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00:06Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here. There's a spot marked on a map. I know this spot. I
00:16Can't remember his face
00:17If I were you I wouldn't listen
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00:30I'm going to die
00:33As much as I like sitting here it hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby if I were you I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one. They're not making any more
00:46men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happiness would make him
00:57It would fill his heart
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04:23too. But that's why we have memories. We can revisit all those times that we did have. All
04:32the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs, and, you know, it's like a movie. We can, we can
04:41play it over and over as many times as we want, you know, in our minds. You know what
04:49I mean? I do. Not the same, though, as a real hug. No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh? She marked it on a map. All right. Well, we ain't getting a backhoe
05:26down here. Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but I'm not sure what good
05:32that'll do us. No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way. Yep. How the hell are we
05:39going to get the caskets here? Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they? That's a good
05:43idea. You want to call or run for shovels? Nah, you call, I'll run. My gelding's just
05:51going to follow you. Yank off that bridle. Yeah.
06:16I am aware. Yes, I am aware. We have had a death in the family. I'm pretty sure the world
06:24of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her. Yes, you are correct. I am not
06:29factored in how this affects anyone else even a little. Fucking school. Is this going to be
06:36okay? This is going to have to do, honey. It's all you got. Hey. It's just us, okay? There's
06:47nobody to be offended. What did school say? You're missing a volleyball tournament. It's
06:54okay. It's okay. Hey.
07:02It's okay.
07:19Hey. Hey.
07:28where'd you find cream same shopping center where i found the dress i gotta say boseman
07:34impressed me i wasn't expecting to find donna karen in the mountains found a little something
07:40for you too yeah preston would prefer me in jeans i think he would find a certain victory
07:47in that he deserves a little black dress and that's exactly what i got you did the boy say when
07:53they would be ready he said to walk over at noon how are they going to get them out there
07:58i didn't
07:59ask and they didn't say he just said it was handled about two hours preston wrote a chapter on
08:09telling time from the sun's position it's alarmingly accurate
08:18the girls asked me to arrange a plane
08:23when tonight
08:27okay they need closure honey they won't get it here they have lives and they need to go live them
08:34i would very much like to plan a memorial service he has a lot of friends that deserve a way
08:39to say
08:39goodbye does he he does and you know that we could do it at the explorers club okay just
08:48have at the apartment have corbon cater they love that place i already called you find back too
09:02i have a very worried husband he's convinced some distant cousin of the unabomber is going to abduct me
09:08and hold me in his basement for ransom depending on the cousin i'm not completely opposed of course that's
09:14my warped romance novel version of abduction i doubt that's how it would play out lily that is how it
09:20play out my mind after two percocets
09:23you think i'm joking no
09:31i love you
09:37there is nowhere i would rather be than with you when you need me
09:40i know
09:46i have a little bottle of kalua if you would like some blood in that coffee
09:49oh well now you're talking
10:13i'll get some more
10:14that's how it is
10:43okay
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay girls.
11:24And Russell.
11:25Russell.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Uh, Carmen.
12:12Sorry.
12:15Sorry, Miss.
12:18Sorry, Miss.
12:19No, it's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin, you'll ever know.
12:30No.
13:11Okay, boy.
13:27Watch your hand, Coach.
13:30I'm sorry.
13:32I'm sorry.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss. Is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot. I didn't. I...
14:34Uh, this one will be San's preacher.
14:38What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:42Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:47We, um...
14:49This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:55Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:02I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed
15:39bask in the glow of your grace.
15:41They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17I'll be in.
16:20If anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:50I guess that's it, then.
16:53Um.
16:56So, what happens now?
16:59We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it?
17:05That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07He has no say than say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say.
17:10What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's her point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29God damn you for taking it from us.
17:45I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11I don't know if you don't blame them.
19:12Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody?
19:15Oh, I, I, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral.
19:22We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, roughing the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them there.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:39And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:45And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded.
19:52Didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says, have you seen these cabins they built next
19:59door?
20:00I said, I had.
20:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move.
20:05What do you, what do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them.
20:17And asked me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said
20:29that son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:35I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:45Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:50How about some of those cookies?
20:51Oh, good choice.
20:54I was thinking like three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat him.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28Sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:41But I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you get me to New York is if it seceded from the union and I was
21:52drafted into the army to take it back.
21:54Okay.
21:54You got to go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:05Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:13I mean it.
22:20I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week.
22:30I'm going to load him in a trailer and drag him all over Montana trying to win back what I
22:33spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
22:46Ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:04From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas.
23:21Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:30Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay.
23:40Okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48Okay, so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until we
23:54can?
23:55Yeah, you city girls do spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify that you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together.
24:29No, no, no, we seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Abby, I...
24:33Don't fucking Abby me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
24:43Here's your fucking chance.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13It's been time, honey.
25:25It's been time to go home, it's been time to go home, it's been time to go home, it's been
25:26time to go home, it's been time to go home, it's been time to go home, it's been time to
25:30go home, it's been time to go home, it's been time to go home, it's been time to go home,
25:31it's been time to go home, it's been time to go home, it's been time to go home, it's been
25:32time to go home, it's been time to go home, it's been time to go home, it's been time to
25:32go home, it's been time to go home, it's been time to go home, it's been time to go home,
25:34it's been time to go home, it's been time to go home, it's been time to go home, it's been
25:35time to go home, it's been time to go home, it's been time to go home, it's been time to
25:40go home, it's been time to
25:49when did your father die russell
25:53um it'll be uh six years in april where is he buried uh my mother had him cremated
25:59you know the plan was to spread his ashes at our place in montauk but
26:06he never did it i don't know why so he's sitting in a jar on our mantle which is an
26:12odd custom
26:16putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes what do you miss most about him
26:27he used to call me every monday and uh tell me a joke really
26:34you still remember them oh yeah tell me one oh no no no yeah they um
26:40yeah my father had a uh rather warped sense of humor
26:44yeah well at this point i'm pretty hard to offend
26:52okay
26:53um
26:57okay so there are four nuns driving in a van and the van goes off a cliff and they all
27:02die
27:03funny no no no that's i'm getting sorry this is all just a setup yeah i got i got it
27:08yeah okay
27:09so they're standing at the pearly gates and saint peter looks them over and he says to the first nun
27:14this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven
27:19and your conscience must be cleansed before you enter so the first nun thinks about it and she says
27:24well i used to sneak peeks at father riley in the shower saint peter says well you're a naughty one
27:31sister wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five hail marys she does sends her out
27:37to
27:38heaven so he looks at the second nun asks her the same thing she says well on occasion i would
27:43stroke
27:44father riley's member with my hand saint peter just shakes his head tells her to wash her hand in the
27:50bowl of holy water say ten hail marys so she does lets her into heaven now the third nun steps
27:57up
27:57but the fourth nun grabs her throws her to the ground and steps up to the bowl of holy water
28:02saint peter says what on earth are you doing sister and the nun says i'm gonna wash my mouth out
28:07in this
28:07bowl before that bitch puts her ass in it
28:14i stand corrected russell i can still be offended
28:19i was very poorly chosen i'm sorry it was the first one that came to my mind i am so
28:22sorry i
28:24it's terrible common denominator where their problem seems to be father riley yeah he uh did get around
28:32ah what's in it vodka soda easy on the soda god bless you the meeting's stuffing at the gym at
28:40nine
28:41if you're up for it oh yeah exercise it's exactly what i need
28:49i see things didn't end well with a cowboy
28:54how's that look about it
28:58page has been quiet i think this is going to be hardest on her i'm afraid how so when you've
29:07dedicated
29:07your entire life to gaining the attention of one person what is your purpose when that person is gone
29:16the girls are handling it well at least yeah well they're too young to know the difference
29:21just one less present at christmas
29:27i know an excellent therapist stacy you're my therapist
29:34you're my best friend i'm incapable of being impartial speaking to someone who can look at the situation
29:41with clarity and with zero opinion what i need is opinion if i want to know what the book on
29:47death says
29:48i'll buy the fucking book
30:41late session volatility
30:43...underscoring an unsettled tone on Wall Street following a new round of warnings...
30:50...the Dow managed to modestly...
30:53...the 100 finished little change...
30:56...I think that the tension is exactly where we are...
31:00...the inflation data was good...
31:02...is this just a cause or something more meaningful...
31:08...well, I actually think this is how I'll take you off...
31:10...the ultimate of the payments...
31:25...these are smaller payments...
31:27...loyal emperors...
31:29...and their close relatives...
31:33...some of them...
31:46...I've ordered a charcuterie board from Ely...
31:49...and the pizzas from Joe's...
31:51...one of us is thinking about your cholesterol...
31:54...pizzas are for Paul...
31:55...it's the one thing he misses about this city...
32:00...look at you...
32:02...look at me what?
32:03Men are such children...
32:05...well, this should be interesting...
32:07...you are...
32:08...you have the same look on your face...
32:10...pulling out those nasty boots...
32:11...as an 11-year-old pulling out his baseball cleats...
32:14...it's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale...
32:17...that's different...
32:18...that's me saving you money...
32:19...you know...
32:20...this is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women...
32:24...tell me, oh love of my life...
32:26...all the ways how when you buy something on sale...
32:30...it saves me money...
32:32...I'm gonna buy the damn thing no matter what...
32:33...waiting for the sale...
32:35...is how much I love you...
32:38...that almost makes sense...
32:40...it makes perfect sense...
32:41...once you accept the inevitability of the purchase...
32:47...thank you...
32:48...why do you do that?
32:50...what?
32:52...it's your little...
32:53...mountain mistress...
32:54...the jealous type...
32:57...you wanna know?
32:58...I do wanna know...
33:00...I really wanna know...
33:02...because I lost it once...
33:04...fell off in the river...
33:05...I spent two days looking for it...
33:07...and I'm not going through that shit again...
33:08...so if I put it right there...
33:10...I can't lose it...
33:13...panicked were you?
33:16...terrified...
33:17...it's nice to see...
33:18...I still have that effect...
33:20...oh boy...
33:21...do you ever, baby...
33:49...oh boy...
34:15Madison Avenue, how did they get the name, do you think?
34:22i always assumed james madison the president yeah of course that would make sense yeah
34:30i suppose they named the madison river after him as well where's the madison river montana
34:39where your husband spent time
34:45is that where he died no he died on another river actually
34:51no he died on a mountain no no river involved at all
35:03how do you feel when you tell me that how do you think i feel i don't presume to know
35:09that's why i asked isn't that your job
35:14that tell me how i feel my job is to help you understand how you feel
35:20hmm more so my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit
35:33and how would you describe my present behavior
35:39hostile
35:41hostile
35:43mistrusting
35:45which i understand
35:48you don't know me
35:50and yet here you are in theory willing to expose your most personal thoughts
35:58and intimate feelings
36:00trust me
36:02and my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors
36:09to guide your decision making in the future
36:11my decision making what what decisions are we questioning
36:15i'm not questioning anything no you are the one who said it my husband died
36:20the love of my life the father of my children my center my soul is gone
36:29if you by chance have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to
36:37claw my eyes out with a spoon
36:40to get rid of the pain i sure would appreciate that
36:46but i do not need you staring at me like i'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her
36:52fucking tennis coach i know those women plenty of them i am not one of them
36:59i
37:01am hurting and i would like some help with that if you can
37:09if you can't
37:13then i'll leave early and you can keep the fucking change
37:25you care for a drink
37:29i would love one
37:38don't normally do this
37:41spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate
37:47don't mind whiskey
38:06what you need is this a lot of this not this
38:17a lot of talking and yelling and crying a lot of it and often
38:25and in time
38:28those memories will become fond again
38:31they won't hurt to recall them
38:35and you'll
38:37laugh
38:41will you love again
38:43maybe
38:45i don't have any idea if that's something you want
38:50will you ever be whole again
38:52will you feel like you did before he died
38:58no
39:00but you know that
39:03but you will heal if you let yourself
39:07you will have as much life to live as you allow yourself
39:16or you'll have none
39:20you'll have no life
39:26does that make sense
39:30yeah
39:33okay
39:38why don't you finish your drink and let me have it
39:41seriously
39:43come on give it your best shot
39:50you're a terrible therapist you know that
39:53yeah with that smug fucking sweater
39:58you really like saying fuck don't you
40:00i know
40:02i find it quite
40:06liberating at the moment
40:08good
40:09say it again
40:11fuck you are we gonna do trust falls next you
40:14fucking quack
40:17it's a really good place to start
40:19come on keep it coming let's go
40:21i'm serious
40:27i'm
40:28thinking about it i'm considering it
40:32i know i know i know i'm running away
40:35running away from my problems
40:37this problem goes with me so i'm not
40:39running from anything
40:43when i miss my daughters
40:45honestly i don't
40:48i don't know and part of me thinks it would be better for them
40:52live their own lives
40:54maybe they could move with you
40:56i mean it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city
40:59that's what i said my oldest daughter needs it
41:03i
41:05actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't
41:08that's not very nice
41:10oh what do they teach sarcasm in therapy school these days
41:16well if by therapist school you mean dartmouth then yeah they kind of invented it there
41:26do you think i should
41:30not my place to say but
41:35i think you should consider it
41:37and i'll tell you why
41:39because you are actively weighing your future
41:42and the consequences are your choices in that future and that's healthy that's good for your soul
41:46so whether you actually do it is irrelevant
41:49but you should seriously consider it you should consider moving to europe
41:55spend a year traveling you've got the financial means no responsibilities here preventing it
42:01you should consider everything
42:06wish i could have met him must have been a hell of a man
42:10because you are a hell of a woman you know who you are and you're not ashamed of it
42:14and this yelling and crying and pondering this is what you're supposed to be doing this is grieving
42:22this is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
42:25and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it
42:30and you will
42:34thank you phil
42:38wow this has been
42:41pleasantly cathartic
42:43i took one look at that sweater and i had very little faith in you but you
42:48you overcame it turns out you don't suck at your job well that is wildly offensive thank you
42:59okay same time tomorrow i'm thinking afternoon i still got five clients and i'm pretty drunk
43:05i think you are a client to end the day with not begin one fine see you at happy hour
43:22i don't know
43:26across the northern plains and into the upper midwest
43:30a colder air mass is settling in
43:40so
43:41who's your realtor
43:42yeah no matter what i do i can't stay here lily i can smell him hold on hold on
43:52is everything okay so um page is is is in bed and she won't talk and she can't stop crying
44:00and she's
44:00well she's hyperventilating and i feel like i should call an ambulance but i don't
44:04like i feel like that might make her worse you're right you're right it would
44:08i'll be there in 15 minutes call abby okay okay calling her now
44:38she in the bedroom yeah
44:45uh do you have any sweets
44:48sweets okay get some ice cream rocky road and buy some chocolate chips put three scoops in a glass
44:55of milk put the chocolate chips on top and and then just bring it to me with a spoon that
45:00sounds
45:00uh disgusting to start i wasn't asking your opinion of it russell
45:09i got rocky road desperate times call for desperate measures grab chocolate chips shitty ones like she
45:15likes well looks like all we need from you is a cup russell give it to her she knows how
45:20to make it
45:21got it okay hey hey hey hey hey it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay
45:30you know
45:30what this is how much you love them and your body just doesn't know where to put all that love
45:37now
45:37okay but you don't have to put it anywhere and you don't have to stop loving someone when they're
45:41gardening in fact one could argue that you should love them more and here's the sad fact of life
45:51you will feel this way again yeah when i die when your husband dies and your friends and
45:59and someday your children will feel this way about you thanks mom i feel so much better
46:06i come bearing gifts i'm not hungry it's not food it is a drug it is sugar and chocolate in
46:14a
46:14mixture that only your metabolism process in a way that doesn't end up on your hips
46:19and i hate you for it i used to eat this when i was like five no you still act
46:26five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots no she's back i don't understand it it's the crunch
46:38with the cold and the mushy of the ice cream wait the explanation doesn't sell it page well you got
46:47her
46:49i got her but i cannot stay the night i can stay that night
47:02it was my favorite thing ever i know
47:17it was my favorite thing about her but i can stay the night she's back in the night
47:18and she's back in the night she's back in the night she's back in the night she's back in the
47:27night
47:27Um, there's a, there's a dive bar around the corner.
47:32Well, Soho's version of a dive bar.
47:37Hmm.
47:44Hmm. What's this place called?
47:54Um, I don't know. I'm not sure it has a name.
48:10What's the name of this place?
48:12Name? Uh, people just call it the bar.
48:15Or the bar down the street, something like that.
48:18No name? Not that I'm aware of, no?
48:20What does your paycheck say?
48:21Uh, XT Enterprises LLC or some shit.
48:28Okay. So, this bar just doesn't have a name.
48:33No name.
48:33What can I get you?
48:35Oh, God. I'm, uh, I am not in the mood to make any decisions.
48:39Mm-hmm.
48:40Martini?
48:41Oh, that is a cocktail, and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar, so...
48:45True that. Um, how about an Irish car bomb?
48:48I have no idea what that is. Trust me. Okay? What about you?
48:53What kind of amber ales do you...
48:55That'll be two Irish car bombs.
48:57Yeah, like your style. Two Irish car bombs.
48:58I have to work in the morning.
49:00It's one drink, Russell.
49:07Ooh, I didn't see that coming.
49:09Oh, gosh. Apologies, Russell.
49:14This is gonna hurt.
49:17All right, Pete.
49:20Great.
49:22You gotta...
49:23Mm-hmm.
49:23Yeah, yeah.
49:32It went down the wrong pipe.
49:36I have a bad gag reflex.
49:38No, no. I'm not, I'm, I'm not laughing at that.
49:42What, then?
49:44Oh, life.
49:46Uh, choices people make.
49:49Don't get me wrong.
49:51She made a good one with you.
49:55What are your dreams?
49:59Dreams?
50:00Or, you know, aspirations...
50:03Might be a better word.
50:05For your life.
50:06For my daughter.
50:08I mean, what, uh, you know, we, we just got the townhouse, so...
50:12Yeah, well, that's a purchase.
50:13Not a dream.
50:16Have you two talked about starting a family?
50:21You know, Paige, she just got down to a size zero,
50:24and she worked really hard for it, so...
50:26Okay, Russell, Russell, independent thoughts.
50:28Do you have any?
50:31Yeah, I mean, I guess I want, I want to have kids.
50:34Mm-hmm.
50:35Okay.
50:35I don't want to raise them, and I want to, I want to move out of town,
50:40you know, where they can have a normal, you know, trick-or-treat,
50:43and, and, and play baseball, and run out on the street, you know?
50:47Mm-hmm.
50:47No, I don't know.
50:48No, I don't know.
50:49I raised mine here.
50:51All right.
50:52Well, that would be my dream.
50:53Mm-hmm.
50:55What about when they're grown?
50:58What's the dream then?
51:00I don't know.
51:01I don't know.
51:02I, I haven't gotten that far.
51:03Yeah.
51:04Well, then you need a new dream.
51:08Honestly, I always thought of you and Creston as the dream.
51:10Mm-hmm.
51:15So did I, Russell.
51:20But that dream is over.
51:24Well, I guess we both need a new one.
51:29Yeah.
51:42Yeah.
51:46Yeah.
51:51The dream is over.
51:52Yeah.
52:09Yeah, yeah.
52:10Yeah, yeah.
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