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The Party's Just Beginning 2018 ‧ Comedy⧸Drama [Full Movie] [Hot 2026]Full EP - Full
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00:00:28Transcribed by ESO, translated by —
00:00:30I'm not going back to see them. I'm not going back to see them.
00:00:33You can only have a truce.
00:00:36One suggestion.
00:00:38All my breasts!
00:00:41I don't want to go and see them again.
00:00:42He's a little as Coxflat.
00:00:44A town like this tends to lead itself to an overactive imagination.
00:00:48Ever sit in a solitary place and imagine so hard,
00:00:51you begin to question what the difference is between imagining and living.
00:00:55Just me then.
00:00:56Think about it. Why are we settling for such blazing virality?
00:01:00I can offer you a life more magic than any mushroom ever picks.
00:01:03Better than every puppet sky gets hailed in every nest all at once.
00:01:06So come on! Huh? Who's with me?
00:01:08Ah, you gobshite.
00:01:09Like, I'm not trying to start a cult, and if I am, like, it's the cult of the mind.
00:01:14It's all there for us in our heads, so join me in starting a new existence within ourselves.
00:01:19Woo!
00:01:22Okay, so no one wants to be my cult.
00:01:24I feel fair enough like it doesn't matter anything because I can just imagine it.
00:01:27So, there.
00:01:28I was just feeling generous.
00:01:30Thought I'd share the secrets of a perfect existence, but guess what?
00:01:34No one's listening!
00:01:37You're lost.
00:01:38Trouble is, the closer I get to being able to conjure up real emotions from daydreams,
00:01:42is the closer I get to realizing that I might as well be dead.
00:01:46This one goes out to Alistair.
00:01:48Thank you for leaving me!
00:01:51That was a big joke, I'm sorry.
00:02:12Once I get told.
00:02:20Please don't go out to Alistair.
00:02:21I need to change the mind of my life.
00:02:21To the end of the day of the day of the day of the day.
00:02:24I want to win a lot.
00:02:25I need to turn it forward.
00:02:26What if I don't want?
00:02:26See you later!
00:02:26Bye, bye!
00:02:26Bye, bye!
00:02:27Bye, bye, bye!
00:02:30Bye, bye, bye!
00:02:33Bye, bye!
00:04:45Hey, Charlie, shut up!
00:04:52Up!
00:05:06You got any mortadella?
00:05:11No, we don't stock mortadella.
00:05:46Then I looked at the catalogue and the price was just for the table.
00:05:49You had to pay for the chair separately, because after that we were looking at £300, £400, when we thought
00:05:53it was just £150.
00:05:54And the floor was £300.
00:05:56It's nice, isn't it?
00:05:57It's really modern.
00:05:59Ryan didn't want it, but then Kelly across the road got it and then suddenly he wanted it.
00:06:03So I didn't really know what to do, but then his mum bought the table and she was for us
00:06:06anyway.
00:06:11Donna, I can't go away when I come.
00:06:13You're not allowed in here!
00:06:14Go and play or something!
00:06:15You can't tell me what to do.
00:06:16Do you want me to tell your dad?
00:06:18Play!
00:06:19Now!
00:06:20You ever going to have any of your own?
00:06:22No.
00:06:22I'm not really bothered.
00:06:34Aurora Borealis!
00:06:37She's coming!
00:06:42in
00:06:43i can put all my camping gear in the back i can put my kayaking stuff and just take me
00:06:56over
00:06:56What?
00:08:26Put down the phone.
00:08:27Why?
00:08:28Hang up.
00:08:29The one to talk to.
00:08:33Pick up the phone.
00:08:34Yes, mother.
00:08:37Another helpline caller.
00:08:39I really wish your father would get his finger out of his arse and change our number.
00:08:43He takes so long to do anything.
00:08:45How long have I been asking him about being in the back wall in the living room?
00:08:49It takes a year to turn around that man.
00:08:52Have you been taking your tablet?
00:08:54No.
00:08:54Really?
00:08:55No, I haven't.
00:08:56I can't swallow pills.
00:08:57It's physically impossible for me without gagging and throwing up.
00:09:00My throat says no.
00:09:01The doctor said you'd see a big improvement.
00:09:04I don't want those weird pill space cadet eyes.
00:09:06I'd rather just drink like you.
00:09:07These people know what they're talking about.
00:09:09Dr. Smith was the one who told me I'm afraid of you.
00:09:11At least I know where I'm at with alcohol.
00:09:13And he's right.
00:09:14I mean...
00:09:15You and Dr. Smith just want to brush it all under the...
00:09:17You and Dr. Smith just want to brush it all under the...
00:09:18He said that?
00:09:18I saw him at Bingo.
00:09:20He actually said that?
00:09:21You don't have any hobbies or real part.
00:09:23I know about cheese.
00:09:24You look great.
00:09:25Excuse me?
00:09:26But worst of all, you don't have a boyfriend.
00:09:29Worst of all?
00:09:30You should have a boyfriend by now.
00:09:32And what's wrong with cheese?
00:09:33Just worry about you that time.
00:09:34And I am really trying to make that mean something to me.
00:09:37I was already pregnant with you.
00:10:14I was already pregnant with you.
00:10:44I was already pregnant with you.
00:11:00I was already pregnant with you.
00:11:15No, no, I have no.
00:11:27Hello?
00:11:30Anyone?
00:11:33Chinese for dinner.
00:11:39It's getting cold.
00:12:00Hello?
00:12:01Hello?
00:12:02Is this the helpline?
00:12:03No, you've got the wrong number.
00:12:04Oh!
00:12:06Hello? Hello?
00:12:07Hello?
00:12:10Hello? Is this the helpline?
00:12:15Hello?
00:12:23Oh!
00:12:27Oh!
00:12:31Oh!
00:17:34It's so aggressive.
00:17:35What, the pigs?
00:17:36Yeah, yeah.
00:17:37Aye, because you know, gangsters apparently have, like, pig farms.
00:17:41So that when they kill someone, they can use the pigs to eat their bodies.
00:17:47Pigs eat humans?
00:17:49Aye.
00:17:50And, you know, for gangsters and that.
00:17:51So they don't get caught.
00:17:53Because there's no evidence there.
00:17:54That's dark as f***.
00:17:56That's how it happens.
00:17:57What time does this thing for Scotland's repeat start?
00:17:59It starts in half an hour.
00:18:01Right, then we have to take these now.
00:18:04Yes, yes we do.
00:18:05So we're coming up for the first song.
00:18:06I'm off if yous are going to be grinning all day.
00:18:08Not doing it.
00:18:10You know what?
00:18:12What?
00:18:13You've got a bad attitude.
00:18:15It's so mature, honestly.
00:18:17They're going to stay and watch you mix drugs.
00:18:19It's just not good.
00:18:22Mix it.
00:18:26I can't even.
00:18:27Come on.
00:18:29I don't even taste it yet.
00:18:30Wait.
00:18:31How's the tea?
00:18:33Give me the tea.
00:18:34Oh, that's cold.
00:18:35Oh.
00:18:37Oh, that's disgusting.
00:18:39I can't believe you don't have a CD player.
00:18:42Seriously.
00:18:42Who doesn't have a CD player?
00:18:45Me?
00:18:47It's so weird.
00:18:51Let's just make your own music.
00:18:55Look.
00:18:56I bent, okay?
00:18:57Look, he's not coming over, is he?
00:18:59No, how?
00:19:00Yeah.
00:19:02You know what it's like?
00:19:03We can't really, like, talk properly when he's here.
00:19:07Yeah, we can't.
00:19:09No, we can't.
00:19:10Your responses are all like...
00:19:12Dad.
00:19:13Dad.
00:19:15Oh, this is offensive.
00:19:18Shut up.
00:19:19Like, you're different.
00:19:20I don't know.
00:19:21You're just, like, not you.
00:19:22Uh, I'm more me.
00:19:23I can be myself with Dad.
00:19:29I can be myself around you.
00:19:31I thought you were the same with me.
00:19:33Oh, aye, but it's different.
00:19:36I'm closer to him than anyone.
00:19:38What about your Dad?
00:19:41I think what about him?
00:19:44Doesn't he have a CD player or literally anything
00:19:47that we can play some f*** music on?
00:19:50No.
00:19:51He just has that police gun.
00:19:53Started off as a precaution.
00:19:55Now he listens to it like music.
00:19:58What?
00:19:59I don't know.
00:20:00Stop.
00:20:01Ow!
00:20:02Oh, my God!
00:20:03I'm sensitive to pigs.
00:20:05I had a bad experience in my childhood.
00:20:07Don't do that.
00:20:07I don't even want to know.
00:20:09I just got these in.
00:20:11They're called ballet slippers.
00:20:14They'll make good money from these decent amount of MDMA.
00:20:17Ells make me horny.
00:20:19I haven't had sex in ages.
00:20:21Ugh.
00:20:22Why ew?
00:20:24What's ew?
00:20:25I'm lucky me and Ben have such a healthy sex life.
00:20:28We've been doing it like twice a day.
00:20:31Doesn't it hurt?
00:20:33What?
00:20:34Sex.
00:20:34I mean, it must be pretty s*** to know there's guaranteed pain
00:20:37every time you have sex.
00:20:38How would you know if it's painful?
00:20:40Plus, we don't even do anal.
00:20:42Then, how do you have sex?
00:20:45We...
00:20:46Rob?
00:20:50What?
00:20:52Sex doesn't mean purely penetration.
00:20:54Sex is everything, all of it.
00:20:56Just because I don't let him f***, doesn't mean...
00:20:58You've never had sex?
00:21:00Yeah.
00:21:02You've never had sex?
00:21:07Was he told the church he's gay yet?
00:21:09No.
00:21:14I think I'm starting to come up.
00:21:16Hmmm.
00:21:20I went to see her and she was just lying there, you know?
00:21:24She wasn't really conscious.
00:21:26And I remember seeing it at one moment,
00:21:28What do I see here?
00:21:29You know what?
00:21:31I sang here and as I was singing she...
00:21:37She'd blast over you.
00:21:44She's l***ing crazy.
00:21:51You could do this.
00:21:52I want to be her.
00:21:54You're better than me.
00:21:56I'm better than you.
00:21:57Charmin, sing the mud.
00:22:01WOOOOOO!
00:22:04WOOOOOO!
00:22:04WOOOOOO!
00:22:05WOOOOOO!
00:22:05WOOOOOO!
00:22:06WOOOOOO!
00:22:08Oh, my God.
00:22:48The room's going back to normal.
00:23:00Let's never go right there.
00:23:15Hello?
00:23:20Hello?
00:23:21Hi.
00:23:23Who's this?
00:23:26Who's this?
00:23:30Charlotte.
00:23:33Are you a helper, Charlotte?
00:23:36No, you've got the wrong number.
00:23:38The helpline is 49626.
00:23:42I'll bet you're having a right laugh about this.
00:23:44No, it's one digit off.
00:23:46It's an easy mistake to make.
00:23:47You'll be laughing about this with your friends, won't you?
00:23:50No, I'm not laughing.
00:23:52We get these calls all the time.
00:23:55I was ringing the wrong bloody number this whole time.
00:23:59It took me ages to pluck up the courage to do this.
00:24:03Well, I'm sorry you got me.
00:24:04I've been building up to it for months.
00:24:11How come?
00:24:14I feel like an idiot.
00:24:17Are you laughing at me, Charlotte?
00:24:19No.
00:24:21Well, I'm too embarrassed to talk to anyone about this.
00:24:26About what?
00:24:29I want to go to sleep for a very long time.
00:24:36Aye.
00:24:37So do I.
00:24:39Well, I wasn't expecting that.
00:24:44So what's the big hoo-ha with sleep?
00:24:53No, we don't stalk Mortadella.
00:24:57Morning, miss.
00:25:03Um, how do you, like, uh, how did you find me?
00:25:07Oh, there's only a couple supermarkets in town.
00:25:09Oh.
00:25:11What time you get off?
00:25:12I think I finished in, like, five minutes.
00:25:14Great.
00:25:16I'll wait outside.
00:25:17Okay.
00:25:19Great.
00:25:22Thanks for having me.
00:25:22It's my pleasure.
00:25:27Yeah.
00:25:28Oh.
00:25:29Oh.
00:25:29Oh.
00:25:31What?
00:25:32Oh.
00:25:37Oh.
00:25:45When are you leaving?
00:25:47I don't know.
00:25:48You didn't get a return ticket.
00:25:52Oh.
00:25:54The sun goes down early, yeah?
00:25:57Does it?
00:26:00Hello?
00:26:02Hey, darling.
00:26:04God, what a smart girl.
00:26:06I'm so proud of you.
00:26:09That's great.
00:26:11Absolutely.
00:26:13And, yeah, I'll be back soon.
00:26:16I know, I know.
00:26:16Why don't you put all of my hands in public?
00:26:18Yeah.
00:26:21I don't know, look.
00:26:24For a couple days.
00:26:26Yeah, I know I've been gone a while, but I'll be back soon.
00:26:28You said you'd tell the chat.
00:26:30Yes, please.
00:26:31We're having a good night.
00:26:33Yeah.
00:26:34I will, I will.
00:26:35I will.
00:26:36With Santa.
00:26:39Aw, thanks for calling.
00:26:43Okay.
00:26:44I love you.
00:26:49How old is your daughter?
00:26:52Oh, she's eight.
00:26:54She's climbing the walls because it's almost Christmas.
00:26:56Mm-hmm.
00:27:00Oh, it gets expensive when they get older.
00:27:05You don't want to hear about that.
00:27:06No, you, I do.
00:27:11She wants a mobile.
00:27:13She's eight and she wants a mobile phone.
00:27:16What about her man?
00:27:17Oh, she's set.
00:27:18That's probably why she left me.
00:27:22Good luck getting down.
00:27:23Oh, come on, Alistair.
00:27:24You're ruining it.
00:27:25Alistair, please.
00:27:26Why am I ruining it?
00:27:27You're doing it.
00:27:28Alistair, don't start this to me.
00:27:29Come on.
00:27:29When are you going to tell the church?
00:27:31When are you going to tell your dad?
00:27:49Oh, my leg.
00:27:53Oh, it's got numb.
00:27:56I've been sitting here too long.
00:27:58How long have you been playing that thing?
00:28:02Four days.
00:28:08Alistair!
00:28:15Alistair, help me, son.
00:28:20Help me, please.
00:28:22Help me, son.
00:28:46Oh, God, I'm 13 again.
00:28:50Oh, no!
00:28:51No, no!
00:28:54Beep.
00:28:56Oh, God, I'm 15 years old.
00:29:05Oh, God, I'm 15 years old.
00:29:19I'm 16 years old.
00:29:20I'm 16 years old.
00:29:21I'm 15 years old.
00:29:23I'm a 13 years old.
00:29:52I don't know what to do, but I don't know what to do.
00:29:54I don't know.
00:30:31Hello.
00:30:32Hi Charlotte. How are you today?
00:30:35I'm okay thanks, how are you?
00:30:37Oh, the better for hearing a familiar voice.
00:30:41I went to the Clutie well today.
00:30:44Well, not receive?
00:30:46Aye.
00:30:47Did you hang some clothes up?
00:30:48Yeah, I took like a bit of my t-shirt and then put it in the water and then tied
00:30:52it up, so...
00:30:53We'll see if that does what it's supposed to.
00:30:56I used to take the kids up there when they were little.
00:30:59Oh yeah.
00:31:00How many kids do you have?
00:31:02Two?
00:31:03Well, they're grown up now. Kids of their own.
00:31:06How many grandkids do you have?
00:31:08Well, I don't want to talk about that.
00:31:12I don't like them coming round and seeing me like this.
00:31:18They want to put me in a hole, Charlotte.
00:31:22I'm a nuisance to them.
00:31:26Oh, come sure you're not a nuisance.
00:31:31They probably just want you to be looked after properly.
00:31:36I'm on my own now.
00:31:40My wife is gone.
00:31:49I'm a burden to my children.
00:31:53They weren't rid of me.
00:31:59Well, you're not a burden on me.
00:32:01I like talking to you.
00:32:03Do you?
00:32:04Aye.
00:32:05I do.
00:32:06I don't really have anyone to talk to either.
00:32:10Like, I try to talk to them.
00:32:11But when I try to, it's like they can't hear me.
00:32:15I can't tell if they can't hear me or they're ignoring me.
00:32:18Either way, it's like the world's gone deaf.
00:32:21How old are you, Charlotte?
00:32:2424.
00:32:25You must have friends you can talk to.
00:32:28Not really.
00:32:30Everyone I get through to tends to...
00:32:36Why did you go to the glutey well, Charlotte?
00:32:42To heal.
00:32:44Apparently it's supposed to...
00:32:45Like, do that.
00:32:48Now, you aren't hurting yourself, are you?
00:32:50Nah.
00:32:52Not letting other people do that to me.
00:32:55Sometimes it feels like I'm...
00:32:56Like I'm asking people to do that to me.
00:32:59You should take responsibility for your own life.
00:33:03Yep, that's depressing.
00:33:04Speaking of which, any plans for Christmas?
00:33:05Oh, just a quiet one this year.
00:33:10Why don't you invite your family round for dinner?
00:33:14Oh, no, no.
00:33:16They won't want to see me.
00:33:18It should be a happy day.
00:33:20I wouldn't want to take that away from them.
00:33:25You know,
00:33:27I still set a place for Edith on the table.
00:33:30Who's Edith?
00:33:31My wife.
00:33:34I'm not scaring you, am I, Charlotte?
00:33:36I don't know.
00:34:12I don't know.
00:34:40I'm back!
00:34:42Not getting rid of me that easily.
00:34:45What?
00:34:48What the f***?
00:34:49His dad's been taking the hospital again.
00:34:55I'll go out to the hospital with them then.
00:34:57We're going out first thing in the morning.
00:35:00Don't you have church in the morning?
00:35:05I'll figure it out.
00:35:07Will you?
00:35:08Yeah.
00:35:09When are you going to figure out telling them that you're gay?
00:35:13Excuse me?
00:35:14You should probably tell them about Alistair at some point.
00:35:17I f***ing think you are.
00:35:19I'm someone that cares about Alistair.
00:35:21And that cares about his well-being.
00:35:22Yeah, so do I.
00:35:23And I think you should go home.
00:35:25I should be here for Alistair.
00:35:27Well, I'm going to spend the night with him.
00:35:29Then I'll spend the night in his dad's bed.
00:35:32I think he needs me.
00:35:34No one needs you.
00:35:36He wants to be with me.
00:35:38Then just go home.
00:35:39At least I'm not ashamed of him.
00:35:44Hi.
00:35:46I'm sorry.
00:35:47I'm sorry everyone.
00:35:48Excuse me.
00:35:49Hey there.
00:35:51You're not me.
00:35:52I'm getting excited in here.
00:35:54You're late to see the wagon.
00:35:59I'm not sure.
00:36:00I'm a You're welcome.
00:36:02I'm sure.
00:36:02I'm sure with them.
00:36:03I'm sure.
00:36:03Jacket.
00:36:03They're excellent.
00:36:05I'm sure with them,
00:36:06Patrick.
00:36:12I'm sure.
00:36:13Patrol, this is unit 83 Foxtrot, can I have a P and C circle check please?
00:36:28We're here to unit 83 Foxtrot
00:36:44You just passed away
00:36:53I think you should go now
00:37:01We're about to do it, we're about to do it, we're about to do it
00:37:03I'll be getting out to this
00:37:04So it's late to see the wagon all up
00:37:22Oh it's you
00:37:33I'm
00:37:34Are you leaving?
00:37:36Yeah, yeah
00:37:38It's time for me to go
00:37:40But first
00:37:41We're gonna order some room service
00:37:44Yeah
00:37:46It's really early, just a little time for a cup of tea
00:37:48Yeah, no, I've got to get my tickets
00:37:51I've got to get my tickets
00:37:51Okay, I will
00:37:54See you then
00:38:02What's your name?
00:38:04My what?
00:38:05What's your name?
00:38:06Say what? I can't quite
00:38:08Don't you even want to know my name?
00:38:36Ah, there you are
00:38:38Right Jim, we need to do something with that garden
00:38:40It's a bombsite
00:38:42It's out the back, no one can see it
00:38:44That's why I've left it to now to sort out
00:38:46But I'm sick of having to pull the back curtains any time I have a guest
00:38:50Or we should get blinds
00:38:52See, we don't have the money for all this
00:38:53You're meant to be here five minutes ago
00:38:55I do enough for everyone else
00:39:02You get out, you've got five minutes
00:39:06Dolly!
00:39:07It's your dad's work party
00:39:11Come on, everybody wants to see you there
00:39:25Are you getting your dress on?
00:39:28I'm putting a dress on
00:39:30That's my girl
00:39:49Hi
00:39:50Hi Marie, how are you?
00:39:52No bad, yourself?
00:39:53Not bad
00:39:54Great, I just picked up my boyfriend in my car
00:39:57Have you got a car?
00:39:59Yeah
00:40:00And a boyfriend
00:40:02Nice
00:40:03But I'm drunk
00:40:04What?
00:40:05Well, you can't drive home now, can you?
00:40:07I'm weeping now
00:40:08Woo!
00:40:09We are drunk and
00:40:12That's enough, Marie
00:40:13Come on, let's get you some stories
00:40:15Way, kids
00:40:18years
00:40:20fresh
00:40:22We are drunk
00:40:24Some breakfast
00:40:26and
00:40:26hope
00:40:28for
00:40:29Jump
00:40:29in
00:40:30Let's go again!
00:40:32Let's go again!
00:41:27Let's go again!
00:41:36Let's go again!
00:41:36Let's go again!
00:42:16Let's go again!
00:42:30Let's go again!
00:42:43Let's go again!
00:43:12Let's go again!
00:43:19Let's go again!
00:43:29Let's go again!
00:43:32Let's go again!
00:43:35Let's go again!
00:43:36Let's move to California!
00:43:37What?
00:43:38We'd have to wear sunblock every day!
00:43:40Hey!
00:43:41Get a massive fridge!
00:43:42With loads of bottled water in it!
00:43:45And a garbage disposal!
00:43:47A therapist!
00:43:48Oh my god!
00:43:49I need to talk to my shrink!
00:43:51Seriously?
00:43:54If we could just...
00:43:58Yeah.
00:44:06I don't have a passport.
00:44:12Well you can just go to the post office and get one.
00:44:19I can't afford it.
00:44:25So what's with the...
00:44:27This stuff?
00:44:42I'm about to start taking some hormones.
00:44:46To become a girl.
00:44:48Obviously.
00:44:51What?
00:44:53But...
00:44:53The doctor says I have to live as a woman for a year
00:44:56before I can get the full operation.
00:44:59Wait a minute, you've like actually been to the doctor?
00:45:01Aye.
00:45:05Aye.
00:45:10Erm...
00:45:11What does Ben think about it?
00:45:17Come and tell them.
00:45:21Well he's probably going to know us at some point.
00:45:25Well we haven't really been speaking a lot recently.
00:45:31How come?
00:45:40Cause I think the church knows about me.
00:45:45We can't be in the church if we know about you.
00:45:49Is that why you're thinking about sex change?
00:45:52No, of course not.
00:45:53Wait a minute.
00:45:53You're literally changing your gender to be with this guy.
00:46:00I'm not.
00:46:01Then why are you doing this?
00:46:03Why not?
00:46:08Can you help me please?
00:46:23Oh.
00:46:31Right, well first of all we are taking this off.
00:46:35Okay, so...
00:46:42Is that what she does?
00:46:49Creasy, you've got good eyes.
00:46:52Okay.
00:46:54I'm just thinking.
00:46:56I'm just thinking.
00:46:56I'm just thinking.
00:46:57I'm just thinking.
00:47:00I'm just thinking either Alice or Ali.
00:47:04I like Ali.
00:47:11You open a little bit?
00:47:25I.
00:47:29It's strange.
00:47:31It's just like you're ready for you, Sam.
00:47:32You're probably solving.
00:47:33You probably shouldn't have to be.
00:47:35Well I know.
00:47:52Just get my door here.
00:48:04Ah, no, what?
00:48:05Ya!
00:48:07Hey!
00:48:08You got burned!
00:48:09Hey!
00:48:10You're back!
00:48:12You're back, you .
00:48:49Oh, sir.
00:48:53I'm okay.
00:48:55Here. Here.
00:48:57Okay. Okay.
00:48:59Okay, come on. Come on.
00:49:03You're not here.
00:49:08Hey, stay.
00:49:10Stay.
00:49:12Stay.
00:49:28Come on, come on, wipe it on it.
00:49:48My ex-wife has this beautiful house.
00:49:57She's putting our daughter through private school.
00:50:00I'm not even allowed to pick her up because I don't have a nice enough car.
00:50:14I'm supposed to be a man.
00:50:17I know it's modern times and blah, blah, blah, but that doesn't change my primal instinct
00:50:27to provide, right?
00:50:37And I'm failing, that's it.
00:50:46I'm failing.
00:50:52My life was supposed to be different.
00:51:06Can we, can we just go?
00:51:26I'm failing.
00:51:29I'm failing.
00:51:36I'm failing.
00:52:39I can only dance when I'm drunk.
00:52:47I can only dance when I'm drunk.
00:52:52I am so free.
00:52:56I can only dance when I'm drunk.
00:52:59I can only dance when I'm drunk.
00:53:00You can't go.
00:53:02Why don't you go get this train?
00:53:04No, you can't.
00:53:06You know, you can't do that because it's not fair.
00:53:17It's not fair.
00:53:18Yeah, come on.
00:53:30It's not fair on the ones that you leave behind.
00:53:35I'm not sure.
00:53:37I think I'm away.
00:53:39I think I'm away.
00:53:42I think I'm away.
00:53:43I think I'm away.
00:53:50I think I'm away.
00:54:09It's Lucy.
00:54:13Lucy.
00:54:23I'm Dale.
00:54:46Well, she likes your walk.
00:54:49She would come home with a weekly shopping and her hunts would be red.
00:54:54She'd walk all the way home from the town, come in looking happy in spite of being all
00:55:00tired.
00:55:02I didn't think much of it at the time.
00:55:05I used to watch her rub a hand creak.
00:55:07Well, she always had this cream next to her chair in the living room where she'd rub this
00:55:12cream in to soothe the dry bits on her palms from the plastic bags.
00:55:19I shouldn't have let her walk like that, and every time I think about it, it breaks my
00:55:25heart.
00:55:29Could you have saved her?
00:55:30No.
00:55:32She was taken from me.
00:55:35Good.
00:55:38That's easier.
00:55:43It's too cramped.
00:55:44I'm sick of the clutter in this house.
00:55:46I want rid of it.
00:55:47I want rid of it.
00:55:50I want rid of it.
00:55:51She never plays it.
00:55:52I did try to once.
00:55:53We need the space.
00:55:54Do you remember what you did?
00:55:56Look at this.
00:55:57You don't even like me.
00:55:58What do we need the space for?
00:55:59We don't jump.
00:56:04It's too long to lie.
00:56:05Don't use it.
00:56:07We don't even touch the orphans here.
00:56:09Just push the door so that if you can find an escape out there, give it to someone else.
00:56:10You're the people out.
00:56:10And an
00:56:35I can help you.
00:57:03There's nothing I can do but you've got to understand you were off work for five days in a row
00:57:09you didn't come in
00:57:10once shut up I don't get paid to give him okay I mean I can see I can understand that
00:57:18you're angry
00:57:18but I'm gonna have to let you go no no no no no no no no sorry I wish there
00:57:34was something
00:57:36why are you so happy all the time
00:57:41what like why is it that every time I look over at you from the cheese counter you're smiling
00:57:47I don't know I have a good life stop smiling because you don't have a good life you work
00:57:53in a supermarket with your mom yeah well I mean I'm lucky to have a job there's lots of people
00:57:59at the moment they don't so how can you settle for that what do you mean stop smiling stop smiling
00:58:07I'm not I'm not I'm not smiling stop it smiling I'm not
00:58:12this is shit this is shit no it's not shit
00:58:21and fuck the cheese
00:58:30started to get these weird bits of fat at the top of my legs at the back it's horrible
00:58:35like foreign bodies like living under my arse is it really bothering you yeah looks all warped and
00:58:41deformed does Ryan mind he hasn't mentioned it then why do you mind it's not about him it's about me
00:58:46no you want to look good for him you dress up for him you do this shit to your nails
00:58:52for him
00:58:52you dress up too yeah but not for a man no for lots of men
00:58:58uh-huh so less judgment on me
00:59:04look you're worrying about your weight because you want to have kids with Ryan and keep him around
00:59:07to help you raise the where does this even come from Ryan doesn't want more kids we're past that now
00:59:10but are you those kids aren't yours
00:59:12well I take care of them like they're mom
00:59:14don't you want something more
00:59:18something
00:59:32donna
00:59:36it's coming up for a year now
00:59:42you're not allowed in here out
00:59:44do you want to try the shellac
00:59:52hello
00:59:54earth to lucy
01:00:01what the fuck is shellac
01:00:04it's a gel that stays on for a few weeks but it's hard to get off
01:00:07you have to soak your nails in acetone and then cover your nails with pads and tinfoil
01:00:22that's all
01:00:23so
01:00:23so
01:00:26you
01:00:27you
01:01:04Do you fancy going uptown? Doing a wee bit of shopping?
01:01:09Oh, I don't know.
01:01:11We need some quality time, you and me. It'll be good.
01:01:18I like it. What do you think?
01:01:21I think it's sensational.
01:01:26I think I'll go for it.
01:01:28What, are you getting it now?
01:01:29Yes. Come here.
01:01:34Come here.
01:01:35Okay.
01:01:36So I'm going to need you to take it out in your name.
01:01:39Um, why?
01:01:39Because I've got too much stuff on credit under my name.
01:01:42But I don't want the debt for this thing.
01:01:43Look, I'll pay for it. I just need your name to get it on credit.
01:01:46But you've already got too much stuff, so, like, how are you going to pay for this?
01:01:51My name is Blacklisted, all right?
01:01:53I can't get anything on credit from any shops anymore,
01:01:55so I really need you to put your name on this, and I will pay it off straight away.
01:01:59Why does you even need a new couch?
01:02:01Because I've got some of the girls coming around, and I'm wanting the place nice.
01:02:05You sound just like your father.
01:02:07Oh.
01:02:08But he wasn't complaining when I got him his flat-screen telly.
01:02:11Why do you care so much about what those ladies think?
01:02:14You know what? You're a social climber.
01:02:16You never grew up in a one-bed shithole with seven other kids in an outdoor toilet.
01:02:21Because I made sure of that.
01:02:28Is that why you only had one child?
01:02:35I wish you didn't do that to me.
01:02:37Excuse me?
01:02:38I can't, like, talk to anyone.
01:02:42You can talk to me.
01:02:43No, I can't talk to you.
01:02:47Look, let's just get this back to the house,
01:02:51and we'll sit back down and natter all night.
01:02:56Ann, your father is on a need-to-know basis.
01:03:02Of course.
01:03:26Hello.
01:03:27How are you today?
01:03:31Eh, not bad.
01:03:33Yourself?
01:03:33We're in the area to discuss the Bible with you.
01:03:36With all the terrible events going on in the world,
01:03:39a lot of people are questioning whether God exists or cares about the human race.
01:03:43Would you agree with this?
01:03:53I'm confused.
01:03:56You fed on that.
01:04:00You need to do something in this.
01:04:08They're brainwashing you.
01:04:10They're brainwashing you.
01:04:10They'll make you f***ing crazy.
01:04:12I'm sorry.
01:04:13I'm sorry.
01:04:16Well, they put you back on the Prozac because I can see it in your eyes.
01:04:26Don't go back to the church, please.
01:04:30Please.
01:04:31Please don't leave me.
01:04:35I need you.
01:04:37Just get the f***ing.
01:04:37Just get the f***ing up with me doing this thing.
01:04:45Look at you.
01:04:49I don't even know what you are anymore.
01:04:54You're a freak.
01:05:02You're a freak.
01:05:18I'm loving you.
01:05:21And I'm asking you to love me back.
01:05:24And maybe we can be happy.
01:05:31Because I love you.
01:05:35Because I love you.
01:05:38I forgive you.
01:05:56In the afterlife, we can offer you paradise on air.
01:06:01That is for you to keep, and inside the leaflet is all the details of the church.
01:06:06If you'd give it a read, we'd be very grateful, and you could come back round next week and hear
01:06:11your thoughts.
01:06:17Okay, well, thank you for your time.
01:06:52That's not true.
01:06:55You've got me.
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01:16:44I hate you.
01:16:55I hate you.
01:17:37I hate you.
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01:18:14I hate you.
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01:22:00I hate you.
01:22:16I hate you.
01:22:16I hate you.
01:22:16Teach me.
01:22:16I hate you.
01:22:17I hate you.
01:22:19I hate you.
01:22:20Just on.
01:22:24Do y'all go out and just get smashed?
01:22:27Yeah.
01:22:30Will you do my nails?
01:22:32Finally.
01:22:35Right.
01:22:36Well, see ya.
01:23:10Well, see ya.
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