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00:06Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here. There's a spot marked on a map. I know this spot. I
00:16Can't remember his face
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00:30I'm going to die
00:33As much as I like sitting here it hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby if I were you I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one. They're not making any more
00:46men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happiness would make him
00:57It would fill his heart
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04:52Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:55No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river,
05:29but I'm not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38How the hell are we gonna get the caskets here?
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You gonna call or run for shovels?
05:48Nah, you call, I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just gonna follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
05:55Yeah.
06:16I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factored in how this affects anyone else, even a little.
06:33Fucking school.
06:35Is this gonna be okay?
06:38It's gonna have to do, honey.
06:39It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us.
06:47Okay?
06:47There's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:55It's okay.
07:01It's okay.
07:03It's okay.
07:19Hey.
07:20Hey.
07:28where'd you find cream same shopping center where i found the dress
07:33i gotta say boseman impressed me i wasn't expecting to find donna karen in the mountains
07:39found a little something for you too yeah preston would prefer me in jeans
07:44i think he would find a certain victory in that he deserves a little black dress and that's
07:51exactly what i got you did the boys say when they would be ready he said to walk over at
07:55noon
07:56how are they going to get them out there i didn't ask and they didn't say they just said it
08:02was
08:02handled about two hours preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the sun's position it's
08:14alarmingly accurate
08:18the girls asked me to arrange a plane
08:23when tonight
08:27okay they need closure honey they won't get it here they have lives and they need to go live them
08:34i would very much like to plan a memorial service he has a lot of friends that deserve a way
08:39to say
08:39goodbye does he he does and you know that we could do it at the explorers club okay just
08:47have at the apartment have corbon cater he loved that place i already called you find back too
09:02i have a very worried husband he's convinced some distant cousin of the unabomber is going to
09:07abduct me and hold me in his basement for ransom depending on the cousin i'm not completely opposed
09:13of course that's my worked romance novel version of abduction i doubt that's how it would play out
09:19my mind after two percocets you think i'm joking no
09:31i love you
09:37there is nowhere i would rather be than with you when you need me
09:40i know
09:46i have a little bottle of kalua if you would like some blood in that coffee
09:49oh well now you're talking
10:13i'll give you some more
10:14Okay.
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:20Okay, girls.
11:24And Russell.
11:36Let's go.
11:44Let's go.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Uh, Carmen.
12:12Sorry.
12:15Sorry.
12:18Sorry, but it's not.
12:19No, it's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin.
12:28You'll never know.
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14:24loss. Is a preacher coming? I forgot. I didn't. Uh, this one will be San's preacher. What's
14:39that mean? Means we don't have one. Do you have someone to govern the proceedings? We,
14:46um, this is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it. Well, this is far from my first
14:57rodeo. Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak? I don't
15:03think
15:03my group has many speeches in them. Do you mind a prayer? I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts. With the glory of love comes the pain of loss
15:28and we look to you for comfort. Remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised
15:36a place called heaven where our departed bask in the glow of your grace. They are no longer
15:43men. They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak and nourish our souls
15:52and spirits. Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place heaven. We lean on
16:01our faith that it exists and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where we may sit
16:09in
16:09your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17Oh, man. Uh, if anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:50Guess that's it then.
16:53Um, so what happens now?
16:58We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it?
17:05That's it?
17:06That's it?
17:07If he has anything to say, then say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say.
17:11What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's our point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29Goddamn you for taking it from us.
17:44I love you.
17:46I love you.
17:51I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11I don't know who can blame them.
18:26I love you.
18:29I love you.
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18:38I love you.
18:41I love you.
18:47I love you.
18:51I love you.
18:55I love you.
19:11Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody.
19:15Oh, I, I, I didn't know anyone would care, I...
19:20We let you have the funeral, we will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, roughing the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them there.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties, and I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that
19:42would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter, and every skunk and
19:46raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded, didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says, have you seen these
19:58cabins they built next door?
20:00I said, I had.
20:01And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move, what do you, what do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says, when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile
20:12homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them, and asked me if I'd ever seen them
20:18be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23If you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart
20:28home, and said, that son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:34I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:45Indian tacos.
20:46Indian tacos.
20:47Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:49How about some of those cookies?
20:51Oh, good choice.
20:54I was thinking like three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat them.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33The girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:41But I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way to get me to New York is if it seceded from the union and I was
21:52drafted
21:52into the army to take it back.
21:54Okay.
21:54You gotta go a little easier on my city money.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:04Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:13I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week, I'm going to load them in a trailer and drag them all over Montana
22:32trying to win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
22:46Ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now, walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night, Saturday morning we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas, Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:30Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48Okay, so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until we
23:54can?
23:55God, you city girls do spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we are going to see each other to wondering when you are going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify.
24:25You are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28Well, we aren't together.
24:29No, no, no.
24:30We seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Don't fucking Abby me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
24:46I won't get it.
24:58I won't be really sad.
25:05I'm not just a hitter.
25:06I'll be right back, because I'm the strongest.
25:06I've got to do it in my life.
25:07I'm not looking forward...
25:08You're looking forward to our family.
25:09I wish you ever to walk, and see you.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13It's been time, honey
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:54It'll be six years in April
25:56Where is he buried?
25:58My mother had him cremated
25:59The plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk
26:03But he never did it
26:07I don't know why
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle
26:12Which is an odd custom
26:16Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah
26:36Tell me one
26:38Oh, no, no, no
26:38Yeah, they, um
26:40Yeah, my father had a, uh, rather warped sense of humor
26:44Yeah, well, at this point I'm pretty hard to offend
26:49Hmm
26:52Okay
26:53Um
26:56Okay
26:58So there are four nuns driving in a van
27:00And the van goes off a cliff and they all die
27:03Funny
27:04No, no, no, that's, I'm getting, sorry, this is all just a setup
27:07Yeah, I got, I got it, yeah
27:08Okay
27:37So they're standing at the pearly gates
27:39And he looks at the second nun
27:39And asks her the same thing
27:41And she says, well, on occasion I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand
27:46St. Peter just shakes his head
27:49Tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water
27:51Say ten Hail Marys
27:53So she does
27:54Let's her into heaven
27:55Now the third nun steps up
27:57And the fourth nun grabs her
27:59Throws her to the ground
28:00And steps up to the bowl of holy water
28:02St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm gonna wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass in
28:09it
28:14I stand corrected, Russell, I can still be offended
28:19I was very poorly chosen, I'm sorry
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind
28:22I am so sorry
28:23I
28:25It's terrible
28:25Common denominator where their problem seems to be Father Riley
28:30Yeah, he, uh, did get around
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34Vodka soda
28:35Easy on the soda
28:37God bless you
28:38The meeting's tough and at the gym at nine
28:41If you're up for it
28:42Oh, yeah
28:44Exercise, it's exactly what I need
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet
28:59I think this is going to be hardest on her
29:03I'm afraid
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life
29:09To gaining the attention of one person
29:13What is your purpose when that person is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference
29:21Just one less present at Christmas
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy
29:31You're my therapist
29:34You're my best friend
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial
29:38Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity
29:42And with zero opinion
29:43What I need is opinion
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book
29:49I'll buy the book
29:57I'll buy the book
30:17I don't know.
30:50I don't know.
31:28I don't know.
31:46I've ordered a charcuterie board from Ely.
31:49And the pizzas from Joe's?
31:51One of us is thinking about your cholesterol.
31:54Pizzas are for Paul.
31:55It's the one thing he misses about this city.
32:00Look at you.
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children.
32:05Well, this should be interesting.
32:07You are.
32:08You have the same look on your face, pulling out those nasty boots as an 11-year-old pulling out
32:13his baseball cleats.
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale.
32:17That's different.
32:18That's me saving you money.
32:19Oh, you see now.
32:20This is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women.
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life, all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves me
32:31money.
32:32I'm going to buy the damn thing no matter what.
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you.
32:38That almost makes sense.
32:39It makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase.
32:46Okay.
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:51It's your little mountain mistress, the jealous type.
32:57You want to know?
32:58I do want to know.
33:00I really want to know.
33:01Because I lost it once.
33:04Fell off in the river.
33:05I spent two days looking for it.
33:07I'm not going through that shit again.
33:08So if I put it right there, I can't lose it.
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified.
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect.
33:20Oh boy, do you ever, baby.
33:35Yeah.
33:54It's nice to see I still have that effort.
33:56I'm not going to see you.
33:56I love that sad.
33:59Yeah.
34:00I met Ed.
34:01I'm not gonna want to know either way.
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison.
34:24Oh.
34:24The president.
34:25Yeah.
34:26Of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after that.
34:32After him, as well.
34:34Where is the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No.
34:49He died on another river.
34:50Actually, no.
34:52He died on a mountain.
34:55No.
34:55No river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:10That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:21More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors.
36:09To guide your decision-making in the future.
36:12My decision-making?
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:17No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:20The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center.
36:25My soul.
36:26Is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:08If you can.
37:09If you can't,
37:13then I'll leave early.
37:16And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40I spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11What you need is this.
38:12A lot of this.
38:15A lot of this.
38:16Not this.
38:17A lot of talking.
38:19And yelling and crying.
38:21A lot of it.
38:22And often.
38:25And in time.
38:26And in time.
38:28Those memories will become fond again.
38:31It won't hurt to recall them.
38:35And you'll laugh.
38:41Will you love again?
38:43Maybe.
38:45I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
38:50Will you ever be whole again?
38:52Will you feel like you did before you died?
38:58No.
39:00But you know that.
39:03But you will heal.
39:05If you let yourself.
39:07You will have as much life to live.
39:10As you allow yourself.
39:15Or you'll have none.
39:20You'll have no life.
39:25Does that make sense?
39:30Yeah.
39:32Okay.
39:38Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it?
39:42Seriously.
39:43Come on.
39:43Give it your best shot.
39:50You're a terrible therapist.
39:52You know that.
39:53Yeah.
39:54With that smug fucking sweater.
39:58You really like saying fuck, don't you?
40:00I know.
40:02I find it quite...
40:06liberating at the moment.
40:08Good.
40:09Say it again.
40:11Fuck you.
40:12Are we going to do trust falls next?
40:13You fucking quack.
40:17It's a really good place to start.
40:19Come on.
40:19Keep it coming.
40:20Let's go.
40:21I'm serious.
40:28I'm thinking about it.
40:29I'm considering it.
40:32I know.
40:33I know.
40:33I know.
40:34I'm running away.
40:35Running away from my problems.
40:37This problem goes with me.
40:38So I'm not running from anything.
40:43Would I miss my daughters?
40:46Honestly, I don't...
40:48I don't know.
40:49And part of me thinks it would be better for them.
40:52You know.
40:52Live their own lives.
40:55Maybe they could move with you.
40:57I mean, it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city.
41:00That's what I said.
41:01My oldest daughter needs it.
41:03I actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't.
41:08That's not very nice.
41:10Oh, what do they teach?
41:13Sarcasm in therapy school these days?
41:16Well, if by therapy school you mean Dartmouth, then yeah.
41:19They kind of invented it there.
41:26Do you think I should?
41:30Not my place to say, but...
41:35I think you should consider it.
41:37And I'll tell you why.
41:39Because you are actively weighing your future.
41:42And the consequences are your choices in that future.
41:44And that's healthy.
41:45That's good for your soul.
41:46So whether you actually do it is irrelevant.
41:49But you should seriously consider it.
41:52You should consider moving to Europe.
41:56Spend a year traveling.
41:57You've got the financial means.
41:59No responsibilities here preventing it.
42:01You should consider everything.
42:06Wish I could have met him.
42:08Must have been a hell of a man.
42:10Because you are a hell of a woman.
42:12You know who you are, and you're not ashamed of it.
42:14And this, yelling and crying and pondering,
42:18this is what you're supposed to be doing.
42:20This is grieving.
42:22This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life
42:25and racking your brain to try to find a way to survive it.
42:30And you will.
42:35Thank you, Phil.
42:38Oh, this has been pleasantly cathartic.
42:43I took one look at that sweater, and I had very little faith in you.
42:46But you, you overcame it.
42:50Turns out you don't suck at your job.
42:53Well, that is wildly offensive.
42:59Same time tomorrow?
43:00I'm thinking afternoon.
43:02I still got five clients, and I'm pretty drunk.
43:05I think you are a client to end the day with, not begin one.
43:08Fine.
43:09See you at happy hour.
43:25Thank you, Phil.
43:26Thank you, Phil.
43:27Thank you, Phil.
43:27Thank you, Phil.
43:29Thank you, Phil.
43:29Thank you, Phil.
43:29Thank you, Phil.
43:30Thank you, Phil.
43:30Thank you, Phil.
43:30Thank you, Phil.
43:31Thank you, Phil.
43:31Thank you, Phil.
43:32Thank you, Phil.
43:32Thank you, Phil.
43:33Thank you, Phil.
43:35Thank you, Phil.
43:40who's your realtor yeah no matter what i do i can't stay here lily i can smell him hold on
43:49hold
43:49on is everything okay so um page is is is in bed and she won't talk and she can't stop
43:59crying and
44:00she's well she's hyperventilating and i feel like i should call an ambulance but i don't
44:04like i feel like that might make her worse you're right you're right it would i'll be there in 15
44:09minutes call abby okay okay calling her name
44:38is she in the bedroom yeah
44:46do you have any sweets sweets okay get some ice cream rocky road and buy some chocolate chips put
44:54three scoops in a glass of milk put the chocolate chips on top and then just bring it to me
44:59with
44:59a spoon that sounds uh disgusting to start i wasn't asking your opinion of it russell
45:09i got rocky road desperate times call for desperate measures grab chocolate chips the
45:14shitty ones like she likes well looks like all we need from you is a cup russell give it to
45:20her
45:20she knows how to make it got it okay hey hey hey hey hey it's okay it's okay it's okay
45:29it's okay
45:29it's okay it's okay you know what this is this is how much you love them and your body just
45:35doesn't
45:35know where to put all that love now okay but you don't have to put it anywhere and you don't
45:39have to
45:40stop loving someone when they're gardening in fact one could argue that you should love them more
45:46and here's a sad fact of life you will feel this way again yeah when i die when your husband
45:56dies and
45:57your friends and and someday your children will feel this way about you thanks mom i feel so much
46:05better i come bearing gifts i'm not hungry it's not food it is a drug it is sugar and chocolate
46:14in a
46:14mixture that only your metabolism process in a way that doesn't end up on your hips and i hate you
46:19for
46:20it i used to eat this when i was like five no you still act five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots no she's back i don't understand it it's the crunch with the cold
46:39and the mushy of the ice cream wait the explanation doesn't sell it page well you got her i got
46:49her but
46:50i cannot stay the night i can stay that night
47:02this is my favorite thing ever i know
47:17is she okay
47:20yeah she will be
47:24is there a decent bar near here
47:27uh there's a there's a dive bar around the corner
47:32well soho's version of a dive bar
47:37hmm
47:50hmm what's this place called
47:54um i don't know i'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place
48:12name uh people just call it the bar or the bar down the street something like that
48:17no name not that i'm aware of no what does your paycheck say
48:21uh xt enterprises llc or some shit
48:28okay so bar just doesn't have a name no name what can i get you oh god i'm uh i
48:37am not in the
48:37episode to make any decisions
48:38mm-hmm martini oh that is a cocktail and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar so
48:45true that uh how about an irish car bomb
48:48i have no idea what that is trust me okay what about you what kind of amber ales do you
48:55that'll be two
48:56irish car bombs yeah like your style two irish car bombs i have to work in the morning
49:00it's one drink russell
49:07oh i didn't see that coming oh gosh apologies russell this is gonna hurt
49:21great you gotta
49:35i have a bad gag reflex no no i'm not i'm i'm not laughing at that what then
49:44oh life uh choices people make don't get me wrong she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams or you know aspirations might be a better word for your life for my daughter
50:08i mean what uh you know we we just got the townhouse so yeah well that's a purchase not a
50:14dream
50:16have you two talked about starting a family
50:21you know page she just got down to a size zero and she worked really hard for it
50:26russell russell independent thoughts do you have any
50:31yeah i mean i guess i want i want to have kids
50:34mm-hmm okay i don't want to raise them and i want to
50:38i want to move out of town you know where they can have a normal
50:41didn't you know trick or treat and and and play baseball and run out on the street you know
50:47no i don't know no i don't know i raised mine here
50:51all right well that would be my dream
50:54what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then i don't know i don't know i i haven't gotten that far
51:03yeah well then you need a new dream
51:08honestly i always thought of you and creston as the dream
51:15so did i russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well i guess we both need a new one
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