00:01Previously on The Handmaid's Tale.
00:03For those who are truly righteous, he sometimes sends a refuge.
00:07The wheelers arranged all of this?
00:09Yeah, as soon as they knew you might be staying.
00:12Isn't it incredible? It's a full birthing suite.
00:15I'm going for a walk.
00:17Absolutely not.
00:18You need to rest. Your baby needs to rest.
00:21Go to your room.
00:23Come on, come on. Make him make it.
00:25Right there.
00:26Get him!
00:31He's not fighting you! Stop it! He's not fucking fighting you!
00:36I never gave up hope.
00:39And you never gave up hope.
00:41Because we knew that we would find each other again.
00:45June Osborn was apprehended by one of my teams in No Man's Land.
00:50They don't want him! Dump him!
00:51No, no, no! We saved it again!
00:53No, no, no! Where are you taking it?
00:55What's gonna happen to her?
00:56I'm going to send Ezra to No Man's Land
00:58and have him deal with her there.
01:01I want to go with Ezra.
01:03Bear witness.
01:09Serena, what the fuck are you doing?
01:11Just drive!
01:36Where the fuck are we going?
01:37Just keep driving.
01:38Where?
01:39To Toronto?
01:40To Gilead?
01:41Is that what you're doing so they can fucking kill me there, Serena?
01:45What about Luke, Serena?
01:47What are those guys gonna do to him?
01:54Jesus Christ!
01:56I'm sorry.
01:58I'm sorry.
01:59I'm sorry.
01:59I'm sorry.
01:59You're fucking sorry?!
02:01Fuck this!
02:06June.
02:07June.
02:09I'm not gonna...
02:10shoot you.
02:11June, please!
02:13June!
02:15June!
02:16June!
02:30June!
02:32June!
02:33June!
02:35June!
02:41June!
02:43June!
02:44June!
02:45June!
02:56Are you in fucking labor?
03:02Of course you are.
03:03Jesus Christ.
03:05Would you give this to me?
03:07Waving it around.
03:08When did it start?
03:09I don't know.
03:10A while ago.
03:11Has your water broken?
03:12Mm-hmm.
03:14How far apart are the contractions?
03:16Oh.
03:17Okay, close.
03:18Do you have a phone?
03:19No.
03:20Okay, get out.
03:20Come on.
03:21What?
03:22Get out of the fucking car, please.
03:24Oh, God.
03:24Why?
03:26It's bored even in here.
03:27I'm gonna try to get us out of here.
03:29Okay?
03:30Get you to a doctor.
03:31No.
03:32Yes, Selena.
03:34You're gonna have to go to a hospital.
03:35No hospital.
03:36They're gonna find me there.
03:37Who the fuck is gonna find you?
03:43Fuck.
03:44Ugh.
03:49Who the fuck was that guy?
03:50Who was that guy you shot?
03:52Oh.
03:52Who was he?
03:54Are you trying to get away or something?
03:57Okay.
04:05Okay.
04:06Okay.
04:08Oh.
04:09Okay.
04:16Come with me.
04:18We gotta get you inside.
04:19Where?
04:19We're gonna take you to that barn.
04:20A barn?
04:21Yes, a barn.
04:22You have a better idea, Serena?
04:23No, no, no, no.
04:24You think so.
04:24Okay, wait, wait.
04:26Just breathe.
04:27Okay, there you go.
04:28There you go.
04:29Okay, okay.
04:29All right.
04:30Maybe they'll have a manger.
04:31Oh.
04:32Lovely.
04:53I'm so sorry to be late.
04:55Fred needed some encouragement before his address to the council.
04:59You know how men can be.
05:02We understand completely.
05:04May I present to you our new handmaid?
05:07Offered.
05:07Blessed be the fruit.
05:10May the Lord open.
05:12This way.
05:15Push.
05:16Push.
05:17Push.
05:20Breathe.
05:23Breathe.
05:24Breathe.
05:27Push.
05:28Push.
05:30Push.
05:31Breathe.
05:33Breathe.
05:34Breathe.
05:36Blessed day Mrs. Watson.
05:37Blessed day, Maria.
05:39Indeed.
05:39The most blessed.
05:41Breathe.
05:43Breathe.
05:46Breathe.
05:47Breathe.
05:48Breathe.
05:48And push.
05:49Push.
05:51Glory be his name.
05:53We have now reached the most sacred part of the birthing process.
05:59The one in which God truly makes his glorious presence known.
06:04This vessel of God is ready to bring the fruits of his love into the world.
06:15Breathe.
06:17Breathe.
06:19Breathe.
06:19Breathe.
06:20Breathe.
06:21Breathe.
06:21But the gates of heaven do not open without extraordinary effort, do they, girls?
06:27We must beckon this new soul forward.
06:32Support your sister in her labors.
06:34Pray for her strength and success.
06:37Oh, oh, oh, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:47ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:51ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:51ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:51ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah,
06:54ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
07:05Breathe.
07:07There you go.
07:13Was that it?
07:16No.
07:29It's so cold.
07:31Yeah, it's just gonna get colder.
07:35Ugh.
07:41It can be like this with the first one.
07:43I was in labor with Hannah for 19 hours.
07:45She almost broke my pelvis.
07:50Ugh.
07:54Nicole was faster.
07:59Of course, that time I was alone.
08:07I remember thinking that if anything went wrong,
08:11we would die.
08:13And no one would even know.
08:18No one would come looking for us.
08:22It would be like we never existed.
08:29Ugh.
08:32Ugh.
08:35Ugh.
08:37Ah.
08:42Ah...
08:54Okay.
08:55It's a big one.
08:57Big one that needs you to breathe.
08:59Yes, you can. You can do this. You have to do this, okay?
09:04Yes, you can. Yes, you can. Breathe, Serena.
09:08There you go.
09:10Okay, I need to check something, all right?
09:12Check what?
09:13I need to check the cervix.
09:15I need to check to see if I can feel the baby's head, okay?
09:22Oh, God! Get away from me!
09:25I am trying to hug her.
09:27You're trying to kill me and my baby.
09:30You're going to kill my baby.
09:31Okay, fine.
09:32You want to do this on your own?
09:34Do it the fuck alone.
09:39Oh.
09:40Oh.
09:44Oh.
09:57Oh, my God.
10:00Oh, my God.
10:02Oh, God.
10:04Oh.
10:05Oh.
10:16Oh.
10:18Oh.
10:22Oh, my God.
10:45I'm here with you.
11:05Gather close around your sister, girls.
11:08Be there for of Clarence in her time of need.
11:20We will recite the prayer of purification.
11:24Grant that I may never cease grieving because of it.
11:29Never be contentious.
11:31Of course.
11:32Do what you must.
11:33It is God's will.
11:34Never think that I can reach a point of perfection.
11:45Girls?
11:53Come on.
11:54Come on.
11:54Come on.
11:55Let's go.
12:25Kill my enemy, command my tongue, trample down self, deliver me from attachments to things unclean, from wrong associations, from
12:41the sugar of sin.
12:57Offer it. Pray. Pray for the life of the child.
13:03Pray for the life of the child.
13:55Pray for the life of the child.
14:24Pray for the life of the child.
14:31Come on.
14:48Fuck.
14:54Fuck.
14:59Fuck.
15:00Fuck.
15:04Fuck.
15:05Fuck.
15:07Fuck.
15:18Fuck.
15:37Fuck.
15:40Fuck.
15:51Fuck.
16:04Fuck.
16:08Fuck.
16:08Fuck.
16:09Fuck.
16:12Fuck.
16:17Fuck.
16:19Fuck.
16:20Fuck.
16:24Fuck.
16:32Fuck.
16:33Fuck.
16:47Fuck.
16:49Fuck.
17:04Fuck.
17:05Fuck.
17:08Fuck.
17:10Fuck.
17:39Fuck.
17:47Fuck.
17:51Fuck.
17:52Fuck.
17:55Fuck.
17:56Fuck.
17:58Fuck.
17:59Fuck.
18:09Fuck.
18:14Fuck.
18:16Fuck.
18:16Fuck.
18:37Is he okay?
18:38Is he okay?
18:39Please look.
18:43Is he okay?
18:46He's back
18:49He's back
18:51He is back
18:52Why?
19:07knows me
19:12Oh, my God, you're so good, you're so good.
19:37of clarence has fulfilled her duty in this world i know you will mourn her girls
19:44but know that she is cherished god is the true judge and she is his vessel
19:56she has pleased him and he has sent her to her final reward praise be
20:08and now let us accompany our sister home
20:38and now let us pray
21:28My little baby, I'm going to call you Noah.
21:40It's a nice name, the savior of humanity.
21:48Baby Noah, I can't believe you're here.
21:55I waited so long for you.
21:58I wanted you so much.
22:02Was it worth it?
22:12Right now, I think it was.
22:17How's his latch?
22:20It's strong.
22:22He's hungry.
22:23Oh, my bad.
22:28Hannah had such a hard time breastfeeding.
22:31It was a tongue tie, which we didn't know.
22:35But I would just feed her and feed her, and she was still hungry.
22:41And I felt so guilty.
22:43She used to get so many colds when she was little, and I thought that was my fault because of
22:48the nursing.
22:49But then it turned out she got colds when she got older, too.
22:52So sometimes I'd have to stay home from work with her.
22:57And sometimes I couldn't stay home from work.
23:03Sometimes I didn't want to stay home from work.
23:13June.
23:17Why didn't you kill me?
23:27You've been the one waving the gun around.
23:29No, not today at the information center, the protest.
23:34You had a gun.
23:38Yeah.
23:42Why didn't you kill me?
23:44Why, Fred, and not me?
23:56I didn't want to.
24:00I didn't want to.
24:29I imagined this moment so many times.
24:33I always imagined that he would be here.
24:38Fred.
24:39Fred.
24:43He looks like him.
24:51They say that they always look like their dads at first.
24:56It's evolutionary.
25:00So that the dads don't kill them, you know?
25:05Evolution.
25:24Do you think he's going to be like him?
25:28Depends.
25:29Depends.
25:30On what?
25:32On who raises him.
25:37On what kind of person they want him to become.
25:46On what you teach him.
25:53And on what you tell him is his...
25:57To take.
26:06I want him to have everything.
26:11We all want that for them, Serena.
26:14We all want him to be like me.
26:15We all want you to turn.
26:22But I don't even know me.
26:23We all want to.
26:24We all want to do.
26:27We all want you to do.
26:28We all want you to do it.
27:05Well, is he okay?
27:07No, he's perfect.
27:12It's funny how every tiny baby you see makes you feel like you've never seen a baby before.
27:20I tried to sleep.
27:23You did sleep?
27:24I just kept worrying that I would smother him in these blankets and things.
27:30You're not supposed to have a bedding like this.
27:33Yes.
27:38We have to get you both somewhere inside, Serena, okay?
27:42Somewhere where they can take care of you.
27:44No.
27:45I told you I can't go to a hospital.
27:47They'll find me there.
27:48Who will find you?
27:49The Wheelers.
27:50So, the family that I've been staying with, they were the ones looking for you.
27:59They've been controlling me.
28:02My every move, they're everywhere.
28:06It's like I'm their handmaid.
28:11It's like I'm you.
28:16As awful as that sounds.
28:18Yes.
28:19Which is why they can't find me, and I can't let them get their hands on my baby.
28:23So you understand.
28:24I know that you do.
28:25Serena, you have no water.
28:27You have no food.
28:28It's freezing.
28:29But I'm so hot.
28:30No, I know.
28:31That's because you have a fever.
28:32So we have to get you the fuck out of this barn.
28:35And take you somewhere where they can take care of you.
28:39Or you are both going to die.
28:42And it will not be quick.
28:44Do you want to watch your baby slowly starve to death in front of you?
28:49While you die of sepsis?
28:57No.
29:06Maybe you should take him.
29:11What are you talking about?
29:15There's nothing left for me here.
29:17I can't go to Canada.
29:20I can't go back to Gilead.
29:23It's over.
29:25I don't have a future.
29:28I don't have a future.
29:30But you have a future.
29:32Maybe you could take him with you.
29:36Serena, you don't know what you're saying.
29:38I know that I want what's best for him, like what you did with Nicole.
29:42With your daughter.
29:47He would be safe with you.
29:49You could care for him.
29:52You and your husband.
29:53And he's a good man.
29:57He could teach Noah to be a good man.
30:01The kind of man who would never do the things that his father did.
30:11The things that I did.
30:22No.
30:23June, I think God sent you to me today.
30:26You came after me.
30:28What if he guided my hand to save you so that you could save my baby like an angel?
30:33Oh, shit.
30:34There are avenging angels that rain down sulfur and fire from the Lord.
30:41Rejoice with him.
30:42No heavens.
30:44For he will avenge the blood of his children.
30:49And take righteous vengeance on his adversaries.
30:56They're still angels.
30:59Maybe that's what you are for me.
31:08Is that what you think of me?
31:14And when she could no longer hide him,
31:19she built for him an ark of bulrushes and placed this child therein.
31:30Maybe I'm the ark, Jim.
31:34Maybe I'm the vessel.
31:38I...
31:41carried my baby.
31:44I delivered him.
31:47And I held him.
31:53Maybe that's all that was meant for me in this life.
32:01Maybe it's God's will.
32:12Maybe it's God's will.
32:38Maybe it's God's will.
32:47God's will.
33:00A vessel.
33:06That's what you thought I was.
33:13That's what we were.
33:17Who we were.
33:21Where we came from.
33:26What we wanted.
33:33None of that mattered to you.
33:39To any of you.
33:45I'm so sorry.
33:48I don't care that you're sorry.
33:52We mattered.
33:54We were.
33:58We are.
33:59People.
34:03We have lives.
34:15And that's why I'm going to save yours, Serena.
34:22Because this isn't Gilead.
34:27And I am not you.
34:34I don't deserve to be saved.
34:36It's not for you.
34:40It's for him.
34:46Look at him.
34:49Look at your baby.
34:53You are the only person in the whole world that he knows.
34:58You are the only familiar smell.
35:02You are the only voice he recognizes.
35:09You love him.
35:14And you wanted him so much.
35:21You are his mother.
35:26And he belongs with you.
35:34That is God's will.
35:38That is God's will.
35:56God's will.
35:58Do you understand me?
36:14Excuse me, could you please help us?
36:17Immediate postpartum?
36:18Yes, um, six hours, maybe hate.
36:20Hate maternity and NICU, let's get some fluid down.
36:22It's gonna be fine, they're gonna help you.
36:23Okay.
36:24I promise, it's gonna be all right.
36:25Okay?
36:26Sit down.
36:27Here we go, sit down.
36:28Here we go.
36:28Any complications?
36:29Nope, they're doing just fine.
36:31June, it's gonna be okay.
36:33Just go with them and do what they say.
36:34It's gonna be fine.
36:35They're gonna take care of it, okay?
36:37I'm gonna be right here, okay?
36:39It's gonna be okay.
36:40Let's get the baby to the NICU.
36:41He's on call right now.
36:42Doctor's underway.
36:45How are you feeling now?
36:51Excuse me, can I please use your phone?
36:53I'm fine, can I just please use your phone?
36:55Please.
36:57Down mine first.
36:59Yeah.
37:03Yeah.
37:04Yeah!
37:04Yeah.zzle?
37:16Hi.
37:18They took
37:20Noah to the NICU.
37:21were. That's okay. Look, you had a fever, right? So he's fine. It's standard. They just,
37:37they, they need to keep an eye on him. Right. That's what they said. It's just observation,
37:41except he didn't have a fever. He just was having trouble regulating his, his temperature. And they
37:47said, um, that he might have, uh, jaundice, but they're not sure. So they have to run
37:54some tests. Yeah, that's all very normal. That's what they keep saying. It's just all
37:59so, um, impersonal and, I don't know, very medical. How are you feeling?
38:15My fever is down. They gave me antibiotics. I guess they don't trust anything to resolve
38:22naturally here. They're not letting me feed him. They're waiting for us both to be fully
38:31hydrated again. That's good. They're giving him formula. He'll be fine. I promise.
38:51I just want to go home.
38:58There is no home, Serena.
39:04There's just wherever you are.
39:10No man's land.
39:15Yeah.
39:30June.
39:49You're welcome.
39:52You're welcome.
39:52You're welcome.
40:00Bye.
40:01Bye.
40:01Bye.
40:07Bye.
40:08Bye.
40:09Bye.
40:34Luke, you're here.
40:35Moira said they let you go.
40:38At the border.
40:46I'm so happy to see your face.
40:48Jenna, we did it.
40:50Tawallo's got the USB.
40:52He's working on it.
40:55Oh, thank you.
40:57Oh, thank you.
40:59Are you okay?
41:00Did she hurt you?
41:03No, she...
41:05She had her baby.
41:07While you were there?
41:09Yeah.
41:11It's a boy, and he's healthy.
41:14Well, healthy enough.
41:16He may have jaundice, but that's, you know, that's completely normal for babies, right?
41:21So they may just put him under one of those little lamps, and then he'll just...
41:25June, what's going on with Serena?
41:29She's fine.
41:32She's fine.
41:33She's fine.
41:36Yeah, let's, um...
41:37I'll tell you later.
41:38Let's go.
41:39Oh, hold on.
41:41Give me a second.
41:42Serena Waterford's room.
41:432-11.
41:44Down the hall.
41:48What's going on?
41:51Don't worry.
41:52They're not here for us.
41:54Come on.
41:56You're not here for us.
41:56Who wants...
42:03Serena Waterford, we are Canadian immigration.
42:06You are being detained.
42:08Detained?
42:09No.
42:09Hey!
42:13I'd like to speak with a lawyer.
42:15As an undocumented person, you have no immediate right to counsel.
42:19What is going on?
42:20Illegal border crossing.
42:22Lack of immigration status.
42:24I mean, there must be some mistakes.
42:26You called them?
42:27She gave up her diplomatic reason when she left that little visitor center.
42:33What about my baby?
42:37The detention facility has no infant care.
42:54What does that mean?
42:57Where is my baby right now?
43:00The child protection unit is already here.
43:02They'll oversee his care.
43:04That's all I can tell you.
43:05No, you can't do that.
43:07No, please, please.
43:08Wait, wait.
43:09Oh, please.
43:11Don't say...
43:11At last.
43:13She knows what it feels like.
43:14Oh, please, stop!
43:17Please!
43:18Please!
43:21Just...
43:21Just don't let them take my baby, please!
43:25Justice.
43:26Right?
43:27Just help me!
43:28Hey.
43:29Help me, please!
43:31Please don't let them take him from me!
43:34Please, stop!
43:35Please help me!
43:38Please help me!
43:41Just...
43:41Just help me!
43:44Jump, please!
44:13Me, shut your hands up...
44:17I'm sorry!
44:18Oh, no!
44:23Just help me...
44:24All you guys know,
44:35I caress...
44:42Anyway,
44:54To be continued...
45:14To be continued...
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