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Poison of a Broken Love
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00:03The man who hated me most in the world just died saving me.
00:07After my foster sister died, no one in the world hated me more than my brother.
00:12Hateful enough to send me to an underground auction,
00:15I got on my knees, pressed my forehead to the floor until it split.
00:19Zoe gave her kidney to save you.
00:21She died on that table because of you.
00:24So you spend the rest of your life paying for it.
00:27I reminded him I was his real sister, his blood.
00:30Then the gunman came.
00:32A bullet came straight for me.
00:34Marcus threw himself in front of it.
00:35He held me while the blood poured out of him.
00:39If there's a next life, I'd rather not have you as my sister.
00:45Zoe was enough.
00:46He died in my arms.
00:47I picked up a gun from the floor and pressed it to my temple.
00:52Then I woke up.
00:54White light, antiseptic.
00:55Grace!
00:56You held Zoe's hand over boiling water over a piece of candy?
00:59No blood on him.
01:00No bullet wounds.
01:01I knew this room.
01:02I knew this day.
01:04Five years ago.
01:05The day I burned Zoe.
01:06I'd come back.
01:08I know this day better than any other.
01:10That candy was the only thing I had left of the brother I used to know.
01:14The day our parents died, Marcus was 17 and I was six.
01:18He pressed a butterscotch candy into my palm in the hospital waiting room.
01:22Don't cry.
01:23I've got you.
01:26I'll always take care of you.
01:27He was 17 with a whole family's worth of grief landing on him that day.
01:32Until Zoe stepped on it and crushed it into the floor.
01:35Now, I'm lying in a hospital bed while Marcus stands over me, telling me exactly what kind of person I
01:42am.
01:43I've heard this speech before.
01:44Every word.
01:45Last time, I cried and argued and made everything worse.
01:49This time, I just wait.
01:51When he stops, I sit up and look at him.
01:54Really, look.
01:55My throat tightens.
01:56There's also a dull, familiar ache spreading from my kidney outward.
02:01Like broken glass threading through every nerve.
02:04Of course.
02:05Last time, they found the kidney disease today.
02:07Without a transplant, I have two weeks.
02:10Maybe less.
02:11I'm sorry.
02:12I shouldn't have done that to her hand.
02:14I'm sorry.
02:15I won't fight you for him anymore.
02:18Neither of them says a word.
02:19I already know what happens if I stay.
02:21I already know how this ends.
02:24This time, I'm not going to let it.
02:26I reach for the kettle on the bedside table.
02:28The water is still boiling.
02:29Steam curling off the top.
02:31What are you doing?
02:32Zoe's voice is small and careful.
02:33She's watching me with those wide, innocent eyes she always uses when she wants something.
02:38I pour the boiling water over my right arm.
02:41My whole body shaking.
02:42But I don't make a sound.
02:44Is this enough?
02:45Does this make us even?
02:48What is wrong with you?
02:50Get a doctor!
02:51His grip is tight.
02:52Something moves in his face.
02:54Not quite concerned, but close.
02:55He still cares.
02:56That won't last.
02:58I think she's just trying to make you feel guilty.
03:01She doesn't have to do this to herself.
03:04Playing the victim won't fix anything.
03:06I don't know how I ended up with a sister like you.
03:09Whatever you say.
03:09He tells his assistant to take me and get my arm wrapped.
03:13Then he turns his back.
03:14I walk out of the room.
03:15I don't get my arm wrapped.
03:17There's no point.
03:17I have two weeks.
03:19I'm not spending them fighting.
03:20My room is at the far corner of the house.
03:22Big. Cold.
03:23Less a bedroom.
03:25More a place they put the things they didn't know what to do with.
03:28I pack light.
03:29A few clothes.
03:30Some cash.
03:31And the old photo album buried at the back of the closet.
03:34Our parents.
03:34I don't think Marcus has touched it in years.
03:37I'm zipping up the backpack when the door opens.
03:40Zoe leans against the frame.
03:42Left hand wrapped in gauze.
03:43You're really leaving?
03:44Cut Marcus some slack.
03:46He just loves me so much.
03:49Even if you're his blood.
03:50He trusts me more.
03:52You know that.
03:53I pick up the backpack.
03:54She steps in front of me.
03:55There's only room for one of us in this house.
03:57And it's not you.
03:59So do everyone a favor and go.
04:01In my first life, this is where I snapped.
04:05Gave her exactly what she needed.
04:07I step to the side to go around her.
04:09Her hand moves fast.
04:11She pulls a small paring knife from her pocket and drags it across her own left arm.
04:16Blood wells up immediately.
04:18What are you doing to me?
04:19I already apologized.
04:21Why are you still hurting me?
04:23Fast footsteps in the hallway.
04:25The door swings open.
04:26Marcus is standing there.
04:28He takes in the scene.
04:29Zoe's arm.
04:30The blood.
04:31The knife on the floor.
04:33Me with the backpack.
04:34Three seconds.
04:35He doesn't ask a single question.
04:36His hand comes up.
04:37The slap hits me so hard the wound tilts.
04:40My head snaps sideways.
04:41I taste blood.
04:42Two lifetimes.
04:43The first time he's ever hit me.
04:45I don't cry.
04:45I don't argue.
04:46I don't explain.
04:48I actually thought you might have changed.
04:50I was so stupid.
04:53What kind of person keeps hurting someone who saved their life?
04:56He believes it completely.
04:57That's the part that hurt the most.
04:59Zoe is pressed against the wall.
05:01Crying beautifully.
05:02One hand over her mouth.
05:03Her eyes find mine for just a second.
05:05She almost smiled.
05:06I bend down and pick up the knife from the floor.
05:10Grace!
05:11What are you doing?
05:12I walk over and press the handle into his hand.
05:15You hate me that much?
05:17Then do something about it.
05:18I shove forward into the blade.
05:20The knife goes into my right shoulder.
05:23Grace.
05:23Marcus drops the knife like it burned him.
05:25But it's already in me.
05:27His face goes blank.
05:28My body starts sliding.
05:30Call an ambulance!
05:31Now!
05:32All the cold control gone from his voice.
05:34I let my cheek rest against his collarbone.
05:36He smells the same as I remember.
05:38My brother.
05:39I close my eyes.
05:41Hospital again.
05:42White ceiling.
05:43Stiff sheets.
05:43Shoulder stitched up.
05:45And underneath all of it, that deeper ache.
05:48My kidney.
05:49Voices outside the door.
05:50Tell me the truth.
05:51Marcus low and controlled.
05:53Did she cut you or did you cut yourself?
05:55Zoe crying.
05:56She's good at it.
05:56How can you even ask me that?
05:58Because Grace has never hurt herself before.
06:01Not like this.
06:02If I find out you lied to me, it will go very badly for you.
06:06I'm starting to doubt her.
06:07That never happened in my first life, but it doesn't change anything.
06:10The nurse checks my dressings and leaves.
06:12Then I pull out the ID.
06:14Slow.
06:14My shoulder and my side and my burned arm all competing for my attention.
06:19I get dressed in the bloodstained clothes.
06:21Shoulder the backpack.
06:23I look around the room once.
06:24Nothing here I need.
06:25Back stairwell.
06:26One step at a time.
06:27The shoulder bandage is already seeping through.
06:29I can feel it with every step.
06:31Nothing to be done.
06:32Side exit.
06:33Cold hits me like a wall.
06:35Northern winter and the wind is brutal.
06:38My burned arm screams.
06:39My kidney aches with every breath.
06:41I don't know exactly where I'm going, but I know I can't go back to that house.
06:45I make it two blocks before I hear the horn.
06:47Marcus's car pulls up alongside me.
06:49Window comes down.
06:50Get in.
06:51No room for argument.
06:52I'm fine.
06:53The bodyguard has me in the back seat before I finish.
06:56Door shut.
06:57Heat blasting.
06:57I press against the far window.
06:59Not gonna wrap your arm?
07:00What's the angle now?
07:02Quiet for a second.
07:02Then I turn toward him.
07:03I'm moving out.
07:05I'll stay out of your life completely.
07:07He looks at me.
07:08Really looks like he's trying to find the trick in it.
07:11You don't have a dime that isn't from this family.
07:13You'd last a week.
07:14How long I last is my problem.
07:17I was wrong to fight for something that was never mine.
07:20Zoe saved my life.
07:21You loving her makes sense.
07:23I was the one in the way.
07:25Don't do that.
07:26Going all quiet.
07:27It's not like you.
07:28I look out the window.
07:29I'm just tired.
07:30That's all.
07:30The car turns through the estate gate.
07:32I go up to my room and pack the things I'd already packed before Zoe interrupted me.
07:37Clothes.
07:37Cash.
07:38The photo album.
07:38Zoe is waiting by my door when I come back out.
07:41Going somewhere?
07:42Move.
07:43She doesn't.
07:43She drops her voice instead.
07:45You already know there's no place for you here.
07:47Why drag it out?
07:48I step around her.
07:49She lets me go this time.
07:51Doesn't pull out a knife.
07:52Doesn't scream.
07:53She just watches me walk down the hallway with something satisfied in her eye.
07:58The wind is worse out here.
08:00Every step costs something.
08:01But I know where I'm going now.
08:03The cemetery is an hour west.
08:04The older section under a bare oak tree.
08:07I've made this walk before in my first life during the worst nights when the house felt
08:11like it was trying to swallow me whole.
08:13I know the way without thinking about it.
08:15By the time I get there the snow has started again.
08:18Light and quiet settling over everything.
08:20I find my parents grave.
08:22I kneel down.
08:23Mom.
08:24Dad.
08:25I miss you so much.
08:27That's as far as I get before everything comes loose.
08:29I cry until I can't see.
08:31Two lifetimes of it.
08:32Emptying out on a frozen hillside in the middle of the night.
08:35I tell them about the hospital.
08:37The auction.
08:38The bullet Marcus took from me.
08:39His last words still in my ear.
08:41I tell them I came back already dying and didn't tell anyone.
08:45I'm so tired.
08:46I just wanted to stop.
08:48Nobody answers.
08:49I wrap my arms around the headstone.
08:51The way I used to lean against my mother when I was small.
08:54I'm not fighting anymore.
08:56I'm done.
08:57I'm going to give him the clean life he wanted.
09:00One sister, no problems, no me.
09:03I'm giving him back his life.
09:06And then I'm coming to find you.
09:08The snow falls quietly.
09:09My eyes get heavy.
09:11The cold stopped hurting a while ago.
09:13The shoulder.
09:14The burn.
09:15The kidney.
09:15All just went quiet one by one.
09:18What's left is just floating.
09:20Weightless.
09:21I'm almost gone and I know it.
09:22Good.
09:23The world goes white at the edges.
09:25Two shapes in the light.
09:26My parents smiling.
09:28Reaching toward me.
09:29I try to reach back.
09:31I tried to trace back.
09:35Grace!
09:37Too late, I think.
09:39I'm sorry.
09:40Light takes everything.
09:42I'll tell you what Marcus did after I left.
09:45He told himself I brought it on myself.
09:47That he wasn't going to feel bad about it.
09:50Then he went to the pharmacy anyway.
09:52He walked into my empty room and stood there until his brain caught up with what his eyes were telling
09:57him.
09:57Covers thrown back.
09:59IV pulled out.
10:00Bloody clothes gone.
10:02He tore the room apart.
10:03Bathroom.
10:04Closet.
10:05Under the bed.
10:07Where is my sister?
10:09Where is my sister?
10:10They pulled security footage.
10:12Back stairwell.
10:1320 minutes earlier.
10:14A small figure in a big coat.
10:16Walking low.
10:17Bleeding through her bandages.
10:19Gone.
10:19Where would she go?
10:22No friends.
10:23No colleagues.
10:24No one she trusted.
10:27Then it came to him.
10:30He ran every red light between the hospital and the cemetery.
10:34He found me against the headstone.
10:36Grace.
10:37Grace.
10:38Grace.
10:41Grace.
10:43Wake up.
10:44I know I was wrong.
10:45Just wake up and yell at me.
10:47Do anything.
10:51The family doctor arrived.
10:53Checked.
10:53She's been gone a while.
10:54Blood osse.
10:55Plus organ failure.
10:57Her body was already at its limit.
10:59What organ failure?
11:01She's 22!
11:03Her kidneys.
11:04End stage.
11:05She must have known for some time.
11:09She knew.
11:11Not a question.
11:13A realization.
11:15She came back already dying.
11:17That's what he kept turning over.
11:18She knew from day one.
11:20She looked at two weeks and chose not to spend them fighting.
11:23Not for the transplant.
11:24Not for him.
11:26Not for any of it.
11:27Just trying to make it easier for everyone else to let her go.
11:30She'd written it in the album.
11:32Setting you free.
11:33That's what she meant.
11:35He held me in the snow until they made him let go.
11:37Then he stood up and something shifted in his face.
11:40The grief was still there.
11:42But something else came in underneath.
11:50Marcus.
11:50I've been so worried.
11:52Did you find Grace?
11:53Is she okay?
11:54I found her.
11:58Thank God.
11:59Is she?
12:00She's dead, Zoe.
12:02What do you mean?
12:03How?
12:04Go to the house.
12:04Living room.
12:05Don't go anywhere.
12:11Wait for me.
12:12I'll be back.
12:14He straightened up and walked out of the cemetery.
12:16He did not look like a man going home to grieve.
12:20Zoe was in the living room when he walked in.
12:22She'd touched up her face.
12:23Made sure the crying looked right.
12:27Marcus.
12:29His hair had gone gray overnight.
12:31Not streaks.
12:32Almost all of it.
12:33Root to tip.
12:34The black, just gone.
12:36He was 28 years old.
12:37The hallway camera outside Grace's room.
12:39I had my team pull the footage.
12:43His assistant brought in the tablet.
12:45He turned it toward her and pressed play.
12:47The audio caught everything.
12:49Including what she'd said in a low voice just before she cut herself.
12:52There's only room for one of us in this house.
12:54And it's not you.
12:55So do everyone a favor and go.
12:59The silence after was very long.
13:02That's not.
13:04Don't.
13:06She tried for tears.
13:08They came, but slow.
13:09For the first time, Marcus looked at her face and didn't soften.
13:12I gave you everything.
13:15I made Grace's life miserable so you would never feel unwanted.
13:18And the whole time.
13:21He didn't speak again for a long time.
13:23Then he started digging.
13:25Every resource he had.
13:27Zoe's background.
13:28Her father.
13:29The blood transfusion records from seven years back.
13:32The blood that saved my life when I was 15 wasn't an accident.
13:36The debt Marcus had spent years treating like something he could never repay.
13:39All of it engineered.
13:41Zoe's father had been a gambler.
13:42Ode the wrong people money.
13:44He'd heard through a contact at the hospital that a wealthy family's daughter had a rare blood type and was
13:49in critical condition.
13:50He coached Zoe, got her to the hospital at exactly the right time.
13:54He collected his payment and walked away.
13:56Six months later, he was dead.
13:57Car accident.
13:58The investigation closed fast.
13:59Marcus sat with the report for a long time.
14:01Then he laughed.
14:02His assistant said it was the most unsettling thing he'd ever heard.
14:05Not angry.
14:05Not broken.
14:06Just quiet and hollow like something had been confirmed that he never wanted confirmed.
14:10Every year.
14:12Every time I looked at Grace like she was the problem.
14:16He closed the file.
14:19Where is Zoe?
14:24I didn't know.
14:25I swear I didn't know.
14:26If I had known, I would have told you.
14:28Please, you have to believe me.
14:29I love you.
14:30Your father arranged it.
14:32You knew.
14:33You walked into this family knowing.
14:35And then you spent seven years making sure Grace was too busy blaming herself to see clearly.
14:39You did one move left.
14:40I saved her life.
14:41You set up a situation and showed up with the solution.
14:44That's not saving someone.
14:45That's a con.
14:47You what?
14:48We're in CAF store for the medical Rion.
14:52Without me, she would have died at 15.
14:54With the resources this family has, we would have found a compatible donor.
14:58It might have taken longer.
15:00But we would have found one.
15:02Everything goes to the police.
15:04The fraud.
15:05The evidence tampering.
15:06The deliberate self-injury.
15:08The false accusations.
15:09All of it.
15:10Zoe broke.
15:10Not the pretty crying.
15:11Something uglier and more real.
15:14He found the photo album.
15:15Still on the shelf where I'd left it, he opened it.
15:18He knew the first few pages.
15:19Our parents.
15:20The four of us.
15:21Holidays and birthdays.
15:22But he hadn't seen the back.
15:24I'd taped my own photos there.
15:25The ones I didn't think anyone wanted displayed.
15:28And on the back of each one, in my handwriting, a small note.
15:35In my handwriting, a small note.
15:38Marcus laughed today.
15:39I made him laugh.
15:41He got home late, but he brought me a piece of cake.
15:43He remembered.
15:44He called me from his work trip.
15:46Just to check in.
15:48Not because I needed anything.
15:49He just called.
15:51Then a gap of two years with nothing.
15:54And then the last page.
15:55One line written so hard the pen almost went through.
15:59I'm setting you free.
16:01Marcus sat with the album open in his lap.
16:03And didn't move for a long time.
16:05He found the candy.
16:07Small tin box at the back of her nightstand drawer.
16:09Locked.
16:10He had to ask someone to open it.
16:12A butterscotch candy.
16:13Wrapper yellowed.
16:14Candy dark and crystallized.
16:16Long past edible.
16:17He picked it up.
16:18He knew this candy.
16:19Our parents funeral.
16:21He was 17.
16:22I was 6.
16:23I didn't understand what a funeral was.
16:25Or why everyone was crying.
16:27He had nothing to offer.
16:29Just one butterscotch candy from a bowl at someone's house.
16:33Don't cry.
16:34I got you.
16:36I'll always take care of you.
16:37He was 17 with a family to hold together.
16:40Of course it slipped his mind.
16:41He forgot it completely by the next month.
16:44Grace kept it for 16 years.
16:46In a locked drawer.
16:47Like something precious.
16:48He thought about the day Zoe stepped on it.
16:51The way Grace completely fell apart.
16:53Crying and shaking over a piece of candy.
16:56The way he'd looked at her and thought,
16:58What is wrong with you?
16:59He closed his hand around it.
17:01The wrapper made a small, dry, crackling sound.
17:05I'm sorry.
17:07He sat on the floor of her bedroom for a long time after that.
17:10Holding a ruined piece of candy.
17:12Not able to do anything else.
17:14The medical records arrived three days after the funeral.
17:17Exam date.
17:18The day of the burn incident.
17:20End stage renal failure.
17:22Survival without transplant.
17:24Two weeks maximum.
17:25She came back already knowing she was dying.
17:28Marcus read it once.
17:29Then again.
17:30She knew from day one.
17:31Kidney disease coming.
17:33Zoe dying on that table.
17:35Him hating her for the rest of his life.
17:37And she looked at all of it.
17:38And chose not to fight.
17:39Not for the transplant.
17:41Not for him.
17:42Not for anything.
17:43She spent her last two weeks trying to clean up her own existence.
17:46Make it easier for everyone to let her go.
17:49Setting you free.
17:50He went back through every conversation from those last few days.
17:53Everything she said now read differently.
17:56I'm tired.
17:57It's my problem.
17:58I'm giving you back your life.
18:00She'd been saying goodbye for days.
18:01He hadn't heard a word of it.
18:03He sat down in the hallway outside her room.
18:05And pressed the report against his chest.
18:07Come back.
18:09He said quietly.
18:10I'll do better.
18:11Just come back.
18:12The house answered with silence.
18:13It was the only answer it had.
18:15Three days after the funeral.
18:17He got sick.
18:18High fever.
18:19Completely flattened.
18:21The doctor said exhaustion and grief arriving at once.
18:23He spent two days barely conscious.
18:26On the second night he dreamed.
18:28The old house.
18:28Before the estate.
18:29The backyard in summer.
18:31Warm light and cut grass.
18:32And me.
18:33Younger.
18:34Maybe eight or nine.
18:35Running toward him across the yard in a pink dress.
18:38With my hair half out of its braids.
18:40Both arms already reaching.
18:42You're home.
18:43Dream Marcus caught me.
18:44Lifted me the way you do with a small child.
18:47Automatically.
18:47I'm home.
18:48He said.
18:49I leaned my chin on his shoulder.
18:51You were gone too long.
18:52I know.
18:53I'm sorry.
18:54You have to stop doing that.
18:55I will.
18:56He felt my weight in his arms.
18:58Small and solid and completely trusting.
19:00Promise.
19:01I said.
19:02He opened his mouth.
19:03And I was gone.
19:04Not fading.
19:05Just gone.
19:06Between one breath and the next.
19:08He woke up.
19:08Pillow soaked.
19:10Room dark.
19:10He pressed his hands over his face.
19:12I'm sorry I was gone too long.
19:14He said into the dark.
19:15No answer.
19:16Just the empty house around him.
19:18He found the diary ten days after the funeral.
19:21Hidden pocket in the old backpack.
19:23His assistant found it going through her things.
19:25Small.
19:26Worn.
19:27Cover barely holding together.
19:28Marcus took it to the kitchen table and opened it alone.
19:32Early morning.
19:32House quiet.
19:33First entry.
19:34Dated two weeks after our parents funeral.
19:37A six year old's handwriting.
19:38Big and wobbly.
19:40Marcus gave me candy and said he would take care of me.
19:43I am happy.
19:44He had to stop.
19:45He made himself keep going.
19:46She wrote about small things.
19:48Him coming home on time.
19:50Him remembering something she mentioned.
19:52Him choosing to sit with her instead of going to his office.
19:54He read about Zoe's arrival.
19:56The way Grace tried to be fair about it.
19:58The way she eventually stopped trying.
20:01I think he loves her more.
20:02I don't know how to make that okay.
20:04I've been trying so hard to be good enough and I don't think good enough exists.
20:08I'm done trying to make him choose me.
20:10I don't think he can.
20:11Then.
20:12Shorter entries.
20:13One line at a time.
20:14So tired.
20:15It doesn't matter.
20:16As long as he's okay.
20:17The last entry.
20:19Dated the day of the burn incident.
20:20Marcus.
20:21I don't blame you.
20:22But if there's another life.
20:24I don't want to be your sister again.
20:25I'm too tired.
20:26He closed the diary.
20:28He sat at the table while the sun came up.
20:30He didn't move for a long time.
20:32A month after the funeral.
20:33Marcus stood in the winter garden.
20:35The old swing was still there.
20:37Chains rusted.
20:38Nobody had used it in years.
20:40He remembered pushing her on it.
20:42The way she'd lean back and kick her legs and demand to go higher.
20:46The way her laugh sounded.
20:47He'd pushed her for hours sometimes.
20:50Not because she asked.
20:51Because her laugh was the best sound in whatever space it was in.
20:55He didn't remember deciding to stop.
20:57It happened so gradually.
20:59Each small step seemed reasonable at the time.
21:02Zoe needs this.
21:03Grace will understand.
21:05Grace doesn't need as much.
21:06Grace is fine.
21:07She wasn't fine.
21:09She'd been falling apart for years.
21:10And he'd looked right at it and told himself it was attitude.
21:14His assistant appeared at the door.
21:16The florist confirmed.
21:18Fresh sunflowers every morning at the grave.
21:20Starting tomorrow.
21:21Good.
21:21How long do you want to continue?
21:23Until I can't anymore.
21:25The assistant went back inside.
21:26Marcus stayed in the garden.
21:28He'd been looking at Grace his entire adult life and seeing a problem to manage.
21:32He never stopped to look at what she was actually showing him.
21:36She was showing him, the whole time, that she just wanted him back.
21:40The swing moved slightly in the wind.
21:42He looked away.
21:43The swing moved slightly.
21:43But she wouldn't look at the ground.
21:43And she's saying, the first thing is, she doesn't want to make the look at the head,
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