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The Alpha’s Regret She Never Looked Back #engsub #fullmovie🍿🍿
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00:01i discovered my alpha cheating in our own bedroom with a stepmother and i pretended not to know i
00:07found out my alpha was cheating on me and i caught them right inside our shared chamber thinking i
00:12was asleep i did not move i did not speak i kept my eyes closed my breathing steady and pretended
00:20to rest even as my heart shattered i lay still in the furs every muscle coiled tight forcing calm
00:26i was wide awake every sense heightened then i heard it the soft shift of bodies ragged breath
00:32and her voice quiet and hesitant laced with thrill should we really do this here
00:42it's okay she fell asleep my blood turned to ice but i did not flinch i forced my eyelids shut
00:49imagining them no uh my mate the alpha i built pressing lydia against our bedroom stone wall
00:55his hands in her hair his mouth on hers starved she was his stepmother the late alpha's mate
01:01betraying me right beside my bed they thought i slept thought they were quiet but i heard every
01:07kiss every possessive growl every shameless sigh his hands roamed her like she was his she clung
01:13to him like she belonged in my place i swallowed down bile keeping my breathing even my face impassive
01:19i lay silent chest aching as if clawed open but gave no sign i did not scream did not confront
01:26them
01:26i just listened letting cold resolve settle the blood moon was coming and i would leave forever
01:32for now i would pretend pretend ignorance pretend the betrayal did not cut deep
01:38i would bide my time then vanish without a trace
01:44this was the man i gave up everything for but he cheated on me with his stepmother behind my back
01:50i am aria i left my entire world behind to stay in this cursed frozen wolf territory a world of
01:56frost
01:57and tradition where strength was worshipped and softness was a weakness i tilled the barren earth
02:02that had never grown crops before turning rock and snow into soil that could feed the pack
02:06i healed the sick with wild herbs i'd learned to recognize stitching wounds and calming fevers
02:12when the pack's old ways only brought suffering i built stable shelters that blocked the biting
02:17winter wind keeping their children alive through the coldest nights most of all i built noah i turned
02:23him from a reckless hot-headed warrior into a respected alpha teaching him patience wisdom and how to lead
02:30with kindness not just strength i gave him my loyalty my effort my heart and my future i thought love
02:37could outrun tradition i thought he would choose me now i knew better but i would not let him see
02:43how
02:43much he had broken me but the moment his father died everything changed the old alpha's funeral fire
02:50had barely turned to ash when noah brought lydia back to our den under the pack's ancient twisted law
02:56the son inherits his father's mate a tradition he'd once sworn to break for me he did not fight it
03:01he
03:02did not hesitate he did not even apologize he just brought her home and betrayed me where i slept that
03:09night in our chamber was not the first time and it would not be the last and every night i
03:14lay there
03:15pretending to sleep pretending not to hear the sounds of their betrayal through the thin stone walls lydia
03:21was given the chamber beside ours close enough to touch close enough to taunt every night the whispers
03:27the moans the proof that he had forgotten every vow he'd made to me drifted through the walls i did
03:33not scream i did not confront him i only carved tiny marks into the stone wall and dried beast blood
03:39counting down the days until the blood moon my silent countdown to freedom hidden from his sight
03:45the next morning i went to my seedling beds the fields i'd nurtured with my own two hands the future
03:51i'd built for the pack that owed me everything when i arrived my heart sank completely every plant was
03:58drowned flooded destroyed beyond any hope of saving lydia stood beside the wreckage holding a wooden bucket
04:05tears streaming down her face before i could speak noah appeared he shoved me backward with brutal
04:12unthinking force my knee crashed hard into a sharp stone and white hot pain exploded through my leg
04:18lydia lifted her cheerful face whispering softly i only wanted to help
04:25can you not even tolerate her what was the point of explaining he had already chosen chosen the woman
04:32who destroyed my work chosen to believe her lies over my pain he had chosen to break me one cruelty
04:38at a time
04:39i pushed myself up slowly from the mud and dirt my leg throbbing violently blood dripping steadily down
04:46my calf i lifted my head and looked noah directly in the eyes my voice soft but final no hint
04:52of the
04:52rage i felt i'm hurt too noah for a single heartbeat i saw hesitation a flicker of guilt a moment
05:00of regret
05:01but then lydia whimpered and pressed a hand to her stomach her voice trembling i'm bleeding a single
05:07red drop appeared on her thigh noah's face turned white he did not hesitate he lifted her in his arms
05:13and ran leaving me alone in the wreckage of the life i had built in that moment the very last
05:19thread of
05:20hope inside me snapped clean and final i no longer loved him i no longer hated him i simply did
05:27not care
05:27and i let that indifference show my face calm as i tended to my wound alone one more part of
05:34the act
05:34one more step toward freedom we gathered in the healer's small quiet stone chamber later that day
05:41the healer's voice suddenly rang out with bright joy lydia was with child with the deepest lunar mark
05:48in generations a sign of great power for the pack noah's face lit up with a wild overwhelming joy i
05:55had
05:55never seen a joy he had never shown me not even on the day he became alpha then he turned
06:01to me his
06:01expression cold and calm as if he were giving a simple order not a knife to the heart you will
06:07care
06:08for her this is your duty i laughed bitterly the sound echoing in the small chamber this is not my
06:14child it's your choice i refuse the room fell silent noah's eyes turned cold enough to freeze the air
06:21and i knew in that moment that my fate was sealed for the first time i dropped the act not
06:27out of anger
06:28but out of acceptance the pretense was no longer needed my escape was near noah's face hardened
06:35instantly into cold unyielding stone he gave me an ultimatum sharp and final you must serve lydia
06:43tend to her every need or leave the alpha den forever
06:49where am i supposed to go this territory this pack this life i had built it all with my own
06:56two hands
06:56it was as much my home as his he hesitated for a long then spoke the words that felt like
07:02a death
07:02sentence the old mountain dens the place where wolves go to die the healer gasped and tried to protest
07:11it was a death sentence that no one survived the mountain dens alone but noah silenced her with a
07:17single icy look i agreed without hesitation i was not surrendering i was waiting waiting for the
07:26blood moon i'm gonna leave him with nothing just like he started out
07:33once noah had knelt before me in firelight his large hands trembling as he placed a rough wolf tooth
07:39pendant around my neck it was unpolished uneven but to me it was the most precious thing in the entire
07:46territory he swore i was his only mate his only equal he said he cared nothing for pack laws nothing
07:53for
07:53heirs nothing for the marks that defined other wolves he said i was enough i wore that pendant like a
07:59crown i believed him even when the pack whispered that a human like me could never be a true luna
08:05now
08:06it felt like a chain but i kept it around my neck one more part of the act one more
08:12way to pretend
08:12i was still the naive loving mate he once knew but after lydia arrived every gentle memory turned to
08:19poison the pendant around my neck felt like a weight a reminder of every lie he'd told
08:24every promise he'd broken i was no longer begging for his love i was waiting for my escape and the
08:31blood moon would be my ticket out and until then i would keep pretending keep hiding the rage and
08:37heartbreak that threatened to consume me
08:42one night long after he'd been with lydia noah finally came to me his skin reeked of her
08:48thick and cloying mixed with a cold impatient guilt he sat on the edge of my fur bed and reached
08:54to
08:54touch my hair as if he still had the right to comfort me as if nothing had broken between us
09:00i flinched away as if burned not out of anger but to keep up the pretense of a sleepy don't
09:06touch me
09:06unknowing mate startled by his touch avoiding his eyes so he would not see the pain there
09:12his jaw tightened his eyes hardening this is just duty aria for the pack for an air
09:22i would send her away once she gave birth that the pup would call you mother
09:26that you were still my only luna i said nothing i closed my eyes again pretending to drift back to
09:34sleep letting him think his lies had lulled me into complacency i did not look at him i did not
09:40believe a single syllable every word was a knife twisting deeper into a wound he would never let heal
09:46duty was just an excuse an excuse to betray me without guilt and i let him believe i did not
09:52see through it
09:56that night after he left i tore the wolf tooth pendant from my neck with a single sharp movement i
10:04held it
10:04in my palm staring at the rough bone that once meant forever that had once been my most cherished treasure
10:10it was no longer a gift it was a lie i walked slowly to the hearth where the fire still
10:16glowed low and warm
10:17casting faint shadows across the stone walls i opened my fingers and let the necklace fall into the flames
10:23i watched it char black crumble into small pieces and fade silently into the ash below when it was
10:30completely gone i felt no sorrow only a quiet heavy liberating relief on my wrist i wore a smooth ancient
10:39bone ring something i had kept close and hidden since the very first day i arrived in this strange land
10:44the blood moon would rise soon i would be ready and until then the act would go on
10:51i was moved to the mountain den before sunset it was cold damp and completely empty with no fire
10:58no soft furs no warmth nothing but rough stone and howling wind that cut straight through my bones
11:04the air smelled of decay and neglect a reminder that this was where the pack left those they no longer
11:10wanted noah came once on the first day bearing a small basket of simple rations bread and dried meat
11:16barely enough to survive i shut the door in his face without a single word after that he never came
11:23back
11:24i assumed lydia needed him the unborn child needed him the pack needed him i was nothing to him now
11:31and
11:32that was fine it made my way easier my resolve stronger days passed slowly painfully the food ran out
11:39no one refilled it no one checked on me no one cared i curled up on the hard stone bed
11:47shivering
11:48uncontrollably as a dull heavy cramping began deep in my stomach for years i had used wild herbs to avoid
11:55carrying a child i did not want to be tied to this world to this pack to noah by blood
12:00but fate had
12:01other crueler plans the pain grew sharper more unbearable tearing through my body like shards of
12:10ice i realized slowly coldly what was happening against all odds i was carrying his child and in this cold
12:18abandoned den with no food no care no love no warmth the small fragile life inside me could not survive
12:27warm blood spread slowly beneath me dark and sticky soaking into the thin furs i'd been given i stared
12:34up at the dark stone ceiling tears falling silently down my cheeks but i did not grieve i felt only
12:40quiet
12:41profound relief that baby deserved a father who would choose it a pack that would value it a life that
12:47would cherish it the last living link between noah and me was gone forever my bone ring slipped from
12:53my finger and clattered loudly onto the stone floor outside the sky glowed silver the blood moon had come
12:59my chance to escape was here
13:04the sky blazed silver above the mountain the blood moon hung full and bright casting an otherworldly
13:10light over the entire land turning the snow to liquid silver and the rocks to shadow my bone ring
13:15glowed softly on the stone floor humming with a quiet old power i had long kept to myself this ring
13:22was my
13:22only connection to the life i once had a life far away from wolves and packs and blood moons i
13:27was not
13:28born to this world i was pulled here unexpectedly torn away from everything i knew and loved from a
13:34modern life of warmth and safety and family from a home that never asked me to sacrifice myself for love
13:40this ring was my only way back i left the blood stained fur spread wide on the stone bed making
13:45it clear and obvious for anyone who found me that i had perished here in the cold i took one
13:51last long
13:51final look at the territory that had broken me then stepped calmly into the glowing light of the blood
13:56moon the portal closed softly behind me i was free noah woke suddenly in the dead of night his wolf
14:05screaming inside him with a blind uncontrollable panic that made his whole body shake he did not know
14:10why he only knew something was unspeakably terribly wrong he threw off lydia without a second thought and
14:17ran rushing wildly up the mountain path his feet bleeding on the sharp stones his lungs burning with
14:23every breath the den door hung open creaking weakly in the wind he stumbled inside it was empty then he
14:30saw
14:30it the massive dark wet blood stain on the furs so large it made his breath catch the healer was
14:37summoned immediately she knelt and trembled violently pressing her fingers to the blood then looked up at
14:43him with tears streaming down her face it was the blood of a miscarriage it's hers the mighty feared alpha
14:52of the shadow pine pack collapsed helplessly to his knees he clutched the blood stained first to his chest
14:57and let out a broken animal-like sob that echoed through the empty den he had lost me he had
15:03lost
15:03our child and he knew with every fiber of his being that it was all his fault no one never
15:10recovered from
15:11that day he drove lydia and their newborn pup far away from the pack refusing to even look at the
15:16air
15:16he had once craved so desperately the pup was a reminder of his betrayal of the child he had lost
15:22of the woman he had destroyed he wanted nothing to do with the pack the land the title the life
15:29he had
15:29fought so hard to gain he only wanted me the pack turned against him completely calling him mad you're
15:35not worthy of being our alpha they stripped him of his alpha title and locked him away in isolation
15:41fearing his grief would destroy them all he stayed in that bloody mountain den for days four weeks staring
15:47blankly at the stone walls whispering my knee over and over again like a prayer he was not crazy he
15:54was
15:54repenting repenting for me for the child he never got to hold for every choice that had broken the one
16:00person who had ever loved him truly unconditionally i opened my eyes to the soft white light of a
16:07hospital room the steady beep of machines the warm familiar scent of antiseptic and home that i had missed
16:13so deeply i was back in my own world the world i had been torn away from three years ago
16:18my parents
16:19were beside me their faces lined with years of grief and overwhelming relief their hair streaked with
16:24gray from worry and searching they had searched for me every single day for three long years
16:29selling everything they owned never giving up even when the police had stopped looking even when
16:35everyone else had said i was gone forever i held them tightly and wept for the years i had lost
16:40for the pain i had put them through for the fool i had been to abandon the people who loved
16:46me
16:46unconditionally for a man who had only loved me when it was convenient i promised them i would never
16:52leave again i promised myself i would never let anyone break me like that again i lived quietly for a
16:58full year healing slowly but steadily rebuilding my life one small step at a time i stayed close to my
17:05family got a job decorated a small apartment that felt like home and learned to feel safe and calm
17:11again i put the wolf territory the blood moons the pain and noah firmly behind me i thought i was
17:18free
17:18that i would never see him again never be haunted by the past then i saw him he stood in
17:24the middle of
17:25the busy modern street surrounded by cars and neon lights and crowds of people his long hair wild and
17:31unkempt his clothes strange and out of place his eyes fixed on me like i was a ghost he could
17:36not believe
17:36was real he had used my bone ring the ring i had left behind in the mountain den he had
17:42crossed worlds
17:43he had found me my chest tightened with a mix of fear and anger the old wounds aching as if
17:48they had
17:49never truly closed i thought i had escaped him but he had followed me home
17:55my blood turned to ice in my veins i grabbed his arm roughly and pulled him into a dark quiet
18:00alley away
18:01from the crowds my heart racing with fear and anger and cold disgust how did you find me leave now
18:09go
18:10back to your world and never bother me again his eyes filled with hot helpless tears a sight i had
18:16never
18:16seen from the proud alpha get out of here he begged me desperately his voice cracking please don't send
18:23me away i know i don't deserve forgiveness i just want to make it up to you let me stay
18:32let me protect you and love you the way i should then the proud powerful alpha dropped to his knees
18:38before me in the dirt and shadow of the alley humbling himself completely hit me hate me hurt me
18:47just don't leave me again i felt nothing but cold empty revulsion his apologies meant nothing his regret
18:55meant nothing he had broken me and i would never let him fix me just then i saw my cousin
19:01walking
19:02toward the alley coming to check on me after i disappeared into the crowd a sharp quiet idea flashed
19:08into my mind a way to make him leave darling i had taught him long ago that darling was for
19:14the person
19:15you loved more than anything in the world i hid behind my cousin pretending to be afraid noah's face
19:21shattered completely he knew what that word meant who are you let's go home back to our home to our
19:31son
19:32he realized i had moved on that i had built a new life a new love a new family without
19:39him he stood
19:40frozen as if the breath had been stolen from his lungs and i could see every bit of hope he
19:46had
19:46carried die in his eyes i was truly completely gone and nothing he could do would ever bring me back
19:53noah did not leave he refused to go back to his world even after i had shattered his hope he
19:59found a
19:59job near my apartment working long tiring days just to be close just to catch a single glimpse of me
20:06as i
20:06passed by he watched me from a distance silent and broken never daring to approach he learned to adapt
20:13to my world fumbling with strange tools and heavy work struggling to understand cars and phones and the
20:19busy pace of modern life all to stay within reach of the woman he had destroyed one day he stepped
20:25shakily in front of me and pulled out a small simple ring a human symbol of aria and love he
20:31had so
20:32sorry my world i want to give you forever i'll spend the rest of my life making up for every
20:40mistake i
20:40made i took the ring from his hand calmly i held it up for a long moment then threw it
20:46hard into the grass
20:47i told him his regret was pathetic your regret is pathetic your apology worthless and your presence
20:54disgusting if you ever come near me again i'll disappear forever and you'll never find me i turned
21:00and walked away never looking back a few days later a small plain package arrived quietly at my door
21:11there was no return address but i knew who it was from inside was my bone ring the key to
21:17the wolf world
21:17the key that had brought me safely home the key he had used to cross worlds and find me and
21:23there was
21:23a letter written in shaky childish but painfully careful handwriting it was from noah he wrote that
21:30he would never bother me again that he was returning the ring in case i ever wanted to go back
21:35though
21:35he knew deep in his heart i never would he wished me happiness peace a life free from pain and
21:42regret
21:43i will spend the rest of my days making up for what i've done even if you never forgive me
21:49i don't ask for your pity i don't ask for a second chance all i ask is that you be
21:56happy when i finished
21:58reading i folded the letter and set it aside he was gone truly finally gone and this time i did
22:05not
22:05feel a thing i put the bone ring away in a quiet hidden drawer closing the final chapter on wolves
22:12blood moons broken promises and the love that had destroyed me completely i did not feel anger i did
22:19not feel sadness i felt light as if a weight i had carried for years had finally been lifted i
22:25went back
22:26to my family to my quiet warm safe life to the world that had always been mine that had always
22:33loved me i
22:34learned the hardest and most important lesson of all real love should never ask you to lose yourself it
22:39should never make you small or silent or broken it should never require you to give up your home your
22:46heart or your worth i had once believed that love meant sacrifice but i now knew that true love means
22:52respect respect for who you are respect for your choices respect for your heart i chose to save myself
23:00i chose to go home i chose to live for the people who loved me and that was the bravest
23:05kindest most
23:07necessary choice i ever made i walked forward into my life open and unafraid leaving the wolf the pack
23:14and the pain far behind me i would never again give up my world for someone who would not fight
23:20for me
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