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00:05Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here
00:11There's a spot marked on a map
00:13I know the spot
00:15I can't remember his face
00:17If I were you, I wouldn't listen
00:20Plank
00:22Jesus fuck
00:24Hold on
00:24Right
00:26Stay, stay
00:27Oh my god
00:30I'm gonna die
00:33As much as I like sitting here
00:34It hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you
00:38I feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby, if I were you
00:42I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one
00:45They're not making any more men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happy this room became
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow, we bury them
01:14I'll see you around me
01:15It's all right
01:16It's all right
01:21I'm gonna die
01:22It's all right
01:31I'm gonna die
02:00Transcription by CastingWords
02:13CastingWords
02:32That's an elk track right there.
02:34Oh.
02:35Oh.
02:36Look, there's another one.
02:38No, that's a moose.
02:41How can you tell the difference?
02:43If you spend enough time tracking, you just know.
02:47Oh.
02:50So, do you have any questions about today?
02:55Like what?
02:57I don't know.
02:58Asking you.
03:00Well, you're going to bury them.
03:02We are.
03:03Then what happens?
03:05Uh, then they return to the land and their bodies become a part of it and their souls too, I
03:19guess.
03:19They don't go to heaven?
03:22I think this is their heaven.
03:27Heaven is...
03:29Oh, how do I explain this?
03:31Our teacher says there is no heaven.
03:33You know, I don't know if you've already figured this out, but do not believe everything your teacher says.
03:36Heaven is your perfect place.
03:43For some, it's ice cream oceans and marshmallow mountains and others, it's these mountains.
03:54Does that make sense?
03:57And Grandpa's heaven is here.
04:00I think so.
04:02But if you think he's here, why is everyone so sad he's gone?
04:07Well, his heaven isn't mine.
04:11And, well, I can't see him.
04:13And I can't talk to him.
04:16And I can't hug him.
04:17And he can't hug me.
04:18And I miss that.
04:21Yeah.
04:22I miss it too.
04:24But that's why we have memories.
04:27We can revisit all those times that we did have.
04:32All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs, and, you know, it's like a movie.
04:38We can play it over and over as many times as we want in our minds.
04:48You know what I mean?
04:49I do.
04:52Not the same, though.
04:54As a real hug.
04:55No.
04:56It's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but I'm not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You want to call or run for shovels?
05:48No, you call.
05:48I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
06:16I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factored in how this affects anyone else, even a little.
06:33Fuck, it's cool.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38It's going to have to do, honey. It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us, okay? There's nobody to be offended.
06:48What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay. It's okay.
06:57Hey.
07:02It's okay.
07:19Hey.
07:20Hey.
07:28Where'd you find Cream?
07:29Same shopping center where I found the dress.
07:33I gotta say, Bozeman impressed me.
07:36I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
07:39Found a little something for you, too.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Preston would prefer me in jeans.
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that.
07:49He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you.
07:52Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:54He said to walk over at noon.
07:56How are they going to get them out there?
07:58I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
08:01I just said it was handled.
08:04About two hours, Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the sun's position.
08:13It's alarmingly accurate.
08:17The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
08:22When?
08:24Tonight.
08:25Oh.
08:26Okay.
08:27They need closure, honey.
08:30They won't get it here.
08:31They have lives, and they need to go live them.
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
08:37He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
08:40Does he?
08:41He does.
08:42And you know that.
08:44We could do it at the Explorers Club.
08:46Okay, just have it at the apartment.
08:50Have Corbon.
08:52Cater.
08:53He'd love that place.
08:55I already called.
08:57You're fine back, too.
09:02I have a very worried husband.
09:04He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber is going to abduct me and hold me in his basement for
09:09ransom.
09:11Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
09:14Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
09:19That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
09:23You think I'm joking?
09:24No.
09:31I love you.
09:37There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
09:41I know.
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some lead in that coffee.
09:49Well, now you're talking.
10:06Okay.
10:11I don't know.
10:12I don't know.
10:13I don't know.
10:14No more.
10:16Not bad.
10:17Okay.
12:05Where are they?
12:08Come.
12:12It's all right.
12:15It's all right.
12:18It's all right, Miss.
12:19No, it's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin, you'll ever know.
13:10Hey, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
13:50Watch your hand.
14:17Watch your hand.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27Is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot.
14:33I didn't.
14:34I...
14:36This one will be San's preacher.
14:39What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:43Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:47We, um...
14:49This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:54Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:03I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:10I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed
15:39bask in the glow of your grace.
15:41Lord, they are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17Amen.
16:19Uh, if anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33Do you care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:49I guess that's it then.
16:53Um.
16:56So, what happens now?
16:58We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it?
17:05That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07That's it?
17:07That's it?
17:20That's it?
17:25That's it.
17:29Goddamn you for taking it from us.
17:34Ugh.
17:45But I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11I don't know who can blame them.
18:25I don't know who can blame them.
18:46I don't know who can blame them.
19:15Oh, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral.
19:22We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins,
19:29they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, rough in the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties,
19:39and I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter,
19:45and every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded, didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says,
19:58have you seen these cabins they built next door?
20:00I said, I had, and he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move, what do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says when he tried to put a value on them,
20:11your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them,
20:17and asked me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse,
20:25your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart
20:28and said that son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:34I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:44Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:49How about some of those cookies?
20:52Oh, good choice.
20:54I was thinking, like, three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything
21:01because she's not going to see me eat him.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school,
21:35and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:41I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you get me to New York
21:50is if it seceded from the Union
21:51and I was drafted into the Army to take it back.
21:54Okay, you got to go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:05Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:09Okay.
22:12I mean it.
22:20I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank,
22:25and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope horse.
22:29Three nights a week, I'm going to load them in a trailer
22:31and drag them all over Montana trying to win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month
22:37and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco
22:44or any city bigger than Billings ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now, walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends
23:09to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
23:16We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls to the same parts for Christmas.
23:21Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:31Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this, but
23:41you are tall and kind
23:43and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48Okay, so can we just agree
23:48to fuck this up together
23:50and have as much sex as possible
23:53until we can?
23:55Yeah, you city girls,
23:56you spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yeah, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other
24:02to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify
24:25that you are breaking up with me
24:26at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:30No, no, no.
24:30We seemed pretty together yesterday
24:31when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Abby, I...
24:33Don't fucking Abby me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
24:39Okay.
24:47Here's your fucking life.
25:01Bye.
25:03Bye.
25:06Bye.
25:07Bye.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:54It'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58My mother had him cremated.
26:00The plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but...
26:06He never did it. I don't know why.
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:16Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34Do you still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um...
26:40My father had a rather warped sense of humor.
26:44At this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:54Um...
26:56Okay.
26:58So, there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff, and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no, that's...
27:05I'm getting...
27:06Sorry, this is all just the setup.
27:07Yeah, I got it, yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates, and St. Peter looks them over, and he says to the first nun,
27:14this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:19And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:22So, the first nun thinks about it, and she says,
27:24Well, I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in the shower.
27:29St. Peter says, Well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water, and say, Five Hail Marys.
27:35She does.
27:37Sends her off to heaven.
27:38So, he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41She says, Well, on occasion, I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
27:51say, Ten Hail Marys.
27:53So, she does.
27:54Lets her into heaven.
27:55Now, the third nun steps up, and the fourth nun grabs her,
27:59throws her to the ground, and steps up to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says, What on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass
28:09in it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19That was very poorly chosen.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:23I...
28:25It's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem seems to be.
28:29Father Riley.
28:30Yeah.
28:30He, uh, did get around.
28:32Ah.
28:33What's in it?
28:34Vodka soda.
28:35Easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
28:43Oh, yeah.
28:44Exercise.
28:44It's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
29:00I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person,
29:13what is your purpose when that person is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You are my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:38Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:43What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
29:49I'll buy the fucking book.
32:07You are.
32:08You have the same look on your face, pulling out those nasty boots as an 11-year-old pulling
32:12out his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:17That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh, love of my life, all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves
32:31me money.
32:32I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:39Makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:52It's your little mountain mistress, the jealous type.
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know.
33:00I really want to know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there, I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh, boy.
33:21Do you ever, baby.
33:38Oh, boy.
33:39Oh, boy.
33:49Oh, my God.
33:58Oh, boy.
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison.
34:24Oh.
34:24The president.
34:25Yeah.
34:26Of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where is the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No, he died on another river.
34:50Actually, no, he died on a mountain.
34:55No, no river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:10That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Like, tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Mm.
35:22More so, my job is to help you understand
35:24the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Mm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet, here you are, in theory,
35:54willing to expose
35:56your most personal thoughts
35:58and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me
36:02in my interpretation
36:04of those feelings and behaviors
36:08to guide your decision-making
36:11in the future.
36:12My decision-making?
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:16No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:20The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center, my soul,
36:26is gone.
36:29If you, by chance,
36:31have happened upon
36:32any information
36:33that might assist me
36:35in mitigating the desire
36:37to claw my eyes out
36:38with a fucking spoon
36:40to get rid of the pain,
36:42I sure would appreciate that.
36:45But I do not need
36:47you staring at me
36:48like I'm some bored housewife
36:50trying to justify her affair
36:52with her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
36:59I
37:01am hurting.
37:03And I would like
37:05some help
37:06with that.
37:07If you can.
37:09If you can't.
37:13Then I'll leave early.
37:16And you can keep
37:17the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time
37:42convincing my clients
37:43not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit
37:49what it is.
38:11What you need is this.
38:13A lot of this.
38:15Not this.
38:17A lot of talking.
38:19and yelling
38:20and crying.
38:21A lot of it.
38:22And often.
38:25And in time
38:28those memories
38:29will become fond again.
38:31They won't hurt
38:32to recall them.
38:35And you'll
38:37laugh.
38:41Will you love again?
38:43Maybe.
38:45I don't have any idea
38:46if that's something
38:47you want.
38:50Will you ever be
38:51whole again?
38:52Will you feel
38:53like you did
38:54before you died?
38:58No.
39:01But you know that.
39:03But you will
39:04heal
39:05if you let yourself.
39:07You will have
39:08as much life
39:08to live
39:09as you allow yourself.
39:15Or you'll have none.
39:20You'll have no life.
39:25Does that make sense?
39:30Yeah.
39:32Okay.
39:38Why don't you finish
39:39your drink
39:39and let me have it?
39:42Seriously.
39:43Come on.
39:43Give it your best shot.
39:50You're a terrible therapist.
39:52You know that.
39:53Yeah.
39:54With that
39:54smug fucking sweater.
39:58You really like
39:59saying fuck,
39:59don't you?
40:00I know.
40:02I find it
40:03quite
40:06liberating
40:06at the moment.
40:08Good.
40:09Say it again.
40:11Fuck you.
40:12Are we gonna do
40:13trust falls next?
40:13You fucking quack.
40:17It's a really
40:18good place to start.
40:19Come on.
40:19Keep it coming.
40:20Let's go.
40:21I'm serious.
40:27I'm
40:28thinking about it.
40:29I'm
40:29considering it.
40:32I know.
40:33I know.
40:33I know.
40:34I'm running away.
40:35Running away
40:36from my problems.
40:37This problem
40:38goes with me.
40:39So I'm not
40:39running
40:40from anything.
40:43when I miss
40:44my daughters.
40:46Honestly,
40:46I don't.
40:48I don't know.
40:49And part of me
40:50thinks it would be
40:50better for them.
40:52Live their own lives.
40:54Maybe they could
40:55move with you.
40:57I mean,
40:57it doesn't sound like
40:58either of them
40:58are bound to the city.
41:00That's what I said.
41:01My oldest daughter
41:02needs it.
41:03I
41:05actually threatened
41:06to cut her off
41:07if she didn't.
41:08That's not very nice.
41:10Oh,
41:11what do they teach?
41:13Sarcasm
41:13and therapy school
41:14these days?
41:16Well,
41:17if by therapist school
41:18you mean Dartmouth,
41:19then yeah,
41:19they kind of
41:20invented it there.
41:26Do you think I should?
41:30not my place
41:31to say,
41:31but
41:35I think
41:35you should
41:36consider it
41:37and I'll tell you
41:38why.
41:39Because you are
41:40actively weighing
41:40your future
41:42and the consequences
41:43are your choices
41:43in that future
41:44and that's healthy.
41:45That's good for your soul.
41:46So whether you actually
41:47do it
41:47is irrelevant.
41:49But you should
41:50seriously consider it.
41:52You should consider
41:54moving to Europe.
41:56Spend a year
41:56traveling.
41:57You've got the
41:58financial means.
41:59No responsibilities
42:00here preventing it.
42:01You should consider
42:03everything.
42:06Wish I could have met him.
42:08Must have been
42:09a hell of a man.
42:10Because you are
42:11a hell of a woman.
42:12You know who you are
42:13and you're not ashamed
42:14of it.
42:14And this
42:16yelling and crying
42:17and pondering,
42:18this is what
42:19you're supposed
42:19to be doing.
42:20This is grieving.
42:22This is accepting
42:23an immeasurable loss
42:24in your life
42:25and racking your brain
42:26to try to find
42:27a way to survive it.
42:30And you will.
42:35Thank you, Phil.
42:38Wow, this has been
42:42pleasantly cathartic.
42:43I took one look
42:44at that sweater
42:45and I had very little
42:46faith in you.
42:46But you,
42:48you overcame it.
42:49turns out
42:50you don't suck
42:52at your job.
42:53Well,
42:54that
42:55is wildly
42:56offensive.
42:59Same time tomorrow.
43:00I'm thinking
43:01afternoon.
43:02I still got
43:03five clients
43:04and I'm pretty drunk.
43:05I think you are
43:06a client to end
43:07the day with,
43:07not begin one.
43:08Fine.
43:09See you at happy hour.
43:25time tomorrow.
43:27across the northern plains
43:29and into the upper Midwest.
43:31A colder air mass
43:32is settling in.
43:40who's your realtor yeah no matter what i do i can't stay here lily i can smell him hold on
43:49hold
43:49on is everything okay so um page is is is in bed and she won't talk and she can't stop
43:59crying and
44:00she's well she's hyperventilating and i feel like i should call an ambulance but i don't
44:04like i feel like that might make her worse you're right you're right it would i'll be there in 15
44:09minutes call abby okay calling her now
44:38is she in the bedroom yeah
44:46do you have any sweets sweets okay get some ice cream rocky road and buy some chocolate chips put
44:54three scoops in a glass of milk put the chocolate chips on top and then just bring it to me
44:59with
44:59a spoon that sounds uh disgusting i wasn't asking your opinion of it russell
45:09i got rocky road desperate times call for desperate measures
45:13wrapped chocolate chips the shitty ones like she likes
45:15well looks like all we need from you is a cup russell give it to her she knows how to
45:20make it
45:26it's okay you know what this is how much you love them and your body just doesn't know where
45:35to put all that love now okay but you don't have to put it anywhere and you don't have to
45:40stop
45:40loving someone when they're gone in fact one could argue that you should love them more and
45:47here's a sad fact of life
45:51you will feel this way again yeah when i die when your husband dies and your friends and
45:58and someday your children will feel this way about you
46:03thanks mom i feel so much better i come bearing gifts i'm not hungry it's not food it is a
46:11drug
46:12it is sugar and chocolate in a mixture that only your metabolism can process in a way that
46:17doesn't end up on your hips and i hate you for it
46:23i used to eat this when i was like five no i used to lack five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots no she's back i don't understand it it's the crunch
46:39with the cold and the mushy of the ice cream
46:43the explanation doesn't sell it page no you got her i got her but i cannot stay the night
46:50i can stay the night
47:02it was my favorite thing ever i know
47:17she okay
47:20yeah she will be
47:24is there a decent bar near here uh there's a there's a dive bar around the corner
47:33well soho's version of a dive bar
47:51what's this place called
47:54um i don't know i'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place
48:12name uh people just call it the bar or the bar down the street something like that
48:17no name
48:18not that i'm aware of no
48:20what does your paycheck say
48:21uh
48:23xt enterprises llc or some shit
48:28okay so
48:30bar just
48:32doesn't have a name
48:33no name
48:33what can i get you
48:34oh god
48:35i'm uh
48:36i am not in the mood to make any decisions
48:40martini
48:41uh that is a cocktail and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar so
48:45true that uh how about an irish car bomb
48:48i have no idea what that is
48:50trust me
48:51okay
48:52what about you
48:53what kind of amber ales do you
48:55that'll be two irish car bombs
48:56yeah make your stop
48:57two irish car bombs
48:58i have to work in the morning
49:00it's one drink russell
49:07oh i didn't see that coming
49:09oh gosh
49:10apologies
49:12russell
49:14this is gonna hurt
49:20great
49:22you gotta
49:22yeah
49:32it went down the wrong pipe
49:35i have a
49:36bad gag reflex
49:38no no i'm not
49:39i'm i'm not laughing at that
49:41what then
49:44oh
49:45life
49:47choices people make
49:49don't get me wrong
49:51she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams
50:00or
50:01aspirations
50:03might be a better word
50:04for your life
50:06for
50:07my daughter
50:08i mean what
50:09you know
50:09we just got the townhouse
50:11so
50:12yeah well that's a purchase
50:13not a dream
50:16have you two
50:18talked about starting a family
50:21you know page
50:23she just got down to a size zero
50:24and she worked really hard for it
50:26russell
50:26russell
50:26independent thoughts
50:27do you have any
50:31yeah i mean i guess i want
50:32i want to have kids
50:34mm-hmm
50:35okay
50:35i don't want to raise them
50:36and i want to
50:38i want to move out of town
50:39you know
50:40where they can have a normal
50:41you know trick-or-treat
50:43and
50:43and
50:43and
50:44play baseball
50:45and run out on the street
50:46you know
50:47no i don't know
50:48no i don't know
50:49i raised mine here
50:52well that would be my dream
50:54what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then
50:59i don't know
51:01i don't know
51:02i i haven't gotten that far
51:03yeah
51:03well
51:04then you need a new dream
51:08honestly i always thought of you
51:09and creston as the dream
51:15so did i russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well i guess we both need a new one
51:29yeah
51:30no i don't know
52:25To be continued...
52:38To be continued...
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