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Love Island Beyond the Villa S02E04
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00:00:09Previously on Love Island, Beyond the Villa.
00:00:13Iris! Move!
00:00:16I didn't only make myself look bad, I made you look bad.
00:00:19And I want to apologize for that to your face.
00:00:21I could have done things 100% better.
00:00:24No, thank you. Thank you.
00:00:27Oh, scrumptious.
00:00:29I miss you.
00:00:30Oh, I miss you too.
00:00:32I think we should get everybody together.
00:00:35Have a good time.
00:00:36Like a big reunion.
00:00:37I've never been to Palm Springs.
00:00:38Oh, I heard really good things.
00:00:39Now you're talking.
00:00:41I haven't spoke to Hana since the reunion.
00:00:44For me, the energy was just weird.
00:00:47Do you guys know who's going to Palm Springs?
00:00:49You said Chris for sure, obviously, duh.
00:00:51Me and Chris didn't invite Charlie.
00:00:53Did they want me to cry for 40 days and 40 nights
00:00:56over a man I knew for five days?
00:01:25It's like so overwhelming.
00:01:27It's like Christmas.
00:01:30Hannah.
00:01:32Oh, my gosh.
00:01:33Can we try this on?
00:01:35Sanja.
00:01:36Oh, my gosh.
00:01:38I mean, you're kind of hot.
00:01:39Whoa.
00:01:40You look real.
00:01:41Oh, my God.
00:01:42I look so good.
00:01:43I look like Bob Ross.
00:01:45Give us your best Bob Ross.
00:01:47There are no mistakes, just happy accidents.
00:01:51How do you want the surprise to go down, though?
00:01:53Like, what's the plan?
00:01:54Wait, what if I pretend to be Bob Ross?
00:01:56And I'm like, TJ, go in the room so I can paint you.
00:01:59Yeah.
00:01:59Yeah.
00:01:59I'll distract him.
00:02:00You distract him.
00:02:01You dress up like Bob Ross.
00:02:03He will have no idea what's going on.
00:02:04I want to throw a huge birthday bash for TJ
00:02:06because he has told me he's never had a real birthday party.
00:02:10Somebody call TMZ.
00:02:13I have a beard in my mouth.
00:02:16Okay, so I think that the 80s section is back here.
00:02:18What is 80s?
00:02:20TJ always has his 80s playlist on,
00:02:22so I thought it would be fun to do, like,
00:02:23an 80s-themed birthday party.
00:02:24Everybody's together, and it's going to be a perfect moment for him,
00:02:28and I feel like he's going to really love it.
00:02:30Well, we definitely need to get Jerry a wig.
00:02:32Oh, yeah.
00:02:33I want to get him the mullet.
00:02:34And we need to get TJ an outfit.
00:02:36Iris.
00:02:37What?
00:02:37You have to wear this.
00:02:41We could get one for Amaya and Clark, too.
00:02:43Oh, def Amaya would wear this.
00:02:45She would.
00:02:46It's perfect.
00:02:46And it's so Amaya.
00:02:48Oh, my gosh.
00:02:49You should wear that.
00:02:50You look like a Christmas tree topper.
00:02:52Happy birthday, TJ.
00:02:54Yeah, the 80s...
00:02:56I forgot some people dressed so suspicious in the 80s.
00:02:58See, I wasn't born in the 80s, so I don't know.
00:03:01So, how are you feeling about Charlie
00:03:03being at Palm Springs with us?
00:03:06I don't, like, hate him,
00:03:09but what I don't like
00:03:11is that he continues to, like, go on these podcasts
00:03:14and, like, talk about our four days together.
00:03:18What was actually going through your mind
00:03:20during that whole Hannah situation?
00:03:22All right.
00:03:23You leaving and then watching her...
00:03:26Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:03:26...with another man
00:03:27after you guys were just, like, we're locked in.
00:03:29Does it feel good?
00:03:30No.
00:03:30I was completely taken out of the picture.
00:03:32Do you know what I mean?
00:03:33But then I do think,
00:03:34had I have stayed there,
00:03:35what about if that started going down
00:03:37while I was in the room still?
00:03:39It's, like, I feel like I'm collateral damage
00:03:41to, like, just doing what I wanted to do.
00:03:45I arrived to the island during a challenge.
00:03:50Oh!
00:03:54I was in a bit of a love triangle
00:03:57trying to figure out
00:03:58who I wanted to couple up with.
00:04:00Who do you want to dump from the island tonight?
00:04:03Charlie.
00:04:06Sorry.
00:04:07But that decision was made for me
00:04:09by my fellow islanders.
00:04:11Oh, please, can I just...
00:04:13Somebody getting voted off the island
00:04:15felt like they were gonna die.
00:04:18You were never gonna see him again.
00:04:20I think he really gets the sympathy
00:04:22from, like, everyone being, like,
00:04:24oh, Hannah, did you dirty.
00:04:27And he takes that
00:04:28and he fucking runs
00:04:29across the world with it
00:04:30because he knows that, like,
00:04:31people are gonna eat that shit up.
00:04:33But, like, I have a boyfriend.
00:04:34Why are we still talking about
00:04:36four days of fucking Fiji?
00:04:39I know.
00:04:40Like, just move on.
00:04:41There's a reason
00:04:42that you're 28 years old
00:04:43and never had a girlfriend.
00:04:44Like, and it's not my fault.
00:04:46You know?
00:04:46Not having a girlfriend ever
00:04:48in your existence
00:04:49is just kind of a red flag for me
00:04:51because I feel like,
00:04:53you know,
00:04:53you kind of have to date
00:04:54to, like, understand a woman.
00:04:57I'm very complex.
00:04:58He was just never gonna understand me.
00:05:01I wish we had someone
00:05:02from the 80s
00:05:03that could come and help us.
00:05:04Who is from the 80s?
00:05:15What's up, y'all?
00:05:16We're making good progress.
00:05:18You know what I'm saying?
00:05:18Glasses on.
00:05:19Oh, I gotta pack my shoes.
00:05:21I'll be right back.
00:05:24I'm laying behind the makeup,
00:05:26mascara, and your back.
00:05:28Are all these your bikinis and stuff?
00:05:30Yes.
00:05:31I don't know what the vibes are gonna be.
00:05:32It's gonna be a movie.
00:05:33I'm excited.
00:05:34I'm really excited.
00:05:35Yeah.
00:05:36I've been seeing you
00:05:36when kicking in with Chris
00:05:37a lot lately.
00:05:38How do you feel about him
00:05:40being at the house?
00:05:41I'm not gonna lie.
00:05:42Chris is, like,
00:05:42one of the coolest guys ever.
00:05:44Like, he's ridiculous.
00:05:46He's ridiculous.
00:05:47He's ridiculous.
00:05:47Oh, I feel like gold
00:05:49cause I feel like I'm shining everywhere
00:05:52that I throw.
00:05:53Oh, oh.
00:05:56How many underwear do you need for two days?
00:05:59You never know.
00:06:02TJ.
00:06:03What?
00:06:03You still have your tag on your pants.
00:06:07We're in Palm Springs.
00:06:09Road trip!
00:06:10Road trip!
00:06:10Road trip!
00:06:11Road trip!
00:06:12Road trip!
00:06:12I was really happy
00:06:13when Brian brought this idea
00:06:14to go to Palm Springs
00:06:14and invite everybody.
00:06:15We should all be able
00:06:16to be under one roof
00:06:17and have a good time
00:06:18just like how we were
00:06:19in the villa.
00:06:19What's up, y'all?
00:06:20So I think this is the perfect time
00:06:21for me to get a little bit
00:06:23more of a long time
00:06:24with Coco.
00:06:25Jacuzzi.
00:06:27A jacuzzi.
00:06:28Jacuzzi.
00:06:29Views.
00:06:30You like that.
00:06:30It is.
00:06:31The views are crazy.
00:06:34I'm excited for this weekend.
00:06:36Wait, I have an idea.
00:06:37I'm scared.
00:06:39Since we're going to Palm Springs,
00:06:41I want to see snow
00:06:42because I don't see snow ever.
00:06:46Like, come on.
00:06:46Look at what I found.
00:06:48What?
00:06:48There's like a sea lift
00:06:50and you go up the mountain.
00:06:52Look, snow.
00:06:53Now I'm more excited.
00:06:54I think if we make this small detour
00:06:57and meet up with everyone else later,
00:06:59we'll have the time of our life.
00:07:00We can build a snowman.
00:07:01It's just snow.
00:07:02That's so cute.
00:07:03I love the snow.
00:07:04I love Christmas.
00:07:06I think it'll make it feel like Christmas
00:07:07in California.
00:07:08Are we going to fit all these suitcases
00:07:10in the car?
00:07:10We're going to make it fit like Jenga.
00:07:18Damn, you're out of breath.
00:07:20Fuck you.
00:07:23Oh.
00:07:25What the hell you got in this?
00:07:26You bringing Taylor?
00:07:27Where the hell is my step about to go?
00:07:30No, no.
00:07:31It'll fit.
00:07:31No, trust me.
00:07:34I don't know why there are so many suitcases.
00:07:36We're only going for three days.
00:07:38Look.
00:07:39What the hell?
00:07:41It's going to fit.
00:07:41All you need to pack is some underwear,
00:07:43socks, some T-shirts,
00:07:45maybe a couple pants.
00:07:46Not maybe a couple pants.
00:07:48Pants.
00:07:49Hey, my check is here, right?
00:07:50I'll be back.
00:07:52Okay.
00:07:52We're off to Palm Springs.
00:08:00It has been so long since I've been in that villa.
00:08:05So I feel like this trip is going to have a similar feeling to just like everybody in the same
00:08:10place on the same type of timing.
00:08:13So I'm looking forward to it.
00:08:14Same type of timing?
00:08:15Same type of timing as the villa?
00:08:17I mean...
00:08:18We're doing challenges in this shit?
00:08:19What do you mean same type of timing?
00:08:21We're playing spit the bottle?
00:08:22No, no, no.
00:08:23Look, we're all going to be in one place,
00:08:25and we're going to have to talk, you know?
00:08:27I'm going to let them talk.
00:08:28I'm chilling.
00:08:37A mini villa in the meadow of Palm Springs.
00:08:39We're going to have so much fun.
00:08:49What are we getting the bags?
00:08:50Yay!
00:08:51Yes!
00:08:52To the 20 heavy bags you guys brought for two days.
00:08:55Ridiculous.
00:09:00Welcome to Paradigm.
00:09:02After you, brother.
00:09:03Wow!
00:09:07Y'all...
00:09:08Nah, this is wild.
00:09:09Oh, my gosh!
00:09:12This place looks even more fire in person, I'll say that.
00:09:15Period.
00:09:16Y'all did so good.
00:09:17The jacuzzi!
00:09:19Oh, yeah.
00:09:20I'm sling my ass off.
00:09:21Oh, my gosh.
00:09:22I feel like I'm in the villa again.
00:09:24It's so beautiful.
00:09:26The pools, the hot tub, the little hideaways.
00:09:29Like, this place is just sexy.
00:09:32Ah, like this.
00:09:34Yo, Chris, I got the bed dressed for you, brother.
00:09:36For me?
00:09:37Yeah.
00:09:38Oh, my gosh.
00:09:40The bunk beds?
00:09:41Yeah, bro.
00:09:42I wouldn't even fit, bro.
00:09:44That's perfect.
00:09:49Charlie, when's the last time you've seen Hannah?
00:09:52Ah, the reunion.
00:09:53Really?
00:09:54Yeah, man.
00:09:54How do you feel about seeing her now?
00:09:57Ah, you know, it's not like there was ever anything after the show.
00:10:01Just kind of ended there and then.
00:10:02So that whole thing's, like, long gone, do you know what I mean?
00:10:06No, for sure.
00:10:07Yeah, at the reunion with Hannah, I just felt like her energy that day was very, like, cold
00:10:12with me, you know?
00:10:12And I was confused by that because I've done absolutely nothing to warrant that type of
00:10:17energy.
00:10:18So I don't even know what it's going to be like.
00:10:20I don't know how I'm going to feel.
00:10:21I don't know.
00:10:22It's just a lot more like we'll see when it comes type thing.
00:10:25So, yeah, man.
00:10:27That's that, really.
00:10:28Yeah, that's that.
00:10:31Can we pull over?
00:10:32I'm having anxiety.
00:10:35You're probably a little bit nervous because you're about to do some big girl things over
00:10:38there.
00:10:39I know.
00:10:40But also, Charli is a little bit, like, big girl-ing, too.
00:10:44You and Brian left the show together, and he doesn't still talk about you on podcast.
00:10:50There's no point in talking and bringing extra negativity to us when we know all of us have
00:10:56gotten hate, so why would you drive more hate to someone, especially when they don't deserve
00:11:02it?
00:11:02And you know that I don't deserve it.
00:11:10Look at the mouthfeel.
00:11:14Beautiful.
00:11:15This is so beautiful.
00:11:29There is so much oxygen up here.
00:11:31I know.
00:11:32I can feel like I can breathe.
00:11:33Wait, I thought it was less oxygen.
00:11:35I think the air is thinner.
00:11:37Ira's coming.
00:11:38TJ coming.
00:11:39Hannah coming.
00:11:40Clark is coming.
00:11:41Amaya coming.
00:11:43J.D. coming.
00:11:47I want a raccoon, and I want to take it home and make it my baby.
00:11:51Being a Southern girly, I didn't really know too much about Callie, so seeing the snow,
00:11:56I didn't know about all this, but it's cute.
00:12:00Oh, my God.
00:12:02I have to decline.
00:12:05We don't want to do that.
00:12:09Oh, my God.
00:12:10Look at the picnic table.
00:12:11I feel like it's still white.
00:12:13Cheers, guys.
00:12:14Cheers to good vibes.
00:12:16I'm going to break out of your head.
00:12:16Friends and family.
00:12:18To talking some shit.
00:12:19Right.
00:12:21Speaking of friendships, what do we think about Coco and Chris?
00:12:26I have to think I'm famous for this.
00:12:28I have been picking up that they're, like, possibly dating.
00:12:31I saw them at Friendsgiving when we were doing the prayer, and they were going like this,
00:12:36and everyone else was like this.
00:12:38Picking up.
00:12:38And they were like that.
00:12:39And so I was like, hmm.
00:12:40And then I went go-karting, and I noticed that they were, like, all cuddled up go-karting.
00:12:47Oh.
00:12:48Yeah.
00:12:49So they're really a thing.
00:12:50Yeah.
00:12:51Well, maybe her mind could be very accommodated with Chris, though.
00:12:55I also want to go-karting with what she wants to do.
00:12:55She don't train some shit with you.
00:12:57Facts.
00:12:57And I know the last time that you guys spoke was from Friendsgiving.
00:13:01Yeah.
00:13:02Okay.
00:13:02How did that conversation for you end up?
00:13:04As best as it possibly could.
00:13:06Yeah.
00:13:06When we were in the villa, I felt like you were, like, damn near, like, love bombing you.
00:13:10Like, you would say, like, no funny shit.
00:13:13Love bombing you.
00:13:14No, I'm not gonna lie.
00:13:15That's delusional.
00:13:16Although I was understanding of why she would feel the way that she feels, I don't think she
00:13:21was reciprocating the understanding energy.
00:13:24We obviously are not going to be besties, and that's fine.
00:13:27But, you know, as long as we're respectful to one another, I'm just, like, forgive.
00:13:31Let it go.
00:13:32Right.
00:13:33I'm really cold.
00:13:34Let's just go to the house.
00:13:35Let's blow this popsicle stand.
00:13:41Is it cold?
00:13:42Oh, my gosh, it's warm.
00:13:43Oh, we should get in.
00:13:45Who are you most excited to see today?
00:13:46Everyone.
00:13:47Everyone?
00:13:47Like, it's gonna be nice that we're all in one place.
00:13:49Yeah, I appreciate it.
00:13:50Jesus Christ.
00:13:52He seemed a little disappointed that y'all were in the same room.
00:13:56Let's just make this the guys' room.
00:13:59Okay.
00:13:59Four guys.
00:14:01Chris is like...
00:14:05Girl, it's okay, child.
00:14:06He's gonna be all right.
00:14:08I think that's cute.
00:14:09You gotta keep him on their toes a little bit.
00:14:11He's so silly.
00:14:12You think he's gonna try to sneak in?
00:14:14Oh, heck no.
00:14:15He better chill out.
00:14:16This is gonna be so good for you guys, like, to just spend time together and, like, get to
00:14:19know each other more.
00:14:20Yeah.
00:14:20In this kind of setting, too.
00:14:21Like, it's just a vacation.
00:14:23Mm-hmm.
00:14:23This is the life.
00:14:25How you feeling about Maya coming?
00:14:28Not really stressing about it.
00:14:29Here for the good vibes.
00:14:31You and Coco, though.
00:14:32You haven't kissed her yet, right?
00:14:34No.
00:14:35This is usually not my MO.
00:14:39Nothing in my love violin experience has shaped me to be this way.
00:14:42I think this is just kind of how I want to move outside the villa and going forward.
00:14:48You know what you got to do, bro?
00:14:50Get some cojones.
00:14:51And you know what you got to hit her with?
00:14:52Huh?
00:14:52When it's just y'all two, two words.
00:14:55Come here.
00:14:57That's all you got to say.
00:14:59That's all you got to say.
00:15:02Aim for the middle of the square.
00:15:04Yo.
00:15:04Yo.
00:15:05Period.
00:15:06Period.
00:15:07I'm actually nice.
00:15:08Hold on.
00:15:10This place is sick.
00:15:11Yo, I like the flooring.
00:15:13Oh, my gosh.
00:15:15Yeah.
00:15:17Would you believe this?
00:15:18Hold on a sec.
00:15:19Bro, what?
00:15:19Did you get a direct flight from Jamaica?
00:15:21Hi.
00:15:24One thing I didn't do in the villa was get in that pool, so I'm going to get in that
00:15:28pool!
00:15:37You want me to dunk it?
00:15:38I got you.
00:15:39This shit lowers?
00:15:40My brother.
00:15:41Bro, I'm a runner, bro.
00:15:43Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:15:44Oh, there we go, there we go.
00:15:44Yeah, that's cool.
00:15:45Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:15:50Boys, we're hungry!
00:15:52Should we cook up?
00:15:53All right, all right, all right.
00:15:54You know he's going to ask us to cook.
00:15:55He's going to piss me off.
00:15:57I think it's fair since the fellas had to cook all the meals in the villa.
00:16:04Oh, I like this.
00:16:05This sounds like a proposal.
00:16:06I like this.
00:16:07I think the woman should take care of her.
00:16:08Yeah, great idea.
00:16:10Yeah.
00:16:11You know, I'm not opposed.
00:16:13Are we locking it in?
00:16:14Like, do y'all know how to make drinks?
00:16:15Yeah!
00:16:16Yeah!
00:16:26Welcome to the crib, man.
00:16:27Yo, this is nuts.
00:16:29It's all on Brian's card.
00:16:30Let's go, Brian.
00:16:31Shout out, Brian.
00:16:32Wait, wait, wait.
00:16:32How many bedrooms are there?
00:16:33Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:16:34The master bedroom is reserved for Iris and TJ.
00:16:38Oh!
00:16:41Where'd you at?
00:16:42We're in the hallway!
00:16:44We're in the hallway!
00:16:45We're in the hallway!
00:16:49Sorry.
00:16:50Miss Grayson, how are you, love?
00:16:52Isn't it so pretty?
00:16:52It's so, so, so cool.
00:16:54I know.
00:16:55It's gorgeous.
00:16:56I know.
00:16:56It looks so nice.
00:16:57We need a little...
00:16:58Maya?
00:16:59Sorry, love.
00:17:01Good?
00:17:01Good, good.
00:17:03We gave each other a hug and everything, so, like, that's cleared.
00:17:07Like, that's definitely a good start to our Palm Springs trip.
00:17:10Honestly, in regards to how I spend my time at Palm Springs, I'm going to be waking up Tannen,
00:17:17I'm going to be minding my business, looking cute, taking my pictures, and calling my boyfriend
00:17:21all the fucking time.
00:17:23Brian is not even in my thought.
00:17:24He's not even that tall for me to even look up, you know?
00:17:29I'm hangry.
00:17:31We're making, like, ground beef and all the teams.
00:17:39Just gonna check on.
00:17:40Mm-hmm.
00:17:41You straight?
00:17:42Mm-hmm.
00:17:42Oh, boy!
00:17:44It's dinner!
00:17:47How are you feeling about Charlie?
00:17:50I'm not going to acknowledge him.
00:17:51He's making it a little awkward.
00:17:53He's, like, he's awkward.
00:17:53His presence just is, like, a dark cloud.
00:17:56And right now, I'm like, I just don't want to deal with it.
00:17:58I can't.
00:17:59I don't have the energy.
00:18:07Smooth?
00:18:08Good.
00:18:11Premised?
00:18:12Yeah, I'm all right.
00:18:15Look, me and Hannah are strangers.
00:18:16We don't know each other like that.
00:18:18We never became friends like that.
00:18:20Essentially, it's this weird situation because it's this girl that I had this intimate moment with.
00:18:26So, trying to understand how to go about it in a normal way is tricky because it doesn't feel normal.
00:18:33Food is ready!
00:18:36How's seeing Hannah?
00:18:37Cool?
00:18:38Uh, we haven't really acknowledged each other to Venice.
00:18:40All right.
00:18:41Do you feel like, like, there will be a conversation tonight?
00:18:47Or...
00:18:48Tonight?
00:18:49I don't know.
00:18:51Let's go!
00:18:52Come on, guys!
00:18:53It's Taco Tuesday!
00:18:54Hey!
00:18:54I'm hangry!
00:19:00Hey!
00:19:04Oh, my God.
00:19:05Well, thank you to everyone who cooked.
00:19:08Bon appetito.
00:19:09Got blessed.
00:19:09Grayson and Coco killed this.
00:19:11Thank you guys so much.
00:19:12I just put things in both.
00:19:14You helped, and so did you.
00:19:15Thank you so much for doing it.
00:19:17Nah, Coco, you threw it down.
00:19:19Man, fucking good.
00:19:20I don't have no seasoning, but we made it work.
00:19:25Mmm, tacos.
00:19:32Nothing.
00:19:37Something's not right here.
00:19:39Jesus.
00:19:40That dinner table, you could cut the tension with a knife.
00:19:45Everyone knows that there's a bunch of tension.
00:19:47Coco's looking around like, what's going on?
00:19:49Bella's like, is everything okay?
00:19:50I'm looking at Iris.
00:19:52Iris is looking at Hannah.
00:19:53Hannah's looking at me.
00:19:53I'm like, what's going on?
00:20:04Something's going on.
00:20:06You ready to rip off that band-aid and confront him?
00:20:09No.
00:20:10I know that I need to break the tension because it's a little awkward, but I'm scared.
00:20:19Well, guys, we're at the end of the year.
00:20:22What better way than to leave all the tension in 2025?
00:20:28So I just want to start.
00:20:30Charlie?
00:20:33We have not spoken since the reunion.
00:20:38From what I've gathered, you are not happy with me.
00:20:55Yeah, I just felt like your energy was really off.
00:20:58I will say I was not doing well.
00:21:00I was trying to handle that to the best of my ability.
00:21:02I'm sorry I was not thinking about you.
00:21:04I was thinking about how I would be okay.
00:21:06I accept your apology.
00:21:08You know what I mean?
00:21:08It is what it is.
00:21:09But you seem to be much cooler around Pepe.
00:21:12And I was just like, this is a bit weird because...
00:21:14Because Iris is my best friend.
00:21:16And I think she was just being nice because, like, I was next to him, like, during the reunion.
00:21:21I was just needing somebody there for me in that time.
00:21:25And Pepe was, like, there for me.
00:21:27And I think that just shows, like, a testament to his character.
00:21:30I don't understand what happened at the reunion.
00:21:33I just, for me, I was like, it just left an impression where I felt, is this girl genuine?
00:21:37But I wasn't, like, bad with you.
00:21:40We just, like, weren't friends.
00:21:41It wasn't like I was trying to be harsh with you.
00:21:44I literally, as soon as that reunion ended, I was fucking sobbing.
00:21:48I think that's what I struggled with a lot, is I just felt like there was so many unanswered questions.
00:21:54I needed to go.
00:21:55I was crying.
00:21:56Brian, you were there.
00:21:57I'm fucking having a panic attack.
00:22:00I've been a pretty anxious person my whole life.
00:22:04But I think I had my anxiety on a pretty tight leash.
00:22:07And now I feel like it's making it hard for me to want to do things more.
00:22:12Harder for me to leave the house.
00:22:14I haven't really figured out how to handle it.
00:22:17But I will say we weren't in a relationship.
00:22:20It was five days of my life.
00:22:21I just don't want to talk about what happened six months ago.
00:22:25I'm now in a relationship.
00:22:26And, like, I don't want him to open up his phone and be like, oh, why is this man on
00:22:30a podcast still talking about you?
00:22:32Yeah, for sure.
00:22:33I get it.
00:22:34But it was never a podcast to go on and talk about Hannah.
00:22:37It was a podcast to go on and talk about my journey to getting on the show.
00:22:41And then my time in the show.
00:22:42And my time in this show involved the majority of you was the storyline.
00:22:45They were always going to ask a question about you.
00:22:48Wait, hold on.
00:22:49Are we back in the holidays?
00:22:51Like, where's the podium?
00:22:52Because I feel like people are standing on business tonight.
00:22:56There's ways to, like, divert the situation.
00:22:58Because if you open the comments, it's all, like, shitting on me.
00:23:01And it's, like, I feel like you're fueling that.
00:23:03And that's, for me, what hurts.
00:23:04No, it doesn't feel good, but we all signed up for the public eye.
00:23:07Yeah, but we shouldn't be adding to it.
00:23:09Look how much damage podcasts have caused all of us.
00:23:12You are almost victimizing yourself and using me as, like, this villain for doing the damn thing.
00:23:17Doing what I needed to do.
00:23:19And was I supposed to cry for 40 days and 40 nights?
00:23:22Not at all, not at all.
00:23:23At the end of the day, some people end up looking like a villain.
00:23:26Some people end up doing things that people don't like.
00:23:29It sounds to me like you're annoyed that people see me as a victim.
00:23:32You know, that's, like, some kind of self.
00:23:35Like, she's annoyed with herself.
00:23:36It's clearly, like, things are being said because Austin went on a podcast and said that
00:23:40I'm a snake for how I did you.
00:23:42Hannah.
00:23:44Snake-ish.
00:23:45I don't like the way she did my boy, Charlie.
00:23:47Well, that's on Austin.
00:23:49But that has to be something that you guys were talking about.
00:23:51That's his opinion and he's also my friend.
00:23:54The same way that you have an opinion on Pepe for what he did to her,
00:23:57he has an opinion on you for whatever reason.
00:24:00Yeah, but, bro, you were fucking telling her, like, yo, like, TJ's too young anyway.
00:24:04Like, it wouldn't have worked.
00:24:05I'm glad you're with Pepe.
00:24:07And you're my friend, bro.
00:24:09What, when we were discussing and talking about how you were saying, though,
00:24:12that his TikToks were putting you off?
00:24:26And I said, maybe, do you know what, though?
00:24:28He's a bit younger, so maybe he's doing things differently.
00:24:30No, Pepe was bothered by the TikToks.
00:24:32I said, get your back together.
00:24:33Yeah, that's not how it went down, the conversation.
00:24:35I didn't...
00:24:35How the fuck did it go down?
00:24:37They were both talking about how your TikToks were cringing them on, yeah,
00:24:40and putting them off.
00:24:44Well, that's not like...
00:24:45I mean, yeah, we talked about...
00:24:48That's not, like, that big of a deal.
00:24:51Let's focus on the two people that are having the conversation.
00:24:54We're losing the plot here.
00:24:56At the time, you and Pepe looked like you were going strong,
00:24:59when deep down all this time, all this shit was going on,
00:25:02why didn't you just fucking end it?
00:25:03Do you know what I mean?
00:25:04Like...
00:25:04Because I think you're thinking that it's super simple.
00:25:07You're trying to make her seem like she...
00:25:09You met TJ.
00:25:10No, just stop.
00:25:11Because you clearly don't know what it's like to be in a relationship
00:25:13where you feel manipulated and you don't know how to navigate that,
00:25:15so don't ever fucking blame her for staying in a situation
00:25:18that she didn't know how to get out of.
00:25:20It is not her fault.
00:25:21It's a unique situation.
00:25:22I get that it's a unique situation.
00:25:24I get that it's a unique situation.
00:25:26Absolutely not.
00:25:27They just keep going in circles,
00:25:29and he's digging a hole that he doesn't need to dig,
00:25:32and he's digging himself deeper and deeper and deeper,
00:25:34and I honestly want to just, like, be like, stop.
00:25:38Shh.
00:25:39We should focus on the initial problem
00:25:41and then solve that shit and then move on, bro.
00:25:43Y'all, we're just talking in circles.
00:25:44Let's just, like, drop this conversation.
00:25:47You were just explaining how Hannah's a part of your story.
00:25:49Iris is a part of my story.
00:25:50So how are you going to come at me for posting a couple TikToks?
00:25:53It was them that were coming at you for the...
00:25:55But we weren't coming at him for it.
00:25:56You were saying...
00:25:57You're, like, totally going too far.
00:26:01This is intense.
00:26:03He's having a hard time explaining himself,
00:26:05and the girls are having a hard time understanding him.
00:26:08I'm just glad that this is not me and Clark,
00:26:10you know what I mean?
00:26:11Because that would have been ghetto as hell.
00:26:12You mentioned that he said that you're a bit too young.
00:26:15I think what he's just trying to clear up is that he only said that about you
00:26:19because they mentioned you and what you were posting.
00:26:21And he said that in a way of trying to console her
00:26:23and make her feel like maybe she was possibly making the right decision.
00:26:26That's what going to...
00:26:27He's probably not trying to come for you,
00:26:28and he is probably your friend for real.
00:26:31I feel like we've been lacking, like, a lot of love and, like,
00:26:35empathy and, like, understanding and, like, care.
00:26:38Like, I feel like sometimes it can seem a little clicky,
00:26:40and, like, it's already bad enough.
00:26:42Like, we all feel like the world is against us.
00:26:44Well, that's what I think is happening.
00:26:46I do think you were saying it to be supportive
00:26:48and to be a good friend.
00:26:49I don't think you were trying to take shots at TJ.
00:26:53The world is against us.
00:26:55The public is against us.
00:26:56And so it makes us look at each other different ways.
00:27:00When, in actuality, we were all good.
00:27:03We were all fine, you know?
00:27:05And then people have infiltrated our minds in a way.
00:27:09And...
00:27:10It's caused a division in our entire cast.
00:27:11It's caused a division.
00:27:12And everybody's scared to do certain things.
00:27:14It's all, like, a big mind trip.
00:27:16And this is what I'm saying.
00:27:17I think sometimes you look at a podcast as a platform
00:27:20to be able to explain a bit more.
00:27:22Yeah.
00:27:22And it's, like, it can be frustrating
00:27:24because if you never speak,
00:27:26you're just gonna have to set the narrative that people see.
00:27:29Exactly, that's so real.
00:27:30Yeah.
00:27:31I also say, going off of that,
00:27:33I was the first one out of the villa.
00:27:35And I was offered a lot of different podcast opportunities, you know?
00:27:40The truth of it is, like, Hannah, you were Charlie's villa experience.
00:27:45Like, I relate in that aspect because, you know,
00:27:48I only had one person from my villa experience, too.
00:27:51And so whenever I do go on podcasts, like, that name is always brought up
00:27:55because that was, like, my experience.
00:27:57I don't think, like, him going on those podcasts
00:28:00was ever in a way to, like, bring you down.
00:28:04That's taken and clipped and blown up
00:28:06because you are the only person he's been associated with.
00:28:10It's just, like, for me, it's hard because, like...
00:28:15Like, I don't even want to leave my house.
00:28:18Like, I don't leave my house.
00:28:20Don't worry, babe.
00:28:21It's very good.
00:28:22We all put ourselves out there,
00:28:24and it can be very fucking great for us after.
00:28:27Our lives have all changed.
00:28:28We're all doing great things.
00:28:30You know what I mean?
00:28:31But it does come at a cost.
00:28:34I'm going to call my boyfriend.
00:28:39Hi.
00:28:41I'm just having a lot of anxiety.
00:28:43I'm sorry.
00:28:47She probably just needs a breather.
00:28:49All right.
00:28:49Should we, uh, should we clean up?
00:28:52Yeah.
00:28:53Yeah.
00:28:55No, not really.
00:28:57How you doing, Chris?
00:28:58Not a peep.
00:28:59I don't want to just chime in, you know what I mean,
00:29:01when it's not my place.
00:29:03It's hard being away from home.
00:29:09I know.
00:29:10It's just hard when you're not here.
00:29:13Hang in there.
00:29:18Hannah?
00:29:19I'm in here.
00:29:20Right.
00:29:21Where is she?
00:29:22I don't know.
00:29:24I was looking at the wrong fucking door.
00:29:28I'm just getting overwhelmed.
00:29:31Don't worry, man.
00:29:32You said it all in a very mature way.
00:29:35Coco, I really appreciate you helping me articulate.
00:29:38I've been left in that,
00:29:39and no one backed me up.
00:29:42I have trouble.
00:29:44Like, I don't want to, like, seem like I'm being a bitch,
00:29:47but I'm just, like, having trouble expressing how I'm feeling.
00:29:50You're not.
00:29:51You're standing up for yourself.
00:29:58It's just massive.
00:30:00Just a mess.
00:30:03Oh, Hannah.
00:30:04Sorry, guys.
00:30:05I was trying to, like, bring the mood down.
00:30:07You're not encouraging in a lot of emotion.
00:30:14I can't remember.
00:30:15Let go until the morning light.
00:30:17We could get close, honey, don't be shy.
00:30:21The bikini is later on, right?
00:30:24Array?
00:30:24I'm probably going to need, like, five more minutes.
00:30:25Me, too.
00:30:29Daddy!
00:30:30Daddy!
00:30:31There she goes.
00:30:32That's his baby.
00:30:37She dropped the egg!
00:30:41You call him white chocolate?
00:30:43Nah, this girl, she ain't called him white chocolate.
00:30:46Look at Shy now.
00:30:48I kind of like it.
00:30:49You love it, that's okay. It makes me feel cool.
00:30:53He should have came.
00:30:54He should have had finals week last week.
00:30:56It was either come and...
00:30:58And feel everything?
00:31:00You get zeroes? Yeah, I feel all my classes.
00:31:03Welcome.
00:31:05We've already got to show up and get dressed and let's go.
00:31:07It's a new day.
00:31:08New energy.
00:31:10Everyone's gonna split up, go their separate ways.
00:31:12I think everyone just needs
00:31:15time to breathe.
00:31:18Come on, Coco Chanel.
00:31:19Here we go.
00:31:20Let's go.
00:31:23What are you guys doing?
00:31:24Let's go. We got a tea time.
00:31:26Tea time.
00:31:28What the hell are you guys wearing?
00:31:30Bro, I didn't bring no golf boots.
00:31:32Why didn't you like to come up with that golf?
00:31:34I've been golfing one time.
00:31:36I don't really own no golf gear.
00:31:38You see how me and Chris showed up.
00:31:40Take us out the hood. Can't take the hood out of us.
00:31:42Let's go.
00:31:51Who's ready to golf right now?
00:31:53Let's go.
00:31:54My goal today is to get a hole in one.
00:31:57Why are you laughing?
00:31:59You want to style me?
00:32:00Yeah, I got you.
00:32:01Give me right, give me right.
00:32:02I got you.
00:32:03Yeah.
00:32:04Swagger, bro.
00:32:05Like some design, son.
00:32:07What size is this?
00:32:08How long you been golfing?
00:32:09Since, like, was born.
00:32:11Oh, really?
00:32:14It's water.
00:32:15Really?
00:32:17Wow.
00:32:18Maybe if you're thirsty when you're cooking.
00:32:21You guys are good.
00:32:21No, you won't.
00:32:22Oh, I'm watching.
00:32:23Peace.
00:32:23It's a new day.
00:32:24You know, Charlie, you know, went through a lot last night.
00:32:26I don't want him to feel alone or isolated.
00:32:28So it's time to check in, see what's going on, see how he's feeling, and just, you know,
00:32:32try to really understand where he's at.
00:32:34And then can I get a side of bacon and a side of avocado?
00:32:37Yeah.
00:32:40What a beautiful day to be beautiful.
00:32:42It is.
00:32:43You look amazing.
00:32:44Holy crap.
00:32:45Yeah, you look good.
00:32:45Yeah, you do look good.
00:32:46I wanted to go run down the plan for TJ's birthday.
00:32:49Yes.
00:32:5080's theme.
00:32:51Yes.
00:32:51Yes.
00:32:52Back to my mommy day.
00:32:53Yeah.
00:32:54I got more accessories and stuff.
00:32:57So it's at my mom's house.
00:32:58I sent it there because I didn't want to send it here because of the surprise.
00:33:01He's going to come back home.
00:33:03I'm going to blindfold him.
00:33:04I'm going to take him to the room.
00:33:06I'm going to change, and then I'm going to open up the blinds, and everything's going
00:33:09to be set up out here.
00:33:10Okay.
00:33:11And I was hoping that you guys would help set it up.
00:33:13Oh, babe, of course.
00:33:14There's no question about that.
00:33:16I'm going to try and get back as soon as I can.
00:33:18Okay.
00:33:18I will go change.
00:33:20Love you.
00:33:21Love you.
00:33:21I said hi.
00:33:22I will.
00:33:23You guys need anything.
00:33:24Okay.
00:33:25You guys, look who's here.
00:33:26Hello.
00:33:27Hello.
00:33:28I feel like I'm always late to everything.
00:33:31I'm going to get changed.
00:33:32I'll be back.
00:33:33Yeah, you see how beautiful this is?
00:33:35This is our castle.
00:33:36Our villa.
00:33:37This is our villa.
00:33:38This week is insane.
00:33:40I have, like, four photo shoots.
00:33:43And I'm also trying to squeeze pond sprints because I want to spend time with my people
00:33:49celebrating TJ.
00:33:51Hannah, you should tell me what happened.
00:33:53You have to leave it.
00:33:53What happened?
00:33:54Charlie had went on a podcast and was, like, still talking about, like, our four-day fucking
00:34:00getting to know each other.
00:34:01And so I just want to be like, can I set the boundary that, like, we don't do that anymore?
00:34:05Like, you know how the hate is.
00:34:06Like, you don't need to fuel to that.
00:34:08And he just started taking it, like, way too far.
00:34:11And, like, he started comes for Iris and TJ.
00:34:14I would never see that coming, though.
00:34:16But Hannah, you did a really great job standing up for yourself yesterday.
00:34:18And the thing is, you can, whatever, disrespect me.
00:34:21I'll fucking take it.
00:34:22But talk about my friend.
00:34:24And that's when I be asked.
00:34:27Okay, accessories.
00:34:30How you feel?
00:34:31I'm all right, mate.
00:34:32Last night was, uh, a little bit.
00:34:36Mmm.
00:34:37A little bit of a hand.
00:34:37Is that all right?
00:34:38That's really good, yeah.
00:34:38Okay?
00:34:39Is that the L.A. level that you used to?
00:34:42It's pretty good, honestly.
00:34:43It's unique.
00:34:44Like, I do feel like their takes on last night weren't justified, really.
00:34:48I get that you don't want someone to speak about you, especially now that you've got a
00:34:52part.
00:34:52I completely understand that.
00:34:53But the way it sounded was that I've been, you know, going on about her for the entire
00:34:59since it's happened.
00:35:00And then the whole thing of me trying to play victim is ridiculous.
00:35:04Yeah, I wish I could have done more to mediate it.
00:35:07Cause I can, I see both sides.
00:35:08So I'm just like, if y'all just went point by point and said, okay, Charlie's not victimizing
00:35:13himself.
00:35:13He finally got a platform to speak.
00:35:15We understand that.
00:35:16Okay.
00:35:16Boom.
00:35:16Moving forward.
00:35:17Hannah would like, if you didn't talk about, um, her on podcast.
00:35:21Okay.
00:35:21Boom.
00:35:21Done.
00:35:22Done.
00:35:22And you both are happy.
00:35:22Like Hannah and Charlie arguing definitely puts me in a tough position, but I'm going
00:35:26to be there for both.
00:35:27Not playing both sides, but holding both my friends accountable in ways that I see.
00:35:32And then just, you know, being for them in any way possible after.
00:35:35As long as you feel like you squashed it and you feel heard.
00:35:39That's what I care about.
00:35:41I'd rather just be with people that I think give me good energy, uplift my spirit.
00:35:46That's fair.
00:35:46Do you know what I mean?
00:35:51All right, here we go.
00:35:52Yeah.
00:35:53Oh.
00:35:54Good, good, good.
00:35:57Oh shit.
00:35:59Wow.
00:36:00Yeah.
00:36:02We're catching the air.
00:36:05Wow.
00:36:06Oh.
00:36:07See that TJ?
00:36:08Yeah, it looks good.
00:36:09It's not in the hole though.
00:36:11Somebody's making this.
00:36:12I can feel it.
00:36:14Hey TJ, how's your, how's your mental doing, bro?
00:36:16From last night.
00:36:17Good enough to putt this in one try.
00:36:19That's for sure.
00:36:19Yay.
00:36:20Oh my God.
00:36:21That was pretty game set.
00:36:22I'm not going to lie.
00:36:25That looks perfect.
00:36:27Everything good with you and Charlie, bro?
00:36:29Yeah, bro.
00:36:30I honestly wasn't expecting to like have a convo or like be involved.
00:36:33Yeah.
00:36:34I think you kind of got looped into it.
00:36:36Cause I think Charlie really wanted to have that conversation with just Hannah.
00:36:40Yeah.
00:36:40And Iris kind of jumped in and he kind of felt annoyed by it in a sense.
00:36:44And then obviously you got some of that.
00:36:46He acted a little out of line with some of the things he said.
00:36:49Yeah.
00:36:50So, you know, I'm going to say my piece, but.
00:36:53I like Charlie.
00:36:54I don't think he had like bad intentions with what he said.
00:36:58I think he felt like very attacked.
00:37:00You know, I didn't want him to, you know, say what he thought happened.
00:37:03And then the rest of y'all sitting at the table.
00:37:05Believe like that story.
00:37:08Iris and I, we spoke to Charlie after too.
00:37:10Yeah.
00:37:10Bro, you know, I felt poofy, bro.
00:37:12Like, but obviously that's not a nice thing to hear.
00:37:16Do you know what I mean?
00:37:16From your perspective.
00:37:17For that, like, I apologize.
00:37:19But it was never a anti-TJ, let's bash him down type thing, bro.
00:37:25No, I appreciate it.
00:37:26Yeah.
00:37:26So that conversation went well?
00:37:28Yeah, it was good.
00:37:29Productive.
00:37:30Yeah, rest of the trip.
00:37:31We're good.
00:37:32Um, unless he says some other bullshit.
00:37:41It's weird because, bro, so much has changed.
00:37:43We're living life so crazy right now.
00:37:45We're doing amazing things, man.
00:37:46And then at the same time, there's been so many crazy changes back home as well.
00:37:50Yeah.
00:37:50And it's like, damn, so much is going on.
00:37:52You haven't had a home in months.
00:37:53On top of that, I lost two grandparents within the space of six months, man.
00:37:57Still haven't been able to process that.
00:37:59You've been living out of your suitcase being, you know, you're not with your family.
00:38:02So it's just like, it's just tough on you.
00:38:06It's difficult.
00:38:07I lost my grandma just two months before I went into season seven.
00:38:11And then I lost my granddad a week before the violin games.
00:38:15I'm dealing with the loss of my two grandparents.
00:38:18And then now, like, my parents are moving out of the family home.
00:38:22Soon it's not going to be like, oh, okay, you know, I'll go home.
00:38:26I just feel like I have to accept it.
00:38:28I'm in my late 20s and this is life.
00:38:29When you're stressed, like, your brain literally shuts down certain parts of your brain so it can work on the
00:38:34stress.
00:38:35That ties into the swallowing food thing that I developed, man, that fear of choking on food.
00:38:39Really?
00:38:40I noticed I was just hyper-focusing on, uh, chilling on food.
00:38:44I tried to, uh, swallow my food.
00:38:47My throat was tightened up, felt like I was choking.
00:38:50But it's something that, through connecting with other people, I've learned that it's actually way more common.
00:38:54And it's getting on the better side.
00:38:56When I was back home and I was chilling, I was relaxed.
00:38:58It was back to normal, do you know what I mean?
00:39:00And it's going to be like that.
00:39:01It was like that when I was at Austin's, you know what I mean?
00:39:03Yeah, yeah.
00:39:04I haven't really spoke about that because it's awkward and makes me feel uncomfortable and I'm quite embarrassed about it.
00:39:08Nah, it's real, bro.
00:39:09But, you know, things are only embarrassing if you let it be.
00:39:11Yeah.
00:39:12I'm glad for you to get back.
00:39:13You'll have me and Austin in L.A.
00:39:15And we'll be able to just work out together, go get food together, process your grief together, you know what
00:39:19I'm saying?
00:39:19You're going to have all that support system once you're back.
00:39:22How's that baking?
00:39:23I saved one.
00:39:26Today's going to be good, but we're going to go.
00:39:27We're going to enjoy this party.
00:39:28We're going to get some funny-ass, goofy-ass outfits.
00:39:31So I'm excited.
00:39:33You've been good to me, bro.
00:39:34You've been really, really good to me.
00:39:37You have.
00:39:38It doesn't go in notice.
00:39:54I want to see you like that.
00:39:55The sun is kicking my ass.
00:39:57It is.
00:39:59How's my body looking?
00:40:00Very T.
00:40:01Yeah, we knew that.
00:40:03I want to see you when I wake up in the morning.
00:40:06Big.
00:40:08Cute.
00:40:09Okay.
00:40:10What do you think you want?
00:40:11Oh, they're from Bali.
00:40:13You know, I wonder, like, if something like that could pass for 80s.
00:40:17No.
00:40:18No, sister.
00:40:19Oh, wow.
00:40:20These are gorgeous.
00:40:21So, um, how's it going?
00:40:22Back at the villa.
00:40:24It's going great.
00:40:25I know it's going real good.
00:40:26Ew.
00:40:28What do you mean by that?
00:40:30You creep.
00:40:31I know it's going real good.
00:40:33I know what I saw.
00:40:35What the fuck did you say?
00:40:36You saw nothing.
00:40:38Obviously, y'all slept in my room last night.
00:40:40Yeah.
00:40:41So, like, how was that?
00:40:42Girl, it's just like in the villa, child.
00:40:44It was chill.
00:40:45It was normal.
00:40:45We just slept and woke up.
00:40:48No, little.
00:40:49No, we haven't even kissed yet.
00:40:52Really?
00:40:52A kiss is very special and it's very intimate.
00:40:55It is an exchange of energy and, like, it's that gateway into, like, dang, do we really, like, hit it
00:41:00off, hit it off.
00:41:01I like that we're so attached to the hip, even right now, like.
00:41:05Emotionally.
00:41:06Emotionally, just, like, really just getting each other and, like, being there for one another and hearing each other out.
00:41:10And, like, he just always makes it such a safe space for me.
00:41:12Yeah.
00:41:17Oh, shit.
00:41:17Yeah, you should have left on the last one.
00:41:19Fuck.
00:41:19All right.
00:41:20TJ, how do you think we did with this trip, bro?
00:41:22You guys, we gave you and Iris the best room.
00:41:24Yeah, that's respect.
00:41:26Yeah.
00:41:28And today was great.
00:41:29Did you plan this, too?
00:41:30Yeah, man.
00:41:30Everything.
00:41:31Shit.
00:41:32We got more in plan.
00:41:33More in store?
00:41:34More.
00:41:34Shit, what are we doing?
00:41:35You'll find out.
00:41:37The fact that they have a mini golf in their backyard is the definition of free will.
00:41:45Ready?
00:41:46Yeah.
00:41:48Oh, shit.
00:41:50Do I have to keep going?
00:41:52How, what's the rule of mini golf?
00:41:53Yeah, you keep going until you make it.
00:41:56Okay, that's two.
00:41:59Hey, three.
00:42:00So, how are you feeling with your ex being here?
00:42:03Wait, hold on.
00:42:04Let me try to make this.
00:42:05Let me focus before we get into deep details.
00:42:09Lock it.
00:42:10Oh, fuck.
00:42:11Oh, fuck.
00:42:13Almost.
00:42:17Like, is it weird for you, like, with all of us, like, you know, chatting it up with him?
00:42:22Or are you like...
00:42:23Oh, girl, I won't give a fuck.
00:42:25Yeah.
00:42:25There's not even a fuck to find in the world for me to give.
00:42:27I still don't expect any of my girls to be buddy buddies with him, but having a conversation
00:42:33with him, out of respect, I really don't care.
00:42:36The only girl I know that hangs out with him is Bella.
00:42:38If she is going to continue on building a relationship with my ex, then I don't think that's a girl's
00:42:44friend.
00:42:45The only thing that had bothered me was, like, yesterday.
00:42:48I feel like she was, like, so quick to, like, defend Charlie's, like, actions.
00:42:52I don't think, like, him going on those podcasts was ever a way to, like, bring you down.
00:42:58Don't even, like, join in the conversation if you're going to, like, invalidate my feelings.
00:43:02Yeah, yeah, I see what you're saying.
00:43:04If you're trying to, like, validate the people who are hurting me over, like, my feelings,
00:43:09especially in a moment where I was clearly, like, not having an easy time,
00:43:16that kind of shows me where you stand.
00:43:18It's all about respect.
00:43:20And, yeah, it's not that fucking deep, but I don't even care how deep it is.
00:43:25It could be a fucking centimeter, and if I feel a way about it, I feel a way.
00:43:29Valen, did you lose the ball?
00:43:31I did.
00:43:31Damn, girl.
00:43:37What a good day of golfing, huh?
00:43:39Thank you guys so much for today.
00:43:42I felt like it was really refreshing, and honestly, like, I needed this.
00:43:47I felt like, you know, I was just a little sister here today.
00:43:50I feel like I'm kind of a little excluded sometimes by some of the girls.
00:43:56Why do you feel that way, Bella?
00:43:58I think coming out of the Bella, I was friends with everybody.
00:44:02But I think wanting to be friends with everybody almost creates a division in everybody else's minds.
00:44:12For me, I'm the type of person who I will always try to make everybody feel included.
00:44:18If you guys haven't been able to tell, you know?
00:44:20I always want everybody there.
00:44:22The more, the merrier.
00:44:23And I'm just never that thought for other people.
00:44:28I have a hard time there.
00:44:29And I honestly think that comes from some other deep-rooted issues that I've dealt with growing up and dealing
00:44:36with people just kind of dropping me.
00:44:41As a friend, I mean, I come from a family of eight kids, but it was pretty much just me
00:44:50and my brothers for a long time.
00:44:52I've got three other sisters, but they kind of live their own lives, so.
00:44:57Really?
00:44:57Yeah, and they kind of casted me aside a little bit, so.
00:45:02To me, like, in my eyes, of course, like, I'm a great friend.
00:45:06Like, why doesn't anybody want to be friends, you know?
00:45:10Anyways, yeah, it's just, it's tough, I guess.
00:45:14You always got an invite with me.
00:45:16You can always kick it with us.
00:45:17I appreciate that.
00:45:19Just being included by the guys does make me feel so much better.
00:45:24I don't feel like I'm cast aside or cast away.
00:45:27You know, they let me in on their jokes.
00:45:30This helped fill my cup today, guys.
00:45:33Cheers to that.
00:45:35Bella and the boys.
00:45:38I feel like, do we need to get him a present?
00:45:40Look.
00:45:41Lookie.
00:45:42I don't know much about golf, but I'm clearly not good at it.
00:45:46What's up, sexy ladies?
00:45:48Hi.
00:45:48Ew, ew, ew.
00:45:50Hi, guys.
00:45:51I think that we should call Iris.
00:45:54Okay.
00:45:54Because it's already getting pretty late.
00:45:56Yeah.
00:45:56I think we need to set up, and she's still not bad.
00:45:58And we need to start back and read the things up.
00:45:59I miss her.
00:46:00I miss her for, like, five minutes.
00:46:02Literally.
00:46:02Not even.
00:46:02I'm gonna call her.
00:46:05Hi, princess.
00:46:06Aw, you look so gorgeous.
00:46:08You look so cute.
00:46:09You look tied up right now because I had to pick up the other stuff,
00:46:12the clothes and stuff, but I have it right here.
00:46:14Okay.
00:46:14Okay.
00:46:15I'm gonna come back and help them set up.
00:46:18The vendors?
00:46:18I need you guys to help to, like, let them in and, like, set up.
00:46:21Okay, okay.
00:46:22It's gonna be freaking amazing, and I'm so excited.
00:46:25Last thing, do not let TJ see anything.
00:46:29I'm gonna be like, TJ, what the fuck are you on about?
00:46:32You're not that special.
00:46:33Don't worry.
00:46:35Okay.
00:46:37All right, guys.
00:46:38So, are we going to start setting up?
00:46:40Oh!
00:46:42Hey, I am dying.
00:46:44Girl, these balloons are bigger than me.
00:46:46This is suffocating.
00:46:48You need help?
00:46:50Hey, Hannah, make sure you know about them.
00:46:52You got the knife?
00:46:52Yeah.
00:46:59Do you guys think Iris is almost here?
00:47:02Oh!
00:47:05We missed you!
00:47:08Wait, what is all of this?
00:47:10This is the party decorations.
00:47:12Wait, he's 42?
00:47:23Fresh off a W, man.
00:47:25Oh, your girl's waiting at the front door.
00:47:28Oh, Lord!
00:47:28Girl, she's doing good.
00:47:30Her TJ radar went off.
00:47:32Yeah, I love it.
00:47:33Can I have the first hug?
00:47:34What the hell?
00:47:35You guys look like you gulped up.
00:47:38Yeah.
00:47:38Come with me.
00:47:39All right, I'll see you guys.
00:47:41I'll be safe out there.
00:47:42Bye!
00:47:43See you, man.
00:47:44Shit, what the fuck is going on right now?
00:47:46You need to put this on.
00:47:47Are you dead ass?
00:47:48Yes.
00:47:49And these are noise canceling.
00:47:50Are we doing a kissing challenge right now?
00:47:52I just put them on.
00:47:55Can you see anything?
00:47:56How many fingers am I holding up?
00:47:58Uh, three.
00:47:59Okay.
00:48:00Lay down.
00:48:01This way.
00:48:01Come here.
00:48:02On the pillow.
00:48:02Like you're going to bed.
00:48:06Wait a second.
00:48:07What is going on?
00:48:08There's cameras everywhere.
00:48:10Iris, what are you doing?
00:48:12Put this on.
00:48:13Yo.
00:48:14No, TJ.
00:48:14I'm not easily satisfied.
00:48:18I'm done.
00:48:22Can't help you get nothing at all.
00:48:26Iris, I swear to God, what are you doing?
00:48:28Just leave it.
00:48:30What are you doing right now?
00:48:33Can't help you get nothing at all.
00:48:44Put this on.
00:48:45Yo.
00:48:45No, TJ.
00:48:46I'm not going to lie, this is weird as fuck.
00:48:52Oh my God, whenever I think about the 80s,
00:48:54I just be thinking about that chuggy move, that buggy move.
00:48:58Just like, uh, uh.
00:49:0180s.
00:49:02Um, hair.
00:49:04Hairspray.
00:49:05Eyeshadow.
00:49:06To be honest, I had to borrow clothes,
00:49:08and I basically looked like I was in the 90s.
00:49:10They wore lime green thongs, like I'm wearing right now.
00:49:14Obviously, as you can tell by the swagger,
00:49:16I'm trying to mix whatever I got going on with the 80s right now.
00:49:19I'm just throwing a bucket hat.
00:49:20I'm lost as shit in this 80s party.
00:49:24Don't hate on the fucking way.
00:49:25Yeah.
00:49:26Oh, I'm hating for sure.
00:49:27He's a blonde baddie, man.
00:49:29Oh.
00:49:32You guys are ready to go.
00:49:34Let's go.
00:49:39This is some bullshit.
00:49:41I genuinely feel like we're about to be in a music video.
00:49:44That's what it looks like.
00:49:46It's so TJ Brandon.
00:49:47What is going on right now?
00:49:50Can I take this off?
00:49:54What the fuck?
00:49:56What are you wearing?
00:49:59I have an outfit for you, too.
00:50:01Wait, what is this for?
00:50:03I'll show you.
00:50:03This is yours, so you need to change into this.
00:50:07Yeah, don't question it.
00:50:09Guys, the second we make eye contact,
00:50:12happy birthday.
00:50:13It's good.
00:50:13One, two, three.
00:50:27Holy shit.
00:50:28Is this a birthday thing?
00:50:29Yeah.
00:50:30Holy shit.
00:50:31Children, be eight.
00:50:35That's what they say when we're together.
00:50:38And watch how you play.
00:50:42They don't understand.
00:50:44So we're running just as fast as we can.
00:50:47No, wait.
00:50:48Limbo, limbo, limbo.
00:50:49Pulling off to one another, damn it.
00:50:52Time to get away into the night.
00:50:55And then you put your arms around me and I'm so much super proud.
00:50:59And then you say, I think we're alone.
00:51:02I know you're alone.
00:51:03I know you're alone.
00:51:03It doesn't seem to be anyone around.
00:51:08We in the villa, looking like colors.
00:51:11Not Michael Jackson, but we in the thriller.
00:51:13You already know this is for TJs.
00:51:16Hey.
00:51:17TJs, there's ain't no BJs.
00:51:18Hey.
00:51:19Hey.
00:51:19I know you're a soul trainer.
00:51:20Let's go out.
00:51:22I think we're alone, you're alone tonight.
00:51:25It doesn't seem to be anyone around.
00:51:28Hey.
00:51:29Yeah.
00:51:30Yeah.
00:51:31Iris did so good and surprised the shit out of me for my birthday.
00:51:34Yo, thank you guys for coming.
00:51:36Appreciate it.
00:51:37Yeah.
00:51:37I hate surprises, but this one was pretty good.
00:51:40I can see you in the next Kendall movie.
00:51:42Oh, yeah?
00:51:43Yeah.
00:51:43That look like a gangster with this shit?
00:51:45For sure, bro.
00:51:46You do.
00:51:46It fits me.
00:51:47This is like an action film.
00:51:48You're using a chain.
00:51:49You're using a chain like Charlie's.
00:51:51Oh, yeah.
00:51:52I need a big one.
00:51:52I would like to sit down.
00:51:53Let's go.
00:51:58Can you hold me?
00:51:59I can hold you.
00:52:13My 5'5 ass is like...
00:52:15You snort?
00:52:16You snort?
00:52:16Sometimes.
00:52:17You know that already.
00:52:18That was cute.
00:52:19I didn't take the time to kiss Coco or go after her because there's a time and place for
00:52:23everything.
00:52:24And when you have that first kiss, you want to feel it like going into it.
00:52:28When you look into somebody's eyes, you're like, okay, I'm about to kiss her.
00:52:31Like, I didn't get that yet.
00:52:31Like, I can tell we're almost there, but we're not there yet.
00:52:37I can tell we're almost there, but we're not there yet.
00:52:41Can I sit here with you guys?
00:52:42Of course.
00:52:42Baby, baby, baby.
00:52:43Baby, baby.
00:52:44We are three girls that just need to be proposed to.
00:52:47Oh, there we are.
00:52:49So you know that thing where you are scared about marrying the wrong person?
00:52:53Like, you know, that's an actual phobia?
00:52:55Yeah.
00:52:55I feel like I had that phobia.
00:52:59Oh, steal that air guitar.
00:53:01But with TJ, I feel like he's actually, like,
00:53:05the guy that I've been looking for and been wanting.
00:53:10See, that's good, because I don't have that fear,
00:53:12because I think being an ex-wife is kind of, like, chic.
00:53:15Ex-wife is kind of fire.
00:53:16It's kind of chic.
00:53:17Yeah, that's my ex-husband.
00:53:18Fuck you, ex-husband.
00:53:26You know what? I actually like how rough that was.
00:53:29It just feels authentic.
00:53:31Bella is such a sweetheart, but she's also, like, not a pushover.
00:53:34I like that about her.
00:53:36And I feel like we recently have, like, gotten a little closer.
00:53:40So I was one of the boys for the day.
00:53:43And I'm telling you, the energy, it wasn't, like,
00:53:47there was no feeling of exclusion in the air at all.
00:53:50Yeah.
00:53:52I'm like, where's all my friends?
00:53:54You look good as fuck.
00:53:56Good outfit choice.
00:53:57I wish there was more room than this.
00:54:01Hi, love.
00:54:02Hey, sugar.
00:54:04Yeah.
00:54:04What's going on with y'all?
00:54:06Chatting it up.
00:54:07Coco and I have been confiding in each other a little bit
00:54:10about not feeling as included in this whole group dynamic.
00:54:16Yeah.
00:54:17Oh, gosh.
00:54:17No.
00:54:18No, don't.
00:54:20No, she's not.
00:54:21Delilah Kendall.
00:54:24Oh, my.
00:54:26I've been meaning to ask you this for a long time.
00:54:30I'm feeling the same thing.
00:54:32I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations.
00:54:34I mean, they're having a group conversation right now,
00:54:36and none of them are asking where we are or for us to join.
00:54:41Will you marry?
00:54:42Yes.
00:54:42I knew it.
00:54:48Keep my wife's name out your goddamn mouth.
00:54:53Yeah, I hope you saw that.
00:54:55The motion of the ocean, baby.
00:55:00She said yes!
00:55:04I'm not trying to, like, start something that's not there,
00:55:06but it's hard to see them laughing and, like,
00:55:10they're literally, like, laughing and having a really good time,
00:55:12and, like, I wish we could all share that together.
00:55:14It's difficult because, you know,
00:55:16every person that used to ask me, you know,
00:55:18who are you closest with?
00:55:19Who am I?
00:55:20Him?
00:55:20Hannah and Iris.
00:55:21Yeah.
00:55:23And if you were to ever ask them,
00:55:26I honestly don't think they would ever, like,
00:55:28mention my name at all.
00:55:41Every person that used to ask me, you know,
00:55:44who are you closest with?
00:55:45You know, who am I?
00:55:46Hannah and Iris.
00:55:48And if you were to ever ask them,
00:55:50I honestly don't think they would ever, like,
00:55:53mention my name at all.
00:55:55For a long time, I was only close with Hannah.
00:55:58Right.
00:55:58When we left the villa,
00:55:59I thought we had a really good friendship.
00:56:01Yeah.
00:56:02Then, you know,
00:56:02Hannah, her and Iris got really close.
00:56:04They would go and hang out.
00:56:06We're all in L.A.,
00:56:07and I would never get a call to go and hang out with them.
00:56:09It definitely doesn't feel good.
00:56:11And I always try to include them,
00:56:12and it just hasn't been reciprocated.
00:56:15Hannah and I spent a lot of time together post-villa.
00:56:19I don't really know where things have kind of fallen off,
00:56:23but it does make me really sad,
00:56:26and I feel like there's been just a stop to it.
00:56:29Her energy and attention has shifted on a lot of other people.
00:56:34Like, I wonder if she's even noticed.
00:56:36I thought that this trip would kind of, like, feel like summer camp.
00:56:40I had high hopes, like, bring us all back together,
00:56:42and it's hard to see.
00:56:44The fact that we're CASA girls,
00:56:46I don't think that we share the same relationship.
00:56:51Like, we all want to be cool girls.
00:56:53We are cool girls.
00:56:54So, to feel like maybe there's a group that thinks that they're cooler,
00:57:01it doesn't feel good.
00:57:02I just think, like, they've got each other, and they're good,
00:57:04and they don't, they're not looking to, like, build more friendships.
00:57:09But it's hard because, like, we already had that, like, those friendships.
00:57:13Right, they already existed.
00:57:14Yeah.
00:57:15Especially with you.
00:57:15And the vibe I get from them is, like, you can't sit with us.
00:57:19Yes, that's how it feels, exactly.
00:57:22Oh, I had a really deep talk with Charlie.
00:57:24Just about everything he's been going through
00:57:26and, you know, trying to get a visa and his grandparents
00:57:28and the journey he's been on.
00:57:30I can't even start to judge him because I haven't lost nobody like that.
00:57:33So, I just gave him grace, you know what I'm saying?
00:57:35Wait, he, his grandparents?
00:57:37He lost two of his, he lost, um, two of his grandparents within six months.
00:57:41No way.
00:57:42Yeah.
00:57:42I'll give Charlie grace because I understand it can be difficult,
00:57:46especially when everything's chaotic and a mess.
00:57:49But we all go through things.
00:57:52I just don't think it's an excuse to be, like, a shit person.
00:57:58Happy birthday to you.
00:58:01I'll bring happy birthday to you.
00:58:06Cha, cha, cha.
00:58:06Iris killed it tonight, but it means a lot when everyone can come together
00:58:10and we can celebrate something.
00:58:11Like, just being in this house alone with everyone, you know,
00:58:14brings some good times and memories back.
00:58:17I'm just grateful that we can all be together and celebrate.
00:58:21It means a lot.
00:58:22So cute.
00:58:23Silly face.
00:58:27That is funny now.
00:58:28Come on, come on, let's go.
00:58:30All right, bye, girl.
00:58:32Good night, bro.
00:58:32See you later.
00:58:33Good night, guys.
00:58:33See you later.
00:58:34Good night.
00:58:35I'm gonna get you.
00:58:36Yeah.
00:58:36Good night, love.
00:58:57I'm gonna get you.
00:59:00Go back, girl.
00:59:01Good night, girl.
00:59:01Good night.
00:59:02Look, I'm gonna get you.
00:59:02Happy birthday to you.
00:59:04I'll be fine.
00:59:04Bye.
00:59:04Bye.
00:59:05Bye.
00:59:18I'm sad I'll be leaving you sitting it's our last day here as out son's out
00:59:26Let's do it. I
00:59:29Just want to get that drive home then we've learned might be traffic
00:59:36Hello, hi sugar. What are you doing? Chilling in the floaty. I
00:59:44Wanted to give you an update
00:59:46Busy the woman so at dinner I told Charlie like not to go on podcast talking about me anymore
00:59:52Yeah, I felt like maybe there was like some resolve at least like you know
00:59:57Obviously it's we're not gonna be like best buds but like cordial, you know
01:00:01Especially I'm gonna have to be in situations where he's around. I don't hold grudges
01:00:05Once it's like done and it's spoken about there's no reason for me to like loiter on it and like
01:00:11try to be like make
01:00:13Myself more upset. I think that does not help my anxiety the past is in the past. Let it go
01:00:18I don't have to see you ever again in my life if I don't want to and that's all I
01:00:23Will say by the end of the night. I was able to get him to crack a couple laughs. It's
01:00:28less awkward
01:00:37But like also I don't need to be friends with him
01:00:40I don't really care, but like I don't want to feel like awkward every time he's around, you know
01:00:46Yeah, so you don't need to be his friend, but you don't need to be his enemy either. Yeah
01:00:53Today is the last day we're all together. Wait, that's so sad. I know
01:01:02Y'all ready to go? It's like herding turtles. Come on
01:01:05It's like my baby's working. I'm going to drive safe
01:01:12I want to have a baby
01:01:14You want to have a baby? Yeah, I just want to hold one. I am going to. I'm manifesting
01:01:24Right people I'm a bounce the difficult conversations they've got to be had if you can communicate the
01:01:31Uncomfortable stuff then you're obviously making progress. You're breaking through no bad blood
01:01:39Yeah
01:01:55It brings me so much joy not to see them on good terms, but just be like yo like a
01:01:59lot of shit happened like it's good
01:02:01There's still like respect for each other because of like what we went through together
01:02:05So they hug and he leaves. I'm just like, you know, I'm saying I felt a little proud. I helped
01:02:09out a little bit
01:02:10Have fun be safe. I feel that me and Charlie can be civil
01:02:14I don't want to like be his best friend, but be in a room together. It's not it doesn't have
01:02:18to be weird
01:02:19That's it London man is out. You know it was rough before it got smooth
01:02:24But seeing Hannah and Charlie hug goodbye on the last day is exactly what this is about
01:02:31Charlie has left the villa
01:02:43I
01:02:43Next time on love island beyond the villa I thought why not bring a white Christmas to LA
01:02:54I
01:02:55Just want to know why the fuck you're lying on my name, bro
01:02:58Somebody told me that you hooked up with a couple of people at a party. I'm gonna walk away. This
01:03:02is too much
01:03:03I just
01:03:06How you like in LA
01:03:08I like it a lot. I'll definitely put me in court compromising. You know me wanting to be country her
01:03:13wanting to be city
01:03:14I'm really close with Austin. I don't know what's going on with us right now
01:03:19Wait, has you not been talking to rave since July?
01:03:23I've kind of been a little bit of a hoe. I've said that multiple times
01:03:30Why are you making it so hard?
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