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00:00:15I love you.
00:00:48I should have fallen in love.
00:00:51Instead of wrestling with a script that wouldn't come together,
00:00:54I should have fallen in love.
00:00:57Now all those lines I used to force onto the page
00:01:00are pouring out faster than I can get them down.
00:01:03It's like some kind of engine inside me just turned on.
00:01:07Vroom.
00:01:09And now everything's falling into place without any effort.
00:01:14Vroom.
00:01:15I never realized I had such a powerful engine inside me.
00:01:18I should have fallen in love.
00:01:21How come you didn't tell me you got a girl?
00:01:24Vroom. Vroom.
00:01:25Vroom.
00:01:30I'm pretty sure it's true.
00:01:32A few days ago, someone threw a rock through Ajit's window.
00:01:36Turns out it was Una.
00:01:37Why would she do that?
00:01:39Kyungse was bashing you in the director's group chat
00:01:41and you were fighting.
00:01:42I guess it happened then.
00:01:48Oh, shit.
00:01:50She's awesome, isn't she?
00:01:51Oh, man.
00:01:56Oh, shit.
00:02:19Tiffany, can you see?
00:02:20Oh, yeah.
00:02:21What?
00:02:30When are you going to get married?
00:02:34When I was a child, the girls who were seated next to me in class would cry.
00:02:39But now a woman shiny as a blade has come into my life, and there's nothing I can't do.
00:02:45What can I do for you?
00:02:47What enemy do you want me to vanquish?
00:02:51I really just don't understand.
00:02:53What about Dongman could possibly appeal to you?
00:02:56Don't try to understand. You don't have to.
00:02:58Why do you need to know? Don't be a control freak.
00:03:01When I say it doesn't make sense, it's because I'm not a fan.
00:03:04Exactly. Just say you're not a fan of him.
00:03:08Why do you keep saying you don't understand? Say it straight.
00:03:12I'd much rather you just be honest with me, all right?
00:03:17Why are you giving me attitude?
00:03:18Hey, you picked a fight first.
00:03:21All it takes is one word or one wrong look to ruin someone's day.
00:03:25You know very well just how fragile people can be.
00:03:28In spite of that, you act like it's nothing.
00:03:35I won't tolerate it.
00:03:39Hey.
00:03:42My hair's pretty damn thick, Hyojin.
00:03:45If you're going to start a fight and pull it, get prepared to lose your fingers.
00:04:07Did you know that I've always envied the telephone poles standing in front of your place?
00:04:14Not to mention that smug little Gim-bop sold here sign hanging from your window bars.
00:04:20If only I could watch over you all day like that pole, or hang from your front window every night
00:04:27like that Gim-bop sold here sign.
00:04:32I wish I could just boom, blow myself apart like all the matter in the Big Bang, so I could
00:04:37be everywhere around you.
00:04:41Especially that damn Gim-bop lying there on its back, getting rolled tight in your hands.
00:04:47If I were that Gim-bop.
00:04:56So snug!
00:05:10Whoa!
00:05:11Whoa!
00:05:12Whoa!
00:05:14Whoa!
00:05:15Whoa!
00:05:15Whoa!
00:05:16Whoa!
00:05:17Whoa!
00:05:19Whoa!
00:05:21Whoa!
00:05:26Whoa!
00:05:27Whoa!
00:05:28Whoa!
00:05:29Whoa!
00:05:30Whoa!
00:05:31Whoa!
00:05:32Whoa!
00:05:32Whoa!
00:05:35You know, when all I think about is getting back at someone or getting revenge, I can go forever.
00:05:41I can keep myself focused for hours, like I'm wearing blinders.
00:05:45When I imagine good things, though, all my brain power's scattered.
00:05:49Why's that?
00:05:51Because I've never been happy before.
00:05:55And when my head feels all scattered, I get really anxious.
00:05:59Like I want to stay anxious till I make it all work.
00:06:01Mm-hmm .
00:06:05Mm-hmm .
00:06:06Is your brother home?
00:06:08Mm-hmm .
00:06:13He went to Taekwile Young to work in the napa cabbage fields.
00:06:17Hmm.
00:06:18Hmm. Napa cabbage?
00:06:21He does odd jobs when he's not welding.
00:06:24That's good.
00:06:27Why are you asking about him?
00:06:34Oh, my grandma made some kimchi jim, and I thought I'd bring you some.
00:06:39There's enough for both of you.
00:06:50No longer, it looks pretty good, guys.
00:06:56So...
00:06:57Then, why don't we eat it together?
00:07:01Why don't we eat it together?
00:07:07Sounds great.
00:07:10Sounds great.
00:07:38All right.
00:07:57Whoa, careful, it's hot.
00:08:17No, what?
00:08:22You said you wouldn't be here, you have to pick cabbage.
00:08:25Next week I told you.
00:08:28And you're already drinking, really?
00:08:31You could have at least cleaned up a little.
00:08:33This place is a dump.
00:08:43Hey, how are you?
00:08:47Releasing steam.
00:09:08Are those matching watches?
00:09:14Why are they both bright red?
00:09:18Hey, maybe eat something other than booze.
00:09:22Our guest deserves some gratitude.
00:09:39What's your purpose in life?
00:09:46You start.
00:09:47What's your purpose in life?
00:09:59What kind of person do you want to turn into?
00:10:01Not career ambitions or whatever.
00:10:04A lot of folks with successful careers are morons.
00:10:07What I mean is, this is how I want to live my life.
00:10:10That purpose.
00:10:14It's okay, just eat.
00:10:21To be a strong mother.
00:10:28I want to be a strong mother in the future.
00:10:32I don't want to be strong because of money or status.
00:10:37I want to stay grounded, unwavering, and centered no matter what.
00:10:44I want to be the kind of person who makes everyone calmer.
00:10:50I want to work toward that.
00:10:58My grandma's like that.
00:11:15What?
00:11:17What is it?
00:11:21What?
00:11:36Name.
00:11:38Glenn Luna.
00:11:40Un-Aa.
00:11:57Thank you very much.
00:12:13I really appreciate it
00:12:21I'm already compromising on everything else
00:12:23What else do I have to put up with?
00:12:25I'm not doing it
00:12:27So what, we drop it?
00:12:28Yeah
00:12:29There's no point trying to work with assholes
00:12:31Stop bossing you around on day one
00:12:33I'm done
00:12:37Oh, shit
00:12:38I thought OTT was bagging him on the show
00:12:42Am I wrong?
00:12:43Or did National Stress Management Department get greenlit?
00:12:46Yeah, it did
00:12:47It's just
00:12:47So what's the deal?
00:12:48The thing is, it's eight episodes
00:12:50They think it's too much for him to do alone
00:12:52They want to bring on another writer
00:12:57Of all the battles
00:12:58You shouldn't pick
00:13:00You can't mess with a man's writing like that
00:13:03What, now two writers means it goes twice as fast?
00:13:06Some nerve telling me how to write my own scripts
00:13:09It's unprofessional
00:13:10Because they're paying, I gotta listen
00:13:12That's right
00:13:12I can take it somewhere else then
00:13:14It's my project, it's my idea
00:13:16Where would you go?
00:13:18By all means try
00:13:19See if anyone else is willing to give you this much
00:13:22They're putting up billions
00:13:23So their opinion means nothing?
00:13:24Listen, it'll be your first series
00:13:26They want you to have some help from someone with TV credits
00:13:29Why is that so crazy to you?
00:13:30Exactly, that's just it
00:13:31Here's the thing
00:13:32Why are they so desperate for a second set of hands?
00:13:34Because they think I'm not good enough
00:13:36Oh, gee
00:13:38As if you've never been
00:13:39Screw them
00:13:40I'm the director
00:13:41No, I'm writing the entire thing start to finish
00:13:45A Pak Yun-se project should be written by me
00:13:48You're being eaten alive, huh?
00:13:51All directors have the same insecurities
00:13:54You're so damn desperate to make it big
00:13:56But of course you think getting help makes you weak
00:13:59Like it ruins your perfect vision
00:14:00It really is a pathetic way of seeing things
00:14:04And I'm just trying to keep our payroll going
00:14:06To get our rent squared away
00:14:08And you know I'll take any help I can get on that front
00:14:11I'll take help from anyone with open arms
00:14:13Because I'm not proud
00:14:14I'm desperate for it
00:14:23Listen
00:14:26The thing is
00:14:28You're old
00:14:32Outdated
00:14:41And you have been for a while
00:14:43How many movies have you directed that fell apart
00:14:45Because you couldn't stick the landing?
00:14:47That's why people say you skim the surface and never go deep
00:14:53At least with the two-hour feature
00:14:54You can cover it up somehow
00:14:56A series exposes your problems though
00:14:58You can't hide and if this project fails, you'll be done for
00:15:02Kyung-se, don't be an idiot
00:15:04People want to help you
00:15:07How could you?
00:15:07How could you be so harsh?
00:15:11Is there
00:15:14Any love in your heart?
00:15:18We've been together two decades
00:15:19You're just tossing out a cliche like
00:15:21Is there love in your heart?
00:15:22And somehow you think you should write this alone?
00:15:26I wouldn't say all of this if I didn't love you anymore
00:15:29So since I do love you, then I'm doing it for your own good, okay?
00:15:34Think carefully here
00:15:37You know Pyong-nu-na is a magician with rewrites
00:15:39Now Dong-man's working with her
00:15:41So you can either be the director who flopped with Sister Vengeance
00:15:45And watch Dong-man finally make his breakout feature
00:15:47Or put something new out there, quickly
00:15:51The end
00:16:07Sorry, I didn't know my brother was there
00:16:09Must have felt awkward
00:16:11It was nice
00:16:13I had no idea I had such a clear goal in life
00:16:17He asked me out of the blue and I responded without thinking
00:16:24I've noticed that when you speak
00:16:26A vacuum is created everywhere around you
00:16:29You said you wanted to be a strong mother earlier
00:16:32And suddenly, poof
00:16:36Like the three of us had left the planet
00:16:39We were in space eating dinner
00:16:43Yeah, it's funny to think about
00:16:44A nice space meal
00:16:57Looks like it's an emotion watch notification
00:16:59From the agency, I guess
00:17:00Hi, customer 4000
00:17:02Your software update is scheduled for Friday
00:17:05Oh
00:17:06They only made 4000, right?
00:17:08So you're the last one
00:17:09Yeah, I made the cut
00:17:10They gave me number 38
00:17:14Lucky number 38
00:17:16Ooh, so you got in early
00:17:19Nice to have luck on your side
00:17:21You got it made
00:17:22I don't know, number 4000 feels luckier somehow
00:17:25I like to get in right under the wire, you know
00:17:31Oh my gosh
00:17:32Feels like winter's coming
00:17:34You're not a fan of winter?
00:17:36No, but I like the wind though
00:17:37No matter the season, I love when it's windy
00:17:45Hello?
00:17:48Um, hello?
00:17:51Hello, Xiong
00:18:02It's a
00:18:03Your mother
00:18:26Wrong number, all good
00:18:28Oh
00:18:29Hmm
00:18:46Isn't it weird?
00:18:47The leaves are all falling
00:18:48And still, there's napa cabbage growing in Kang Wando
00:18:56I think it is
00:18:57Hmm
00:19:01Hmm
00:19:06Does Pyun Shihyeon sound better than Oona?
00:19:08Pyun Oona's much better, really
00:19:10Pyun Shihyeon's trying too hard
00:19:12You changing your name?
00:19:14Nope
00:19:15Pyun Oona's the winner
00:19:16I'm serious, I am
00:19:17Hmm
00:19:20A while ago
00:19:24My brother
00:19:27He'd say
00:19:28The names are tricky
00:19:30Just can't overdo them
00:19:31He didn't want his kid to stand out
00:19:33So he named his daughter Yong Shi
00:19:36But our family name's Huang
00:19:38So it's
00:19:38Huang Yong Shi
00:19:39Sounds so tough
00:19:43Yang Shi
00:19:46It's good, I like it
00:19:50Your brother's daughter is how old?
00:19:54Probably
00:19:57Fourteen?
00:19:59Around there
00:20:09Oh, let's go
00:20:15It's cold
00:20:23Good night then
00:20:24Oh
00:20:26Good night
00:20:28Here
00:20:53Don't be smug
00:21:08It's mom
00:21:10Give me a call
00:21:25What's going on?
00:21:28How come you're hammered already?
00:21:29It's early
00:21:34You just heading home now?
00:21:44Hey
00:21:45Hey, hey, hey, hey
00:21:46Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't
00:21:47Whoa
00:21:49Ten points
00:21:58So was it
00:21:59Nice and peaceful
00:22:00And my absence or what?
00:22:03Well, sucks to suck
00:22:04Cause that's about to end
00:22:06Well, it's all good
00:22:12All good, guys
00:22:16I accept your apology
00:22:19Hmm?
00:22:25Oh, look at this place
00:22:26I missed it like crazy
00:22:27Great to be back
00:22:29Oh, sweet hope
00:22:33Over the past 20 years
00:22:35Our club has decided to break up
00:22:38And get back together more times than I can count
00:22:40Hey, how about you sit down?
00:22:41You're making me nervous
00:22:44Dongman left us
00:22:45And we dragged him back into the fold
00:22:47The A-Club's been reunited
00:22:49But who knows when our group will be fractured
00:22:52Hold on a minute
00:22:53We're here because of you and you're late
00:22:56Sorry
00:22:57Oh, jeez
00:22:58Hey, sit over there next to Gyeongsae
00:23:00Uh-uh
00:23:02Go on
00:23:02Hey, hey, why?
00:23:04Go
00:23:05Over there right now
00:23:06Why?
00:23:06You need to be next to Gyeongsae
00:23:08It'll be easier because you can't really see each other
00:23:10Go
00:23:11Whatever
00:23:12Oh, you're ridiculous
00:23:14These two can't even look at each other, you know
00:23:16You put them across from each other, it's a bloodbath
00:23:21Oh, wow
00:23:23Boy, it's nice to be looking away
00:23:25I would love to not have to hear his voice
00:23:28Hey, get me some glue
00:23:30I should seal their mouths too
00:23:32These are your seats from now on
00:23:34This way, you don't have to look at each other, got it?
00:23:36To think, you guys used to be best friends
00:23:39Let's not rewrite history, Gyeongsae
00:23:40Just because we were roommates, you think we got along?
00:23:43Really?
00:23:43Yeah
00:23:43Like Frodo and Sam, but gay
00:23:45Hey
00:23:46Hey!
00:23:47What?
00:23:48Jeez
00:23:48You would be up all night watching movies
00:23:51But when somebody would ask what you saw
00:23:52You could never answer
00:23:54Because you were watching porn together till dawn
00:23:56Hey
00:23:57Frodo and Sam were best buddies till the end, right?
00:24:00You guys both kind of look like hobbits too
00:24:02Just saying
00:24:03Anyway, I dare you to squabble again
00:24:05There's a lot more dirty laundry from your past
00:24:08All right?
00:24:09Understand?
00:24:10Ponzi made all its job
00:24:12They saw crappy time shares over the phone
00:24:14And non-kyum-dong
00:24:16Come on, we heard you
00:24:17Shut up, you drink
00:24:18Someone toast already
00:24:19Hey
00:24:20To Frodo and Sam finally being reunited
00:24:23Hear, hear!
00:24:24Hear, hear!
00:24:29You should all be writing while you're still young and up to it
00:24:33Once you're my age, you can't take a crap, much less write
00:24:37Seriously
00:24:37You know when you have to push out a shit
00:24:39Script writing takes the same kind of strength
00:24:42In the old days
00:24:45I'd say
00:24:46This could be tough on my asshole
00:24:48But I gotta blast it out
00:24:50I'd brace myself and go for it
00:24:52And it would come out
00:24:53At this point, I wouldn't even dare
00:24:55It could go so wrong
00:24:57It's the same with writing
00:24:58Even if I stay up straining three nights in a row
00:25:00I'm still constipated
00:25:04That's cause you're trying to force it out of you
00:25:06Know what I mean?
00:25:08Get the engine started, get things moving
00:25:10Then it just comes out on its own
00:25:12It might hit you while you're sleeping
00:25:14Or taking a shit
00:25:15But one way or another, it will just pour out
00:25:18We all got it inside us
00:25:19The engine, right?
00:25:21So how exactly do you turn it on, though?
00:25:26I'm not sure, actually
00:25:28I don't know
00:25:29It just turned on
00:25:31I didn't know I had my own engine
00:25:33He's saying you need to fall in love
00:25:36No, I'm not
00:25:37It's not that simple
00:25:39Everyone has it
00:25:40Beethoven had it deep down
00:25:42And I have it, too
00:25:44Uh-huh
00:25:45I once read this biography of Beethoven
00:25:47And I never understood anything in it
00:25:50Beethoven wants a drink while he's writing
00:25:52So he has his servant heat up some milk
00:25:54He puts the cup to his lips and drinks
00:25:56But it's totally cold
00:25:57So he chews out the servant
00:25:59I wanted it hot
00:26:00Why is the milk cold?
00:26:01But here's the thing, it turns out
00:26:02It actually was hot earlier
00:26:04He was so absorbed in his work
00:26:06That it went cold without him noticing
00:26:09I remember thinking
00:26:11How could you be so oblivious to something like that?
00:26:14Then guess what?
00:26:15Last night, I was writing like crazy
00:26:18And suddenly I thought
00:26:20Oh, some coffee would be really nice
00:26:22So I got up
00:26:23But then
00:26:26It was already there
00:26:28And it was cold, too
00:26:30I completely forgot that I made it
00:26:33Beethoven and I shared a connection, I thought
00:26:36I'm like him
00:26:37Come on, you wouldn't forget if Ramyun was on the table, would you?
00:26:41What's wrong with you?
00:26:43Trying to bring me down, aren't you?
00:26:44You know why we hate each other, Gyeongse?
00:26:47It's like when you see your flaws more clearly in someone else
00:26:50We're alike
00:26:52We're both shallow, our work is safe and superficial
00:26:55Our writing barely skims the surface
00:26:58No deep dives, no dangerous waters
00:27:01But now, I can explore the entire ocean
00:27:04I'm gonna scoop up pearls from the sea floor
00:27:06I'm not one of your kind anymore
00:27:12Bye
00:27:22Watermelon would do you good
00:27:23Man, eat the good part for once, you know
00:27:25Stop licking the rind
00:27:27Taste what's underneath
00:27:37All hands, brace for impact
00:27:39Brace for impact
00:27:51Watch me
00:27:52Cause I'm gonna catch a wave
00:28:03This book's good
00:28:06So many lines there are brilliant
00:28:08They make you stop and take them in
00:28:10Pick ten expressions you like and memorize them
00:28:13And then one of them will occur to you at the perfect moment
00:28:19That's when people will begin to see you as unique
00:28:23Did you finish the book I gave you last time?
00:28:27Stop scrolling, be present
00:28:30Another person's talking now
00:28:32Someone who claims to have gone to school with your biological daughter
00:28:37They even posted a photo of her as a kid
00:29:16I don't think staying silent is an option anymore
00:29:19I don't think staying silent is an option anymore
00:29:21I don't think I'm gonna do this interview and then put it out immediately
00:29:23Yum's waiting on our word
00:29:24We can call him whenever
00:29:26I'll have everything set up at the office so you can do the interview after we finish up today
00:29:29No, don't
00:29:31I'll tell the public on my own
00:29:32Everybody in Korea will hear me speak the truth
00:29:35If we don't address this till after the award ceremony, the public is going to think
00:29:38Don't forget, people with nothing better to do
00:29:40Love to watch celebrities embroiled in scandals
00:29:42They can enjoy it a little longer
00:29:48Thank you, Mr. Huang
00:29:49Yeah, good work
00:29:53Mr. Huang
00:29:54Yeah
00:29:55You wanna grab lunch?
00:29:57I have a script to revise tonight
00:29:58I better push hard because I want to be fully cast by next week
00:30:03It's wild
00:30:04My script's gonna get read by actors
00:30:06I hope that you invite me to the very first screening
00:30:10You better believe it
00:30:11Bring your whole family
00:30:12Best seats in the house
00:30:14Put you right by the actors
00:30:15That'd be amazing
00:30:16Let's go
00:30:17Yeah
00:30:29Sir
00:30:31You got this
00:30:33No, you got this
00:30:36See ya
00:30:37Bye
00:30:37Bye
00:30:37Bye
00:30:38Bye
00:30:41Bye
00:30:42Bye
00:30:50Bye
00:30:53Bye
00:30:54Bye
00:30:55Bye
00:30:56Bye
00:30:57Bye
00:30:59Bye
00:31:00Bye
00:31:02Bye
00:31:05Bye
00:31:06Bye
00:31:07Bye
00:31:14Hey, on a day like this, it feels good to be alive.
00:31:17If you have gone far away, it would be a good day to come back.
00:31:49Oh, my God.
00:32:34Oh, my God.
00:32:40Oh, my God.
00:33:16Oh, my God.
00:33:19Oh, my God.
00:33:22Oh, my God.
00:33:41Oh, my God.
00:34:11Oh, my God.
00:34:13Oh, my God.
00:34:43Oh, my God.
00:34:44Oh, my God.
00:35:00Oh, my God.
00:35:03Oh, my God.
00:35:06Oh, my God.
00:35:32I don't know.
00:36:13They're here?
00:36:13Yeah.
00:36:24With respect to Jong-hee, I should be chewing her out.
00:36:29That's what she deserves.
00:36:30And she has to take what I say no matter how harsh it is.
00:36:33Why?
00:36:33Her scandal knocked a 10 million ticket hit into the toilet.
00:36:36And now another movie's stuck in post-production because of her.
00:36:40All that said, what a shock she'd choose me out instead.
00:36:45She calls me up first thing this morning.
00:36:47She starts yelling, how dare you give my daughter a script like this?
00:36:50She's just taking it out on me.
00:36:52This is exactly what I told you.
00:36:54Stop handing out scripts to talent independently.
00:36:58The CEO of the company doesn't even know which actor got which script.
00:37:01Does that make sense?
00:37:04I'm sorry, sir.
00:37:05I hope you guys get ripped apart by an actor today.
00:37:08See how it feels.
00:37:29It's Chang-miran!
00:37:31It's Chang-miran!
00:37:34It's Chang-miran!
00:37:46It's Chang-miran!
00:37:49It's Chang-miran!
00:37:50It's Chang-miran!
00:37:52It's Chang-miran!
00:37:52It's Chang-miran!
00:37:53It's Chang-miran!
00:37:53It's Chang-miran!
00:37:55Miran, here.
00:37:56After you.
00:37:58We love you!
00:37:59She's absolutely gorgeous!
00:38:04You're here.
00:38:05Oh, hi.
00:38:05It's so hot.
00:38:13Look, I worked like a dog on a film and it reached 300,000 people.
00:38:16Then I'm singing at a random wedding and it gets 5 million views.
00:38:19Maybe I should just quit acting.
00:38:21Who are you?
00:38:23Oh, this is Pyun Eun-na from Che Films.
00:38:25She's a producer I work with.
00:38:27It's a pleasure to meet you.
00:38:30You're too cute to produce.
00:38:31You should be an actor.
00:38:34Actually, don't.
00:38:35It's a bad move.
00:38:37In junior high, there was a period where I couldn't sleep.
00:38:40I had no appetite, no sense of what day it was.
00:38:42It was truly awful.
00:38:43I went to all these doctors, but they couldn't figure out what was wrong.
00:38:46Then I went to a shaman.
00:38:48They told me I had a divine calling.
00:38:50I was possessed with the spirit of a shaman.
00:38:53Apparently, it's quite similar to an actor's spirit, so...
00:38:56Basically, I had to become a shaman or an actor.
00:39:01I bet on the wrong horse.
00:39:03It's so much more difficult.
00:39:04Shamans don't have to soft their own arms.
00:39:07I cut off a limb once in a movie, now my whole career's that.
00:39:10Chop a guy with an axe.
00:39:11Stab yourself with scissors.
00:39:13Jun Hwan, I'm disappointed.
00:39:15You were stylish.
00:39:16I liked you, you know.
00:39:18So why is your script so gross and brutal?
00:39:26Putting actors in this position is really unfair, right?
00:39:29I mean it.
00:39:30You guys should be more considerate.
00:39:38Cutting off an arm or a leg isn't the issue.
00:39:42The bigger mismatch is with the kind of characters you've spent your career playing, Miss Zhang.
00:39:47They have brains, they're shrewd.
00:39:52But you're not built like that.
00:39:55Every time I watch you in a movie, your character has a refinement that just doesn't suit you somehow, and
00:40:00it drives me absolutely crazy.
00:40:01The thing is, in real life, you've got this raw magnetism.
00:40:04So why pretend to be smart, the minute the camera starts rolling?
00:40:09We want to see you play someone part human and part beast, giving complete reign to your impulses.
00:40:15We don't want a movie about someone who's like us, who has to act much smarter than they are.
00:40:25This character is not clever.
00:40:28She doesn't think or ponder or calculate her moves.
00:40:32Truth is, she operates from her heart alone.
00:40:39That's what makes her scary.
00:40:43This might actually be the first part that has ever fit you well.
00:40:54Hey.
00:40:58Hey.
00:41:20She's the axe, right?
00:41:21The bitch who got screwed for running her mouth.
00:41:31Hey, put that bitch on the phone.
00:41:33Just put that bitch on.
00:41:44Yes?
00:41:45Hey, you pick up the phone when I call.
00:41:48I promise if you kiss my ass to win me over, we're done.
00:41:58What'd she say?
00:41:59She's in.
00:42:00I think she'll do it.
00:42:20Listen.
00:42:23Zheng He's about to call you.
00:42:25Please answer.
00:42:26I hope you'll be open to that.
00:42:32I hope you'll be open to that.
00:42:33She'd appreciate it.
00:42:39She's open to that.
00:42:53I hope you'll be open to that.
00:43:23I don't know.
00:43:29I don't know.
00:44:06I don't know.
00:44:36I don't know.
00:45:05I don't know.
00:45:05I don't know.
00:45:20I don't know.
00:45:32I'm hoping for success.
00:45:34I just don't want to be miserable.
00:45:40I don't know.
00:46:03I don't know.
00:46:05I don't know.
00:46:52I don't know.
00:46:56I don't know.
00:47:01I don't know.
00:47:07I don't know.
00:47:07I don't know.
00:47:27I don't know.
00:47:28I don't know.
00:47:38I don't know.
00:47:39I don't know.
00:47:42I don't know.
00:47:51I don't know.
00:47:51I don't know.
00:47:52I don't know.
00:48:08I don't know.
00:48:14I don't know.
00:48:20I don't know.
00:48:22I don't know.
00:48:54I don't know.
00:48:56I don't know.
00:49:05I don't know.
00:49:09I don't know.
00:49:28I don't know.
00:49:34I don't know.
00:49:36I don't know.
00:49:37my name to erase that little girl.
00:49:40So please,
00:49:42don't let anyone know
00:49:43I'm the poor unfortunate child
00:49:46that Oh Jung-hee abandoned.
00:49:50And I won't tell anyone either.
00:50:09We're here, ma'am.
00:50:37I don't know.
00:50:44Fine, leave.
00:50:45You've lived your whole life
00:50:47leeching off my name anyway.
00:50:57Hyo-chang.
00:51:00Hyo-chang!
00:51:14And the award for Best Actress in a Leading Role goes to...
00:51:23My mother, Oh Jung-hee!
00:51:26Congratulations!
00:51:52Thank you so much.
00:51:56Actors are happy just to be on stage,
00:51:58even for a background role as a tree.
00:52:01It would have been enough to have a career as a tree.
00:52:04And yet, I wound up here.
00:52:05Part of me is amazed,
00:52:07but at the same time,
00:52:08it feels like it was inevitable.
00:52:10Like there was some path laid out for me
00:52:12and I followed it with every step.
00:52:15My heart feels torn as I accept this award.
00:52:18I feel two separate and distinct emotions.
00:52:21It's astounding that I was able to achieve this.
00:52:24And of course I did.
00:52:27I also feel joy and guilt at the same time.
00:52:31I feel deeply proud.
00:52:33But I know these awards are one at the expense of another's hard work and sacrifice.
00:52:40I certainly took advantage of our crew's efforts.
00:52:44And I am.
00:52:48Feel like I took away the happiness of my daughter.
00:52:52Because I couldn't race her all the way through.
00:52:56And I'm deeply sorry that my guilt prevented me from loving my child.
00:53:03Milan deserved better.
00:53:08I took on this film hoping that it would bring some comfort to mothers like me who certainly have the
00:53:14regrets.
00:53:15And to those daughters who always put up with their mothers no matter what.
00:53:21I dedicate this to mothers and their daughters everywhere.
00:53:26That have come through trauma and pain.
00:53:29That have struggled and persevered.
00:53:32And I have the truth to everyone.
00:53:48I don't ready to live without flavour without Aisinne.
00:54:16I don't know.
00:54:40I don't know.
00:54:51If I could make this pain vanish, then that woman would be innocent.
00:55:13I don't know.
00:55:29Unknown? I'm pretty sure I haven't had that one.
00:55:32Oh, you might not have noticed it. It's happened twice so far.
00:55:36The first time was on October 29th.
00:55:41Weird. Doesn't ring a bell at all.
00:55:43Hmm, when you experience an unknown, the device records some audio from that encounter.
00:55:48Since some participants might not recall the emotional circumstances, I could play it for you right now.
00:56:00Yo.
00:56:03What are you doing?
00:56:06Are you drinking?
00:56:08King.
00:56:10Come on down.
00:56:14It's okay. Come on.
00:56:19It's because you didn't eat.
00:56:22I'll make fried rice for us. Come down.
00:56:31Uh, looks like there was another instance pretty recently.
00:56:34Would you like to listen to it?
00:56:36King.
00:56:41Oh.
00:56:47Yeah.
00:56:49Oh.
00:57:05Come on.
00:57:07Oh, I'm sorry.
00:57:11So what emotion might you associate with that?
00:57:16I don't know. I...
00:57:20I'm not sure what I would call it.
00:57:26One other participant has an emotional pattern similar to this one, actually.
00:57:33Could you pull out file number 38?
00:57:36They gave me number 38.
00:57:38Lucky number 38.
00:57:4138. This participant seems to have...
00:57:45They have a history of childhood neglect,
00:57:47and when they're put in a similar situation,
00:57:50they experience this emotion.
00:57:52Looks like it happens fairly often, about once or twice a month.
00:57:57This person said the emotion they experienced
00:58:01felt like an implosion of sorts.
00:58:03I've been calling it implosion.
00:58:12So what about you?
00:58:13How exactly would you describe that feeling?
00:58:17Can you think of a name for how it affected you?
00:58:23Does some kind of inner implosion capture it?
00:58:29According to our data, it's a little different from typical anger or frustration.
00:58:33There's some sort of bitter desperation mixed in, about 7%.
00:58:41Are you okay?
00:58:43Are you okay?
00:58:43Why don't we come back to this?
00:58:45You can tell us about it in more detail later.
00:58:54I need your help.
00:58:59I need your help.
00:59:05That 7% of desperation...
00:59:09That's a cry for help.
00:59:18I've never been able to say in my life.
00:59:34I've never been able to say in my life.
00:59:40I need your help.
00:59:41Remember I said, there's another participant who's showing the same emotional patterns
00:59:45as you?
00:59:46It's number 4,000.
00:59:50Hi, customer 4,000.
00:59:51Oh, they only made $4,000, right? So you're the last one.
00:59:56That person's showing the same pattern once again.
00:59:59It has the same characteristics as that feeling when you get a nosebleed.
01:00:03That person offered the following description of it.
01:00:08A cry for help.
01:00:11An inner voice saying, I need you.
01:00:13Like a desperate cry for some form of support.
01:00:17Does that sound right?
01:00:41I want to know what they said made them feel like that.
01:00:51I've done this long way.
01:00:51Cause 너는 눈으로 그쳐 바라보던
01:00:59조각조각 흩어져 버린
01:01:06모양도 잊혀진 내게
01:01:11I'll see you in the next step
01:01:15I'll see you in the next step
01:03:21I need to help you.
01:03:29We both help each other out already.
01:03:34Don't you think?
01:03:46We're in sync.
01:03:55We're in sync.
01:03:56We're in sync.
01:04:00We're in sync.
01:04:01We're in sync.
01:04:06We're in sync.
01:04:20We're in sync.
01:04:38We should, we should find Yongshu.
01:04:53We should, we should, we should, we should.
01:05:19We should, we should.
01:05:27We should, we should.
01:05:56We should, we should.
01:06:02We should, we should.
01:06:32We should, we should.
01:06:36We should, we should.
01:06:42We should, we should.
01:06:45We should, we should.
01:06:48We should.
01:06:50We should.
01:06:50We should.
01:06:51We should.
01:06:55We should.
01:07:14We should.
01:07:17We should.
01:07:18We should.
01:07:20We should.
01:07:24We should.
01:07:32We should.
01:07:36We should.
01:07:37We should.
01:07:41We should.
01:07:41We should.
01:07:43We should.
01:07:44We should.
01:07:45We should.
01:07:45We should.
01:07:46We should.
01:07:46We should.
01:07:56but you get it right away where my head needs to be to really get moving can i use young
01:08:03shield as my pen name i'm not cold ready so why'd you go and set this up you're the funniest
01:08:10director i've ever met people in age don't have this kind of energy no work so who looks who
01:08:18whenever i feel like i'm being abandoned my whole body starts to hurt and i get nosebleeds
01:08:22the first person to mark me with an x my mom
01:08:42so
01:08:48so
01:08:53so
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