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90 Day Fiance- Before The 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 18 - Emergency Exit
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:25I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Like, can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:49Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:27I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:40They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:04I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07She and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry.
00:02:27I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane,
00:02:56and I was having sex with him while he was flying the plane.
00:02:58Like,
00:02:59I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventure stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it,
00:03:17but, like, I just don't.
00:03:19So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile in your face?
00:03:27You put a smile in your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end,
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk,
00:03:39Josh said that he's going to work on setting up a FaceTime call with his son,
00:03:42and, like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:49But in the meantime,
00:03:50I know he's adventurous,
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool,
00:04:05so I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this,
00:04:09because it's A for I'm forever trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of heights?
00:04:14Not really.
00:04:15I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17It'd be fun.
00:04:18Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay!
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi!
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Elyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Sydney?
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today,
00:04:37and we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet.
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:47Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:08Oh, my God.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:19Okay.
00:05:20I don't think Elyse realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know, it can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:28Am I going to be sleeping?
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon, and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:39I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50I don't want to.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes.
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00Woo!
00:06:00Woo!
00:06:01Woo!
00:06:01Woo!
00:06:01If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken him.
00:06:06It's scary.
00:06:08Okay.
00:06:09Let's go.
00:06:10Jump in.
00:06:15Yeah, dude.
00:06:17Dude, that was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have the cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One, good job.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:30Woo!
00:06:30Come on.
00:06:31Come on.
00:06:31Come on.
00:06:31Guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38Dude, you did.
00:06:39I did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:47Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:55No, no, no.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59Almost there.
00:07:00Really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01.
00:07:03What the ?
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:10It's so cold.
00:07:22I cannot feel my hands.
00:07:24How am I doing this?
00:07:27I'm shaking, like, this is not good.
00:07:30It'll be rough.
00:07:32Oh, my God.
00:07:34I'm scared.
00:07:35I'm freezing.
00:07:36Do you feel my legs shivering?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right.
00:07:43You're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now.
00:07:48Hey.
00:07:48Like, I want to get home.
00:07:50I don't want to do this.
00:07:51Hey.
00:07:52Hey.
00:07:53You have to get down there.
00:07:55Get down there.
00:07:57It's all right.
00:07:58Hey.
00:07:59You're gonna be all right.
00:08:00Uh-uh.
00:08:01You're gonna be all right.
00:08:02You're gonna be all right.
00:08:02Oh.
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this.
00:08:23I want to get down.
00:08:25But the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm gonna die.
00:08:33Ah!
00:08:34Ah!
00:08:35Oh, my God!
00:08:36Ah!
00:08:37I can't do this!
00:08:39What do I do?
00:08:42Ah!
00:08:43Ah!
00:08:45Ah!
00:08:46Ah!
00:08:47Ah!
00:08:48Ah!
00:08:48Ah!
00:08:49Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:54Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:08:57Ah!
00:08:57Ah!
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to need space.
00:09:11Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:15I love her, and I know we can do things here together.
00:09:18I know I can live here.
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's gonna move to the Philippines.
00:09:43You know, I'm like in panic mode.
00:09:45It's not gonna work.
00:09:47It won't work.
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus
00:09:57in on what the realities are.
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think Sheena
00:10:09can do it.
00:10:10I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get you to the United States would just go out the
00:10:20window.
00:10:21And you would have to accept that.
00:10:31I need to take a breath for a bit.
00:10:33Sorry.
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive, I felt that I was kind of a bit
00:10:44scared, and I wanted to take a break.
00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:10:54Have you even factored how much it's gonna cost, how much the bills are?
00:11:00Where are you gonna live, Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:06I will take good care of yourself.
00:11:07And pay with all your money.
00:11:09I am a professional, and I could look, I could, you know.
00:11:12You could this, you could that, you could this.
00:11:15How much is rent here?
00:11:17How much, 900 a month?
00:11:19No, you can get places for $300, $400.
00:11:22A lot cheaper for a month.
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month, and that's right?
00:11:26Yes, yes.
00:11:27US dollars.
00:11:28So she makes $500 a month, and you're getting, saying that rent is $400?
00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:42And we have, we have, I have him, he have me.
00:11:45Sheena.
00:11:45And I will take care of your son.
00:11:47You don't have to worry about that.
00:11:49You are living on daydreams, and living on the thought of love.
00:11:53And happy homemaker, and being in a little house, and all that.
00:11:56No, no.
00:11:56I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:11:59Your mom doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.
00:12:05Mom, there's gonna be lots of hurdles.
00:12:08But how the visa works here, that allows me to live here in the country, and get employment here.
00:12:15You've never worked here.
00:12:16You've had one job in your life.
00:12:19You are on disability.
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason.
00:12:25You do have autism.
00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job.
00:12:32I want you to better yourself.
00:12:33But of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:38Do the right process, or you come back to the United States.
00:12:43Contact Social Security, and say that you want to start working.
00:12:48Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides.
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make.
00:12:54See how you can save up.
00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for,
00:13:01that you know nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:04You don't know anything.
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.
00:13:12And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:26No.
00:13:27I want you to be here, my love.
00:13:29I'm six and seven. You're so hard for me.
00:13:32Oh, God.
00:13:32Lucy, I'm not sure.
00:13:34Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.
00:13:37Don't start the tears, Sheena, please.
00:13:37Stop. I can't. You don't know how I feel.
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.
00:13:44It's so stressful.
00:13:53I don't know what to do.
00:13:56I love Sheena so much, but I can't help thinking that my mom is right.
00:14:02That living here in the Philippines is definitely going to be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was
00:14:08going to be.
00:14:10What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't, I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't, can't do that.
00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home.
00:14:38I'm going to work, make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:14:46I don't know, my love.
00:14:49If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.
00:14:54It's not the end of the story of Sheena.
00:14:57I love you, that's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:00This ring is a promise.
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here, and I'm going to get married too.
00:15:10I will not give up.
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:26Nice meeting you.
00:15:27Happy doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:28Okay.
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:33I'm very happy.
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:38I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.
00:15:43I would really put an effort.
00:15:48I brought you something.
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:15:57I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:16:00Why did you mislead me when Michael made the move?
00:16:03I was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:08Can you do that?
00:16:12Can you do that?
00:16:27Okay.
00:16:28Hey.
00:16:29Hi.
00:16:30Good morning.
00:16:31Good morning po, Ma'am Anna and Sergio Bon.
00:16:33Welcome to Balai Indang.
00:16:35Ah, the hair and makeup is up.
00:16:37Oh, okay.
00:16:38I'm going to put you in the top.
00:16:39Ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready.
00:16:43This is a nice door.
00:16:50Enjoy.
00:16:52Hi.
00:16:53Good morning.
00:16:54Hello.
00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:17:01Good morning.
00:17:02Hi, Hanna.
00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you.
00:17:04I'm Ray.
00:17:05This is my husband, Javon.
00:17:06Nice meeting you.
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:17:10Okay.
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:12I'm as rare as I'm ever going to be.
00:17:16We never had a real wedding, so today is very important for us.
00:17:22I'm very happy.
00:17:24Been waiting for this for a long time.
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down.
00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have.
00:17:34But I want to stay positive, though.
00:17:38It's his first time to have his makeup done.
00:17:43I don't think we're going to take it that far today.
00:17:45Oh, no?
00:17:46No.
00:17:47No, I'm good.
00:17:51I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.
00:17:58I want to show Hanna how dedicated I am to make her happy
00:18:03and, you know, give her the day that she always wanted.
00:18:06But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness
00:18:13because obviously me and Hanna have different ideas on what romance is.
00:18:18So I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:18:27Okay.
00:18:29Wait a minute.
00:18:36So, are you excited about today?
00:18:40Are you kidding me?
00:18:42Of course I'm excited today.
00:18:43Very excited.
00:18:44This is just like a paradise to me.
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress.
00:18:50The center of attention.
00:18:51Yeah.
00:18:52And, you know, the photos.
00:18:55Uh-huh.
00:18:56I think I should ask you that question, though.
00:18:59I'm okay.
00:19:01You know.
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:03Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:04Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:19:08And, you know, I'm not good at, uh...
00:19:11Well, you don't have to write a long poem.
00:19:15Okay?
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:17Well, I'm not...
00:19:17It doesn't have to be...
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:20You don't have to be.
00:19:21Okay.
00:19:22There's just going to be a few things.
00:19:24You know what I'm saying?
00:19:25Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vows, I'm just going to get straight to the point.
00:19:35But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens, not now, God will take me before him.
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me.
00:19:54And he will say, I miss you and your big mouth.
00:19:58You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to going to see you.
00:20:13Mm.
00:20:14I would really put an effort.
00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's it for...
00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.
00:20:23Okay.
00:20:26Hi, Bubu.
00:20:28I love you.
00:20:29Love you, too.
00:20:33You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.
00:20:37Okay.
00:20:38You're not supposed to see my look, my bridal look.
00:20:43All right.
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.
00:20:50And that's really disappointing.
00:21:08Okay.
00:21:22okay
00:21:32i know juvon is not the most romantic guy
00:21:37but i just wanted today to be fun life full of love something that i can always look back on
00:21:49i love him but i can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not
00:22:30how did it feel spending the night here last night
00:22:33it wasn't very fun i really did not enjoy waking up alone
00:22:41yesterday beer con basically told me not to come home so i decided i just should suck it up and
00:22:46get a room at michael's hotel and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit
00:22:54of
00:22:54time to cool down but staying in a hotel sucked i don't have any of my stuff i'm in the
00:23:02same
00:23:02clothes from yesterday and of course i miss beer con
00:23:09i wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with it
00:23:15all today but um beer con was pretty mad at me he said things to me that i don't know
00:23:25if he really
00:23:26meant or if he was just angry i obviously said things to him too that i really didn't mean
00:23:32i really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving i hope that that's not what he
00:23:37wants and you've been texting with him this morning and what has he been saying
00:23:41um yeah i did i asked him if we could talk and he said sure so i will probably take
00:23:51a little peace
00:23:51offering and see if we can have a conversation face to face
00:23:57i know that i should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between michael and
00:24:03me i want to show him that i'm serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him
00:24:09are so much stronger than how i ever felt about michael or how i could even feel about michael
00:24:41laura is keeping secret from me misleading me
00:24:45and she didn't even try to apologize
00:24:50by spending the time in the hotel i wanted her to realize what is it going to be like without
00:24:57me
00:25:00her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights
00:25:07hey
00:25:10hey i brought you something
00:25:20i know you like that
00:25:23thank you
00:25:35i'm sorry
00:25:39that i didn't tell you that i was the one that hit on michael sooner i did not mean for
00:25:46that to hurt
00:25:46you and i'm so sorry that was never my intent
00:25:53thank you
00:25:58so why did you mislead me
00:26:02but michael made the move
00:26:05i was worried that if you knew that i was the one who had had feelings at one point that
00:26:13i was the one that hit
00:26:14on him
00:26:16that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him
00:26:25okay but the missing thing is i think you had feelings for
00:26:34i did have feelings for him
00:26:38but i want to tell you that you are not a replacement
00:26:42for michael and in fact the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder and and so
00:26:51much more of the type of man i actually want to be with i want you to know that i
00:26:57do love you
00:26:58i do want this relationship to work you and me
00:27:10you can't tell me five thousand times in a row that i love you but
00:27:15like you said i'm into actions
00:27:28honestly i'm i'm scared to even say this
00:27:37would you feel better if i just cut him out of my life
00:28:01i just would rather live here in the u.s
00:28:06no
00:28:08i really wish stig didn't wait like two hours before i'm leaving to bring this up
00:28:13i just would rather live here and i thought that's what we were talking about this whole time
00:28:17it's just really weird timing and i can't help feeling like is this a red flag
00:28:43babe yes i'm gonna miss you i know i'm gonna miss you too
00:28:48and i'm gonna wake up tomorrow by myself
00:28:53so
00:29:10you're my fiance
00:29:13I don't know.
00:29:14You realize that?
00:29:16It's crazy.
00:29:17You did such a good job.
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.
00:29:20It was everything I could have asked for.
00:29:22I'm going to go home engaged.
00:29:24Mm-hmm.
00:29:26I'm excited.
00:29:27Aw.
00:29:28Me too.
00:29:30You're my fiancée now.
00:29:31I know.
00:29:32Any thoughts that you would never get married
00:29:34and settle down.
00:29:35That's crazy.
00:29:37I woke up this morning and I was like, ah!
00:29:40Got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:44Like, when I get married?
00:29:45I don't...
00:29:46I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50You like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:58When do you plan on applying for the fiancée visa
00:30:01so I can come here and live here in Belize?
00:30:04I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:11No.
00:30:12What?
00:30:13What?
00:30:14What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time we've been talking about me coming here
00:30:17and living here with you.
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23and based on everything that he said to me on the phone
00:30:26and since I've been in Belize,
00:30:28I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually hopefully move to.
00:30:39You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:41Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to be beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:00I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:09You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No.
00:31:14I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:31:20I might not be able to make money right away,
00:31:22but I think long-term and how that's going to benefit both of us.
00:31:27Okay.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize, but I'm not making no American money.
00:31:35And the only time I'm able to work in America is if I have a work visa or if I'm
00:31:39a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make the big bucks.
00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably they have better health care and all that.
00:31:58Okay.
00:31:58Sure.
00:31:58I'll file for you.
00:32:08I don't know.
00:32:09I don't know.
00:32:09I don't know.
00:32:11I just would rather live here, and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole
00:32:15time.
00:32:17So, quite the switch up for my guy.
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:32:28It's just really weird timing, and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it.
00:32:44Nah, let's take that seriously.
00:32:45Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:32:49Make a plan.
00:32:50Execute.
00:32:51Yup.
00:32:52I know.
00:32:53Okay.
00:33:00Oh, boy.
00:33:01No, no, no.
00:33:02After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:33:17Trisha.
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:22I gave you a chance when we were in Lucy Bay.
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here just reminds me of my first few nights together.
00:33:52How excited we both were.
00:33:57How happy we were together.
00:34:00Oh, boy.
00:34:01No, no, no, no.
00:34:13You didn't know that being here was gonna have this effect?
00:34:21Oh, boy.
00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:34:33she didn't sit with me at the airport and she changed her seats on the plane and
00:34:39she got back to tennant and decided to stay at her apartment and she's telling me that she
00:34:46has nothing to say to me anymore she tries to meet him i guess i kind of i kind of
00:34:53blew it
00:34:57i didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that and i didn't say that
00:35:03in the text messages but i could see why trish would be afraid that it could happen
00:35:13i should have had the respect you know not to respond while i'm spending time with her
00:35:20it wasn't the right thing for me to do
00:35:25i think i responded to my ex because for a while she was the only person i could really
00:35:32count on to be there for me i met my ex on vacation in colombia
00:35:43and my feelings were very strong for her it was so much chemistry sexually and any other type of way
00:35:52that you can think of the relationship in it because we couldn't figure out how to make our
00:35:59future work together it wasn't because we stopped loving each other
00:36:07my ex blocked me because she knew that i was going to madagascar to meet trish and she was hurt
00:36:15by it
00:36:16and so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me and she was contacting me at this time
00:36:26i sent trisha a long apology with no excuses and asked her if we can please get together
00:36:34and talk but when she texted me back she says sure period i don't know why she put period
00:36:43i don't know if that means it's final this is our final talk or
00:36:53i'm so set on not losing trish right now because i've fallen even deeper in love with her since
00:37:02getting to know her family
00:37:05and i was actually getting excited about the possibility of getting married and having a family
00:37:12together i don't know how receptive she's gonna be with with anything that i have to say
00:37:21but i have to give it my all if i lose her i'll be losing like the best thing that
00:37:29ever happened to me
00:37:45oh my god
00:37:49trisha
00:37:51hello
00:37:53sit down
00:38:01not exactly the greeting i was expecting
00:38:05what'd you expect i'm not happy to see you
00:38:14i just want to apologize i should have told you about the message as soon as it happened
00:38:22i i had no intention on like keeping it from me that's
00:38:28four days you you didn't say anything for four days that's too much
00:38:33and all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful
00:38:39you were with me
00:38:43why did you betray me
00:38:46after i gave you a chance we when we were in lucy bay
00:38:51i forgive you what should they be in colombia
00:38:54you're supposed to earn my trust back
00:38:58not to break it a single time
00:39:00i didn't have any plans on breaking up with you and being with her or any of that
00:39:06i didn't realize
00:39:08so if he was if he was in my place
00:39:10yes it is cheating this is where the cheating starting
00:39:17if i was in your place
00:39:19me i know exactly what i should do to make you feel good
00:39:25so you don't know because you can i don't know what it is that's gonna satisfy you
00:39:30why it's simple though why don't you block her
00:39:36it didn't come to my mom if that's what you want
00:39:39if you want this relationship make her understand that i'm with you
00:39:44she already knows that i'm she doesn't know
00:39:47that's why she keep texting you she doesn't
00:39:50tell her to understand that
00:39:54make her understand that you don't want her anymore
00:40:01block her here and tell her
00:40:10nothing to say
00:40:11i'm conflicted
00:40:14i love you so much but
00:40:18i can't block her
00:40:21why
00:40:30i'm having the best time of my life
00:40:32getting the waterfall in
00:40:34i'm just thinking she's being a drama queen
00:40:37i get down to the bottom
00:40:39and i see all these people surrounding elise
00:40:42and i start to think
00:40:44is she okay
00:41:08welcome everyone
00:41:10we are gathered here today
00:41:11to celebrate the enjoying love
00:41:13between javon and annalyn
00:41:16we honor the journey that has been filled with laughter
00:41:18challenges
00:41:20triumphs
00:41:20and long distance calls
00:41:22now javon and annalyn
00:41:24it's time to renew your vows to each other
00:41:35javon can you read your vows to annalyn
00:41:47i vow to cherish love honor and obey
00:41:55and always protect you and be there for you
00:41:58and also learn to be more patient
00:42:03and put up with your sassiness
00:42:06i love you
00:42:13javon delivered his vows
00:42:16and it may be not so dramatic
00:42:19and like a poetry
00:42:21but when i look at his eyes
00:42:24i could feel the sincerity
00:42:29i have waited
00:42:31so long for this moment
00:42:34to finally say this
00:42:36in person
00:42:37i promise
00:42:38that i'll continue to be a good wife
00:42:41you can always count on me
00:42:43you'll never feel alone again
00:42:46and i'll continue to
00:42:50pick up your dirty socks
00:42:52even though i keep nagging you
00:42:55and i don't expect you to be perfect
00:42:58because no one is
00:42:59but i expect us to be together no matter what
00:43:03i love you so much
00:43:06love you too
00:43:11javon and annalyn
00:43:12today you have renewed your vows
00:43:15and reaffirmed your commitment to one another
00:43:17it is my great honor and pleasure
00:43:19to once again pronounce you husband and wife
00:43:21oh one second
00:43:23i do have something to give up
00:43:29is that the one you wanted
00:43:38all right now we can get on with it
00:43:42you may now share a kiss to seal your new vows
00:43:53you did so good
00:43:55oh great actually
00:43:57you were so great
00:44:02and i know sometimes i don't like it when you trick me
00:44:06but this is the greatest trick ever
00:44:09you finally have my wedding ring
00:44:12oh thank you
00:44:25thank you for coming
00:44:27and for all the efforts
00:44:28thank you for coming
00:44:42okay guys the reception is over there
00:44:45go
00:45:01for me i think marrying someone online is kind of crazy
00:45:05because it's been a long time that they've waited to see each other to be together
00:45:09i know that javon and anna has difficulties in their relationship
00:45:14but i've noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other
00:45:19with how they will going to work out with their relationship
00:45:22so i'm really happy for seeing that now
00:45:38it's just so overwhelming boo i feel so much happiness that i haven't felt before
00:45:56this is something that i will treasure for the rest of my life
00:46:00it was the best night
00:46:04i'm eternally grateful
00:46:05yeah
00:46:10hello
00:46:12Oh my God.
00:46:24Oh my God.
00:46:26Whoa.
00:46:32Oh my God.
00:46:34I don't know.
00:46:35How do I go?
00:46:45Is she down?
00:46:52Look, I know it does look scary.
00:46:53Like, there's a job, but she's very safe.
00:46:56I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know,
00:46:58belay her down and, you know, do it himself.
00:47:02I'm having the best time of my life.
00:47:03I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall in.
00:47:07You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:47:14But I get down to the bottom and I see all these people,
00:47:18you know, surrounding Elise.
00:47:28I start to think, oh, you know, is she OK?
00:47:39Oh, no, I didn't, because I couldn't see you.
00:47:45I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold and just, like, so tired.
00:47:53But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:47:57That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:47:59I thought I was going to die.
00:48:06You made it.
00:48:08I need to get trying so I can keep you in.
00:48:10Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:48:13Like, his physical touch just makes me feel, like, safe.
00:48:16It's, like, a quality I love about him.
00:48:19That was amazing.
00:48:20My boyfriend saved the day.
00:48:22He really helped me.
00:48:30Oh, my God.
00:48:31That was a crazy.
00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure,
00:48:35and it becomes a complete and utter disaster for me.
00:48:39Well, I had the best time.
00:48:40I'll do it all over again.
00:48:42Probably not right now.
00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that,
00:48:46and let's try and, uh...
00:48:48Forget it.
00:48:49Yes.
00:48:51Okay.
00:48:56Oh.
00:49:06What?
00:49:07Who is that?
00:49:08Nothing.
00:49:13What do you mean, nothing?
00:49:16You just don't remember it.
00:49:17It's okay.
00:49:29At least really went above and beyond for me today,
00:49:31so I want to do something nice for her
00:49:33and stop by Anchor Point.
00:49:34It's supposed to have these stunning views,
00:49:37but unfortunately, I just got a text with some bad news,
00:49:40and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to a lease
00:49:43without her freaking out.
00:49:46I, um...
00:49:47Yeah, I'm nervous.
00:49:48Stunning.
00:49:49Oh, yeah.
00:49:51Pretty amazing.
00:49:53Don't worry about I've never been here.
00:49:56Checking things off your bucket list, huh?
00:49:59Yeah.
00:50:06Listen, I have to tell you something.
00:50:08Are you okay, baby?
00:50:11Um...
00:50:13We're not going to be able to talk to my son.
00:50:17Why?
00:50:18It's just not possible today.
00:50:21There's other people to consider as well.
00:50:23You know, him, his mother.
00:50:26Sorry.
00:50:32Wow.
00:50:34I let you down.
00:50:35I didn't mean for it to happen like that.
00:50:39So I'm sorry.
00:50:41That's really upsetting
00:50:43that we're not going to be able to video chat him.
00:50:45Yeah, it is.
00:50:46I told you, I want to meet people in your life.
00:50:48I want to see into your world.
00:50:50I'm here.
00:50:52Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.
00:50:55Good at disappointing people.
00:50:56So, maybe that's just me.
00:51:00It's more than just a broken promise.
00:51:03The fact that I'm leaving here soon
00:51:05and not being able to meet his son is, like, scary.
00:51:08That is a very important aspect of his life.
00:51:13And you should be pushing harder
00:51:15than simply receiving a text on your phone
00:51:17that we can't meet your son.
00:51:19Like, maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough.
00:51:21Like, settling for no
00:51:24doesn't make me feel like you're going to fight for us.
00:51:27You just say it so nonchalantly, like,
00:51:29I let you down.
00:51:29Like...
00:51:30Remember what else?
00:51:30I'm disappointed.
00:51:31I'm upset.
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back
00:51:35or walking away.
00:51:46I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.
00:51:52I'm so cold.
00:51:54Do you want me to run and get your jumper?
00:51:56I'll get you my black one.
00:52:07What just happened?
00:52:09He just said to me,
00:52:10basically, I can walk away.
00:52:12And it's just not going to happen.
00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son.
00:52:14And, like, I'm trying to be so nice
00:52:16and help him out.
00:52:16And, like, I do care about him a lot.
00:52:18Like, I do.
00:52:18I f***ing like him.
00:52:20But if he's, like, so easy for me to walk away,
00:52:22then what is it going to be
00:52:23on the other side of the world?
00:52:29What's going on?
00:52:31Why don't you disrespect me?
00:52:34You just told me I could walk away.
00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.
00:52:37I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:40I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:44I'm not perfect.
00:52:45I keep dropping the ball.
00:52:46But I will try and be better for you.
00:52:54You say you don't live up to your expectations.
00:52:56You say you dropped the ball.
00:52:58Like, I'm falling for someone that's, like,
00:53:00what do you want me to do?
00:53:01Like, I'm scared.
00:53:02Yeah, I know.
00:53:04I'm really sorry.
00:53:05It means a lot that you're upset about this.
00:53:07Because I'm upset about it.
00:53:08But I don't want you to think
00:53:09that I didn't want you to speak to him.
00:53:11It will happen.
00:53:12You guys will play a big, big part
00:53:14in each other's lives.
00:53:19I'm in love with you.
00:53:27It's crazy.
00:53:29Yeah, it is.
00:53:32You mean that?
00:53:34I do.
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment.
00:53:41I literally nearly died today.
00:53:42He just told me it's OK if I walk away from him.
00:53:44And now he's telling me he's in love with me.
00:53:47I've never heard that from him before.
00:53:49And, like, of course, it's so nice to hear.
00:53:52But, I mean, he's telling me this
00:53:53right after giving me the bad news.
00:53:57It's like, does he really mean he loves me?
00:54:00Please, don't get angry.
00:54:02Let's figure it out.
00:54:03Sorry it didn't happen right now.
00:54:05If I want him as my husband,
00:54:07I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.
00:54:11But I don't feel like I can trust him right now.
00:54:13And that sucks.
00:54:22So, once I leave,
00:54:25really got to trust each other.
00:54:27And don't be drunk and stupid.
00:54:30I have a fiancé now.
00:54:31What are you talking about?
00:54:32You trust me, babe?
00:54:37Why are you so emotional?
00:54:57You ready?
00:54:58I guess.
00:54:59Not really.
00:54:59But now the path is split in two
00:55:05And mine is taking me from you
00:55:08And yours is headed towards the western coast
00:55:12I can't follow you, hold me close
00:55:15I feel hollow, I love you most
00:55:17It's been a beautiful ride
00:55:21I miss you so much.
00:55:23I miss you too.
00:55:24I plan to visit you soon.
00:55:26Really?
00:55:26Yeah, like, I mean, well, I don't know how
00:55:28Quick we're going to move on this
00:55:30Violin situation.
00:55:31I want to do some research first.
00:55:35This whole time I was picturing us
00:55:37Living in Belize
00:55:38That's kind of what we talked about.
00:55:41So, now I just feel like
00:55:42It's a sudden change up.
00:55:44But I understand why.
00:55:45I understand why.
00:55:47I'm not saying that I want to
00:55:48Just completely dis-belize
00:55:49And never come back, you know?
00:55:51Yeah.
00:55:52I could see us
00:55:53Living in the States, though
00:55:55For a little bit.
00:55:56Making some money.
00:55:57Coming back to Belize
00:55:58Building a nice house.
00:56:00Yeah, Belize.
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out.
00:56:05That said, I'm keeping an open mind
00:56:08Because I believe love is more important
00:56:10Than the location.
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other
00:56:15Our paths crossed for a reason
00:56:17And I'm completely in love with him
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him.
00:56:24Here we go.
00:56:31Why are you so emotional?
00:56:33Yeah, so I just got like an overwhelming
00:56:35Feeling of gratitude.
00:56:41I'm just happy.
00:56:48So, once I leave
00:56:49We just really got to trust each other.
00:56:53I got to.
00:56:54When it comes to stuff like that
00:56:55I got to.
00:56:56You're drunk and stupid.
00:56:56I have a fiancé now.
00:56:57What are you talking about?
00:56:59You trust me, babe?
00:57:01I do.
00:57:02What are you doing?
00:57:05Hey.
00:57:06What happened?
00:57:10Do you want to miss me?
00:57:12Mm-hmm.
00:57:13Are you so tall?
00:57:20It's okay.
00:57:22It's okay.
00:57:41This trip has been a lot of great times, but also a lot of hurdles.
00:57:47You know, they say that a plane can't fly without resistance.
00:57:52We had a lot of resistance, and we still made it through that.
00:58:03I think this has been a great trip.
00:58:06I love you too.
00:58:09I'm going to miss you.
00:58:15Thank you for healing me, coming into my life, saying yes to me.
00:58:22It's sad leaving Stig, but the trip was amazing.
00:58:26I can just see us living in Arizona, having a little family.
00:58:31I just see a lot of positives in our future, and I'm just excited that we're where we're at now.
00:58:37Give me just a second now to catch my breath.
00:58:41I better catch my flight.
00:58:43One last question.
00:58:47I love you.
00:58:47I love you.
00:58:59I'm really excited about the future.
00:59:00I'm really excited to get married.
00:59:04In America, there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist, for me to make good money, real money.
00:59:10I could network with people.
00:59:12I could network with other big dancehall artists, bigger than myself.
00:59:15And I know people.
00:59:16Not in Arizona.
00:59:17I don't know nobody.
00:59:20Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston.
00:59:24There's more opportunity for me in Houston.
00:59:27You know, my brothers are in Houston.
00:59:28I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends.
00:59:31I am a man who don't frighten easily.
00:59:33What else have you guessed for?
00:59:36My ex is in Houston, but they are.
00:59:41I really ain't worried about her.
00:59:43I don't have a ring on, but hey.
00:59:51Nah, come on.
00:59:52I'm playing.
00:59:53I'm engaging, you know what I mean?
01:00:02We had our plans.
01:00:05This is the best way for us to be together, faster together.
01:00:09You can't let mom change your mind.
01:00:12I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize.
01:00:18He's been manipulated.
01:00:20Please, I really want you to stay.
01:00:32Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
01:00:39Can you do that?
01:00:56If that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me.
01:01:02Then, yeah.
01:01:03I would do that.
01:01:08Okay.
01:01:11This is exactly what I was worried about.
01:01:14The possibility that I would eventually have to choose between my best friend and the love of my life.
01:01:22But BeerCon truly, genuinely loves me.
01:01:25And I think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael
01:01:31Hofer.
01:01:38You know what?
01:01:40I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
01:01:44We can still be friends.
01:01:47He's a good guy.
01:01:49He proved.
01:01:50He's worthy of being friends.
01:01:52I'm okay with that.
01:01:54But friends.
01:01:55Not best friend.
01:01:57Not that weird friendship.
01:02:04She's trying to do something to save this relationship.
01:02:08And I appreciate that because once that relationship gets into the dead end, nobody can get it out.
01:02:17We're good.
01:02:19It'll be good.
01:02:20But we gotta work on it.
01:02:22I know.
01:02:26It is always bad to lose people.
01:02:30I lost a lot of people.
01:02:33And I don't want her to cut relationship with her friend.
01:02:38I'm not gonna be the one who breaks them apart, you know?
01:02:43Thanks for talking to me.
01:02:46Thanks for trying to make her.
01:02:51I love Laura because she has a pure heart and she makes me love life.
01:02:58So I want her to be happy.
01:03:23Are you okay, babe?
01:03:26I don't know, babe.
01:03:37We're the last day in this beautiful apartment.
01:03:41I know, honey.
01:03:42It's fine.
01:03:51It's the last night in the Philippines with Sheena.
01:03:53And my heart is cracking.
01:03:58The talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind.
01:04:05It's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it.
01:04:10On top of that, it hurts my heart seeing Sheena get so emotional that I'm going to have to leave
01:04:15her.
01:04:16But at the end of the day, if I do everything correctly, I know that Sheena and I will have
01:04:22a bright future.
01:04:23And I hope that she understands.
01:04:30Please, I really want you to stay.
01:04:37You can't let mom change your mind.
01:04:40You have to decide this on your own will.
01:04:44Sheena.
01:04:46Honey, we have overcome mountains.
01:04:50We have overcome problems.
01:04:52We have struggled through so many years, even a pandemic.
01:04:57We had our plans to grow and have a family.
01:05:02I want you here.
01:05:04And I know that this is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:05:10And that's what I've been waiting for you for the longest time.
01:05:18Sheena, I can't do that.
01:05:21It's literally tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
01:05:25But I think mom was kind of right.
01:05:29I want to have a bright future together.
01:05:32When getting you to the United States is the best option.
01:05:38And to do that, I need to go and start work and do the process and make sure I have
01:05:45everything stabilized in America.
01:05:52It hurts that Forrest happened to change his mind.
01:05:56It feels like he would rather choose his mom over me.
01:06:00I mean, I understand if he happened to work in the U.S., he could earn much more better money.
01:06:07But I am worried that Forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues.
01:06:13I feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the Philippines was impossible.
01:06:20But it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out.
01:06:26The faster I get back home, the faster I can start the process.
01:06:31And if I don't get the K-1 against 9, then I can come back here and stay here if
01:06:37things don't work out in here.
01:06:40But how about mom?
01:06:43I'm quite worried that she would try her best to make sure to stay in the United States forever.
01:06:50This decision, it's not my mother. It's my own decision.
01:06:57But I see a bright future together.
01:06:59And I'm in your heart and you're in my heart.
01:07:02And you are my true home.
01:07:06I want to put my faith into him as my partner.
01:07:09That he would find a way to be together long term.
01:07:13But I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.
01:07:21I know that Molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship.
01:07:27And I'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems.
01:07:32She could break us apart.
01:07:36It's just...
01:07:40It's hard.
01:07:51Holy , holy , holy .
01:07:54Why is everything so cold?
01:07:57Surprise, surprise, she's cold.
01:07:59My God, thank you so much.
01:08:02She's a pain in the ass, but it's in a cute way.
01:08:05You know, I like that.
01:08:07How do you feel about me?
01:08:11Like I'm falling for you.
01:08:13But not in love.
01:08:29Good morning.
01:08:30Good morning, good morning.
01:08:32It's a little chilly out here today.
01:08:34I thought you were sleeping.
01:08:35I was, I just woke up.
01:08:44Time to go back to Bondi?
01:08:45Yeah.
01:08:46It was a good little getaway.
01:08:49Mostly.
01:08:52I feel really sad.
01:08:54This is our last full day together.
01:08:56We're driving back to Bondi in a little bit.
01:08:59And then tomorrow I fly back to Miami.
01:09:02Hmm.
01:09:03Did you wake up still loving me?
01:09:07I'm asking.
01:09:08Yes, I did.
01:09:10I just have so many mixed emotions right now.
01:09:13Like he told me he loved me and that means the world to me.
01:09:17But at the same time, here he is again, not living up to his promise to video chat with his
01:09:22son.
01:09:23I understand there's external factors, but if you're going to see a future with me and maybe your wife, like
01:09:30the fact that you didn't try harder, I don't know, it's just like scary.
01:09:36I'm going home tomorrow and I have no idea what the future holds.
01:09:41This is really heavy.
01:09:44Your last night.
01:09:46Hmm.
01:09:48I booked us somewhere nice.
01:09:49Tonight.
01:09:51On Bondi?
01:09:52Yep.
01:09:53I'm fine.
01:09:54Yep.
01:09:55So, let's go get changed and get home.
01:09:59Yeah.
01:10:07I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly. This has never happened before.
01:10:12But, saying I love you and then not having it heard back, I am sort of wondering where she's at,
01:10:17you know, is it not as real for her as it is for me?
01:10:20That is a bit concerning.
01:10:26I've been gone for too long, finding my way home.
01:10:34To know where I've been gone for too long.
01:10:36So good for here, babe.
01:10:38It's nice of my city.
01:10:41To know where I've been gone for too long.
01:10:46All right guys, this is your table. Thank you.
01:10:51I've got the menu for you guys.
01:10:53Thank you so much.
01:10:56It's so cold.
01:10:57But you're always cold.
01:10:58Always cold.
01:10:59They did say they have blankets, so I'm going to ask her for a blanket.
01:11:02Okay, good idea.
01:11:03God, it's so cold.
01:11:05Surprise, surprise, she's cold.
01:11:07Holy , holy , holy .
01:11:10Why is everything so cold?
01:11:13As soon as there's like the slightest breeze or the sun's down, she's cold.
01:11:17Thanks for coming, guys.
01:11:19Don't mind me, I just brought some hand warmers.
01:11:22I'm freezing.
01:11:23I'm freezing.
01:11:25Wow, turn on the car, I'm so cold.
01:11:28Holy , holy , I'm cold.
01:11:31You'd think by now that she'd know how to dress, you know, in Sydney.
01:11:34I'll wear something a bit warmer.
01:11:36You okay? Do you want my jacket?
01:11:37Yeah, I do.
01:11:38Yeah, I'm shivering.
01:11:39Oh God, it's a little nipply out.
01:11:41A little nipply.
01:11:42She's a pain in the ass, but it's in a cute way, you know.
01:11:46I like that.
01:11:48Well, you look stunning.
01:11:50As always, I think.
01:11:51Alrighty, I've got the blanket for you.
01:11:53Oh my God, thank you so much.
01:11:55Take that away for you.
01:11:57Can we please get two spicy margaritas?
01:11:59Two spicy margaritas?
01:12:01Tahin, if you've got it.
01:12:02Tahin, we do.
01:12:03Oh, I do.
01:12:04How lovely.
01:12:05Thanks so much.
01:12:06Thank you guys.
01:12:10It's the last night.
01:12:14You're welcome.
01:12:16How do you feel?
01:12:19About what?
01:12:20About me.
01:12:22Like in general?
01:12:24Yeah.
01:12:26I mean like, I'm falling for you.
01:12:32But not in love.
01:12:36Not yet.
01:12:40Josh literally tells me everything I want to hear.
01:12:44But I feel like he sometimes kind of just says things to appease me.
01:12:48Like he'll say he's going to do X, Y, and Z, but there's like no action behind that.
01:12:55You know, there's one side of me that sees the future with him, like getting married and having kids.
01:13:00But then there's this other side of me that's like, am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
01:13:05And is it just hopeful and wishful thinking?
01:13:09I am falling for you.
01:13:11I cannot imagine going back to Miami without you.
01:13:16But we live in different continents.
01:13:18We're a 16-hour time difference.
01:13:21You have a son here.
01:13:23Mm-hmm.
01:13:24How do you plan to make this work?
01:13:27You know, I think it's a move.
01:13:28Obviously, it's a move for either one of us.
01:13:31Whether it be here or there.
01:13:33I guess it's one pretty big con for me to move into Miami.
01:13:37Well, your son.
01:13:38Okay, yes.
01:13:40Okay, so if I was to move here, where would we go? Who would pay for it?
01:13:44You and I find a place together.
01:13:46We move in together.
01:13:50Okay, but like, have you gone on a website and looked for places?
01:13:53No.
01:13:55Slowly.
01:13:59Look, I'm confident I can call this off.
01:14:02More than confident.
01:14:07I'm scared.
01:14:08I just don't know if I can...
01:14:09So am I.
01:14:10You just gotta let go sometimes.
01:14:13I'm just, like, I don't know if you're stable.
01:14:19I want to make it work.
01:14:21I believe you...
01:14:22But why aren't you in doing so?
01:14:23I believe that it will work in my eyes.
01:14:26I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
01:14:32Why are you hesitant?
01:14:33I've given you a solid game plan, and you're still hesitant.
01:14:37You've had a hard year.
01:14:38Like, financially, I don't know how you're gonna be able to make this work.
01:14:42I don't know.
01:14:43Sorry that I can't, you know...
01:14:46I don't have a big nest egg.
01:14:48You just have to trust.
01:14:50Because you are somebody...
01:14:51Can you stop being rude to me?
01:14:52Like, seriously.
01:14:52Like, you are.
01:14:53Like, yep, Josh.
01:14:54Like, that's your quality.
01:14:55Because you're being a f***ing dick to me.
01:14:56I am sticking up for myself.
01:14:58That's all I am doing.
01:15:00I still care about you and love you.
01:15:03And you don't know how you feel.
01:15:05So, that obviously throws you out in my mind.
01:15:09Feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen,
01:15:12but you don't want to admit it.
01:15:16You think I'm not putting anything into action,
01:15:19but I feel like the ball's in your court.
01:15:29I'll block you everywhere.
01:15:31Trish, don't do that.
01:15:32Please.
01:15:32I will even now.
01:15:33I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:15:35No, but please.
01:15:36This is my phone.
01:15:37I don't have nothing to tell.
01:15:39Please.
01:15:42I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:15:47I wasted my time.
01:15:58I love you so much, but...
01:16:01I can't block her.
01:16:04Why?
01:16:06Why?
01:16:23I don't know what to do because...
01:16:27it's...
01:16:27I'm in love with you.
01:16:31But I do still have feelings for her, too.
01:16:36Oh.
01:16:39And...
01:16:40No.
01:16:40Nothing else to do.
01:16:43Nothing else to say.
01:16:46I love you.
01:16:47No, no, no.
01:16:47You don't love me.
01:16:54I asked her to choose.
01:16:56Then...
01:16:58you made your choice.
01:17:04When Trish asked me to block my ex,
01:17:08I realized that I can't completely shut the door.
01:17:13And I wanted to be honest about my feelings.
01:17:18So you chose your ex over her after all you guys have been through.
01:17:23I don't look at it as I chose my ex over her.
01:17:28What do you look at it as?
01:17:33I look at it as, um, just not ready to let go.
01:17:39Totally.
01:17:41I love Trish.
01:17:43But, um...
01:17:46I mean, love isn't so black and white.
01:17:50It's possible to have feelings for two people at the same time.
01:17:59I wasted my time.
01:18:03Look at it as a waste.
01:18:07I still...
01:18:08I'm still willing to try to make it that I...
01:18:10It's nothing to do anymore.
01:18:13I cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex.
01:18:17I'll block you everywhere.
01:18:19Oh, Trish, don't do that, please.
01:18:20I will.
01:18:21Even now, I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:18:23No, baby, please.
01:18:23This is my phone.
01:18:25You didn't buy it.
01:18:26You didn't do anything.
01:18:27No, just give me time to think.
01:18:27I don't have nothing to tell.
01:18:29Please.
01:18:30Trish, don't do that.
01:18:31Yes, I am doing it right now.
01:18:37I hate that it makes me suffer again.
01:18:42You planned a future with me.
01:18:44You told me that you love me.
01:18:47But I still have feelings for her.
01:18:54I do, but that doesn't mean I'm going back to her.
01:18:59My feelings for you are strong.
01:19:02I still want us to go on.
01:19:06I cannot do that.
01:19:08I'll never be a second choice of someone.
01:19:12So I'll take my love back and forget about him.
01:19:21Don't.
01:19:27I'll give you a hug.
01:19:28Don't ever bother me.
01:19:29Can I give you a hug?
01:19:29No, no, no, no.
01:19:30Shh.
01:19:31You made your choice.
01:19:35Let's finish.
01:19:39Good.
01:19:47I'm feeling really, really angry.
01:19:51Like, I don't understand why he make me fall in love with him and break my heart.
01:20:00Like, he shouldn't have come to Madagascar.
01:20:03Meet me.
01:20:05I don't know what to say anymore.
01:20:08I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:20:19I wish you realized that I do love her and I do think that she's special.
01:20:25I want us to be together, but...
01:20:30I just wasn't ready.
01:20:35That's all I can see.
01:20:46Holy balls.
01:20:47Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:20:50I feel like I should ask for your autograph.
01:20:53Jeez.
01:20:54Give me your ring finger.
01:20:56I'm asking you...
01:20:58Will you marry me?
01:21:00We just got things back on track,
01:21:03and I'm worried that as we go back to long distance,
01:21:06we're only gonna have more drama and more problems.
01:21:09Do you accept?
01:21:12Make it having no shoes.
01:21:16So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
01:21:25Javon.
01:21:26Boo!
01:21:27That is what I think it is.
01:21:30Holy , I'm about to be a dad.
01:21:32You don't need to be with me.
01:21:34It may have taken seven years to get here,
01:21:36but it's not gonna take seven years to get you back home.
01:21:38I still don't completely trust Sheena.
01:21:42She still manipulates.
01:21:45Here I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
01:21:47No, I have more questions.
01:21:50You okay?
01:21:52It's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me.
01:21:56I don't want people to leave me.
01:22:01This hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between Trish and I,
01:22:06and I'm leaving with no hope at all.
01:22:21I'm literally leaving for that airport in one hour.
01:22:26And he just left.
01:22:27Like, how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me,
01:22:30and then you bring the girls back and disrespect me?
01:22:34Oh my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
01:22:37I am so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster.
01:22:41Like, what do I do now?
01:22:45I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
01:22:48I was so sure of him.
01:22:50And now I'm just insecure.
01:22:52He's not communicating with her much.
01:22:55I wanted to find a reason why.
01:22:57And I did find things.
01:23:00Faith went on your email.
01:23:01How come in your contacts you have somebody listed as wife?
01:23:06So who is this wife?
01:23:11Are you ready?
01:23:13Tell me what happened.
01:23:15I don't even know where to start.
01:23:22Are you questioning the whole relationship at this point?
01:23:31.
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