- 10 hours ago
Love Island Beyond The Villa Season 2 Episode 4
Category
📺
TVTranscript
00:00:09Previously, on Love Island, Beyond the Villa.
00:00:12Iris! Move!
00:00:16I didn't only make myself look bad, I made you look bad.
00:00:19And I want to apologize for that to your face.
00:00:21I could have done things 100% better.
00:00:24No, thank you. Thank you.
00:00:27Look at all scrumptious.
00:00:28What?
00:00:29I miss you.
00:00:30Oh, I miss you, too.
00:00:32I think we should get everybody together.
00:00:35Have a good time.
00:00:35Like a big reunion.
00:00:37I've never been to Palm Springs.
00:00:38Oh, I heard really good things.
00:00:39Now you're talking.
00:00:41I've been to Hannah since the reunion.
00:00:44For me, the energy was just weird.
00:00:47Do you guys know who's going to Palm Springs?
00:00:48You said Chris, for sure, obviously, duh.
00:00:51Me and Chris did invite Charlie.
00:00:53Did they want me to cry for 40 days and 40 nights
00:00:55over a man I knew for five days?
00:01:19Oh, my goodness.
00:01:25It's like so overwhelming.
00:01:27It's like Christmas.
00:01:28Oh, my goodness.
00:01:31Oh, my gosh.
00:01:33Can we try this on?
00:01:36Oh, my gosh.
00:01:38Wait, you're kind of hot.
00:01:39Whoa.
00:01:40You look real.
00:01:41Oh, my God.
00:01:42I look so good.
00:01:43I look like Bob Ross.
00:01:45Give us your best Bob Ross.
00:01:47There are no mistakes, just happy accidents.
00:01:51How do you want the surprise to go down, though?
00:01:53Like, what's the plan?
00:01:54Wait, what if I pretend to be Bob Ross?
00:01:56And I'm like, TJ, go in the room so I can paint you.
00:01:59Yeah.
00:01:59I'll distract him.
00:02:00You distract him.
00:02:01You dress up like Bob Ross.
00:02:02He will have no idea what's going on.
00:02:04I want to throw a huge birthday bash for TJ
00:02:06because he has told me he's never had a real birthday party.
00:02:09Somebody call TMZ.
00:02:13I have beard in my mouth.
00:02:15OK, so I think that the 80s section is back here.
00:02:18What is 80s?
00:02:19TJ always has his 80s playlist on,
00:02:22so I thought it would be fun to do, like,
00:02:23an 80s-themed birthday party.
00:02:24Everybody's together, and it's going to be a perfect moment for him,
00:02:28and I feel like he's going to really love it.
00:02:30Well, we definitely need to get Jerry a wig.
00:02:32Oh, yeah, I want to get him the mullet.
00:02:34And we need to get TJ an outfit.
00:02:36Oh, Iris.
00:02:37What?
00:02:37You have to wear this.
00:02:41We could get one for Amaya and Clark, too.
00:02:43Oh, def Amaya would wear this.
00:02:45She would.
00:02:45It's perfect.
00:02:46And it's so Amaya.
00:02:48Oh, my gosh.
00:02:49You should wear that.
00:02:50You look like a Christmas tree topper.
00:02:51Happy birthday, TJ.
00:02:54Yeah, the 80s.
00:02:56I forgot some people dressed so suspiciously.
00:02:58See, I wasn't born in the 80s, so I don't know.
00:03:01So, how are you feeling about Charlie being at Palm Springs with us?
00:03:06I don't, like, hate him.
00:03:09But what I don't like is that he continues to, like, go on these podcasts
00:03:14and, like, talk about our four days together.
00:03:18What was actually going through your mind during that whole Hannah situation?
00:03:22All right.
00:03:23You leaving and then watching her with another man after you guys were just, like, we're locked in.
00:03:29Does it feel good?
00:03:30No.
00:03:30I was completely taken out of the picture.
00:03:32Do you know what I mean?
00:03:32But then I do think, had I stayed there, what about if that started going down while I was in
00:03:38the room still?
00:03:39It's like, I feel like I'm collateral damage to, like, just doing what I wanted to do.
00:03:45I arrived to the island during a challenge.
00:03:53I was in a bit of a love triangle trying to figure out who I wanted to couple up with.
00:04:00Who do you want to dump from the island tonight?
00:04:03Charlie.
00:04:06Sorry.
00:04:07But that decision was made for me by my fellow islanders.
00:04:10Oh, please, can I just, like...
00:04:13Somebody getting voted off the island felt like they were gonna die.
00:04:17And you were never gonna see him again.
00:04:20I think he really gets the sympathy from, like, everyone being, like, oh, Hannah did you dirty.
00:04:27And he takes that and he fucking runs across the world with it because he knows that, like, people are
00:04:32gonna eat that shit up.
00:04:32But, like, I have a boyfriend.
00:04:34Why are we still talking about four days of fucking Fiji?
00:04:39I know.
00:04:39Like, just move on.
00:04:41There's a reason that you're 28 years old and never had a girlfriend.
00:04:44Like, and it's not my fault.
00:04:46You know?
00:04:46Not having a girlfriend ever in your existence is just kind of a red flag for me.
00:04:51Because I feel like, you know, you kind of have to date to, like, understand a woman.
00:04:57I'm very complex.
00:04:58He was just never gonna understand me.
00:05:01I wish we had someone from the 80s that could come and help us.
00:05:04Who is from the 80s?
00:05:15What's up, y'all?
00:05:15We're making good progress.
00:05:17You know what I'm saying?
00:05:18Glasses on.
00:05:19Oh, I gotta pack my shoes.
00:05:21I'll be right back.
00:05:22Who are you?
00:05:24I'm laying behind the makeup, mascara, and your back.
00:05:28Are all these your bikinis and stuff?
00:05:30Yes.
00:05:31I don't know what the vibes are gonna be.
00:05:32It's gonna be a movie.
00:05:33I'm excited.
00:05:34I'm really excited.
00:05:35Yeah.
00:05:35I've been seeing you when kicking it with Chris a lot lately.
00:05:38How do you feel about him being at the house?
00:05:41I'm not gonna lie.
00:05:42Chris is, like, one of the coolest guys ever.
00:05:43Like, he's ridiculous.
00:05:46He's ridiculous.
00:05:47Oh, I feel like I'm shining everywhere, let it go.
00:05:53Oh, oh.
00:05:56How many underwear do you need for two days?
00:05:59You never know.
00:06:02TJ.
00:06:03What?
00:06:03You still have your tag on your pants.
00:06:07We're in Palm Springs.
00:06:09Road trip.
00:06:10Road trip.
00:06:11Road trip.
00:06:11Road trip.
00:06:12Really happy when Brian brought up this idea to go to Palm Springs and invite everybody.
00:06:15We should all be able to be under one roof and have a good time, just like how we were
00:06:19in the villa.
00:06:19What's up, y'all?
00:06:20So I think this is the perfect time for me to get a little bit more of alone time with
00:06:24Coco.
00:06:25Jacuzzi.
00:06:26I got cool.
00:06:28What's it going?
00:06:29Views.
00:06:29I like.
00:06:30And the views.
00:06:32The views are crazy.
00:06:34I'm excited for this weekend.
00:06:36Wait, I have an idea.
00:06:37I'm scared.
00:06:39Since we're going to Palm Springs, I want to see snow because I don't see snow ever.
00:06:45Like, come on.
00:06:46Look at what I found.
00:06:47What?
00:06:48There's like a sea lift and you go up the mountain.
00:06:52Look, snow.
00:06:53Now I'm more excited.
00:06:54I think if we make this small detour and meet up with everyone else later, we'll have the
00:06:59time of our life.
00:07:00We can build a snowman.
00:07:01It's just snow.
00:07:02That's so cute.
00:07:03I love the snow.
00:07:04I love Christmas.
00:07:06I think it'll make it feel like Christmas in California.
00:07:08Are we going to fit all these suitcases in the car?
00:07:10We're going to make it fit like Jenga.
00:07:18Damn, you're out of breath.
00:07:20Fuck you.
00:07:24Oh, what the hell you got in this?
00:07:26You bringing Taylor?
00:07:27Where the hell is my stuff about to go?
00:07:30No, no, it'll fit.
00:07:31Oh, trust me.
00:07:34I don't know why there are so many suitcases.
00:07:36We're only going for three days.
00:07:38Look.
00:07:39Oh, what the hell?
00:07:41It's going to fit.
00:07:41All you need to pack is some underwear, socks, some t-shirts, maybe a couple pants.
00:07:46Not maybe a couple pants.
00:07:48Pants.
00:07:49Hey, my jacket's here, right?
00:07:50I'll be back.
00:07:52Okay.
00:07:52We're off to Palm Springs.
00:07:59It has been so long since I've been in that villa, so I feel like this trip is going
00:08:07to have a similar feeling to just, like, everybody in the same place on the same type of timing,
00:08:13so I'm looking forward to it.
00:08:14Same type of timing?
00:08:15Same type of timing as the villa?
00:08:17I mean...
00:08:18We're doing challenges in this shit now?
00:08:19What do you mean, same type of timing?
00:08:21We're playing spin the bottle?
00:08:22No, no, no, like, we're all going to be in one place, and we're going to have to talk, you
00:08:26know?
00:08:27I'm going to let them talk.
00:08:28I'm chilling.
00:08:35Wow.
00:08:37A mini villa in the meadow of Palm Springs.
00:08:40We're going to have so much fun.
00:08:49What are we getting in the bag?
00:08:50Yay!
00:08:51Yes!
00:08:52To the 20 heavy bags you guys brought for two days.
00:08:55Ridiculous.
00:09:00Welcome to Paradigm.
00:09:02After you, really?
00:09:03Wow!
00:09:07Y'all...
00:09:08No, this is wild.
00:09:08Oh, my gosh!
00:09:12This place looks even more fire in person, I'll say that.
00:09:15Period.
00:09:15Y'all did so good.
00:09:17Y'all did so good.
00:09:17The jacuzzi!
00:09:19Oh, yeah.
00:09:20I'm pulling my ass off.
00:09:21Oh, my gosh.
00:09:22I feel like I'm in the villa again.
00:09:24It's so beautiful.
00:09:26The pools, the hot tub, the little hideaways.
00:09:29Like, this place is just sexy.
00:09:32I like this.
00:09:34Yo, Chris.
00:09:34I got the bed dressed for you, brother.
00:09:36For me?
00:09:37Yeah.
00:09:38Oh, my gosh!
00:09:40The bump beds!
00:09:41Yeah, man!
00:09:41Bro, I wouldn't even fit, bro.
00:09:43Yes!
00:09:44They're perfect!
00:09:49Charlie, when's the last time you've seen Hannah?
00:09:52Oh, the reunion.
00:09:53Really?
00:09:54Yeah, man.
00:09:54How do you feel about seeing her now?
00:09:57Uh, you know, it's not like there was ever anything after the show.
00:10:01Just kind of ended there and then, so that whole thing's, like, long gone, do you know
00:10:06what I mean?
00:10:06No, for sure.
00:10:07Yeah, at the reunion with Hannah, I just felt like her energy that day was very, like,
00:10:11cold with me, you know?
00:10:12And I was confused by that, because I've done absolutely nothing to warrant that type
00:10:17of energy.
00:10:18So I don't even know what it's gonna be like.
00:10:20I don't know how I'm gonna feel.
00:10:21I don't know.
00:10:22It's just a lot more, like, we'll see when it comes, type thing, so...
00:10:26Yeah, man.
00:10:27That's that, really.
00:10:28Yeah, that's that.
00:10:31Can we pull over?
00:10:32I'm having anxiety.
00:10:35You're probably a little bit nervous, because you're about to do some big girl things over
00:10:38there.
00:10:39I know.
00:10:39But also, Charli is a little bit, like, bickering, too.
00:10:44You and Brian left the show together, and he doesn't still talk about you on podcasts.
00:10:50There's no point in talking and bringing extra negativity to us when we know all of us have
00:10:56gotten hate.
00:10:57So why would you drive more hate to someone, especially when they don't deserve it?
00:11:02And you know that I don't deserve it.
00:11:10Look at the mountains.
00:11:14Beautiful.
00:11:15This is so beautiful.
00:11:29There is so much oxygen up here.
00:11:31I know.
00:11:31I can feel like I could breathe.
00:11:33Wait.
00:11:33I thought it was less oxygen.
00:11:35I know.
00:11:36I know.
00:11:36I know.
00:11:41I know.
00:11:47I want a raccoon, and I want to take it home and make it my baby.
00:11:51Being a southern girly, I didn't really know too much about Cali.
00:11:54So, seeing the snow, I didn't know about all of this.
00:11:58But it's cute.
00:12:00Oh, my God.
00:12:01Stop.
00:12:02I have to decline.
00:12:04We don't want to do that.
00:12:09Oh, my God.
00:12:09Look at the public table.
00:12:11I feel like so white.
00:12:13Cheers, guys.
00:12:14Cheers to good vibes.
00:12:16Friends and family.
00:12:18To talking some shit.
00:12:19Right.
00:12:19Cheers.
00:12:21Speaking of friendships, what do we think about Coco and Chris?
00:12:26Wow.
00:12:26I have to think of three months for this.
00:12:28I have been picking up that they're, like, possibly dating.
00:12:31I saw them at Friendsgiving when we were doing the prayer, and they were going like this,
00:12:36and everyone else was like this.
00:12:37They were picking up.
00:12:38And they were like that.
00:12:39And so I was like, hmm.
00:12:40And then I went go-karting, and I noticed that they were, like, all cuddled up go-karting.
00:12:47Oh.
00:12:48Yeah.
00:12:48So they're really a thing.
00:12:50Yeah.
00:12:51Well, maybe her mind could be very accommodated with Chris, though.
00:12:54I also want to go-karting with-
00:12:55She don't try some shit with you.
00:12:56Facts.
00:12:57And I know the last time that you guys spoke was from Friendsgiving.
00:13:01Yeah.
00:13:02Okay.
00:13:02How did that conversation for you end up?
00:13:04As best as it possibly could.
00:13:06Yeah.
00:13:07When we were in the villa, I felt like you were, like, damn near, like, love bombing me.
00:13:10Like, you would say, like, cuckoo.
00:13:12No funny shit.
00:13:13Love bombing you?
00:13:13No, get up.
00:13:14I'm not gonna lie.
00:13:15That's delusional.
00:13:16Although I was understanding of why she would feel the way that she feels, I don't think
00:13:20she was reciprocating the understanding energy.
00:13:23We obviously are not going to be besties, and that's fine.
00:13:27But, you know, as long as we're respectful to one another, I'm just like, forgive, let
00:13:32it go.
00:13:32Right.
00:13:33I'm really cold.
00:13:33Let's just go to the house.
00:13:35Let's blow this popsicle stand.
00:13:41Is it cold?
00:13:42Oh my gosh, it's warm.
00:13:43Oh, we should get in.
00:13:45Who are you most excited to see today?
00:13:46Everyone.
00:13:47Everyone?
00:13:47Like, it's gonna be nice that we're all in one place.
00:13:49Yeah, I appreciate it.
00:13:50Jesus Christ.
00:13:52He seemed a little disappointed that y'all were in the same room.
00:13:55Let's just make this the guys' room.
00:13:59Okay.
00:13:59The guys' room?
00:14:00Four guys.
00:14:01Chris is like...
00:14:05Girl, it's okay, child.
00:14:06He's gonna be all right.
00:14:07I think that's cute.
00:14:09You gotta keep him on they toes a little bit.
00:14:11He's so silly.
00:14:12I think he's gonna try to sneak in.
00:14:14Oh, heck no.
00:14:15He better chill out.
00:14:16This is gonna be so good for you guys, like, to just spend time together and, like, get
00:14:19to know each other more.
00:14:20Yeah.
00:14:20In this kind of setting, too.
00:14:21Like, it's just a vacation.
00:14:23Mm-hmm.
00:14:23This is the life.
00:14:25How you feeling about Maya coming?
00:14:28Not really stressing about it.
00:14:29Here for the good vibes.
00:14:31You and Coco, though.
00:14:32You haven't kissed her yet, right?
00:14:33No.
00:14:35This is usually not my MO.
00:14:38Um, nothing in my love violin experience has shaped me to be this way.
00:14:41I think this is just kind of how I want to move outside the villa and going forward.
00:14:48You know what you gotta do, bro?
00:14:50Get some cojones.
00:14:51And you know what you gotta hit her with?
00:14:52Huh?
00:14:52When it's just y'all two?
00:14:53Two words.
00:14:55Come here.
00:14:57That's all you gotta say.
00:14:59That's all you gotta say.
00:15:02Aim for the middle of the square.
00:15:04Yo.
00:15:04Yo.
00:15:05Period.
00:15:06Period.
00:15:07I'm actually nice.
00:15:08Hold on.
00:15:10This place is sick.
00:15:11Yo.
00:15:12I like the, I like the flooring.
00:15:13Oh my gosh!
00:15:15Yay!
00:15:16Yay!
00:15:16Did y'all leave it?
00:15:17Hold on a sec.
00:15:18Bro, what?
00:15:19Did you get a direct flight from Jamaica?
00:15:21Hi!
00:15:23Thank you!
00:15:24One thing I didn't do in the villa was get in that pool.
00:15:27So I'm gonna get in that pool!
00:15:29So we get in that pool!
00:15:30And you can leave money in that pool!
00:15:33And you can leave money in that pool!
00:15:35And you can leave money in that pool!
00:15:37You want me to dunk it?
00:15:38I got you!
00:15:39This shit lowers?
00:15:40My brother!
00:15:41Bro, I'm a runner, bro!
00:15:43Oh, yeah, yeah, right, right.
00:15:44Oh, there we go, there we go.
00:15:44That's cool.
00:15:45Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:15:48Hey!
00:15:50Boys, we're hungry!
00:15:52Should we cook up?
00:15:53All right, all right, all right.
00:15:54You know he's gonna ask us to cook.
00:15:55He's gonna piss me off.
00:15:57I think it's fair since the fellas had to cook all the meals in the villa.
00:16:04Oh, I like this.
00:16:04This sounds like a proposal.
00:16:06I like this.
00:16:07I like this.
00:16:07I think the woman should take care of the kids.
00:16:08Yeah.
00:16:09Great idea.
00:16:09Yeah.
00:16:11You know, I'm not opposed.
00:16:12Are we locking it in?
00:16:14Like, do y'all know how to make drinks?
00:16:15Yeah!
00:16:25What's going on?
00:16:26Welcome to the crib, man.
00:16:27Yo, this is nuts.
00:16:29It's all on Brian's card.
00:16:30Let's go, Brian.
00:16:31Shout out, Brian.
00:16:32Wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:16:32How many bedrooms are there?
00:16:33Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:16:34The master bedroom is reserved for Iris and TJ.
00:16:38Oh!
00:16:41Oh!
00:16:41Bring her back!
00:16:42Oh!
00:16:44Oh!
00:16:45Oh!
00:16:50Miss Grace, how are you, love?
00:16:51Isn't it so pretty?
00:16:52It's so, so, so cool.
00:16:54I know.
00:16:55It's gorgeous.
00:16:56I know.
00:16:56It looks so nice.
00:16:57We need a whole...
00:16:58Maya?
00:16:59...exploration.
00:17:00Sorry, love.
00:17:01Good?
00:17:01Good, good.
00:17:03We gave each other a hug and everything, so, like, that's cleared.
00:17:07Like, that's definitely a good start to our Palm Springs trip.
00:17:10Honestly, in regards to how I spend my time at Palm Springs, I'm going to be waking up Tannen.
00:17:17I'm going to be minding my business, looking cute, taking my pictures, and calling my boyfriend all the fucking time.
00:17:23Brian is not even in my dot.
00:17:25He's not even that tall for me to even look up, you know?
00:17:29I'm hungry.
00:17:31We're making, like, ground beef and all the teams.
00:17:35You're gonna get some hot, hot, yeah.
00:17:37You're gonna get some hot, hot, yeah.
00:17:39I'm just gonna check in.
00:17:40Mm-hmm.
00:17:41You straight?
00:17:41Mm-hmm.
00:17:42Oh, boy!
00:17:44It's dinner!
00:17:47How are you feeling about Charlie?
00:17:49I'm not going to acknowledge him.
00:17:51He's making it a little awkward.
00:17:53He's, like, he's awkward.
00:17:54His presence just is, like, a dark cloud, and right now, I'm like, I just don't want to do that.
00:17:58I can't deal with it.
00:17:58I can't.
00:17:59I don't have the energy.
00:18:07Smooth?
00:18:08You good?
00:18:11You promised?
00:18:12Yeah, I'm all right.
00:18:14Look, me and Hannah are strangers.
00:18:16We don't know each other like that.
00:18:18We never became friends like that.
00:18:20Essentially, it's this weird situation, because it's this girl that I had this intimate moment with.
00:18:25So, trying to understand how to go about it in a normal way is tricky, because it doesn't feel normal.
00:18:33Food is ready!
00:18:36How's seeing Hannah? Cool?
00:18:38Uh, we haven't really acknowledged each other, to be honest.
00:18:41All right.
00:18:41Do you feel like, like there will be a conversation tonight?
00:18:46Or...
00:18:48Tonight?
00:18:49I don't know.
00:18:51Let's go!
00:18:52Come on, guys!
00:18:53It's Taco Tuesday!
00:18:54I'm hangry!
00:19:04Oh, my God.
00:19:05Well, thank you to everyone who cooked.
00:19:08Buon appetito.
00:19:09Got blessed.
00:19:09Grayson and Coco killed this.
00:19:11Thank you guys so much.
00:19:12I just put things in both.
00:19:14You helped, and so did you.
00:19:15Thank you so much for doing.
00:19:17Nah, Coco, you threw it down.
00:19:18Man, it was fucking good.
00:19:20I don't have no seasoning, but we made it work.
00:19:25Mmm, tacos.
00:19:32Nothing.
00:19:37Something's not right here.
00:19:39Jesus.
00:19:40That dinner table, you could cut the tension with a knife.
00:19:44Everyone knows that there's a bunch of tension.
00:19:47Coco's looking around like, what's going on?
00:19:48Bella's like, is everything okay?
00:19:50I'm looking at Iris.
00:19:52Iris is looking at Hannah.
00:19:52Hannah's looking at me.
00:19:53I'm like, what's going on?
00:20:05You ready to rip off that band-aid and confront him?
00:20:08No.
00:20:10I know that I need to break the tension,
00:20:13because it's a little awkward, but I'm scared.
00:20:19Well, guys, we're at the end of the year.
00:20:22What better way than to leave all the tension in 2025?
00:20:27So I just want to start.
00:20:32Charlie, we have not spoken since the reunion.
00:20:38From what I've gathered, you were not happy with me.
00:20:51From what I've gathered, you were not happy with me at the reunion.
00:20:55Yeah, I just felt like your energy was really off.
00:20:58Yeah, I will say I was not doing well.
00:21:00I was trying to handle that to the best of my ability.
00:21:02I'm sorry I was not thinking about you.
00:21:04I was thinking about how I would be okay.
00:21:06I accept your apology.
00:21:07You know what I mean?
00:21:08It is what it is.
00:21:09But you seem to be much cooler around Pepe.
00:21:11And I was just like, this is a bit weird, because...
00:21:14Because Iris is my best friend.
00:21:16And I think she was just being nice,
00:21:17because, like, I was next to him, like, during the reunion.
00:21:21Yeah.
00:21:21I was just needing somebody there for me in that time.
00:21:25And Pepe was, like, there for me.
00:21:27And I think that just shows, like, a testament to his character.
00:21:30I don't understand what happened at the reunion.
00:21:32I just, for me, I was like,
00:21:34it just left an impression where I felt,
00:21:36is this girl genuine?
00:21:37But I wasn't, like, bad with you.
00:21:40We just, like, weren't friends.
00:21:41It wasn't like I was trying to be harsh with you.
00:21:44I literally, as soon as that reunion ended,
00:21:46I was fucking sobbing.
00:21:47I think that's what I struggled with a lot,
00:21:50is I just felt like there was so many unanswered questions.
00:21:54I needed to go.
00:21:55I was crying.
00:21:56Brian, you were there.
00:21:57I'm fucking having a panic attack.
00:22:00I've been a pretty anxious person my whole life.
00:22:04But I think I had my anxiety on a pretty tight leash.
00:22:07And now I feel like it's making it hard for me
00:22:10to want to do things more.
00:22:12Harder for me to leave the house.
00:22:14I haven't really figured out how to handle it.
00:22:17But I will say, we weren't in a relationship.
00:22:19It was five days of my life.
00:22:21I just don't want to talk about what happened six months ago.
00:22:25I'm now in a relationship.
00:22:26And, like, I don't want him to open up his phone and be like,
00:22:28oh, why is this man on a podcast still talking about you?
00:22:31Yeah, for sure.
00:22:33I get it.
00:22:34But it was never a podcast to go on and talk about Hannah.
00:22:37It was a podcast to go on and talk about my journey.
00:22:39Yeah.
00:22:40To getting on the show.
00:22:41And then my time in the show.
00:22:42And my time in the show involved majority of you as the storyline.
00:22:45They're always going to ask a question about you.
00:22:48Wait, hold on.
00:22:48Are we back in the holidays?
00:22:51Like, where's the podium?
00:22:53Because I feel like people are standing on business tonight.
00:22:56There's ways to, like, divert the situation.
00:22:58Because if you open the comments, it's all, like, shitting on me.
00:23:00And it's, like, I feel like you're fueling that.
00:23:03And that's, for me, what hurts.
00:23:04No, it doesn't feel good, but we all signed up for the public eye.
00:23:07Yeah, but we shouldn't be adding to it.
00:23:09No, no, I'm saying...
00:23:09Like, podcasts have caused all of us.
00:23:11You are almost victimizing yourself and using me as, like, this villain for doing the damn thing.
00:23:17Doing what I needed to do.
00:23:19And was I supposed to cry for 40 days and 40 nights?
00:23:22Not at all, not at all.
00:23:23At the end of the day, some people end up looking like a villain.
00:23:26Some people end up doing things that people don't like.
00:23:29It sounds to me like you're annoyed that people see me as a victim.
00:23:32You know, that's, like, some kind of self.
00:23:35Like, she's annoyed with herself.
00:23:36It's clearly, like, things are being said because Austin went on a podcast and said that I'm a snake
00:23:41for how I did you.
00:23:43Hannah.
00:23:43Snake-ish.
00:23:44I don't like the way she did my boy, Charlie.
00:23:47So, like, that has to be something that you guys were talking about.
00:23:51That's his opinion and he's also my friend.
00:23:53The same way that you have an opinion on Pepe for what he did to her, he has an opinion
00:23:57on you for whatever reason.
00:24:00Yeah, but, bro, you were fucking telling her, like, yo, like, TJ's too young anyway.
00:24:04Like, it wouldn't have worked.
00:24:05I'm glad you're with Pepe.
00:24:07And you're my friend, bro.
00:24:09What, when we were discussing and talking about how you were saying, though, that his TikToks were putting you off?
00:24:26And I said, maybe, do you know what, though, he's a bit younger, so maybe he's doing things differently.
00:24:30No, Pepe was bothered by the TikToks.
00:24:32I said, get your back, TJ.
00:24:33Yeah, that's not how it went down in the conversation.
00:24:35Yeah, how the fuck did it go down?
00:24:37They were both talking about how your TikToks were cringing them on, yeah, and putting them off.
00:24:44Well, that's not like...
00:24:45I mean, yeah, we talked about...
00:24:48That's not, like, that big of a deal.
00:24:50Mmm, let's focus on the two people that are having the conversation.
00:24:55We're losing the plot here.
00:24:56At the time, you and Pepe looked like you were going strong, when deep down all this time, all this
00:25:01shit was going on, why didn't you just fucking end it?
00:25:03Do you know what I mean?
00:25:04Because I think you're thinking that it's super simple.
00:25:06You're trying to make her seem like she is wrong.
00:25:09You met TJ.
00:25:10No, just not.
00:25:10Because you clearly don't know what it's like to be in a relationship where you feel manipulated and you don't
00:25:14know how to navigate that, so don't ever fucking blame her for staying in a situation that she didn't know
00:25:19how to get out of.
00:25:20It is not her fault.
00:25:21It's a unique situation.
00:25:22I get that it's a unique situation like that.
00:25:24I get that it's a unique situation.
00:25:26Absolutely not.
00:25:27They just keep going in circles and he's digging a hole that he doesn't need to dig and he's digging
00:25:32himself deeper and deeper and deeper and I honestly want to just like, be like, stop, shh.
00:25:39Yeah, we should focus on the initial problem and then solve that shit and then move on, bro. Y'all,
00:25:43we're just talking in circles.
00:25:44Let's just like drop this conversation.
00:25:47What, you were just explaining how Hannah's a part of your story, Iris is a part of my story, so
00:25:50how are you gonna come at me for posting a couple TikToks?
00:25:53It was them that were coming at you for the...
00:25:55But we weren't coming at him for it.
00:25:56You were saying...
00:25:57You're like totally going too far.
00:26:01This is intense.
00:26:03He's having a hard time explaining himself and the girls are having a hard time understanding him.
00:26:08I'm just glad that this is not me and Clark, you know what I mean? Because that would have been
00:26:11ghetto as hell.
00:26:12You mentioned that he said that you're a bit too young.
00:26:15I think what he's just trying to clear up is that he only said that about you because they mentioned
00:26:19you and what you were posting.
00:26:21And he said that in a way of trying to console her and make her feel like maybe she was
00:26:25possibly making the right decision.
00:26:26He's probably not trying to come for you and he is probably your friend for real.
00:26:31I feel like we've been lacking like a lot of love and like empathy and like understanding and like care.
00:26:38Like I feel like sometimes it can seem a little clicky and like it's already bad enough like we all
00:26:42feel like the world is against us.
00:26:44Well, that's what I think is happening.
00:26:46I do think you were saying it to be supportive and to be a good friend.
00:26:49I don't think you were trying to take shots at TJ.
00:26:53The world is against us. The public is against us.
00:26:56And so it makes us look at each other different ways when in actuality we were all good.
00:27:03We were all fine, you know?
00:27:05And then people have infiltrated our minds in a way.
00:27:09And it's caused a division in our entire cast.
00:27:11It's caused a division.
00:27:12And everybody's scared to do certain things.
00:27:14It's all like a big mind trip.
00:27:16And this is what I'm saying.
00:27:17I think sometimes you look at a podcast as a platform to be able to explain a bit more.
00:27:22Yeah.
00:27:22And it's like it can be frustrating because if you never speak, you're just going to have to set the
00:27:27narrative that people see.
00:27:29Exactly. That's so real.
00:27:30And I also say going off of that, I was the first one out of the villa.
00:27:35And I was offered a lot of different podcast opportunities, you know?
00:27:40The truth of it is like, Hannah, you were Charlie's villa experience.
00:27:45Like, I relate in that aspect because, you know, I only had one person from my villa experience too.
00:27:50And so whenever I do go on podcasts, like that name is always brought up because that was like my
00:27:56experience.
00:27:57I don't think like him going on those podcasts was ever in a way to like bring you down.
00:28:04That's taken and clipped and blown up because you are the only person he's been associated with.
00:28:10It's just like for me, it's hard because like, like I don't even want to leave my house.
00:28:18Like, I don't leave my house.
00:28:20Don't worry, babe. You're good.
00:28:22We all put ourselves out there and it can be very fucking great for us after.
00:28:26You know, our life, our lives have all changed.
00:28:28We're all doing great things.
00:28:30You know what I mean?
00:28:31But it does come at a cost.
00:28:34I'm going to call my boyfriend.
00:28:41I'm just having a lot of anxiety.
00:28:43I'm sorry.
00:28:47She probably just needs a breather.
00:28:49All right.
00:28:49Should we, uh, should we clean up?
00:28:52Yeah.
00:28:53Yeah.
00:28:54Yeah.
00:28:55Yeah.
00:28:55No, not really.
00:28:57How you doing, Chris?
00:28:58Not a piece.
00:28:59I don't want to just chime in.
00:29:01You know what I mean?
00:29:01When it's not my place.
00:29:03It's hard being away from home.
00:29:08I know.
00:29:09It's just hard when you're not here.
00:29:13Hang in there.
00:29:18Anna?
00:29:19I'm in here.
00:29:21Where is she?
00:29:22I don't know.
00:29:23I was looking at the wrong fucking door.
00:29:27I'm just getting overwhelmed.
00:29:31Don't worry.
00:29:32You said it all in a very mature way.
00:29:35Coco, I really appreciate you helping me articulate.
00:29:38Of course.
00:29:38I've been left in that and no one backed me up.
00:29:41I have trouble.
00:29:43Like, I don't want to, like, seem like I'm being a bitch,
00:29:47but I'm just, like, having trouble expressing how I'm feeling.
00:29:50You're not.
00:29:51You're standing up for yourself.
00:29:58It's just massive.
00:29:59Just a mess.
00:30:04Sorry, guys.
00:30:05I was trying to, like, bring the mood down.
00:30:21Bikini's later on, right?
00:30:23Yes.
00:30:23Mary?
00:30:24I probably need, like, five room.
00:30:25Me too.
00:30:26Oh, yeah.
00:30:28What?
00:30:29Daddy!
00:30:30Look at me, I love her.
00:30:31There she is.
00:30:32That's his baby!
00:30:33He's dancing.
00:30:34She dropped the egg!
00:30:38He's got me up and I'm tired of my blood.
00:30:42You call him white chocolate?
00:30:43Nah, this girl he's saying calls him white chocolate.
00:30:46Oh, word.
00:30:46Look at Shy now.
00:30:48I kind of like it.
00:30:49You love it.
00:30:50That's OK.
00:30:50It makes me feel cool.
00:30:53You should have came.
00:30:54You should have had finals week last week.
00:30:56It was either come and.
00:30:58And fill everything?
00:31:00Get zeroes?
00:31:01Yeah, fill all my classes.
00:31:03Welcome.
00:31:04We've already go shopping, get dressed, and let's go.
00:31:07It's a new day, new energy.
00:31:10Everyone's going to split up, go their separate ways.
00:31:12I think everyone just needs time to breathe.
00:31:18Come on, Coco Chanel.
00:31:19Here we go.
00:31:22What are you guys doing?
00:31:24Let's go.
00:31:24We got a tea time.
00:31:26Tea time.
00:31:28What the hell are you guys wearing?
00:31:30Bro, I didn't bring no golf.
00:31:32Bro, do I look like a moment that I golf?
00:31:34I've been golfing one time.
00:31:35I don't really own no golf gear.
00:31:38You see how me and Chris showed up.
00:31:40Take us out the hood.
00:31:41Can't take the hood out of us.
00:31:42Let's go.
00:31:51Who's ready to golf right now?
00:31:53Let's go.
00:31:54My goal today is to get a hole in one.
00:31:56Oh.
00:31:57Why are you laughing?
00:31:59You want to style me?
00:32:00Yeah, I got you.
00:32:04Swagger, bro, like some designs, huh?
00:32:07What size is this?
00:32:08How long you been golfing for?
00:32:09Since I was born.
00:32:11Oh, really?
00:32:12Oh.
00:32:13It's water.
00:32:15Really?
00:32:16Oh.
00:32:17Wow.
00:32:18Maybe if you're thirsty when you're cooking.
00:32:20You guys are going to thank you.
00:32:21No, everyone.
00:32:22Watch in peace.
00:32:23It's a new day.
00:32:24You know, Charlie went through a lot last night.
00:32:26I don't want him to feel alone or isolated.
00:32:28So it's time to check in, see what's going on,
00:32:30see how he's feeling, and just, you know,
00:32:31try to really understand where he's at.
00:32:34And then, can I get a side of bacon and a side of avocado?
00:32:36Yeah.
00:32:39What a beautiful day to be beautiful.
00:32:42It is.
00:32:42You look amazing.
00:32:44Holy crap.
00:32:44Yeah, you look good.
00:32:45Yeah, you do look good.
00:32:46I wanted to go run down the plan for TJ's birthday.
00:32:49Yes.
00:32:50Edie's theme.
00:32:51Yes.
00:32:51Yes.
00:32:52Back to my mommy date.
00:32:53Yes.
00:32:54Let's talk about the party.
00:32:55I got more accessories and stuff.
00:32:57So it's at my mom's house.
00:32:58I sent it there because I didn't want to send it here
00:32:59because of the surprise.
00:33:01He's going to come back home.
00:33:02I'm going to blindfold him.
00:33:04I'm going to take him to the room.
00:33:06I'm going to change.
00:33:07And then I'm going to open up the blinds.
00:33:09And everything's going to be set up out here.
00:33:11And I was hoping that you guys would help set it up.
00:33:13Oh, babe, of course.
00:33:14There's no question about that.
00:33:16I'm going to try and get back as soon as I can.
00:33:18OK.
00:33:18So we'll see in the page.
00:33:19I will go change.
00:33:20OK.
00:33:20Love you.
00:33:21I will.
00:33:22Yes, Tex, if you guys need anything.
00:33:24OK.
00:33:25You guys, look who's here.
00:33:26Hello.
00:33:27Hello.
00:33:28I feel like I'm always late to everything.
00:33:31I'm going to get changed.
00:33:32I'll be back.
00:33:33Yeah, you see how beautiful this is?
00:33:35This is our castle.
00:33:36Our villa.
00:33:37This is our villa.
00:33:38This week is insane.
00:33:40I have, like, four photo shoots.
00:33:43And I'm also trying to squeeze Ponce Brams
00:33:46because I want to spend time with my people celebrating TJ.
00:33:51Hannah, you should tell me what happened yesterday.
00:33:53What happened?
00:33:54Charlie had went on a podcast and was, like, still talking
00:33:56about, like, our four day fucking getting to know each other.
00:34:01And so I just want to be like, can I set the boundary that,
00:34:04like, we don't do that anymore?
00:34:05Like, you know how the hate is.
00:34:06Like, you don't need to fuel to that.
00:34:08And he just started taking it, like, way too far.
00:34:11And, like, he sort of comes for Iris and TJ.
00:34:14I would never see that coming, though.
00:34:16But Hannah, you did a really great job standing up for yourself
00:34:18yesterday.
00:34:18And the thing is, you could, whatever, disrespect me.
00:34:21I'll fucking take it.
00:34:22But talk about my friend.
00:34:24And that's when I be asked.
00:34:27OK, accessories.
00:34:30How do you feel?
00:34:31I'm all right, mate.
00:34:32Last night was, uh, got a little bit, a little bit out of hand.
00:34:37Is that all right?
00:34:38That's really good.
00:34:38Is that OK?
00:34:39Is that, does it cut the LA, LA level that you used to?
00:34:42It's pretty good, honestly.
00:34:43It's unique.
00:34:44Like, I do feel like their takes on last night weren't,
00:34:47weren't justified, really.
00:34:48I get that you don't want someone to speak about you,
00:34:51especially now that you've got a part.
00:34:52I completely understand that.
00:34:53But the way it sounded was that I've been, you know,
00:34:56going on about, uh, for the entire, for since it's happened.
00:35:00And then the whole thing of me being, trying to play victim
00:35:03is ridiculous.
00:35:04Yeah, I wish I could have done more to mediate it,
00:35:06because I can, I see both sides.
00:35:08So I'm just like, if y'all just went point by point and said,
00:35:12OK, Charlie's not victimizing himself.
00:35:13He finally got a platform to speak.
00:35:15We understand that.
00:35:16OK, boom, moving forward.
00:35:17Hannah would like if you didn't talk about, um, her on podcast.
00:35:20OK, boom, done, done, and you both are happy.
00:35:23Like, Hannah and Charlie arguing definitely puts me
00:35:25in a tough position, but I'm going to be there for both.
00:35:27Not playing both sides, but holding both my friends
00:35:30accountable in ways that I see, and then just, you know,
00:35:32being for them in any way possible after.
00:35:35As long as you feel like you squashed it,
00:35:38and you feel heard, that's what I care about.
00:35:41I'd rather just be with people that I think give me good energy,
00:35:45uplift my spirit, and that, do you know what I mean?
00:35:51All right, here we go.
00:35:52Yeah!
00:35:53Oh!
00:35:54Good, good, good.
00:35:57Oh, shit.
00:35:59Wow!
00:36:00Yeah!
00:36:02We're catching air!
00:36:05Wow.
00:36:06Yeah!
00:36:07See that, TJ?
00:36:08Yeah, it looks good.
00:36:09It's not in the hole, though.
00:36:11Somebody's making this.
00:36:12I can feel it.
00:36:14Hey, TJ, how's your mental doing, bro, from last night?
00:36:17Good enough to putt this in one try.
00:36:19That's for sure.
00:36:20Hey!
00:36:21That was pretty game set, I'm not going to lie.
00:36:25That looks perfect.
00:36:27Everything good with you and Charlie, bro?
00:36:29Yeah, bro.
00:36:29I honestly wasn't expecting to, like, have a convo,
00:36:32or, like, be involved in it.
00:36:33Yeah, I appreciate it, you know?
00:36:34I think you kind of got looped into it,
00:36:36because I think Charlie really wanted to have that conversation
00:36:39with just Hannah.
00:36:40Yeah.
00:36:40And Iris kind of jumped in,
00:36:42and he kind of felt annoyed by it, in a sense,
00:36:44and then, obviously, you got some of that.
00:36:46He acted a little out of line with some of the things he said.
00:36:49Yeah.
00:36:49So, you know, I'm going to say my piece, but...
00:36:53I like Charlie.
00:36:54I don't think he had, like, bad intentions with what he said.
00:36:57I think he felt, like, very attacked.
00:36:59You know, I didn't want him to, you know,
00:37:01say what he thought happened,
00:37:03and then the rest of y'all sitting at the table.
00:37:05Believe, like, that story.
00:37:07Iris and I, we spoke to Charlie after, too.
00:37:10Yeah.
00:37:11Bro, you know I fuck with you, bro, like,
00:37:12but obviously that's not a nice thing to hear,
00:37:16do you know what I mean, from your perspective.
00:37:17For that, like, I apologise,
00:37:19but it was never a anti-TJ,
00:37:23let's bash him down type thing, bro.
00:37:25No, I appreciate it.
00:37:26So that conversation went well?
00:37:28Yeah, it was good.
00:37:29Productive.
00:37:30Yeah, rest of the trip, we're good.
00:37:33Unless he says some other bullshit.
00:37:41It's weird because, bro, so much has changed.
00:37:43We're living life so crazy right now.
00:37:45We're doing amazing things, man.
00:37:46And then at the same time,
00:37:48there's been so many crazy changes back home as well.
00:37:50Yeah.
00:37:50And it's like, damn, so much is going on.
00:37:52You haven't had a home in months.
00:37:53On top of that, I lost two grandparents
00:37:55within the space of six months, man.
00:37:57Still haven't been able to process that.
00:37:59You've been living out of your suitcase,
00:38:01being, you know, you're not with your family,
00:38:02so it's just, like, it's just tough on you.
00:38:06It's difficult.
00:38:07I lost my grandma just two months
00:38:09before I went into season seven.
00:38:11And then I lost my granddad a week
00:38:13before the violent games.
00:38:15I'm dealing with the loss of my two grandparents.
00:38:18And then now, like, my parents are moving out
00:38:20of the family home.
00:38:22Soon it's not going to be like,
00:38:23oh, okay, do you know what, I'll go home.
00:38:26I just feel like I have to accept it.
00:38:28I'm in my later 20s, and this is life.
00:38:29When you're stressed, like, your brain literally
00:38:31shuts down certain parts of your brain
00:38:33so it can work on the stress.
00:38:35That ties into the swallowing food thing
00:38:37that I developed around that fear of choking on food.
00:38:39Really?
00:38:40I noticed I was just hyper-focusing
00:38:42on chewing on food.
00:38:44I tried to swallow my food.
00:38:47My throat just tightened up,
00:38:49felt like I was choking.
00:38:50But it's something that through connecting
00:38:52with other people, I've learned
00:38:53that it's actually way more common,
00:38:54and it's getting on the better side.
00:38:56Yeah.
00:38:56When I was back home and I was chilling,
00:38:57I was relaxed, it was back to normal,
00:38:59do you know what I mean?
00:39:00And it's going to be like that.
00:39:01It was like that when I was at Austin's,
00:39:03you know what I mean?
00:39:03Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:39:03I haven't really spoke about that
00:39:05because it's awkward and makes me feel uncomfortable
00:39:06and I'm quite embarrassed about it.
00:39:08That's real, bro.
00:39:08But, you know, things are only embarrassing
00:39:10if you let it be.
00:39:11Yeah.
00:39:12I'm glad for you to get back.
00:39:13You'll have me and Austin in LA,
00:39:14and we'll be able to just work out together,
00:39:16go get food together,
00:39:17process your grief together,
00:39:18you know what I'm saying?
00:39:19You're going to have all that support system
00:39:20once you're back.
00:39:22How's that baking?
00:39:23Just wait, I saved one.
00:39:25Today's going to be good, bro.
00:39:26We're going to go.
00:39:27We're going to enjoy this party.
00:39:28We're going to get some funny-ass,
00:39:30goofy-ass outfits.
00:39:31So I'm excited.
00:39:33You've been good to me, bro.
00:39:34You've been really, really good to me.
00:39:37You are.
00:39:38It doesn't go and notice.
00:39:55The sun is kicking my ass.
00:39:57It is.
00:39:59How's my body looking?
00:40:00Very tea.
00:40:01Yeah, we knew that.
00:40:02I want to see you when I wake up in the morning.
00:40:06Hey.
00:40:08Cute.
00:40:09Okay.
00:40:10What do you think you want?
00:40:11Ooh, they're from Bali.
00:40:13You know, I wonder, like,
00:40:14if something like that could pass for 80s.
00:40:17No.
00:40:17No, sister.
00:40:19Oh, wow.
00:40:19These are gorgeous.
00:40:21So, um, how's it going?
00:40:23Back at the villa.
00:40:23It's going great.
00:40:25I know it's going real good.
00:40:26Ew.
00:40:28What do you mean by that?
00:40:30You creep.
00:40:31I know it's going real good.
00:40:33I know what I saw.
00:40:35What the fuck did she say?
00:40:36You saw nothing.
00:40:38Obviously, y'all slept in my room last night.
00:40:40Yeah.
00:40:41So, like, how was that?
00:40:42Girl, it's just like in the villa, child.
00:40:44It was chill.
00:40:45It was normal.
00:40:45We just slept and woke up.
00:40:48A little.
00:40:49No, we haven't even kissed yet.
00:40:52Really?
00:40:52A kiss is very special and it's very intimate.
00:40:55It is an exchange of energy and, like,
00:40:57it's that gateway into, like, dang,
00:40:59do we really, like, hit it off, hit it off.
00:41:01I like that we're so attached to the hip,
00:41:04even right now, like.
00:41:05Emotionally.
00:41:06Emotionally.
00:41:06Just, like, really just getting each other
00:41:08and, like, being there for one another
00:41:09and hearing each other out.
00:41:10Like, he just always makes it such a safe space for me.
00:41:12Yeah.
00:41:17Oh, shit.
00:41:17Yeah, you sure left on the last one.
00:41:19Fuck.
00:41:19All right.
00:41:20TJ, how do you think we did with this trip, bro?
00:41:22For real?
00:41:22You guys, we gave you and Iris the best room.
00:41:24Yeah.
00:41:25You know what I'm saying?
00:41:26You know what I'm saying?
00:41:28And today was great.
00:41:29Did you plan this, too?
00:41:30Yeah, man.
00:41:30Everything.
00:41:31Shit.
00:41:31We got more in plan.
00:41:33More in store?
00:41:34More.
00:41:34Shit, what are we doing?
00:41:35You'll find out.
00:41:36The fact that they have a mini golf in their backyard
00:41:40is the definition of free will.
00:41:45Ready?
00:41:46Yeah.
00:41:47Oh, shit.
00:41:50Do I have to keep going?
00:41:51What's the rule of a mini golf?
00:41:52Yeah, you keep going until you make it.
00:41:56Okay, that's two.
00:41:59Hey, three.
00:42:00So how are you feeling with your ex being here?
00:42:03Wait, hold on.
00:42:04Let me try to make this.
00:42:05Let me focus before we get into deep details.
00:42:09Lock it.
00:42:10Oh, fuck.
00:42:11Oh, fuck.
00:42:13Oh, almost.
00:42:17Like, is it weird for you, like, with all of us, like, you know, chatting it up with him?
00:42:22Or are you like...
00:42:23Oh, girl, I won't give a fuck.
00:42:25Yeah.
00:42:25There's not even a fuck to find in real for me to give.
00:42:27I still don't respect any of my girls to be buddy buddies with him.
00:42:32But having a conversation with him, out of respect, I really don't care.
00:42:35The only girl I know that hangs out with him is Bella.
00:42:38If she is going to continue on building a relationship with my ex, then I don't think that's a girl's
00:42:44friend.
00:42:45The only thing that had bothered me was, like, yesterday.
00:42:48I feel like she was, like, so quick to, like, defend Charlie's, like, actions.
00:42:52I don't think, like, him going on those podcasts was ever a way to, like, bring you down.
00:42:58Don't even, like, join in the conversation if you're gonna, like, invalidate my feelings.
00:43:02Yeah, yeah, I see what you're saying.
00:43:04If you're trying to, like, validate the people who are hurting me over, like, my feelings,
00:43:09especially in a moment where I was clearly, like, not having an easy time,
00:43:16that kind of shows me where you stand.
00:43:18It's all about respect, and, yeah, it's not that fucking deep,
00:43:23but I don't even care how deep it is.
00:43:25It could be a fucking centimeter, and if I feel a way about it, I feel a way.
00:43:29Valen.
00:43:29Did you lose the ball?
00:43:31I did.
00:43:31Damn, girl.
00:43:37What a good day of golfing, huh?
00:43:39Thank you guys so much for today.
00:43:41I felt like it was really refreshing, and honestly, like, I needed this.
00:43:47I felt like, you know, I was just a little sister here today.
00:43:50I feel like I'm kind of a little excluded sometimes by some of the girls.
00:43:56Why do you feel that way, Bella?
00:43:58I think coming out of the villa, I was friends with everybody,
00:44:02but I think wanting to be friends with everybody almost creates a division in everybody else's minds.
00:44:12For me, I'm the type of person who I will always try to make everybody feel included.
00:44:18If you guys haven't been able to tell, you know?
00:44:20I always want everybody there.
00:44:21The more the merrier, and I'm just never that thought for other people.
00:44:28I have a hard time there.
00:44:29And I honestly think that comes from some other deep-rooted issues that I've dealt with growing up
00:44:35and dealing with people just kind of dropping me.
00:44:41As a friend, I mean, I come from a family of eight kids, but it was pretty much just me
00:44:50and my brothers for a long time.
00:44:52I've got three other sisters, but they kind of live their own lives, so.
00:44:56Really?
00:44:57Yeah, and they kind of casted me aside a little bit, so.
00:45:02To me, like, in my eyes, of course, like, I'm a great friend.
00:45:06Like, why doesn't anybody want to be friends, you know?
00:45:10Anyways, yeah, it's just, it's tough, I guess.
00:45:14You always got to invite with me.
00:45:16You can always kick it with us.
00:45:17I appreciate that.
00:45:19Just being included by the guys does make me feel so much better.
00:45:24I don't feel like I'm cast aside or cast away, you know?
00:45:28They let me in on their jokes.
00:45:30This helped fill my cup today, guys.
00:45:32Cheers to that.
00:45:35Bella and the boys.
00:45:38I feel like, do we need to give him a present?
00:45:41Lookie.
00:45:42I don't know much about girls, but I'm clearly not good at it.
00:45:46What's up, sexy ladies?
00:45:48Hi.
00:45:48Ew, ew, ew.
00:45:50Hi, guys.
00:45:51I think that we should call Iris.
00:45:53Okay.
00:45:54Because it's already getting pretty late.
00:45:56Yeah.
00:45:56I think we need to set up and she's still not bad.
00:45:58And we need to start back and read it ASAP.
00:45:59I miss her.
00:46:00I'm going to start for like five minutes.
00:46:02Literally.
00:46:02Not even.
00:46:02I'm going to call her.
00:46:05Hi, princess.
00:46:06Aw, you look so gorgeous.
00:46:08You look so cute.
00:46:09I'm tied up right now because I had to pick up the other stuff, the clothes and stuff, but I
00:46:13have it right here.
00:46:14Okay.
00:46:14Okay.
00:46:15I'm going to come back and help them set up.
00:46:18The vendors?
00:46:18I need you guys' help to like let them in and like set up and everything.
00:46:21Okay, good.
00:46:21Okay.
00:46:22It's going to be freaking amazing and I'm so excited.
00:46:25Last thing, do not let TJ see anything.
00:46:29I'm going to be like, TJ, what the fuck are you on about?
00:46:31You're not that special.
00:46:35Hello?
00:46:37All right, guys.
00:46:38So are we going to start setting up?
00:46:42Wait, I am dead.
00:46:44Girl, these balloons are bigger than me.
00:46:46They're just suffocating.
00:46:48You need help?
00:46:50Mate, Hannah, make sure you're in the bottom.
00:46:52You got the mate?
00:46:53Yeah.
00:46:54I'mma do it just like that, da, da, da, da, da.
00:46:58Just like...
00:46:59Do you guys think Iris is almost here?
00:47:02Oh!
00:47:03Oh!
00:47:04Oh!
00:47:04Hi!
00:47:06We missed you!
00:47:08Wait, what is all of this?
00:47:10Wait, okay.
00:47:10This is the party decorations.
00:47:12Wait, he's 42?
00:47:18Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:47:20Can you feel, can you feel it back?
00:47:23First off of W, man.
00:47:25Aw, your girl's waiting at the floor.
00:47:28Oh, no.
00:47:29She's so good.
00:47:30Her TJ radar went off.
00:47:32Yeah, I love it.
00:47:33Can I have the first hug?
00:47:34What the hell?
00:47:35You guys look like all like you've gulped up.
00:47:38Yeah.
00:47:38Come with me.
00:47:39All right, I'll see you guys.
00:47:41Don't be safe out there.
00:47:42Shit, bro, see you, man.
00:47:44Oh, shit, what the fuck is going on right now?
00:47:46You need to put this on.
00:47:47Are you dead ass?
00:47:48Yes.
00:47:49These are noise canceling.
00:47:50Are we doing a kissing challenge right now?
00:47:52Just put them on.
00:47:55Can you see anything?
00:47:56How many fingers are we holding up?
00:47:58Uh, three.
00:47:59Okay.
00:48:00Lay down.
00:48:01This way.
00:48:01Come here.
00:48:02On the pillow.
00:48:02Like you're going to bed.
00:48:06Wait a second, what is going on?
00:48:08There's cameras everywhere.
00:48:10Iris, what are you doing?
00:48:12Put this on.
00:48:13Yo.
00:48:14No, TJ.
00:48:14I'm not easily satisfied.
00:48:19Son.
00:48:26Iris, I swear to God, what are you doing?
00:48:28Just leave it.
00:48:31What are you doing right now?
00:48:44Put this on.
00:48:45Yo.
00:48:45No, TJ.
00:48:46I'm not gonna lie, this is weird as fuck.
00:48:51oh my god whenever i think about the 80s i just be thinking about that
00:48:55chuggy move that buggy move just like uh uh 80s um hair hairspray eyeshadow to be honest i had to
00:49:07borrow clothes and i basically look like i was in the 90s they wore lime green thongs like i'm
00:49:12wearing right now obviously as you can tell by the swagger i'm trying to mix whatever i got going on
00:49:18with the 80s right now i just throw on a bucket hat i'm lost as shit in this 80s party
00:49:23don't hate on
00:49:24the fucking way yeah oh i'm hating he's a blonde baddie man
00:49:38this is some bullshit i genuinely feel like we're about to be in a music video that's what it looks
00:49:45like it's so tj branded what is going on right now can i take this off what the fuck what
00:49:56are you
00:49:57wearing i have an outfit for me too wait what is this for i'll show you this is yours so
00:50:05you need to
00:50:05change into this don't question it guys the second we make eye contact happy birthday one two three
00:50:26oh
00:50:27oh
00:50:28oh
00:50:28oh
00:50:28oh
00:50:29oh
00:50:29oh
00:50:29oh
00:50:30oh
00:50:39oh
00:50:46oh
00:50:48oh
00:50:55oh
00:50:56oh
00:50:58oh
00:50:58oh
00:50:58oh
00:50:59oh
00:51:01oh
00:51:08oh
00:51:19oh
00:51:20oh
00:51:30I was did so good and surprised the shit out of me for my birthday thank you guys for coming
00:51:37I hate surprises, but this one was pretty good. I can see you in the next Kendall movie. Yeah, yeah
00:51:43Do I look like a gangster with this shit? For sure bro, this is like an action film. You're using
00:51:48a chain, a chain like Charlie's. Oh yeah, I need a big one. I would like to sit down. Let's
00:51:54go
00:51:58Can you hold me? I can hold you
00:52:13My 5'5 ass is like... You snort? Sometimes. You know that already. That was cute. I didn't take the
00:52:20time to kiss Coco or go after it because there's a time and place for everything
00:52:23And when you have that first kiss you want to feel it like going into it when you look into
00:52:28somebody's eyes
00:52:29You're like, okay. I'm about to kiss her like I didn't get that yet
00:52:31Like I can tell we almost there, but we're not there yet
00:52:40Can I sit here with you guys?
00:52:43We are three girls that just need to be proposed to oh that we are
00:52:48So, you know that thing where you are scared about marrying the wrong person
00:52:52Like, you know that that's an actual phobia. Yeah, I feel like I had that phobia. Oh
00:53:00Still that air guitar, but with TJ I feel like he's actually like
00:53:04the guy that I've been looking for and
00:53:08Been wanting
00:53:10See that's good because I don't have that fear because I think being an ex-wife is kind of like
00:53:14chic
00:53:14Ex-wife is kind of fire
00:53:16Yeah, that's my ex-husband. Fuck you ex-husband
00:53:26You know what? I actually like how rough that was
00:53:29It just feels authentic
00:53:30Bella is such a sweetheart, but she's also like not a pushover
00:53:34I like that about her and I feel like we recently have like gotten a little closer
00:53:39So I was one of the boys for the day
00:53:41And I'm telling you the energy
00:53:45Yeah, it wasn't like there was no feeling of exclusion in the air at all
00:53:52I'm like, where's all my friends you look good as fuck good outfit choice. I wish there was more room
00:53:59on this
00:54:00Hi love
00:54:02Hey sugar, yeah, what's going on with y'all?
00:54:07Coco and I have been confiding in each other a little bit about
00:54:11Not feeling as included in this whole group dynamic. Oh gosh
00:54:30I'm feeling the same thing. I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations
00:54:34I mean, they're having a group conversation right now and none of them are asking where we are or for
00:54:39us to join
00:55:04I'm not trying to like start something that's not there, but absolutely it's hard to see them laughing and like
00:55:09They're literally like laughing and having a really good time and like I wish we could all share that together
00:55:14It's difficult because you know every person that used to ask me, you know, who are you closest?
00:55:19Who am I, I am, I am, and if you were to ever ask them, I honestly don't think they
00:55:27would ever mention my name at all
00:55:54For a long time I was only close with Anna right when we left the villa. I thought we had
00:56:00a really good friendship
00:56:01Then you know, Anna, her and Iris got really close. They would go and hang out
00:56:05We're all in LA and I would never get a call to hang out with them
00:56:09It definitely doesn't feel good. And I always try to include them and it just hasn't been reciprocated
00:56:15Hannah and I spent a lot of time together post villa
00:56:18I don't really know where things have kind of fallen off
00:56:22But it does make me really sad and I feel like there's been just a stop to it
00:56:28Her energy and attention has shifted on a lot of other people
00:56:33Like I wonder if she's even noticed
00:56:36I thought that this trip would kind of like feel like summer camp
00:56:39I had high hopes like bring us all back together and it's hard to see
00:56:44The fact that we're casa girls, I don't think that we share the same relationship
00:56:51Like we all want to be cool girls. We are cool girls
00:56:54So to feel like maybe there's a group that thinks that they're cooler
00:57:01It doesn't feel good
00:57:02I just think like they've got each other and they're good and they don't they're not looking to like
00:57:07Build more friendships, but it's hard because like we already had that like those friendships
00:57:12Right, they already insisted. Yeah, especially with you. Yeah, the vibe I get from it's like you can't sit with
00:57:19us
00:57:19Yes, that's how it feels exactly. Oh, I don't really deep talk with Charlie
00:57:24Just about everything he's been going through and you know trying to get a visa and his grandparents and the
00:57:29journey he's been on
00:57:30I can't even start to judge him because I haven't lost nobody like that
00:57:33So I just gave him grace
00:57:34He lost two of his he lost
00:57:38Um two of his grandparents within six months
00:57:41Yeah, I'll give Charlie grace because I understand it could be difficult, especially when everything's chaotic and a mess
00:57:49But we all go through things. I just don't think it's an excuse to be like a shit person
00:57:58Happy birthday
00:58:00Happy birthday to you
00:58:01Happy birthday to you
00:58:06Iris killed it tonight, but it means a lot when everyone could come together and we could celebrate something like
00:58:11Just being in this house alone with everyone, you know, bring some some good times and memories back
00:58:17I'm just grateful that we could all be together and celebrate. It means a lot
00:58:21So cute
00:58:23Silly face
00:58:26Is this funny now?
00:58:28Come on, come on. Let's go
00:58:30All right. Bye, girl
00:58:31Good night, bro. See you tomorrow
00:58:34I'm gonna get you on the show
00:58:37Yeah
00:58:39Good night, love
00:58:42Good night, baby
00:58:43Put your love on me
00:58:45Watch me, baby
00:58:47Watch me, baby
00:58:50Get your love on me
00:58:53Watch me, baby
00:58:55Watch me
00:58:56Watch me, baby
00:58:58Get your love on me
00:59:01Watch me, baby
00:59:03Watch me
00:59:05Watch me, baby
00:59:06Get your love on me
00:59:13You okay?
00:59:15Yeah, yeah, kids. Hey, you kids.
00:59:16Yeah.
00:59:18I'm sad I'll be leaving you today.
00:59:20It's our last day here.
00:59:22Ass out, son's out.
00:59:26Let's do it.
00:59:28I just want to get that drive home then we've learned.
00:59:31It's been two hours.
00:59:32Might be traffic.
00:59:36Hello.
00:59:37Hi, babe.
00:59:38Hi, sugar.
00:59:39What are you doing?
00:59:40Chilling in the floatie.
00:59:43I wanted to give you an update.
00:59:45You've been a busy girl.
00:59:46Busy woman.
00:59:48So at dinner I told Charlie like not to go on podcast talking about me anymore.
00:59:52I felt like maybe there was like some resolve.
00:59:56At least like, you know, obviously we're not going to be like best buds but like cordial, you know?
01:00:01Especially if I'm going to have to be in situations where he's around.
01:00:04I don't hold grudges.
01:00:06Once it's like done and it's spoken about there's no reason for me to like loiter on it and like
01:00:11try to be like make myself more upset.
01:00:14I think that does not help my anxiety.
01:00:16The past is in the past.
01:00:18Let it go.
01:00:18I don't have to see you ever again in my life if I don't want to and that's all.
01:00:23I will say by the end of the night, I was able to get him to crack a couple laughs.
01:00:27It's less awkward.
01:00:29Will you marry him?
01:00:30I knew it.
01:00:33Yeah, I hope you saw that.
01:00:34The motion of the ocean, baby.
01:00:37But like also I don't need to be friends with him.
01:00:40I don't really care.
01:00:42But like I don't want to feel like awkward every time he's around, you know?
01:00:46Yeah, so you don't need to be his friend because you don't need to be his enemy either.
01:00:49Yeah.
01:00:53Today is the last day.
01:00:55We're all together.
01:00:56Wait, that's so sad.
01:00:56I know.
01:01:02Y'all ready to go?
01:01:03It's like herding turtles.
01:01:04Come on.
01:01:05It's like my baby's working.
01:01:06I'm going to drive safe.
01:01:12I want to have a baby.
01:01:14You want to have a baby?
01:01:15Yeah.
01:01:16I just want to hold one.
01:01:18I am going to.
01:01:20I'm manifesting.
01:01:24Right, people.
01:01:25I'm going to bounce.
01:01:25The difficult conversations, they've got to be had.
01:01:29If you can communicate the uncomfortable stuff, then you're obviously making progress.
01:01:34You're breaking through.
01:01:35No bad blood.
01:01:38I see you tomorrow.
01:01:39Yeah.
01:01:40I see you tomorrow.
01:01:41Thank you for being here.
01:01:43Drive safe back.
01:01:45No worries, no worries.
01:01:45Charlie, it was really, really nice seeing you.
01:01:47We'll see you soon, okay?
01:01:50Bye, Charlie.
01:01:51Take care.
01:01:51Take care of you.
01:01:52Aw.
01:01:54Charlie safe.
01:01:55It brings me so much joy.
01:01:56Not to see them on good terms, but just to be like, yo, like, a lot of shit happened.
01:02:00Like, it's good.
01:02:01There's still, like, respect for each other because of, like, what we went through together.
01:02:04So they hug and he leaves.
01:02:06I'm just like, you know what I'm saying?
01:02:07I felt a little proud.
01:02:08I helped out a little bit.
01:02:10Have fun.
01:02:11Be safe.
01:02:11I feel that me and Charlie can be civil.
01:02:14I don't want to, like, be his best friend, but being in a room together, it's not, it
01:02:18doesn't have to be weird.
01:02:19That's it.
01:02:20London man is out.
01:02:22You know, it was rough before it got smooth, but seeing Hannah and Charlie hug goodbye on
01:02:28the last day is exactly what this is about.
01:02:32Charlie has left the villa.
01:02:43Next time on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
01:02:46I thought, why not bring a white Christmas to L.A.?
01:02:54I just want to know why the fuck you're lying on my name, bro.
01:02:57Somebody told me that you hooked up with a couple of people at a party.
01:03:01I'm going to walk away.
01:03:02This is too much.
01:03:03I just don't want to do that anymore.
01:03:06How you like in L.A.?
01:03:08I like it a lot.
01:03:10I definitely put me in for compromising.
01:03:12You know, me wanting to be country, her wanting to be city.
01:03:14I'm really close with Austin.
01:03:16I don't know what's going on with us right now.
01:03:19Wait, has you not been talking to Rave since July?
01:03:23I've kind of been a little bit of a hoe.
01:03:25I've said that multiple times.
01:03:30Why are you making it so hard?
Comments