00:28You
00:31You
01:11You
01:30You
01:55Fuck
02:36I'm so sorry you had to say that, the shock of it.
02:42I just feel so guilty.
02:48I'd been driving the cure this morning at the sawmill.
02:55When I saw the state he was in, I thought it would be best to bring him home.
03:01We'd just lost it, trying to grab the steering wheel and force us off the road.
03:11So I'd just stop the cure, and he'd push me out.
03:23I'm sorry, I should never have let him drive.
03:30It's not your fault.
03:31I'm sorry, I should never have let him drive.
04:01Are you sure I'm allowed here, with the old woman, like?
04:05Yeah, yeah, it's fine.
04:08Listen, it's probably best if you don't say anything about what you overheard.
04:14About Rosie meeting Isaac?
04:16Yeah.
04:17I think they were having a bit of a thing.
04:22Right?
04:23It's probably why she was meeting him.
04:42I just don't want to get anyone into trouble.
04:44I don't know.
04:44I don't know.
05:21Just listen, that man, you don't know who he is.
05:25You never have to be frightened of me, Rosie.
05:28He's not Sam Carter.
05:30His name's Sam Devlin.
06:22You never have to be afraid of me.
06:27you are to be silenced
06:32stripped of your leadership
06:35you are to remain in your home
06:37forbidden to attend meetings
06:41communicate in any way with any brother or sister
06:44or set foot in any fellowship business premises
06:48please, Adam, I don't remember anything
06:50your husband's shame is his own
06:56you are welcome to attend my brother's funeral
07:27okay, yeah, coffee, tea, squash
07:30you're on finger food, okay
07:32flour and sugar
07:34I love you very much
07:38thank you
07:38thank you
08:17Checking up on an ex.
08:19We've all done it.
08:20Sorry?
08:23They're display models, so you can't Google.
08:26Google.
08:29I need to find out about someone.
08:33Please.
08:35He's...
08:37Not really supposed to shop for, but...
08:41What's he called? I'll find him on socials.
08:44Sam Devlin.
08:45He's from Ireland.
08:47The North.
08:49Anything else?
08:50He's been to prison.
08:55Is that him?
09:03What's he called?
09:07O Lord, and King at all,
09:11Rejoice in thanks and sing,
09:14And triumph evermore.
09:25ZANG EN MUZIEK
10:10Adam, they're waiting.
10:13It's pain.
10:15I can't breathe.
10:18Do you think he suffered at the end?
10:23I don't know.
10:25But what has the Lord took him to punish me?
10:28Why would he want to do that?
10:32Because of what we did.
10:35Because he saw us.
10:37And what if Isaac's paying the price of our sin?
10:42Listen, Adam, I...
10:47About what happened by the fire, I, um...
10:53I've been thinking about why I went along with it, and...
10:55You went along with it?
10:58You...
10:58I...
11:00I thought you went...
11:01I don't know.
11:02I think I just felt vulnerable.
11:08I don't understand.
11:10Well, you know, with my situation here, and...
11:15With the work and everything...
11:17You want your job?
11:18Well, it's not just my job, though, is it?
11:20I rely on you for everything.
11:24Somewhere to live.
11:27To stay safe.
11:30But at least...
11:33You thought if you turned me down...
11:35You're my boss.
11:38My leader.
11:39No, I didn't.
11:40I wouldn't.
11:43Believe me, I...
11:44It's okay.
11:44Don't worry about it.
11:45I, uh...
11:48I just wanted to explain.
11:52You know, from, uh...
11:54From my side.
12:02Look, Adam, I know this is really hard.
12:04But you need to go into that meeting.
12:08They need you to lead them.
12:13And you need to bury your brother.
12:45You need to bury your brother.
13:17I used to be so jealous.
13:23My brother always seemed to find things easier.
13:29And do things quicker.
13:32Every race around the garden.
13:36Every tree we'd climb.
13:39He's the first to drive.
13:42To marry.
13:43To build a family.
13:51And now he's first to go on his final journey.
14:05Isaac was lost in sin.
14:09Dragged away by his own desire.
14:13But he died on the road back to us.
14:18And we know what that means.
14:21He was coming home.
14:24To us.
14:26To his family.
14:30And the road to redemption.
14:34And for that.
14:36We can rejoice.
14:41Hallelujah.
14:42Hallelujah.
14:43Hallelujah.
14:44Hallelujah.
14:45Hallelujah.
14:50Hallelujah.
14:50Hallelujah.
14:53Hallelujah.
14:54Hallelujah.
14:55Hallelujah.
14:55Hallelujah.
14:55Hallelujah.
14:56Hallelujah.
14:56Hallelujah.
14:56Hallelujah.
14:56Hallelujah.
14:57Hallelujah.
14:57Hallelujah.
14:57Hallelujah.
14:59Hallelujah.
15:01Hallelujah.
15:01Hallelujah.
15:02Hallelujah.
15:02Hallelujah.
15:04Hallelujah.
15:04Hallelujah.
15:23You have to leave.
15:26Why? What's happened?
15:30Lucy, what's going on?
15:32Why are you so upset?
15:34Don't touch me.
15:36I know what you did.
15:38The girl, the other prisoner, you killed them both.
15:44How do you know that?
15:48I told you.
15:50I trusted you.
15:52Listen.
15:54Listen to me.
15:55I risked everything for you.
15:57I sinned for you and you lied.
16:00You're a murderer.
16:01Would you just give me a chance to explain?
16:03Rosie.
16:10Rosie, please.
16:11If you don't leave us, I'll call the police.
16:14I thought you didn't trust them.
16:17You mustn't.
16:20You mustn't do that.
16:23Not for me, for your sake.
16:27I'd hate for you to get into any trouble.
16:29What trouble?
16:31It's called perverting the course of justice, Rosie.
16:38You lied to the police.
16:40You lied to the police.
16:42Covered from hate.
16:44It's serious, you know.
16:46People go to prison for things like that.
16:50Lose their kids.
16:54I care about you so much.
16:57And I know how much you care about grace.
17:04I don't think you need for that to happen.
17:05I don't think you need for it.
17:34I don't know what to do.
18:01Can I come in?
18:05I know you're there.
18:12I've heard about Dad.
18:15The accident in the paper.
18:18Mum, just open the door.
18:22Please.
18:41Mum, are you okay? You look...
18:48Mum, I'm so sorry.
18:51I want to help you.
18:54Please.
18:57Just let me in.
19:01No one's looking.
19:05No one has to know.
19:10Please.
19:47Excuse me.
19:48Thanks.
19:50Which one have you asked for a chair?
19:59Sure you don't want anything?
20:03You should try and eat. Just a little.
20:06Mummy.
20:08Do you want some of my cake?
20:12Mum?
20:14Mummy's just a bit tired, sweetheart.
20:16Why don't you two go and play outside?
20:18Come on.
20:25Of course, when Noah's a bit bigger, you can join us on a Wednesday.
20:29Widow's club?
20:30Yeah.
20:30We do lots of things. Lots of activities.
20:33And cross-stitch.
20:34Stay.
20:35I love you.
20:41Why don't you?
20:42Yeah?
20:47Come here.
20:48Please do, sir.
20:52Goodbye.
20:53Goodbye.
20:56Goodbye.
20:59Goodbye.
21:14Adam, I need to talk to you.
21:24And when the police came and we found out he'd escaped from prison,
21:29you were worried.
21:31And you were right.
21:33How about?
21:34Sam.
21:36Oh, it's my fault.
21:37I made a mistake bringing him into our lives.
21:41Adam, we need to find a way to get rid of him.
21:53Adam.
21:54Adam.
21:58Adam.
21:58Adam.
22:20Wait here.
22:41Why does it grow these?
22:44He didn't know when or if he'd ever see them again.
22:48And I thought that they, as children, should have them.
23:04Thank you for coming, bringing these.
23:09Must have been difficult.
23:11Where's Adam?
23:12Could you?
23:13Yeah, of course.
23:15I'll show you, Adam.
23:17I'm sorry.
23:21It's all right.
23:27I'm all right.
23:29Sure.
23:32She was...
23:37She was nice.
23:42Come on.
23:43Come on, please.
23:43We can't.
23:44Okay, okay.
23:45All right.
23:46We'll be there.
23:47We're going.
23:51We're going.
23:56We're going.
24:03We're going.
24:05Come on.
24:07We're going.
24:17Oh, my God.
25:02Oh, my dear.
25:05Poor sweet girl.
25:09There's no judgment here from us or from God.
25:14We'll pick you up, sit with you in your pain.
25:19And we give thanks.
25:21Thanks to God for sending Sam to us.
25:25He's working through you, Sam.
25:28I see him.
25:30And we're going to be okay, aren't we, big man?
25:33Yeah.
25:34Just take a few deep breaths, all right?
25:38Here, have a wee drink of water.
25:40Who is that lady?
25:42You don't need to worry about her, Gracie.
25:43The men have dealt with her.
25:45We need to get her home.
25:50Grace, look at me.
25:51You need to do something for me, okay?
25:54Anthony's really sad.
25:56And it's your job to look after him.
25:58Try and cheer him up, okay?
26:00Like a game.
26:01Exactly.
26:02Yes.
26:03Come on.
26:07We're going on a devil hunt.
26:09Me and Anthony.
26:10Really?
26:11You're off to find old Nick?
26:12You're going to have to make yourselves a map.
26:15Follow Jesus.
26:16You're always on the right track.
26:18Yeah, you should listen to your granny here.
26:22Come on.
26:32Rosie, would you just wait one second?
26:37God gives each of us chance after chance.
26:47Meeting home, one hour.
26:52One hour.
27:19Meeting home, one hour.
27:49One hour.
27:52I haven't ever really found a place that I call home.
27:58Never stick around quite long enough to make it.
28:03I will apologize once again, I'm not in love.
28:08But it's not as if I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking
28:13It's just a thought, only a thought
28:19But if my life is for rent
28:26And I don't learn to buy
28:31Well, I deserve nothing more than I get
28:37Cause nothing I have is truly mine
28:42Where's the devil, I think?
28:45I always thought that I would love to live by the sea
28:48He might be anywhere
28:49I don't know where he is
28:51I have no idea what's happening to that dream
29:01But there's really nothing left here to stop me
29:06It's just a thought, only a thought
29:11If my life is for rent
29:18And I don't want to buy
29:23I deserve nothing more than I get
29:32I don't want to buy
29:34I don't want to buy
30:22MUSIC CONTINUES
30:24You might need peace with it.
30:31Miriam.
30:33Please.
30:38Please.
30:39I'll stop. I will, Miriam.
30:41This time I mean it.
30:45You always do.
31:08I'll stop here today.
31:08Maybe I'll stop.
31:13I'll stop.
31:17There's no way to help you.
31:18Take your hand and I'll be forward to walking home.
31:41Is it the van? That woman?
31:44It was nothing.
31:46It was brave.
31:48The man offered her money, but she didn't want anything.
31:52Just wanted to get away.
31:54Guilty, I guess.
31:56Hey, this is for a brother.
32:01Northampton Communities, he owns a fellowship business.
32:03It's building supplies.
32:08You want me to leave?
32:12I told him you're a good worker.
32:15And you can call him from here.
32:21I think it's for the best.
32:23I think it's for the best.
32:24I see.
32:27So I get sent away when I'm not the problem?
32:30Please, I just...
32:31I want you to...
32:33It's just a fresh start.
32:36Away from me.
32:42You know, I think you underestimate yourself, Adam.
32:48Your faith is strong.
32:52Strong enough to overcome this...
32:56temptation, you're feeling.
33:07I believe in you.
33:10I believe in you.
33:23I believe in you.
33:25Your faith is strong.
33:27Time.
33:45Okay.
33:50You're coming.
33:52You have to geturf.
33:52You're back here.
33:53You're coming.
33:54You need to leave.
33:55Come on.
34:26You wanted to explain, so I'm here.
34:30But you have to tell me the truth.
34:32You can't lie to me, not in here.
34:36I swear.
34:39The truth.
34:42All of it.
34:49Her name was Aisling.
34:51Aisling Quinn.
34:54And we were at school together.
34:58Met when we were 14.
35:01She was my first real girlfriend.
35:05And I loved her.
35:12Anyway, the last year of school, they all went on a trip together, my class, canoeing and camping.
35:20I couldn't go.
35:22We didn't have the money for that sort of thing.
35:25So, um, when they came back, that's when I heard the rumors that Aisling had got with someone else, one
35:38of the other lads in the class.
35:41And, uh, so I invited her back to the farm just to, just to talk about it, you know?
35:52I...
35:54I got drunk.
35:57I'm fucking wasted.
36:00And, uh...
36:01I...
36:03confronted her.
36:05Asked her if it was true.
36:09And she said that it was.
36:10And she wanted to finish things with me.
36:15And I...
36:17I remember...
36:18shouting and she was crying and...
36:22I had my hands around her neck.
36:30I was just a fucking kid.
36:34I've never forgiven myself.
36:37That's why I did this.
36:39In prison with a...
36:41broken pen.
36:44So it didn't spit and fuck me.
36:46It hurt like hell.
36:48But I wanted it.
36:50I wanted the...
36:52the pain.
36:54the punishment to remind me of what I did.
37:01It's not a birthday.
37:02It's a death day.
37:13I'm the prisoner.
37:18Um.
37:20Uh.
37:22He was Oshleen's cousin.
37:23He was inside for some other crime.
37:28I didn't even know he was there.
37:30But, uh...
37:30He must have...
37:32recognized me.
37:33Jumped me.
37:33Tried to kill me.
37:35And I swear, Rosie.
37:36I swear it was self-defense.
37:40I was so fucking close.
37:45It served my sentence.
37:48Weeks.
37:48Not even fucking...
37:50days away from being set free.
37:52And now, because of what happened,
37:54I'm right back where I fucking started.
37:56And I just went out.
38:00Out from this...
38:01pain, this...
38:05shame.
38:12I...
38:13shame.
38:21What was he, please?
38:28It's not my place to forgive you, it's God's.
38:37What do I need to do?
39:03I don't know what to say.
39:21Hold it in your heart.
39:24If you mean it, God will hear.
39:50I felt it.
39:54Him.
40:14Come on, this way. I'm scared.
40:19It's okay. I'll look after you.
40:45Good night, Mr. Phillips.
40:47Good night.
41:17No!
41:18Open the bridge! No!
41:22No!
41:23No!
41:24Help!
41:35This way.
42:01Devil.
42:05Run! Wait, run!
42:11It was you!
42:13You killed Isaac!
42:49Hello, Chris.
42:52You may run on for a long time.
42:55Great God Almighty's gonna cut you down.
43:06Good God Almighty's gonna cut you down.
43:09Good God Almighty's gonna cut you down.
43:14You may throw a rock and hide your hand.
43:25You may run on for a long time.
43:29You may run on for a long time.
43:30Run on for a long time.
43:32You may run on for a long time.
43:33You may run on for a long time.
43:34Wait, God Almighty's gonna cut you down.
43:37Go tell that a long time.
43:39Don't tell that long time.
43:42You may run on for a long time.
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