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00:00Previously on 90 Day The Single Life.
00:03I've never gone past kissing a woman before.
00:06I think Rebecca's very beautiful.
00:09We bide really well, and it gives me hope.
00:12I am down to see where you and I can go.
00:14Yeah?
00:14Yeah, I am, yeah.
00:19If me moving to Florida and you not...
00:21Yeah, me moving to Florida is a deal breaker.
00:23Enjoy your life with your ex.
00:25It sounds like you two will be very happy together in Florida.
00:29I'm not looking for a boyfriend.
00:31I'm not looking for a buddy.
00:32I'm looking for a husband.
00:39It's definitely a memorable first date.
00:42I had such a great time with Dan.
00:44I would like to see you again.
00:47But anytime Ronald catches me on the phone,
00:49he tries to reel me back in.
00:51My love for you is so strong.
00:53You don't miss me?
01:00I don't want to see Michael.
01:03But it's very confusing for me.
01:32It's been about a week since I went on my date with Dan.
01:36And the chemistry was just flying.
01:38It was great.
01:40But things just got so much more complicated.
01:46Last night I got a message from Ronald.
01:49And it said,
01:50Can you please bring the kids to South Africa?
01:53I really want to see them.
01:54It's been long enough.
01:56I love you and I miss you.
01:59He hasn't seen the kids in over a year.
02:02But I know what he's doing.
02:03And I know this is his way of trying to get us back together.
02:08To hear these things definitely messes with my feelings a lot.
02:12But I have to come back to reality and realize that these are just words.
02:23Hi friend.
02:25Hey.
02:27How's it going?
02:28Good.
02:30My friend Angelique knows my entire history with Ronald.
02:33So she can give me a reality check.
02:35Because I feel like I'm not thinking straight right now.
02:38What's going on?
02:41I've just been really stressed out.
02:44Why?
02:45You know, I'm pushing myself to go out there because I do want to move on.
02:49There was this one guy, Dan.
02:50Super sweet.
02:51I feel like there's something there that could definitely grow.
02:55And I don't know.
02:59I'm scared.
03:01I don't know what the to do.
03:03Why are you scared to let somebody treat you well?
03:09So Ronald texted me saying he wants me to bring the kids to South Africa.
03:14And afterwards he goes, I love you.
03:16I miss you.
03:16So I'm like, what is motivating you to even consider going to South Africa?
03:25Honestly, I have that guilt of like, Carly has not seen her dad in over a year.
03:31I hate that we're in two separate countries.
03:33Because it's not like her dad is here in Nebraska.
03:37Like, you know what?
03:38I'll get on a quick flight, take her, and then come back.
03:40It's like the other side of the world.
03:43It's always going to be my responsibility.
03:45I get to decide whether they have a relationship or not.
03:49I want Carly to have a relationship with him.
03:53But I just don't know.
03:54I don't know.
03:55It's so confusing.
03:58I really do want Carly to see her dad.
04:01But if I do consider going to South Africa, what's that going to do to me?
04:05Is that going to make me take steps backwards?
04:07Is that going to make me fall back into like trying to fix things with Ronald?
04:10I don't know.
04:13If you go over there and you're separated, are you staying in his house in a separate
04:19room?
04:19Are you going to his mom's?
04:21Do you want to be putting yourself in a situation where you're vulnerable?
04:26Like, I don't understand how that, how it's going to work.
04:31I have no idea, like, at all.
04:34I haven't even thought about that.
04:35Like, I don't know what to do.
04:40I thought that Tiffany and Ronald separating was probably for the best.
04:44Their relationship was really tumultuous.
04:46And my biggest fear is that by going back to South Africa, she's just going to fall into
04:51those patterns of loving him and wanting to be there for him instead of thinking about
04:55what's best for her.
04:59I feel like the only difference now is he's, like, realized, like, finally, in the long
05:05run, where his faults were.
05:07He's very apologetic.
05:10If Ronald has actually changed, then maybe it could work.
05:14But at the same time, I want to see you grow as a person.
05:18I want to see you take a chance on something that could be better for you.
05:24You really need to do some soul searching and figure out what is best for Tiffany for once.
05:31If I do go to South Africa, I'm going to see my husband that I haven't seen in over a
05:37year.
05:39And I'm not sure I'm ready for that.
05:42My worst fear is that I see Ronald, and I'll just see the guy that I love, and just immediately
05:48fall right back into fixing things with him.
05:51No matter what I do, the f***ing outcome is huge.
06:08Take my words right from my mouth.
06:12Kiss me, love me, shout it out.
06:16God.
06:21Oh my God.
06:23I'm not.
06:24No, I was.
06:30I'm about to see Michael after one year, and I feel like a lot of emotions because I never
06:37thought I would be coming back.
06:39It's a huge deal.
06:48Hi.
06:50Hi, Romy Flowers.
07:08Come on.
07:09Come on.
07:09You can sit.
07:11When I see the trailer, all memories come back to me of my life, Joe and Michael.
07:20You've got all your Bibles and stuff right here.
07:22Mm-hmm.
07:23Oh, what is that?
07:25Those are piggy banks, if I want.
07:27Oh, she moved in.
07:28Uh, yeah.
07:29How does she feel?
07:30She likes it here.
07:31It's definitely a change for her, you know?
07:34I didn't know Trish was living with him.
07:39I hope we don't have to see her.
07:43Trish caused a trouble to me, honestly.
07:46And Trish wants to possess and control Michael and what is around.
07:50Oh, my chrysa.
07:53She's so big now.
07:56Oh, hi, babuchko.
07:58Hi.
07:58Can we go outside?
07:59Yeah.
08:01Oh, it's so beautiful now.
08:06Being back with Michael now, I feel like I was very legendary for him.
08:12I was legendary woman for Michael.
08:14Because he never met anyone like me, and I don't think he will ever meet.
08:19And for Michael, I was the best.
08:22For Josh, he doesn't give me this feeling.
08:26I don't believe it.
08:34She hasn't seen you in forever.
08:38Lots of stuff going on inside right now, different emotions and stuff.
08:42You want to have a seat?
08:43Yes.
08:45I would hope she knows how much she hurt me, you know?
08:48There's a lot of pain there.
08:51So, just going to take it one minute at a time right now.
08:59So, how have things been?
09:01Fine, I'm fine.
09:03I was so stressed when I was coming here.
09:04I was like, how will I feel?
09:06What will I feel?
09:08Yeah?
09:09Why did you end up wanting to come up here?
09:12I wanted to see you.
09:34I'm glad I was able to at least, you know, try to help you and your mom out, you know?
09:38Yeah?
09:46I remember, like, when I left, I was very angry with you.
09:51And because, you know, I came to America, COVID started.
09:57We never had vacation, never had anything good.
09:59We had a lot of pain, a lot of fights.
10:05I remember, Natalie.
10:08The road has definitely been bumpy for us.
10:11Michael, it was not your fault.
10:13I went through emotional breakdowns.
10:15I lost my confidence.
10:16I was overweight.
10:17I was depressed.
10:18I was angry, mean.
10:19So many stuff.
10:20And I needed time to, you know, step away.
10:23It took a while to normalize myself until I was ready to be able to, you know, let it go.
10:32I'm glad that you worked on your problems and stuff, but you did hurt me a lot.
10:39You just up and left.
10:43You know, you said you wanted to take a break.
10:46And then all of a sudden you moved to Florida.
10:49And while you ran off and it seemed like you were having a lot of fun dating people.
10:56I was still here struggling by myself day in and day out.
11:02I know you were going through hard times too, but I was also going through some really, really hard times.
11:09I, uh, withdrew myself from everyone for a while and, uh, yeah.
11:16I mean, we got married right here ten feet away from us, you know.
11:26It was tough.
11:31I'm sorry.
11:34I'm sorry that I left.
11:37I'm sorry.
11:39Appreciate that.
11:41It was my mistake.
11:44But, Michael, we had a good start.
11:47Weren't we happy?
11:48Well, yes, I was really happy in the beginning, Natalie.
11:51I never wanted a divorce with you.
11:53Never.
11:56I can't take you all out of my life.
12:00You left Natalie.
12:04Michael, I love you.
12:08We will always have love for each other, Natalie.
12:12I could move back.
12:18I like more.
12:25Ooh, we're standing at the crossroads.
12:30Suddenly the wind starts to blow.
12:32Ooh, we're standing at the crossroads.
12:37Wandering which way to go.
12:49I went out on my first date with a woman and it went really damn well do you feel ready
12:55no
13:01Rebecca and I've tried to make plans but it didn't work because she's leaving in just a couple days
13:08however I feel like I overcame my fears and I'm ready to keep exploring today Dre and I are having
13:22lunch with Kate I became friends with Kate soon after arriving on the island I haven't seen her
13:29since Johnny's party and I'm excited to fill Kate in with everything so that was a such a nice little
13:37spot that Johnny yeah I loved it it was so much fun yeah thank you so anybody stand out to
13:46you at the
13:47party Daphne was really pretty yeah oh yeah we haven't talked yeah well you know like I just
14:04like there are different things I want to try just opening up to new experiences yeah and I've never
14:13been with a woman how does that work like are you I don't know how it works I'm all new
14:19to this yeah
14:20you know what I actually went on my first date with a woman but she's leaving in just a couple
14:25days I'm
14:26mad it wasn't a potential that's the only thing I'm mad about you know I was attracted to her and
14:31maybe it could have been but we don't know and is that something that you feel is like aligning with
14:40what you want in life because you are still married mentally and emotionally I'm divorced I just don't
14:50understand what the holdup is wait so you guys aren't working towards that there's no working
14:55I didn't know if you were signing papers I literally could go to the courthouse and just
14:59say hey can I get a no contestant divorce thing I sign it send it to Sinjin he'll sign it
15:03yeah I just
15:04haven't done it yet I didn't know that they haven't signed those papers that's news to me me personally
15:13I would want the man or the woman who I'm with to be officially over and done with because if
15:20you still
15:21have a legal attachment to them I feel like that's a little strange if it didn't work why hold on
15:28to
15:28it I don't care about legal papers at all in the least bit but don't you think if you're entering
15:35a
15:35new relationship that that's kind of like residual that would be creeping into anything new I don't get
15:43this excuse about paperwork is just paperwork she still wants to hold on without actually holding
15:51on it's just weird cuz I don't know it just makes me feel like maybe this isn't something that you're
15:58done and over with it's still a legal attachment that you have about legal attachment but I don't
16:06but it is are you gonna end up in a situation where you're just stuck and then years and years
16:13go
16:14by just don't miss out moving on for my marriage is taking time because maybe I'm not actually over my
16:27ex
16:49I am so disappointed with how my relationship with Justin ended it's another person that seemed
16:55like such a nice guy but who turned out to be a jerk if even the nice guys are ass
17:00then like who who is out
17:08there oh I really hope Tim is not an ass there was ever a day he was gonna be nice
17:15to me today's the day
17:20I told him that I wanted to establish boundaries with our friendship but we went from this one week
17:26no contact trial period to just not talking hardly at all like that's that's not what I was asking for
17:34Tim took it to the extreme and I just feel abandoned but I need him like I need need need
17:42him right
17:43now so I've asked him to meet up with me oh my god so apropos
18:02have you missed each other yeah I'm genuinely excited to see Veronica I mean there's some things
18:08about Veronica that I miss and some I missed you you have to make adjustments in life sometimes it like
18:13it takes time to get adapted to I'm never gonna get adapted to it welcome so you know we can
18:23boss some
18:24stuff up get in a nice good mood I'm hopefully gonna get there you should probably put your purse down
18:31oh
18:47I have just built up this like anger cloud over me so smashing things is very gratifying
19:00I'm just like you Justin I'm busy your lack of affection making me beg for me Tim you my ex
19:14you my other ex
19:19I'm just like just like just a it all it all it all I think we need to sit down
19:30and cool off for a bit
19:31okay oh my god it seemed like you got a lot of aggression to get out I'm angry at everyone
19:41I don't even know where to start like Justin's moving to Florida and conveniently he doesn't
19:46tell me he's moving to Florida until literally the night after we did it he's like oh no it's
19:52it was just a coincidence that it happened like that so then like out of one side of his mouth
19:57he's like oh I didn't know I was moving to Florida and then he's like ever since I moved to
20:00Charlotte
20:01it was always a possibility of moving back to Florida I'm sorry that's being a liar yeah but
20:06I told you from the beginning this one gonna work oh my god yeah but Tim you have been completely
20:10MIA and I've needed you and you haven't been there for me why do I feel like I'm being attacked
20:14because you have literally posted me because I've been dealing with all this Tim and like you're
20:19right it didn't end up working out but like it would have been very nice to have somebody that
20:23I could talk to about it but we talked about this we established very early on with you dating this
20:27guy that I wasn't gonna be that guy during this relationship all I was saying was don't randomly
20:34beat my house unannounced that didn't mean hey let's not be friends anymore a friend is somebody
20:41who you hang out with a friend is somebody who's like always there for you when you need them
20:45it's been not been as easy I think she thinks it has been to just cut her out of my
20:51life
20:51normal friendships don't come with all the that comes of exes being friends it's absolutely cost
20:59fights with me my girlfriend but it's not specifically personally about Veronica it's
21:04just the insecurities of society okay society I'm sorry you go that way really running good I get
21:14that you're still mad about it but I mean I don't have a time machine to go back so what
21:19do you want
21:19resolution-wise I want my friend back I have always been there for you I always thought that I would
21:26have you there for me you've always said like we're ride or die we have this marriage pact that
21:31if we don't get married by the time we're 50 like we're gonna get married the marriage pact was Tim's
21:38idea I merely agreed to it and you're the one who keeps adjusting the age because you keep hitting
21:44the age and now that I'm about to be 37 you're like never mind it's when we both turn 50
21:50yeah but
21:51I mean I didn't actually really think that we were gonna be single yeah I just thought that that would
21:57be a reality but here we are yeah I'm sorry I still am your friend I still care about you
22:04I am your
22:05friend let's establish that didn't realize it was bothering you this badly I appreciate that Tim and I
22:12hear you saying that you want to be my friend but literally I would like to see you acting like
22:16my
22:16friend not just telling me you're my friend I never thought that I would be 37 and single and even
22:27though it was like a bit jokey there was that part of me that knew that by us making this
22:33marriage pact
22:33that we would always be there for each other but after everything that has happened I don't know if
22:41this friendship can never be what it was before
22:47my mama told me I got a lot to learn she said love's not a healer sometimes it burns
23:01hi I'm sick doctor okay I take a harden
23:14I'm struggling with the pros and cons of going to South Africa the main goal here is for Carly to
23:20see
23:20her dad but there are so many little things that come into play with me making that decision it's
23:26been over a year since the last time I saw Ronald he's always kind of trying to pull me back
23:31in and
23:32trying to reconcile let's call Dada and show him how you're a doctor I've definitely lost sleep
23:39thinking over and over again what the right choice is but I've made my decision hello hello Carly and me
23:52are playing right now she's a doctor so I don't know if you want to
24:19let's move your toys over there so I can talk to Dada about something
24:24she has grown so much yeah I don't actually have given it any thought you know maybe bringing the
24:34kids to South Africa because you and I both know that if I could I would have been in the
24:41U.S. a long
24:41time ago but I can't get there I'm actually depending on you to bring them to me if you can
24:48um I actually wanted to talk to you about something no it's nothing you did it's actually about
24:57something I did what did you do I have bought tickets for me and Carly and we're going to go
25:09see
25:19I'm not sure yet it's open-ended tickets for now we're trying to figure it out as we go I'm
25:24speechless
25:27I ended up buying the tickets because I put myself in his shoes and you know if I was the
25:34parent of this
25:35perfect little girl you know I'd also sit there feeling like I'm missing out on so much so I think
25:40I'm doing what I can as Carly's mom to make sure that she has a relationship with her dad
25:50I think the best thing is to maybe wait on bringing Daniel over just so he doesn't miss school
25:56and also I don't want to bring Daniel along for something that might be confusing
26:01I don't know what your expectations is when you come here
26:04um but one thing I definitely expect us to do when you are here
26:15you sit by a table and talk
26:20okay what do you want to talk about
26:24everything
26:28I love you you love me at the end of the day we got we got married for a reason
26:33those feelings don't just disappear overnight
26:36in the ideal world I just want us to be a family again
26:42to hear these things definitely melts my heart a little bit but I can't show him that
26:47running in the back of my mind is the fights the gambling the lies the gaslighting so I kind of
26:53have to like bring myself back to earth and remind myself of these things because I have the tendency
26:59to get swept away with just words and I don't want to do that anymore
27:05I still have my concerns about like what's going to happen
27:10but I know we owe each other to sit down and have that talk I agree
27:15although I basically make it as comfortable as possible
27:18I appreciate it
27:21ah goodness it's gonna be good
27:24thank you
27:27I am willing to take this trip because my daughter deserves to have her dad in her life
27:32and Ronald deserves to have his daughter in his life
27:35but also I hope seeing Ronald after all this time
27:40will I guess give me like my clear answer
27:43um have a good night get some rest
27:45have a good evening
27:46all right bye bye
27:49bye
28:06and with the closed eyes let's take a long inhale and exhale
28:16I've been in Aruba for a few months when I came to Aruba I was ready to start a new
28:21chapter
28:23but recently I started realizing that I haven't fully healed from my separation from my husband's engine
28:32it hurts it hurts
28:36we're so privileged to be here
28:38and be able to share a safe space between women
28:43and to remind each other about past experiences
28:48a new focus on the future
28:51I still need to fully process my grief and like everything post separation
28:56so I decided to do a women's circle
29:00I think it can help me to move on from my marriage
29:07the intention I set for this woman's circle is about letting go of your past
29:14we begin by opening the space
29:17inhale and exhale slowly
29:21you have all the answers in you
29:24all of this toxic energy may we cut this energy now
29:33I never imagined separating from my husband's engine
29:37will I find that deep love again
29:39like will I feel that deep love
29:42and I never had a question
29:44I never had a question
29:48I like never had a question like sentience love for me
29:55but there was a lot more bigger issues in our relationship
30:06may we begin to close
30:09and release energies that we may have
30:13with toxic people
30:14past lovers
30:28it's hard thinking about the future
30:31Sinjin and I are over
30:32we're no longer together
30:37I'll never regret my relationship with Sinjin
30:40but moving forward there's things emotionally that I have to continue to work through
30:48gently coming back to the space
30:52move a bit
30:53create some energy
30:56share some energy
30:58if you would like to share with the others in the group
31:04yeah a lot came up for me
31:06I have things I know I need to work on and heal on
31:09my relationship was so miserable
31:11so going forward like I just want to make sure I'm thinking of myself
31:15and just being intentional with any new relationships that I may start
31:18I'm in charge of my own happiness
31:20so it's just something I need to make sure I'm focusing on
31:23moving forward
31:26so thank you
31:29namaste
31:34now moving forward
31:36I need to be intentional with dating and relationships and
31:39taking it all a little bit more seriously
31:49I know I want and I deserve to be happy
31:52whether it's with a man or with a woman
31:57may you be divinely protected in this beautiful space
32:03it means I'm open for opportunities
32:05I'm open for chances
32:06I'm open for miracles
32:08and I'm ready to be able to move on
32:18don't take my heart
32:21if you got nothing to give me
32:24don't you drain my soul
32:27if you got nothing to say
32:30I got something to say
32:34Carly and I are getting on a plane to South Africa tomorrow
32:37and I feel overwhelmed
32:40with everything going on with this trip
32:43I've definitely slowed down communicating with Dan
32:46since our first date
32:48I don't like to hide things
32:50so I want to see him and let him know what's been going on
32:53with the situation with Ronald
33:02I know how important honesty is to Dan
33:05and I do not want to lead him on
33:08if something could happen with Ronald
33:09you look really nice
33:11thank you
33:12how's everything been?
33:14it's been stressful
33:15oh really?
33:16very stressful yeah
33:18I just planned a trip
33:19so I've been planning that
33:21what kind of trip?
33:23like a vacation?
33:25not really
33:26so
33:28I told you about my situation with my ex Ronald
33:31and he hasn't seen our daughter in over a year
33:34and he kept asking me
33:36like when are you going to bring Carly to see me
33:38whatever
33:39I'm like you know what
33:40let me take our daughter to see him
33:41to South Africa
33:44how long are you planning on going down there for?
33:48so I bought open-ended tickets
33:51so that's why I haven't been very communicative
33:54no I mean that's a lot
33:55I come from divorced parents
33:57and it's tough
33:59I mean I can only imagine how you're feeling
34:03so do you feel like this is just something
34:05just trying to look out for your daughter
34:07or is this more like you're trying to rekindle things with him
34:10or I guess I'm just trying to understand like where
34:12like where your head's at
34:15so I want to tell you just completely everything
34:17like even if it's hard to say
34:18yeah
34:19my head is like we're not good for each other
34:21we're bad for each other
34:22but feelings don't just stop
34:24like when you separate right
34:26which makes everything really confusing
34:28yeah
34:28it's really hard
34:30I really appreciate the honesty from her
34:33but it's not the best thing to hear
34:35that someone you're into
34:36is traveling across the world
34:38to see their ex
34:40Tiffany's great
34:41I felt like we were vibing
34:42so
34:44I'd be lying if I said I wasn't like a little disappointed
34:48in an ideal world
34:50it would be nice to
34:52see you again down the road
34:53so
34:55balls in your court in a way
34:58let me give you a hug
34:59okay
35:02Dan
35:03he actually was so understanding
35:05and that makes this so much harder
35:07because
35:08he's kind
35:09and he's patient
35:11all these amazing things
35:13am I really willing to let this go
35:16for someone who might hurt me again
35:35I'm gonna miss you
35:36I'm actually happy
35:37I get to stay with my friends
35:38yeah
35:39yeah
35:41today I'm leaving for South Africa
35:42which unfortunately means
35:44that I have to say bye to Daniel
35:46it's an added layer of stress
35:47knowing that he's staying behind
35:48and I have to be away from my son
35:50while I'm trying to sort things out with Ronald
35:53but I know
35:54he's gonna be in good hands with my mom
35:56and this is the best decision
36:00I feel like you still need some help with this bag
36:02hey
36:03hey mom
36:04oh my god thank god you're here
36:06you still need a couple of shirts and some pants
36:08so get some
36:08and I'm gonna check your bag before you zip it up
36:10alright
36:10okay
36:11yeah
36:12can you help me with my bags?
36:13yeah
36:15I feel a little bit like bummed out
36:17because you know I wanted to go
36:19but at the same time I don't
36:20because you know I just have a lot of things to do
36:22and it's only long to be happy
36:24you know
36:25just hope she has a nice trip and everything
36:29as you can see
36:30there's a lot
36:33oh my goodness
36:34I can't believe
36:36you're going to South Africa
36:38me either
36:39actually
36:39what is the purpose of this trip really?
36:41it's taking Carly to see her dad
36:43and
36:44that's it?
36:45Ronald
36:45no
36:45no Ronald has mentioned to me
36:47that he wants to like
36:48you know get everything out in the open
36:49and he wants his family to be together
36:51wow
36:53that's a terrible idea
36:57I already know how you feel about it
36:58I mean
37:00I'm not going there with the intentions of getting back
37:02but
37:03to me he's a person that
37:04really loves himself
37:06more than anyone else
37:07and
37:07I haven't seen him grow up
37:10doubted that I ever will
37:13Tiffany's having a really hard time moving on
37:15and this trip to South Africa
37:17I think it's a waste of
37:19you know
37:20her emotional time
37:21I don't think things have changed
37:24definitely want her and him to be over
37:26get a divorce
37:26just live happy without each other
37:28because they're not good together
37:31it really does hurt me though
37:32that you're in this situation
37:34and I can't save you from it
37:35because you're an adult
37:37but you know what
37:38this needs to happen
37:39this needs to happen
37:40Carly needs to see her dad
37:40I'm going to figure out
37:42what the is going on
37:43with me and Ronald
37:43I could also get the closure that I need
37:45and that might be
37:46what needs to happen
37:48I gotta get going
37:49because the car service is going to be here soon
37:51I have no idea what to expect
37:55when I get to South Africa
37:56my head is all over the place right now
37:58with my situation with Ronald
37:59with this flight that I have to go on
38:01with leaving my son behind
38:02this trip really could blow up in my face
38:05love you
38:06I love you Bobby
38:07give me one last kiss
38:09bye
38:10oh wow
38:12what
38:13bye
38:13love you guys
38:14I love you
38:17what are we going to go see
38:26yes
38:31so we're waiting to board right now
38:34show your puppy
38:35let me see your puppy
38:36she got a little puppy
38:38got a long flight ahead of me
38:41Ronald and I
38:42our breakup was definitely like a roller coaster
38:46we need to either realize
38:48hey we're going to still work on this
38:49or we're closing this chapter
38:51and it's done
38:52I'm feeling some type of way right now
38:54I don't know what the hell is going to happen
38:58when I see him though
39:20Michael I love you
39:24I could move back
39:34I don't know
39:36I waited a long time Natalie
39:37I just waited and sat here
39:41just uh yeah
39:42that part really hurt me you know
39:45at the end of the day
39:46you made your bed
39:48and then you went out
39:49and you wanted to follow your dreams
39:50and you did
39:51it just costs
39:52it just cost us
39:56I made a huge mistake
39:58leaving Michael
40:00we care for each other
40:02and if for example
40:04we decide to come back
40:05to each other
40:06I will do my best
40:07to fix it
40:08if Michael takes you back
40:10what are you going to tell Josh?
40:13if Michael takes me back
40:14I'm going to tell Josh
40:15it's over
40:16because Michael
40:19he does care for me
40:20I'm appreciated
40:22and he missed me
40:26please don't give you answer now
40:28okay
40:28I hurt you a lot
40:30you have your time
40:31you have your rights to sit
40:32okay
40:32but whatever you decide
40:34don't answer now
40:35okay
40:35take your time
40:40it's kind of a shocker
40:42I never thought
40:43Natalie would want
40:44to get back together
40:47you cold?
40:48do you want to go inside?
40:49okay
40:52we actually had
40:53our best conversation
40:56ever
40:59Natalie
40:59really opened up
41:01to me
41:01and apologized
41:02and I think
41:04that was long overdue
41:06good to see you again
41:07thank you
41:09most important
41:09we talk
41:10okay
41:11yeah
41:11just a lot of things
41:12go through my head
41:14I still love Natalie
41:16but I don't know
41:18you know
41:19is she thinking about us
41:20or is she just
41:21thinking about herself
41:26I got your clothes
41:27and stuff on my bed
41:28in there
41:28okay
41:29um
41:29you know
41:30the ones for your closet
41:31and stuff there
41:31so
41:32where is my papers
41:33documents
41:34documents are right here
41:39my birth certificate
41:41you don't have
41:41yeah you have it
41:43um
41:44Biden
41:45your president
41:45he said
41:46any person
41:47who is
41:47Ukrainian
41:48in America
41:49can apply
41:50for this status
41:51refugee status
41:52you need to have
41:53your birth certificate
41:54like something
41:55from Ukraine
41:55that you exist
41:56makes sense
41:57yeah
42:003-5-0-thumb
42:03who is coming
42:07hi
42:08hi
42:13I'm scared
42:14to hell
42:15to see Mike's mom
42:16she doesn't like me
42:18and she influences Mike a lot
42:24pray for me
42:30next time
42:31on 90 day
42:31the single life
42:32how are things
42:33going over there
42:34are you doing okay
42:39since the Russian invasion
42:41it makes me really worried
42:42that Alona is still
42:43in the Ukraine
42:44and I feel helpless
42:46would you want to come
42:47to the United States
42:53you ready
42:56who does this
42:57at 70 years old
42:58who gives up
42:59their whole life
42:59their friends
43:00their family
43:00their son
43:01their country
43:02what's going to happen
43:03if Tony and I
43:04are going to have
43:04a big fight
43:05and he says
43:05go home
43:13being separated
43:14from Tiffany
43:15is really hard
43:17but being separated
43:18from Kali
43:18is even harder
43:19it did me
43:19serious
43:20in a few minutes
43:23I'm going to be
43:24face to face
43:25with Arnold
43:27I'm potentially
43:28walking back
43:29into my old
43:30relationship
43:31that made me
43:32miserable
43:33you are married
43:34so either we fixed
43:36this or we don't
43:42you totally
43:43used Michael
43:44that's all
43:45you did
43:45was use him
43:46to get to America
43:49Trish
43:49look at me
43:50like as a person
43:51who could take
43:51her son from her
43:53but
43:54have to accept it
43:55if I want to be
43:56with Michael
44:05I'm going to be
44:06I'm going to be
44:31to be
44:31I'm going to be
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