00:18Before she met my dad, she was engaged to a police officer, named Freddy.
00:26He was killed in the Great Brinks robbery in 1950.
00:32She married my dad when I was only three, and couldn't have kids of her own.
00:41But, she never fell out of love with Freddy.
00:52Oh!
00:54Oh!
01:15My real mother died in childbirth, and my father was so angry that I killed his wife, that he never
01:21named me.
01:26Doors dead.
01:28Freddy?
01:30Are you smoking?
01:34Nope!
01:37Well, it smells like smoking there.
01:39It's incense.
01:41I'm meditating.
01:45Do you think I'm stupid?
01:48Eh!
01:55Open the door!
01:57Right now!
01:58Namaste out of my room!
02:00I'm gonna call your dad!
02:02See what he has to say about you smoking up a storm in there!
02:09Dad had a secret boyfriend in New York.
02:14She didn't know that I knew, but I could hear them talking over the phone at night.
02:43This was my ritual with Doris.
02:46She would yell at me and call my dad.
02:48Yeah.
02:49But I didn't care.
02:51I thought it was hot when she yelled at me.
02:59You're too young to smoke.
03:01I wasn't smoking.
03:01Freddy, don't lie to me.
03:03I'm not lying.
03:04I was meditating.
03:07So you're a Buddhist now.
03:09Mm-hmm.
03:11Mm-hmm.
03:11And you believe in reincarnation and everything.
03:15Of course.
03:26I heard you crying last night.
03:31I wasn't crying.
03:33Must have been an animal outside.
03:36What did Dad want to talk about?
03:44He's not coming home this Christmas.
03:47I thought that he never flew weekends and holidays.
03:53Yeah.
03:54He doesn't.
03:59Eat your food.
04:07Doris would have a glass of port and a cigarette after dinner.
04:15When she wasn't looking, I went to see if I could find the unwrapped Christmas presents.
04:26Okay, so you won't.
04:40I went to see if I could find the unwrapped Christmas.
04:40Let's saw this.
04:41The other one came to see if I wanted to see if I could find the unwrapped Christmas.
04:50And the first place is this.
04:51This was the first time I'd seen a picture of my mom.
04:55It was like she was in the room.
04:59I saw where I got my looks from.
05:02What are you doing?
05:12I was looking for photos of her.
05:17I wish I could see her.
05:20I wish I could take her picture.
05:26I'm so sorry, honey.
05:30Shhh, don't cry.
05:32I'm so sorry.
05:35Oh, shhh.
05:37Shhh.
05:43Shhh.
05:44Shhh.
05:45Shhh.
05:46Shhh.
05:47It's so funny.
05:49It's so funny.
05:52It's all gonna be alright.
06:07Shhh.
06:11Shhh.
06:12Shhh.
06:13Shhh.
06:13Shhh.
06:14Shhh.
06:25Shhh.
06:26Shhh.
06:27Shhh.
06:39Shhh.
06:42Shhh.
06:51Do you like it?
06:53I love it.
07:04Do you want to take photos like you used to?
07:09Yes.
07:38Ready, Doris?
07:42Ready, Freddie.
07:48Ready, Doris?
07:50Ready, Doris?
07:50Ready, Doris?
08:12Ready, Doris.
08:13Freddie, these are beautiful.
08:17I'm glad you like them.
08:20Yes.
08:22They're just like the ones from before.
08:32Are you okay?
08:38You're back.
08:41I told you I'd come back for you.
08:46Do you still love me?
08:50I've always loved you, Doris.
08:53Oh, Freddie.
08:55I've been waiting for you so long.
08:59I've waited.
09:00I've missed you.
09:01My sweet, sweet Freddie.
09:17Oh, my sweet Freddie.
09:21Oh, my sweet Freddie.
09:33Oh, my sweet Freddie.
09:58I've had sweet Freddie.
10:00I've actually had three human thoughts on the crossbreed through.
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