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13 Reasons Why - Season 2 Episode 6
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00:32Zach, I wrote you a letter
00:36I poured my heart out
00:38Opening up about personal things
00:41I hadn't had the courage to admit to anyone
00:46How hard life was getting
00:49How lonely I felt
00:54I keep to myself mostly
00:57I don't always tell people things
00:59I'm not good with
01:00Like drama
01:04You look good
01:06Very sharp
01:07You ready for this?
01:10Yeah, I'm all ready
01:12I learned pretty early on not to rock the boat
01:15You'll do great
01:16To stay in my lane
01:17You're a good boy
01:19The best son a mother could have
01:24Don't worry, Mom
01:25You'll be fine
01:28Don't worry about it
01:29Okay?
01:30He'll be back
01:31He's sick as hell
01:32He can't go to the city
01:34He's got no money, no car
01:35Clay, I'm on your side
01:37Okay?
01:38We'll figure this out
01:41Thank you
01:43Thank you
01:44Can I trust you?
01:46Always
01:54Do you have any idea where at school these might have been taken?
01:59No, I don't recognize it
02:07Wait, is that?
02:09Bryce
02:13Wow
02:16I try not to be a bully
02:19I try not to be a victim
02:21We firmly believe that our daughter deserved better
02:24And that the school, the school could have done more
02:27We don't let ourselves forget that
02:29That's how we keep ourselves going
02:31We're in this together
02:31Mr. Baker, one more question
02:34We're in this together
02:35Thank you, sir
02:36Thank you
02:40Everything okay?
02:41Stop that dumb kid
02:42Tells the truth in there today
02:43Liv, this time we have actual proof
02:45That Hannah told the school
02:46That she was hurting
02:47She wrote that note in class
02:49They did nothing
02:50We're right on this one
02:51It's a win
02:52I agree
02:53And it is so good to see you both here
02:55Though, if I may say
02:57Now that we're playing
02:58You're a united front
02:59It is helpful to hold hands for the press
03:01We're not
03:02Playing at anything
03:05It's a tough line to walk
03:08So, this bullying that you just mentioned
03:10Do you feel pressure to join in
03:12When you see it happening?
03:14Yes, sir
03:14And what type of bullying do you see?
03:16Well, sometimes it's obvious
03:18And sometimes it's not
03:20Sometimes kid gets roughed up
03:23A lot of the times, though
03:25It's
03:26It's just stuff that people say
03:28Especially athletes
03:29So
03:30What type of stuff do you say?
03:36We
03:37We
03:38We brag about things that we do with girls
03:41Like
03:43Uh
03:44Sexually
03:45Even when they're not true
03:47And sometimes that can get around
03:49And who's saying these things?
03:58Lots of kids
03:59Lots of kids
04:01It's a tough school
04:03Three weeks before you went to the hospital
04:05You received the tapes
04:06Do you remember how?
04:08At school?
04:10No
04:10They were mailed to you
04:13On tape five
04:14Hannah talks about running into you and Jessica
04:16At the winter formal
04:17Do you remember what she said about you two?
04:20That we look good together?
04:23No
04:23You weren't at the dance with Jessica
04:25You were just talking to her there
04:28Did you
04:28Have you been studying?
04:30Yes, I've been fucking studying
04:33Clay
04:33I've listened to the tapes like four times
04:35I don't even know if the doctor is going to ask me any of this today
04:38I went online
04:40Some doctors tested Marines that had TBI with dates and memory questions to see if they could continue serving
04:45I'm not a fucking Marine, Clay
04:47I shot myself in the head
04:50Mr. Porter is out this morning
04:52I'm Miss Paul
04:54And we're going to be watching a very interesting film
04:59Human Centipede?
05:01Well, no
05:02It's not a nature film
05:05It's, uh
05:07It's about life after high school
05:10And how it gets better
05:11That's great, but what the hell are we supposed to do until then?
05:19I super glued the DVD player shut
05:21So now I wait to see how long it takes her to figure it out
05:27Dude, come on, celebrate me
05:31My neighbor saw a shooting
05:32So my dad's calling your dad
05:34Shit
05:36But now he wants to take a shooting
05:38So wait, we're getting in trouble for shooting guns
05:41So they're taking us to go shoot guns?
05:43Essentially, yeah
05:46Do adults think these things through?
05:48No
05:50No, dude, I'm there
05:51Fuck yeah
05:52Cool
05:53All right
05:54Who is good with electronics?
06:05This silent treatment gonna last all day?
06:07What do you want me to say, Kev?
06:08I was glad to bail you out of jail and wait two hours at the impound?
06:12You said that I should use the time
06:14that I have left to do the most good
06:17Take care of those kids
06:19And how is assaulting a drug dealer taking care of those kids?
06:22He all but put a price tag on Justin Foley's head
06:25And what happened to the back window?
06:27Hmm?
06:30It must have happened during the fight
06:32I mean, we'll get it fixed
06:34It's not about the car
06:37Look
06:39I'm proud of you, Kev
06:41Fighting for these kids, doing whatever you can
06:43I get it
06:44But baby, there's glass in Mason's car seat
06:48I want you to do you
06:50But what if someone from the school finds out what happened and you get fired?
06:53They won't
06:54All right
06:55And what if you get hurt next time?
06:57There won't be a next time
06:58I promise
07:00Okay?
07:02So
07:03I'm obsessed with this new life you're leading
07:07But can I ask you about your old cheerleading days?
07:10Sure
07:13Have you ever heard of a place called the clubhouse?
07:16It's a place where jocks hung out, maybe?
07:19No, it doesn't sound familiar
07:21But is there anything else you know about it?
07:24Apparently Hannah went there with an athlete, possibly Justin, long after they broke up
07:28Are you serious, Ryan?
07:31You're really trying to dig up dirt on Hannah?
07:33No, I wasn't
07:35I'm interested
07:36Yeah, well your interest tends to end up in your zine
07:38I would never
07:40I was just
07:43You're right
07:50I'll drop it
07:55It is especially tough on girls
07:58It was for Hannah
08:00To your knowledge, neither Mrs. Bradley nor any Liberty faculty took any action once this anonymous note was read aloud?
08:09Not to my knowledge, no
08:10So a note expressing interest in suicide was read aloud in class and faculty members ignored it?
08:19Objection, asked and answered
08:21Sustained
08:21No further questions, your honor
08:26Hey, Kevin
08:27How you doing, buddy?
08:29How's that new class going?
08:30It's all good
08:31Thanks
08:32Good, glad to hear it
08:34Just helps keep your head down
08:36And, you know, focus on work when things get a little messed up
08:39You know, like last night
08:44I'm sorry?
08:47I got a buddy I went to high school with
08:50And, uh, he's one of the lieutenants at the station there
08:53He called me when they brought you in
08:55It was a misunderstanding
08:57Look, we've all been there
08:58You know, and apparently they got that dealer guy there like once a week
09:03But, look, I vouched for you
09:05And he said that they'd all make it go away
09:10I see
09:11I'm just gonna keep this between us
09:27I see
09:27Oh, yeah, that's all my
09:43So, yeah, I spent the entire night in my own bed
09:46And my dad only saved her half of it
09:48Yeah, I mean, that is everything
10:01It's just too easy to get sucked back in old shit
10:04I can handle it now
10:06Hey, what's up?
10:07Uh, do you know Michael?
10:09Hi
10:09Hey, Michael
10:11So, what did your doctor say, Alex?
10:13I'm sorry, I tried
10:15But they're not gonna let me testify
10:16Shit
10:17Did the doctor say why?
10:42Justin
10:55Hey, Jess
10:56I missed you
10:59Can we go somewhere else to talk alone?
11:02No
11:06I came back for you
11:10It's the only reason why I'm here
11:13If you want me to stay
11:17I promise you I'm here for good
11:20Look, if you want me to go, I'll go
11:23Forever this time
11:24You said that before
11:26You said that before
11:26I
11:26I tried to go away
11:30I tried to forget about you
11:33I
11:34I tried so fucking hard
11:36But I can't stop thinking about you
11:41But I can't stop thinking about you
11:41Yeah, I think about you too
11:45And I wish you were dead
11:53I'm sorry
11:56I didn't mean to hurt you more
12:19I didn't mean to hurt you more
12:24You
12:24Get up with you
12:28We gotta get him out of here
12:29Yeah
12:30Come on
12:30Just
12:30Use your legs
12:31Use your legs
12:32Use your legs
12:32Come on
12:51Did you know he was back?
12:53No, no, we really didn't know
12:55What does it matter to you?
12:57Why do you fucking care if Justin's back?
12:59Because clearly you do
13:00I don't fucking care
13:01You don't know how I feel
13:06Yeah, you're right
13:08I don't
13:17Zach, isn't it true that Hannah also reached out to you to talk about her feelings?
13:21Um, yes
13:23And did she write a note to you?
13:26A note that was not anonymous?
13:29Yes
13:30Yeah, she wrote me a letter explaining
13:33How sad she felt about everything
13:35How she felt really alone a lot of the time
13:38So you told no one at Liberty High that Hannah wrote you a note
13:43Telling you how alone she felt
13:50I didn't know how to
13:51But isn't it true that you did reach out to her off campus?
13:58Um
13:58The summer after sophomore year
14:01The summer after the note
14:02Did you have contact with her?
14:06Yes
14:06And isn't it true that you saw her more than once that summer?
14:12Um, yeah
14:13Last summer was slow
14:15Most people were out of town
14:18You take them, okay?
14:20Sure thing
14:22Can I help you?
14:23Hey, yeah
14:24Can I get a box of Mike and Ike's
14:26A box of hot tamales
14:27And a Diet Coke, please?
14:29No, you cannot have fucking Mike and Ike's
14:31And hot tamales
14:31Because you're not a fucking child
14:33Actually, his mommy says he is
14:35Okay, fuck off, you guys
14:36Don't you ever get tired of the mama's boy jokes?
14:38Uh, no
14:39No, no, we don't
14:47So I went to a lot of movies
14:51What can I get you?
14:54I
14:57Just wanted to say that I am sorry
15:01For all of it
15:04The thing I said about your ass
15:06Just that wasn't
15:08In your compliments
15:09And, um
15:12I'm just really
15:15I'm really sorry
15:18Thanks
15:21You're an asshole, but
15:23Yeah
15:23Thanks
15:27Mike and Ike's
15:30Yeah
15:32And hot tamales, too, please
15:36And a Diet Coke
15:47I mean, I guess I even saw movies
15:49I didn't want to see
15:55You see a lot of movies
15:56Yeah
15:56Well, this 2001 thing
15:58Is supposed to be a masterpiece, so
16:00God, it's, uh, so boring
16:02Oh, is it?
16:03Yeah, but at least it's long
16:05You should still see it, though, you know
16:07So at least when pretentious people talk about it
16:08You can yawn really loudly
16:10Okay, cool
16:11Yeah
16:14So
16:19Thank you
16:24Thank you
16:26Thank you
16:58so yeah yeah it was painful
17:05right you're in space why aren't you having fun in space
17:09why does nobody talk why is the movie so long and nobody talks about anything i mean at least
17:15talk about the fact that holy you're in outer space would you ever want to watch a different
17:25movie like like with you yes uh yeah i meant with me as part of the the plan except not
17:36at my house
17:36my mom doesn't let me have girls over so you're inviting me to watch a movie at my house
17:44i mean they're never going to make a movie about cameron taking a day off
17:50people underestimate the camerons of the world
17:54i mean they can be surprising
17:58everyone thinks when he falls off the diving board that he wants to drown
18:03but i think he just wanted someone to save him
18:08i kind of get that actually yeah
18:16shit my parents are home early uh uh uh just hi like
18:25nana you up
18:30honey you up
18:48no to my knowledge her parents never found out
18:52so you told no one else about the time you spent with hannah isn't that correct
18:57yes and isn't it true that you were ashamed of telling anyone no no i just
19:10that was the summer that my dad died and i was out of my mind and i needed someone that
19:17i could talk
19:17to yes but zach didn't you send each other hundreds of text messages hey
19:25hundreds i mean i yeah we texted i don't know how many times who is it zackie
19:34no one it's just my mom
19:40how's she doing she okay
19:47she just needs me to come home
19:50how are you doing
19:53i'm good i'm good i'm fine
19:59i'm not good
20:01my mom my mom my mom doesn't even want to talk about it she's acting like life is just like
20:09going on and i mean i i know that she's destroyed and she's worried about the future and and everything
20:16but she doesn't say anything but she doesn't say anything about it my parents do the same thing
20:25we just
20:27we had things in common to talk about and things we didn't have to talk about things we just knew
20:32about each other that must have been exhausting keeping that a secret
20:40yeah i guess i uh
20:43just wanted to keep the friendship ours and in all that time you spent together all those texts
20:49you and hannah never became more than friends you never told your fellow teammates about her as
20:55you've said they do bragged a bit no i would never do that because there was nothing to brag about
21:02or because you're not one to do so because it wasn't like that what was it like then
21:10mr dempsey did something happen between you and hannah baker the summer before she took her life
21:32and then after that we went on space mountain and i threw up all over her and after she broke
21:36up with me
21:37i took a long walk through toontown
21:41yeah how about you any bad breakups kind of hard to be broken up with when you've never had a
21:48boyfriend what really i i thought you and oh i'm so sorry i i didn't mean to everyone thinks i've
21:56done
21:56a lot of things with a lot of people but
22:01hey you know because i'm a guy people give me shit because i don't do enough so
22:07and what have you done are you seriously asking i am
22:14uh yeah nothing i'm a virgin
22:24it's weird you know because of my reputation like people calling me a slut and everything it made sex
22:32seem bad like this negative thing but i don't want it to be i want my first time to be
22:38how i
22:38want it to be not how everyone says it's been yeah i actually get that
22:46feels like there's no one good left in this town to even want to do that with them
23:06so um it's just i it's just you are a good person and i like you i like you too
23:19sorry what's happening
23:23i want to lose my virginity and i want it to be great
23:27i want to do it on my terms and with someone that i like
23:32would you be interested in having sex
23:42hi man so who is this girl she's uh she's from another school cool so what do you want to
23:52know
23:52well what what exactly do i need to know well i'm very happy you came to my office for this
23:59chat
24:01no but seriously it's hotter when a girl likes what you're doing and she feels good
24:18i'm sorry i don't know how to um
24:26begin this thing that we're doing
24:35is that me shaking or you maybe both a little bit of both
24:56i hate my body what why it's beautiful
25:01okay you have to say that no i i look at your body every day and i i think it's
25:05perfect
25:06it's okay
25:18Mm-hmm.
25:21Mm-hmm.
25:35Uh...
25:36OK.
25:49Does it hurt?
25:51Uh, just... pressure.
25:55Keep going.
26:02Uh...
26:18Uh...
26:31Huh?
26:33Huh?
26:34Uh...
26:37Huh?
26:41Huh?
26:42Huh!
26:43Huh!
26:50what's that up was that okay yeah that was good probably do it better if you
27:00want to try again we could try again okay
27:15yes what yes we we had sex just once no we
27:30it was all summer but it wasn't just the sex
27:36we really cared for each other
27:40it was amazing
27:43i think i don't know how hannah felt about it
27:49running like a fire burning in the wind
27:54you said you'd take me higher higher than i've been
28:00it was a feeling
28:02so i've been practicing
28:09practicing what figuring out what i like
28:13i had to get past the initial this is wrong god's gonna punish me and all women feeling of shame
28:20which wasn't a joke but now it's like literally the only thing i want to do
28:39holy shit
28:40right this is all starting to make sense now
28:44what am i going to do
28:52i don't want to give it all
29:00don't want to give it all
29:14I never was a dreamer, never wanted to pretend
29:20When the night comes I still feel you, and my dreams you never end
29:25And I want you to be with me, and I want you to be free
29:32And I want you to remember that I don't want you to fall
29:39Hey, do you think we're doing this too much?
29:44Do you think we are?
29:47No, I mean, do you think so?
29:51Are you okay with all this?
29:54I'm good
29:59So it should be
30:01Okay
30:18I'm gonna meet with Dennis damage control
30:21I'd like to come
30:24Fine, we're meeting at my house
30:27I don't want you to feel alone in this, Liv
30:30Well, that's nice, Andy
30:32I'm honored by your concern
30:34Can you not give one inch?
30:35I am trying here
30:37Is there not one goddamn ounce of forgiveness somewhere?
30:40Some kind of understanding that not everybody else is as self-contained as you are?
30:47Forgiveness for what?
30:49For which part?
30:49The leaving or the not fighting?
30:52This is you, though
30:53This is our whole life together
30:54Not just this trial
30:55Not just Hannah
30:56You have never forgiven weakness or imperfection or struggle
31:03I forgave every weakness, every imperfection, every mistake that we made in parenting our daughter
31:12I guess I'm just surprised that's all we had
31:17I lied to you
31:19I am living with Valerie and her daughter
31:23I know
32:09What the hell?
32:11Hey, it wasn't me
32:12Who the hell are you?
32:18The frequency is actually there, of course
32:20That's what it says
32:33I never told anyone because...
32:37Well...
32:38I thought I was protecting Hannah
32:44Maybe I was just protecting myself
32:51The fuck?
32:56I mean...
32:57What gives, dimpsy?
32:58You cash in on your V-card and you don't even tell your best friend?
33:02The fuck, Bryce?
33:03What the fuck?
33:05Lighten the fuck up!
33:06What the hell is wrong with you?
33:08Hey!
33:09Stay in team!
33:10Stay in team!
33:13Chill out
33:15What's going on?
33:16What's going on, you two?
33:17It's nothing, coach
33:19All right
33:21Well, if it's nothing, I don't want to see that kind of behavior in here again
33:24And I don't want to see it out there either, you hear me?
33:28That goes for all of us, okay?
33:29I don't care who the hell you are right there
33:32You step into this room
33:34You step across that baseline
33:36You are the Liberty Tigers
33:39The end
33:39Yeah?
33:41Yeah
33:47Olivia, I just don't think we should call him
33:50And Sonia will tear him apart
33:51They must know everything about the kid, right?
33:54And we don't
33:56Lainey did recuse herself, but that's-
33:58Somehow I'm not concerned about a mother knowing her son's secrets
34:04Tends not to be the case these days, it seems, with mothers
34:08Liv
34:09Her daughter
34:13I mean, she becomes a woman and we missed it?
34:19But is this the right response?
34:22We put another kid on the stand and hope for the best?
34:25I mean, there's a reason why we kept him off the list
34:27Clay was devastated when Hannah died, okay?
34:31He was in love with her
34:33He thought she was perfect
34:35The jury needs to hear that
34:37All right, we'll have to prep him tonight
34:39Go ahead and fill out the paperwork, I'll talk to him first
34:42What the fuck did you do?
34:45Why would you say all of that? You just made everything worse for her!
34:49I didn't mean to
34:50Clay, I swear to God, it's not a lie
34:53I'm sorry
34:53So how come no one knew about it?
34:56You were out of town last summer
34:57It wasn't on your tape
34:58Did she put everything on your tape?
35:04You didn't deserve her
35:05I know, I'm sorry
35:08Fuck you, you, just go to hell
35:11Clay, come on
35:12Get the fuck out of here
35:32You have something you want to say to me?
35:57Hey
35:59I've been looking for you everywhere, it's called the clubhouse
36:02What?
36:03What?
36:03The place in the Polaroids, it's called the clubhouse
36:06Jesus, I don't care anymore
36:08What?
36:10How do you go from-
36:11Like I don't fucking care, okay?
36:13I'm done
36:16I have to take this
36:17I have to take this
36:19I'll see you
36:21Where did you go from?
36:27No
36:28God, he's not a lie
36:35No
36:40You know
36:40No
36:41You're not a lie
36:43No
36:44No
36:44No
36:44No
36:44No
36:44No
36:47table all right guys we're gonna put in a fresh clip okay Cyrus look at this we're going to eject
36:53the old clip like that by pressing that button roll in the new clip like so rack the slide okay
37:05you guys try it remember even if there's no clip in there always treat your guns as if they're
37:11loaded okay all right give it a shot I really appreciate this my wife didn't think it was
37:20appropriate to call but we don't know anybody else who could ask and Alex has been a good friend to
37:27Tyler oh well I'm happy to do it Tyler's a good kid you know we can't change the past but
37:34it can be
37:41better right dude what the fuck I've been waiting outside for like 30 minutes I'm plateauing
37:49plateauing yeah apparently that happens when you shoot yourself in the head
37:56after like six months no matter how much work you put in your body just settles into being
38:00broken forever come on man you had a rough couple days and that's not a rough couple of days Zach
38:06this is my life now my doctor said so okay I'm pretty sure your doctor didn't say that I can't
38:13testify I can't help Hannah I can't help Jess I'm useless well maybe that's for the better
38:21what is that supposed to mean it means that after what happened to me today maybe you don't want to
38:25testify don't tell me what I fucking want Alex man at least you can do it and at least you
38:30can walk
38:30and fuck girls Alex come on go the fuck off of me fuck my leg there's a fucking hole in
38:39my head
38:40and then fuck Justin for coming back for Jessica and fuck Jessica too get off of me
38:47stop stop stop fight me man fight me
38:52fuck yeah
38:55what's wrong
38:58I
39:10listen it's probably just
39:13just like from the physical contact and um are you okay
39:22yeah
39:24yeah I am
39:28my dick works
39:35we need you to talk about your friendship
39:39about what you two meant to each other
39:42her kindness
39:46will they ask me
39:49about kissing her
39:53they probably will
39:55but it was just one kiss
39:59it's important that the jury understands who Hannah really was
40:02Dennis will ask you what you two talked about
40:06the hopes and dreams that Hannah
40:09to share with you her good qualities
40:12this trial
40:16I've learned things about Hannah I guess I didn't know before
40:20I understand
40:22me too
40:24I feel like
40:26I didn't really know who she was
40:29can you put all that out of your mind though and
40:33focus on who Hannah really was
40:36to you
40:43I couldn't move
40:46he got on top of me and I couldn't move my arms
40:51or if I did he'd just push them back down
40:55he just kept pushing
40:57everywhere
40:59he wouldn't listen
41:02I can still feel his hands taking off my underwear
41:06I just feel him all the time
41:09if I kiss someone
41:11I can feel his breath
41:15if I touch someone
41:17I just remember trying to get him not to touch me
41:23so it's really fucking stupid that I'm worried about Justin
41:27when he's one of the goddamn reasons why I'm dealing with all of this shit
41:37you fool yourself into thinking that by keeping things hidden
41:39it makes it easier for you to get by
41:42we're looking at me right now
41:43facing the other side
41:44and the two feet with their back
41:46let's face it
41:47we're going to want to be aggressors
41:49let's have them grab at the neck
41:51let's use break the grip
41:52throw the palm
41:53grab the shoulders
41:54throw the knees
41:55there you go
41:56we're going to speed it up a little bit
41:56here Lucas
41:57you can switch with Selena for a second
41:58thank you
42:00alright
42:00one more time
42:01grab my neck
42:02we're going to break the grip
42:03we're going to throw the palm
42:04throw the knee
42:06alright
42:06we'll switch it over
42:07this is with the sound
42:08ready
42:08grab my neck
42:12there you go
42:13you good?
42:14get back in line
42:15Selena you switch back over
42:15alright the twos are the aggressors
42:17even though you know you'd feel a lot better
42:18if you just came clean
42:25don't drink it so fast
42:27it's one way trip to barf town
42:34sounds fun
42:35kind of so
42:36my friend
42:41it is done
42:42you hacked
42:44zack's iCloud account
42:46in two minutes
42:47his password was zack attack
42:48so
42:54isn't that the girl that died
42:59yeah
43:00that's weird
43:02what's that
43:10holy shit
43:11this is incredible
43:15we have to send this everywhere
43:16no
43:17no no no
43:19no let's fuck with him first
43:22no i mean i think
43:24i think you're really brave to talk about justin
43:28is there anyone else you want to talk about
43:32Bryce maybe
43:34Bryce
43:36what do you mean
43:40look
43:43i've been the girl who's avoided her rapist in the halls
43:48mine
43:48was a senior named mark perry
43:52and it's
43:52it's a story for another time
43:54but
43:56i'm choosing to say his name to you
43:58even though i didn't turn him in
43:59you want to know why
44:02because it's my fucking story to tell
44:05no one else is
44:07and
44:08you should be so proud that you told yours tonight
44:15i am
44:17good
44:20and i just know that you can always always talk about it with me
44:24i get it
44:32I was trying to help hannah's case
44:35by hiding justin here
44:37in the home of a lawyer whose firm is trying the case
44:41do you have any idea how that could look
44:43it's not just appearances we're worried about
44:46matt i'm an officer of the court
44:48justin failed to respond to his subpoena
44:50he's in contempt
44:51look i was hiding him here because i didn't have any other options
44:53okay what about the option of coming to talk to us
44:56that's promised
44:57i had nowhere to go
44:59that's why he had no other options
45:01my mom is a junkie
45:05and her boyfriend is
45:08he's a dealer
45:09and not a very nice guy
45:13i knew that they wouldn't take me back
45:15clay and tony they found me
45:18and saved me
45:21he didn't tell you guys
45:22because i was too ashamed
45:23for anyone to know
45:31and he's sick
45:33with the flu
45:34which is why we were waiting for him to testify
45:38you can stay as long as you need justin
45:41but i will need to report you being back
45:44to the lawyers
45:45i'm sorry it's the law
45:47that's okay i understand
45:49thank you mrs jensen
45:50and mr jensen
45:53no
45:56who's hungry
45:57really
45:58you threw up on his favorite boots
46:03what were you guys drinking
46:04because he is out cold
46:06uh he said it was his special recipe
46:11what were you guys even working on
46:24he's gonna hate me
46:27why
46:28you know i'm not telling you what happened
46:31you don't have to either
46:32you know it could just
46:34be our secret
46:36like just me and you
46:38okay
46:41thanks
46:43yeah
46:43what are we paying the walker's lawyer for
46:47if you're just gonna keep secrets from him
46:49and this was happening all last summer
46:55no i wasn't ready
46:57and save
47:02no i'm not ready
47:07i don't want to go back to school
47:09junior year is like the only year that counts on your transcript
47:16no
47:16bryce's back and wants to party
47:19if you want we can hang with him later
47:20i don't have plans
47:23actually
47:26look i don't want my friends to know about this
47:29us
47:31i just kind of want this to be ours you know
47:36um
47:38yeah okay
47:46why would you keep this from me
47:49because that's how we do things isn't it
47:50what does that mean
47:51i don't even know how you feel about dad dying
47:55i don't know how you feel about anything
47:57what if i felt like hannah did
47:59because i have mom
48:01i actually have
48:03what would you do
48:04zachary shanya and dempsey
48:05that is enough
48:07don't say such things
48:08why not
48:09this trial
48:10that girl
48:11has put thoughts in your head
48:14you do not feel that way
48:16you're fine
48:21yeah
48:22exactly
48:24i'm fine
48:30what about jessica's party
48:32i mean you didn't talk to him there
48:33he was drunk and stupid
48:35by the time i showed up
48:36so why didn't you put it on his tape
48:39maybe i was keeping it private for me and him
48:42or maybe you were protecting yourself
48:43yes i mean maybe i was
48:47maybe it hurt that it meant something to me and not to him
49:00if i had been in town that summer
49:05would it have been me instead
49:19you thinkin' about zach
49:23what
49:24what
49:26no
49:28i read that stupid blog
49:30i have to tell
49:32hundreds of people tomorrow what i loved about hannah
49:34yeah
49:36and all i can think about is how she lost her virginity to zach
49:39i mean zach
49:40and then like a month later she hooked up with me
49:42and then she freaked out
49:43but she didn't freak out when she hooked up with zach
49:45i mean
49:47what the fuck are you saying jensen
49:50i mean
49:52do you know how many girls i've slept with
49:56like a lot
49:57classifies me as like a player or something
50:01my best friends used to think i was the fucking best
50:03okay
50:05hannah
50:07she sleeps with one guy
50:08she has a crush on another guy
50:11being me
50:11and she kisses a third
50:13being you
50:15and it's whatever
50:16it's all fine right
50:18all of a sudden she's a slut
50:21all of a sudden you don't know who she is
50:24you're a dumbass
50:26i'm not a dumbass
50:27you're a dumb
50:28you're an ass
50:30dumbass
50:31i'm not the dumbass who got locked out of the house today
50:38clay i didn't get locked out today
50:42someone broke in
50:43i
50:44i didn't see who it was
50:46and i didn't tell your parents
50:48what the fuck
50:49i mean who the fuck have you pissed off lately
50:54bryce
50:56it has to be bryce
50:57did he leave anything
50:59or did he take anything
51:01fuck
51:02i was downstairs with your parents this whole
51:26what is it
51:28what is it
51:38hannah
51:39hannah had nothing to be ashamed of
51:42i made her feel like she did
51:45because i don't tell people things
51:47like i said
51:51five tickets for sudden descent please
51:54hey are you still wearing that lacy black underwear
51:57yeah come on show us
51:59oh miles and miles of skin
52:02all right ladies enough
52:04what makes me feel pretty
52:07i'll just keep the change
52:08thank you sweetheart
52:16i'll just keep the change
52:20shit i forgot my wallet guys
52:22i'll meet you out there
52:30all right
52:31hey
52:34sorry about earlier i didn't want them to make fun of you or anything
52:37they made fun of me anyway
52:39right
52:39i'm sorry
52:40about that
52:43can i make it up to you
52:46uh sometime
52:50you were right before
52:52maybe it's best if we just keep this thing between us
52:56you know if we end it now then it stays good
52:58all complicated
53:02yeah
53:04yeah i know that sounds good
53:10okay cool
53:16hannah didn't tell me how she felt either
53:19but now
53:21i guess i know
53:48and i'll be ashamed for the rest of my life
53:53and shame burns
54:14for help finding crisis resources
54:18visit 13reasonswhy.info
54:33i'm out again on my own
54:37a reflection in the chrome
54:40of an at home machine
54:44it's been so long
54:48my mind is drawn away
54:52don't know if i can go back
54:56but to live out this dream
55:00it's just my love
55:03i call you on
55:07i had to heal
55:11just to give me you
55:15i know
55:17it's not true
55:19but it's been so long
55:22i know
55:24it's not true
55:27it's not true
55:28it's not true
55:41it's not true
55:53i know
56:24it's not true
56:24you
56:43Well done, Ed. Well done.
56:54Well done.
57:30Well done.
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