35:07boys come over here let's integrate it's that time at the middle school dance let's play let's
35:13play never have I ever okay no I like this never have I ever five fingers never have I ever
35:19yeah all
35:20all right Jordan you start never ever had a threesome
35:25wait
35:26not everybody looking at him like if you had one if you had one if you had one put your
35:31finger down
35:31Chris is like uh you gotta be honest baby
35:40what was his name
35:43damn
35:46never have I ever had sex on a balcony
35:55are you considering aren't you balcony I mean
35:57is it a balcony yeah
36:01ever have I ever had a hickey
36:03what
36:05look at me my man is more pure than me
36:09my innocent baby
36:10maybe he's looking for his first
36:13that's what I said I said I can give you
36:14a first one
36:15I don't want a hickey
36:19I need another drink
36:22not 100% confident that our emotional is going to translate to the physical if I'm being honest
36:27because so far it hasn't
36:29I straight up told him
36:31we can have sex that's fine
36:33if that's what you need
36:34to like feel connected to like break down
36:37whatever wall is between us right now
36:39we can have sex
36:49I've just felt so lonely
36:50your man loves you girl
36:52that's what a lot of people keep saying but I'm like I wish that he would fucking show me
36:58day one
36:59we were like making out hardcore
37:01and you're like
37:02he was being super respectful
37:04like can I touch you
37:04and I'm like you can touch my body
37:06please do
37:07yeah
37:07everybody else is having sex
37:09that's why I literally said to him today
37:11I'm like
37:13we can have sex
37:15yeah
37:21if I'm going to marry you
37:23yes
37:23commit my life
37:24to you
37:25if we just need to have sex
37:27let's just do it
37:28I'm like are you not making out with me
37:30because you don't want to get like too aroused
37:34or like
37:34what is it
37:36because I'm like
37:37these whole like little like grandma and grandpa like pecs
37:40like I'm not going to keep like putting myself out there
37:43and feeling like
37:44a slight like rejection
37:46of like
37:46because that hurts
37:47you just give me like these little pecs
37:49like you don't want to like touch me
37:51and
37:51then like he was the one that actually like gave me a kiss goodnight
37:55I'm like okay so it's in there
37:56but it's like
37:57break
37:58I'm tired of feeling like I have to like engage everything
38:03but I'm like I need more
38:04yes
38:05he doesn't say I love you to me unless I say it to him
38:09tell him that
38:09I guarantee
38:12he doesn't even realize
38:13yeah
38:14a like kind of uncomfortable conversation now
38:17is way better than a shitstorm later
38:19mm-hmm
38:21let's read the bar
38:23watch the flames get higher
38:25help me understand
38:27what is yours
38:29what's up G
38:31I wouldn't really put Britney ahead of anyone else
38:34that we've had conversations with
38:35in the sense of
38:36um we're all going through this process together
38:38but at the same time
38:39I think there's a physical element that goes on to marriage
38:42I think if it's the rest of your life
38:43you want somebody that you're physically attracted to
38:45how are you good to see you
38:47how are you
38:47what's going on
38:48I think Britney is someone I would date before
38:50you know coming to the pod without a doubt
38:51I mean that she has the physical attributes
38:53that I find attractive
38:54tan skin
38:54dark eyes
38:55dark features
38:56and obviously very fit bodies
38:57um so yeah
38:58so how are things for you
39:00great great
39:01I'm excited with where Ash and I are at at the moment
39:05I will admit
39:06Ash is a different type of person
39:08than I would have gone after before
39:09so is Devante
39:10right
39:10yeah
39:11um I do like darker features
39:13I like certain things in my woman
39:15and I'm still trying to figure out
39:17and gauge whether the physical matches the emotional
39:19I think it's important that you have a physical connection
39:21and I'm still exploring that at the moment
39:26have you expressed that to her at all
39:27like she's not your typical type
39:29briefly but I think it needs to be kind of reset
39:31and spoken about a little bit more
39:33it's a tough conversation right
39:35like it's like one of those like
39:36how do you say to someone that you're emotionally connected with
39:39like hey like
39:40you're not my usual type
39:41yeah
39:43I'm comfortable saying
39:45okay it's not it
39:46and I don't have a problem with it
39:47I will break your heart to your face
39:48I'm not foreshadowing here
39:50but it's one of those like
39:51if we're not there I'll be very comfortable saying that
39:54and I hope you're in the same spot
39:55but I'd love to hear
39:58I struggled with that
39:59I haven't even mentioned at all
40:01sure
40:01that he's like
40:02not my usual type
40:04what's your usual type?
40:06my usual type is
40:07like
40:08tall
40:09athletic
40:09I was like
40:10yeah
40:12yeah
40:12like
40:13that's not what I normally go for
40:14there's a physical aspect to this entire process
40:16and
40:17it does need to kind of meet that level
40:19and if it doesn't
40:19like you would end up settling
40:21yeah
40:21and I
40:22let me rephrase that
40:23because I love the dude upstairs
40:24like he's
40:25I know what you mean
40:26it's not personal
40:27it's more
40:29it's a very
40:31prevalent part of this process
40:32yeah
40:32and you have to give space for that
40:34and I think
40:34both Ashley and Devante
40:36would also kind of understand that
40:38because they're probably playing the same level of game
40:41I know that I love this person
40:43I've always said like
40:44love is blind to an extent
40:45but it's not fully blind all the time
40:48no
40:48this is where the real test of
40:51does the emotional trump
40:53the physical
40:54right
40:58the conversation between me and Alex
41:00is surprising
41:01because
41:01you know
41:04he has a little ruthlessness in him
41:07so that makes me a little nervous for Ashley
41:11I don't want to ruin something that could be great
41:13because I think there's somebody that's fantastic there for you
41:15thank you for saying that
41:39any interesting conversations you have
41:42any flirty girls
41:43any girls flirting with you
41:44I don't think so
41:45I mean I really focus most of the conversations on
41:49like my guys
41:50and be like
41:51hey how are we doing
41:51like in that way
41:52so I don't really think it was really flirty
41:54like in reality
41:55it was more like
41:57for example Jess
41:58like I'm talking about how great Chris is
42:00and how he lights up
42:01and
42:01yeah
42:02I mean kind of harping on that
42:04and then with Amber
42:04it's
42:05you have one of the funniest people alive
42:07and most genuine people that I know
42:09and I mean most of them just are like
42:11yes I completely agree
42:12like this is my person
42:13same thing with Emma
42:14I don't really think it was flirty
42:15yeah who else
42:16Devante and Britt
42:17it sounds like they might have some work to do
42:19but that's not really my place to say
42:22flirty conversations
42:23I don't think so
42:24I mean I'm very open and easy to talk to
42:26so maybe that comes off that way
42:28but I don't think it did
42:29Devante's my dude
42:30like I'm supporting them and their relationship
42:32and trying to kind of
42:34I guess push them in that direction
42:35so I don't really think it was flirty on my end
42:38but happy to run it back with you if you want
42:41yeah play it back
42:42no I'm just kidding
42:42run the tape
42:43just kidding
42:44I'm confident in it
42:45just kidding
42:45I don't know
42:46cool
42:46yeah
42:48yeah
42:49what else
42:50you haven't lived with a girl right
42:53I've never signed a lease with a girl
42:54but I've lived with a girl and a dog for a couple months
42:56and it's been easy
42:57yeah I'm not super pumped about going back to Cleveland obviously
43:01or Columbus
43:01but
43:01no
43:03the way we've been talking is
43:04it doesn't seem like we're going to be there for very long
43:07we'll get through that time period
43:08and then move on to what's next
43:09and kind of be happy with it
43:11but again I'm used to a new city every couple months
43:13and that's home for me
43:15I've been in the unknown for a long time
43:17so like I don't feel as though
43:19there's anything to be nervous about
43:20you're nervous for nothing
43:21but like do you feel anything for the future?
43:24no
43:25I mean I'm excited for the future
43:26but like nervous I think it's like a weird word
43:28I just get nervous
43:29yeah I just get like it's the unknown
43:31yeah
43:32it's not that I'm like so scared
43:34or like petrified
43:35but I'm like oh there is like
43:36there's changes involved
43:37without a doubt
43:38I mean it's not going to be the same
43:39but at the same time like
43:41I don't think there's anything to be nervous about
43:43I guess for me like
43:45when we do get back
43:46I'll just kind of need your like support
43:48I'm here for that
43:48I guess you're very comfortable in the unknown
43:50and I'm
43:50this is new for me
43:51I think it's normal to feel that way
43:53if you haven't been in this type of lifestyle
43:55but at the same time
43:57yeah
43:57it's something that I've been through
43:58so I feel comfortable with it
44:00and happy to like
44:00be that rock
44:01if you need that
44:02as things come up
44:03because we don't really know what's going to come up
44:05there are things in life
44:05that you can't plan for
44:07we talked about this before
44:08give it a pause
44:09I mean look
44:11I've been through
44:12meeting my father
44:13and then traveling the world randomly
44:15and then losing a soccer career
44:17at the last second
44:17so like this is just par for the course for me
44:19yeah
44:20I guess I just want to make sure like
44:21you feel something
44:22like I don't want you to be like
44:23completely numb to like
44:24what our future is
44:25and
44:25no
44:25whatever you need on my end
44:27I'm happy to provide
44:28it's just you gotta let me know
44:29I know
44:29I think my biggest thing was just like
44:31I didn't want you to just be like
44:32completely numb
44:32like
44:33I was like
44:34do you even
44:34have feelings for me at this point
44:36it's like
44:38there aren't problems
44:39yeah
44:41fair
44:41and we'll solve them when they show up
44:43we don't have any problems right now
44:45don't make them
44:46okay
44:47deal?
44:48deal
44:48deal
44:58I'm really
45:00grateful
45:01for going into
45:03today
45:04and seeing everybody
45:05because
45:06I needed the part two
45:07yeah
45:09and I could even
45:10do a part three
45:12to be honest
45:16and it's not because
45:17I'm like
45:18romantically interested
45:19in somebody
45:19but it's like
45:21there's a lot to unpack
45:24obviously we had
45:24different kind of
45:27days
45:28there wasn't any
45:29like unresolved feelings
45:30at least for me
45:31once I cut something off
45:32in the pods
45:34that was it for me
45:35yeah
45:35I don't know if you need to
45:36like figure it out
45:37or want to
45:38but I guess it's a little weird
45:39for me just to
45:42see you like stumble over
45:44like a connection that you had
45:46cut off
45:47didn't love it
45:50I'm not gonna
45:51fall out of love or anything
45:52but I think just at the same time
45:53it was just like
45:54uncertain
45:55didn't love hearing it
45:57yeah
45:58usually I wouldn't say these things
45:59I'd probably just like keep them
46:01internalized
46:01and then
46:02either blow up
46:03in a day or two
46:03or like
46:05resent you for them
46:07when I didn't tell you
46:08what I was feeling
46:09right
46:09maybe a path
46:10where I've just been like
46:12oof
46:13I'm not getting the validation
46:14that I need
46:15yeah
46:15but it's turned into
46:17like
46:18it's not about
46:19how she feels about you
46:21it's like
46:22this is what she needs
46:23at this moment
46:24this is about
46:25like her
46:26yeah
46:33that's a partnership
46:35like that's a relationship
46:36like that's
46:37what we are looking for
46:39as
46:40people progressing forward
46:42in life for a forever
46:43partner
46:44yeah
46:45and like
46:46seeing Chris
46:47it actually was kind of like
46:49I don't know
46:50like I appreciated him
46:51but like he's also so happy
46:53yeah
46:53so like I really
46:55didn't like have much
46:56to talk about
46:57it was kind of
46:57a little fluffy
46:59which is kind of interesting
47:00because he was my
47:00number two connection
47:01yeah
47:02but like
47:03seeing him adjust
47:04just makes sense for me
47:05so it was like
47:07what more do we have
47:08to debrief
47:09it's hard because
47:10I have to compare
47:11the experiences
47:12but I believed in you
47:14more than I believed
47:14in those
47:17I believed in you
47:19and just need patience
47:21with me
47:23like it's gonna be a lot
47:25and I appreciate
47:26your patience
47:27yeah
47:27and like I'm grateful
47:28for you
47:32a lot
47:51how was the party for you
47:57and I just feel like
47:58we have not been living
47:59like connecting
48:00with each other
48:04like when you walk
48:05by me
48:05it's like you just
48:06walk by me
48:07you don't like interact
48:09or like grab me
48:10or like touch my back
48:11or give me like a kiss
48:12or anything like that
48:13it's just like
48:14do you even like
48:15find me attractive
48:15because you don't ever
48:17tell me
48:17and do you even want
48:18to be here with me
48:19I literally don't feel
48:21like we're even engaged
48:22like I feel like
48:23we're just hanging out
48:25every time
48:26we've been together
48:27we've been like
48:27having fun
48:28talking
48:29like I'm always
48:30willing to sit down
48:31and have like
48:31a conversation with you
48:32like the fact
48:33that I don't wake up
48:34in the bed next to you
48:35like sorry
48:36I get up early
48:36and I don't want
48:37to lay in the bed
48:37all morning
48:38I want to be out here
48:39watching the sunrise
48:40reading my book
48:41I fall asleep out here
48:42like that's not me
48:43isolating from you
48:44like but you take that
48:46as such like
48:46a personal thing
48:47where it's like
48:48what do you want me to do
48:49you could be in there
48:50talking to me
48:51asking me questions
48:52like doing things
48:53I guess I didn't want
48:54to be cooped up inside
48:56the whole time
48:57you have that such idea
48:58like I have to be
48:59hugging you at all times
49:00of the day
49:01or being there
49:01it's like that doesn't
49:02no I don't think that
49:03that doesn't mean
49:04I don't care about you
49:05I don't think that
49:06but I'm saying
49:07we should be
49:08no I'm saying
49:09we should be
49:10in a honeymoon phase
49:12okay
49:13it's not the honeymoon
49:14we still have like
49:15to live together
49:16like figure out life
49:17and like
49:19it doesn't mean
49:20I have to walk by you
49:21and always hug you
49:21and kiss you
49:22like every single second
49:24I'm not saying that
49:24but I'm saying
49:25don't walk by me
49:26and not acknowledge
49:26I never have not
49:28walked by you
49:28because you have
49:29multiple times
49:30I have not
49:31like I wouldn't be
49:31saying that I feel
49:32like we aren't connecting
49:33if you weren't doing that
49:36I get that
49:36but if I have nothing to say
49:38I can't always spark up
49:39a conversation
49:3920 hours of the day
49:42like I told you that
49:43yesterday
49:43when we talked about that
49:45there's just a lot
49:46going on in my head
49:46right now
49:47all the stuff
49:48with my family
49:49adjusting back to life
49:50like there's a lot
49:50that like to take in
49:52and like I'm walking back
49:54like with someone
49:55not in my family anymore
49:56like that's a lot
49:57to take in
49:58so sorry
49:59like that you feel this way
50:01but you know
50:01there's other things
50:02on my mind too
50:05I'm not saying
50:06your feelings aren't valid
50:07but
50:09I don't know
50:16I don't think you're
50:18ignoring me
50:19but I'm saying
50:20that I feel
50:21actually in pure shock
50:30we should want to be in
50:32each other's space
50:32if we're talking about
50:34getting married
50:36I think it's time
50:37that we settled in
50:39unfinished business
50:57I know what it's like
51:00to feel loved now
51:01you're bringing out the best
51:02in me
51:03I don't think I've ever felt
51:04confident about anything
51:05in my life
51:05we can have fun together
51:06but I can like call you
51:07anything and everything
51:09you're my best friend
51:11he's still celebrating Christmas
51:12yep a little bit
51:13there is a keg outside
51:14I feel like I'm visiting my
51:16children at college
51:17you're a project
51:18oh my god
51:18when am I gonna have a grandbaby
51:20so any direct fear with me
51:22having a white woman
51:23as the mother of your children
51:25um
51:27if we have a kid
51:28and you resent your child
51:30you resent me
51:30I could never live with that
51:32yeah
51:34you're flashy
51:35you're very polished
51:36convince me that you're real
51:38I am absolutely in love
51:39with your daughter
51:39that's not it
51:40no?
51:41no
51:42I've never been in a position
51:44of being that involved
51:45with the kid's life
51:46before it gets scary
51:47I am pretty much
51:48you like to talk
51:49let me fuck off
51:50okay I'm good
51:54yeah you look amazing
51:56thank you
51:59I by no means
52:00do I expect you to like
52:01text me all day long
52:02I don't text anybody
52:04Chris Fusco let's see it
52:07you want me to answer?
52:08no
52:10is this really the person
52:11I'm supposed to be with
52:12forever and always
52:14I don't know
52:14listen to me
52:15I like Connor
52:16but he's too
52:18submissive of a guy
52:19to be with you
52:21yeah
52:25get out
52:27see yourself saying yes
52:30I'm making the biggest decision of my life
52:33now is the time to decide
52:34if love is blind
52:36I was thinking about what it would be like
52:39if I was with the number two person I had
52:41holy shit
52:45so many ways
52:48so many
52:49that I can't count
52:51but the reason is that I'm still alone
52:55without you
52:57I'm pleased to be wrong
53:01that I can't believe myself
53:03no more
53:06no more
53:08no more
53:10no more
53:12no more
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