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00:02:21Hopper?
00:02:21Hopper's out yet?
00:02:22There's one out.
00:02:25They're sure not buying this salmon fly.
00:02:28They're not buying your presentation.
00:02:30You're slapping the water with it.
00:02:32Just lay it.
00:02:34Too much action in your wrist.
00:02:36Stop trying to hail a cab on Fifth Avenue.
00:02:40Just lay it down.
00:02:44Like that.
00:02:53And on a hopper.
00:02:55I do this for a living, big brother.
00:02:57Well, sort of.
00:02:58You should do it for a living.
00:03:00Never make work of your passions.
00:03:02Counterpoint to that is love what you do,
00:03:04you never work a day in your life.
00:03:05You love what you do?
00:03:06I don't even like what I do.
00:03:08You should analyze that.
00:03:09Exactly what I'm doing.
00:03:11I'm glad you're doing something,
00:03:12because you damn sure ain't catching any trout.
00:03:18You better not be doing what I think you're doing.
00:03:22Tying on a nymph.
00:03:23Don't you dare.
00:03:24This is my last day, Paul.
00:03:26I'm tying on a nymph.
00:03:27And if you fuck with me even a little,
00:03:30I'm putting on a streamer.
00:03:31I don't know you anymore.
00:03:33I recognize your face, but the words coming from it
00:03:36are the words of a stranger.
00:03:45Doesn't count.
00:03:46It counts.
00:03:47I got a spin caster in the truck.
00:03:49Why don't you just put some cheese on a treble hook?
00:03:51Get out of here.
00:03:57Hey.
00:03:58I'm keeping it.
00:04:00Of course you are.
00:04:01Fucking fish killer.
00:04:02I'm keeping it,
00:04:03and you're cooking it.
00:04:06All right.
00:04:08And lay it out there.
00:04:35I'm keeping it here.
00:04:36Hey, I have the Hermes scarf and the blouse from Brunello.
00:04:39I'm meeting her at the Greenwich,
00:04:40and then we'll depart for the opening at 515.
00:04:42Well, does her assistant know?
00:04:44Okay, yeah.
00:04:45Calling now.
00:05:07The Washington Heights Women's Center will provide essential services for New York's most underprivileged,
00:05:15and underrepresented demographic.
00:05:18Beyond reproductive care,
00:05:20the Women's Center will provide wellness care,
00:05:23counseling,
00:05:24dietary consultation.
00:05:25The nutritionist was my idea.
00:05:27The diet of some of those people is abhorrent.
00:05:30They just don't know any better.
00:05:31They don't eat junk because they like it, Laura.
00:05:33They eat it because it's cheap.
00:05:35They don't need a nutritionist.
00:05:37They need better food.
00:05:39The food bank has a bigger selection of produce than my whole foods, Stacy,
00:05:43and it all rots.
00:05:44They won't eat it.
00:05:45They want chips and chicken nuggets and sugar-coated cereals.
00:05:48They need education.
00:05:52Excuse me.
00:05:52It's dignity.
00:05:54It's dignity.
00:05:55The kind of dignity that lets someone walk through the door.
00:05:58Paige?
00:05:59I was attacked.
00:06:02Attacked?
00:06:02A man just walked up and hit me.
00:06:05Took my bag that hit me.
00:06:06Can you see it?
00:06:07Did you call the police?
00:06:08It just happened.
00:06:10Where are you?
00:06:11Downtown.
00:06:12Get in a cab.
00:06:13Should I go to the hospital?
00:06:14Like, look at this.
00:06:15No, go to Dr. Steele's office.
00:06:17I'll meet you there.
00:06:17Wait, there's a police car.
00:06:27What happened?
00:06:28I was attacked.
00:06:29And robbed.
00:06:30Did somebody hit you?
00:06:31Hit me and took two bags.
00:06:32Shopping bags.
00:06:33What'd they look like?
00:06:34Uh, maybe 30.
00:06:36A navy sweatshirt.
00:06:38Hood over his head.
00:06:39Tall.
00:06:39Tall and skinny.
00:06:40What color was it?
00:06:42What color?
00:06:43His skin.
00:06:45I...
00:06:45I can't.
00:06:47I can't.
00:06:48You didn't notice?
00:06:49Or was he dark like me?
00:06:50Or light like him?
00:06:54I don't know.
00:06:55I only saw him walking away.
00:06:57But you think he's 30.
00:06:58How do you know that?
00:06:59I saw it for an instant.
00:07:00But yes, he looked 30.
00:07:01Or maybe younger.
00:07:02But I don't want to say his race.
00:07:03Because I don't know.
00:07:05How about this?
00:07:06What color were the shopping bags?
00:07:08White.
00:07:09Two of them.
00:07:09A navy blue sweatshirt.
00:07:11Two white bags.
00:07:12Got it.
00:07:13You need to file a report.
00:07:16Are you still there?
00:07:22117 Park Avenue.
00:07:25117 Park Avenue.
00:07:30How many stitches?
00:07:32I think it's gonna take six.
00:07:34How big a scar?
00:07:35We'll deal with the scar later.
00:07:37It's easy for you to say.
00:07:38It's not on your face.
00:07:39Russell might like it.
00:07:40Scars are sexy.
00:07:41Scars on men are sexy.
00:07:43Scars on women are...
00:07:45I'm gonna look like a battered spouse.
00:07:47I don't know why you were walking.
00:07:49Why were you walking?
00:07:50You know better than that.
00:07:51I was on 5th Avenue, Mom.
00:07:52If you can't walk on 5th Avenue,
00:07:54where can you walk?
00:07:54You can't.
00:07:55That's the whole point.
00:07:58Did you call Daddy?
00:07:59He's fishing.
00:08:00And that means you can't call him?
00:08:01No, honey, I can call him.
00:08:03I just can't reach him.
00:08:04He doesn't have cell service on the river.
00:08:06He'll call tonight.
00:08:07But I can tell you what he'll say.
00:08:09He'll say, take the car.
00:08:11Stay still.
00:08:13He hit me.
00:08:16For no reason.
00:08:18I would have given him the bags.
00:08:20He just hit me.
00:08:21Right.
00:08:44I gotta feel better.
00:08:45I stayed on his belt.
00:08:46I'm just taking the money out at...
00:08:58Yeah.
00:09:04No Hetter?
00:09:05Just leave all that shit on the plane.
00:09:06I got a surprise for you tomorrow.
00:09:09Paul.
00:09:09I have to leave tomorrow.
00:09:12You're fishing a big lost tomorrow.
00:09:15you have to pack into the big lost
00:09:16I fly in the smoke jumpers
00:09:18and we can use their strip
00:09:24happy birthday
00:09:31oh shit
00:09:43baby baby
00:09:46soft
00:09:47soft
00:10:2064
00:10:27astonishing where the time goes
00:10:30I wonder
00:10:31what do I have
00:10:32maybe 10, 15 years
00:10:35before I'm too old
00:10:36to do anything more than just remember
00:10:47I took Stacy
00:10:48and the kids to this resort in the Caribbean
00:10:52rooms are
00:10:5310 grand a night
00:10:55villas are 30
00:10:56this shit doesn't impress me
00:10:58no Paul it doesn't impress me either
00:10:59I'm just trying to tell you a story
00:11:01now
00:11:03if you quantify making it
00:11:05by the things you can afford
00:11:06then this place is making it
00:11:08yeah
00:11:09we're sitting there on the beach
00:11:11and watching all these couples walk by
00:11:15we're the youngest there by like two decades
00:11:18I mean everyone's in their 70s and 80s
00:11:21barely waddle across the sand
00:11:25all covered up in their big hats
00:11:27and their long sleeved shirts
00:11:29they'd made it
00:11:32but their bodies are too old
00:11:34to enjoy it
00:11:36they were halfway around the world
00:11:38and they were too old
00:11:39or crippled
00:11:41swim in the water
00:11:42run in the sand
00:11:43make love
00:11:44none of it
00:11:45they finally made it
00:11:48they were all too old
00:11:49to create a single memory
00:11:53and they knew it
00:11:57it was on every one of their faces
00:12:00saw them at the restaurant
00:12:02same thing
00:12:03not a smile among them
00:12:05because they knew
00:12:09they'd worked their whole lives
00:12:10for that moment
00:12:13the moment had already passed them by
00:12:19that's why I'm here
00:12:21that's why I quit
00:12:24I make a memory a day brother
00:12:26sometimes more
00:12:29but
00:12:30make them for who huh
00:12:33no kids
00:12:35no
00:12:37no wife
00:12:38you
00:12:38you've got nobody to share it with Paul
00:12:40I'm sharing it with you right now
00:12:42once a year
00:12:43you share it with me
00:12:44then you should come more often
00:12:46at least
00:12:46get a girlfriend
00:12:48not on your life
00:12:50how about a dog
00:12:52they're neatier than girlfriends
00:12:54maybe a goldfish then
00:12:57maybe
00:12:58you'd probably try to
00:12:59kill it with one of your
00:13:01giant hooked streamers
00:13:09true
00:13:32happy how was your day
00:13:33laser resurfacing is the most effective
00:13:35doesn't that make your skin shiny like forever
00:13:37I still haven't seen it
00:13:38you're never seeing it
00:13:39it looks like a bloody zipper
00:13:40I wish I had been there
00:13:41but so he could have hit you too
00:13:43oh you would have gotten a shot
00:13:44stabbed or worse
00:13:45what's worse than getting shot
00:13:46I don't know
00:13:47but that's what would have happened
00:13:48being set on fire
00:13:49it's worse
00:13:50girls
00:13:50please
00:13:51and at the police
00:13:52they just kept asking
00:13:52what was his race
00:13:54like that has anything to do with it
00:13:55I mean it's pretty important information
00:13:57when you're trying to find somebody
00:13:58whoa
00:13:59that's
00:14:00so racist
00:14:06where are you going
00:14:08it's your father
00:14:09so where are you going
00:14:11it is rude to talk on the phone
00:14:13in a restaurant
00:14:13it is also rude
00:14:15to play on your phone
00:14:16in a restaurant
00:14:17and serve the internet
00:14:18basically
00:14:19what all of you are doing right now
00:14:21is rude
00:14:22rude to who
00:14:24it's rude to me
00:14:25it's rude to each other
00:14:26it's rude to the staff
00:14:27just
00:14:28fucking rude
00:14:35it's so bright there
00:14:37what time is it
00:14:38seven
00:14:40full moon
00:14:41wow
00:14:42look at those stars
00:14:46my view is better
00:14:47well
00:14:48until your brother
00:14:50gets indoor plumbing
00:14:50I'll have to take your word for it
00:14:52there's plumbing
00:14:53of sorts
00:14:54got a sink
00:14:55got a shower now
00:14:57well until the outhouse
00:14:59moves indoors
00:15:00then
00:15:01I'll have to rely on pictures
00:15:03you feel rested
00:15:04what time do you land tomorrow
00:15:06okay
00:15:07gonna have to push it back a day honey
00:15:09because Paul has something
00:15:11very very special
00:15:12planned for tomorrow
00:15:13it's a stretch of river
00:15:15that can only be reached
00:15:16by pack horse
00:15:17takes like a week
00:15:18Paul has permission
00:15:20to fly us into it
00:15:21honey
00:15:22this is like
00:15:22well
00:15:23it's virgin water
00:15:24oh
00:15:25now there's virgins involved
00:15:28nobody fishes this stretch
00:15:30honey
00:15:30nobody
00:15:30maybe
00:15:31a dozen people a year
00:15:33if that
00:15:34hey
00:15:35um
00:15:35some bad news
00:15:37uh
00:15:38Paige
00:15:38got mugged
00:15:39today
00:15:40down in the village
00:15:41what
00:15:42mugged
00:15:43is she okay
00:15:44yeah
00:15:44she just
00:15:45you know
00:15:45she got a pretty good shiner
00:15:47and a decent cut
00:15:48the doctor saw her
00:15:49six stitches
00:15:50ha ha
00:15:51damn it
00:15:52I cannot come up with
00:15:53one plausible reason
00:15:55why we still live
00:15:56in that city
00:15:56well
00:15:57I'll give you two
00:15:58our children
00:16:00two more
00:16:01our grandchildren
00:16:02my parents
00:16:03make her use the car
00:16:05honey
00:16:05that's what it's for
00:16:06she thinks it's a garish
00:16:08display of wealth
00:16:09yeah
00:16:10well if my money's so offensive
00:16:11maybe we should stop
00:16:12giving it to her
00:16:13oh honey
00:16:14oh serious
00:16:14sell her apartment
00:16:16and put her up in a house
00:16:17in great neck
00:16:18or she takes the fucking car
00:16:19oh my god
00:16:20I knew you were gonna do this
00:16:21what
00:16:22am I doing
00:16:23okay let's
00:16:24this problem will be right here
00:16:25when you get back
00:16:26let's deal with it then
00:16:28all right
00:16:29she's okay though
00:16:30huh
00:16:30yes
00:16:31in the meantime
00:16:32enjoy your mountains
00:16:33enjoy your brother
00:16:35enjoy the hole in the ground
00:16:37he thinks is the toilet
00:16:38and I'll see you
00:16:39Monday
00:16:40Monday
00:16:42I love you honey
00:16:43love you
00:17:04so Russell
00:17:05anything interesting
00:17:06happen in your world today
00:17:07besides your
00:17:08wife getting mugged
00:17:10it
00:17:11uh
00:17:13uh
00:17:14yeah
00:17:14we're uh
00:17:16well we're
00:17:16we're investing in a
00:17:17Dutch cargo ship
00:17:19venture
00:17:19you know some of these
00:17:20larger vessels
00:17:21they uh
00:17:22carry over 25,000 containers
00:17:24like 2,000 and change
00:17:25per container
00:17:26that's over 50 million
00:17:27a load in freight
00:17:28I mean you have
00:17:29crew fees
00:17:30and docking fees
00:17:31fuel by far being
00:17:32the largest expense
00:17:33so
00:17:34yeah
00:17:35nothing interesting
00:17:36happened
00:17:38excuse me
00:17:39um
00:17:39can I order a martini
00:17:41gin
00:17:41three olives
00:17:42thank you
00:17:47what's wrong with you
00:17:48I was the one
00:17:50that got punched
00:17:50out
00:17:53I
00:17:53I
00:17:53I
00:17:53I
00:17:58I
00:17:59I
00:18:02I
00:18:03I
00:18:16W
00:18:19I
00:18:27let's go
00:18:32press yeah you might want to grab your rod oh shit
00:18:40the way you talk about this place i thought i'd only need my net so
00:18:44so
00:18:59so
00:19:00so
00:19:00so
00:19:21Hey, caddis are hatching.
00:19:31Oh, my God.
00:20:02Yeah.
00:20:09Oh.
00:20:27It's going to be one of those days, brother.
00:20:28Yes.
00:20:29I can use one.
00:20:34It's going to be one of those days.
00:20:35Oh, my God.
00:20:45Oh, my God.
00:20:49Oh, my God.
00:20:52Oh, my God.
00:21:04Yeah.
00:21:05Oh, my God.
00:21:33Oh, my God.
00:21:33We can leave now if you want.
00:21:36I don't ever want to leave.
00:22:01I can't do it any better than that.
00:22:04Oh, my God.
00:22:13Oh, my God.
00:22:15Oh, my God.
00:22:27Oh, my God.
00:22:31Oh, my God.
00:22:33Oh, my God.
00:22:35Oh, my God.
00:22:36It's a monster.
00:22:39We should go.
00:22:45Shit!
00:23:09What do you think? What's this telling you?
00:23:12I'm just gonna pick my way through it.
00:23:14It's gonna be a little bumpy over the mountains.
00:23:16Yeah.
00:24:09I'm just gonna pick my way through it.
00:24:09Let's go.
00:24:39Let's go.
00:24:42Jesus.
00:24:44Yep.
00:24:57Big sky approach.
00:24:59This is Cessna 185 Bravo Zulu.
00:25:01I need a swap.
00:25:02Copy that to Bravo, speed and altitude.
00:25:04130 knots at 8200.
00:25:0618,000.
00:25:0811,000.
00:25:11Thank you, tower.
00:25:12We'll get up over this.
00:25:25Jesus.
00:25:26Jesus.
00:25:27All right.
00:25:33Take me.
00:25:34Wait.
00:25:34Where was she?
00:25:35Five blocks from here.
00:25:37Middle of the day.
00:25:41Politicians in the city have guilted us into chaos.
00:25:44Michael wants us to move to Connecticut.
00:25:46We're just staying in the Hamptons year round.
00:25:49And I'm running out of excuses.
00:25:50The kids are gone.
00:25:52We can work from anywhere these days.
00:25:53What?
00:25:54Why don't you?
00:25:55Because our marriage wouldn't last a month.
00:25:57Oh, stop it.
00:25:58I'd have to learn how to cook for one.
00:26:00Oh, God forbid.
00:26:01Yeah.
00:26:02And what in the world would we talk about?
00:26:04All of our friends are here.
00:26:05The ones that haven't moved to Florida.
00:26:07Yeah.
00:26:09Yeah.
00:26:09Hmm.
00:26:10This is my city.
00:26:11It has gone to hell before.
00:26:13It will come back.
00:26:14It always does.
00:26:15Now you, on the other hand, how you keep your mountain man in Manhattan.
00:26:20That is a trick that you must show me.
00:26:23Our daughters is the trick.
00:26:25He would never leave them.
00:26:27And he will never get the girls to leave.
00:26:30So.
00:26:31No.
00:26:31He just, as long as he gets his little escapes.
00:26:34But you have to wonder why we choose to live in a place we need to escape.
00:26:38Because there's no stock exchange in Telluride, my dear.
00:26:40Whenever I see Michael looking at properties online, I just,
00:26:43I just remind him how far that is from Yankee Stadium.
00:26:46And that usually does it.
00:26:49You'd have to stock the Hudson with trout to entice mine.
00:26:53Just buy him a little cabin in the Catskills.
00:26:55I think they invented fly fishing there.
00:26:58It's just three hours away.
00:26:59He can go there whenever he wants.
00:27:01It's easier to get there than the Hamptons.
00:27:03You realize all we ever talk about is leaving.
00:27:05It's all anyone talks about.
00:27:07Well, of course we do.
00:27:08We're New Yorkers.
00:27:09What else are we gonna talk about if we can't complain about our city?
00:27:13Hmm.
00:27:16Hmm.
00:27:17Do we know anyone in Idaho?
00:27:19Well, the Greenbergs have a house in Sound Valley.
00:27:22You know, Preston didn't call me last night.
00:27:23I'm just gonna, um...
00:27:27Hello?
00:27:28Is this Mrs. Clabber?
00:27:30It is?
00:27:32Who's this?
00:27:34I'm Officer Shepard with the U.S. Department of Forestry.
00:27:39Yes?
00:27:41Is your husband Preston Clabber?
00:27:46Yes.
00:27:47Uh-huh.
00:27:50Ma'am, your husband was involved in a plane crash on a mountain called Bora Peak.
00:27:57Can I...
00:27:58Is...
00:27:59Can I speak to him?
00:28:00Is he all right?
00:28:02No, ma'am.
00:28:06I'm sorry to say both he and, uh, Paul Clabber did not survive the crash.
00:28:10Stacy?
00:28:14Oh, ma'am.
00:28:17What do I do?
00:28:18What do we...
00:28:19Well, ma'am, we'd like you to come here and identify the bodies.
00:28:22Help arrange transport to wherever you choose as their resting place.
00:28:26Hey, this is Stacy's friend. What's happened?
00:28:32Uh...
00:28:33Uh...
00:28:35Um...
00:28:36Let me get them.
00:28:42Um...
00:28:43Idaho Falls...
00:28:45Is there an airport?
00:28:46Uh...
00:28:49Okay...
00:28:49Okay.
00:28:51What do we...
00:28:52I...
00:28:53No, I just...
00:28:53Just, just, just let me...
00:28:57Oh, my God.
00:29:01Oh, my God.
00:29:03Oh, my God.
00:29:04Oh, my God.
00:29:04Oh, my God.
00:29:05Oh, my God.
00:29:33I'll get the car.
00:29:40Mom, they just think it's him.
00:29:42They don't know.
00:29:44Paige.
00:29:44What?
00:29:45They don't.
00:29:47They look like pilgrims.
00:29:49Where are we?
00:29:53Hey.
00:29:55I texted and I left a message.
00:29:59This is a little more important than school, don't you think?
00:30:02I can't include you in decisions when you do not respond.
00:30:06I will tell you why.
00:30:07Because he is my fucking father and they are my children.
00:30:10When people talk about life-altering events, they are talking about this.
00:30:13Then get on a plane and come get him.
00:30:16Yeah, that's what I got.
00:30:19Ahem.
00:30:20I can't.
00:30:21No.
00:30:25No.
00:30:33I can't.
00:30:48No.
00:30:50the hotel deal with the rest in the morning take me to the coroner i want to get this over
00:30:56with
00:31:01would you like some music i would not okay
00:31:18do we all go in i don't know uh let me get the lay of the land
00:31:36ma'am we're very sorry for your loss did you walk me through this you knew the brother as well
00:31:43i did
00:31:45the state requires that remains be positively identified by a relative or close friend
00:31:50someone with enough familiarity to make visual recognition won't take long
00:32:32there's no other way
00:32:35clearly you know who it is or you wouldn't have known to contact me we found a phone ma'am
00:32:41that does not positively identify a body but why else would he have the phone
00:32:47i don't make the laws ma'am but i do have to enforce you're gonna force me
00:33:00before he left he kissed me and he smiled and that is the last image of him in my mind
00:33:09if if i go in there and see what happened to him that is the last image in my mind
00:33:22forever
00:33:27i'll do it mom no no you won't
00:33:34mom no no no no no no no
00:34:01Which is which?
00:34:04We don't know.
00:34:28We don't know.
00:35:03What's wrong with fingerprints?
00:35:06How dare you?
00:35:22Show me what you showed her.
00:35:51He had a will?
00:35:52Yes.
00:35:53Life insurance?
00:35:54Yes.
00:35:56I hate to ask these things.
00:35:57We're taken care of.
00:36:00What about a funeral?
00:36:01I don't know.
00:36:05The ranch?
00:36:07Maybe?
00:36:08I guess I'll take care of his brother as well.
00:36:10He doesn't have anyone.
00:36:13Then you'll never be able to visit him, Stacy.
00:36:16I'll close my eyes when I want to visit him.
00:36:18What are you going to do with this cabin?
00:36:20It's not my cabin.
00:36:21It's your cabin now.
00:36:23And if you sell it, then you can't visit him anywhere.
00:36:26Think about that.
00:36:27Bring him home.
00:36:27This is too much.
00:36:28Too many decisions for one day.
00:36:30Take a sleeping pill.
00:36:31I plan to.
00:36:32I'll call you tomorrow.
00:36:33Okay.
00:36:57I'll call you tomorrow.
00:37:20We were thinking of a slumber party.
00:37:23You might.
00:37:24Come on.
00:37:28There's bound to be some shitty pizza in this town.
00:37:30Is it?
00:37:32I hope so.
00:37:37Girls, can you ninja up some Netflix on the TV?
00:37:41For you?
00:37:43Oh, God bless you.
00:37:46Nothing teaches you to self-medicate like a good divorce.
00:37:50What do you want, Grandma?
00:37:52A comedy.
00:37:53Uh, hmm.
00:37:56About A River Runs Through It.
00:37:58It was Grandpa's favorite movie.
00:38:02A river may run through it, but I've never actually gotten through it.
00:38:07So, in honor of him.
00:38:12You've come to the right place.
00:38:16Uh, pizza.
00:38:18Can you find some?
00:38:19Pizza?
00:38:19Yeah.
00:38:20Yeah.
00:38:20And ice cream.
00:38:22What flavors?
00:38:23Dazzles with options.
00:38:25Done.
00:38:25Thanks, friends.
00:38:29Is it going to be sad?
00:38:32Oh, it's about fishing.
00:38:34How sad can it be?
00:38:48I am haunted by words.
00:38:51Thanks, Mom.
00:38:52I sure feel better now.
00:38:54Jesus.
00:38:56It made your father cry, too.
00:38:58Every time.
00:38:59Like, baby.
00:39:01Baby.
00:39:03Oh, that and, uh, Rudy.
00:39:06Only men can cry over fishing and football.
00:39:10God, for life to be that simple.
00:39:14You know, in 39 years of marriage, we never fought.
00:39:22Not once.
00:39:25I mean, we...
00:39:26We danced right to the end, but...
00:39:29But we both knew how precious and how rare what we had was.
00:39:39I should be happy that he died out here doing something that he loves.
00:39:47Not gathered to some hospital bed like most men waiting to die.
00:39:58He died living, not existing.
00:40:05How many could say that?
00:40:08I hope you find what we had someday, honey.
00:40:11I really, really do.
00:40:12I hope you meet a man that's worth missing.
00:40:18I just, like, want to return my call.
00:40:20Oh, God.
00:40:21We can work on your standards.
00:40:50Do you guys have service?
00:40:55Are we close?
00:40:57I don't know.
00:40:57Never been there before.
00:40:59We're close, I think.
00:41:17I guess this is it.
00:41:18This is it?
00:41:19This is what the nap says.
00:41:21Stop.
00:41:42I've seen that photo.
00:41:46Okay.
00:41:46Bye-bye.
00:41:50Bye-bye.
00:42:00Bye-bye.
00:42:03Bye-bye.
00:42:05Bye-bye.
00:42:08Bye-bye.
00:42:09Bye-bye.
00:42:10Bye-bye.
00:42:11Bye-bye.
00:42:12Bye-bye.
00:42:13Bye-bye.
00:42:13Bye-bye.
00:42:15Bye-bye.
00:42:16Bye-bye.
00:42:16Bye-bye.
00:42:16Bye-bye.
00:42:16Bye-bye.
00:42:34We'd be worried about bears
00:42:36Preston never mentioned bears
00:43:16We'd be worried about bears
00:43:33It's very weird.
00:43:34There's a sink and a shower, but no toilet.
00:43:37Toilets are outside.
00:43:39Outside?
00:43:40There's no septic system.
00:43:41The cabins are too close to the river.
00:43:44And that's why we never visited.
00:43:45I have absolutely no idea how you would get this furniture up here.
00:43:53Where are you going?
00:43:55I want to find Preston's cabin.
00:43:57Well, take this. Be careful.
00:44:01Uh, what's that?
00:44:02Bear spray.
00:44:03You said no bears.
00:44:04I said he never mentioned bears.
00:44:44I said he never mentioned next to him.
00:45:54I'm taking a bath.
00:45:56Don't you have dinner with the girls today?
00:45:58No. Bridget has some dance, something in Chelsea of all places. As if there aren't 12 ballet academies nearby. And
00:46:09Paige has some work, something with Russell at that new club they wasted their money joining.
00:46:16Our money. They wasted our money joining it.
00:46:21I stand corrected. What are you doing?
00:46:24I am making coffee.
00:46:27What time is it there?
00:46:29I don't know. 5.30.
00:46:31Babe, you'll be up all night.
00:46:33Well, I try to sleep as little as possible when I'm here. You know, at night, the bull elk come
00:46:40down to the river and bugle.
00:46:42They bugle.
00:46:43They bugle. It's kind of a high-pitched, almost like a whistle, and it drives the lady elk crazy.
00:46:50Oh. I remember when you used to bugle.
00:46:53I can still bugle.
00:46:55Well, it's more like a trombone these days. But, hey, I am no spring lady elk, so trombone is just
00:47:04fine with me.
00:47:05How do you make coffee? I thought you said you didn't have electricity.
00:47:08Well, it's electricity. Just no outlets. We've got a light over the porch and light over the table.
00:47:15Huh. You didn't answer my question.
00:47:19Well, I build a fire in the stove and fill the pot from the river, pour the coffee in the
00:47:26pot, boil the water, and there you go.
00:47:31You can taste the smoke, Stacy. It's the best cup of coffee you'll ever have.
00:47:37Oh, my God.
00:47:39Oh, honey, I think you are romanticizing this to the point of physical impossibility.
00:47:45Maybe you should just wash the pot.
00:47:48Well, technically, it's a percolator.
00:47:50Ah.
00:47:51And if you'll ever come here, I'll make you a cup. Best you'll ever have.
00:47:57If you really wanted me to come there, you and your brother would build a bathroom.
00:48:01It has a bathroom.
00:48:02Inside the house.
00:48:04God, you're spoiled.
00:48:06Well, conveniences have become your necessities.
00:48:09We went camping once a long time ago.
00:48:13Or have you managed to block that out?
00:48:15No, no, no, no.
00:48:16That was not camping.
00:48:17That was an excuse to get you in a tent.
00:48:20I had planned nothing past the sex.
00:48:24Well, you married a city mouse, honey.
00:48:28City mice stay in the city.
00:48:31You need to see it, Stacy.
00:48:34Just once.
00:48:36I do.
00:48:37I do see it.
00:48:38Every time you send a picture of you and some traumatized trout.
00:48:42It's not the same.
00:48:44No.
00:48:48No.
00:48:52No.
00:48:58No.
00:49:00No.
00:49:03No.
00:49:04No, no.
00:49:11No.
00:49:21girls girls where are you going we just want to check it out well don't climb on anything
00:49:29watch out for snakes are there snakes i don't know so you probably should watch out for them
00:49:47what in the world i found a motel about an hour away does not look great
00:49:54you could drive into bozeman or helena everything seems to be about two hours from everything else
00:50:05how long do you think she wants to stay i think i'll find out
00:50:14mom
00:50:18mom
00:50:23what's that
00:50:27coffee maker it is it's done you want some why not
00:50:54he sat here and called me
00:50:58right here
00:51:02talked about fish
00:51:06and i'd pretend like i cared
00:51:11he was right
00:51:15not the same in pictures
00:51:19i never came with him because i thought i'd be bored
00:51:27or you know a third wheel i didn't want to interrupt his man time his brother time
00:51:33and i thought about bringing you two out when you were younger but then it's not a vacation for him
00:51:42it's a trip and he's worried about pleasing you and not himself and
00:51:50wow was i wrong
00:51:53i robbed us of this
00:51:57i robbed him of sharing it with us
00:52:00please don't do that
00:52:03do not blame yourself for things that you didn't do
00:52:07you had a loving marriage for 40 years in new york city i mean they should both statue me too
00:52:20miss him
00:52:22god knows i will
00:52:25but no blame
00:52:28you two did it right
00:52:34it's getting late
00:52:36motel's a hike
00:52:37we can come back in the morning
00:52:42i'm gonna stay here
00:52:46mmm
00:52:47you guys right
00:52:48you can taste the smoke
00:53:08she's just gonna stay
00:53:10and do what
00:53:11there's not even a bathroom
00:53:13oh i found one
00:53:13dude
00:53:14it's outside
00:53:15spartan
00:53:17what does spartan mean
00:53:18rustic
00:53:20there's like a
00:53:21hornet's nest
00:53:23inside the hole
00:53:24adds a certain degree of difficulty
00:53:26she can't stay here
00:53:27okay
00:53:28it's selfish
00:53:29she's acting like
00:53:31she's the only one who lost somebody
00:53:33okay
00:53:33he was my father
00:53:34fucking dare
00:53:36she has been with him
00:53:37since she was 19
00:53:39i've been with him since i was born
00:53:41so were you
00:53:41we were not with him
00:53:42he was present
00:53:44when we needed something
00:53:46when we needed a
00:53:47chauffeur
00:53:48or a cheerleader
00:53:49a therapist
00:53:51a bank
00:53:52you want to mourn something
00:53:54why don't we mourn the time
00:53:55that we didn't give him
00:53:56he was her lover
00:53:58and her best friend
00:53:59it is not the same thing
00:54:01you lost the idea of him page
00:54:03which you can still have
00:54:06girls go back outside now
00:54:07we can hear you yelling
00:54:33oh god bless your uncle
00:54:37hey did i see a garden
00:54:41somewhere
00:54:41by the barn
00:54:43what's in it
00:54:44we didn't check
00:54:45let's check
00:54:54i'd say you nailed it
00:54:57with me
00:54:59but
00:55:00if that's all he was
00:55:02to you two
00:55:05what a shame
00:55:06girls
00:55:16kale
00:55:17and swiss shard
00:55:19i think these are scallions
00:55:21oh this is time
00:55:22this
00:55:25will come in handy
00:55:26nice right
00:55:28strawberries
00:55:30wow
00:55:31wait
00:55:32you can just grow them
00:55:34apparently
00:55:35i thought they just came from farms
00:55:37oh that's what this is
00:55:39it's an
00:55:39itty bitty farm
00:55:41i think
00:55:43this is spinach
00:55:46what's this
00:55:49oh shit
00:55:50that's a snake
00:55:51everything okay
00:55:53we're okay
00:55:54it's okay
00:55:55it's more scared of you
00:55:56than you are of him
00:55:57okay let's just go
00:55:59over here
00:56:18whoa
00:56:21right
00:56:24lesson learned
00:56:25less is more
00:56:26with this stuff
00:56:40when was the last time
00:56:42you saw one of those girls
00:56:43one of what
00:56:46sunset
00:56:49can't remember
00:56:52no me neither
00:56:57there must be a nice grocery store
00:56:59around here
00:56:59because paul has every cheese
00:57:00on the planet
00:57:01i sent a package
00:57:02your father likes to rough it
00:57:03but he doesn't like to starve
00:57:05somebody grate the parmesan
00:57:07uh we got it here
00:57:14what are you making?
00:57:16polenta
00:57:17how are you making polenta?
00:57:19you just boil cornmeal honey
00:57:21i don't think polenta
00:57:23has corn in it
00:57:24that's all polenta has
00:57:26just corn
00:57:27and liquid
00:57:28and cheese
00:57:28i think that's grits
00:57:30yes
00:57:30grits and polenta
00:57:32are the same thing
00:57:33mother
00:57:35they make grits
00:57:36in alabama
00:57:36you're telling me
00:57:37it's the same thing
00:57:38as the dish from italy?
00:57:39it's the exact same thing
00:57:40just finish it
00:57:41with different toppings
00:57:42if it has different ingredients
00:57:44it's a different dish
00:57:45somebody pour me some wine
00:57:46like they're making
00:57:47the same thing
00:57:48in birmingham
00:57:49that they're making
00:57:49in florence
00:57:50with different cheese
00:57:52that's the only difference
00:57:53okay
00:57:53i'm not gonna argue with you
00:57:55because you're in mourning
00:57:56but the time will come
00:57:58where i will tell you
00:57:58how wrong you are
00:58:06um
00:58:07oh that looks great
00:58:10yeah um
00:58:11i don't think this is beef
00:58:14what? it's beef
00:58:15yeah it didn't cook like beef
00:58:17it doesn't smell like
00:58:18look at me
00:58:19it's beef
00:58:20okay
00:58:21for tonight
00:58:21it's beef
00:58:24okay
00:58:26um
00:58:26what
00:58:27what
00:58:27what
00:58:28what is it
00:58:28really
00:58:30it said elk
00:58:32but the world
00:58:33doesn't need to know that
00:58:35why
00:58:35do you think the uh
00:58:37you think the world
00:58:38would uh
00:58:38rep
00:58:39rep
00:58:39how do you think
00:58:40your wife would react
00:58:43um
00:58:43yeah not uh
00:58:44not good
00:58:45multiply that by four
00:58:47right
00:58:47okay so should i
00:58:48slice it
00:58:49no i think you should
00:58:50just do whatever
00:58:51you think
00:58:52will make it look
00:58:53more like beef
00:58:57can i have more on the steak
00:58:59you bet honey
00:59:00oh thank you
00:59:02you're a really good cup
00:59:03thanks
00:59:05steak's really good honey
00:59:10thank you
00:59:11do you girls want more grits
00:59:13it's not grits
00:59:14it's polenta
00:59:15you and i can agree to disagree
00:59:16but i'm not lying to my children
00:59:18they're my children
00:59:19they're my nieces
00:59:20you know what i mean
00:59:21they're basically my children
00:59:23they're not even kind of
00:59:24your children
00:59:25but if you want them
00:59:26to be your children
00:59:27you can get them to dance
00:59:29on tuesday and thursday
00:59:30and then take them to
00:59:31fucking paramedic
00:59:32in the morning for gymnastics
00:59:33fine
00:59:34the children
00:59:35i'm not lying to
00:59:36the children
00:59:37i don't see why not
00:59:38i'm lying to mine
00:59:40are you enjoying the elk
00:59:42page
00:59:44the what
00:59:46it's elk
00:59:48elk
00:59:52elk
00:59:52like the deer
00:59:54no no not a deer
00:59:55the big deer
00:59:56no it's a different species
00:59:57it's kind of like grits
01:00:00and polenta
01:00:00according to your logic
01:00:01it has big horns
01:00:03and hooves
01:00:04and it was roaming around freely
01:00:06until your brother-in-law shot it
01:00:08that's what i'm eating
01:00:08i'm not sure that they have hooves
01:00:11did you know
01:00:13you knew i can fucking tell
01:00:15you knew and you cooked it
01:00:17and you're just gonna let me eat it
01:00:18i think it's really good
01:00:21mom
01:00:21what do you think is gonna happen
01:00:23to all the food
01:00:23in this house
01:00:24page
01:00:25it's gonna get eaten
01:00:26or it's gonna rot
01:00:28i didn't kill the thing
01:00:29your uncle will never kill another one
01:00:31i suppose we could throw it all away
01:00:33and then it's
01:00:34nourishing some raccoon
01:00:36or worms
01:00:37or
01:00:38i guess
01:00:39or it can nourish us
01:00:41which is what it's doing
01:00:45when's the last time you cooked a meal
01:00:46page
01:00:47not reheated one
01:00:48not microwaved one
01:00:49we picked that from a garden
01:00:51your uncle took that from somewhere around here
01:00:54the cornmeal is
01:00:55in a jar
01:00:56did he make that
01:00:57maybe
01:00:59everything we ate
01:01:00came from this
01:01:02this little world
01:01:03that your father adored
01:01:06we made a meal
01:01:07from this place
01:01:08together
01:01:10i think it's beautiful
01:01:12i think it's perfect
01:01:14and i know your father would too
01:01:19i wonder who has to die for us
01:01:21to make another meal together
01:01:26good night
01:01:27good night
01:02:13I wonder if that stuff works.
01:02:17I guess so long as the wound is at your back.
01:02:21Good point.
01:02:26What are you reading?
01:02:29A journal.
01:02:33Your father kept a journal here.
01:02:3825 years.
01:02:41What's it say?
01:02:42It talks about which river, and then it says to crack a window and lighting the stove in
01:02:51a wind, there's a downdraft that pushes the smoke back into the cabin.
01:02:56It's half diary, half how-to guide.
01:03:01Then there's this about me.
01:03:08There's a spot upriver, and he calls it Stacy's Valley.
01:03:20The elk don't graze there for some reason, so the grass grows tall and it's yellow, and
01:03:27it reminds him of my hair.
01:03:37I need to know his last little secret.
01:03:45How can I say goodbye when there's still more to know?
01:03:59So tomorrow morning, I'm gonna get up, and I'm gonna find this little valley.
01:04:17And then I'm gonna bring your father here.
01:04:22And I'm gonna bury him there.
01:04:26And then I'm gonna take this book, and I'm gonna visit every place he wrote about.
01:04:35And you can tell me I'm crazy.
01:04:37You can say, I need to move on.
01:04:39I have a whole life ahead of me and all that shit.
01:04:42I am 65 years old.
01:04:44I don't have a whole life ahead of me.
01:04:47I have a very small window to be reckless.
01:04:51To make decisions that feed this and never factor this into the equation.
01:04:57And that's what I'm gonna do.
01:04:58I'm gonna do what he begged me to do for 30 years.
01:05:04I'm gonna finally see this place.
01:05:11Want some company?
01:05:16I'd love some.
01:05:21Well, then I'll see you in the morning.
01:05:58Poor choice of footwear in retrospect.
01:06:00ст
01:06:11If
01:06:15you
01:06:17you
01:06:17you
01:06:17Oh, my God.
01:06:46I feel that we are underdressed, unarmed, and just generally unprepared for any kind of exploratory venture afoot.
01:06:56Afoot. I didn't know they taught the Queen's English at Brown.
01:06:59Oh, they do. I mean, I didn't actually study it, but the course does exist.
01:07:03And the world is a better place for it, Russell.
01:07:09Let's go find this spot.
01:07:43Oh, my God.
01:08:13Oh, my God.
01:08:15Oh, my God.
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