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00:05You
00:06Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here. There's a spot marked on a map. I know this spot. I
00:16Can't remember his face
00:17If I were you I wouldn't listen
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00:30I'm going to die
00:33As much as I like sitting here it hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby if I were you I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one. They're not making any more
00:46men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happiness would make him
00:57It would fill his heart
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03:50And others, it's these mountains.
03:54Does that make sense?
03:57And Grandpa's heaven is here.
04:00I think so.
04:02But if you think he's here, why is everyone so sad he's gone?
04:07Well, his heaven isn't mine.
04:11And I can't see him.
04:13And I can't talk to him.
04:16And I can't hug him.
04:17And he can't hug me.
04:18And I miss that.
04:21Yeah, I miss it too.
04:24But that's why we have memories.
04:27We can revisit all those times that we did have.
04:32All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs.
04:36And, you know, it's like a movie.
04:38We can play it over and over as many times as we want in our minds.
04:48You know what I mean?
04:49I do.
04:52Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:55No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:35Yep.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinston still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You going to call or run for shovels?
05:48You call, I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
06:16I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factoring how this affects anyone else, even a little.
06:33Fucking school.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38It's going to have to do, honey.
06:39It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us.
06:47Okay?
06:47There's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:50You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:55It's okay.
06:57Hey.
07:01It's okay.
07:04It's okay.
07:19Hey.
07:20Hey.
07:21Hey.
07:28Where'd you find cream?
07:29Same shopping center where I found the dress.
07:33I gotta say, Bozeman impressed me.
07:36I wasn't expecting to find Donna Karan in the mountains.
07:39Found a little something for you, too.
07:41Yeah.
07:42Preston would prefer me in jeans.
07:44I think he would find a certain victory in that.
07:49He deserves a little black dress, and that's exactly what I got you.
07:53Did the boys say when they would be ready?
07:54They said to walk over at noon.
07:56How are they going to get them out there?
07:58I didn't ask, and they didn't say.
08:01They just said it was handled.
08:04About two hours, Preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the sun's position.
08:13It's alarmingly accurate.
08:18The girls asked me to arrange a plane.
08:22When?
08:24Tonight.
08:27They need closure, honey.
08:30They won't get it here.
08:31They have lives, and they need to go live them.
08:34I would very much like to plan a memorial service.
08:37He has a lot of friends that deserve a way to say goodbye.
08:40Does he?
08:41He does.
08:42And you know that.
08:44We could do it at the Explorers Club.
08:46Okay, just have at the apartment.
08:50Have Corbon.
08:52Cater.
08:53He loved that place.
08:55I already called.
08:57You find back, too.
09:02I have a very worried husband.
09:04He's convinced some distant cousin of the Unabomber is going to abduct me and hold me in his basement for
09:09ransom.
09:11Depending on the cousin, I'm not completely opposed.
09:14Of course, that's my warped romance novel version of abduction.
09:17I doubt that's how it would play out, Lily.
09:19That is how it would play out in my mind after two Percocets.
09:23You think I'm joking?
09:25No.
09:31I love you.
09:37There is nowhere I would rather be than with you when you need me.
09:41I know.
09:46I have a little bottle of Kahlua if you would like some lead in that coffee.
09:49Oh, well, now you're talking.
10:13I'll get some more.
10:14All right.
10:17Okay.
10:18Okay.
10:19Oh.
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:19Okay, girls?
11:23And Russell.
12:06Where are they?
12:08Oh.
12:09Come.
12:13Sorry.
12:15Sorry.
12:18Sorry.
12:18Sorry, but it's not.
12:19No, it's fine.
12:27I'm sorry, Erin, you'll ever know.
12:33You must.
12:46Come see.
12:47Here we go.
12:51Come see.
13:01There's filthy Mary from the DarnYU Department of Education.
13:02Don't know who will.
13:11Okay, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
13:33Watch your hand.
14:18Watch your hand.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:24Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your hand.
14:54Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:02I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:10I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed
15:39bask in the glow of your grace.
15:42They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place heaven.
15:58We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:13Forever.
16:17I'm in.
16:20Uh, if anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy.
16:25It's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33You care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:50I guess that's it then.
16:54Um...
16:56So, what happens now?
16:59We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it? That's it?
17:07If he has a new say, then say it, Paige.
17:09I don't know what to say. What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's our point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29Goddamn you for taking it from us.
17:45I love you.
17:47I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11I don't know who can blame them.
18:38Like you say.
18:52I'm not afraid of football.
18:54Noegal, aren't you?
18:57I did it!
18:59I'm sorry!
18:59I'm sorry.
19:00You anti-gla, you imitating my father place.
19:01Noone, I was injured.
19:12Pretty sneaky, trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody.
19:15Oh, I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral.
19:22We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:30Mill the wood, frame it, roughing the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them there.
19:37They're sitting on railroad ties, and I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter,
19:45and every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded, didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says,
19:58have you seen these cabins they built next door?
20:00I said, I had, and he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04I said, move?
20:05What do you mean, move?
20:07Tax assessor says when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them and ask me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse, your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said
20:29that son of a bitch was mobile, too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:34I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on the outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:45Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:50How about some of those cookies?
20:51Oh, good choice.
20:54I was thinking, like, three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat them.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:07Yeah.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:28I'm sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school, and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:41But I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you get me to New York is if it seceded from the Union and I was
21:52drafted into the Army to take it back.
21:54Okay, you got to go a little easier on my city, buddy.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:05Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:12I mean it.
22:20I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank, and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:28Three nights a week, I'm going to load him in a trailer and drag him all over Montana trying to
22:33win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
22:46Ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now, walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:04From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy, and I get Bridget, and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:18I take the girls the same parts for Christmas, Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:30Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48So can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until we can?
23:55Yeah, you city girls do spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:22Let me just clarify.
24:25That you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:30No, no, no.
24:30We seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Abby, I...
24:33Don't fucking abbey me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
24:40Here's your fucking chance.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:14No, no, no, no.
25:49When did your father die?
25:51Russell.
25:54It'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58My mother had him cremated.
26:00The plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but he never did it.
26:07I don't know why.
26:09So he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:16Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um, my father had a rather warped sense of humor.
26:44Yeah, well, at this point I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:54Um.
26:56Okay.
26:58So there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no.
27:04That's, I'm getting, sorry, this is all just a setup.
27:07Yeah, I got, I got it.
27:08Yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So they're standing at the pearly gates and St. Peter looks them over and he says to the first nun,
27:14this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:19And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:22So the first nun thinks about it and she says, well,
27:26I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in the shower.
27:29St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water and say five Hail Mary.
27:35She does, sends her off to heaven.
27:38So he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41She says, well, on occasion I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
27:52say ten Hail Marys.
27:53So she does, lets her into heaven.
27:56Now the third nun steps up and the fourth nun grabs her,
27:59throws her to the ground and steps up to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm going to wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass
28:09in it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19I was very poorly chosen.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:23I, it's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah, he did get around.
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34Vodka soda, easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's tough in at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
28:43Oh yeah.
28:44Exercise, it's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
28:59I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person,
29:13what is your purpose when that person is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You're my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:38Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:43What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
30:13I'll buy the fucking book.
30:42I'll buy the fucking book.
30:50I'll be right back.
31:21The ultimate of the pagans, these are small pagans, loyal efforts, and their close relatives
31:46I ordered a charcuterie board from Ely
31:49And the pizzas from Joe's?
31:51One of us is thinking about your cholesterol
31:54Pizzas are for Paul, it's the one thing he misses about this city
32:01Look at you
32:02Look at me what?
32:03Men are such children
32:05Well this should be interesting
32:07You are, you have the same look on your face pulling out those nasty boots as an 11 year old
32:12pulling out his baseball cleats
32:14It's the same look you get when Gucci has a sale
32:16That's different, that's me saving you money
32:19You know, this is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women
32:24Tell me, oh love of my life, all the ways how when you buy something on sale, it saves me
32:31money
32:31I'm gonna buy the damn thing no matter what
32:33Waiting for the sale is how much I love you
32:38That almost makes sense
32:39It makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase
32:46Thank you
32:48Why do you do that?
32:50What?
32:51Is your little mountain mistress the jealous type?
32:57You wanna know?
32:58I do wanna know, I really wanna know
33:02Because I lost it once
33:04Fell off in the river, I spent two days looking for it
33:07I'm not going through that shit again, so if I put it right there, I can't lose it
33:13Panicked, were you?
33:16Terrified
33:17It's nice to see I still have that effect
33:19Oh boy, do you ever, baby
33:46I know you're doing it
33:55I know you're not okay
34:11And you're not gonna know
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison.
34:24Oh.
34:24The president.
34:25Yeah.
34:26Of course, that would make sense.
34:27Yeah.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time.
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No.
34:49He died on another river.
34:50Actually, no.
34:52He died on a mountain.
34:55No.
34:55No river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:09That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Like, tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Hmm.
35:22More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Hmm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting.
35:46Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision-making in the future.
36:11My decision-making.
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:17No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:20The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center, my soul, is gone.
36:29If you, by chance, have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire to claw my
36:38eyes out with a fucking spoon,
36:40to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair with
36:52her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:08If you can.
37:09If you can't.
37:13Then I'll leave early.
37:15And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38Don't normally do this.
37:40Spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11What you need is this.
38:13A lot of this.
38:15Not this.
38:17A lot of talking.
38:19And yelling.
38:20And crying.
38:21A lot of it.
38:23And often.
38:25And in time.
38:28Those memories will become fond again.
38:31They won't hurt to recall them.
38:35And you'll.
38:38Laugh.
38:41Will you love again?
38:43Maybe.
38:45I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
38:50Will you ever be whole again?
38:52Will you feel.
38:53Like you did before you died?
38:58No.
39:01But you know that.
39:03But you will.
39:05Heal.
39:05If you let yourself.
39:07You will have as much life to live as you allow yourself.
39:15Or you'll have none.
39:20You'll have no life.
39:25Does that make sense?
39:30Yeah.
39:38Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it?
39:42Seriously.
39:43Come on.
39:43Give it your best shot.
39:50You're a terrible therapist.
39:52You know that.
39:53Yeah.
39:54With that smug fucking sweater.
39:58You really like saying fuck, don't you?
40:02I find it quite liberating at the moment.
40:08Good.
40:09Say it again.
40:11Fuck you.
40:12Are we going to do trust falls next, you fucking quack?
40:17It's a really good place to start.
40:19Come on.
40:19Keep it going.
40:20Let's go.
40:21I'm serious.
40:27I'm thinking about it.
40:29I'm considering it.
40:32I know.
40:33I know.
40:33I know.
40:34I'm running away.
40:35Running away from my problems.
40:37This problem goes with me.
40:39So I'm not running from anything.
40:43Would I miss my daughters?
40:46Honestly, I don't.
40:48I don't know.
40:49And part of me thinks it would be better for them.
40:52You know.
40:52Live their own lives.
40:54Maybe they could move with you.
40:57I mean, it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city.
41:00That's what I said.
41:01My oldest daughter needs it.
41:03I actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't.
41:08That's not very nice.
41:10Oh, what do they teach sarcasm in therapy school these days?
41:16Well, if by therapist school you mean Dartmouth, then yeah, they kind of invented it there.
41:26Do you think I should?
41:30Not my place to say, but I think you should consider it, and I'll tell you why.
41:39Because you are actively weighing your future, and the consequences are your choices in that future, and that's healthy.
41:45That's good for your soul.
41:46So whether you actually do it is irrelevant.
41:49But you should seriously consider it.
41:52You should consider moving to Europe.
41:56Spend a year traveling.
41:57You've got the financial means.
41:59No responsibilities here preventing it.
42:01You should consider everything.
42:06Wish I could have met him.
42:08Must have been a hell of a man.
42:10Because you are a hell of a woman.
42:12You know who you are, and you're not ashamed of it.
42:14And this, yelling and crying and pondering, this is what you're supposed to be doing.
42:20This is grieving.
42:22This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life, and racking your brain to try to find a way to
42:27survive it.
42:30And you will.
42:35Thank you, Phil.
42:38Oh, this has been pleasantly cathartic.
42:43I took one look at that sweater, and I had very little faith in you.
42:46But you, you overcame it.
42:50Turns out, you don't suck at your job.
42:53Well, that is wildly offensive.
42:59Same time tomorrow?
43:00I'm thinking afternoon.
43:02I still got five clients, and I'm pretty drunk.
43:05I think you are a client to end the day with, not begin one.
43:08Fine.
43:09See you at happy hour.
43:20See you at happy hour.
43:34Okay.
43:40who's your realtor yeah no matter what i do i can't stay here lily i can smell him
43:48hold on hold on
43:52is everything okay so um paige is is is in bed and she won't talk and she can't stop crying
44:00and she's well she's hyperventilating and i feel like i should call an ambulance but i don't
44:04like i feel like that might make her worse you're right you're right it would i'll be there in 15
44:09minutes call abby okay okay calling her name
44:39is she in the bedroom
44:45uh do you have any sweets sweets okay get some ice cream rocky road and buy some chocolate chips
44:53put three scoops in a glass of milk put the chocolate chips on top and
44:57and then just bring it to me with a spoon that sounds uh disgusting to start i wasn't asking
45:02your opinion of it russell
45:09i got rocky road desperate times call for desperate measures grab chocolate chips shitty ones like she likes
45:16well looks like all we need from you is a cup russell give it to her she knows how to
45:20make it
45:21you got it okay
45:25hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's okay it's
45:30okay it's okay it's okay you know what this is
45:31what what it is how much you love them and your body just doesn't know where to put all that
45:36love now okay but you don't have to put it anywhere and you don't have to stop loving someone when
45:41they're gone in fact one could argue that you should love them more and here's the sad fact of life
45:51you will feel this way again yeah when i die when your husband dies and your friends and
45:58and someday your children will feel this way about you thanks mom i feel so much better
46:06i come bearing gifts i'm not hungry it's not food it is a drug it is sugar and chocolate in
46:14a mixture
46:15that only your metabolism process in a way that doesn't end up on your hips and i hate you for
46:20it
46:23i used to eat this when i was like five no you still act five so
46:31fuck you and your bad roots no she's back i don't understand it it's the crunch
46:39with the cold and a mushy of the ice cream wait the explanation doesn't sell it page
46:45well you got her i got her but i cannot stay the night i can stay the night
47:02this is my favorite thing ever i know
47:17is she okay
47:20yeah she will be
47:24is there a decent bar near here
47:27uh there's a there's a dive bar around the corner
47:33well soho's version of a dive bar
47:51what's this place called um i don't know i'm not sure it has a name
48:10what's the name of this place name uh people just call it the bar or the bar down the street
48:17something like that no name not that i'm aware of no what does your paycheck say
48:21uh xt enterprises llc or some shit
48:28okay so bar just doesn't have a name no name
48:33what can i get you oh god i'm uh i am not in the mood to make any decisions
48:40martini oh that is a cocktail and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar so
48:45true that uh how about an irish car bomb
48:48i have no idea what that is trust me okay what about you
48:53what kind of amber ales do you that'll be two irish car bombs
48:56yeah i like your style two irish car bombs
48:58i have to work in the morning
49:00it's one drink russell
49:07oh i didn't see that coming oh gosh apologies russell
49:14this is gonna hurt
49:20great
49:21you gotta
49:22yeah
49:31it went down the wrong pipe
49:33i have a bad gag reflex
49:38no no i'm not i'm i'm not laughing at that
49:41what then
49:44oh life
49:47choices people make don't get me wrong
49:50well she made a good one with you
49:55what are your dreams
49:59dreams or aspirations might be a better word for your life for my daughter
50:08i mean what uh you know we we just got the townhouse so yeah well that's a purchase
50:13not a dream
50:16have you two talked about starting a family
50:21you know page she just got down to a size zero and she worked really hard for it
50:26russell russell independent thoughts do you have any
50:31yeah i mean i guess i want i want to have kids
50:35okay i don't want to raise them and i want to
50:38i want to move out of town you know where they can have a normal
50:41you know trick-or-treat and and and play baseball and run out on the street you know
50:47mm-hmm no i don't know no i don't know i raised mine here
50:52well that would be my dream
50:55what about when they're grown
50:58what's the dream then
50:59i don't know i don't know i i haven't gotten that far
51:03yeah well then you need a new dream
51:08honestly i always thought of you and creston as the dream
51:15so did i russell
51:20but that dream is over
51:24well i guess we both need a new one
51:29yeah
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52:24To be continued...
52:38To be continued...
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