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00:06Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here. There's a spot marked on a map. I know this spot. I
00:16Can't remember his face
00:17If I were you I wouldn't listen
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00:30I'm going to die
00:33As much as I like sitting here it hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby if I were you I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one. They're not making any more
00:46men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happiness would make him
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow we bury them
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04:52Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:55No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river,
05:29but not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You want to call or run for shovels?
05:48Nah, you call, I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
05:55Yeah.
06:15I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factored in how this affects anyone else, even a little.
06:33Fucking school.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38This is going to have to do, honey.
06:39It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us.
06:47Okay?
06:47There's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:55It's okay.
06:57Hey.
06:59Hey.
07:02It's okay.
07:28Where'd you find cream?
07:30Same shopping center where I found the dress.
07:33I gotta say, Bozeman impressed me.
07:36I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
07:39Found a little something for you, too.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Preston would prefer me in jeans.
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that.
07:49He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you.
07:52Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:54They said to walk over at noon.
07:56How are they going to get them out there?
07:58I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
08:01They just said it was handled.
08:05About two hours, Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the son's position.
08:13It's alarmingly accurate.
08:18The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
08:23When?
08:24Tonight.
08:25Oh.
08:27Okay.
08:27They need closure, honey.
08:29They won't get it here.
08:31They have lives, and they need to go live them.
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
08:37He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
08:40Does he?
08:40He does.
08:42And you know that.
08:44We could do it at the Explorers Club.
08:46Okay.
08:46Just have at the apartment.
08:49Have Corbon.
08:52Cater.
08:53They love that place.
08:55I already called.
08:56You find back, too.
09:02I have a very worried husband.
09:04He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber is going to abduct me and hold me in his basement for
09:09ransom.
09:11Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
09:14Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
09:19That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
09:23You think I'm joking.
09:25No.
09:31I love you.
09:37There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
09:41I know.
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some blood in that coffee.
09:49Oh.
09:49Well, now you're talking.
10:13I'll give you some more.
10:16Have a breath.
10:17Okay.
10:46I'll give you some more.
11:04Of course, you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:24And Russell.
11:30What's your name?
11:30Yes, sir.
11:33I will give you some more.
11:33There's nothing.
11:33I'll give you some more.
11:34I'll give you some more.
11:34I'll give you some more.
11:35All right.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Uh, Carmen.
12:12Sorry.
12:15Sorry, Miss.
12:18Sorry, Miss.
12:19That's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin.
12:28You'll never know.
12:37I'm sorry.
13:11Okay, boy.
13:16Okay, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
13:28Watch it.
13:32I'm sorry.
14:09I'm sorry.
14:20I'm sorry.
14:21Mrs. Claver, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:24Mrs. Claver, is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot.
14:33I didn't know.
14:34Uh, this one will be Sam's preacher.
14:38What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:42Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:46We, um...
14:48This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:55Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:57Um, do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:02I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain, because you have promised a place called heaven, where our departed
15:39bask in the glow of your grace.
15:42They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain, because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy, that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17Amen.
16:18Yeah.
16:20If anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:49I guess that's it, then.
16:53Um.
16:56So, what happens now?
16:59We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it? That's it? That's it?
17:07He has me to say it and say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's her point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29God damn you for taking it from us.
17:34I don't know.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11I don't know who can blame them.
18:26I don't know who can't blame them.
19:12Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody.
19:15Oh, I, I, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral.
19:22We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, rough in the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them there.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:39And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:45And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded.
19:52Didn't say a word.
19:54And about six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says, have you seen these cabins they built
19:59next door?
20:00I said, I had.
20:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move.
20:05What do you, what do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says, when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them and asked me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said,
20:29that son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:35I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:45Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:50How about some of those cookies?
20:52Oh, good choice.
20:54I was thinking like three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat them.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:41But I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you get me to New York is if it seceded from the Union and I was
21:52drafted
21:52into the Army to take it back.
21:54Okay.
21:54You got to go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:05Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:13I mean it.
22:20I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week.
22:30I'm going to load him in a trailer and drag him all over Montana trying to win back what
22:33I spent on him in October.
22:35I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never land on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
22:46Ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates I go to my therapist.
23:08From my therapist I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist
23:11gave me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas.
23:21Italy for the month of July which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:30Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay.
23:40There is no future in this but
23:41you are tall and kind
23:43and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48Okay.
23:48So can we just agree
23:48to fuck this up together
23:50and have as much sex as possible
23:53until
23:54until we can?
23:55Yeah.
23:55You city girls do spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah.
23:58We get to the point.
23:59Yep.
24:00We do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other
24:02to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh wow.
24:22Let me just clarify
24:25that you are breaking up with me
24:26at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:30No, no, no.
24:30We seemed pretty together yesterday
24:31when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Don't fucking abby me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:14You want to play?
25:22YELLEN
25:24YELLEN
25:25Bye.
25:29Happy Christmas.
25:33It's a fun time.
25:33DaK.
25:33Do this.
25:34My baby over bed.
25:35Don't laugh.
25:35Do it.
25:37Do it.
25:43Elder irm
25:44Can you ever?
25:49when did your father die russell
25:53um it'll be uh six years in april where is he buried uh my mother had him cremated
25:59you know the plan was to spread his ashes at our place in montauk but
26:06he never did it i don't know why so he's sitting in a jar on our mantle which is an
26:12odd custom
26:16putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes what do you miss most about him
26:27he used to call me every monday and uh tell me a joke really
26:34you still remember them oh yeah tell me one oh no no no yeah they um
26:40yeah my father had a uh rather warped sense of humor
26:44yeah well at this point i'm pretty hard to offend
26:52okay
26:53um
26:57okay so there are four nuns driving in a van and the van goes off a cliff and they all
27:02die
27:03funny no no no that's i'm getting sorry this is all just a setup yeah i got i got it
27:08yeah okay
27:09so they're standing at the pearly gates and saint peter looks them over and he says to the first nun
27:14this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven
27:19and your conscience must be cleansed before you enter so the first nun thinks about it and she says
27:24well i used to sneak peeks at father riley in the shower saint peter says well you're a naughty one
27:31sister wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five hail mary she does sends her out
27:37to
27:38heaven so he looks at the second nun asks her the same thing she says well on occasion i would
27:43stroke
27:44father riley's member with my hand saint peter just shakes his head tells her to wash her hand in the
27:50bowl of holy water say ten hail mary's so she does lets her into heaven now the third nun steps
27:57up
27:57but the fourth nun grabs her throws her to the ground and steps up to the bowl of holy water
28:02saint peter says what on earth are you doing sister and the nun says i'm gonna wash my mouth out
28:07in this
28:07bowl before that bitch puts her ass in it
28:14i stand corrected russell i can still be offended
28:19i was very poorly chosen i'm sorry it was the first one that came to my mind i am so
28:22sorry i
28:24it's terrible common denominator where their problem seems to be father riley yeah he uh did get around
28:32ah what's in it vodka soda easy on the soda god bless you the meeting's stuffing at the gym at
28:40nine
28:41if you're up for it oh yeah exercise it's exactly what i need
28:49i see things didn't end well with a cowboy
28:54how's that look about it
28:58page has been quiet i think this is going to be hardest on her
29:03i'm afraid
29:05how so
29:06when you've dedicated your entire life
29:08to gaining the attention of one person
29:13what is your purpose when that person is gone
29:16the girls are handling it well at least
29:18yeah well they're too young to know the difference
29:21just one less present at christmas
29:27i know an excellent therapist stacy
29:31you're my therapist
29:34you're my best friend
29:36i'm incapable of being impartial
29:38speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity
29:42and with zero opinion
29:43what i need is opinion
29:46if i want to know what the book on death says i'll buy the fucking book
29:49of the book
29:49iank
30:00you
30:01Oh, my God.
30:56I think that the tension is exactly where we are.
31:04It's just a pause or something you want to eat.
31:08This is how I take you off.
31:10This is how I take you off.
31:11This is how I take you off.
31:13This is how I take you off.
31:14This is how I take you off.
31:47I've ordered a charcuterie board from Ely.
31:49And the pizzas from Joe's?
31:51One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
31:53Pizzas are for Paul. It's the one thing he misses about this city.
32:00Look at you.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are. You have the same look on your face pulling out those nasty boots as an 11-year-old
32:12pulling out his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:16That's different. That's me saving you money.
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life, all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves me
32:31money.
32:31I'm gonna buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:39It makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:51It's your little mountain mistress, the jealous type.
32:57You wanna know?
32:58I do wanna know.
33:00I really wanna know.
33:02Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there, I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh boy, do you ever, baby.
33:31I wouldn't do it now.
33:36Better feel trouble.
33:36I don't know.
33:54Well, let's are broken.
33:57Not at a cent.
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison.
34:24Oh.
34:24The president.
34:25Yeah.
34:26Of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No, he died on another river.
34:50Actually, no, he died on a mountain.
34:55No, no river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:10That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Hmm.
35:22More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Hmm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Hostile.
35:44Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:49You don't know me.
35:51And yet, here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making in the future.
36:12My decision-making?
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:16No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:20The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center.
36:26My soul.
36:26Is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:08If you can.
37:09If you can't,
37:13then I'll leave early.
37:15And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11what you need is this a lot of this not this a lot of talking
38:19and yelling and crying a lot of it and often and in time those memories will become fond
38:30again they won't hurt to recall them and you'll laugh will you love again maybe i don't have
38:46any idea if that's something you want will you ever be whole again will you feel like you
38:54did before he died no but you know that but you will heal if you let yourself you will
39:07have as much life to live as you allow yourself or you'll have none you'll have no life
39:26does that make sense
39:32okay
39:38why don't you finish your drink and let me have it seriously come on give it your best shot
39:50you're a terrible therapist you know that yeah with that smug fucking sweater
39:58you really like saying fuck don't you
40:02i find it quite liberating at the moment good say it again fuck you are we gonna do trust falls
40:13next you fucking quack
40:17it's a really good place to start come on keep it coming let's go i'm serious
40:27i'm thinking about it i'm considering it i know i know i know i'm running away running
40:35away from my problems this problem goes with me so i'm not running from anything
40:43when i miss my daughters honestly i don't i don't know and part of me thinks it would be better
40:51for them you know live their own lives maybe they could move with you i mean doesn't sound like
40:58either of them are bound to the city that's what i said my oldest daughter needs it i
41:05actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't that's not very nice
41:10oh what do they teach sarcasm in therapy school these days
41:16well if by therapist school you mean dartmouth then yeah they kind of invented it there
41:26you think i should
41:30not my place to say but
41:35i think you should consider it and i'll tell you why because you are actively weighing your future
41:42and the consequences are your choices in that future and that's healthy that's good for your soul
41:46so whether you actually do it is irrelevant but you should seriously consider it you should consider
41:54moving to europe spend a year traveling you got the financial means no responsibilities here preventing it
42:01you should consider everything
42:06wish i could have met him must have been a hell of a man
42:10because you are a hell of a woman you know who you are and you're not ashamed of it
42:14and this yelling and crying and pondering
42:18this is what you're supposed to be doing this is grieving
42:22this is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
42:25and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it
42:30and you will
42:34thank you phil
42:38oh this has been
42:42pleasantly cathartic
42:43i took one look at that sweater and i had very little faith in you but you
42:48you overcame it
42:50turns out you don't suck at your job
42:53well that
42:55is wildly offensive
42:57thank you
42:59same time tomorrow
43:00i'm thinking afternoon
43:02i still got five clients and i'm pretty drunk
43:05i think you are a client to end the day with
43:07not begin one
43:08fine
43:08see you at happy hour
43:21you
43:23you
43:25you
43:27Across the northern plains and into the upper midwest, a colder air mass is settling in.
43:33Gathers no showers with a low average temperature for this time of year.
43:41Who's your realtor?
43:43Yeah.
43:43No matter what I do, I can't stay here.
43:46Lily, I can smell him.
43:48Hold on, hold on.
43:52Is everything okay?
43:53So, um...
43:55Paige is in bed, and she won't talk, and she can't stop crying, and she's...
44:01Well, she's hyperventilating, and I feel like I should call an ambulance, but I don't...
44:04Like, I feel like that might make her worse.
44:06You're right, you're right. It would. I'll be there in 15 minutes. Call Abby.
44:10Okay, okay. Calling her now.
44:39Is she in the bedroom?
44:40Yeah.
44:45Uh...
44:46Do you have any sweets?
44:48Sweets?
44:49Okay, get some ice cream, Rocky Road, and buy some chocolate chips. Put three scoops in a glass of milk,
44:56put the chocolate chips on top, and then just bring it to me with a spoon.
44:59Okay, that sounds, uh, disgusting to start.
45:02I wasn't asking your opinion of it, Russell.
45:09I got Rocky Road. Desperate times call for desperate measures.
45:13Grab chocolate chips?
45:14The shitty ones, like she likes.
45:16Well, looks like all we need from you is a cup, Russell. Give it to her. She knows how to
45:20make it.
45:21Got it. Okay.
45:25Hey, hey, hey, hey.
45:26Hey, it's okay. It's okay.
45:28It's okay. It's okay. It's okay. You know what this is?
45:32This is how much you love him, and your body just doesn't know where to put all that love now.
45:37Okay, but you don't have to put it anywhere, and you don't have to stop loving someone when they're gone,
45:42honey.
45:42In fact, one could argue that you should love them more, and here's a sad fact of life.
45:51You will feel this way again. Yeah, when I die, when your husband dies, and your friends, and, and someday
45:59your children will feel this way about you.
46:03Thanks, Mom. I feel so much better.
46:06I come bearing gifts.
46:08I'm not hungry.
46:09It's not food. It is a drug. It is sugar and chocolate in a mixture that only your metabolism can
46:16process in a way that doesn't end up on your hips.
46:18And I hate you for it.
46:23I used to eat this when I was, like, five.
46:25No, you still act five, so.
46:31Fuck you and your bad roots.
46:33No, she's back.
46:34I don't understand it.
46:37It's the crunch with the cold and the mushy of the ice cream.
46:42Wait.
46:43The explanation doesn't sell it, Paige.
46:46No.
46:47You got her.
46:49I got her, but I cannot stay the night.
46:51I can stay the night.
47:02It was my favorite thing ever.
47:04I know.
47:17Is she okay?
47:20Yeah.
47:21She will be.
47:24Is there a decent bar near here?
47:27Um, there's a, there's a dive bar around the corner.
47:32Well, Soho's version of a dive bar.
47:37Hmm.
47:45Hmm.
47:51What's this place called?
47:53Um, I don't know.
47:55I'm, I'm not sure it has a name.
47:59Hmm.
48:10What's the name of this place?
48:12Name?
48:13Uh, people just call it the bar.
48:15Or the bar down the street.
48:17Something like that.
48:17No name?
48:18Not that I'm aware of, no?
48:20What does your paycheck say?
48:21Uh, XT Enterprises LLC or some shit.
48:28Okay.
48:29So, this bar just doesn't have a name.
48:33No name.
48:34What can I get you?
48:35Oh, God.
48:35I'm, uh, I am not in the mood to make any decisions.
48:39Mm-hmm.
48:40Martini?
48:41Uh, that is a cocktail, and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar, so.
48:45True that.
48:46Uh, how about an Irish car bomb?
48:48Um, I have no idea what that is.
48:51Trust me.
48:51Okay?
48:52What about you?
48:53What kind of amber ales do you-
48:55That'll be two Irish car bombs.
48:57Yeah, like your style.
48:58Two Irish car bombs.
48:59I have to work in the morning.
49:00It's one drink.
49:01Russell.
49:07Oh, I didn't see that coming.
49:09Oh, gosh.
49:10Apologies, Russell.
49:13This is gonna hurt.
49:17All right.
49:19Great.
49:21You gotta, yeah.
49:24Yeah.
49:32It went down the wrong pipe.
49:35I have a bad gag reflex.
49:38No, no.
49:39I'm not, I'm, I'm not laughing at that.
49:42What then?
49:44Oh, life.
49:46Uh, choices people make.
49:49Don't get me wrong.
49:51She made a good one with you.
49:55What are your dreams?
49:59Dreams?
50:00Or, you know, aspirations, might be a better word, for your life, for my daughter.
50:08I mean, what, uh, you know, we, we just got the townhouse, so.
50:12Yeah, well, that's a purchase, not a dream.
50:16Have you two talked about starting a family?
50:21You know, Paige, she just got down to a size zero, and she worked really hard for it, so.
50:26Russell, Russell, independent thoughts.
50:28Do you have any?
50:31Yeah.
50:32I mean, I guess I want, I want to have kids.
50:34Mm-hmm.
50:35Okay.
50:35I don't want to raise them, and I want to, I want to move out of town, you know, where
50:40they can have a normal, you know, trick-or-treat, and, and, and play baseball, and run out on
50:46the street, you know?
50:47Mm-hmm.
50:47No, I don't know.
50:48No, I don't know.
50:49I raised mine here.
50:51All right.
50:52Well, that would be my dream.
50:55What about when they're grown?
50:58What's the dream then?
51:00I don't know.
51:01I don't know.
51:02I, I haven't gotten that far.
51:03Yeah, well, then you need a new dream.
51:08Honestly, I always thought of you and Creston as the dream.
51:15So did I, Russell.
51:20But that dream is over.
51:24Well, I guess we both need a new one.
51:29Yeah.
52:21I, Russell.
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