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Ten Years of Blood for a Heartless Dragon Full Engsub
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00:00she took the black worm wesley and i found twin worms in the northern wastelands she took the
00:06black worm wesley gentle and caring i took the white worm canvas cold as ice but i refused to
00:13give up i spent 10 years feeding him my own magic blood but he never grew close to me
00:18just as i was about to quit he suddenly changed his mind let's bond i thought i'd finally melted
00:24his heart but the night before our bonding i learned the truth he only wanted to bond with me
00:29to stay close to my sister after he becomes a dragon and he'll kill me and marry eliza
00:35that's when i realized i was just a tool to him the twin worms we found dying had both fallen
00:41for
00:41my sister but that's fine now that i know the truth i have my own plan i dragged myself back
00:47home
00:47kylas came home late we bumped into each other he doesn't know i know everything don't touch me
00:54same reaction as when i first tried to touch his tail i thought he was just born cold but no
01:00he was disgusted i let out a bitter laugh my eyes burned tears fell drop by drop kylas turned and
01:08walked away annoyed didn't look at me once the only time he shows any warmth is when i give him
01:14my magic
01:14blood i thought about the winter hunt our households every year every time i brought double supplies
01:19hoping he'd come with me
01:25keras will you come with me he didn't even look up no
01:32everyone brings their bonded beasts they'll laugh at me if you don't come he said coldly
01:37then bond a new one i don't care so for 10 years i went alone the hunt beasts are clever
01:42they attack anyone alone and i always came back covered in wounds one time i ran into eliza and
01:48wesley wesley has the same face as kylas but his smile was warm he held my sister's hand gently
01:56eliza your palms are raw let me do the hunting from now on she smiled and nodded she reached for
02:03his
02:03tail and he wrapped it around her waist letting her touch as much as she wanted how wonderful i envied
02:10my sister she had wesley's true heart for three days i didn't eat or drink i just sat in my
02:16room
02:16the only place i felt safe day turned to night then day again i was empty but not hungry my
02:23parents
02:24only saw eliza no one noticed i disappeared not even kalis who lived with me or maybe he just didn't
02:30care on the third morning kalis left i walked through every room and every corner held our memories
02:3810 whole years he was like an accident in my life i thought i could melt ice but he was
02:44a knot i
02:44couldn't undo
02:47my stomach twisted in pain i packed up everything i owned and decided to leave
02:52for 10 years my only goal was him bond with kalis grow together but that dream was dead now
02:59i remembered bringing him home he was so weak almost dead his worm blood was special normal herbs and magic
03:06stones did nothing for him i had no money no status so i fed him my own magic blood what's
03:12stronger than
03:13a karen's blood it hurt every time i don't know how i kept going but seeing his face turn healthy
03:18again
03:19gave me courage again and again i thought we'd grow old together even if he was cold he was still
03:25my little
03:25dragon i did so many things for him i never told him the cost i didn't want him to feel
03:31guilty
03:31but even that wasn't enough he still hated my kindness i decided to let go free him free myself
03:38i packed my bag and left i wandered with no direction i found myself at the valley where we used
03:44to watch
03:45the moon i love the moon so does kalis but he never watched it with me only when eliza and
03:51wesley
03:51came then he would join us that was the only time his cold face came alive
03:58he couldn't even hide his true form his tail trembled under his robe i thought it was because
04:03they were twin worms the signs were so obvious but i was too blind to see i took a deep
04:09breath and
04:10blinked back the tears just as i turned to leave i ran straight into a chest i knew that scent
04:16kalis
04:17his voice wasn't cold for once what are you doing here i remembered how he flinched the last time i
04:22touched him so i stepped back quickly nothing just walking his eyes lingered on my bag he smiled a warm
04:30smile i need to talk to you i looked at him confused he brushed the hair from my face so
04:38gentle like a
04:39different person
04:43he said softly let's bond my mind went blank i'd waited 10 years for these words i thought i'd given
04:50up on him but my heart still leaped i nodded before i could think forgetting the days i'd locked myself
04:56away maybe it was 10 years of hope maybe i could still warm him he took my hand and led
05:03me home the
05:04first time we'd touched in 10 years i held on tight and leaned into him he held my hand loosely
05:09like it
05:10would slip away the moment i let go back at the karen estate kailis smiled gently his eyes sparkled
05:19like shattered stars just like when we first met my heart soared from the depths i told my parents
05:25about the bond and then magic fireworks exploded outside i thought kalis had planned it so i ran out
05:31excited but eliza and wesley stood beneath the lights not for me i'd done it again
05:37disappointment washed over me i looked at kalis beside me he was still smiling but i could see the
05:43sadness 10 years together i knew his face he still loved my sister the joy i'd felt faded then kalis
05:51squeezed my hand so hard it made me cry news of the bond spread fast your family is so lucky
05:59no true dragon since the dragon lord fell a thousand years ago works are the next best thing
06:06the karas have two works dragon blood plus the karen's natural healing magic
06:15boundless potential other houses burned with envy but they only praised eliza the gifted one
06:21the first daughter i was an afterthought wesley will become a true dragon with the strongest
06:27heir of this generation too bad ks got stuck with the failure of the family when wesley is dragon
06:33lord eliza will be the most powerful woman on the continent she can let her failure sister share
06:38some of the glory i've heard words like these my whole life my sister is the moon in the sky
06:46i'm mud in a well even my own parents play favorites so how can i expect fairness from others
06:52i don't care about any of that the only one whose opinion matters to me is kalis does he think
06:58bonding
06:59with me wastes his bloodline the night before our bonding i asked him will you regret this
07:07no on the night before the ritual kalis and i weren't supposed to see each other we each had
07:12to purify ourselves in the magic spring but i remembered i hadn't given him his monthly magic
07:18blood yet i went somewhere private and extracted it carefully put it in a bottle and held it close
07:28following his scent i found him just as i was about to call his name i heard him scoff eliza
07:34you know
07:35i only agreed to bond with her so i could stay by your side she has no talent her magic
07:41blood is
07:41pitifully weak how could she compare to you my feet were frozen to the ground he was holding my sister
07:47hand his eyes burning like i'd never seen before more words spilled from his mouth once i become a
07:54dragon the first thing i'll do is break my bond with her then i'll make you the dragon lord's wife
08:01my sister didn't respond i felt a little better at least she hadn't betrayed me growing up whenever
08:07people called me ugly or useless eliza was the one who spoke up for me my parents always favored her
08:13but i never envied her she was the only one in the family who never looked down on me
08:22eliza frowned i thought she was about to scold kalis i really hate that you but instead she said
08:30have to stay with a failure like lena how is her weak magic supposed to help you train
08:39i stepped back i couldn't believe those words came from my sister she even reached for kalis's tail
08:46and played with it in her hands if i accidentally touched kalis's tail he'd say it disgusted him
08:54but he let my sister touch it however she wanted
08:57kalis said calmly i have lena's magic blood once we bond the benefits will be even greater
09:04my sister smiled sweetly can a little bit of blood compare to my talent
09:11kalis's eyes flashed with cruelty i'd never seen before if it's not enough i'll take more
09:19she's obsessed with me anyway what's a little blood to her so kalis always knew he knew i'd been
09:26feeding him my blood at that moment i felt like my heart was being squeezed and stomped on
09:34i thought having kalis meant i'd never be alone again i thought he wanted to bond with me because
09:39he didn't want me to leave but it was all just a way for him to stay close to my
09:44sister
09:47only then did i finally admit to myself kalis never cared about me those twin worms we found
09:54dying in the northern wastelands their first love was always my sister
10:02i stumbled back to my room my hands trembling i packed up everything i'd just put away
10:07i was really leaving this time before i left i wrote a note kalis you're free
10:15i raised my hand to my eyes day after day of draining my magic blood had taken my vision
10:20first soon i wouldn't be able to see anything at all
10:25my chest felt heavy i finally let go of my white dragon let go of the me who threw myself
10:31into the
10:31fire i didn't tell anyone where i was going i couldn't breathe here i just wanted to run
10:36after leaving house karen i moved around a lot finally i settled in a border town where no one
10:42knew me simple people simple life lots of small untamed magical beasts slowly everyone learned i had
10:49healing powers for magical creatures word spread the local tamers guild found me they convinced me to
10:56join they promised not to reveal who i really was at house karen i was a failure but in this
11:02border
11:02town i was just good enough the people were kind especially the children they'd pick colorful magic
11:08stones from the wild and leave them on my windowsill to thank me for calming their restless beasts
11:13miss you're so amazing why don't you have your own magical beast i'm not amazing i'm not pretty either
11:21no beast would want to bond with me who said that you're the kindest prettiest tamer we've ever met
11:28i forced a smile and shrugged it off kids get distracted fast soon they ran off to play with
11:34their own beasts i suddenly thought of kalis had he noticed i was gone yet i shook my head
11:40pushed those thoughts away house karen and kalis had nothing to do with me anymore someone said
11:46my dad found a lame beast its face is covered in ugly scars i've never seen such an ugly beast
11:52no wonder its owner dumped it the kids chatter drew a crowd i saw it too with all those
11:58injuries it must have escaped from the underground arena everyone went quiet in this small town
12:02people didn't talk about places like that back at house karen i'd heard my father say only savage
12:08beasts get sent to the arena beasts that won't obey the arena doesn't treat them like living beings
12:13they just make them fight each other endlessly
12:18i couldn't help asking where is he now the older man frowned lena you're not thinking of going to find
12:23him are you don't do it if he really escaped from the arena he's dangerous he could go crazy and
12:32hurt
12:32you i smiled and asked you've seen him today haven't you the man hesitated i saw him in that abandoned
12:39shack by the mountain you're not thinking of taking him in are you take in a new beast the scar
12:44on my
12:44chest ached i probably didn't have the courage to raise another beast 10 years with kalis had nearly
12:51drained all my magic but i couldn't help feeling bitter why do only the pretty ones the talented
12:57ones get seen get treated well get loved we who long to be noticed and loved don't we count too
13:04looking at the worried faces around me i said even arena beasts can tell right from wrong just like
13:10people as long as he means no harm i don't think he'll attack anyone please don't judge him too harshly
13:16maybe he's just an ordinary beast who suffered a lot i followed the man's directions to the abandoned
13:22shack by the mountain it was dark inside two black stone-like things glowed in the darkness
13:27the beast's eyes i placed the food i'd brought in front of the shack this is for you to eat
13:32don't be afraid they're just ordinary things
13:38after a moment a voice came from inside who are you the voice was rough i smiled and answered softly
13:45i'm like you someone with no home maybe he could tell i meant no harm there was a rustling sound
13:52from
13:52inside the beast moved to the doorway he carefully picked up the food only then could i see him
13:58clearly his true form was a wyvern nothing like the man had said he didn't seem fierce at all just
14:05lifeless like ash the scars on his face were deep his hair was matted into knots he ate while watching
14:12me nervously like he was afraid i'd take the food away what's your name he swallowed the food with
14:19difficulty caspian my name is caspian caspian that's a lovely name even through the scars he
14:27was beautiful when he finished eating i got ready to leave i told him caspian the people here are kind
14:33no one will hurt you caspian nodded hesitantly such a gentle beast why would anyone send him to the
14:39arena why treat him so cruelly i sighed and turned to leave but caspian grabbed my sleeve i looked back
14:45into his eyes wet begging could you could you take me in i'm not a bad person
14:54i was stunned afraid i'd say no he rushed out words i know my leg is hurt but i can
15:00still work
15:00build fires cook soup clean the house mend clothes i can do all of it anything you need just tell
15:06me
15:06looking at caspian i saw my younger self i did everything to get my parents to notice me copied
15:11spells for them cleaned their magic circles organized my sister's spell books polished her
15:17magic tools just to seem useful like if i did less i didn't deserve their love but my sister did
15:22nothing she just stood there and she was always their favorite i carried that feeling of not being
15:27good enough my whole life i always wished someone would tell me you don't have to earn our love
15:32my heart ached are you sure you want to follow a contract master like me who isn't good look and
15:38have such low talent caspian let go of my sleeve my heart sank of course looks and power were all
15:45that mattered lena you are very beautiful more beautiful than anyone caspin has ever seen
15:50i want to follow you no one had ever said that to me before caspian's eyes were clean no disgust
15:58no judgment looking into his honest eyes i reached out my hand without thinking afraid i'd change my
16:04mind he grabbed it quickly and just like that i took caspian in caspian was nothing like calis
16:10with caspian around i didn't have to lift a finger
16:16he kept the house perfectly always found ways to cook things that made me smile he knew what i liked
16:22there was always hot soup waiting on the stove i told him he didn't have to do all this to
16:27stay with
16:27me i said i didn't want to trap him with gratitude but really i was scared scared that one day
16:32he'd
16:33turn cold like calis and i wouldn't know how to handle it even the old man who warned me about
16:37him
16:38had changed his tune good things come to good people he said caspian is so capable you're lucky
16:44the neighbors were jealous too they compared caspian to their own beasts i just smiled and said nothing
16:50i thought caspian would be gentle but i never expected him to be this good being with him taught me
16:55something it's not about being human or beast it's about whether someone wants to care
17:00time passed quickly with caspian by my side i thought about the past less often but sometimes
17:06i still had nightmares i dreamed about the fourth year with kailis we were ambushed by our family's
17:11rivals fireballs exploded swords clashed wesley protected eliza i pulled kalis trying to escape they
17:18chased us to the edge of a cliff i was so focused on protecting kalis i didn't watch my step
17:22i fell as i
17:24i hated myself for being useless i was still worried about kalis
17:33but in the dream i saw things more clearly right before i fell at someone tried to attack my sister
17:39kalis pushed me aside he and wesley both shielded eliza it wasn't an accident i was just in the way
17:44the cliff wasn't that high and i survived but all my limbs were broken i was bedridden for six months
17:50my parents visited once they were too busy eliza had scratches they couldn't let her have scars
17:55they searched everywhere for healing potions kalis came once too when eliza came to check on me a voice
18:01screamed in my head lena karen you're a waste of air no one will ever love you i shook my
18:06head
18:06trying to push it out even the beast you raised abandoned you you're worthless always have been the
18:12voice grew sharper sometimes my father's voice sometimes my mother's sometimes my sister's then it
18:18became kalis's voice don't touch me you make me sick i backed away begging i'm sorry i'm sorry
18:24the new walls i'd built crumbled i almost drowned in self-pity again then i felt warmth on my forehead
18:30the voices disappeared like someone tore open the darkness i ran toward the light it grew brighter and
18:36brighter when i opened my eyes caspian was kneeling by my bed his hand was on my forehead when he
18:44saw i was
18:44awake he let out a breath of relief lena did you have a nightmare his voice was soft and gentle
18:49it
18:50made me feel safe caspian didn't know how to comfort me so he just held me awkwardly his arms were
18:54gentle
18:55he patted my back don't be sad lena casbin is here if i cried in front of kalis he'd just
19:00tell me coldly
19:00to leave but with caspian i didn't have to pretend to be strong my lips trembled i said something without
19:05thinking can i touch your tail caspian's breath caught he let his tail appear and placed it in my hand
19:11i touched it gently the green scales shimmered with dark light beneath the scales golden veins glowed
19:17were all wyvern tails this beautiful i'd seen my sister touch wesley's tail worms are the closest
19:22things to dragons but even wesley's tail wasn't as beautiful as caspian's my hand trembled as i
19:27touched it something i'd wanted since i was young my fingers moved along his snake tail suddenly he
19:32grabbed my hand his voice was rough lena do you know what it means to touch a tail
19:38what does it mean to touch a tail ever since i could remember i'd seen my sister touch beast's
19:44tails my sister said beasts only let powerful tamers touch their tails so i never dared to try
19:51i only touched kalis because i loved him so much seeing that i didn't understand caspian blushed he
19:58turned his head away and whispered a tail is the most sensitive part of a beast touching it means you
20:04want to mate my face burned so that's what it meant my sister lied to me no one had ever
20:10taught me this
20:11i thought it was just a casual sign of affection i'd been a tamer all these years for nothing
20:16did that mean i'd been perverted when i watched my sister touch wesley's tail and my sister touched
20:22so many beasts tails did her magic get stronger every time i thought it was just talent i quickly let
20:28go of caspian's tail my face was hot don't misunderstand lena i want you to it just feels intense
20:38i looked away he took my hand again guiding my fingers along his tail everywhere i touched golden
20:46light glowed
20:47i was born in the wastelands
20:52i was taken to the arena when i was small they wanted me to fight i refused i barely escaped
20:59i
21:00thought i'd live in the shadows forever then i met you lena my heart ached caspian had suffered so much
21:06if i'd met him instead of kalis back then would everything be different he kept talking i want to
21:11bond with you be with you forever if you don't mind that i'm ugly of course not i blurted out
21:16i meant i didn't mind but caspian was overjoyed he let go of me and held me tight lena is
21:22that a yes
21:23i thought about saying no yes but when i opened my mouth i said yes looking ahead a life with
21:28caspian
21:29didn't seem so bad caspian took care of me i took care of his leg slowly we both got better
21:34every
21:34evening we walked through the hills the breeze in our faces neither of us had happy memories to look
21:39back on but walking hand in hand we always had things to talk about the wind is strong today lots
21:44of berries fell from the mountain then i heard someone call my name from behind lena my heart
21:48stopped why was he here
21:52i froze i used to have hope for this man my father lena your father has passed away i hoped
21:58he'd remember
21:59his younger daughter even if he didn't love me at least don't act like i don't exist he bought magic
22:04candy and dolls for my sister he'd barely even smiled at me my whole life still hearing he
22:09was dying made me sad as a daughter i should be there at the end even if he didn't care
22:13whether
22:13i came or not caspian looked at me with worry i said to him caspin let me heal your face
22:19caspian
22:20looked down lena are you going back to that house don't overthink it i just don't want anyone to look
22:28down on you caspian nodded gently i trust you it's in a beast's nature to be cautious but after
22:35everything caspian had been through he could still trust someone that made his trust precious
22:40i couldn't help touching his face the skin without scars was smoother than any woman's suddenly caspian
22:46revealed his true form his tail wrapped around my waist i touched his golden scales gently
22:53did you touch his tail too i knew who he meant i smiled bitterly he hated when i touched him
22:59because i wasn't the one he wanted don't touch him anymore i don't like the way he looks at you
23:04that night caspian didn't sleep in his room i knew kylas's sudden appearance had made him anxious
23:10when he got emotional he'd shift into his true form i hadn't paid attention before but now i noticed a
23:15horn on his forehead wyverns don't have horns i stopped caspian from moving against me what are you
23:25caspian's eyes were red he could barely stay conscious whatever you say i am i am that he
23:31didn't know what he really was the golden light on his tail the horn on his head hard as a
23:36blade
23:37they looked like the symbols on the dragon carvings my sister and i saw in the ruins could
23:42caspian be i didn't dare finish the thought caspian didn't give me time to think his true form was
23:48incredibly strong he wrapped around me nothing like the gentle caspian i knew i held him back
23:54wrapped in layers of his body i felt completely safe i forgot about house karen forgot about
24:00kalis forgot 20 years of pain and struggle the next day i found an excuse to send caspian away
24:06i held a blade to my eye the skin under the blade throbbed you never learn do you i laughed
24:12bitterly
24:12but going back to house karen this was the fastest way to heal caspian i bit down and pressed
24:18the blade in the familiar pain hit me then a clink the blade fell to the ground didn't i send
24:23caspian
24:23away how was he back his eyes were wide are you going to self-harm seeing his panic i explained
24:28quickly no no i was just getting some magic blood i know i have weak magic but my blood is
24:34good for
24:34you drink it the scars on your face and your leg will heal caspian stepped forward he backed me into
24:41the corner it was the first time i'd seen him so angry no one is worth hurting yourself like this
24:46not even me his words exploded in my ears but in my memory kalis's voice echoed too if it's not
24:52enough take more she's obsessed with me anyway looking at caspian's angry face my heart felt soft
25:00instead just once extracting some essence blood once will heal most of your injuries but caspian
25:07ignored me he touched the scar on my chest instead caspian is almost jealous of him then he let go
25:12of
25:12me he reached into his own chest and pulled sweat poured down his forehead veins bulged i grabbed
25:20him trying to steady him his body heat burned my palm then a flash of gold a dark green scale
25:25appeared
25:26in his palm he pressed it over my eye i stared at caspian in shock what are you doing do
25:33you want to get
25:33yourself killed he'd torn out his own heart scale my heart scrape nothing can pierce it now you can't
25:45hurt yourself anymore the scale had already merged with me a pure powerful magic gathered there and the
25:51scar i'd had for years was gone i finally understood why caspian had been sent to the arena his power
25:57was
25:57terrifying so much stronger than my clumsy magic he had this incredible healing power but he never used
26:03it on himself he let me fumble and make things worse so many times why why didn't you heal yourself
26:10because if i healed my wounds you would have sent me away so he kept his wounds on purpose tears
26:17filled
26:17my eyes again caspian panicked and tried to wipe them away but the more he wiped the more they fell
26:22he used his magic desperately your wounds are healed now don't cry through the blur of tears i
26:30looked at caspian the scars on his face were gone his skin was pale underneath but beneath the scars he
26:36was breathtakingly beautiful eyes like black gems set in long narrow sockets a straight perfect nose
26:43lips as red as cherry blossoms skin as smooth as jade every angle perfect this beautiful man was
26:50caspian the better he was that the more worthless i felt the old self-doubt came rushing back
26:59lena do you not like how i look i can change back caspian saw my face change he reached for
27:06scissors
27:06i stopped him i pushed down my rising self-hatred and enforced a smile caspid you're beautiful
27:13everyone in town came to stare at caspian lena you really found a treasure caspian
27:19is so capable and so handsome the neighbors all praised him i've never seen such a handsome beast in
27:27my whole life caspian blushed at all the attention i looked up at him the sun gilded him in gold
27:34yes
27:35caspian was wonderful i didn't deserve someone so wonderful when i brought caspian back to house
27:40karen everyone praised his looks too even eliza karen came up to him you're too beautiful to be stuck
27:45with lena word had spread that i'd abandoned kailus did she force you i chose her she wants nothing
27:53from me come with me instead eliza wouldn't give up i already have a bonded beast but i'm the
28:02strongest in house karen i can help you train she didn't care at all about wesley behind her
28:07or calus hiding in the shadows caspian stepped behind me she is my tamer only her i don't care
28:15how strong you are and besides who's the strongest is still up for debate i liked the first half the
28:22second half confused me for the first time in 20 years eliza had been rejected by a beast eliza was
28:28furious and there were consequences the entire house karen stopped praising caspian's looks and started
28:35gossiping about his past instead
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