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00:09who are you um who are you i've rented this place for the week that's weird
00:18better for five nights i got the confirmation and received hi i'm the landlord sorry to interrupt
00:24you must be maya and you are theo right i just got your message i'm really sorry i listed the
00:31house
00:31on two different platforms and it looks like both of your bookings were confirmed for the same day
00:37then cancel his castle hers i tried but if i cancel either the platform keeps the deposit
00:44there's nothing i can do unless you both agree to it i'm not canceling i came here to rest
00:51and i booked one in advance well me neither
00:57guess we're roommates then
01:06oh were you looking for this
01:15these are the house rules quiet hours start at 10 no dishes in the sink and stay on your side
01:21of
01:21the fridge there are sites the fridge now there are you're intense in the morning kind of impressive
01:27i'm structured you should try it sometime no open mouth chewing or shirtless cooking oh i feel
01:35attacked it's just a week let's make it as pleasant as we can okay
01:51you're using my almond milk relax it's communal like his whole vibe this week
02:16you're like allergic to boundaries you love it
02:27i feel are you doing this
02:34wait did the power just yep definitely out
02:40well cozy just got cozier do you enjoy disasters only the fun dangerous ones
02:48emergency supplies want a glass i don't usually drink
02:58oh wow control slapping already this week was supposed to help me reset
03:04but nothing's gone the way i pictured same i'm a photographer allegedly or i used to be at least
03:12i came here to organize my thoughts he seemed more like the missed flight lost passport type thanks
03:21you scream color code a calendar by hour
03:29oh i didn't say anything i just came to say that the platform officially rejected the request to change
03:36the dates but i guess you don't need that anyway
03:42i told them i'm done for now i don't care if it's vogue i i can't
03:50i know i'll call you tomorrow
03:53i'll call you tomorrow
04:01i am i'm not ignoring you i just i needed space and rest
04:22okay
04:23okay so you're not just some charming random
04:28oh
04:42jesus you scared me
04:43i guess privacy rules only apply when you're the one saying that you left it open
04:47mm-hmm you left your planet open the other day i didn't flip through it
04:51oh
05:00hi hey
05:04i'm just going to the kitchen
05:06i feel like a green juice
05:08very specific
05:13it's hydrating
05:24i didn't mean for you to see that
05:26i didn't mean for you to see that then why leave it open
05:52chile
05:53with music through the wall
05:55not the easiest
05:58it's called ambience
06:02do you ever feel like drinking something non-alcoholic
06:05a tea maybe
06:06not when i'm breastless
06:09or thinking
06:10or near wine
06:11that explains a lot
06:13you know people spend so much energy trying to fit live into rules
06:18take a lot for example
06:20labels
06:21exclusivity
06:22it's always messier than that
06:24wow
06:25so deep
06:27did you read that self-help book
06:29you always do that
06:30what
06:31reflect when you're nervous
06:50this is a bad idea
06:53probably
07:04shit
07:08morning
07:11do we talk about it or pretend it didn't happen
07:14it was a mistake
07:16we stopped before we went too far remember
07:19it didn't feel like a mistake
07:20please don't it was the wine
07:21romantic
07:22i just want to forget it happened i didn't come here for any of this
07:35hey
07:37maya
07:37what are you doing here
07:39you weren't answering your phone
07:40so
07:41yeah i thought i'd chuck in
07:45you said you needed some uh rest
07:47but i didn't realize rest included roommates
07:51do you really want to do this right now
07:53i know we're through okay
07:55but
07:56i am still your boss
07:59besides
08:00i packed the bag
08:01i thought i'd stay for a while
08:08maya
08:09you said you needed some rest
08:11and now you're here with some other guy
08:13it's not what this is
08:14that's exactly what it looks like
08:17maya you always do this
08:19you run
08:21and then you pretend it's healing
08:23at least i didn't show up uninvited
08:25do you think he really cares about you guys like that don't stick
08:29and guys like you only show up when their ego gets bruised
08:33maybe
08:34i still care
08:39because i'm not the only one who's a mess
08:43they didn't realize judging me was your way of deflecting
08:50theo theo wait
08:55easy
08:57luller's gonna keep the deposits if you keep banging things like that
09:00don't start
09:02you're supposed to be resting and recharging what is this
09:06i came here to breathe instead i got my ex who also happens to be my boss
09:11following me around like i owe him closure
09:14did he he was the one who cheated
09:17i gave him another chance then he twisted everything made me feel like it was all my fault
09:22like i should be grateful he even stayed
09:26cheating is one thing
09:28gus ladding is another
09:30he came here to do it again just with a smile this time
09:36wow
09:39hell of a monologue
09:42are you practicing for court
09:43ryan i've asked you to leave
09:48say one more word and you'll notice then
09:56what are you gonna do hit me tough guy you're not worth it
10:01maya i love you
10:02okay let's give each other another chance
10:06please if you need space for a few days i'm fine with that i get that
10:12i'll go right now please come back no one knows you the way i do
10:31how do people eat noodles with bees this is trash
10:35give me that you're holding them like drumsticks
10:44hopeless
10:44that's that's the woman that burned the rice last night
10:49thank you for um for not walking away earlier
10:54i wasn't going to you know this is the first
10:57time since i've got here that i've felt okay
11:16you're shooting again
11:19so it's less pointless today
11:24warn me next time
11:27it's better it's honest
11:31honest honest isn't always kind
11:35neither pretending you're happy
11:46do you even like your life
11:49i like control
11:52stability
11:54but lately it's just control no life
12:00you ever think maybe love is not supposed to be need
12:03and you ever think it's not supposed to be chaos
12:08guess we agree to disagree
12:18what is it ryan
12:21you love this what does it say
12:26i hope you've got room for one more for lunch later
12:35this is great
12:38reminds me of old times
12:39it's not
12:40well still
12:43you always hated eating alone remember she's not alone
12:48i guess that depends on who you ask can we not do this
12:53i'm just making conversation i didn't realize that was off
12:56limits now
12:57maybe try one that is not a power play
12:59okay can you both just eat and stop circling each other
13:02relax
13:04i am not here to mark territory
13:07unless you are
13:09love isn't about ownership it's about choice
13:16i guess she's made her choice then
13:18huh
13:19or are you still pretending this whole roommates by mistake thing
13:24hasn't turned into something else
13:26i mean you two have slept together
13:29haven't you
13:38how do you know
13:40uh
13:40know what
13:41don't play dumb about me and theo
13:42maya
13:44i know you
13:46you always think you're hiding things
13:48when you're not
13:50but the second i walked through that door
13:52i knew
13:54you forget
13:56i see through you better than anyone ever has
13:59are you spying on me
14:02i'm just paying attention
14:04isn't that what you wanted
14:06someone that didn't just disappear
14:08stop twisting things
14:12this
14:13this isn't about you
14:14it never is
14:17until it is
14:19you always
14:20rewrite the story
14:22when the version isn't what you want it to be
14:26you don't get to guilt me anymore
14:32he's insane
14:36i'm leaving
14:40where are you going
14:40i'm not gonna be some backup guy in your messy love triangle
14:44that's not what this is
14:45then explain it
14:46because right now it's exactly what it feels like
14:55both of you are screaming
14:56and by the way who's the guy outside
14:58passing like he's planning a break-in
15:00the neighbors thought he was a stalker
15:02he kind of is but we're handling it
15:04he hadn't double booked this place none of this would be happening
15:07mistake was done
15:08it doesn't give you a right to start screaming through the walls
15:10it's not screaming
15:11we've been having people show up and invite it
15:13just keep it down that's all i'm asking
15:18this wasn't supposed to happen
15:21none of it
15:23it did
15:24we're all paying for it
15:30he's still here
15:32watching
15:33you know that right
15:38you think he's spying on us
15:40i think you keep leaving the door open
15:57you planted this
16:01don't make it weird
16:03i was worried about you
16:05you were watching me
16:06you've been acting out of character
16:08i wanted to see why
16:09don't twist this
16:10not anymore
16:11you're blowing this out of proportion again
16:14get out right now
16:16and don't come back
16:17you're lucky i'm not calling the police
16:19you've always ruined the best things in your life maya
16:24but i'll be here waiting for you
16:27when you do it again
16:39at least he's gone now
16:41yeah
16:43but maybe he's not the only one who should have left
16:46theo
16:54don't
16:54hey
16:55morning
16:56i was thinking of going for a walk later you want to come
16:59maybe
17:00got stuff to do
17:01work stuff
17:03not really just stuff
17:05right
17:07you've barely looked at me since yesterday
17:10i've looked just didn't have much worth saying
17:12that's not fair
17:13what's not fair is feeling like a prob in someone else's drum
17:16i didn't plan any of this
17:18no but you didn't stop it either
17:21that's just more than you think
17:23you don't have to avoid me you know
17:25i'm not just giving you space
17:28like everybody says they want
17:29well if you're around later maybe we could talk
17:32if i'm around
17:53sleep well
17:55fine well
17:57you didn't answer your phone
17:59they didn't hit you
18:00you're already looking from the window
18:03excuse me
18:04next time
18:05close the curtains a bit slower
18:07so she looked bored anyway
18:09i've seen more passion from baristas handing me coffee
18:13funny
18:14maybe try being a little respectful for once
18:16we both booked this place to rest
18:19jealous it looks good on you
18:20fits better than pretending you don't care
18:22i don't
18:24right
18:26this week was supposed to help us reset
18:30not some twisted emotional obstacle course
18:34you know what
18:37no more peace no more rules
18:40you want
18:41chaos
18:44buckle up roommate
18:52we need boundaries
18:53no more weird tension
18:55no more whatever this is
18:59you sure
18:59the tension's been kind of fun
19:01dead serious
19:02no one
19:04civil
19:05distant
19:06non-frotaceous cohabitation
19:08big words for someone who kissed me first
19:11you kissed me
19:13twice
19:14minor detail
19:16now on
19:17no mixed signals
19:20friends
19:21roommates
19:22that's it
19:24but one condition
19:26this feels like the part where you should be worried but go on
19:28you can't get jealous
19:29ever
19:31fine
19:32and neither can you
19:36you see all the deal
19:37drinks tonight
19:38neutral territory
19:39just remains
19:41what like
19:42at a bar
19:43unless you're scared i win
19:46win what
19:46you'll see
19:56let's have fun tonight
19:58no drama
19:59no exes
20:00no weird vibes
20:03if we
20:04accidentally make people fall in love with us
20:07oops
20:08a noble mission
20:09just try not to steal the attention
20:12some of us rely on charm
20:13chick bones
20:15and cheap cocktails to get by
20:35well i haven't been this urgent saint since your eyes gone on fire
20:38you're welcome
20:39you're welcome
20:40i light up every room
20:41even unintentionally
20:45not jealous yet
20:50you play dirty
20:52only when i want to win
20:56it's last call everybody
21:02rough night
21:04just tired of people being dishonest
21:06you want to talk about this
21:07not really
21:11you know them
21:12you know them
21:12i've met them once
21:14not at all
21:20are you okay
21:22um
21:24i need something stronger
21:29the kitchen is through that way
21:33i hid the wine behind the protein powder
21:38you got the survival instinct
21:42i respect that
21:45cheers
21:46cheers
21:52i like you
21:53i like the bar as well
21:57i'll cheers to that
21:59mind keeping it down
22:01wow
22:03someone suddenly a monk
22:06was it was that the photographer guy
22:07yeah
22:09he acts like nothing touches him but trust me
22:12he spirals over everything
22:14what's his deal anyway
22:16he doesn't know what he wants
22:18from you
22:20please
22:21we're just stuck under the same roof
22:23barely that
22:25here's to you
22:26thank you sorry i was too lazy to cook i didn't want us to starve
22:34see i'm already saving lives
22:38again
22:39i should start charging him room
22:41his name is j and it's called dinner
22:43did you want something
22:45me
22:45nothing
22:46is the guy you mentioned he goes to his last girlfriend after therapy
22:51wait what
22:52she mentioned it yesterday
22:54while telling me that you are
22:57emotionally generous but possibly overcompensating
23:00theo
23:01okay is that something you actually said
23:04of course i didn't say it like that
23:07she also said you cried at the bar
23:09okay you didn't need to say that
23:11jay don't let him get in your head
23:13he doesn't it's just
23:15whatever it is between you two it's a lot
23:20jay wait seriously
23:22maybe first figure out what you really want
23:31are you proud of that
23:34you're mad because he left or because you're not as put together as you pretend to be
23:37it's sad that you only feel powerful when you make other people feel small
23:41i did care for you
23:43i did care for you theo more than i should have
23:47whatever that was you killed it you're not as cold as you want to be no
23:53but i've seen enough to know i'm done
23:58i love acting strong until somebody calls you and you're crap and you act misunderstood to avoid admitting you're scared
24:04scared of what exactly people realizing your whole carefree act is just you running away
24:09i'm not the one who left her life behind just because things got too hard
24:13at least i didn't quit my whole career because my ego couldn't handle one failure
24:17careful maya
24:19what it's the truth
24:22you weren't tired theo
24:25your last show bombed you ran
24:27you know what you're talking about
24:29i know more than you think
24:31you only came here to hide and you're mad because i'm the only one who sees it
24:36you're only here because nobody else could stand being around you
24:42go ahead maya tell me again how little i matter
24:47theo don't don't walk away
24:50watch me
24:53why does it feel awful when he's not here
25:00they're still coffee
25:03half a pot no arsenic promise
25:17didn't mean to disappear
25:19yeah you did
25:21you slept in
25:22you slept in the car
25:23driver sees
25:25and regrets
25:27cozy come back
25:28you're lucky i didn't lock you out
25:29i kind of hope you would
25:33i'll be better on not being a jerk
25:35i'll believe it when i see it
25:41then i guess i better start proving it
25:50can you just come on man
26:02what the hell
26:09you okay
26:09yeah fine just working
26:12i was gonna go for a walk later to the beach
26:15when i come
26:16maybe
26:17maybe
26:18depends on how weird the vibe staying here
26:21still mad
26:22not mad just cautious
26:28you're acting off
26:29i'm allowed to be off i'm a whole human person
26:33i didn't mean it like that
26:36it's fine forget it
26:40do you always do that
26:43do what
26:43read people before they even speak
26:46only one that's trying so hard to be ready
26:55yeah just tired
27:13you're looking for something
27:15yeah
27:17the truth
27:20okay
27:21ask
27:22how long were you stalking me online
27:24i wasn't stalking you
27:25you booked more to my college thesis
27:27who even does that
27:28it was a damn good thesis
27:30theo
27:31i saw you speak
27:33at the creative summit
27:35you were talking about breaking patterns
27:37i don't know
27:38you stuck with me
27:39so what this airbnb was just a weird way of meeting me
27:42no i swear
27:44the double booking was real but when i saw your name and detecting documents
27:48i recognized it
27:50you should have told me
27:52you think i was a creep
27:54or a stalker
27:56it's not that i don't now
28:01i was open with someone who wasn't
28:04i didn't plan any of this
28:06i wasn't expecting it
28:07neither did i
28:08if you want me to leave just say it
28:11and you'll leave
28:12yeah
28:28you okay
28:30can i come in
28:42i didn't see myself ending up here
28:45and your regrets
28:47none yet
28:55i thought this would feel wrong
28:59does it
29:01no
29:03feels right
29:21wait it's homework
29:23just ignore it
29:24one second
29:25it says urgent
29:27yeah come on
29:29maya it's sorry to be reaching out during your break but there's been an emergency
29:33we need you back asap
29:35clients having a meltdown
29:36oh those people always have an emergency
29:38yeah this is serious
29:40but this isn't
29:44maya
29:47just this one
29:48choose yourself
29:52i've got to go
30:02so that's it
30:04you're really going back
30:05i have to
30:07if i don't show i lose my client and maybe my job
30:11and then i'll get buried under office politics when i return
30:14so let them bury each other
30:16why are you still playing
30:18because i've worked too hard to throw it away over one incident
30:21the incident wasn't the problem the job is and you know it
30:24it's not perfect but i i can't let down my team
30:29let down who
30:31the people who already take you for granted
30:37deadlines moved up
30:38slides read done
30:40zoom calls in two hours
30:41vacation huh
30:43it was supposed to be
30:46you designed your whole life to prove that you're strong
30:50but what if the bravest thing now
30:52is stopping
30:54you deserve space that doesn't punish you for taking it
31:06this job made me feel like i mattered
31:08you do
31:10even without it
31:12i've been chasing a version of myself that never even liked me
31:20you know what
31:22let them drown
31:25i quit
31:32you feel awake
31:33you're already halfway and don't pretend to ask now
31:38how does room feel
31:40strange
31:41good
31:42like breathing after being underwater for years
31:47i'm proud of you
31:50you did something hard
31:57unless you want me to stop
31:59try me
32:08tell me if you want more
32:20can i ask you something
32:23can i ask you something
32:36anything
32:36do you want me to do
32:41i want you in my life
32:42maya
32:43what exactly does that mean
32:45it means
32:46it means the way i approach relationships
32:48it isn't as traditional as
32:50it's just as traditional as yours probably
32:51how so
32:53polyamorous
32:54you're what
32:58it's just
32:58so what does that actually mean
33:00being polyamorous
33:02means
33:03love doesn't have to be exclusive
33:05are you seeing anyone else
33:07not since i got here
33:08but you have
33:09yeah
33:38and no one
33:40i went to say
33:40the right time
33:41was before any of this happened
33:47you knew exactly what you were doing
34:19you should have told me after the first kiss
34:20you got that
34:20congrats
34:21you're twisting it into something that it's not
34:23because i finally see it clearly
34:26you never actually asked me what i wanted
34:29you just hoped i'd figure out how to accept you
34:33you never stopped to ask me who i really am
34:36you never stopped to ask me
34:38maya
34:39please
35:06i should never have bothered with theo
35:08ever
35:18you don't think i'd see you smile today
35:21maybe i'm just over wasting my energy
35:24is that your way of saying you're done being mad
35:27it's my way of saying i'm not playing anymore
35:29so that's it
35:30you wanted honesty you got it
35:32why do you have to punish me for being honest about my past
35:36i'm not punishing you
35:38i'm adapting
35:39to the version you only reveal when it's too late
35:42oh yeah
35:44oh don't worry i'm not going to throw anything
35:59good morning
36:02didn't realize we were back to those
36:03are we gonna act like human again if i sit
36:06you can sit
36:07i won't bite
36:13i appreciate the putting
36:15right
36:15you're welcome
36:17maybe boundaries land better when they sound like jokes
36:21you look different
36:24not different
36:25not different just upgraded
36:27into what
36:28the version that sees things how they are not how they could be
36:32that's not fair
36:33no but it's efficient
36:35thank you for the inspiration by the way i updated my dating profile with a new line last night
36:41dare i ask
36:43no poly no drama no surprises after the fact
36:47too specific
36:48we're not our way this
36:49no
36:52oh by the way if someone asks you out claiming to be my friend just go with it
36:59i told you you like complicated women
37:08hey good to see you two getting along just a heads up i got a request for the spare room
37:13she said she knew you so i figured it was okay
37:16you really are the main character this week
37:18her name is ellie
37:19ellie
37:20so she must be pulling up in a second
37:22i didn't invite her i swear
37:24then what's she doing here
37:26i have no idea
37:27she knew that i was here
37:28but i didn't ask her to come
37:30and who exactly is she
37:33we used to see each other
37:35of course
37:46hey babe
37:48you must be maya
37:49i've heard so much
37:51i can't say the same
37:52you didn't tell her
37:53tell me what
37:54that we're not exactly over
37:56ellie
37:58relax
37:59i'm not here to cause trouble
38:00so you brought your girlfriend to the house you're sleeping with me in
38:04oh don't worry
38:05i'm not here to fight over leftovers
38:14you still make toast like it's a nard form
38:16some things never change
38:19and some really really don't
38:21wow cute history
38:23was this your airbnb honeymoon as well
38:26no that one had better lighting
38:30you still listen to the same playlist in the mornings
38:34you want some coffee
38:35no i'm good
38:36just enjoying the show
38:39you're quieter than i expected
38:41theo made you sound louder
38:44maybe he talked too much
38:47no i mean he just talks about you differently
38:52you always go for the complicated ones
38:55excuse me
38:55relax
38:56relax
38:57i mean it as a compliment
38:59but if you're that on edge
39:01it might not work out
39:03it doesn't do well with women who take things personally
39:07trust me
39:09it saves time
39:14thought i might find you out here
39:16i needed air
39:18it feels a little crowded in the house
39:22it's not what you think
39:24then what is it
39:25ellie likes to stir the pot
39:27it's always been her thing
39:29and what's your thing leaving the lid open
39:32she doesn't mean anything to me
39:34why does she act like she never left
39:38maybe i didn't set boundaries when i should have
39:40but i will now
39:42you two have a rhythm
39:45it's like muscle memory
39:47it's history not the present
39:50maybe not for you but for her
39:53she thinks i'm a replacement
39:55you're not a replacement
39:59maya come on
40:00no no no are you out of your mind
40:03you don't get to sleep with me and keep the door cracked for your ex
40:17i'll talk to ellie today
40:19that's so
40:21i should have done it earlier
40:24i wasn't clear and that's on me
40:33just checking in didn't mean to throw you off the spare room
40:36yeah about that she's leaving tomorrow
40:40you should know this happened in the first place
40:43she said she knew you i thought it was okay
40:45she didn't know both of us
40:46just him
40:48look if you don't want to hear it just say it
40:51trying a living never ends well
41:02i told the landlord i'll tell her next
41:05that's progress
41:07you were right it got messy
41:09i let it
41:11but i'm cleaning it starting now
41:13good
41:15i'll hold you to it
41:17and maya
41:18she's not staying another night
41:22i'll tell her the door is still open for her to leave before she really has to
41:36i didn't mean to interrupt your silent retreat
41:41are you always this quiet in the mornings
41:44only when i've said enough
41:45wow
41:47the energy in here is so inviting
41:50ellie
41:51i should have been clear with you from the start
41:55you can't stay here
41:56when did you get so uptight
41:57you said you weren't gonna stay long
42:00i stick to that
42:01i wasn't planning on staying long anyway
42:04the vibe here is weird as hell
42:06i'll be out by tomorrow
42:08thank you
42:09it's been fun
42:10in this weird airbnb threesome energy kind of way
42:14let's not make a tradition of it
42:16no drama
42:18i'll go
42:21just a little piece of advice
42:23leave before it's your turn to be old news
42:32no harsh feelings
42:35really
42:36thanks for letting me crash
42:38you didn't exactly let us know what you were telling
42:42yeah
42:43i've been working on my boundaries
42:45clearly some room for improvement
42:48hey maya
42:49what
42:51for what it's worth
42:52you handled it better than i would have
42:56well that was the weirdest dinner since the power outage
42:59i still think your ex takes the crown
43:02is this off
43:04it's two days old but you should be fine it was in the fridge
43:08my stomach is not loving this trip
43:33i've never eaten leftovers again
43:40your stomach any better
43:42not really but whatever
43:45what does that mean
43:46i'm not spiraling if that's what you're asking
43:49i wasn't
43:51maybe a little
43:52i'm fine it's just been a long week
43:55more like a month and fast forward
43:59no
44:00that bad
44:02no i just um
44:05i need a second
44:12oh yeah talk to me what's going on
44:15this isn't just nausea something feels off
44:19you think it was a food yesterday
44:21i don't know
44:24i just feel really really awful theo
44:29my chest is tight and i feel dizzy
44:34okay
44:34okay sit down now
44:39you're scaring me
44:44what if something's really wrong
44:51i don't know
44:53oh yeah
44:56ginger tea
44:58anti-nautia and poor you not dying
45:01that's sweet
45:02that's sweet
45:03i still might die
45:04be your iron levels
45:07or your body freaking out from all that
45:09or i just have bad luck with leftovers and worse luck with timing
45:13do you eat anything solid today
45:15does three crackers and a crisis count
45:19we should get you checked out
45:20it could be anemia or a vitamin deficiency
45:24or those clams from last night
45:26i should have insisted we skip that big check
45:28dr theo diagnosing me with life
45:32got it
45:44you okay
45:45yeah
45:47just not my finest moment
45:50okay
45:52tender tea three minutes
45:54easy
45:57crit star chance
46:10she's probably never let anyone take care of her
46:14hey
46:15still alive
46:16really i think my soul left during round three
46:21i boiled the tea for exactly three minutes
46:24the internet sort of helps
46:27also the toast is the driest substance known to man
46:30look at you gourmet hospital
46:33you really scared me
46:34i thought i was dying
46:36not in a poetic way like
46:39actually dying
46:41you've been carrying everything on your own
46:43your body probably just stopped out
46:45next time maybe just a tension headache
46:48let me help maya for real
46:50why
46:54i'm not going anywhere
46:57even if i fall apart again
46:59i'll be here picking up the pieces
47:02you read my old journals
47:03wait what
47:06you bookmarked them on your laptop
47:09all of them
47:10i was just trying to understand you that's it
47:13tell me something true
47:15not curated
47:17not researched
47:19just real
47:30you drew this before i got sick
47:37you knew who i was the whole time
47:48i knew your work
47:49i admired it
47:50but nothing i read came close to actually knowing you
47:54still feels like a setup
47:56it wasn't
47:57i swear
47:59everything real between us was real
48:01not researched
48:02you didn't panic
48:04even when i was all over the place
48:06how come
48:08i don't know
48:08i feel like the one time freaking out wouldn't help
48:13have you ever pictured it
48:16the future
48:17eventually
48:19definitely
48:21even if it means
48:22boring routines
48:25school pickups
48:26grocery lists
48:27all the unglamorous parts of real life
48:30especially then
48:32give me the leftovers in the school runs
48:35it's what i've been dreaming in my life
48:37you're not who i thought you were
48:39maybe i was
48:41but i'm much more than that
49:00your screen just said congratulations
49:03no
49:05it said grant committee
49:09no way
49:12congratulations mr lauren
49:14your brilliant proposal has been accepted
49:16we'll see you next week
49:18so surprise
49:20wait you did this
49:21you weren't gonna submit it
49:23i mean you'd talk yourself out of it
49:24so i didn't give you the chance
49:25you sent my work behind my back
49:27yeah
49:29i thought a gentle push wouldn't hurt
49:31i don't know what to say
49:32say he'll go
49:33and leave you
49:35say he'll go for you
49:37even if it means
49:39not knowing what happens to this
49:41nobody has ever done that for me
49:43don't get used to it
49:44you still owe me for the chaos with your ex
49:46i should be sending you flowers
49:48or a therapist
49:49maybe both
49:50if berlin works out
49:53i don't want to go without you
49:55sounds like a plan
49:56let's not call it that
49:58yet
50:07here you are
50:08how come you're up so early
50:11my brain thought 5am was a good time to ever think
50:14and the beach sounded perfect
50:19what's today's theme
50:21no theme
50:22just thinking
50:26what happens when you're gone
50:28i come back
50:30i just got used to you
50:32but i'll get unused i guess
50:34it's not forever
50:36three months
50:37still time to unlearn someone
50:39you said like i was a bad habit
50:41kind of
50:42no
50:44this thing
50:45whatever it is
50:47it was just in timing maya
50:49you helped me believe in myself again
50:51that doesn't vanish because of a trend
50:53i know
50:55don't get me wrong no regrets
50:57except maybe not kissing you sooner
50:59still time to make up for it
51:01careful
51:02you almost sounded romantic
51:04relax
51:05i'm still emotionally unavailable
51:25you
51:35you got a message last night from who tom on the dating app oh so that's what this is about
51:42you didn't tell me we're still there because i forgot not everything has secret meaning
51:51deleted happy not trying to start something and don't you're the one leaving remember
51:58landlord came by earlier two days left new guests are arriving after we leave that came fast
52:10time goes differently here like we passed real life for a bit
52:15so what happens when the real world hits play again you stay i leave both pretend it's fine
52:24is it no not really
52:31do you actually date me
52:45no i'll be coming alone mm-hmm yeah perfect
52:53hey all good we're doing stuff finalizing things
53:00you okay sure you're getting everything you wanted that's not what i asked you said you were going
53:08alone i figured that didn't include me i didn't want to pressure you you think asking is pressure
53:14i think you're scared so am i so what are we doing trying at least am i come with me
53:21i don't care about
53:24it's not a perfect timing or whether this makes sense to anyone else
53:33you made this week feel like real life again or a detour not a break just real
53:49come with me i'll just do where you live do whatever at least takes us
54:03i was um i was thinking about
54:12hey hey everything good yeah i just um you looked happy earlier good news just finalizing
54:22brilliant stuff flights galleries boring stuff he looks like you were planning your escape
54:30you thought it was early no maybe i don't know old habits i guess it wasn't but i get it
54:42i know it's not fair i'm just not used to feeling this vulnerable me neither
54:52i admit what i said i'm all in you can trust this maya come with me
55:02hold on it's my sister how serious is it
55:09should i come home
55:14how bad is it it's not as bad as i thought my sister's got it handled but you got worried
55:21i just felt guilty all of a sudden like i should drop everything and rush home you still can if
55:26you
55:26need to i'll be right here i never thought you'd be the one telling me it's okay to go you're
55:33not
55:33used to people sticking around and you are i'm trying especially for you this is new for both of us
55:40yes
55:43but it's working family we're all in all of it i want you with me whatever it happens you make
55:52complicated seem easy that's because it feels worth it
56:00what now my sister she said mom's asking about you about me
56:07she wants to know if the guy i mentioned is serious what did you say i didn't answer yet
56:17well should i tell mom to expect someone should she
56:25you always pack like you're solving a puzzle well every decision matters doesn't it even the socks
56:37you didn't answer your sister not yet do you want me to meet your mom do you want to i
56:44want to know
56:44you outside this house that means knowing your world too
56:50what if our world only works in here then we carry it with us
56:59sit still don't burst
57:04what was that for i don't forget how you looked right at the start of us
57:10you really want to try this out more than anything so what do you say
57:19just a heads up check out this tomorrow new guest pulling by noon
57:31feels weird to leave feels weird if i don't want to we were supposed to rust remember
57:37instead we're going to tell her species and finally love solid airbnb review
57:44well well you're still talking to each other that's rare
57:48we aim to impress and you left the place cleaner than most to be frank i was kind of expecting
57:54broken furniture given the noise complaints by the neighbors
57:58safe travels you were good chaos i miss eaves dropping this has to be a mistake i booked a solar
58:06state yeah well so did i do you think this is a business model it worked on us
58:17so
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