00:25でも俺もう決めたからえっもう逃げないってまだ怒ってる
00:30えっ
00:33いや
00:39ずっと考えてた 今までの
00:44明の剣道とか
00:50えっ
01:16結局なんだえっと嫌がらしされてたトラウマがあって俺を好きになるのが怖かったそれで神田さんと傷のなめ合いで何そんな弱くてずるい自分が嫌でこんな自分は彼方にはふさわしくないみたいな
01:23もともと
01:28自己肯定感が低いんだと思う
01:36あいつと関係が悪化してから
01:40もっと自信がなくなって
01:45今思うと兄貴のことも
01:50そこまで強く劣等感を持ってるわけじゃないのに
01:55わざとそう思うとしたのかなって
02:01少しでも自分に期待して
02:09あの時みたいに傷つきたくなかったから
02:23俺に見える明は俺の中の明でしかないし
02:45たとえそれが張りぼてでも明の一部だって思ってるよでも自分がよく分からなくなっちゃった
03:08俺が暴いちゃおっかなあ明の全部
03:38いやだ何想像してんのいやらしい明違うそんなこと考えてないそんなことって何ですかいやだからそれでいいよ明はこのままで無理に変わろうとしなくても
03:44自分がよく分からなくても自分がよく分からなくても俺にははっきり
03:48明が見えてるよ
03:59一生日陰で生きてる
04:09彼方
04:18あきらは太陽のようなんだからむしろ俺を照らしてもらわないと
04:31何でなくの
04:37見たことない諦めれてラッキー
04:43彼方
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05:06はい
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06:09We're just like this.
06:10And now we're gonna get more like this.
06:15Ah, I don't need to exercise today,
06:18but what are you doing?
06:20I'm sorry.
06:21There's a conversation.
06:24What's up?
06:27I know...
06:28You can't talk to me in any class?
06:31Isn't it?
06:37What was that?
06:39I'll just check it out.
06:44I was going to go to college, but I was going to go to college.
06:49I was going to go to college.
06:52I was going to go to college.
06:55I was going to go to college.
06:56I'm sure I'm going to go to college.
07:02I will go to college.
07:17I'll go to college.
07:19I'll go to college.
07:21I'll go to college.
07:23Yes.
07:34If I'm going to continue to play soccer,
07:38I'll try to do what you want to do next year's selection.
07:41Selection is my ability.
07:45I'm not sure, but I'm going to challenge you.
07:50I'm going to challenge you.
08:27Here we go.
08:43This is my home.
08:47I don't know where I am right.
08:49Let's go.
08:49Can you wait?
08:50I know what to do, but I don't feel like I'm feeling like I'm feeling.
09:00I can't get married yet, but I'll have a feeling like I'm feeling.
09:31It's so hard to get out of here.
09:35Do you know what it is?
09:45I can't remember when I was a kid when I was a kid.
09:50Oh, that's right.
09:59Do you have to decide the path?
10:07I don't think about it.
10:10So.
10:12That's it.
10:20I'm going to go to school.
10:26Really?
10:27Yeah.
10:29But I'm not going to go to my mom.
10:32So.
10:36And that's what I'm just going to call it.
10:39That's what I've known for.
10:44I'm probably not sure if I can do it.
10:54Why is it fine?
10:56In the end, that's fine.
11:01I'm not sure that the other thing is still going on.
11:02It's something to try to make it.
11:02How can I do it?
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