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00:06Scareckel to Scareckel
00:16Scareckel to Scareckel
00:36Scareckel
00:38Scareckel
00:39I don't know.
01:23I still dream about that night sometimes.
01:27I still dream about them.
01:31Because they were there.
01:35We did everything together back then.
01:38The four of us.
01:41Separate.
01:43But inseparable.
01:51I suppose it's a bit of a shock.
01:53I mean, you get a message like that, and I really must think about, well, life, I suppose.
01:58The choices you've made, the things you've done, or, you know, not done.
02:00And I don't get me wrong looking after Mommy.
02:02Well, it's a privilege in many ways.
02:03I'm lucky I can focus on it without any other.
02:05Well, distractions, for want of a better word.
02:07And it's very rewarding in its own way.
02:09I mean, I know I won't regret it.
02:10I mean, nobody lies under death, but I think I wish I'd spent last time with me, Mother, do they?
02:13Okay, there's probably some exceptions.
02:15Like, if your mother was, I don't know, Rose West, you'd probably want to keep a fair bit of distance,
02:18sir.
02:19I'd say it'd be advisable, if anything.
02:21But my mother, well, she's great.
02:21She's nothing like Rose West.
02:24She does have sort of similar glasses, but that's as far as it goes, really.
02:27I suppose, what I'm trying to say is, even though I feel no bitterness or resentment or anything like that,
02:31the fact is, you only get to do this once and this pop, which I sort of find myself on.
02:34Which is, as I say, no, without its blessings, it's at the same time the reason why certain things just
02:38aren't going to happen for me.
02:38And I should be allowed to acknowledge that, you know, we should be able to mourn the life we couldn't
02:41have without feeling guilty.
02:44Right.
02:46So is it just the wee flat white, then?
02:47Or, I wonder if the others know.
02:51Mommy, Mommy, Mommy!
02:52Stop trying!
02:53Is that a shellac manicure?
02:54Um, yeah, and can I, can I put that with the makeup?
02:57Wee wedding!
02:58Get staring at me, Mommy!
02:59Sorry, one second.
03:00Stop staring at me, Mommy!
03:01But he's doing breathing!
03:02Stop breathing!
03:03Hello?
03:04I'm sorry, uh, what were you saying?
03:05Because it's a wee wedding, you might want to go for a more natural date.
03:08Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no.
03:09Mommy!
03:09I basically want you to erase my current features and draw new features, different features, better features.
03:15Give me it!
03:16Like, I want, like, a totally different face.
03:18Stop it!
03:19I am sorry, love, I'm going to have to call you back.
03:21No worries.
03:21Stop it!
03:22No, stop it!
03:24What the hell is going on back there?
03:25He was staring.
03:26I wasn't staring at you.
03:28He wasn't even blinking for me.
03:29Then you grabbed my tablet.
03:31It's not yours.
03:32It is mine!
03:33Up, shut up, shut up, shut up!
03:35What the hell is going on back there?
03:36Will you please don't shut up?
03:39Will you please don't shut up?
03:47Will you please don't shut up?
03:53Mommy?
03:55What?
03:57Your phone's running.
04:05What the hell is going on back there?
04:09I'm going to go.
04:10I'm going to go.
04:11I'm going to go.
04:14I'm going to go.
04:30I'm going to go.
04:45No.
05:15No murder.
05:18Okay.
05:19I mean, it's good, isn't it?
05:20Is it?
05:20Yes, it is, Harry.
05:21So she stops solving murders and what just goes about writing people?
05:24It's feminist.
05:25It's a journey of self-discovery.
05:27It's mad.
05:27It's a detective show.
05:28That's why people watch.
05:30Tisha, no one knows better than you how entwined this show and this character have become.
05:35They are one and the same.
05:37So in order to move forward, you're going to have to listen.
05:41Okay?
05:44Yeah.
05:46Emma is the show.
05:49I wouldn't even want to write the show without Emma.
05:52Oh, thank you.
05:53There we go.
05:54So maybe I won't.
05:56What?
05:56What?
05:57Maybe I won't write the show.
05:59I don't have to say fucking childish.
06:00Putting a gun to someone's head is only a threat if you're absolutely sure they don't
06:03want you to pull the trigger.
06:06Harry, that is no way for a client to behave.
06:08Why are all actors completely insane?
06:10Writers aren't exactly a doddle either, let me tell you.
06:13Piss off, Robin.
06:14I am so annoyed.
06:16I can tell.
06:17You didn't even wait for your food.
06:18That's unprecedented.
06:19No, she's done me a favour.
06:20The show's run its course.
06:21The show's huge.
06:23Why?
06:23What even is it?
06:24It's just all, oh look, someone's got themselves murdered again.
06:26Is that what I do?
06:27Is that what I contribute to society?
06:29You entertain a lot of people, Saoirse.
06:31So do fucking clients, Harry.
06:37You know, when I started it was theatre.
06:40I wanted to write plays.
06:42What happened?
06:43You realised you'd need to buy stuff.
06:46One second.
06:47My friend is...
06:49dead.
06:53My friend is dead.
06:54What happens?
07:00What does that mean?
07:04What happens?
07:10What happens?
07:11What happens?
07:14What happens?
07:20I don't know.
07:21What happens?
07:21I'm looking for a child.
07:22I'll try this.
07:22What happens.
07:22What happens?
07:22And you're not supposed to be safe.
07:24Are you still alive?
07:49Dear Saoirse, Dara, and Robin,
07:52my name is Gaye Harriton.
07:54And I'm afraid I have some terribly sad news.
07:57My wonderful sister-in-law, Greta, passed away yesterday.
08:02I know how close you once were.
08:04She often spoke of you fondly.
08:07If you wanted to come and pay your respects,
08:09it would really mean the world to us.
08:12She'll be awake from her home, Elm Manor,
08:15Noctara Village, County Donegal.
08:18Separate but inseparable, just like us.
08:23We're all finding it so difficult.
08:25Why, just forget about it.
08:27We can't continue like this.
08:29We can't.
08:30Dara!
08:31That's you, Dara!
08:32Coming!
08:35Okay, so this is what she's supposed to take when.
08:38You're sure you'll be okay?
08:40I think I can babysit my own mother, Dara,
08:42like I'm not gonna kill her.
08:44Sorry?
08:45And even if I did, she's 96, so she's had a good inning.
08:48She's 72.
08:49Ah, potato, tomato.
08:51Potato, potato.
08:51What's a potato?
08:52I don't know.
08:53Jimmy, this is important.
08:54Mamma's very fragile.
08:55For for sake, Christ, is she not away yet?
08:58Just hadn't now, Mamma.
08:59Well, on you go.
09:00Out the buck.
09:01You've my head fried.
09:03Okay then.
09:04If there's anything you don't understand,
09:06just call me.
09:07We'll be grand.
09:08Just go.
09:10Enjoy yourself.
09:11Well, that's my friend's week.
09:13Happy days.
09:18Oh, and if...
09:21We're dying now.
09:22That's it, is it?
09:23That's the latest.
09:24Apparently.
09:25We should not be dying.
09:27We're 34 years of age, for Christ's sake.
09:30We're 38.
09:34Did you manage to find a hotel?
09:35Indeed I did.
09:36It has a spa and everything.
09:37I don't think I'm in the mood for a spa.
09:39I mean, is it even appropriate, considering?
09:40Well, excuse me for trying to make this experience
09:43a little less horrific, Dara.
09:44I didn't mean.
09:45Do you think I'm not devastated?
09:46I didn't say that.
09:47Because I am, Dara.
09:48I am devastated.
09:49I've been in bits since you called me.
09:51I just...
09:53Give me your highlights, then.
09:56Yeah.
09:57When?
09:57Uh, I don't know.
09:58Recently.
09:59Like how recently?
10:00What do we say?
10:01Like since we heard about our dead friend recently.
10:03Look, Dara.
10:04You can be in bits and have your highlights done.
10:06The two things aren't mutually exclusive.
10:07Fine.
10:08Barely keeping it together here.
10:10Okay.
10:10Oh, I'm sorry.
10:11Oh my God.
10:12Listen.
10:13What?
10:15That's her song.
10:16They're playing Gretta's song.
10:17Jesus Christ, don't they?
10:21How freaky is that?
10:22Do you think it's a sign?
10:25Like she's telling us not to worry?
10:27Like that she's okay?
10:27Yeah.
10:30So you think it's a sign?
10:54Yeah.
10:57Any drinks or snacks?
11:00Any drinks or snacks?
11:03Can I tell you a secret?
11:05Jesus Christ.
11:09Any drinks or snacks, madam?
11:13Can I get a white wine, please?
11:29Why is she late for everything?
11:34Look, she's probably collapsed from exhaustion.
11:36It's not that far.
11:37We're in a different fucking time zone, Dara.
11:38I'm sorry, but that airport car park was extortioned.
11:41I'd have paid.
11:42It's not the point.
11:43It's a matter of principle, Robin.
11:45Oh, here she is.
11:49What an undercarriage is she wearing.
11:52I'm not sure.
11:56We're dying now.
11:58Nightmare, isn't it?
11:58The whole thing's just awful.
12:01She was so young.
12:02I was talking about your outfit.
12:03Are they pajamas?
12:04They're treasures.
12:05They look like pajamas.
12:06Well, they're not.
12:07I just can't believe she's dead.
12:08I mean, I think a part of me always hoped would, you know, reconnect.
12:13Yeah.
12:13Yeah.
12:14Look, I know I was in two minds about all this, but I am so glad we're doing this now.
12:18Like, paying our respects properly.
12:19It's only right.
12:20And also, I could be down with a bit of a break myself, to be honest.
12:24Robin.
12:24But things between me and Patrick have been quite difficult lately.
12:30He's become very controlling, very possessive, lots of mind games, gaslighting, that sort
12:38of thing.
12:39Is he not outgoing?
12:39He's one and a half, therecha.
12:41And he knows what he's doing.
13:05Shit.
13:06I hate these big cars.
13:08It's just weird.
13:09I think it's this one.
13:11You'd think she would have told us what happened.
13:14The sister-in-law me.
13:16Do you have to do that here?
13:17Oh, I got Nutella on it.
13:19Like, in the email, she didn't say if Greta was ill or anything.
13:25She'll not be thinking straight.
13:26Cash only.
13:27I've got to buy my Euro purse.
13:29I didn't have any sympathy cards, so I had to just grab a blank one.
13:31It has like a watercolor effect.
13:33It'll do the job here.
13:34Look, careful.
13:35It'll burn the mouth off you.
13:36Oh, so mad.
13:37What's so mad?
13:38Did you fill her up?
13:39Don't do that.
13:40Don't call your car her.
13:41You know, it creeps me out.
13:44My contact isn't the first place.
13:46It's been 20 years.
13:4820 years.
13:49And we never once reached out to her.
13:50Not once.
13:51Well, she moved away.
13:52We lost contact.
13:53That suited us, didn't it?
13:55I put a deposit down in those dresses I told you about.
13:58What?
13:58I'm not having bridesmaids.
13:59I don't want bridesmaids, Robin.
14:02Bridesmaids, Saoirse.
14:03What kind of weirdo doesn't have bridesmaids?
14:05I just want a simple, straightforward, low-key...
14:09Shite wedding.
14:10What?
14:10Is this not supposed to be my day?
14:12No.
14:13No?
14:13Let me get one thing clear, okay?
14:16Myself and Dara here are going to be walking down the aisle behind you
14:18wearing matching frocks, with or without your consent.
14:23What was that?
14:24I don't know.
14:25I filled the tank up.
14:27I want diesel or anything.
14:30Diesel.
14:36I am so sorry, Robin.
14:39I thought you said petrol.
14:40I could have sworn you said petrol.
14:41Why would I have said petrol when the thing runs on diesel?
14:44It's an easy mistake to me.
14:45How would you know you've never so much as had a driving lesson?
14:48I live in London.
14:48You don't live in London.
14:50He's no.
14:50I do live in London.
14:51You work in Belfast.
14:52Your TV film is made in Belfast.
14:55You're in Belfast about eight months of the year.
14:57Six, seven, and a bunch.
14:58Why can't you just admit to the fact that you live in Belfast?
15:00Not because then I'd be somebody who lives in Belfast.
15:02Not that there's anything wrong with that.
15:05Oh, Christ.
15:06Where is this guy?
15:07He's getting late.
15:08What if he doesn't come?
15:09What if nobody comes?
15:11What if we die out here?
15:12We're not going to die out here.
15:13Well, I hope for your sake that we don't.
15:15Because when they discover the bodies,
15:16they're going to have to record the fact that you're wearing pyjamas
15:18and that's fucking mortifying.
15:20They're not pyj-
15:24Oh, thank God.
15:26By time.
15:41Good evening, ladies.
15:43No, not really.
15:44What's happened here then?
15:46Right, well, what happened here is Dara.
15:48This is Dara.
15:49She was supposed to put diesel in the wee hole thing,
15:52but she accidentally put petrol in the wee hole thing in the car.
15:55Didn't enjoy that.
15:56No.
15:57Well, it wouldn't.
15:58Christ, it's Jim.
15:59It's all I need.
16:00Hello, love.
16:01Yep, all good here.
16:02I'm going to sit in the car.
16:04Let's have a look then.
16:07You girls from Belfast?
16:10It's been a long time since we were girls.
16:12Oh, come on now.
16:13But we were from Belfast, yes.
16:15Right.
16:18What?
16:19It's not like you lot to waste petrol.
16:21Oh, I see.
16:22A rioting joke.
16:23Very good.
16:25Very retro.
16:26Interesting.
16:27Considering you're, what, 12?
16:29I'm 26.
16:30Right.
16:31Such a great accent.
16:34Are you serious?
16:36No one's ever said that before.
16:37No one's ever thought that before?
16:39I love it.
16:40Sounds sort of dangerous.
16:42That's a good thing.
16:44Can be.
16:45No.
16:46And look, there's a pile of stuff at the foot of the stairs.
16:49I haven't left it there for decoration purposes.
16:51You know, it's not like a piece of modern art I'm working on.
16:54It's a pile of everyone's shit that I want put away.
16:56Okay?
16:58Bye.
16:58Bye-bye-bye.
16:59Love you.
16:59Will?
17:00You started the engine so it's been contaminated.
17:03The entire fuel system needs changed.
17:05How long will that take?
17:06Hard to say.
17:07Oh, God.
17:07I'm so sorry.
17:08I'll pay for it.
17:09You're not paying for it, Dara.
17:11I am.
17:11You're not?
17:12I am.
17:13You're not.
17:13It's fine.
17:14It's not.
17:14It is.
17:15It's not.
17:16Christ.
17:18Fucking freezing.
17:20Uh, what do you take it?
17:22You'll be needing a lift.
17:23Yeah.
17:24Yeah.
17:52There's something sort of creepy about this place, isn't there?
17:55Not when you live here.
17:57Oh, no.
17:57I didn't mean, like, bad creepy.
17:59Ah, you meant the other creepy.
18:01Like, the goat creepy.
18:02Atmospheric creepy.
18:04You know, like, sort of spooky, but not necessarily.
18:06Stop talking.
18:07Yeah.
18:07You might know her friend.
18:08She lives in Oktara.
18:09I actually moved here quite recently.
18:11Well, she lived in Oktara prior to her becoming dead,
18:13which she now is, unfortunately.
18:16Uh, Greta Heaney?
18:18Not Greta Ronay.
18:19Uh-huh.
18:20Yeah.
18:20Heaney with her maiden name.
18:22We're here for a week.
18:23Her husband Owen, he's me boss.
18:26God, I am so sorry.
18:30Jesus, it was terrible.
18:32What happened?
18:35What did happen?
18:37You don't know.
18:38Oh, God, I fell down the stairs, the poor thing.
18:41God rest her soul.
18:42There was drink taken, I do believe.
18:44Perhaps she had a problem on that front.
18:46Who knows?
18:47A man he's a devil does.
18:48Look, it's no age to die.
18:50No age to die at all.
18:52Newspaper?
18:53Um, their house, is it walking distance?
18:56It's a couple of miles outside the village.
18:58Turn right at the end of this road.
19:00Straight on until you reach the bookies.
19:02Take a left, a right, a left that sort of feels like a right.
19:05Directly opposite you, there's a field.
19:07Look for a scarecrow with one arm.
19:09Dressed a bit like...
19:10Could you...
19:10Maybe just call us a car?
19:12I can see how Pat's fixed.
19:15But I'll make no promises.
19:16For he's normally flat out on a Friday night.
19:19Pat?
19:19He'd be the taxi driver here in Loughdara.
19:21Taxi driver?
19:22Singular?
19:23That's right.
19:23Fantastic.
19:24Would you not head in the morning, girls?
19:26Settle yourselves here.
19:27Have a bite to eat.
19:28Good night's sleep.
19:29The car might be fixed.
19:31What do you think?
19:32It makes sense.
19:33Great stuff.
19:35The tick of the spa's closed?
19:36It is indeed.
19:37Since 2016, if I remember right.
19:39What?
19:40Turned it into a soft play area.
19:42A soft play area?
19:43The mommies need somewhere to dump the kids while they're getting themselves pampered.
19:46Not if there's no spa, they don't.
19:48Oh, sure isn't it only desperate.
19:50We didn't think it through at all.
19:52Come here to me.
19:53It's a bit of entertainment, you're out there.
19:57We do a different theme every month.
19:59The young ones come from Letter Kenny in Donegal town by the busload.
20:02Mad crack all together.
20:04Great.
20:06Nothing like throwing a few shapes while reminiscing about your dead friend.
20:09Good woman yourself.
20:12I'm not being unromantic.
20:13We're working together, baby.
20:15They're breathing down my neck for the new drafts.
20:17Babe, I think, considering what's happened.
20:20What do you mean, what's happened?
20:21Did you not read my miss?
20:23Uh, yeah, I didn't actually send it.
20:25What's going on?
20:27Oh, it's grand.
20:28My friend died.
20:29Christ, who?
20:30Not Robin?
20:31No.
20:31Dara?
20:32No.
20:33They're both here and very much alive.
20:35Uh, girl we went to school with.
20:38Oh, okay.
20:38We hadn't seen her in any age.
20:40Thought we should pay her respects or whatever.
20:42I'm gonna be in Donegal for a few days.
20:44Donegal?
20:45I could've come with you.
20:46You don't like dead bodies, Seb.
20:48Who likes dead bodies?
20:50Yeah, but the scripts, they're coming.
20:53And, okay, you spoke to Marnie.
20:54How was she?
20:55She fell down the stairs.
20:56Marnie did?
20:57Oh, no.
20:57What?
20:58No.
20:58I wish.
20:59My friend, that's how she died.
21:00Oh, that's awful.
21:02Yeah.
21:03Even if you weren't close, that's rough.
21:04He said we weren't close.
21:05We were very close.
21:07What?
21:41Hello?
21:47Hello?
22:30Oh my God, I remember when this was taken.
22:34It was sports day, wasn't it?
22:37Well, we haven't even looked it.
22:39We'll let you know when we've decided.
22:41I'll be right over there, on the edge of my seat.
22:44No, wait, we should order drinks at least.
22:47Oh Christ, I'm doing this one-year-no-beer thing.
22:50So boring.
22:51You're not drinking?
22:52For a year?
22:53I'm not drinking beer.
22:54I'll have wine or whatever.
22:57Eh, bottle of this one.
22:59Fine.
23:01Aren't Donegal people supposed to be friendly?
23:03Is that not their thing?
23:04Have you seen this?
23:08Oh God.
23:09Maybe we could put it in the coffin.
23:11That's a lovely idea.
23:12Is it?
23:13Just to let her know we're thinking about her.
23:14She's dead.
23:16I mean, let's be honest.
23:17Regretta, we knew you died back then.
23:19All these girls did.
23:20What are you on about?
23:21Those 20 years, they happened and they changed us.
23:26Close enough.
23:27Who would like to try?
23:32That'll be grand.
23:34But this Greta, she became a whole different person.
23:38A person we know fuck all about.
23:41Sir, are you alright?
23:42Hmm.
23:43Who falls down a flight of stairs?
23:46Dither death.
23:47Who does that?
23:47What do you mean?
23:48It just seems so fucking avoidable.
23:50Well, there's no good way to die at 38.
23:52I feel like there's bad ways though.
23:54And falling down the stairs might be in the top three.
23:57Well, that's not in my top three.
23:58Right.
23:59Don't even think it's in my top ten.
24:00Good to know.
24:01What are you saying?
24:02I just keep thinking about the paths we take in life and the shifts in our direction of travel.
24:06Because those shifts, they happen so subtly, so gradually.
24:08What percentage is that?
24:09What if what happened hadn't happened and we hadn't fallen out?
24:12If we were still friends, would that have influenced our life, our choices?
24:16Would it have changed her direction of travel ever so slightly?
24:18So she didn't die.
24:20Yes.
24:20No.
24:21That's not how it works.
24:23Exactly.
24:24We have no control over God's plans.
24:26Well, I wouldn't go that far, Sister Mary Clarence.
24:29Yeah, maybe you're right.
24:31Maybe it wouldn't have made a difference.
24:33And maybe putting a photo in her dead hands will make us feel better about everything.
24:37It was just an idea.
24:38I know, smoke.
24:50Hey.
24:53So you were a mechanic earlier and now you're a cop.
24:56When do you do the rest of the village people?
24:58It's the family business, the garage.
25:00My uncle owns it.
25:01He doesn't keep well so I help him out a bit.
25:03That's why I moved here, actually.
25:05Suit you.
25:10It's all sorted.
25:11Oh, thanks.
25:12You, thank you.
25:13How was the week?
25:14We are going to go first thing instead.
25:17Right.
25:17I should probably have myself at some point.
25:19When you said your boss was Greta's husband, I take it that means he's a guard rather than a mechanic.
25:24But you never met him?
25:25No, uh, Greta and us, we were sort of, um, we were estranged.
25:30I see.
25:32What's he like?
25:33Oh, and he seems well liked.
25:35He's quiet.
25:36Private.
25:38Did you know Greta?
25:40Yeah, I met her once.
25:47You're not too bothered by the odd awkward silences, are you?
25:50Is that one of your interrogation techniques?
25:52There's not much call for interrogation around these parts and I don't think it's awkward.
25:55It is.
25:56Really?
25:56Absolutely.
25:57Should I say something else?
25:58Please.
25:58Why aren't you wearing your ring?
25:59Oh, shit.
26:04I'm forever doing that.
26:07The, I, I, uh, not really a big jewelry person.
26:11It takes a bit of getting used to.
26:18Where'd she go?
26:19Yep.
26:32Hey.
26:48What's this?
26:50The bill.
26:53Not letting us off the hook there then?
26:56Your accent's not that sexy.
26:58We're in heaven.
27:14I had that top.
27:15And those jeans.
27:17And that bandana.
27:18I still wear that hoodie.
27:20Have it with me.
27:21Well, you could be right back there.
27:25I think about that party sometimes.
27:28There was a party that night.
27:31Here, remember those, uh, seventies nights at the limelight?
27:34Try not to.
27:35One time, me, her and Greta.
27:37I don't know where you were.
27:37Choir practice, probably.
27:39No way.
27:39I was always at choir practice.
27:41We go to the seventies disco anyway, and I'm wearing these tight purple flares with massive turnips.
27:47Remember this?
27:47Yep.
27:47Yep.
27:48And David Ryan was there, who obviously is riding Belfast.
27:50Not anymore.
27:51God bless him.
27:52Anyway, so I'm on the dance floor smoking a cigarette.
27:54Inside.
27:55Good day.
27:55And I see David looking over at me.
27:57Now by this stage, I've had a couple of O'Gartney breezers, so I am feeling fly.
28:01Uh-huh.
28:01And I flick my cigarette away, all dramatic, and walk straight up to him and say,
28:05All right, David.
28:06And he goes, you're smoking.
28:08So I'm like, excellent.
28:09And he goes, no, you're smoking.
28:11Like, there's smoke coming off you.
28:13And I looked down.
28:14And sure enough, my leg is all fine.
28:16What?
28:20This is wrong.
28:21More hands and knees.
28:22You know, I'm sort of patting my leg, trying to put it out.
28:31Christ, but we were agents.
28:32Yeah.
28:33Shit.
28:33It's okay.
28:34Where's that wee bitch?
28:36I'll just go over.
28:39Excuse me.
28:40I can't believe I've never heard that before.
28:42Excuse me.
28:43Well, she's definitely told it before more than once.
28:45I mean, it's not what happened.
28:48I did the thing with the cigarette.
28:50I almost set fire to a pair of jeans.
28:52Robin was there.
28:53David Ryan wasn't.
28:53And it wasn't a 70s disco.
28:55That was a different night.
28:55Different story.
28:56She's, uh, she's got mixed up somewhere down the line.
29:00And you haven't said anything.
29:01Oh, it's funny the way she tells it.
29:03Here's no fucking mad the way we edit our memories like that.
29:06I mean, we don't even know we're doing it.
29:08But we're building these versions of events that suit us that don't challenge who we think we are.
29:13Well, that's all a bit over my head.
29:16I don't think that's true.
29:18Saoirse.
29:19It happened.
29:19It's not the time.
29:20It did happen.
29:21And it's the real reason we're here.
29:23When I got that email, my first thought was, after all these years, she's still talking about us.
29:31And I was worried.
29:33Dara, I was worried about what she might have said.
29:35You are too.
29:36So's Robin.
29:37No, we haven't come to pay her respects.
29:40We've come to make sure she didn't tell anyone.
29:43So we can all keep pretending.
29:46But it did happen.
29:48You.
29:49Right.
29:50This is the last.
29:51We've got to go to a wake, first thing.
29:54We cannot, under any circumstances, get hammered the night.
29:59This, this, this, this tune is on.
29:59Datta is a mint.
30:01It has been a quieres, all the deutubing Arbeit.
30:03That.
30:21That is aneh is a actress.
30:2330 minutes long, except it won't last a night to find her
30:24That is the MayISS Spirit of the Night.
30:27It's about 17 months with a days before 30 minutes.
30:27It's about 18 months with 100 Americans who were notše Però
30:28or how it isBye oleh Pri porque it was more of
30:28We want to hate on us, we want to be envious, I know why they hate on us, cause the
30:33style so fabulous, I'ma be real on us, nobody got nothing on us, cause we all on us from London
30:39back down to the US, we rockin' this campaign, it's not even if I ran to, just confess it, girl,
30:45let me see.
30:58All that time won't take you anywhere, it just goes through you like a ghost, and only half of this
31:18is everything, everything you are,
31:23and all you love the most, so even if I showed you everything, every fear and every scar,
31:47and maybe try to outrun all of them, we're still out here on foot, so we won't get far.
32:03Fuck me, my skin hurts, this is bad, this is bad.
32:06My eyes feel dry, I have dry eyes, is that normal?
32:09I can't do this.
32:10You have to.
32:10Can't be good.
32:11I mean, did I drive here, because I can't feel you remember.
32:14Let's just focus one thing at a time, one thing at a time, this size of this place, how much
32:19do guards earn these days?
32:20What?
32:20The husband of the dead, one of her dead friend, of the dead friend.
32:23A greta.
32:24He's a guard, yeah.
32:25Who told you that?
32:26The man from the village people.
32:28Oh, Jesus Christ, I'm gonna be sick.
32:31No, it's gran, it's gran, I'm gran, it's fine.
32:34Oh, God.
32:40Is anybody coming?
32:42How would I know?
32:45It's open.
33:01Hello?
33:05Why, this place is really creepy.
33:16Hello?
33:20Is anyone home?
33:25Hello?
33:27Excuse me.
33:34What's going on? Where is everyone?
33:37I don't know. What shall we do?
33:39But don't look at me.
33:56We couldn't come back.
33:58Come on, Mac.
34:00This place is freaking me the fuck out.
34:03I'm very sorry to hear that, Robin.
34:07Jesus.
34:08Mrs Heaney?
34:10Long time, girls.
34:16Shh.
34:18Well, you three haven't changed a bit, have the man?
34:20That's a good thing, is it?
34:21Change is essential.
34:23That's very true, Mrs Margo.
34:25Mrs Ma'am. Mrs Heaney.
34:26Always getting your mother into trouble this lot.
34:29Yeah, and you were always grassing her up.
34:31Sure, what are we brothers for?
34:32I'm just so very, very sorry. This is awful.
34:38You were close then?
34:40You and my wife?
34:41When we were younger.
34:42Yes.
34:42We lost touch when we left school.
34:45I think Greta simply outgrew them.
34:47Okey-dokey.
34:48I don't remember her ever mentioning you.
34:52Oh.
34:54Well, it was just, well, it was Gay that reached out to us.
34:59Gay?
35:00Your sister.
35:06My sister reached out to you?
35:08Mm-hmm.
35:09Yeah, she, um, she emailed us.
35:13I see.
35:16So, we thought we'd come and pay our respects.
35:25And say how incredibly sorry.
35:34Bon voyage.
35:43What a lovely sentiment.
35:48We had to have a closed casket.
35:51I'm not sure if you heard what happened, but, um...
35:56How did it happen? That's what I don't understand.
35:59Well, she'd been sleepwalking.
36:01At least that seems the most likely explanation.
36:05Do you remember how bad she was?
36:07I'm sure.
36:17And then, well, I'll leave you to it.
36:24You both okay?
36:25No.
36:26Obviously not.
36:27Right.
36:27I forgot how intense her mum was.
36:29Her brother's not exactly a walk in the park, either.
36:31Why is there nobody else here?
36:33You never get a crowd for a closed casket.
36:35This is all very weird.
36:36This feels weird.
36:37Is it weird?
36:38I mean, I can't tell what's weird and what's hangover.
36:40I don't understand.
36:41We were fine when we woke up.
36:43We were still drunk.
36:44We were still drunk.
36:50What are we doing now?
36:52Should we say a wee prayer?
36:53Wax up.
36:54Can I get you a cup of tea?
36:55I don't know.
36:58Shoulders.
37:01Oh, Jesus.
37:02What?
37:04I am going to throw this down.
37:05Don't do it in here.
37:08I'm sorry.
37:09Excuse me.
37:10It was wrong.
37:12What Daddy said.
37:14Sorry?
37:16She did talk about you.
37:18At least to me, she did.
37:20She talked about you all the time.
37:23The four of you, the friendship.
37:26She said it was the best time of her life.
37:28She said it was the best.
37:31I didn't give her a lot.
37:33I was just thinking about you.
37:33So...
37:37Okay.
37:39I can't cough.
37:39I can't nauseate.
37:39I don't give her a little breathe.
37:54Ah.
37:58Yes, sir.
38:20Oh, it's fine, I'm proud.
38:22I'm proud.
38:26Oh, Christ.
38:33Can I tell you a secret?
38:35Oh, a secret.
38:55My father doesn't have a sister.
38:59What?
39:01I don't have an aunt, kid.
39:04Christ.
39:08Shit balls.
39:10Oh, shit.
39:11Fuck.
39:12Fuck.
39:24What the hell are you doing?
39:28Let's get you out of here.
39:29But, Granny?
39:30Come on now.
39:31I'm so sorry.
39:32I was just trying to put a photograph into...
39:34Help me with this.
39:36I just...
39:37I just prised it open just a little bit.
39:39Just a crack.
39:40Just enough so I could...
39:42A photograph.
39:44We should leave.
39:46No.
39:48Wait.
39:49Wait!
39:53What's going on?
39:54I don't know.
39:56I was just on a steak.
40:01It's fine.
40:02You don't have to leave.
40:03Oh, thanks.
40:04But it's a long drive, so...
40:06And I have a cat.
40:08Is she having to manage her tea yet?
40:11I made a lemon drizzle cake.
40:13Well, we don't like lemon drizzle cake, so...
40:15Stay.
40:18Please.
40:19I won't take no for an answer.
40:22Sorry.
40:30It's open.
40:31It's open.
40:32Oh, my God.
40:41What is it?
40:43Just go.
40:43Just go.
40:44Just start the car.
40:46Jesus Christ!
40:47What are you doing?
40:48What's going on?
40:50Just drag.
40:51Go, go, go.
40:52Oh, this is mental.
40:54You don't even have a cat.
40:55That's true.
40:56Well, you like lemon drizzle cake.
40:59I have seen you eating lemon drizzle cake.
41:01Well, it's not my favourite.
41:03If I had the biggest favourite, it would be Red Bell.
41:05What's your favourite?
41:06I've got nothing to stop.
41:08Don't stop.
41:08Don't stop the beat.
41:09I can't stop.
41:10I can't stop the beat.
41:31Fucking hell.
41:32Why is he following us?
41:37It's not her.
41:38What?
41:39In the coffin.
41:40It's not Greta.
41:41What do you mean it's not Greta?
41:42What do you mean?
41:42What do I mean?
41:43It's not her.
41:45Then who is it?
41:46I don't know.
41:49What?
41:50What did she learn to try to get this?
41:51She's going to run.
41:54The woman who sent us the email.
41:55She doesn't exist.
41:57What?
41:57That's what the girl said.
42:10I still dream about that night sometimes.
42:14I still dream about them.
42:17Because they were there.
42:21We did everything together back then.
42:24The four of us.
42:27Separate.
42:29But inseparable.
43:04Oh, my God.
43:12Oh, my God.
43:27Oh, my God!
43:37Oh, my God.
43:41Oh, my God.
44:11Oh, my God.
44:42Oh, my God.
45:27Oh, my God.
45:44Oh, my God.
46:11Oh, my God.
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