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00:02:09Nice one.
00:02:10Not very happy about the hook in his dinner.
00:02:17Catch him on a hopper?
00:02:21Hopper's out yet?
00:02:22There's one out.
00:02:25Yeah, they're sure not buying this salmon fly.
00:02:28They're not buying your presentation.
00:02:30You're slapping the water with it.
00:02:31Just lay it.
00:02:34Too much action in your wrist.
00:02:36Stop trying to hail a cab on Fifth Avenue.
00:02:40Just lay it down.
00:02:44Like that.
00:02:53And on a hopper.
00:02:55I do this for a living, big brother.
00:02:57Well, sort of.
00:02:58You should do it for a living.
00:03:00Never make work of your passions.
00:03:02Well, counterpoint to that is love what you do.
00:03:04You never work a day in your life.
00:03:05You love what you do?
00:03:06I don't even like what I do.
00:03:08You should analyze that.
00:03:09Exactly what I'm doing.
00:03:11I'm glad you're doing something,
00:03:12because you damn sure ain't catching any trout.
00:03:18You better not be doing what I think you're doing.
00:03:22Tying on a nymph.
00:03:23Don't you dare.
00:03:24This is my last day, Paul.
00:03:26I'm tying on a nymph.
00:03:27And if you fuck with me even a little,
00:03:30I'm putting on a streamer.
00:03:31I don't know you anymore.
00:03:33I recognize your face,
00:03:35but the words coming from it
00:03:36are the words of a stranger.
00:03:41I don't know.
00:03:45Doesn't count.
00:03:46It counts.
00:03:47I got a spin caster in the truck.
00:03:49Why don't you just put some cheese on a treble hook?
00:03:51Out of here.
00:03:58Hey, I'm keeping it.
00:04:00Of course you are, fucking fish killer.
00:04:02I'm keeping it,
00:04:04and you're cooking it.
00:04:06All right.
00:04:08And lay it out there.
00:04:36Hey, I have the Hermes scarf
00:04:37and the blouse from Brunello.
00:04:39I'm meeting her at the Greenwich,
00:04:40and then we'll depart for the opening at 5.15.
00:04:42Well, does her assistant know?
00:04:44Okay, yeah.
00:04:45Calling now.
00:05:07The Washington Heights Women's Center
00:05:10will provide essential services
00:05:12for New York's most underprivileged
00:05:15and underrepresented demographic.
00:05:18Beyond reproductive care,
00:05:20the Women's Center will provide
00:05:21wellness care,
00:05:23counseling,
00:05:24dietary consultation.
00:05:25The nutritionist was my idea.
00:05:27The diet of some of those people
00:05:29is abhorrent.
00:05:30They just don't know any better.
00:05:31They don't eat junk
00:05:32because they like it, Laura.
00:05:33They eat it because it's cheap.
00:05:35They don't need a nutritionist.
00:05:37They need better food.
00:05:39The food bank has a bigger selection
00:05:41of produce than my whole food, Stacey.
00:05:43And it all rots.
00:05:44They won't eat it.
00:05:45They want chips
00:05:46and chicken nuggets
00:05:47and sugar-coated cereals.
00:05:48They need education.
00:05:52Excuse me.
00:05:58Paige?
00:05:59I was attacked.
00:06:02Attacked?
00:06:02A man just walked up and hit me.
00:06:05Took my bag that hit me.
00:06:06Can you see it?
00:06:07Did you call the police?
00:06:08It just happened.
00:06:10Where are you?
00:06:11Downtown.
00:06:12Get in a cab.
00:06:13Should I go to the hospital?
00:06:14Like, look at this.
00:06:15No, go to Dr. Steele's office.
00:06:17I'll meet you there.
00:06:17Wait, there's a police car.
00:06:27What happened?
00:06:28I was attacked and robbed.
00:06:30Somebody hit you?
00:06:31Hit me and took two bags,
00:06:32shopping bags.
00:06:33What'd they look like?
00:06:34Uh, maybe 30,
00:06:36a navy sweatshirt,
00:06:38hood over his head,
00:06:39tall, tall and skinny.
00:06:40What color was it?
00:06:42Color?
00:06:43His skin.
00:06:45I, I can't.
00:06:47I can't.
00:06:48You didn't notice?
00:06:49Was he dark like me?
00:06:50Or light like him?
00:06:54I don't know.
00:06:55I only saw him walking away.
00:06:57But you think he's 30.
00:06:58How do you know that?
00:06:59I, I saw it for an instant,
00:07:00but yes, he looked 30,
00:07:01or maybe younger,
00:07:02but I don't want to say his race
00:07:03because I don't know.
00:07:05How about this?
00:07:06What color were the shopping bags?
00:07:08White.
00:07:09Two of them.
00:07:09Navy blue sweatshirt,
00:07:11two white bags.
00:07:12Got it.
00:07:13You need to file a report.
00:07:15Woo!
00:07:16Are you still there?
00:07:22117 Park Avenue.
00:07:30How many stitches?
00:07:32I think it's going to take six.
00:07:34How big a scar?
00:07:35We'll deal with the scar later.
00:07:37It's easy for you to say.
00:07:38It's not on your face.
00:07:39Russell might like it.
00:07:40Scars are sexy.
00:07:41Scars on men are sexy.
00:07:43Scars on women are...
00:07:46I'm going to look like a battered spouse.
00:07:48I don't know why you were walking.
00:07:49Why were you walking?
00:07:50You know better than that.
00:07:51I was on Fifth Avenue, Mom.
00:07:52If you can't walk on Fifth Avenue,
00:07:54where can you walk?
00:07:54You can't.
00:07:55That's the whole point.
00:07:57Did you call Daddy?
00:07:59He's fishing.
00:08:00And that means you can't call him?
00:08:01No, honey.
00:08:02I can call him.
00:08:03I just can't reach him.
00:08:04He doesn't have cell service on the river.
00:08:06He'll call tonight.
00:08:07But I can tell you what he'll say.
00:08:09He'll say, take the car.
00:08:11Stay still.
00:08:13He hit me.
00:08:16For no reason.
00:08:18I would have given him the bags.
00:08:20He just hit me.
00:08:21Right.
00:08:27¶¶
00:09:04Just leave all that shit on the plane. I got a surprise for you tomorrow.
00:09:09Paul, I have to leave tomorrow.
00:09:12You're fishing the Big Lost tomorrow.
00:09:15You have to pack into the Big Lost.
00:09:17I fly in the smokejumpers.
00:09:18And we can use their strip.
00:09:23Happy birthday.
00:09:30Oh, shit.
00:09:32Wait, wait, wait.
00:09:44Baby! Baby! Soft! Soft!
00:09:51Oh, shit!
00:09:53Hey, hey, hey!
00:09:53I'm gonna kill you before you think so.
00:09:55I only feel pretty good when you say, hey, use your Genauie's slurs way.
00:09:55I'm telling you.
00:09:55Oh, shit.
00:09:55Vitamin Tom on the plane.
00:09:55It Where's the Cabot?
00:10:04You look good, baby.
00:10:07I know she's able to ride home,
00:10:08the Queen and the King.
00:10:08You look good and be careful.
00:10:11The Doctor, it удобieras door.
00:10:13That doesn't have me due you,
00:10:13but will stop you.
00:10:14The Doctor is very important.
00:10:15You, never be następ you.
00:10:20Sixty-four.
00:10:27Astonishing where the time goes.
00:10:30I wonder, what do I have?
00:10:32Maybe ten, fifteen years before I'm too old to do anything more than just remember?
00:10:47Well, I took Stacey and the kids to this resort in the Caribbean.
00:10:53Rooms are ten grand a night. Villas are thirty.
00:10:56This shit doesn't impress me.
00:10:58No, Paul, it doesn't impress me either. I'm just trying to tell you a story.
00:11:02Now, if you quantify making it by the things you can afford, then this place is making it, yeah?
00:11:09We're sitting there on the beach and watching all these couples walk by.
00:11:15We're the youngest there by, like, two decades.
00:11:18I mean, everyone's in their seventies and eighties.
00:11:22Barely waddle across the sand.
00:11:26All covered up in their big hats and their long-sleeved shirts.
00:11:29They'd made it.
00:11:32But their bodies are too old to enjoy it.
00:11:36We were halfway around the world and they were too old or crippled.
00:11:41Swim in the water, run in the sand, make love.
00:11:44None of it.
00:11:45They finally made it.
00:11:48They were all too old to create a single memory.
00:11:53And they knew it.
00:11:57It was on every one of their faces.
00:12:00Saw them at the restaurant.
00:12:02Same thing.
00:12:03Not a smile among them.
00:12:05Because they knew.
00:12:08They'd worked their whole lives for that moment.
00:12:13The moment had already passed them by.
00:12:19That's why I'm here.
00:12:21That's why I quit.
00:12:23I make a memory a day, brother.
00:12:26Sometimes more.
00:12:29But make them for who, huh?
00:12:33No kids.
00:12:35No, no wife.
00:12:38You've got nobody to share it with, Paul.
00:12:40I'm sharing it with you right now.
00:12:42Once a year, you share it with me.
00:12:44Then you should come more often.
00:12:46At least get a girlfriend.
00:12:48Not on your life.
00:12:50How about a dog?
00:12:52They're neatier than girlfriends.
00:12:54Maybe a goldfish, then.
00:12:57Maybe.
00:12:58You'd probably try to kill it with one of your giant hook streamers.
00:13:08True.
00:13:25Oh, sorry.
00:13:32Abby, how was your day?
00:13:33Laser resurfacing is the most effective.
00:13:35Doesn't that make your skin shiny, like, forever?
00:13:37I still haven't seen it.
00:13:38You're never seeing it.
00:13:39It looks like a bloody zipper.
00:13:40I wish I had been there.
00:13:42But, so he could have hit you, too?
00:13:43Oh, you would have gotten a shot stabbed or worse.
00:13:45What's worse than getting shot?
00:13:47I don't know, but that's what would have happened.
00:13:48Being set on fire.
00:13:50It's worse.
00:13:50Girls, please.
00:13:51And the police, they just kept asking, what was his race?
00:13:54Like, that has anything to do with it?
00:13:55I mean, it's pretty important information when you're trying to find somebody.
00:13:58Whoa.
00:14:00That's so racist.
00:14:06Where are you going?
00:14:08It's your father.
00:14:09So, where are you going?
00:14:11It is rude to talk on the phone in a restaurant.
00:14:14It is also rude to play on your phone in a restaurant and serve the Internet.
00:14:18Basically, what all of you are doing right now is rude.
00:14:22Rude to who?
00:14:24It's rude to me.
00:14:25It's rude to each other.
00:14:26It's rude to the staff.
00:14:27It's just fucking rude.
00:14:35It's so bright there.
00:14:37What time is it?
00:14:38Seven.
00:14:40Full moon.
00:14:42Wow.
00:14:43Look at those stars.
00:14:46My view is better.
00:14:48Well, until your brother gets indoor plumbing, I'll have to take your word for it.
00:14:52There's plumbing of sorts.
00:14:54Got a sink.
00:14:56Got a shower now.
00:14:57Well, until the outhouse moves indoors, then I'll have to rely on pictures.
00:15:03You feel rested?
00:15:04What time do you land tomorrow?
00:15:07Okay.
00:15:08Going to have to push it back a day, honey, because Paul has something very, very special
00:15:12planned for tomorrow.
00:15:13Mm-hmm.
00:15:14It's a stretch of river that can only be reached by pack horse.
00:15:17Takes like a week.
00:15:18Paul has permission to fly us into it.
00:15:21Honey, this is like, well, it's virgin water.
00:15:24Oh, now there's virgins involved.
00:15:28Nobody fishes this stretch, honey.
00:15:30Nobody.
00:15:31Maybe a dozen people a year, if that.
00:15:34Hey, um, some bad news.
00:15:37Uh, Paige got mugged today down in the village.
00:15:41What?
00:15:42Mugged?
00:15:43Is she okay?
00:15:44Yeah, she just, you know, she got a pretty good shiner and...
00:15:47A decent cut.
00:15:48The doctor saw her.
00:15:50Six stitches.
00:15:51Ah, damn it.
00:15:52I cannot come up with one plausible reason why we still live in that city.
00:15:57Well, I'll give you two.
00:15:59Our children.
00:16:00Two more.
00:16:01Our grandchildren.
00:16:02My parents.
00:16:03Make her use the car, honey.
00:16:05That's what it's for.
00:16:07She thinks it's a garish display of wealth.
00:16:10Yeah, well, if my money's so offensive, maybe we should stop giving it to her.
00:16:13Oh, honey.
00:16:14No, serious.
00:16:15Sell her apartment and put her up in a house in Great Neck, or she takes the fucking car.
00:16:19Oh, my God.
00:16:20I knew you were going to do this.
00:16:22What am I doing?
00:16:23Okay, let's...
00:16:24This problem will be right here when you get back.
00:16:26Let's deal with it then.
00:16:28All right.
00:16:29She's okay, though, huh?
00:16:30Yes.
00:16:31In the meantime, enjoy your mountains.
00:16:34Enjoy your brother.
00:16:35Enjoy the hole in the ground.
00:16:37He thinks it's the toilet.
00:16:38And I'll see you Monday.
00:16:41Monday.
00:16:42I love you, honey.
00:16:44Love you.
00:16:45Love you.
00:16:46Love you.
00:17:04So, Russell, anything interesting happen in your world today, besides your wife getting mugged?
00:17:11Uh, yeah, we're, uh, we're investing in a Dutch cargo ship venture.
00:17:19You know, some of these larger vessels, they carry over 25,000 containers, like 2,000 and change per container.
00:17:26That's over 50 million a load in freight.
00:17:28I mean, you have crew fees and docking fees, fuel by far being the largest expense.
00:17:33So, yeah, nothing interesting happened.
00:17:38Excuse me, um, can I order a martini, gin, three olives?
00:17:47What's wrong with you?
00:17:49I was the one that got punched.
00:17:53Oh, yeah.
00:18:20I was the mom.
00:18:20I was the one that got chased.
00:18:20I was, I was the other one that got punched.
00:18:27Let's go.
00:18:32Press.
00:18:32Yeah.
00:18:33You might want to grab your rod.
00:18:34Oh, shit.
00:18:35Christ.
00:18:40The way you talk about this place, I thought I'd only need my net, so...
00:19:13I thought I'd only need my net.
00:19:20Hey.
00:19:22Caddys are hatching.
00:20:01Oh.
00:20:02Yeah.
00:20:08Oh.
00:20:12Oh.
00:20:26It's going to be one of those days, brother.
00:20:29Yes, I can use one.
00:21:10Does that worry you at all?
00:21:14We aren't going that way.
00:21:16Because that storm sure looks like it's coming this way.
00:21:20There isn't any weather on the radar this morning.
00:21:22Well, there's weather there now, Paul.
00:21:24Storms build over the mountains every afternoon, but we're going that way.
00:21:33We can leave now if you want.
00:21:36We don't ever want to leave.
00:22:01Can't do it any better than that.
00:22:11We don't know if you want to leave.
00:22:13We don't know if you want to leave.
00:22:28We don't know if you want to leave.
00:22:32No!
00:22:33No!
00:22:33No!
00:22:34No!
00:22:34Ah!
00:22:36It's a monster!
00:22:39We should go.
00:22:45Shit!
00:22:46Shit!
00:23:09What do you think?
00:23:10What's this telling you?
00:23:11It's a monster.
00:23:12I'm just going to pick my way through it.
00:23:14It's going to be a little bumpy over the mountains.
00:23:16Yeah.
00:23:16It's great.
00:23:31It's necessary if we were to really figure out what you are going to do.
00:23:32Isn't that a monster?
00:23:32Or, there could still be a monster.
00:23:35Itnexet isso fig Story San Francisco.
00:23:35It's not a monster.
00:23:36Great!
00:23:36Now I'm as a monster.
00:23:36To you ride a two-time spirit!
00:23:37It's been a monster or an физical strip!
00:23:40Oh, man!
00:23:41God!
00:23:46Then notice you're kind.
00:26:01And what in the world would we talk about?
00:26:04All of our friends are here, the ones that haven't moved to Florida.
00:26:10This is my city.
00:26:11It has gone to hell before.
00:26:13It will come back.
00:26:14It always does.
00:26:15Now you, on the other hand, how you keep your mountain man in Manhattan, that is a trick that you
00:26:22must show me.
00:26:23Our daughters is the trick.
00:26:25He would never leave them and he will never get the girls to leave.
00:26:29So, you know, he just, as long as he gets his little escapes, but you have to wonder why we
00:26:36choose to live in a place we need to escape.
00:26:37Because there's no stock exchange in Telluride, my dear, whenever I see Michael looking at properties online, I just, I
00:26:44just remind him how far that is from Yankee Stadium and that usually does it.
00:26:49You'd have to stock the Hudson with trout to entice mine.
00:26:53Just buy him a little cabin in the Catskills.
00:26:55I think they invented fly fishing there.
00:26:58It's just three hours away.
00:26:59He can go there whenever he wants.
00:27:01It's easier to get there than the Hamptons.
00:27:03You realize all we ever talk about is leaving.
00:27:05It's all anyone talks about.
00:27:07Well, of course we do.
00:27:08We're New Yorkers.
00:27:09What else are we going to talk about if we can't complain about our city?
00:27:13Hmm.
00:27:16Hmm.
00:27:17Do we know anyone in Idaho?
00:27:19Well, the Greenbergs have a house in Sound Valley.
00:27:22You know, Preston didn't call me last night.
00:27:23I'm just going to, um...
00:27:27Hello?
00:27:28Is this Mrs. Clabber?
00:27:31It is.
00:27:32Who's this?
00:27:34I'm Officer Shepard with the U.S. Department of Forestry.
00:27:39Yes?
00:27:41Is your husband Preston Clabber?
00:27:46Yes.
00:27:49Ma'am, your husband was involved in a plane crash on a mountain called Bora Peak.
00:27:56Can I...
00:27:57Is...
00:27:59Can I speak to him?
00:28:00Is he all right?
00:28:02No, ma'am.
00:28:06I'm sorry to say both he and Paul Clabber did not survive the crash.
00:28:10Stacy?
00:28:14Oh, ma'am.
00:28:17What do I do?
00:28:18What do I do?
00:28:19Well, ma'am, we'd like you to come here and identify the bodies.
00:28:22Help arrange transport to wherever you choose as their resting place.
00:28:27This is Stacy's friend.
00:28:28What's happened?
00:28:34I'm sorry.
00:28:36Let me get that.
00:28:43Idaho Falls.
00:28:45Is there an airport?
00:28:49Okay.
00:28:49Okay.
00:28:52Honey...
00:28:52No, I just...
00:28:53Just...
00:28:54Just let me...
00:29:00Oh, my God.
00:29:33I'll get the car.
00:29:40Mom, they just think it's him. They don't know.
00:29:44Paige.
00:29:44What? They don't.
00:29:47They look like pilgrims.
00:29:49Where are we?
00:29:53Hey.
00:29:55I texted and I left a message.
00:29:59This is a little more important than school, don't you think?
00:30:02I can't include you in decisions when you do not respond.
00:30:06I will tell you why.
00:30:07Because he is my fucking father and they are my children.
00:30:10When people talk about life-altering events, they are talking about this.
00:30:13Then get on a plane and come get him.
00:30:16Yeah, that's what I thought.
00:30:21I will.
00:30:48Would you like to check in at the hotel?
00:30:51Deal with the rest in the morning?
00:30:54Take me to the coroner. I want to get this over with.
00:31:01Would you like some music?
00:31:03I would not.
00:31:03Okay.
00:31:18Do we all go in?
00:31:19I don't know.
00:31:22Let me get the lay of the land.
00:31:36Ma'am, we're very sorry for your loss.
00:31:40Did you walk me through this?
00:31:42You knew the brother as well?
00:31:43I did.
00:31:45The state requires that remains be positively identified by a relative or close friend.
00:31:50Someone with enough familiarity to make visual recognition.
00:31:54Won't take long.
00:31:56I do.
00:31:57But do we follow up?
00:32:02I do.
00:32:07I do.
00:32:32There's no other way.
00:32:35I mean, clearly you know who it is or you wouldn't have known to contact me.
00:32:40We found a phone, ma'am.
00:32:41That does not positively identify a body.
00:32:44But why else would he have the phone?
00:32:47I don't make the laws, ma'am.
00:32:49But I do have to enforce them.
00:32:53You're going to force me.
00:33:00Before he left, he kissed me and he smiled.
00:33:07And that is the last image of him in my mind.
00:33:10If I go in there and see what happened to him, that is the last image in my mind.
00:33:22Forever.
00:33:27I'll do it, mom.
00:33:29No.
00:33:31No, you won't.
00:34:02Which is which?
00:34:04We don't know.
00:34:10Mom.
00:34:12Mom.
00:34:14Mom.
00:34:25Mom.
00:34:28Mom.
00:34:28Mom.
00:34:29Mom.
00:34:30Mom.
00:34:32Mom.
00:34:33Mom.
00:35:03What's wrong with fingerprints?
00:35:05How dare you?
00:35:21Show me what you showed her.
00:35:51He had a will?
00:35:52Yes.
00:35:53Life insurance?
00:35:54Yes.
00:35:56I hate to ask these things, but...
00:35:57We're taken care of.
00:36:00What about a funeral?
00:36:01I don't know.
00:36:05The ranch, maybe.
00:36:08I guess I'll take care of his brother as well.
00:36:10He doesn't have anyone.
00:36:13Then you'll never be able to visit him, Stacy.
00:36:16I'll close my eyes when I want to visit him.
00:36:18What are you going to do with this cabin?
00:36:20It's not my cabin.
00:36:21It's your cabin now.
00:36:23And if you sell it, then you can't visit him anywhere.
00:36:26Think about that.
00:36:27Bring him home.
00:36:27This is too much.
00:36:28Too many decisions for one day.
00:36:30Take a sleeping pill.
00:36:31I plan to.
00:36:32I'll call you tomorrow.
00:36:33Okay.
00:37:20We were thinking of a slumber party.
00:37:23You might.
00:37:24Come on.
00:37:28There's bound to be some shitty pizza in this town.
00:37:30Is there?
00:37:32I hope so.
00:37:37Girls, can you ninja up some Netflix on the TV?
00:37:41For you.
00:37:43Oh, God bless you.
00:37:46Nothing teaches you to self-medicate like a good divorce.
00:37:50What do you want, Grandma?
00:37:52A comedy.
00:37:55How about A River Runs Through It?
00:37:58It was Grandpa's favorite movie.
00:38:02A river may run through it, but I've never actually gotten through it.
00:38:06So, in honor of him, we've come to the right place.
00:38:16Uh, pizza.
00:38:18Can you find some?
00:38:19Pizza?
00:38:19Yeah.
00:38:20Yeah.
00:38:20And ice cream.
00:38:22What flavors?
00:38:23Dazzles with options.
00:38:25Done.
00:38:25Thanks, friends.
00:38:29Is it going to be sad?
00:38:32Oh, it's about fishing.
00:38:34How sad can it be?
00:38:48I am haunted by words.
00:38:51Thanks, Mom.
00:38:52I sure feel better now.
00:38:54Jesus.
00:38:56It made your father cry, too.
00:38:57Every time, like a big baby.
00:39:03Oh, that and, uh, Rudy.
00:39:06Only men can cry over fishing and football.
00:39:10God, for life to be that simple.
00:39:14You know, in 39 years of marriage, we never fought.
00:39:22Not once.
00:39:24I mean, we, we, we danced right to the edge, but, but, but, we both knew how, how precious
00:39:33and how rare what we had was.
00:39:40I should be happy that he died out here doing something that he loves.
00:39:47He's not gathered to some hospital bed, like most men, waiting to die.
00:39:58He died living, not existing.
00:40:05How many can say that?
00:40:08I hope you find what we had someday, honey.
00:40:11I really, really do.
00:40:12I hope you meet a man that's worth missing.
00:40:18I just, like, want to return my call.
00:40:20Oh, God.
00:40:21We can work on your standards.
00:40:25Oh.
00:40:28Oh.
00:40:31Oh.
00:40:35Oh.
00:40:41Oh.
00:40:43Oh.
00:40:43Oh.
00:40:44Oh.
00:40:50Do you guys have service?
00:40:55Are we close?
00:40:57I don't know.
00:40:57Never been there before.
00:40:59We're close, I think.
00:41:16I guess this is it.
00:41:18This is it?
00:41:19This is what the nap says.
00:41:21Stop.
00:41:23Stop.
00:41:24Stop.
00:41:25Stop.
00:41:26Stop.
00:41:26Stop.
00:41:29Stop.
00:41:29Stop.
00:41:42I've seen that photo.
00:41:46Okay.
00:41:46I've seen that photo.
00:41:48Bye.
00:41:57Bye.
00:42:02Bye.
00:42:06Bye.
00:42:08Bye.
00:42:09Bye.
00:42:10Bye.
00:42:12Bye.
00:42:12Bye.
00:42:13Bye.
00:42:14Bye.
00:42:15Bye.
00:42:16Bye.
00:42:16Bye.
00:42:16Bye.
00:42:34We'd be worried about bears?
00:42:36Perhaps they never mentioned bears.
00:43:16They never mentioned bears.
00:43:33it's very weird there's a sink and a shower but no toilet toilets are outside outside
00:43:39there's no septic system the cabins are too close to the river and that's why we never visited
00:43:45i have absolutely no idea how you would get this furniture up here
00:43:53where are you going i want to find preston's cabin well take this be careful
00:44:01uh what's that bear spray you said no bears i said he never mentioned bears
00:44:17so
00:46:18They wasted our money joining it.
00:46:21I stand corrected.
00:46:23What are you doing?
00:46:25I am making coffee.
00:46:27What time is it there?
00:46:29I don't know.
00:46:295.30.
00:46:31Babe, you'll be up all night.
00:46:33Well, I try to sleep as little as possible when I'm here.
00:46:37You know, at night, the bull elk come down to the river and bugle.
00:46:42They bugle.
00:46:43They bugle.
00:46:44It's kind of a high-pitched, almost like a whistle, and it drives the lady elk crazy.
00:46:49Oh, I remember when you used to bugle.
00:46:53I can still bugle.
00:46:55Well, it's more like a trombone these days.
00:46:58But, hey, I am no spring lady elk, so trombone is just fine with me.
00:47:05How do you make coffee?
00:47:06I thought you said you didn't have electricity.
00:47:08Well, it's electricity, just no outlets.
00:47:11We've got a light over the porch and light over the table.
00:47:16Huh.
00:47:17You didn't answer my question.
00:47:19Well, I build a fire in the stove and fill the pot from the river.
00:47:25Pour the coffee in the pot, boil the water, and there you go.
00:47:31You can taste the smoke, Stacy.
00:47:34It's the best cup of coffee you'll ever have.
00:47:37Oh, honey, I think you are romanticizing this to the point of physical impossibility.
00:47:45Maybe you should just wash the pot.
00:47:48Well, technically, it's a percolator.
00:47:50Ah.
00:47:51And if you'll ever come here, I'll make you a cup.
00:47:55Best you'll ever have.
00:47:57If you really wanted me to come there, you and your brother would build a bathroom.
00:48:01It has a bathroom.
00:48:02Inside the house.
00:48:04God, you're spoiled.
00:48:07Conveniences have become your necessities.
00:48:09We went camping once a long time ago.
00:48:13Or have you managed to block that out?
00:48:15No, no, no, no.
00:48:16That was not camping.
00:48:17That was an excuse to get you in a tent.
00:48:20I had planned nothing past the sex.
00:48:24Well, you married a city mouse, honey.
00:48:28City mice stay in the city.
00:48:31You need to see it, Stacy.
00:48:34Just once.
00:48:35I do.
00:48:37I do see it.
00:48:38Every time you send a picture of you and some traumatized trout.
00:48:42It's not the same.
00:48:43I'm talking.
00:48:45We're not.
00:48:51You're ugly.
00:48:53Yeah.
00:48:57No.
00:48:58No.
00:49:00No.
00:49:03No.
00:49:04No.
00:49:05No.
00:49:06No.
00:49:07No.
00:49:09No.
00:49:11No.
00:49:12No.
00:49:21girls girls where are you going we just want to check it out well don't climb on anything
00:49:29watch out for snakes are there snakes i don't know so you probably should watch out for them
00:49:47what in the world i found a motel about an hour away does not look great
00:49:54you could drive into bozeman or helena everything seems to be about
00:49:58two hours from everything else
00:50:05how long do you think she wants to stay i go find out
00:50:17mom mom
00:50:23what's that
00:50:27coffee maker
00:50:28it is it's done you want some why not
00:50:54he sat here and called me
00:50:58right here
00:51:02talked about fish
00:51:06and i'd pretend like i cared
00:51:11he was right
00:51:15not the same in pictures
00:51:19i never came with him because
00:51:24i thought i'd be bored
00:51:27or you know a third wheel i didn't want to interrupt his man time his brother time
00:51:35i thought about bringing you two out when you were younger but then
00:51:39it's not a vacation for him it's a
00:51:42it's a trip and he's worried about pleasing you
00:51:46and not himself and
00:51:50wow was i wrong
00:51:53i robbed us of this
00:51:57i robbed him of sharing it with us
00:52:00please don't do that
00:52:03do not blame yourself for things that you didn't do
00:52:08you had a loving marriage for 40 years in new york city
00:52:12i mean they should both statue me too
00:52:20miss him
00:52:22god knows i will
00:52:25but no blame
00:52:28you two did it right
00:52:34it's getting late
00:52:36motel's a hike
00:52:37we can come back in the morning
00:52:41i'm gonna stay here
00:52:44mmm
00:52:46it's right
00:52:48you can taste the smoke
00:52:51mmm
00:52:53mmm
00:52:54mmm
00:52:55mmm
00:52:59mmm
00:53:00mmm
00:53:01mmm
00:53:01mmm
00:53:08she's just gonna stay
00:53:10and do what
00:53:11there's not even a bathroom
00:53:13oh i found one
00:53:13dude
00:53:14it's outside
00:53:15spartan
00:53:17what does spartan mean
00:53:18rustic
00:53:19yeah
00:53:20there's like a
00:53:21hornet's nest
00:53:23inside the hole
00:53:24adds a certain degree of difficulty
00:53:26she can't stay here
00:53:27okay
00:53:28it's selfish
00:53:29she's acting like
00:53:31she's the only one who lost somebody
00:53:33he was my father
00:53:34dare
00:53:36she has been with him since she was 19
00:53:39i've been with him since i was born
00:53:41so were you
00:53:41we were not with him
00:53:42he was present
00:53:45when we needed something
00:53:46when we needed a chauffeur or a cheerleader
00:53:49a therapist
00:53:51a bank
00:53:52you want to mourn something
00:53:54why don't we mourn the time that we didn't give him
00:53:56he was her lover
00:53:58and her best friend
00:53:59it is not the same thing
00:54:01you lost the idea of him page
00:54:03which you can still have
00:54:06girls go back outside now
00:54:07we can hear you yelling
00:54:33oh god bless your uncle
00:54:38hey
00:54:38did i see a garden
00:54:41somewhere
00:54:41by the barn
00:54:43what's in it
00:54:44we didn't check
00:54:45let's check
00:54:54i'd say you nailed it
00:54:57with me
00:54:59but
00:55:00if that's all he was
00:55:02to you two
00:55:05what a shame
00:55:06girls
00:55:16kale
00:55:17and
00:55:18swiss shard
00:55:19i think these are scallions
00:55:20oh
00:55:21this is time
00:55:22this
00:55:24will come in handy
00:55:26nice right
00:55:28strawberries
00:55:30wow
00:55:31wait
00:55:32you can just grow them
00:55:34apparently
00:55:35i thought they just came from farms
00:55:37that's what this is
00:55:39it's an
00:55:39itty bitty farm
00:55:41i think
00:55:43this is spinach
00:55:46what's this
00:55:49oh shit
00:55:50that's a snake
00:55:51everything okay
00:55:53we're okay
00:55:54it's okay
00:55:55it's more scared of you than you are of him
00:55:57okay let's just go
00:55:59over here
00:56:17oh
00:56:19oh
00:56:21right
00:56:22lesson learned
00:56:25And less is more with this stuff.
00:56:40When was the last time you saw one of those girls?
00:56:43One of what?
00:56:46Sunset.
00:56:49Can't remember?
00:56:51No, me neither.
00:56:57There must be a nice grocery store around here because Paul has every cheese on the planet.
00:57:01I sent a package. Your father likes to rough it, but he doesn't like to starve.
00:57:06Somebody grate the parmesan?
00:57:07Uh, we got it here.
00:57:14What are you making?
00:57:16Polenta.
00:57:17How are you making polenta?
00:57:19You just boil cornmeal, honey.
00:57:22I don't think polenta has corn in it.
00:57:24That's all polenta has.
00:57:26Just corn and liquid and cheese?
00:57:28I think that's grits.
00:57:30Yes. Grits and polenta are the same thing.
00:57:33Mother, they make grits in Alabama. You're telling me it's the same thing as the dish from Italy?
00:57:39It's the exact same thing. Just finish it with different toppings.
00:57:43If it has different ingredients, it's a different dish.
00:57:45Can somebody pour me some wine?
00:57:47Like they're making the same thing in Birmingham that they're making in Florence?
00:57:50With different cheese.
00:57:52That's the only difference.
00:57:53Okay.
00:57:53I'm not going to argue with you because you're in mourning, but the time will come where I will tell
00:57:58you how wrong you are.
00:58:07Oh, that looks great.
00:58:10Yeah, I don't think this is beef.
00:58:14What? It's beef.
00:58:15Yeah, it didn't cook like beef. It doesn't smell like...
00:58:18Look at me. It's beef. Okay? For tonight. It's beef.
00:58:23beef. Okay. Um, what, what, what, what is it really?
00:58:30It said elk. But the world doesn't need to know that.
00:58:35Why? Do you think the, uh, you think the world would, uh, rep, repold?
00:58:40How do you think your wife would react?
00:58:43Um, yeah, not, uh, not good?
00:58:46Multiply that by four.
00:58:47Right. Okay, so should I slice it?
00:58:49No, I think you should just do whatever you think will make it look more like beef.
00:58:53Yeah, yeah, yeah, got it, got it.
00:58:57Can I have more on the steak?
00:58:59You bet, honey.
00:59:01Oh, thank you, boss. You're a really good cup.
00:59:03Thanks.
00:59:05Steak's really good, honey.
00:59:12Do you girls want more grits?
00:59:13It's not grits, it's polenta.
00:59:15You and I can agree to disagree, but I'm not lying to my children.
00:59:18They're my children.
00:59:19They're my nieces.
00:59:21You know what I mean? They're basically my children.
00:59:23They're not even kind of your children, but if you want them to be your children,
00:59:27you can get them to dance on Tuesday and Thursday
00:59:30and then take them to fucking Paramusay in the morning for gymnastics.
00:59:33Fine. The children. I'm not lying to the children.
00:59:37I don't see why not. I'm lying to mine.
00:59:41Are you enjoying the elk, Paige?
00:59:44The what?
00:59:46It's elk.
00:59:52Elk.
00:59:53Elk.
00:59:53Like the deer?
00:59:54No, no, not a deer.
00:59:56The big deer?
00:59:56No, it's a different species.
00:59:58It's kind of like grits and polenta, according to your logic.
01:00:02It has big horns and hooves,
01:00:04and it was roaming around freely until your brother-in-law shot it.
01:00:08That's what I'm eating?
01:00:09I'm not sure that they have hooves.
01:00:11Did you know?
01:00:13You knew. I can fucking tell.
01:00:15You knew, and you cooked it, and you're just going to let me eat it?
01:00:18I think it's really good.
01:00:21Mom, what do you think is going to happen to all the food in this house, Paige?
01:00:25It's going to get eaten, or it's going to rot.
01:00:28I didn't kill the thing.
01:00:29Your uncle will never kill another one.
01:00:31I suppose we could throw it all away, and then it's nourishing some raccoon or worms or a gas.
01:00:39Or it can nourish us, which is what it's doing.
01:00:45When's the last time you cooked a meal, Paige?
01:00:47Not reheated one, not microwaved one.
01:00:50We picked that from a garden.
01:00:51Your uncle took that from somewhere around here.
01:00:54The cornmeal is in a jar.
01:00:57Did he make that?
01:00:58Maybe.
01:00:59Everything we ate came from this little world that your father adored.
01:01:06We made a meal from this place together.
01:01:10I think it's beautiful.
01:01:12I think it's perfect.
01:01:14And I know your father would, too.
01:01:19I wonder who has to die for us to make another meal together.
01:01:26Good night.
01:01:35Good night.
01:01:35I don't know.
01:02:13I wonder if that stuff works.
01:02:17I guess.
01:02:18So long as the wind is at your back.
01:02:21Good point.
01:02:26What are you reading?
01:02:30A journal.
01:02:33Your father kept a journal here.
01:02:38Twenty-five years.
01:02:41What's it say?
01:02:42It talks about which river, and then it says to crack a window and lighting the stove in
01:02:51a wind, there's a downdraft that pushes the smoke back into the cabin.
01:02:56It's half diary, half how-to guide.
01:03:01Then there's this about me.
01:03:10There's a spot upriver, and he calls it Stacy's Valley.
01:03:21The elk don't graze there for some reason, so the grass grows tall and it's yellow, and
01:03:27it reminds him of my hair.
01:03:37I need to know his last little secret.
01:03:45How can I say goodbye when there's still more to know?
01:03:59So tomorrow morning, I'm going to get up, and I'm going to find this little valley.
01:04:17And then I'm going to bring your father here, and I'm going to bury him there.
01:04:26And then I'm going to take this book, and I'm going to visit every place he wrote about.
01:04:36And you can tell me I'm crazy, you can say I need to move on, I have a whole life
01:04:40ahead of me, and all that shit, I am 65 years old, I don't have a whole life ahead of
01:04:46me, I have a very small window to be reckless, to make decisions that feed this, and never factor this
01:04:56into the equation, and that's what I'm going to do.
01:04:58I'm going to do, I'm going to do what he begged me to do for 30 years, I'm going to
01:05:05finally see this place.
01:05:11Want some company?
01:05:16I'd love some.
01:05:21Well, then I'll see you in the morning.
01:05:57I'll see you in the morning.
01:05:58Poor choice of footwear in retrospect.
01:06:36Hey.
01:06:44I personally, for the record, feel that we are underdressed, unarmed, and just generally unprepared for any kind of exploratory
01:06:53venture afoot.
01:06:54Afoot.
01:06:56I didn't know they taught the Queen's English at Brown.
01:06:59Oh, they do. I mean, I didn't actually study it, but the course does exist.
01:07:03Ah, and the world is a better place for it, Russell.
01:07:09Let's go find this spot.
01:07:13Let's go find it.
01:07:49To be continued...
01:08:13To be continued...
01:08:34To be continued...
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