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00:00on sober house
00:01Seth is 90% sure if I'm home tonight
00:04I wasn't over here
00:05Waking up in the hospital really just
00:08left me very distraught
00:09I'm scared for you
00:11Crack
00:12Where'd you find this?
00:13It was in my shorts
00:14I think the f*** is always gonna haunt me
00:17Wow, you can just cut that up
00:19No, no, no
00:20Everyone says David's like an f*** lover talking about Seth like that
00:23I don't care, Mary
00:25I'm drinking in first class
00:27See you soon, okay?
00:28I'm not so stupid
00:30Like he thinks I am
00:32And tonight
00:32Rehab ends
00:34The work begins
00:36You're about to watch
00:40Recovering Addicts
00:43Continue their fight
00:44Outside of treatment
00:46Without a safety net
00:48I'm Dr. Drew
00:50And this is Sober House
01:03It's 8pm on day 22
01:05And Mary has made the decision to attend Swingfest
01:09Despite repeated warnings from her peers about how it could jeopardize her sobriety
01:13We're concerned about it
01:15It's just really tempting
01:17And it gets really weird
01:18And you're gonna be with someone who you're uncomfortable with right now
01:24I wish you guys a moment
01:26I know
01:27She's going with her boyfriend, David Weintraub
01:29With whom she continues to have issues
01:31And I fear that this event could lead to a relapse
01:34I'm drinking in first class
01:36See you soon, okay?
01:39I'm not so stupid
01:41Like he thinks I am
01:51Mary, but if you
01:52Listen, if you can't trust me
01:54And you can't listen to me
01:55I can't do it
01:55David, with all his drama
01:58And a hotel full of partying swingers
02:01I think it might be a little hard
02:03To maintain sobriety
02:11Please get ready
02:12We need to walk out of here in three minutes
02:14So please get dressed
02:15I am dressed
02:17Mary's gonna host today
02:18She's got a number of events, parties, autograph sessions, interviews, press
02:24We'll see where it takes us
02:26Babe, enough
02:27Stop
02:28I just keep saying that
02:29No, you're being annoying
02:30Just let me deal with it
02:33David's so mean
02:43She's the host
02:47Sometimes I really feel like
02:48David just wants to exploit me
02:50We'll come back for a little candy
02:51She likes it sweet
02:52If you know what I mean
02:53And just make money off me
02:55What you're doing
02:56Is what you're supposed to do
02:57Exactly
02:59You gotta run a hundred yards
03:00That's it
03:03I'm not sure if he really cares about me
03:05Or if he just sees me as some stupid whore
03:08You can make money off of
03:09This is the face of Swing Fest
03:12The one and only
03:15Mary Carey
03:16You know, Mary Carey is like a fake happy
03:18It's like I'm, you know, just smile for everybody
03:21Because I feel like I have to
03:24I'm definitely happiest when I'm Mary Ellen
03:26Swing Fest that way
03:31You can do the challenge of the G-Man
03:33And Mary Carey is nice
03:35Hey, Mary
03:36What's up, girl?
03:37Hey, do you want a drink?
03:38No, I'm actually sober
03:38I'm actually 17 days sober
03:40I want to stay sober
03:41But this is definitely a challenge
03:44It was vodka, Red Bull, maybe
03:46You know, it's hard, too
03:48Because David's drinking
03:49If he was really wanting to be supportive
03:51He would be staying sober with me
03:53I need a vodka and Red Bull
03:56Without us ordering it
03:58From the waiters
03:58Just bring it to the table
04:00I know
04:07Somebody's going to come up to you
04:08And bring you a drink
04:09What?
04:10When it comes, you'll know what it is
04:12I'm not going to do that, David
04:13No vodka, no
04:14No vodka, no
04:17When I finish this process
04:19And become sober
04:20I don't even know
04:21If I want to hang out with David anymore
04:26I was really upset
04:27When I left Swingfest
04:28Because I switched my flight
04:30To leave as early as possible
04:31And David wanted to stay
04:33The extra day longer
04:34At this time, we'll continue
04:35With our ghost card holders
04:36I don't know how much
04:38I trust David
04:39I know he was at a swinger's party
04:41And, you know, he's probably drunk
05:02You all right?
05:05David
05:05Oh, they're crying. What happened on a trip? He's just so mean
05:28Guys I'm hanging with that guy. I mean she says they're happy
05:35You gotta stay away from them. Just tell them, say hey, you know, I want you to be my agent
05:41That's it. Show them some maturity. Show them your age
05:46That's a good point.
05:48Because obviously he likes it when you cry
05:51Don't cry, laugh
05:56This is true.
05:57I think it would work out much better that way
06:11After a night of reflecting on her unhealthy relationship with her boyfriend, David Weintraub
06:15Mary finally found the courage to take a critical step towards claiming her sobriety
06:21Hey David, you know, everyone in the house is right about you
06:24The way you talk to me is totally wrong. The way you've treated Seth is wrong
06:29And I just really think that I want to keep it strictly business
06:34And I really don't even want to keep it business
06:35Except for the fact that we have the book deal
06:38Yeah, I got a f***ing 12 year old
06:42What a surprise, David, it hung up on me
06:47Breaking up with David is one of the hardest things I've ever had to do
06:51But it made me realize how much I value the friendships and support that I have found with my new
06:55fellow roommates
07:08Since Andy's arrival, he's had a stabilizing influence on the house
07:11However, he has suffered with his addiction for many years
07:14And it's been at the core of his belligerent behavior
07:17That not only cost him a great deal of public humiliation
07:23But also destroyed many of his closest relationships
07:27I wanted to have him sit down with renowned psychiatrist, Dr. Charles Sophie
07:30To help him address these issues
07:32Hi, Dr. Sophie
07:34Andy, how are you? Nice to meet you
07:36Have a seat, make yourself comfortable
07:38So we were going to meet today as an initial meeting
07:40To kind of get some kind of plan to move forward
07:43So tell me, when you were using
07:46What was your drug of choice beer?
07:48Beer
07:49A lot?
07:49A lot of beer
07:50Regularly?
07:52Every day
07:53Any criminal history?
07:56Not bad
07:57What's that mean?
07:58Well, just a little bit
07:59I've been arrested a couple times
08:01And I crashed my car and got a DUI
08:04We went to jail for that
08:05Tell me, what was it like growing up?
08:08My dad was in the Navy, so he just physically wasn't there
08:11And my mom was drinking a lot, so she wasn't there
08:14You know, look at that
08:15But they were great
08:17My mom had dinner on the table all the time
08:19But did you just hear yourself?
08:21My dad was never there, my mom was drunk
08:24They were great though
08:25Well, they were, that's all I knew
08:27Yeah, I understand that
08:29But that doesn't mean they're bad
08:30But that does mean that maybe you didn't get parenting
08:34Yeah, I don't think I got much parenting
08:36And I think that, there's a lot of stuff in there to trigger anybody
08:40How old do you think you are emotionally?
08:46I might be 12
08:48Are you afraid to grow up?
08:51I'm not afraid, I just, I kind of don't want to
08:56So tell me, do you like yourself?
09:00Yeah, sometimes
09:01There's a lot of things about my past that I don't like
09:07I would love to redo chunks of my life
09:12Go back and just redo it, do it right
09:15Well, you know, you have the opportunity to do somewhat of that
09:19Kind of going out and making your amends
09:22And repairing the people that, you know, got trampled on in the meantime
09:27Yeah
09:27Because if you don't, that's what triggers you to drink
09:31Okay
09:33That's our plan?
09:34Yeah, that sounds good
09:36Thank you
09:38Nice to meet you, I'll see you again
09:39Thank you, sir
09:48My drinking has destroyed a lot of my closest relationships
09:53Right now I'm going to sit down with a very close friend of mine, Mo Collins, who I have hurt
10:00She has been in the trenches with me, hardcore
10:04With drinking and drugging
10:06Then she stopped
10:09I don't know if she's comfortable talking about her stuff, but
10:12We'll find out
10:18Oh
10:20Did I scare you?
10:22I'm sorry
10:23You did scare me
10:25Hi, baby
10:25Hi
10:26Thanks for meeting me
10:31Aw
10:32Are you losing weight, baby?
10:34No
10:35You're just always skinny
10:37Thanks for meeting me
10:39Well, I wanted to see you
10:40Because I'm still living up in the house and I can't really go out
10:43But I wanted to apologize
10:51And you know what?
10:53I'm sure there's a million things to apologize for
10:56I'm glad you asked, here's my list
11:00The scroll
11:01Yeah, I was going to ask you because most of the time I was so drunk I don't even remember
11:05Let me hit the ones that I remember
11:07Okay
11:07I remember you were on stage at one of the comedy clubs
11:11And I was out of my mind
11:14You ruined my set
11:16Yeah, I apologize for that
11:18As per usual Andy Dick, you had to make it about you
11:25But not, not anymore
11:27I'm not drinking
11:29We'll see
11:32Do you remember having a conversation with my ex-husband?
11:37Oh my
11:41That was horrible
11:43Now
11:43And uh, I'm divorced now
11:45I should make the best of him
11:47That was really, really painful for him
11:53For God
11:54That was really bad
11:56That was a big one
11:58It really is
11:59I was trying to help
12:02But I was sick and I was
12:07You know, there was a lot of stuff going on if you remember
12:11I love you
12:11That's why I called you
12:12You're really one of my only friends
12:14I have left
12:17You understand, you know
12:19But all my other friends
12:20I really lost them
12:22I really almost killed them
12:24Killed them
12:27Yeah
12:27You're one of my only friends
12:34That was very good for me to do, but I need to do that
12:38It's
12:39Hundreds of times over
12:40With a lot of different people
12:46Coming up, this is a
12:55For every patient, relapsing brings with it additional problems and stress
12:59Unfortunately for Steven, his last relapse precipitated legal consequences as well
13:05You still smell it
13:07Still completely chaked with heroin
13:09Still completely chaked with heroin
13:21Well, I'm getting ready to go to court
13:24Take care of a business that I brought upon myself
13:28That I need to take care of so I can move on to the future
13:32And the only way to do that is to show up
13:36And that, and I don't want dog, the bounty hunter coming looking for me
13:41Steven Adler seems to be doing better since his last relapse
13:47Alright, that's respectable, huh?
13:49However, as a result of his actions, he's had to hire a lawyer and now must appear in court
14:02This is a simple, we call a pretty basic drug possession charge
14:08The only difference is that it's heroin
14:13Which carries probably the most stringent penalties of all the drugs you could abuse
14:19That is a bus you never want to be on
14:22There's two places you don't ever want to be
14:25And it's in jail and having to have to wear the court
14:28And the morgue, there's three places
14:30I'm in the morgue, I'm telling you you don't know you're at the morgue
14:41Good luck, we'll catch you when you're coming out
14:43Alright
14:48Okay, good luck, good luck
14:50We'll see you when you come out
15:01How'd it go in there?
15:02It went great, it went great
15:04We, uh, we have the matter put over to the 20th of August for arraignment
15:10How'd you go about this, Stephen?
15:11Alright, well, listen, the bottom line is
15:13I made a mistake
15:14I relapsed
15:17You gotta pay for your mistakes, you know
15:19Stephen, any advice?
15:21Have your loved ones
15:24Videotape you
15:25Use it
15:26And then watch it
15:28When you're sober
15:29And see how terrible you look
15:32And how terrible you act
15:33And I'm pretty sure that'll help you not
15:35Want to use anymore
15:52Andy has begun a very difficult but critical step towards his recovery by making amends to those he has harmed
15:58With each amends he can get closer to restoring his spiritual emptiness that in many ways is at the core
16:04of his addiction
16:06So, I'm about to see a guy named Craig
16:10He's the owner of a bar called The Woods
16:13Which I've been kicked out of on a number of occasions
16:17So hopefully this guy will accept my amends
16:20Cause I don't know, maybe he won't
16:25It's dark in here
16:29I didn't really realize how beautiful this place is
16:33How are you doing Andy?
16:34Hey Greg, how are you?
16:36I'm doing a lot better
16:39Well, I came to address, you know, me coming to your bar, I think a lot
16:46You came here like right when I opened
16:49You haven't made it to my new one yet
16:51What's that?
16:52I'm not telling you
16:55Well, I want to apologize for the way I act when I just drink too much
17:02Obviously, I'm drinking to the point where I don't know what I'm doing
17:07And I do something to upset somebody
17:09And all of a sudden I'm being escorted out
17:11I've come to learn to just go along with it
17:13As soon as I feel somebody grabbing my arm
17:16I'm like, what did I do now?
17:17I don't even fight it and I just leave
17:19I mean, I appreciate you apologizing to me
17:21I don't enjoy having to tell people to leave
17:25I specifically don't enjoy seeing people that you need to stop
17:32You know what I'm saying?
17:33I mean, yes, this is what I do and this is where I make my money
17:36But I'm not here to see people destroy themselves
17:38I do have vague recollections of you just being really nice to me
17:44When I was not in a good place
17:47I'm in a sober living right now
17:50Went to rehab, went into sober living
17:57So I want to apologize
18:02Yep
18:03That's very sweet
18:15Coming up
18:16You get f***ed up, you do stupid s***
18:24With only a few days left until the residents leave the sober house
18:28I'm encouraged by their progress
18:30Especially Rodney
18:31Who's steadily becoming more secure in his recovery
18:34But I fear that if he doesn't find a healthy way to work and live
18:38How you feeling?
18:39Feeling good, yeah
18:40He may spiral back into his old ways when he leaves the sober house
18:44I wanted to meet with him to discuss his plans for the future
18:47My brother just started a job today
18:49He just started the construction job
18:53Yes, the construction
18:55So I'm going to call him so I can find out when I can get started
18:59Oh, you're going to work for him? Okay
19:00Yeah
19:00So it would fit into your structure here at Sober Living, yeah?
19:03Yeah, oh yeah, he'll make sure
19:05Great
19:06And what are your challenges right now?
19:08My challenges?
19:10Yeah
19:11I've been really thinking on really turning the house into a sober living
19:16Your own home?
19:18Yeah, my home
19:18Will you have to get rid of some people to do that?
19:21You know, but I don't now
19:22I don't now because my brother, he's moved on with my aunt
19:27And so it's just me and Don there
19:31And we was thinking about just, you know, getting an apartment somewhere
19:35And just, you know, make sure the house runs like a productive sober living house
19:40You know, with the meetings
19:41Right
19:42And all
19:43Great
19:44That could be nice
19:46Yeah, yeah
19:47I want to give something back, you know?
19:50Good
19:51Part of being sober
19:53Right
19:53I think you're doing real well
19:54I think you know you're doing well
19:55Thanks
19:57Thanks for everything, Doctor
19:58Doing good, my friend
19:59Good, appreciate it
20:08After talking with Dr. Drew about starting my own sober house
20:10I felt pretty motivated about it
20:13I decided to take a ride out to my house
20:16I hadn't been back there since I got sober
20:21But when I walked in, I was absolutely shocked
20:26Gosh, I couldn't believe that's how I was living my life
20:40I looked around and it was hard to imagine, you know, my drinking had got me to this place
20:52For the first time, it hit me that my addiction had robbed me of everything
21:11Coming back here and seeing my house in this condition
21:16There's no way I can set up a sober house here
21:20This was enough to make me want to start drinking again, I mean, I just wanted to get the hell
21:25out of there, you know?
21:33Life is more exciting, sober
21:36I'm more childlike
21:37When I'm sober, I want to go explore and do things
21:42When I was drinking, I just wanted to sit in my booth at the pizza place and drink my pitchers
21:48of beer
21:48That's all I wanted to do
21:51So boring
21:52My assistant would say, are we going to sit here in the pizza place again for five hours?
21:58Cooper used to be my assistant and we got sober together
22:01He has remained sober and I remained drunk
22:08So I need to make an amends to him because I think I made him look bad on a number
22:12of occasions
22:13Good to see you, buddy
22:14Hey, buddy
22:15Hey, buddy
22:18How are you?
22:21What's this?
22:22This is, um, they actually put me in the psych ward
22:26They were smart
22:27I drank so much that they tranquilized me in the ass twice
22:32You would have laughed it
22:35I would have
22:35You would have laughed
22:39Well, the reason I wanted to talk to you in person like this is because I want to apologize for
22:44things that I've done to you that weren't cool
22:48Whether it was me yelling at you or whether it's making you look bad because you invited me to one
22:55of your clubs and then I show up drunk
22:56And the thing is, the weird thing is that usually I was so drunk that I don't even remember and
23:01I'm asking you
23:02Are there things that I need to apologize for that I'm not even aware of?
23:08You get f***ed up, you do stupid s***
23:12And it could quite possibly kill you
23:15There was the time when we were driving back from Vegas that I had tried saying, Andy, you can't drink
23:19an open beer in the car
23:21And pouring it all over me, I get out of the car, you drive off
23:24I was sitting there at 2am on the side of the 15 in the middle of Death Valley
23:29Like, okay, what the f*** am I going to do now? And my cell phone was in the car
23:35Just so you understand the level of insanity that you went to
23:40You know, there was the time where we were pulling onto the street and your foot was out the window
23:45So I was rolling the windows up, and you thought I had tried to trap your foot in the window
23:49So you started kicking me in the face
23:55I love you, buddy, and I'm always going to be here for you
23:59Just not when you're acting like s***
24:01I just want to tell you that I have to apologize for all the crap I put you through
24:08But I'm sick of it, I'm done with it, and I ain't going back
24:12This is the first time where I have put sobriety before anything else
24:18Career, family, you, friends
24:20I just got it too
24:22You know, if you take this seriously
24:26That's the best amends you can make to any of us who are actually close to you
24:34I want nothing more than for you, Sissy
24:36I love you, buddy
24:41We're meeting with Andy, it went great
24:42I think he's taking it seriously
24:44You know, he seemed honest
24:46And it's the first time I've heard him say that he's putting his recovery before anything else in his life
24:51And it means a lot to me, because he's taking care of himself
24:55That's a big thing
24:58Coming up
24:59Today I really
25:04I have grave concerns for Nikki, who just two days ago was making amazing progress with her music
25:10Until she got word of a tragedy surrounding her friends and family
25:13To make matters worse, today marks the anniversary of her mother's death
25:18It's really hard dealing with the death of my mom sober
25:22You know, God works in mysterious ways
25:26Everything hit me all at one time
25:28I was thinking about things and trying not to cry
25:32And just, normally I would have a few drinks, do a little bit of bloat in them, the pain
25:37I mean, just anything to take it away
25:42Tonight, she must sing for the first time at her new job in Beverly Hills
25:46So I wanted to meet with her to be sure she's not on the brink of a relapse
25:52How are ya?
25:53We're very colorful
25:55Yeah
25:55Bright
25:57So how are ya?
25:59Not very good
25:59Did you wake up feeling bad, or...
26:03Did you anticipate feeling bad, or were you thinking this would be easier than you thought?
26:10I don't know
26:15Give me your thoughts now
26:16Where has this all taken you today?
26:19Well, that she was here
26:21Wish I could just hug her one more time
26:23Or hear her call me dirty bitch, I don't care
26:27You know?
26:30It was so hard
26:32It was so unfair
26:34Are you blaming yourself, Les?
26:37I don't know
26:39I just wish I wouldn't have been there partying with her
26:42Okay, fair enough
26:47You need to let yourself off the hook
26:50Maybe not today, but you gotta forgive yourself
26:55I don't know
26:56Today I really feel like I need a drink
26:59I'm sure
27:01You know
27:01You gonna be okay?
27:03I don't know
27:05Honestly
27:08No
27:12Aren't you gonna perform tonight, too?
27:13Yeah
27:13Is that gonna be okay?
27:15I don't think so
27:16You don't think it's gonna be okay?
27:18It's just not really what I wanted to be doing today
27:21What'd you wanna do?
27:23Cry
27:24So it's a better thing than just crying
27:26Yeah, well
27:28I just don't know if I'm gonna make it through inconsolable
27:31And I'm worried about that
27:34You know, it's a really
27:37Deep song about somebody that just passed away
27:40And, you know, I can't imagine a life
27:43My life without you kind of song
27:45I just don't know if I'll be able to make it through this song
27:48If you're not moving forward in recovery
27:53But I am
27:54Yes, you are
27:54Yes, you are
27:55No, no, no, Nikki, I'm very pleased with how you're doing
27:57Very, very pleased
27:58And you're tolerating today
28:00You have been doing very well
28:01I think that's just because that's me
28:05Like, I'm tired of trying to be the other person
28:11The hostile, aggressive person
28:13Right, well, that, the rock star chick
28:15This one
28:16Yeah
28:18Now, I have to figure out a way to, you know, be that crazy rock star on stage without drugs
28:25and alcohol
28:26Like, I have to totally turn it around and find a new way to do that
28:30And I think that that person is almost gone like the bad one
28:37And that more of me is coming out and I'm more positive and I'm more sweet and sensitive
28:45And can you draw the two together a little bit?
28:48I have to find a new way to do that
28:51I believe you will
28:54So
29:07Ever since Steven's court appearance, he seems to have had a shift in attitude
29:12Not only has he become very lethargic, but he appears to have adopted an aggressive attitude
29:19Just a week ago, he offered to help Nikki with her music
29:22So Steven, I needed to ask you
29:25If we, like, put this whole band together, will you drum?
29:28Yeah
29:28Yeah
29:29Please, I love you
29:30Awesome, really?
29:31Of course
29:32That'd be cool
29:32But now, just hours from her big performance, he's having second thoughts
29:37You okay?
29:38Yeah
29:39I got the Nikki thing
29:40To do the Nikki thing too
29:42Yeah, yeah
29:44Yeah, it's my song
29:46It's the one you recorded
29:47I don't know
29:49I don't think what you're doing
29:51She doesn't need me necessarily
29:53Well, she wants you there
29:54Yeah, I know she doesn't
29:56But see, should I
29:56Should I not think about what I'm supposed to do?
30:00This one I don't do is one show
30:02That we don't even have anything played together
30:05Start karaoke
30:08You guys don't care
30:11She looks to you
30:13Don't start with that
30:14I don't work to nobody
30:16I want nobody to look at me
30:17Alright, don't give me that
30:18Try and make me feel guilty with you
30:20It just doesn't work on me
30:21It's Chuck that's not
30:23Yeah, that's right
30:23And Chuck is trying to make me feel guilty over here
30:25And it sounds crazy
30:27You can listen to the songs
30:29Listen to it and play it
30:31Totally differently
30:33Okay?
30:34Don't tell me how to run my job
30:36I'm not telling you how to run your job
30:38Don't tell me how to just do this
30:39I can do that
30:40I know what I can do
30:41I'm just giving you an idea
30:42I know what I want to do
30:44I'm just telling you
30:45Because you don't let anybody talk
30:48I'm talking because other people are telling me what to do
30:52What?
30:53That's how I feel
30:53I'm sorry you don't understand or agree with that
30:57I'm just...
30:58But nobody's disagreeing with you, buddy
31:00It seems like you are
31:02No, I'm not
31:03I'm just...
31:03My job is to give you the facts
31:05And let you make the decision
31:19I'm dead
31:20Coming up
31:29Come on, we're going to be late
31:30I'm ready to go
31:31You should perform in these tonight
31:32I am
31:33Oh, well, that's a good idea
31:36Tonight we get to go to P.F. Chang's, which is my mom's favorite restaurant
31:40That outfit's going to be hot tonight
31:42I'm so excited to see you perform
31:44And then after that I got to perform
31:46And I'm a little bit nervous
31:48I don't know that I'll be able to make it through inconsolable
31:53Yeah, that's Sarah close to someone
31:59This is a really important night for Nikki
32:01And when I heard that Steven wasn't going to perform with her, I wanted to see what was up with
32:06him
32:06Are you going to perform tonight?
32:09I guess
32:10I'm sure you don't want me to
32:12Yeah, they'd love you too
32:23I think that Nikki just stood ahead of the table
32:29Nikki, why is this a special place? What's magic here?
32:32This particular location was the first time my mom had ever had P.F. Chang's
32:38And it was while it was on American Idol
32:40And she just raved about it
32:42So this particular location is in the middle
32:45This is the place
32:46This is the one
32:47I didn't know this was the one
32:49Oh, this one?
32:49Yes, you guys
32:50To Nikki
32:51I'll drink a virgin Mai Tai with you, Nikki
32:53To Nikki
32:54To me
32:58Where's Steven and Ron?
32:59Why aren't they coming to dinner?
33:01Is Steven high today?
33:02I totally thought he was high today too
33:05How I can really tell is who's getting so irritable
33:08Yeah
33:08And because he wants to be home
33:10He looks not himself again
33:13And I'm concerned for him
33:14I'm concerned he might be getting high
33:16Or he's going to get high
33:17Yeah
33:18He might just be going through a really tough time
33:20Okay
33:20He might be
33:21That makes you look really high
33:23You know there's a lot of drama and he doesn't like it
33:25Yeah
33:27It's 8 o'clock, you're supposed to be on at 8 o'clock
33:29I know
33:31The worst thing that could happen in my performance tonight was that I cry through inconsolable
33:37And I just can't do it
33:38There's just so much going on for me right now that I honestly can't believe I'm still sober
33:45I'm really nervous
33:46It's my first time performing sober really
33:49So it's definitely going to be a new experience for me
33:53It's also the anniversary of my mom's death
33:56So, you know, I'm going to be doing this one for her
34:03Francisco
34:05Hi
34:06How are you doing?
34:08It's good to see you
34:08We're very excited to have you here
34:10This is a very fun place to be
34:12So I'm going to leave you for a couple of minutes
34:15Okay
34:16I'll call you when we're ready
34:17Okay
34:18All right
34:18So take your time
34:19All right, thank you
34:20Bye-bye
34:24I'm used to being able to have a couple of drinks before I go on stage
34:27So it's something that weighs really heavily on my mind
34:30But I just can't do it
34:32Hey, everybody
34:33How are you?
34:35How are y'all feeling tonight?
34:37Great
34:37We're going to have a little great night
34:39A little entertainment for all of you
34:40The wonderful and beautiful friend of mine
34:43Who I love very much
34:45Beautiful and talented
34:47Nikki McGiven
34:50Come on
34:54Thank you
34:58All right
34:59This song I'm going to dedicate to my mom
35:01And my best friend
35:02Oh
35:03So, here we go
35:13Memories
35:14Memories frozen in a picture frame
35:18Days go on, things will never be the same
35:25When you left
35:28When you left too soon
35:30When you left too soon
35:31I believe
35:33A part of you will always stay with me
35:38Can you hear me?
35:42I'm inconsolable
35:50I'm
36:05Inconsolable
36:06I'm inconsolable
36:10I'm inconsolable
36:13thank you
36:19it was really good just to be able to finally let go i think i was afraid to show any
36:24kind
36:24of emotion because i was afraid that i was going to break down and cry and so to know
36:29that i could make it through it sober i know my mom would be proud i felt like i was
36:34honoring her
36:35memory coming up my hope is that nikki's performance has inspired the others to realize
36:56they can have similar triumphs in their own lives unfortunately the group is now faced with the
37:02painful possibility that stephen adler may have relapsed yet again this is the latest you stayed
37:09up mickey i think did you have fun yeah i got this you're saying stephen did a good job but
37:16he seemed
37:17a little wasted he was falling high at my show oh my gosh oh i really hope he's not using
37:25he's been
37:26high for so many years that's crazy and his i mean he's just so up but you guys and i'm
37:34sober in
37:34rehab for the full time right you didn't do any drugs you know i'm like now i don't know do
37:39you
37:39think he ever smoked before process group what does he keep getting all the drugs from you know what
37:45he was probably getting the drugs when he kept leaving the house a lot lately
37:49maybe like he was walking away and going outside i'm going to smoke a cigarette or something and
37:53i don't need him i mean it's not hard drug addicts are smart when they want to get their drugs
37:58you guys i just gotta go test them
38:08stephen i need you to do a pee test for me honey
38:27there's a female i see it
38:30too sweet feeling is he high
38:42next on the season finale of sober house the bail rules have been you are to remain in treatment
38:49you know what steve do you think i'm going to do this crap steve steve don't walk out steven
38:54are you gonna handcuff me and arrest me now just take me there go ahead okay arrest me out
39:00are there things you want to tell lucas about how you've been as a father i wanted to just apologize
39:07felt a little empty to me i gotta be honest with you i mean you're talking about this young man's
39:11entire life with his father and it's not oh i'm sorry did i tell you i found a cute apartment
39:16today
39:16no you didn't oh it's a sublet and you know it's all it has everything
39:22i love you bye mary everyone says they're gonna keep in touch but i we'll see
39:29i love you
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