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00:00:28You
00:00:53You ready?
00:00:54You ready?
00:00:55Oh.
00:00:58You want to knock it down?
00:01:01Oh.
00:01:03Wow.
00:01:08Wow.
00:01:10Wow.
00:01:17Oh.
00:01:30Oh.
00:01:33Oh.
00:01:36Oh.
00:01:46Oh.
00:01:48Oh.
00:01:48It's a lot of green beans.
00:01:57It's so good.
00:02:03You can also use soy sauce.
00:02:05You can also use soy sauce.
00:02:06Yeah, it's good.
00:02:07I'll use soy sauce.
00:02:09I'll use soy sauce.
00:02:13It's good.
00:02:14Hmm.
00:02:25Hey boy.
00:02:34Hmm.
00:02:46.
00:03:41I'll see you next time.
00:03:51The water is dry.
00:03:53The water has a nice heat.
00:04:00I use a lemon oil.
00:04:04The water is dry.
00:04:05We freeze the water because the water is raw.
00:04:09This is dry water.
00:04:16Hey, it's me.
00:04:18Call me back in business.
00:04:24Molly, Jason, neighbor's calling in my emails.
00:04:32Now I'm calling you.
00:04:36Yeah, so we're getting together ourselves and still.
00:04:39And I think you should come.
00:04:41Sam's going to be here.
00:04:43And I think you have John and some other guys.
00:04:46Anyway, I don't know what to do.
00:04:48And you're not a tomboy anymore.
00:04:50But, yeah.
00:04:54All right, well, I hope you're doing well.
00:04:59And, yeah, call me.
00:05:00Bye.
00:05:21Hello.
00:05:23Hi.
00:05:24Hi.
00:05:25How are you?
00:05:26Hello.
00:05:28Hi.
00:05:29Hi, little buddy.
00:05:30Look who it is, Finn.
00:05:32It's your Aunt Amy.
00:05:34A little bit on Amy.
00:05:36Is he done eating?
00:05:38Come here.
00:05:40Oh, how low.
00:05:42Hey there.
00:05:43Hey there, Finn.
00:05:45Hi, baby.
00:05:46What you got there, a spoon?
00:05:48Mm.
00:05:49Got a spoon in a block?
00:05:53You're so good with him.
00:06:03Oh, that's better.
00:06:07Oh, that's Finn.
00:06:09There's my Finn.
00:06:10Mm.
00:06:11Is that delicious?
00:06:12Is that so delicious?
00:06:14Your face is all dirty.
00:06:16Your face is all dirty.
00:06:18It's not that dirty.
00:06:21Okay.
00:06:25Oh, you're so sleepy.
00:06:31What's wrong?
00:06:32You seem a little moody.
00:06:37No, no, no.
00:06:38No, no, no?
00:06:40No, no, no.
00:06:43I don't know.
00:06:44I just need a break.
00:06:47So take a little break.
00:06:51So take care of it.
00:06:54That's why I'm here.
00:06:57Baby.
00:06:59He's very tired.
00:07:00I'm going to put him down.
00:07:01Okay.
00:07:08Is Patrick coming back tonight?
00:07:10Yeah.
00:07:11I'm like, yeah.
00:07:16I don't know.
00:07:16I'm gonna do.
00:08:36Molly, I'm making a living for us, okay?
00:08:38You know, I'm just like, it's too much for me.
00:08:40I can't.
00:08:42Where are you going?
00:08:43I've told you.
00:08:44And who are these guys?
00:08:45You know them.
00:08:46You've met them before.
00:08:47They're my friends from high school.
00:08:57I'm not exactly comfortable with you staying in a house with a bunch of men.
00:09:00That's...
00:09:00I'm not looking to get fucked, Patrick.
00:09:03It's not.
00:09:03What's going on here, okay?
00:09:05Oh, my God.
00:09:06Molly.
00:09:10Molly, I rearranged my shit to come back and spend time with you and Finn.
00:09:13That's what I'm doing here, okay?
00:09:14Yes, I know.
00:09:17I don't know.
00:09:18It's not going to make sense.
00:09:19It doesn't make sense, okay?
00:09:20But I just feel like I'm going insane, okay?
00:09:23And you're always gone.
00:09:24You're gone.
00:09:24And I'm just here all by myself, you know, with him.
00:09:27I'm just, you know, I'm just kind of stuck here with him, okay?
00:09:31You're...
00:09:33Listen to yourself.
00:09:34You're stuck with him.
00:09:35You're his mother.
00:09:35You're not stuck with him.
00:09:37You're his mother.
00:09:38You're parenting him.
00:09:39I know.
00:09:40I'm parenting him.
00:09:41You don't get to leave your job as a parent, okay?
00:09:48Okay, well, Molly, just explain.
00:09:50I can't, okay?
00:09:51I just don't know what's going on.
00:09:52I don't understand what's going on.
00:09:54I just have to...
00:09:55I don't feel as though I'm the same...
00:09:59What do you want me to say to that, okay?
00:10:02I don't know.
00:10:17So you're just going to leave?
00:10:20Yes.
00:10:22You're just going to go?
00:10:25Yes.
00:10:40Bye, baby.
00:10:41Hey, Finn.
00:10:42Give mommy a kiss.
00:10:49Thanks again.
00:10:54It's fine.
00:10:58What?
00:11:01Nothing.
00:11:19Come on.
00:11:22Coming.
00:11:23Bye, girls.
00:11:30Come on.
00:11:40I don't know.
00:12:04I don't know.
00:12:44I don't know.
00:13:03I don't know.
00:13:12I don't know.
00:13:19I don't know.
00:13:21I don't know.
00:13:37I don't know.
00:14:06I don't know.
00:14:08I don't know.
00:14:08I don't know.
00:14:11I don't know.
00:14:15I don't know.
00:14:40I don't know.
00:14:44I don't know.
00:14:44Hey, Molly.
00:14:46How the fuck are you guys?
00:14:47What the fuck is up?
00:14:48Come here.
00:14:50So good to see you.
00:14:51Oh, fuck.
00:14:52I know.
00:14:54Hi.
00:14:55Hey, I needed that.
00:14:56I know.
00:14:57So did I.
00:14:59John.
00:15:00John.
00:15:00Hey, Molly.
00:15:00Oh, my God.
00:15:01How are you?
00:15:02Good to see you.
00:15:03Oh, it's such a pleasure.
00:15:04Likewise.
00:15:06Long time, huh?
00:15:08Good.
00:15:08I've been.
00:15:09Jeez, Louise.
00:15:10I haven't seen you forever.
00:15:12Oh.
00:15:12Wow.
00:15:13You look so not changed.
00:15:15Good, I guess.
00:15:17You're not.
00:15:17What's going on?
00:15:18Family.
00:15:19The family is fine.
00:15:21Good?
00:15:21Patrick's good?
00:15:22Yeah, they're really good.
00:15:23Awesome.
00:15:23I haven't seen him in a little bit, but.
00:15:27That's my brother, David.
00:15:29Oh, hi.
00:15:30Molly.
00:15:30Hi, David.
00:15:31Welcome.
00:15:33He's very sad.
00:15:34He's very sad.
00:15:35He's very at peace with the earth.
00:15:37I'm just sitting on the ground.
00:15:38It's okay.
00:15:40I cannot believe this is Shelton's summer home.
00:15:42This is.
00:15:43His parents.
00:15:44It's absolutely beautiful.
00:15:46I had no idea it was like this.
00:15:47They're doing.
00:15:48They're doing okay.
00:15:51I would have come.
00:15:52Middle class just isn't what it used to be anymore.
00:15:55You know what I mean?
00:15:56Where is he?
00:15:57Where is this boy?
00:15:58The bulldog held?
00:15:58Yeah.
00:15:59He's still passed out on the couch in there, I think.
00:16:01Go wake his ass up.
00:16:02We're going to go down to the river and shoot him later.
00:16:03Okay, yes.
00:16:03Put your shit down.
00:16:04Okay.
00:16:07Oh, I'm standing.
00:16:08They're making a sandwich or something.
00:16:34Good morning.
00:16:37Good morning.
00:16:39Good morning.
00:16:39Good morning.
00:16:40Good morning, sunshine.
00:16:42Wake up, you.
00:16:45Get out of your dreams.
00:16:48Face the day.
00:16:52What are you doing here?
00:16:54Say hey.
00:16:55Hey.
00:16:57Hey.
00:16:57Oh, God.
00:16:59What is in that bag?
00:17:02I don't know.
00:17:02A couple bricks.
00:17:05Hey, buddy.
00:17:07Hi.
00:17:08Hi, Molly.
00:17:09How are you?
00:17:09Hi.
00:17:10I missed you.
00:17:15Wait, you're really here?
00:17:18What are you?
00:17:18I am.
00:17:18You just drove out here?
00:17:19I drove out here.
00:17:23Yes.
00:17:24Just for you.
00:17:25Oh, I emailed you last time we came out.
00:17:28You never responded.
00:17:29Yeah.
00:17:30Yeah.
00:17:31Shit's been tough.
00:17:33Whatever.
00:17:35Well, I'm glad you're here.
00:17:36I know.
00:17:37Glad I'm here, too.
00:17:38Oh.
00:17:39Hey, little buddy.
00:17:40That really fucking hurt.
00:17:41Yeah.
00:17:42You'll survive.
00:17:43It's okay.
00:17:45I'm sure it's payback for something anyway.
00:17:48Hey, Sam.
00:17:49Molly.
00:17:51Hey.
00:17:51Hi.
00:17:52I missed you, too.
00:17:54Missed you, Molly.
00:17:59It's nice to be back.
00:18:16It's so freaking beautiful out here.
00:18:21My spirit just opened it.
00:18:28You know what time it is?
00:18:30I don't know.
00:18:31It's like afternoon, maybe.
00:18:39Hey, Sheldon.
00:18:40Come on.
00:18:40Let's go.
00:18:44Is he out of the shower yet?
00:18:46Dude, calm down.
00:18:48He's getting out right now.
00:18:50I don't understand why he's taking a shower.
00:18:52We're about to get in a river.
00:18:53Missed the cranky pants today, huh?
00:18:57There he is.
00:18:58Hey.
00:19:00Guys, I feel like shit still.
00:19:03You look really handsome, though.
00:19:05Oh, thank you.
00:19:06You guys went out last night?
00:19:08No, we got everything here.
00:19:11All right.
00:19:11Let's go.
00:19:12Come on, guys.
00:19:13Let's get out of here.
00:19:14We're going to go in a river?
00:19:15Yeah.
00:19:16I just got here.
00:19:16Don't you want to, like, catch up?
00:19:17Sure.
00:19:18How are you?
00:19:19Are you good?
00:19:19Good.
00:19:20Okay.
00:19:20Let's go to the river.
00:19:22All right.
00:19:23We can talk on the way.
00:19:25Okay.
00:19:25I don't have a baby suit.
00:19:26Somebody's got to lend me some clothing.
00:19:28It's preferably something that's not white, so you aren't staring at my tits.
00:19:31What tits?
00:19:35You idiot.
00:19:36You can borrow something from me.
00:19:39Yeah.
00:19:40Just go straight up the stairs.
00:19:41My room's right there.
00:19:42You can grab anything from the dresser.
00:19:44Molly.
00:19:45Chop, chop.
00:19:47Suck it.
00:19:54Jason, why didn't you tell me that she texted you?
00:19:56I don't know.
00:19:56It's not a big deal.
00:19:57She wanted to be a surprise.
00:19:59It's just, it's kind of weird.
00:20:00I haven't spoken to her in, like, a year and a half.
00:20:02She just shows up out of nowhere.
00:20:04Why?
00:20:05What happened to her?
00:20:05Where's she been?
00:20:07She got, she's got a kid.
00:20:09She's a mom.
00:20:11You didn't know that?
00:20:13No.
00:20:15Wow.
00:20:17Wow.
00:20:18Let's go.
00:20:56So, how do you guys want to do this?
00:20:58What do you mean?
00:20:59Well, I mean, how far are we from the place?
00:21:02I don't want to pop these on the street.
00:21:03It should be coming up soon.
00:21:04I saw it on the website.
00:21:06I don't think we should do it out on the road.
00:21:10Hey, Molly.
00:21:12Remember back in middle school, you were always like,
00:21:15I'll never get married.
00:21:15I'll never have kids.
00:21:16What?
00:21:17Yeah, you were.
00:21:18Really?
00:21:19No, I wasn't.
00:21:23Did you know we were all fucking in love with you back then?
00:21:26Oh, God.
00:21:28Come on, you know we were.
00:21:30Whatever.
00:21:30You guys would have been in love with any chick who paid attention to you.
00:21:33I just happened to find you guys funny.
00:21:34That's probably true.
00:21:36Molly was like the first girl who was like one of the guys,
00:21:38you know what I mean?
00:21:40She was hot, but actually cool.
00:21:43She was older.
00:21:44She smoked.
00:21:45She drank.
00:21:46She went to bars that we couldn't get into.
00:21:50And she was smart.
00:21:52It was fucking unfair.
00:21:54Was smart?
00:21:56So did any of you hook up with her?
00:21:59Yeah, I figured it out.
00:22:00Yeah.
00:22:00Are you fucking serious?
00:22:02Wait.
00:22:02That's a big deal when I do it show in school.
00:22:04Oh, yeah.
00:22:04I totally forgot about that, man.
00:22:05You forgot about that?
00:22:08Wait, wait, wait.
00:22:09Hold on, hold on.
00:22:09What's the big deal?
00:22:10The two of you hooked up.
00:22:12Dude, we only kissed.
00:22:13When did this happen?
00:22:15Um, that was sophomore year, I think.
00:22:18Right after my dad died.
00:22:19I, you know, I got a little slutty.
00:22:22I needed attention.
00:22:22These guys were horny.
00:22:23I was fucking horny.
00:22:25I would have given you lots and lots of attention.
00:22:27You obviously missed your chance, man.
00:22:30That's fucked up.
00:22:32I totally would have fucked you.
00:22:34All you had to do was ask.
00:22:35Can you fuck me back then, please?
00:22:37Now?
00:22:40I fucked so many dudes then, too.
00:22:42Oh, God.
00:23:06All right, guys.
00:23:07I think this is probably a good spot.
00:23:10Why are you whispering?
00:23:12Don't want to be too obvious about it.
00:23:14Who cares?
00:23:16Are we right by the river?
00:23:17Yeah.
00:23:19Shit, we didn't bring any peanut butter, did we?
00:23:21Just eat it.
00:23:22It's better, I promise.
00:23:27Wow, are you guys doing mushrooms right now?
00:23:29Is that what's happening?
00:23:30We are all doing mushrooms right now.
00:23:34No, I can't.
00:23:35I cannot do that.
00:23:37You got to go to work.
00:23:38That sucks.
00:23:39Yeah.
00:23:42What are you worried about?
00:23:44Yeah.
00:23:45I'm...
00:23:46I guess I just don't want to go into a really dark headspace.
00:23:50That's all I...
00:23:50I understand how you feel.
00:23:51I understand how you feel.
00:23:53Well, we're going to do it.
00:23:54He's going to do it.
00:23:55We're all going to do it.
00:23:56He's going to do it.
00:23:56He didn't want to do it, but he's going to do it.
00:23:59It's a team effort.
00:24:01We're about to go tubing down a river.
00:24:03Do you really think this is a good idea?
00:24:04She's actually right about that.
00:24:05I don't know that we should do the tubing part.
00:24:07It's a lazy river.
00:24:08It's fine.
00:24:09It doesn't have the whole plan.
00:24:11I mean, I think you definitely should...
00:24:14It's a perfect environment.
00:24:15You're surrounded by friends.
00:24:17You're in nature.
00:24:18You couldn't pick a better place, honestly.
00:24:20I just don't want to get into a dark spot.
00:24:24You know what I mean?
00:24:26I've had bad trips before.
00:24:27It happens.
00:24:28But honestly, those tend to be the ones that are the most cathartic.
00:24:32And these are trusted?
00:24:34Yeah.
00:24:34It's for my normal dude.
00:24:35He's not sketchy at all.
00:24:36He's not sketchy.
00:24:37He's a drug dealer.
00:24:38He's not sketchy.
00:24:38Don't worry about it.
00:24:40He's a nice guy.
00:24:41He's a good guy.
00:24:42So, is it good?
00:24:43We all ready to do this?
00:24:45Yeah.
00:24:45You doing them?
00:24:46I'm excited.
00:24:47Come on.
00:24:47Let's do this.
00:24:48Yeah, all right.
00:24:48All right.
00:24:49It's kind of going to taste shitty and like you're eating sticks, but...
00:24:54Don't eat too many caps.
00:24:56There's actually just as much in the caps and the stems.
00:24:58It's a myth.
00:24:59You can always take half, see how it goes, and take the rest.
00:25:01No, no, no.
00:25:02No.
00:25:02We want to be tripping at the same...
00:25:03Just touch the whole team.
00:25:04All right.
00:25:06No, no going back now.
00:25:12That's fucking good.
00:25:13That's why you need fucking peanut butter.
00:25:20Let's keep your eye on me, okay?
00:25:25This is the place?
00:25:26This is it, man.
00:25:27I don't know.
00:25:27You talk to him.
00:25:28Yeah, this looks like a fucking lemonade shop.
00:25:32A fifth grade lemonade stand.
00:25:34It's five cents for a small.
00:25:35Hey, are you guys going down the river today?
00:25:37Yeah.
00:25:38Awesome.
00:25:38You guys found us.
00:25:39I thought you'd be like a bigger operation.
00:25:42No, this is it.
00:25:44I'm going to run down a few things.
00:25:46First, our big rule is you keep your life jacket on all the time.
00:25:50Never take your life jacket off.
00:25:53And the other rule, obviously, is you've got to sign our waiver here, just in case you guys
00:25:56do something really stupid.
00:25:58And also, each valley here is a microclimate.
00:26:01There are little clouds coming in.
00:26:03You never know what the weather's going to do, so keep an eye on that.
00:26:06It's the last time you're ever going to sign your name.
00:26:08Now, when you're going down the river at the third bridge, you're going to paddle your
00:26:13little tube over to the bank.
00:26:14You'll see our trailer there.
00:26:16We'll collect you guys and shuttle you right back here.
00:26:19Are there any questions?
00:26:20Yeah.
00:26:21Can we drink?
00:26:23Yeah, that's fine, guys.
00:26:24Just please be smart about it, all right?
00:26:27Don't pass out in the middle of the river or anything.
00:26:29Hey, I was in the back.
00:26:31Thanks.
00:26:31All right, we all clear now?
00:26:33Cool.
00:26:33We're going to pass everything out and get you guys on your way.
00:26:37Do you want some bladder wine?
00:26:40I'm good.
00:26:41Thanks, though.
00:26:42Thanks a lot, dude.
00:26:43Have fun, guys.
00:26:43The river's right down that way.
00:26:47What the hell's a microclimate?
00:26:49I don't know.
00:27:05I don't know.
00:27:06I don't know.
00:27:07All right, let's go.
00:27:37Let's go.
00:28:12Hey, Sheldon, is it rough down there?
00:28:15It's a little rough.
00:28:18Did you guys fall?
00:28:19No, but these records are way too shallow.
00:28:22I can't even get by.
00:28:23What should we do?
00:28:24Should we just walk down?
00:28:26Come on, Sam!
00:28:29Sam looks miserable.
00:28:36I don't know how we're going to get any farther down.
00:28:39It's so shallow.
00:28:41Just get down and walk it?
00:28:44Get out, I mean?
00:28:45I don't know.
00:28:45I don't know.
00:29:18Hey, anybody listen to that dude about where we're supposed to go after whatever bridge?
00:29:23What?
00:29:24Where the hell are we supposed to go after whatever bridge?
00:29:27Are you kidding me?
00:29:28I don't know how to go.
00:29:29I wasn't listening to anything you're saying.
00:29:30No, I think we're supposed to go through three bridges and then go left.
00:29:33Three?
00:29:35Fucking A, man.
00:29:37Those guys robbed us, man.
00:29:38For real.
00:29:40Fuck.
00:29:43Are you guys starting to feel it?
00:29:46Tube, tube, tube!
00:29:47Tube, tube!
00:29:48We're done for real, right?
00:29:50Do you guys want to just be done?
00:29:52Yes.
00:29:52We can just leave this shit here.
00:29:55Lazy river, my ass.
00:29:59Yeah, we're done.
00:30:01This is a little rip-off anyway.
00:30:0220 bucks?
00:30:04Somebody help, Sam?
00:30:12Anybody know how to get back?
00:30:33There's no way that was safe.
00:30:36Not the great idea.
00:30:38Yeah.
00:30:59I lost my shoe.
00:31:00Yeah, I lost mine too.
00:31:02It makes you feel better.
00:31:05Okay.
00:31:06Wait, how long does it usually take to sit in?
00:31:0930 to 60 minutes usually.
00:31:11Yeah, and then in like an hour, you'll start seeing demons and dragons.
00:31:15Spiders.
00:31:16Evil clowns.
00:31:17Stop.
00:31:18The clowns are the worst.
00:31:20Stop.
00:31:23You don't feel it in your stomach?
00:31:30Um, I'm starting to feel a little relaxed, but that's about it.
00:31:35Relaxed is good.
00:31:48Oh, wow.
00:31:50What is this place?
00:31:53It's like an old abandoned marble factory.
00:31:57Marble factory?
00:32:02Wow.
00:32:03Look at the sky too.
00:32:07Oh, so cool.
00:32:30Is that wall made out of marble?
00:32:32Yeah.
00:32:33They look like snow.
00:32:35Cubes of snow.
00:32:39They look like snow.
00:32:45They look like snow.
00:32:49They look like snow.
00:32:50They look like snow.
00:32:54They look like snow.
00:32:55They look like snow.
00:32:56They look like snow.
00:32:56They look like snow.
00:32:56They look like snow.
00:32:56They look like snow.
00:32:56They look like snow.
00:32:57They look like snow.
00:32:57They look like snow.
00:33:01They look like snow.
00:33:04They look like snow.
00:33:20Molly, are you okay?
00:33:22Yeah.
00:33:24Are you sure?
00:33:25Yeah.
00:33:27Okay.
00:33:28I just know you're nervous, so I want to make sure you're okay.
00:33:31No, I'm...
00:33:33Feels...
00:33:33Feels all right.
00:33:35Okay.
00:33:37Honestly, my experience, personally, it comes on faster if you just let go.
00:33:46Yeah, I'm not so sure what I'm letting...
00:33:49Like, exactly what that means.
00:33:52Yeah.
00:33:54Yeah, most people have a hard time describing it.
00:33:58Like, a lot of people say that it's really spiritually significant for them.
00:34:05There's a lot of research going on right now, you know?
00:34:09Some people report having a full, what they call a mystical experience, which can include,
00:34:15you know, pure awareness, merging with some kind of ultimate reality, feeling a unity with
00:34:22all things.
00:34:23Some people rate it as the most spiritually significant moment in their lives.
00:34:28Yeah, but it's a drug taking an effect on somebody, right?
00:34:33It's not like a real religious experience, it's a spiritual experience, it's a drugs effect,
00:34:40right?
00:34:41I know.
00:34:41I know.
00:34:42I know.
00:34:42I sound like a hippie.
00:34:42It's ridiculous.
00:34:44I'm sorry.
00:34:45I'm...
00:34:46This is the kind of shit that I think about when I'm alone by myself.
00:34:49Hey, guys.
00:34:52I think we need to get out of here or we'll be here forever.
00:34:56Okay.
00:34:57Forever.
00:34:58That sounds like a good idea.
00:35:06Guys, we've got to head back.
00:35:08Wow.
00:35:11Shoes, clothes, warm.
00:35:14We're flowing.
00:35:15I've been here for so long.
00:35:17We'll be here forever.
00:35:18We'll be here forever.
00:35:47We'll be here for so long.
00:36:14We'll be here for so long.
00:36:41Oh, no.
00:36:44This is real, right?
00:36:47There's no way I can do this right now.
00:36:49Come on.
00:36:50We're back.
00:36:51We can't get in.
00:36:53Tell him to do that.
00:36:56Oh, thank God we're here.
00:36:58Welcome back, everybody.
00:37:00Thank you, Jason.
00:37:02Great tour guides.
00:37:05All right.
00:37:05I think everybody should get changed and then we'll meet back wherever.
00:37:11Just do whatever.
00:37:13Just do whatever.
00:37:14I don't want this responsibility.
00:37:15I don't want this on my plate right now.
00:37:19Be happy.
00:37:21Enjoy the sun.
00:37:22You have, man.
00:37:26I don't want this on my plate.
00:37:27We can't get in the lobby.
00:37:30It's not good.
00:37:40It's not good.
00:37:45I don't want this on my plate.
00:37:46You're, you're...
00:37:48I don't want this on my plate.
00:37:48You know neither.
00:37:49Put it on my plate.
00:37:51We'll have some more.
00:38:10What the fuck am I doing?
00:38:22What the fuck am I doing?
00:39:02What the fuck am I doing?
00:39:48Oh, the light is different over here.
00:39:50Oh, yeah.
00:39:55Yeah, all these colors just totally changed.
00:39:58Whoa, the light got different on this side than even it was on that side.
00:40:24Hey, Jason.
00:40:29You look happy.
00:40:36You look happy.
00:40:37I'm happy to see you.
00:40:46How come you're not down at the creek with everybody?
00:40:49Um, I decided I would lie down right here.
00:40:55Can I lay down too?
00:40:56I would recommend it.
00:41:01See what I mean?
00:41:02Yeah.
00:41:10Have you even moved since we've, since you got here?
00:41:14Um, no.
00:41:17But I have gone lots of places and I've seen lots of really cool things.
00:41:30Jason?
00:41:32Jason?
00:41:34Yeah?
00:41:35I have a question for you.
00:41:37Okay.
00:41:38Do you think that Shelton has started to look old?
00:41:43I mean, I could see it, I guess.
00:41:46He's, you know, he's started balding, I think.
00:41:50That's not something to bring up around him.
00:41:52He, that's something that makes him very upset.
00:41:56That, he does not enjoy that at all.
00:42:00Oh.
00:42:02I don't blame him.
00:42:03Well, secretly though, I think it's really funny.
00:42:14Everything on the ground is so wild.
00:42:18There's a beaver all up and down this creek though.
00:42:20See his path?
00:42:21Is the beaver here?
00:42:22Yeah, see he's got a dam right here.
00:42:23He's got paths all in here.
00:42:26Billy the beaver.
00:42:29Yeah, sure dude, that's his name.
00:42:31Billy.
00:42:37I got some of nature's candy.
00:42:40What do you got?
00:42:41Strawberries.
00:42:42No shit?
00:42:43Did you just say strawberries?
00:42:44Yeah.
00:42:45Oh man, really?
00:42:47Yes, you read my mind.
00:42:54Oh wow.
00:42:58Yeah.
00:42:59Oh my God.
00:43:00Yeah.
00:43:01Smell them.
00:43:03Mmm.
00:43:05Not that one.
00:43:06No, that's the only one I want.
00:43:13Could I have another one before I go back across?
00:43:16Yeah.
00:43:24What time is it?
00:43:29Oh, that is not a concept that I'm prepared to talk about right now.
00:43:37I apologize.
00:43:41Oh well.
00:43:43Oh well.
00:43:45Oh well.
00:43:46You know what's funny?
00:43:49Is that I know that I'm tripping or whatever, but how often do you actually get to sit down outside
00:43:56like this?
00:43:59Yeah.
00:44:00Yeah.
00:44:04I think I'm gonna go walk down to the creek.
00:44:07Yeah.
00:44:09Yeah.
00:44:33Oh well.
00:44:34That's a great work.
00:44:34Yeah.
00:44:34Oh well.
00:44:35I'm gonna go break.
00:44:35Yeah.
00:44:35Oh well.
00:44:37I think I'm going to make my way down to the creek.
00:44:42You want to come?
00:44:46Sure.
00:44:47I don't know if I can get up right now, though.
00:44:53Sure you can.
00:44:56That's very nice.
00:44:59Oh.
00:45:02Oh, this is different.
00:45:05Good.
00:45:05It's good.
00:45:06Nice.
00:45:06Yes.
00:45:07Sanding is good.
00:45:10Wow.
00:45:16Oh, the bug sounds are so amplified down here.
00:45:21This is awesome.
00:45:25Those strawberries?
00:45:26Oh, yeah.
00:45:27Here, have them.
00:45:28Really?
00:45:28Yes, please.
00:45:29They're so good.
00:45:32Hey, Mo, you want a strawberry?
00:45:34Whoa.
00:45:35Probably going to be the best strawberry you ever had in your entire life.
00:45:37Mm-hmm.
00:45:39Wow.
00:45:40Not to build it up or anything.
00:45:41Mm-hmm.
00:45:43They're really good.
00:45:45Really, really good.
00:45:48Hey, you guys know flowers?
00:45:51Yes.
00:45:52I know flowers.
00:45:53I knew one once.
00:45:55But you know how there are flowers, and there are bees.
00:46:03There are bees, and there are flowers, and the flowers need the bees.
00:46:08The bees have to pollinate the flowers, and the bees need the flowers because the flowers
00:46:16have the nectar, and the bees need to make honey.
00:46:18And so without bees, no flowers.
00:46:24No flowers.
00:46:25None.
00:46:25Without flowers, no bees.
00:46:28Without bees and without flowers, total collapse.
00:46:32Nothing.
00:46:33There's nothing.
00:46:36So bees aren't flowers?
00:46:38They're not flowers.
00:46:39They're not.
00:46:40The stem is the flower.
00:46:42The petals are the flower.
00:46:43The bud is the flower.
00:46:45Bees are not flowers?
00:46:46Wings are bees?
00:46:47The symbiosis.
00:46:49Legs are bees?
00:46:50Flowers are bees?
00:46:51Yeah, right.
00:46:52You guys, you know what I'm talking about?
00:46:54Yeah, we have to label them.
00:46:56We have to say, you're a flower.
00:46:58You're a bee.
00:46:59You guys are not connected.
00:47:00You're a flower.
00:47:01Hang out with dandelions and roses.
00:47:04Stop feeling oneness.
00:47:05You're not the same thing.
00:47:06I'm sorry.
00:47:07There is a void.
00:47:08There is a total void.
00:47:13I'm tripping my face off right now.
00:47:20Oh, fuck.
00:47:23Where is your face?
00:47:25Where is my face?
00:47:26I saw it in the river, John.
00:47:29It was smiling.
00:47:32As long as it was smiling.
00:47:33Yeah.
00:47:35It was part of the river now.
00:47:38It is river.
00:47:39It is.
00:47:40Face is river.
00:47:41You're in river right now.
00:47:42Face is river.
00:47:43Stick is beaver.
00:47:45Rock is Ben.
00:47:46Jason is Sam.
00:47:48Molly is me.
00:47:50Shelton is grass.
00:47:52Same color.
00:47:56Oh, man.
00:47:57Tell us more.
00:47:58Like, what else about the river?
00:47:59What else is the same thing is the same thing.
00:48:18I love us, John.
00:48:19I love us, too.
00:48:20We love us.
00:48:21I am you.
00:48:22You are me.
00:48:23We are us.
00:48:24We are us.
00:48:25We are us.
00:48:30We are us.
00:48:36We are us.
00:48:41We are us.
00:48:44We are us.
00:48:44We are us.
00:48:45We are us.
00:48:45We are us.
00:48:45We are us.
00:48:47We are us.
00:48:48We are us.
00:49:22I wish this was a blanket
00:49:23tree.
00:49:25I mean made of blankets.
00:49:27Yeah.
00:50:04Why do we have the same thoughts?
00:50:05Because we're so in tune with each other.
00:50:08Hey, were you guys over there?
00:50:11What?
00:50:14No, we were here.
00:50:16The tree.
00:50:17Were you at the trees?
00:50:18Dude, just be here.
00:50:20May I sit here?
00:50:21Yeah.
00:50:24Wow, this is cool.
00:50:25Yeah.
00:50:27Yeah.
00:50:28How old do you think this thing is?
00:50:30This?
00:50:30Yeah.
00:50:3132.
00:50:32Well, that's an appropriate age.
00:50:34I once got myself off.
00:50:36I once masturbated while I was sitting on a dead tree like that.
00:50:42What?
00:50:42Whoa.
00:50:44You fucked it.
00:50:45I fucked.
00:50:45I had.
00:50:46Yeah, I fucked it.
00:50:47Well, I didn't fuck it, but I like I got off on it.
00:50:53You jerked off on a tree trunk.
00:50:55Yeah.
00:50:56I was sitting on a trunk and I jerked.
00:50:58I got myself off on it.
00:51:00This was a long, long time ago.
00:51:02What?
00:51:03What?
00:51:04What?
00:51:05Is this real?
00:51:06What do you mean?
00:51:07Is it?
00:51:07What do you mean?
00:51:08I'm asking if that really happened.
00:51:10Yes, of course it happened.
00:51:11Why would I just?
00:51:16Is that weird?
00:51:17It's not weird, but it's funny to hear that from you.
00:51:19I don't know.
00:51:20It's not weird.
00:51:21I masturbated all over everything.
00:51:25There's just a time in your life when you just need to do that all the time.
00:51:29That's very true.
00:51:30Yeah.
00:51:30Does that stop for you?
00:51:31I love it still.
00:51:33No, it's gone.
00:51:34Really?
00:51:34My pussy fell asleep.
00:51:39I mean, it like fell asleep a while ago.
00:51:42Yeah.
00:51:44It's crazy.
00:51:45It's so exhausted.
00:51:46I mean, it's not.
00:51:47I haven't exhausted it.
00:51:48I haven't exhausted it, but it's all been so exhausting.
00:51:55So it's just functional.
00:51:56Like you just use it to pee.
00:51:58You know, I don't even get wet anymore.
00:52:01No.
00:52:02Ew.
00:52:06I just, I'm going to stop masturbating now.
00:52:10That thought deadened the whole thing.
00:52:12Dry pussy just killed my dick.
00:52:36It's weird to like see this land and be like, yeah, I'm going to put a house over there and
00:52:40then just figure it out.
00:52:41Yeah.
00:52:41There'll be a road.
00:52:45What was that?
00:52:49Something's over there.
00:52:50Oh, is that an animal?
00:52:58Is that it again?
00:53:00That sounds like an elk.
00:53:04Like with huge damage.
00:53:06Smaller than a moose.
00:53:07Yeah, but still pretty big.
00:53:09Yeah, yeah, no.
00:53:10I'm just trying to get it like that.
00:53:10Like he's smaller than a moose?
00:53:12Yeah.
00:53:12I think so.
00:53:16Well, we might be able to see him from the top actually.
00:53:22She doesn't sound too happy.
00:53:26How can you tell if it's hungry or not?
00:53:30I know.
00:53:31Best way to tell probably is if it's coming after you.
00:53:57Oh, it's cows.
00:54:01Cows?
00:54:04Is it cows?
00:54:05Is it cows?
00:54:09It's just a bunch of fucking cows mooing.
00:54:16Probably a farmer over there being like, what the fuck is going on on the next door neighbors?
00:54:21These fucking idiots keep mooing at me.
00:54:26No, there's a bear.
00:54:27Oh.
00:54:29Oh, shit.
00:54:30Are you sure?
00:54:32Yeah, right here, there's a bear.
00:54:33It is bear season.
00:54:35You see that?
00:54:37That's a cow.
00:54:38That's a cow.
00:54:39That's a cow, yeah.
00:54:40It's definitely not a bear, guys.
00:54:41Yeah, it's a cow.
00:54:42It would be so sad if there was a cow over there and like, help me.
00:54:45Help me, bear, bear, bear.
00:54:47Help me.
00:54:47Yeah, but one of them is like, not one of us.
00:54:50Smurr.
00:54:57What are the different kinds of clouds?
00:54:58It's cirrus, cumulonimbus.
00:55:01Cumulonimbus.
00:55:02Cumulus.
00:55:02Cumulus and stratus.
00:55:04Strata.
00:55:05Stratus?
00:55:06Strata.
00:55:06What's the difference?
00:55:07I don't know.
00:55:08The cirrus are like the little wisps.
00:55:12I think, yeah, these are, I think.
00:55:15And then cumulonimbus is the ones that are thunderclouds.
00:55:18The fluffy ones, right?
00:55:24How do the animals know it's instinct somehow?
00:55:29A trait of evolution, maybe.
00:55:32No, but like, who, where does it come from?
00:55:34Where, how?
00:55:35How are you innately born or something?
00:55:37Yeah.
00:56:10Sanjūr is awesome!
00:56:10Maybe you can break into time.
00:56:15How do people see...
00:56:16Sometime have adrenaline сто redemption.
00:56:16These are the pieces of a giantِ融 энергíchity.
00:56:17That must be pronouncedellow in the Deixa i Hyde.
00:56:17He cannot let the HARI to try and address his death.
00:56:17A Salvlage was the root of his death.
00:56:17Yup, he won't see why his death.
00:56:23We were the planet.
00:56:24H 태풍 he dead.unciation
00:56:31of his death has millionaire Henry.
00:56:54You know, Jason told me that you're getting engaged.
00:56:57I am engaged. I've been engaged for a while.
00:57:00I know. I'm so happy.
00:57:02Thanks.
00:57:07Why didn't you tell me that you...
00:57:11I don't know.
00:57:13I guess I didn't realize.
00:57:15Everyone found out from Facebook and all that kind of bullshit,
00:57:18so I guess I just assumed that you knew.
00:57:23I didn't know.
00:57:26I know you're busy and stuff.
00:57:27You're out there on your own and you're fucking terrible at keeping in touch.
00:57:32Yeah, exactly.
00:57:35So you have to put a little...
00:57:37I mean, I'm happy for you.
00:57:42I wasn't surprised, you know, that I hadn't heard, but I don't know.
00:57:47It's just fucking...
00:57:47It's weird.
00:57:48We'll all be out talking, you know, having a beer with the guys,
00:57:53and we'll start talking about you eventually, and it's strange.
00:57:58It's like we're talking about a dead person or something.
00:58:00You know, you just completely disappeared.
00:58:04I don't know.
00:58:07Sorry.
00:58:08It's really not a big deal.
00:58:09I just...
00:58:12It's just weird.
00:58:14But it's fine.
00:58:32It's like I keep...
00:58:35I keep moving.
00:58:36I'm not really sure what I'm after.
00:58:50I need a connection.
00:58:53Yeah.
00:58:53I want to tell you what I'm thinking.
00:58:55I just don't want to talk about it.
00:58:56I know what you're saying.
00:58:57I know what you're saying.
00:59:00Why don't you just...
00:59:01Why can't you just get in here, dude?
00:59:02Just listen to what I'm saying.
00:59:04Oh, thank you.
00:59:06Oh.
00:59:08Thanks, Joe.
00:59:10All right.
00:59:11Maui!
00:59:15Maui!
00:59:16We're going over here!
00:59:18This way!
01:00:00Maui, you want a cigarette?
01:00:03Yeah, I do, actually.
01:00:10It tastes really good right now.
01:00:14It's delicious.
01:00:17I stopped.
01:00:19Why?
01:00:20Why do you think I stopped?
01:00:22Oh, yeah.
01:00:23And you're not really allowed to...
01:00:24I don't know.
01:00:25My mom used to hide cigarettes from me.
01:00:27She did?
01:00:27Mm-hmm.
01:00:28I mean, I have a little secret stash.
01:00:30Every once in a while, I'll take...
01:00:32I didn't understand until I got older.
01:00:34It tastes good to hurt a little bit and hurt yourself.
01:00:37Like, that self-destruction feeling.
01:00:39You can't help.
01:00:42But want it sometimes, I think.
01:00:43I want it sometimes.
01:00:45Yeah.
01:00:45This is, like, a really compact form of that, isn't it?
01:00:48But not really.
01:00:49It's, like, direct.
01:00:50Yeah.
01:00:51It's, like...
01:00:52It's the friend your mom never wanted you to hang out with.
01:00:54It's a small little dose of it, right?
01:00:55Yeah.
01:00:55Yeah.
01:00:56It's a way that you can monitor it.
01:00:58Well, it's good to be self-destructive at times.
01:01:01And it's important.
01:01:03Oh, my God.
01:01:04Are you kidding me?
01:01:07I, like...
01:01:08I think you have to sort of, like, know your...
01:01:14Spectrum.
01:01:14Do you know what I mean?
01:01:15Yeah.
01:01:16I mean, maybe that's kind of part of the reason you just feel like...
01:01:19I don't know.
01:01:20It's nice to hit rock bottom.
01:01:23Yeah.
01:01:24Do you know what I mean?
01:01:24Well, yeah.
01:01:25You got to get your lows to get your highs, I think.
01:01:28And it seems like a lot of these guys...
01:01:34have kind of just plateaued, and that scares the shit out of me.
01:01:37Plateaued in what way?
01:01:38What do you mean?
01:01:38Like, there's never a fear that they're...
01:01:42Like me?
01:01:43I think you're all right.
01:01:44I think you're a little different, though, in that...
01:01:47you've kept, like, a pretty good perspective...
01:01:51Oh, God.
01:01:52We just aren't allowed to be as selfish.
01:01:54I might be...
01:01:55I don't know.
01:01:56I'm just really selfish right now, I feel.
01:02:02It's weird to...
01:02:03It's weird to be me, and having accomplished absolutely nothing,
01:02:07feel like...
01:02:10I don't know.
01:02:11I'm here.
01:02:12Like, I miss her.
01:02:14But I don't have worries right now.
01:02:18Like, I don't...
01:02:19I should have worries.
01:02:21I don't have any of the things people need to have.
01:02:25Yeah, you do.
01:02:26I have her.
01:02:27Yeah.
01:02:27Yeah.
01:02:27You get to go home every day.
01:02:29Yeah.
01:02:32What about you?
01:02:33You want to do that?
01:02:41I don't know.
01:02:43Whoa.
01:02:44Yeah.
01:02:46I think so.
01:02:47I thought so for a really long time, but...
01:02:49I think so.
01:04:53You look exactly the same.
01:05:05You know...
01:05:12I wanted to tell you something.
01:05:15And then...
01:05:44I'll be right back.
01:06:13I'll be right back.
01:06:32We're running by all this open space.
01:06:41John, you put your shoes by the tree.
01:06:43I know where to find them now.
01:06:51How's everyone?
01:06:59What happened?
01:07:01You guys are laughing a second ago.
01:07:03It'll happen again.
01:07:15The only thing I've been worried about for hours now is like, where's the best spot to lie down?
01:07:21Yeah.
01:07:25Will this be comfortable?
01:07:26Should I make this immense world?
01:07:28How should I make that my small little world?
01:07:34It's real wet.
01:07:35It's real wet.
01:07:36It's so wet.
01:07:36I've had it in my mouth for like an hour before I let it.
01:07:40You want a different one?
01:07:41No, no, no.
01:07:41It's fine.
01:07:42I don't mind.
01:07:44You're brother and sister now.
01:07:45That's how that works.
01:07:47You okay?
01:07:48Mm-hmm.
01:07:49Okay.
01:07:50Yeah.
01:07:52Okay.
01:07:54Are you tying shoes?
01:07:55Yeah.
01:07:56That's something I need to have done, too.
01:07:57I can tie everybody's shoes.
01:07:59Why can't you guys tie your shoes?
01:08:02I was looking at it.
01:08:03I knew that was a project for later.
01:08:05Do you need your shoe tied, too?
01:08:07That one's good.
01:08:08That one's good.
01:08:10Can you hear me now?
01:08:11I can't hear you.
01:08:12I can't hear you.
01:08:12No?
01:08:12No?
01:08:13It's not coming through.
01:08:14Sorry.
01:08:16All right.
01:08:17We're at home.
01:08:21It's going to go down, too.
01:08:23Is it?
01:08:23The sun?
01:08:24Yeah.
01:08:24It's going to get colder.
01:08:25It's going to go .
01:08:26Now you're all fucking freezing.
01:08:28Well, it doesn't actually go down.
01:08:30You know, we're going up.
01:08:32No, we're just going .
01:08:35Come on.
01:08:36Hold on, guys.
01:08:38What happened?
01:08:44Look at Shelton coming.
01:08:50This fucking guy.
01:08:54Safe.
01:08:54Yeah.
01:08:55No, I'm not.
01:08:56I'm not.
01:08:56No.
01:08:57What's safe?
01:08:57No.
01:08:58Safe.
01:08:59What's safe?
01:09:00What's the term for that?
01:09:03Gotcha.
01:09:04No, but for real.
01:09:05What's safe?
01:09:06You did.
01:09:07You did.
01:09:07That is it.
01:09:08But that seems like, no.
01:09:10I didn't get it.
01:09:11Way off.
01:09:12It's like the biggest version of the cut neck slice you can do.
01:09:15Definitely not.
01:09:16,
01:09:18,
01:09:18.
01:09:19,
01:09:19,
01:09:20,
01:09:20,
01:09:21,
01:09:21,
01:09:22Ha, ha, ha, ha.
01:09:52Ha, ha, ha.
01:10:22Ha, ha, ha.
01:10:56You know what's really happening when you're tripping?
01:10:59What?
01:11:02It basically disconnects you from yourself.
01:11:07And it's actually calming your brain's activity.
01:11:11So you're less able to filter out all these senses and things that you wouldn't need normally.
01:11:20Otherwise, it'd be overload, you know?
01:11:24So you're consciously feeling and seeing all these things that normally you can't.
01:11:32But, you know, it's just a drug.
01:12:06So you're not able to filter out all these things.
01:12:09This is a different world.
01:12:20I need some water for this.
01:12:22Oh, yeah, the kitchen.
01:12:40Therapy dough.
01:12:41I wonder if I would like to add it off into the earth.
01:12:48Now we would like to remember.
01:12:48I already observed that at Geld sub chicken,
01:12:48so many of you used to produce.
01:12:48It's better than given the essence of the Sap.
01:12:58So you've never met me yet.
01:12:58We will go with 2 Days and 3F jobs and Taiwan,찬st
01:13:02scandal, I'll
01:13:02be sure that you didn't listen to theommt system just fertig.
01:13:10I don't know.
01:13:32I don't know.
01:14:02I don't know.
01:14:19All right, buddy.
01:14:20Come on.
01:14:21Okay?
01:14:22It's okay, buddy.
01:14:38That was fun, wasn't it?
01:14:43That's okay.
01:14:59Hey, somebody's tired.
01:15:01He's tired.
01:15:06Come on.
01:15:08Okay.
01:15:09It's okay, buddy.
01:15:10Hey, guys.
01:15:14Hey, baby, I'm sorry.
01:15:19Hey, buddy.
01:15:23I missed you.
01:15:27Hey.
01:15:51Hey.
01:15:54Hey.
01:16:07Hey.
01:16:09Hey.
01:16:10Hey.
01:16:11Hey.
01:16:12Hey.
01:16:12Hey.
01:16:13Hey.
01:16:14Hey.
01:16:14Hey.
01:16:15Hey.
01:16:17Hey.
01:16:18Hey.
01:16:39Hey, man, I'm thinking about taking it easy
01:16:48Hey, man, I'm thinking about going slow
01:16:57I've been cruising at your speed for too long now
01:17:06Think it's time for me to enjoy the ride
01:17:15You, you seem a little high-strung
01:17:24Not really one to go with the flow
01:17:33Wish we'd just sit back, man, just shut up
01:17:41You were never really part of the show
01:17:50So, yeah, I think I'm gonna take it easy
01:17:59Yeah, man, I'm gonna go so slow
01:18:08Gonna see if I can change my view on a few things
01:18:17Think it's time to see who's in control
01:18:25Cause you, you don't seem too happy
01:18:35Not really one to go with the flow
01:18:44Wish you'd just sit back, man, just shut up
01:18:53Cause you know you were never really part of the show
01:19:12Get out of the show
01:19:37Hey, man, I'm thinking about taking it easy
01:19:42Hey, man, I'm thinking about going slow
01:19:55I've been cruising at your speed for too long now
01:20:04Think it's time for me to enjoy the ride
01:20:12Think it's time for me to enjoy the ride
01:20:22Think it's time for me to enjoy the ride
01:20:26Think it's time for me to enjoy the ride
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