00:28You
00:31You
01:11You
01:30You
01:55Fuck
02:08You
02:36I'm so sorry you had to say that, the shock of it.
02:42I just feel so guilty.
02:48I'd been driving the cure this morning at the sawmill.
02:55When I saw the state he was in, I thought it would be best to bring him home.
03:01We just lost it, trying to grab the steering wheel and force us off the road.
03:11So I just stopped the cure, and he pushed me out.
03:23I'm sorry, I should never have let him drive.
03:30It's not your fault.
03:55You all right?
03:56Yeah, yeah.
04:00Sam, are you sure I'm allowed here with the old woman, like?
04:05Yeah, yeah, it's fine.
04:08Listen, it's probably best if you don't say anything about what you overheard.
04:14About Rosie meeting Isaac.
04:16Yeah.
04:17I think they were having a bit of a thing.
04:22Right?
04:23It's probably why she was meeting them.
04:42I just don't want to get anyone into trouble.
04:44Oh.
04:45Oh.
05:21Just listen to that man. You don't know who he is. You never have to be frightened of me, Rosie.
05:28He's not Sam Carter. His name's Sam Devlin.
06:12You never have to be frightened of me.
06:27You are to be silenced. Stripped of your leadership.
06:35You are to remain in your home, forbidden to attend meetings, communicate in any way with any brother or sister,
06:44or set foot in any fellowship business premises.
06:48Please, Adam, I don't remember anything. I...
06:51Look, your husband's shame is his own.
06:56You are welcome to attend my brother's funeral.
07:27OK, yeah, coffee, tea, squash, you're on finger food, OK?
07:32I want the sugar.
07:34All right.
07:38You are welcome.
07:41Stuart.
07:42Come on.
07:43You are welcome.
07:43Thanks for listening to me.
07:45Bye.
07:45Bye.
07:48Bye.
07:50Bye.
08:00Bye.
08:17Checking up on an ex.
08:19We've all done it.
08:21Sorry?
08:23They're display models, so you can't Google.
08:26Google.
08:29I need to find out about someone.
08:33Please.
08:37Not really supposed to shop for, but...
08:41What's he called? I'll find him on socials.
08:44Sam Devlin.
08:45He's from Ireland.
08:47The North.
08:49Anything else?
08:50He's been to prison.
08:56Is that him?
09:03Is that him?
09:26Is that him?
09:28He's being to prison.
09:30He's being to prison.
09:35He's being to prison.
09:43He's being to prison.
09:46He's being to prison.
09:47Many else?
09:48No.
09:53I'm not sure.
09:55I'm not sure.
10:10Adam, they're waiting.
10:13It's pain. I can't...
10:15I can't breathe.
10:18Do you think you suffered?
10:21At the end?
10:23I don't know.
10:25Well, what is the Lord took him to punish me?
10:28Why would he want to do that?
10:32Because of what we did.
10:35Because he saw us.
10:37And what if Isaacs pay the price for our sin?
10:42Listen, Adam, I...
10:47About what happened by the fire, I...
10:53I've been thinking about why I went along with it, and...
10:55You went along with it?
10:58You...
10:58I...
11:00I thought you went...
11:01I don't know. I think I just felt vulnerable.
11:08I don't understand.
11:10Well, you know, with my situation here, with the work and everything...
11:17Your job?
11:18Well, it's not just my job, though, is it?
11:20I rely on you for everything.
11:24Somewhere to live, to stay safe.
11:30When you...
11:33You thought if you turned me down...
11:35You're my boss?
11:38My leader?
11:39No, I didn't. I wouldn't...
11:43Believe me, I don't...
11:44It's okay. Don't worry about it.
11:45I, uh...
11:48I just wanted to explain.
11:52You know, from, uh...
11:54From my side.
12:02Look, Adam, I know this is really hard.
12:04But you need to go into that meeting.
12:08They need you to lead them.
12:13And you need to bury your brother.
12:26Father...
12:28Father...
12:30I don't know.
13:17I used to be so jealous.
13:23My brother always seemed to find things easier.
13:30I used to do things quicker.
13:31Every race around the garden, every tree we'd climb, he was the first to drive, to marry,
13:44build a family.
13:51And now he's first to go on his final journey.
14:05Isaac was lost in sin, dragged away by his own desire.
14:13But he died on the road back to us.
14:19And we know what that means.
14:21He was coming home to us, to his family, on the road to redemption.
14:34And for that, we can rejoice.
14:41Hallelujah.
14:42Hallelujah.
14:43Hallelujah.
14:44Hallelujah.
14:45way.
14:54Hayden.
14:56Hayden.
14:56Hayden.
15:01Hayden.
15:03Hayden.
15:23You have to leave.
15:26Why? What's happened?
15:30Lucy, what's going on?
15:32Why are you so upset?
15:34Don't touch me.
15:36I know what you did.
15:38The girl, the other prisoner, you killed them both.
15:44How do you know that?
15:48Who told you?
15:50I trusted you.
15:52Listen.
15:54Listen to me.
15:55I risked everything for you.
15:57I sinned for you and you lied.
16:00You're a murderer.
16:01Would you just give me a chance to explain?
16:03Rosie?
16:10Rosie, please.
16:11If you don't leave us, I'll call the police.
16:14I thought you didn't trust them.
16:17You mustn't.
16:20You mustn't do that.
16:23Not for me.
16:25For your sake.
16:26I'd hate for you to get into any trouble.
16:29What trouble?
16:31It's called perverting the course of justice, Rosie.
16:38You lied to the police.
16:42Covered from hate.
16:44It's serious, you know.
16:46People who go to prison for things like that.
16:50Lose their kids.
16:54I care about you so much.
16:57And I know how much you care about Grace.
17:04I think you're with that time.
18:05I know you're there.
18:12I've heard about that.
18:15The accident in the paper.
18:18Mum, just open the door.
18:22Please.
18:40Mum, are you okay?
18:43You look...
18:48Mum, I'm so sorry.
18:51I want to help you.
18:54Please.
18:57Just let me in.
19:01No one's looking.
19:04No one has to know.
19:09Please.
19:15Please.
19:16Please.
19:47Excuse me. Thanks.
19:50Which one have you asked for a chair?
19:52It's a pleasure.
19:54Are you sure you don't want anything?
20:03You should try and eat.
20:05Just a little.
20:06Mummy.
20:08Do you want some of my cake?
20:12Mum?
20:14Mummy's just a bit tired, sweetheart.
20:16Why don't you two go and play outside?
20:18Come on.
20:25Of course, when Noah's a bit bigger, you can join us on a Wednesday.
20:28Hmm. Widow's club?
20:30Yeah.
20:30We do lots of things. Lots of activities.
20:32And cross-stitch.
20:34Mm-hmm.
20:36Mm-hmm.
20:36I'm very good.
20:37Yeah.
20:38Come on.
20:39What?
20:40What?
20:42What do you do?
20:46No, I'm sorry.
20:51Good.
20:52Good.
20:52Good.
20:53Good.
20:54Good.
20:54Good.
20:54Good.
20:55Good.
20:56Good.
21:00Good.
21:15Adam, I need to talk to you.
21:24And when the police came and we found out he'd escaped from prison,
21:29you were worried, and you were right.
21:33How about?
21:34Sam.
21:36Oh, it's my fault.
21:37I made a mistake bringing him into our lives.
21:41Adam, we need to find a way to get rid of him.
21:52Adam.
21:54Adam.
22:18Wait here.
22:41I didn't know when or if you'd ever see them again.
22:49And I thought that they, as children, should have them.
23:04Thank you for coming, bringing these.
23:09Must have been difficult.
23:11Where's Adam?
23:12Could you?
23:13Yeah, of course.
23:15I'll show you, Adam.
23:16I'm sorry.
23:21Sorry.
23:26I'm all right.
23:28I'm all right.
23:30Sure.
23:32She was...
23:37She was nice.
23:39I don't know.
23:42I don't know.
23:45I don't know.
23:56I don't know.
24:23Oh, my God.
24:31Oh, my God.
25:03Oh, my dear.
25:05Poor sweet girl.
25:08There's no judgment here from us or from God.
25:14We'll pick you up, sit with you in your pain.
25:19And we give thanks.
25:21Thanks to God for sending Sam to us.
25:25He's working through you, Sam.
25:28I see him.
25:30And we're going to be okay, aren't we, big man?
25:32Yeah.
25:34Just take a few deep breaths, all right?
25:38Here, have a wee drink of water.
25:40Who is that lady?
25:42You don't need to worry about her, Gracie.
25:43The men have dealt with her.
25:45We need to get her home.
25:50Grace, look at me.
25:51You need to do something for me, okay?
25:54Anthony's really sad.
25:56And it's your job to look after him.
25:58Try and cheer him up, okay?
26:00Like a game.
26:01Exactly.
26:02Yes.
26:03Come on.
26:07We're going on a devil hunt.
26:09Me and Anthony.
26:10Really?
26:11You're off to find old Nick?
26:12You're going to have to make yourselves a map.
26:15Follow Jesus.
26:16You're always on the right track.
26:18Yeah, you should listen to your granny here.
26:22Come on.
26:32Rosie, would you just wait one second?
26:37God gives each of us chance after chance.
26:47Meeting home, one hour.
26:52One hour.
27:35All right.
27:51I don't know.
28:10If I mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking, it's just a thought, only a thought.
28:21But if my life is for rent, and I don't learn to buy, well I deserve nothing more than I
28:36get.
28:38Because nothing I have is truly mine.
28:43Where's the devil, I think?
28:45I always thought that I would love to live by the sea.
28:48He might be anywhere.
28:50Yeah, but to travel the world alone is more simply.
28:55I have no idea what's happened to that dream.
29:01But there's really nothing left here to stop me.
29:06It's just a thought, only a thought.
29:11If my life is for rent, and I don't want to buy, well I deserve nothing more than I get.
29:56It's just a thought, only a thought.
29:58I don't know.
30:20Mince and potatoes, 180, 20 minutes.
30:24You might need peas with it.
30:32Miriam, please.
30:38Please.
30:39I'll stop.
30:40I will, Miriam.
30:41This time I mean it.
30:46You always do.
31:08I will, Miriam.
31:41Is it the van?
31:42That woman?
31:44It was nothing.
31:46It was brave.
31:48The man offered her money, but she didn't want any.
31:52Just wanted to get away.
31:55Guilty, I guess.
31:56Hey, this is for a brother.
32:01Northampton Communities.
32:02He owns a fellowship business.
32:03It's building supplies.
32:08You want me to leave?
32:12I told him you're a good worker.
32:15And you can call him from here.
32:20I think it's for the best.
32:24I see.
32:27So I get sent away when I'm not the problem.
32:30Please.
32:30I just...
32:31I want you to...
32:33Just a fresh start.
32:36Away from me.
32:42You know, I think you underestimate yourself, Adam.
32:48Your faith is strong.
32:52Strong enough to overcome this...
32:56temptation, you're feeling.
33:08I believe in you.
33:10I believe in you.
33:22You know, I believe in you.
33:44Oh, my God.
34:20No.
34:27You wanted to explain, so I'm here.
34:30But you have to tell me the truth.
34:32You can't lie to me, not in here.
34:36I swear.
34:39The truth.
34:42All of it.
34:49Her name was Aisling.
34:51Aisling Quinn.
34:54We were at school together.
34:58Met when we were 14.
35:01She was my first real girlfriend.
35:05And, uh, and I loved her.
35:12Anyway, the last year of school, they all went on a trip together.
35:17My class.
35:18Canoing and camping.
35:20I couldn't go.
35:22We didn't have the money for that sort of thing, so, um...
35:29When they came back, that's when I heard the rumors that Aisling had got with someone else.
35:38One of the other lads in the class.
35:41And, uh, so I invited her back to the farm just to...
35:47Just to talk about it, you know?
35:52I...
35:54I...
35:56I got drunk.
35:57I'm fucking no wasted.
36:00And, uh...
36:03I confronted her.
36:05Asked her if it was true.
36:09And she said that it was.
36:11And she wanted to finish things with me.
36:14And I...
36:17I remember shouting and she was crying and...
36:22I had my hands around her neck.
36:30I was just a fucking kid.
36:34I've never forgiven myself.
36:37That's why I did this.
36:39In prison with a broken pen.
36:44So it didn't spit.
36:45And fuck me, it hurt like hell.
36:49But I wanted it.
36:50I wanted the...
36:52The pain.
36:54The punishment to remind me of what I did.
37:01It's not a birthday.
37:02It's a death day.
37:03It's a death day.
37:13I'm the prisoner.
37:19Um...
37:20Uh...
37:21He was Osteen's cousin.
37:24He was inside for some other crime.
37:28I didn't even know he was there.
37:30But, uh...
37:30He must have...
37:32Recognised me.
37:33Jumped me.
37:33Tried to kill me.
37:35And I swear, Rosie.
37:36I swear it was self-defence.
37:40I was so fucking close.
37:45It served my sentence.
37:48Weeks.
37:48Not even fucking...
37:50Days away from being set free.
37:52And now, because of what happened,
37:54I'm right back where I fucking started.
37:56And I just went out.
38:00Out from this...
38:03Pain.
38:05This...
38:05Shame.
38:22Was he pleased?
38:27It's not my place to forgive you.
38:31It's God's.
38:36What do I need to do?
38:58I...
39:03I don't know what to say.
39:21Hold it in your heart.
39:24If you mean it, God will hear.
39:50I felt it.
39:54Him.
40:14Come on.
40:16It's right.
40:17I'm scared.
40:19It's okay.
40:20I'll look after you.
40:22I...
40:23I...
40:45Good night, Mr. Phillips.
40:47Good night.
40:48Good night.
40:49Good night.
41:05Good night.
41:18No!
41:21No!
41:23No!
41:24No!
41:33This way.
42:01Devil.
42:05Run!
42:06Wait! Run!
42:11It was you!
42:13You killed Isaac!
42:20Stop!
42:49Hello, Chris.
42:52You may run on for a long time
42:55Great God Almighty's gonna cut you down
42:58You can run on for a long time
43:01Run on for a long time
43:03You can run on for a long time
43:06I'll tell you God Almighty's gonna cut you down
43:09Good God Almighty's gonna cut you down
43:14You may throw a rock and hide your hand
43:17Working in the dark against your fellow man
43:20But sure as God has made it the day and the night
43:23What you do in the dark will be brought to the light
43:25You may run on for a long time
43:29Run on for a long time
43:31You may run on for a long time
43:34Wait!
43:35Wait!
43:35God Almighty's gonna cut you down
43:37Go till that long time lighter
43:39Go till that midnight rider
43:42Tell the gambler, the rambler, the back biter
43:46Go down!
43:47I might!
43:47Wait!
43:48Wait!
43:49Wait!
43:49Wait!
43:49I might!
43:50Wait!
43:51Wait!
43:56Wait!
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