00:28You
00:31You
01:11You
01:30You
01:55Fuck
02:01Fuck
02:02Fuck
02:09Fuck
02:35I'm sorry, Sayyidat.
02:39But the shock of it, I just feel so guilty.
02:48I'd been driving the car this morning at the sawmill.
02:54When I saw the state he was in, I thought it would be best to bring him home.
03:01And we just lost it, trying to grab the steering wheel and force us off the road.
03:11So I just stopped the car and he pushed me out.
03:23I'm sorry, I should never have let him drive.
03:30It's not your fault.
03:58It's not your fault.
04:00Are you sure I'm allowed here with the old woman, like?
04:05Yeah, yeah, it's fine.
04:08Listen, it's probably best if you don't say anything about what you overheard.
04:14About Rosie meeting Isaac?
04:16Yeah.
04:17I think they were having a bit of a thing.
04:22Right?
04:23It's probably why she was meeting them.
04:42I just don't want to get anyone into trouble.
04:44Oh, what have you got?
04:46Oh.
04:47Oh.
04:55Oh.
04:59Oh.
05:00Oh.
05:01Oh.
05:02Oh.
05:02Oh.
05:04Oh.
05:04Oh.
05:04Oh.
05:04Oh.
05:10Oh.
05:21Just listen, that man, you don't know who he is.
05:25You never have to be frightened of me, Rosie.
05:28He's not Sam Carter.
05:30His name's Sam Devlin.
06:10His name's Sam Devlin.
06:27You are to be silenced, stripped of your leadership.
06:35You are to remain in your home, forbidden to attend meetings.
06:41Communicate in any way with any brother or sister.
06:44Adam, I...
06:45Or set foot in any fellowship business premises.
06:48Please, Adam, I don't remember anything.
06:51I...
06:51Your husband's shame is his own.
06:56You are welcome to attend my brother's funeral.
07:07You are welcome to attend my brother's funeral.
07:28Tea, squash, food and finger food, okay?
07:33And flour and sugar.
08:17Checking up on an ex.
08:19We've all done it.
08:20Sorry?
08:23They're display models, so you can't Google.
08:26Google?
08:29I need to find out about someone.
08:32Please.
08:37Not really supposed to shop for, but...
08:41What's he called? I'll find him on socials.
08:44Sam Devlin.
08:45He's from Ireland.
08:47The North.
08:49Anything else?
08:50He's been to prison.
08:56Is that him?
09:03I don't know.
09:05O Lord and King adores
09:11Rejoice in thanks and sing
09:14And triumph evermore
09:18With love, your heart
09:23With love, your voice
09:25Rejoice again and sing
10:03Rejoice again and sing
10:10Adam, they're waiting
10:13It's pain, I can't
10:15I can't breathe
10:18Do you think he suffered?
10:21At the end?
10:23I don't know
10:25But what has God took him to punish me?
10:28Why would he want to do that?
10:32Because of what we did
10:35Because he saw us
10:36And what if Isaac's paying the price for our sin?
10:42Listen, Adam
10:43I, uh, about what happened by the fire
10:50I, um, I've been thinking about why I went along with it
10:55And...
10:55You went along with it?
10:58You...
10:58I...
11:00I thought you went...
11:01I don't know
11:02I think I just felt vulnerable
11:08I don't understand
11:10Well, you know, with my situation here
11:15With the work and everything
11:16Your job?
11:18Well, it's not just my job, though, is it?
11:20I rely on you for everything
11:24Somewhere to live
11:27To stay safe
11:33You thought if you turned me down
11:35You're my boss
11:38My leader
11:39No, I didn't
11:40I, I wouldn't
11:43Believe me, I don't
11:44It's okay, don't worry about it
11:45I, uh
11:48I just wanted to explain
11:52You know, from, um
11:53From my side
12:02Look, Adam, I know this is really hard
12:04But you need to go into that meeting
12:08They need you to lead them
12:13And you need to bury your brother
12:23They need you to drive
12:24I had to.
12:28I had to.
12:47I had to, I had to.
13:17I used to be so jealous.
13:23My brother always seemed to find things easier, and do things quicker.
13:31Every race around the garden, every tree we'd climb, he's the first to drive, and to marry,
13:43build a family, and now he's first to go on his final journey.
14:05Isaac was lost in sin, dragged away by his own desire, but he died on the road back to
14:17us.
14:19And we know what that means.
14:22He was coming home to us, to his family, and the road to redemption.
14:33And for that, we can rejoice.
14:42Hallelujah!
14:43Hallelujah!
14:43Hallelujah!
14:45Hallelujah!
14:45Hallelujah!
14:47Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
15:23You have to leave.
15:26Why? What's happened?
15:30Rosie, what's going on?
15:32Why are you so upset?
15:34Don't touch me.
15:36I know what you did.
15:38The girl, the other prisoner, you killed them both.
15:44How do you know that?
15:48I told you.
15:50I trusted you.
15:52Listen.
15:54Listen to me.
15:55I risked everything for you.
15:57I sinned for you and you lied.
16:00You're a murderer.
16:01Would you just give me a chance to explain?
16:03Rosie.
16:10Rosie, please.
16:11If you don't leave us, I'll call the police.
16:14I thought you didn't trust them.
16:17You mustn't.
16:20You mustn't do that.
16:23Not for me.
16:25For your sake.
16:26I'd hate for you to get into any trouble.
16:29What trouble?
16:31It's called perverting the course of justice, Rosie.
16:38You lied to the police.
16:42Covered from hate.
16:44It's serious, you know.
16:47People go to prison for things like that.
16:50Lose their kids.
16:54I care about you so much.
16:57And I know how much you care about Grace.
17:04What are they doing for that to happen?
17:13I know how much you care about you.
17:23I know how much you care about you.
17:23I know how much you care about you.
17:23I know how much you care about you.
17:24I know how much you care about you.
17:24I know how much you care about you.
17:32I know how much you care about you.
17:34I don't know what to do, but I don't know what to do.
18:05I know you're there.
18:12I've heard about Dad.
18:15The accident in the paper.
18:18Mum, just open the door.
18:22Please.
18:39Mum, are you okay? You look...
18:48Mum, I'm so sorry.
18:51I want to help you.
18:54Please.
18:57Just let me in.
19:01No one's looking.
19:04No one has to know.
19:10Please.
19:47Excuse me.
19:48Thanks.
19:50Which one have you asked for a chair?
19:59Sure you don't want anything?
20:03You should try and eat. Just a little.
20:06Mummy, do you want some of my cake?
20:12Mum?
20:14Mummy's just a bit tired, sweetheart.
20:16Why don't you two go and play outside?
20:18Come on.
20:25Of course, when Noah's a bit bigger, you can join us on a Wednesday.
20:29Widow's club?
20:30Yeah.
20:30Do lots of things. Lots of activities.
20:32Mm.
20:33And cross-stitch.
20:34The one who is going to leave.
20:38Look at us.
20:42See you next time.
20:43We're all together.
20:52First of all, we are going to have a change.
20:53We're going to have a change.
20:53We're going to have a change.
20:54The one who is going to have a change.
20:57Step 2 is there.
21:00And we are going to have a change in the process.
21:01Number 1 is the entire set.
21:03And we're going to have a change.
21:03However, the family needs to have an change in order to get an action.
21:15Adam, I need to talk to you.
21:24And when the police came and we found out he'd escaped from prison,
21:29you were worried.
21:31And you were right.
21:33How about?
21:34Sam.
21:36Oh, it's my fault.
21:37I made a mistake bringing him into our lives.
21:41Adam, we need to find a way to get rid of him.
21:52Adam.
21:54Adam.
21:58Adam.
22:02Adam.
22:04Adam.
22:06Adam.
22:16Adam.
22:20Adam.
22:28here
22:42why's it quote these he didn't know when or if he'd ever see them again and um
22:49and i thought um that they his children should have them
23:03thank you for coming bringing these
23:09must have been difficult where's adam could you yeah of course i'll show you i'm sorry
23:20thank you sorry
23:27i'm all right i'm all right sure she was
23:38she was nice
23:55so
24:07Oh, my God.
24:29Oh, my God.
25:03Oh, my dear.
25:05Poor sweet girl.
25:08There's no judgment here from us or from God.
25:14We'll pick you up, sit with you in your pain.
25:19And we give thanks.
25:21Thanks to God for sending Sam to us.
25:25He's working through you, Sam.
25:28I see him.
25:30And we're going to be okay, aren't we, big man?
25:32Yeah.
25:34Just take a few deep breaths, all right?
25:38Here, have a wee drink of water.
25:40Who is that lady?
25:42You don't need to worry about her, Gracie.
25:44The men have dealt with her.
25:45We need to get her home.
25:50Grace, look at me.
25:51You need to do something for me, okay?
25:54Anthony's really sad.
25:56And it's your job to look after him.
25:58Try and cheer him up, okay?
26:00Like a game.
26:01Exactly.
26:02Yes.
26:03Come on.
26:07We're going on a devil hunt.
26:09Me and Anthony.
26:10Really?
26:11You're off to find old Nick?
26:12You're going to have to make yourselves a map.
26:15Follow Jesus.
26:16You're always on the right track.
26:19Yeah.
26:19You should listen to your granny here.
26:22Come on.
26:32Rosie, would you just wait one second?
26:37God gives each of us chance after chance.
26:47Meeting all one hour.
26:52Oh, God.
27:01You should ‑‑
27:19I Don't know.
27:19And,ARDSiÄ…I...
28:20But if my life is for rent, and I don't love to buy,
28:32well, I deserve nothing more than I get.
28:38There's nothing I have is truly mine.
28:43Where's the devil, I think?
28:45I always thought that I would love to live by the sea.
28:48He might be anywhere.
28:50Yeah, I don't know where he is.
28:55I have no idea what's happened to that dream.
29:01But there's really nothing left here to stop me.
29:06It's just a thought, only a thought.
29:11If my life is for rent, and I don't want to buy,
29:23well, I deserve nothing more than I get.
29:56I don't know where he is.
30:25It's just a thought.
30:25it. Miriam. Please. Please. I'll stop. I will, Miriam. This time I mean it. You always do.
31:04You always do.
31:39Thank you. Is it the van? That woman? It was nothing. It was brave. The man offered her money,
31:49but you didn't want anything. Just wanted to get away. Guilty, I guess. Hey, this is for a
31:59brother. Northampton Communities. He owns a fellowship business. It's building supplies.
32:08You want me to leave? I told him you're a good worker. And you can call him from here.
32:21I think it's for the best. I see. So I get sent away when I'm not the problem?
32:30Please. I just... I want you to... It's just a fresh start. Away from me.
32:42You know, I think you underestimate yourself, Adam. Your faith is strong. Strong enough
32:53to overcome this temptation, you're feeling. I believe in you.
33:17love you.
33:20love you.
33:39God, come on.
33:39Oh, God.
34:20No.
34:27You wanted to explain, so I'm here.
34:30But you have to tell me the truth.
34:32You can't lie to me, not in here.
34:36I swear.
34:39The truth.
34:42All of it.
34:49Her name was Aisling.
34:51Aisling Quinn.
34:54And we were at school together, um, met when we were 14.
35:01She was my first real girlfriend.
35:05And, uh, and I loved her.
35:12Anyway, the last year of school, they all went on a trip together.
35:17My class.
35:18Canoing and camping.
35:20I couldn't go.
35:22We, we, we, we didn't have the money for that sort of thing.
35:25So, um, when they came back, that's when I, when I heard the rumors that Aisling had got with someone
35:37else.
35:38One of the other lads in the class.
35:41And, uh, so I invited her back to the farm just to, just to talk about it, you know?
35:53I, I got drunk.
35:57I'm fucking wasted.
36:00And, uh, I confronted her.
36:05Asked her, asked her if it was true.
36:09And she said what it was.
36:10And she wanted to finish things with me.
36:15And I, I remember shouting and she was crying and, uh, I had my hands around her neck.
36:30I was just a fucking kid.
36:34I've never forgiven myself.
36:37That's why I did this.
36:39In prison with a broken pen.
36:44So it didn't spit and fuck me.
36:46It hurt like hell.
36:49But I wanted it.
36:50I wanted the, the pain, the punishment to remind me of what I did.
37:01It's not a birthday.
37:02It's a death day.
37:05Okay.
37:12I'm the prisoner.
37:18Um, uh, he was Australian's cousin.
37:24He was inside for some other crime.
37:28I didn't even know he was there, but, uh, he must have recognized me, jumped me, tried to kill me.
37:35And I swear, Rosie, I swear it was self-defense.
37:40I was so fucking close.
37:45And served my sentence.
37:48Weeks, not even fucking days away from being set free.
37:52And now, because of what happened, I'm right back where I fucking started.
37:56And I just want out, out from this pain, this shame.
38:06I was so fucking close.
38:22Was he pleased?
38:27It's not my place to forgive you.
38:31It's God's.
38:35It's God's.
38:36It's God's.
38:37Oh, what do I need to do?
39:03I don't know what to say.
39:21Hold it in your heart.
39:24If you mean it, God will hear.
39:50I felt it.
39:51I felt it.
39:54Emma.
40:14Mum, this way. I'm scared.
40:18It's okay. I'll look after you.
40:45Good night, Mr. Phillips.
40:47Good night.
40:50Good night.
41:00Good night.
41:03Good night.
41:17Good night, Mr. Phillips.
41:19Good night.
41:23Good night.
41:25searching now.
41:35This way
42:11It was you, you killed Isaac
42:49Hello, Chris
43:15Hello, Chris
44:02Hello, Chris
44:14Hello, Chris
44:44Hello, Chris
45:14Hello, Chris
45:45Hello, Chris
45:46Hello, Chris
46:03Hello, Chris
46:04Hello, Chris
46:04Hello, Chris
46:04Hello, Chris
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