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00:09You
00:09Previously on Love Island beyond the villa. Iris, what are you doing? Oh
00:15Fuck oh fuck
00:18You and Coco though, you know what you gotta do bro. Get some cojones. How's it going? Rock at the
00:23villa. We just slept and woke up
00:26No, little no, we haven't even kissed yet. TJ's birthday. Yes, Edie's thing. Yes
00:37I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations
00:39I mean they're having a group conversation right now and none of them are asking where we are or for
00:45us to join
00:46Would you be open to like having like a conversation with like Pepe and stuff? He told me lies about
00:51TJ
00:51I can't really like see past that. Why would you wanna go to LA?
00:55There's a lot of opportunity there. So there is. Fuck Oklahoma
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27:30leave so like I might have a conversation with him just about some things that I've heard and
27:35honestly it probably won't be like as big of a deal I because you know how I am a conversation
27:40or like a confrontation it's a little of both I'll try to keep it light but I just want you
27:45to
27:45know like if I'm over there like ruin this fucking party I don't even care honestly ruin it because
27:51I'll be sitting there like yeah get his ass get his ass and then like I find out at brunch
27:56that
27:57he has a girlfriend what he's a girlfriend like they're dating boyfriend girlfriend like they're
28:03exclusive I didn't even know Grayson and Austin were together this is the first time hearing of
28:09all this but I don't slut shame around here I won't say anything about Austin because I've seen worse
28:15I'm from Arizona guys keep going it's not a big deal but anyways I just think that like we just
28:20need to talk a little Austin doesn't have a girlfriend no yeah and obviously like I never
28:24wanted to go there like because we decided not to do it on camera but here we are I know
28:30nothing
28:30about Austin and Grayson of course the situation turned to friends of benefits he's a womanizer that
28:36hurts and I know that hurts and I don't want you to think like that you deserve that yeah you
28:42know
28:44they're like they're like they're like we're done with this Merry Christmas thank you very much for
29:05let's see I've been excited as hell to do this Austin shows up his abs are out kind of looks
29:10like he made
29:11his own vest if I was wearing what Austin was wearing right now I would be freezing my ass off
29:15hey okay sir whatever I'm rating that for the the cane I do man I'm Charlie nice to meet you
29:25come here come here great sounds a bullshit like what Irish actually Irish you were there come here
29:31what was Grayson talking about okay so she wanted to have a talk tonight I've been wanting to have a
29:37talk with her because I mean there's some stuff we need to get straight this is my first event you
29:42know seeing everybody supposed to be a fun night so the fact that you know Grayson doesn't have
29:47any pants on it just seems like this serious conversation should wait till you know we're
29:53both a little more appropriately clothed are you freezing stay strong brother what's up
29:59going on hey we're ripping some shots or what okay oh my gosh good to see you damn how are
30:25you this is
30:25real what do you mean it's real that shit hurts when you touch it it's sequins
30:49oh my god I really don't know why he would show up tonight it's Hannah's party walking in alone you
30:55know what respect to the man she I'm happy he came last time me and Pepe were under the same
31:01roof I
31:01called him a pussy so I'm surprised he wants round two okay I've been waiting for this
31:29great bro you did he came all black oh my god hey what you want me to do I just
31:36don't want to talk to him
31:37okay showing up to my party though it's crazy that is crazy that is pretty crazy it's crazy I wonder
31:43who invited him no practice I get it right this knee brace don't need just a break that's it that's
31:52it
31:52bro I'm not cool with him at this point because he's a nothing but her iris her TJ go to
31:58shake
31:58Jeremiah's hand and it's like the TJ incident all over again I was hoping that Jeremiah would it would
32:09accept it as just plain respecting but now I know the vibe we're on I don't want like my sugar
32:15to see
32:15me get me because I'm like so sweet show him Hurricane Hannah she's ripping through the party
32:25hi hi hi in the spirit of Christmas I just hope Austin and I can come to some sort of
32:34understanding
32:34I think that there's like a lot of miscommunication going on you're the only other eccentrically dressed
32:41person like me here yeah I'm gonna hear Austin out before I just kick him in the jingle bells I'm
32:48a
32:48sexy elf they're asking who invited Pepe I told him what we were doing I said if you want to
32:56pull up
32:56pull up I'm actually shocked that Pepe pulled up but I'm also proud of him and he went through that
33:01same experience with all of us and we shouldn't count him out I know that you didn't have any
33:06feeling tension I'm not trying to be messy that's not even how you are maybe he came here to have
33:11hard conversations maybe he's finally going to own up to some things yes I want to throw a
33:17fucking drink in his face and tell him that he is fucking chopped and unk I think Pepe needs to
33:23fuck off and get out of my space remember how we were talking about like me putting myself out there
33:28and like you know trying to like shake hands and make feasts or whatever yeah I just tried to do
33:33it
33:33with Jeremiah what did he say he was like no I'm good yeah they're not gonna do that and I'm
33:37like
33:37get behind me I don't know why not like as a man you can't you're not shaking a man's hand
33:42they feel
33:43their own way though and I feel my way too like you you acting like I don't have a reason
33:47to feel the
33:47way I feel they acting like I gotta kiss their asses I think you going up to them and be
33:53like yo
33:53we gotta talk they would demand much more respect but you're gonna have to bite the bullet I'm not
34:00doing it you have to I've been in Pepe's shoes I know how it is to walk into somewhere where
34:07you
34:07kind of know a lot of people probably don't want you there early on I had the tough conversations I
34:12put my pride to the side so we'll see how it goes for him how are you good how are
34:17you doing I'm good
34:18you cold yeah it's cold um respect you showing up today of course I know it's a lot I think
34:28you've
34:28got some conversations to have no I don't I don't like that it's weird we're supposed to hear each
34:35other out but like nobody wants to hear my side of it so it's like can I say something harsh
34:39yeah go for
34:40it I think that if you leave here today without having those conversations that's you tucking
34:48your tail between your legs and that's cowardly coming here for a second time even though the
34:54first time turned out a certain way with Hannah saying I'm a pussy and then coming here now I took
35:00the risk okay but you've got two feet in right now and you just need to keep taking those steps
35:07I'm
35:08really really really encourage you be that man now or never I don't know if that's fully what Pepe
35:17wanted to hear but I really do believe in accountability and I hope that Pepe came to own up to
35:26where he
35:26went wrong otherwise Pepe you might be in some trouble cheers to a great night happy holidays to all
35:35the fans yeah baby how many fucking cookies is that I mean you gotta slow down you've had like five
35:44cookies at the end of the day I know Austin will always hear me out but right now Austin's distracted
35:50by the ginger boobs Austin put down the cookies we need to talk excuse me what I've been preaching
35:58all December what I've been preaching I don't know mistletoe I found some let's go find some
36:05mistletoe oh no wait wait what oh my dinky little dinky you hella silly and I feel like this is
36:15the
36:15perfect time is it Coco is gorgeous bro like she's looking all uh uh mood is right time is right
36:30so you don't want to have a special moment in front of the mistletoe thank you for the special moment
36:36boys been pushing the mistletoe thing for I mean like since Thanksgiving I'm like okay we have some
36:56I just wanted our first kids to be a little more intimate a little more private what do you want
37:00to be so bad here I noticed we're being very conservative with our kisses after we made out
37:16with 17 million men this summer come on guys give us a little more they share
37:29the first kiss honestly I was really surprised that you invited me to this like it made me pretty
37:36happy well you know we're probably gonna have to talk at some point obviously he's not cool with
37:41anybody here so I think that that would take a lot for him to step into a place like this
37:48and he has
37:50expressed that he wants to have conversations if he does want to have a conversation he needs to take
37:55accountability for all the lies absolutely but wait can I play devil's advocate for a second no I'll
38:00fucking go up to this bitch ass TJ we're going together I'm gonna let him know all the bullshit and
38:07lies he
38:07said about me I got receipts I got text messages I got screenshots I feel like I studied for an
38:13exam and I'm
38:13walking in to ace this test yo pep I don't got some shit to speak about we do yeah I
38:22want to speak
38:22here we can all sit in for this conversation I'll be honest with you can I speak with him if
38:27that's
38:27okay yeah he's my boyfriend okay what did you uh did you want to talk about um I just want
38:35to know why
38:35the fuck you're lying on my name bro
38:48what you want to talk about um I just want to know why the fuck you're lying on my name
38:52bro
38:53well I what did I say about your name okay so you told her that I told you that she
39:00cheated on you with me in
39:01Koreatown that night you got caught I never once told her yes she did you want to see the text
39:06there's a text message iris and you sucked TJ's dick and went to see him without that is not me
39:12okay and here's number two pull up your phone with the actual battery yo can we get a charger for
39:19real
39:19can we get a charger he said that when her and TJ met up TJ told him that iris sucked
39:26his dick and
39:27that's why it was a cheating scandal but that never happened so TJ's like why did you say this
39:31and then also he told iris that Grayson and TJ had sex which didn't happen which didn't happen
39:38his lies are tallying up oh to be a fly on the wall in that conversation TJ all I gotta
39:45say is
39:46you better work bitch I just said you know TJ and then you said number one he said otherwise and
39:53he
39:53didn't say he said otherwise I wasn't talking about you who were you talking about bro I heard
39:57a lot of things from that night and I don't know any of any of this truth you told her
40:01that I had
40:02sex with Grayson did you say that somebody told me that you hooked up with a couple of people at
40:07a
40:07party was telling her I was like look I heard that he's doing his thing he's having a good time
40:12and that's it I'm not gonna let you just sit here and gaslight us and try to make us believe
40:16that
40:16you're telling the truth right now sorry like and I'm making her upset you want to know why I'm upset
40:20it's because you went on a podcast and you said that I had a word for a cheating scandal we
40:25got
40:25off the island and she had a cheating scandal Iris did uh-huh did I know that you guys were
40:32meeting
40:32up together that night yes I know I'll show you the text I'll show you the text I told you
40:37don't text
40:38him either talk to him in person so you knew but I didn't know you went that night I didn't
40:43know you
40:43went that night did you tell Pepe that you were going uh straight from the airport to meet up with
40:51TJ yeah I think I told I told Pepe what did I tell him I think I told him in
40:58the villa from what I
40:59understand he feels like he supported me in that situation with the scandal Pepe was actually the
41:06one that said you should I'm happy with whatever you choose to do and he said you should actually go
41:12meet up with him in person you want to squash this all apologize literally just apologize first so
41:18what are you trying to prove right now the next day out the villa I wanted to make sure that
41:21there was
41:22not going to be any backlash because were you not nervous about it when like TMZ posted that on
41:27Twitter yeah I mean like it's the first time in my life I've ever been like and so I'm over
41:31here
41:31exactly and so I'm over here nervous of course and so I'm trying to make sure that okay if she's
41:36nervous I don't want you to like so yeah even though I didn't know that you went physically
41:41you did no I promise you I know you're telling me I didn't know I didn't know this is stupid
41:45I didn't
41:46I think the best thing to do there's a whole lot of shit bro like we literally just showed you
41:51text
41:51messages of you trying to tell her that I told you she cheated on you and me like let's not
41:56let's not
41:56skip over that bro I just she said I think tonight or tomorrow I'm going to talk to TJ
42:02and Hannah at some point whatever whatever I said up to you so we kept going okay you knew
42:07hold on hold on I'm gonna walk away from this you can listen I'm gonna hold on I'm gonna tell
42:13you
42:14I'm sorry for everything that happened you don't deserve anything I don't deserve any I don't think
42:18anybody deserves shit okay I'm gonna tell you I'm sorry that you thought that I said anything bad
42:24about you I hope you guys are happy and I really I truly do okay and that's literally all I
42:30have to
42:30say that's all I came here to say I'm gonna walk away yeah all right because like let's talk to
42:37him this is too much yeah I feel like Pepe's apology was fake and I think he's just doing it
42:42to save
42:42face I don't think that his apology is genuine it's I just want to be done with this yeah I
42:51just like
42:51I can't fucking do this like this is stressful as fuck I just don't want to do this anymore
43:00we were pretty close in the villa I don't know where you know and I'm honestly hurt because like
43:05I really thought we were fucking close bro you played the fuck out of me in the villa
43:08that's great played the fuck out of me
43:17it's gonna be fine it's a man thing it's like their egos like obviously it's like let it go
43:24let it fucking go like just be done good riddance bro like get the fuck out of here now yeah
43:29I think
43:30that he just needs to leave Iris is very overwhelmed Pepe showing up really put a damper on our moods
43:38and she doesn't want to be in the middle of it anymore
43:47come on I'm gonna go pick my fucking hair and makeup I look at him while Anderson right now
43:54if you gotta go I gotta go too all right get out of here bro yeah
44:05I don't think there was one point in the whole conversation where he was like I fucked up I take
44:09accountability and I'm like cut the fucking bullshit you had all this time to reach out to everybody
44:13but you wait until we're on camera we're filming this show it's bullshit I did whatever I could do
44:19I told them I'm sorry I told them that I hope they are happy together but let's be honest
44:25I wish she had like understood how I felt as well you know especially going back to like
44:29her and TJ TMZ night I felt like that betrayal it is what it is
44:36Iris is telling me I knew she was gonna go to TJ that's fucking insane everybody's just lying
44:48it's not what I love about this time of year understand me I'm so happy when my family's
44:59here for all the reasons hey y'all what oh lord have mercy hey what what when anybody says
45:06hey y'all it's serious I was gonna just bite the bros out to Oklahoma man yeah please bro
45:12cowboy boots and I would chill ride some horses yeah I rode a horse once in my life never again
45:18though Taylor's a professional and he got hurt so what the fuck I look like doing it bro
45:24hey you ready yeah we can get him a stallion I want the guys to come out to Oklahoma just
45:32to
45:32be able to see my world I think they think it's just boring and so when they see it they'll
45:36be like
45:36ah I see why you don't want to leave like this shit's hurt yeah yeah hey remember the tits and
45:42grits stories Charlie titties tits and grits Austin would go to the strip club for breakfast
45:46what the fuck is tits and grits it's a brunch it's a brunch strip club awesome awesome tell
45:52about tits and grits tell about tits and grits tits and grits all right Grayson wants to talk to me
45:59I'm getting out of here can everybody hear me can we go over by the snow globe I want to
46:07have a speech
46:11a year ago I spent Christmas alone and I was sad six months ago I met my best friends and
46:19I met my
46:19person and I gotta be Christmas is really important to me I want to rewrite traditions for myself I want
46:26to make memories and I've never had a white Christmas before so I thought why not bring a white Christmas
46:34to
46:34LA and give it a second
46:41oh my god
46:46it's so nice
46:50it's so nice
46:53can we get a little stronger
46:58come here baby
47:01come stand in the snow
47:08this is my first Christmas like really being in love and I got my white Christmas and I think the
47:15holidays are such a cute and fun time
47:26I'm just
47:28I'm just
47:44I'm just
48:14I'm just
48:14I'm just
48:14I'm just
48:14I'm just
48:14I'm just
48:17The one thing I'm nervous about is that Austin tries really hard not to hurt me, so I don't
48:22want him to tell me what I want to hear or fabricate anything.
48:26I need him to stand on business, like I need the full scoop right now so we can all understand
48:32what the hell is going on.
48:33So?
48:35Do you want to just get into it?
48:37We can get into it, yeah.
48:53Um, so like obviously, we've talked here and there, but every time we've talked it's
49:01been like high emotion, like high pressure, and in the beginning I basically said that
49:12I was trying my best to be open and get to know other people, right?
49:17This all started because I said, I care about Austin, I have a connection with Austin, so
49:23it's tough for me to try to be open when that's like in the back of my mind.
49:29And I told you I went to brunch with Bella, Andrina and Coco, and you got brought up in
49:36the conversation.
49:39Bella said, Austin, like he has a girlfriend.
49:44And.
49:45News to me, but continue.
49:46Yeah.
49:47News to me as well.
49:48You're telling me you're not ready for commitment, which is okay, but then I'm hearing you're in
49:51a commitment, which just kind of felt like a lie at the time.
49:53No, I can, I can 100% understand.
49:56And yeah, so it, and it also hurt me, duh, like I was like ugh.
49:59And if you would have just told me I'm seeing someone, I would have been like oh okay, like
50:03good for you.
50:04The thing is, I'm definitely not seeing anyone seriously like that.
50:09That's why I was like.
50:09It's just weird because it's like why, why is her like best friend?
50:14Like why would Bella be telling me that?
50:16I don't know why Bella would be telling you that.
50:19Yes, I've spent a lot of time with Raven.
50:21I see this is, this is where Bella is completely off.
50:24She's not there.
50:25She knows what Raven tells her.
50:27I can't thank you so much.
50:28No problem.
50:28I can't control what Raven tells Bella.
50:32Like I, I really can't.
50:33And plus she knows too.
50:34Like I've told you, I'm, I've kind of been a little bit of a hoe.
50:37Like, and like it's been, I've said that multiple times.
50:41One thing with Grayson is I'm, I'm very honest and upfront.
50:45And I told her, you know, I'm not in a place to be in a relationship or anything.
50:49So that's why I am a little bit taken aside that she's so like, like heartbroken.
50:55And also the fact is, Grayson and I talk so much that it's like,
51:00you wouldn't know if I was in a relationship.
51:03Like you would know this.
51:04Like there would be no possible way for you not to know.
51:07Like you talk to my sisters, you talk to my mom.
51:10Like, bro, that's not on a, a romantic level.
51:13That's like, man, you're my fucking friend.
51:15My family loves you.
51:16Like Austin, you seriously think that that wasn't romantic at all?
51:19I, no, I don't get, I don't pick up a romantic vibe.
51:24Of course, if you wanted to interpret it like that.
51:27But no, Grayson, I've been so sorry.
51:29I'm sorry. I'm trying.
51:30I'm sorry because you're sitting here and saying it.
51:33You're acting like there was like literally nothing between us at all.
51:37Every time that we've hung out though,
51:40it hasn't been a romantic time that we've hung out.
51:44Like, that's what I, that's what I'm not understanding.
51:45Just because we're like not hooking up doesn't mean it's not like romantic to me.
51:50I go to dinner with Charlie too.
51:51You know what I mean?
51:52But you don't touch Charlie.
51:56As far as you know.
51:57You know what I mean?
51:58Like, we obviously are affectionate with each other.
52:00But that's why the dynamic of the friendship has to change.
52:03Because I can't do that to myself.
52:04You understand there are feelings involved.
52:06No, I understand that.
52:06You're acting like you've got no feelings involved.
52:08Of course I have feelings.
52:09Like, there's feelings there.
52:13Come on.
52:14I come from a small little southern town.
52:17And in my town, when you go and meet the family, that means something.
52:21So like, honestly, it kind of hurts.
52:23I'm not trying to chain you to a fence post.
52:26I'm not asking you to sit around and play around.
52:28That's fine.
52:28I've never said-
52:29I wouldn't want to start something if I know that I couldn't put my all into it.
52:34I can't be open and try to move on if I'm spending all of my time onto you.
52:40So, moving forward, I can't do that anymore.
52:43Because I have to make space for somebody else.
52:46I feel bad because I know Grayson wants to be loved and to care about someone and someone
52:52to care about her.
52:53I mean, she's a great girl.
52:55She'll find her person.
52:56I know she will.
52:57It's just, right now, it's not me.
53:00I genuinely, like, do love you, Grayson.
53:03Like, I have so much love for you.
53:07It makes me sad because I, you know-
53:10Fuck.
53:11You had to cry and I hear it, give me a hug.
53:18Why are you making it so hard?
53:20It's just because I'm not ready, man.
53:22I get it, and that's fine.
53:24Like, I'm just, I don't want to hurt you.
53:25It hurts me even seeing you cry right now.
53:28I just have a hard time going to that place.
53:33I understand that.
53:34That's why I get emotional because I just, I see sometimes you struggle.
53:39It hurts me.
53:41I want to be there for you, and I know that I can't be in a way that I wish
53:44I could be.
53:49I'm always going to be there for you regardless.
53:52I'm always going to be there for you, too.
53:55No matter what.
53:59Next time on Love Island, Beyond the Velas.
54:02I am going to surprise him.
54:05I love that.
54:06Oh, my God.
54:07What the fuck?
54:08Yeah, bro.
54:08You stop moving.
54:09There you go.
54:10I'm about to break this horse.
54:12Are you happy?
54:13Are you proud of me?
54:16If I say the wrong thing with the wrong tone or the wrong word, like, she turned into
54:21Courtney real quick.
54:25What the hell?
54:27What girl wants to see their man out at the club drinking?
54:30What the hell?
54:36What the hell?
54:38Oh, how the hell?
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