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Bini Docuseries Episode 2
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00:00:27Beanie Fever
00:00:29It's so on
00:00:30Paglabas pa lang ng Beanie
00:00:32Hindi na magkarinigan sa loob ng event venue
00:00:38Hiyawan at nagsisiksikan na ang mga manonood
00:00:41Para makapwesto at mapanood ng grupo
00:00:43Totoo ba itong mga to or mga asuwang lang sila?
00:00:46Kasi sobrang oay
00:00:47Nagmultiply yung blooms namin
00:00:49Nakuha na ng Beanie
00:00:51Ang unang pwesto sa Spotify Daily Top Artist Philippines
00:00:55Nakapasok muli ang Beanie sa Global Top Artist Chart
00:00:59Nang music streaming platform
00:01:01Puno ang kalsada sa labas ng audio studio ng blooms
00:01:04It's super unexpected
00:01:06Like anything can happen overnight
00:01:09Blooms!
00:01:10Blooms!
00:01:11They're so f***ing popular
00:01:13Eh, rightfully so
00:01:14I love these girls so much
00:01:20Wow
00:01:20This is pure bliss
00:01:22These girls are
00:01:25Yes
00:01:25Super blessed kami sa mga
00:01:27Ano, like ganap namin
00:01:29Na dati pinagdada sa lab namin
00:01:31Pero at the same time
00:01:32Ayun
00:01:33Overwhelming
00:01:34Tapos ang dami pang struggles
00:01:35Sa loob na hindi naman alam ng lahat
00:01:38And dito kami na dodo na talagang
00:01:40Support namin isa't isa
00:01:42Like we have each other's back talaga
00:01:55Hi, this is Beanie Joanna
00:01:57Hi, I'm Beanie Sheena
00:02:00I'm Beanie
00:02:02Let's go
00:02:03Let's do this
00:02:04Hi guys
00:02:05I'm Beanie Gwen
00:02:06Hi Paul
00:02:07I'm Colette
00:02:08Hi everyone
00:02:10Hi Blooms
00:02:11And the whole entire world
00:02:14I'm Maloy
00:02:15From Beanie
00:02:16Hello
00:02:16Hi everyone
00:02:18I'm Mika Lim
00:02:19From Beanie
00:02:20Hi, I'm Aya
00:02:21The eldest of the group
00:02:23Hi po
00:02:24I'm Beanie Stacy
00:02:26Welcome to chapter
00:02:27Chapter?
00:02:28Welcome to chapter 2
00:02:29Good morning
00:02:31Hold up
00:02:32Good morning
00:02:40Big success
00:02:41Ang three night concert
00:02:42Ng Beanie
00:02:43Nag enjoy ng gusto
00:02:44Ang blooms
00:02:45Sa halos tatlong oras
00:02:47Na palaban
00:02:49Dadali nila ito
00:02:51Sa Baguio
00:02:52Cebu
00:02:52At General Santos City
00:03:17Hey, sobrang nandang view dito
00:03:19Pero pagdabi
00:03:21Hindi ko kaya mag-isa
00:03:23It's like a tree.
00:03:24You're going to get a tree.
00:03:26You're going to get a tree.
00:03:29Capri.
00:03:30That's the family of Ate Jo.
00:03:33Ate Jo?
00:03:34What time did you get out here?
00:03:3712 to 3.
00:03:38Around that time.
00:03:3912 to 3?
00:03:40Why?
00:03:41Shucks.
00:03:41It's just a little.
00:03:42Oh, it's just a little.
00:03:43It's just a little.
00:03:45It's just a little.
00:03:46What?
00:03:47I'm kidding.
00:03:49What?
00:03:50Because Capri is out here.
00:03:5112 to 1.
00:03:53So, I told Ate Jo.
00:03:55I'm going to talk to Ate Jo.
00:03:57Oh!
00:03:58There's a lot of joy.
00:03:59There's a lot of joy.
00:03:59How fast are you?
00:04:00How fast are you?
00:04:01How fast are you?
00:04:01How fast are you?
00:04:02How fast are you?
00:04:04How fast are you?
00:04:05How fast are you?
00:04:05I can't.
00:04:07Fun fact.
00:04:08I'm not a fun fact.
00:04:10I'm a sad fact.
00:04:11Bebe is one of us.
00:04:12Because they're feeling under the weather.
00:04:16They're under the weather.
00:04:18They're feeling under the weather.
00:04:19Oh!
00:04:20Ako naman ang nasa under the dark.
00:04:23We're feeling under the...
00:04:24Ay!
00:04:25Nagbabrown out yung camera.
00:04:27Oh, sige.
00:04:27Mag-start tayo sa pila kauna.
00:04:29Baguio.
00:04:29Parang last na pumunta kami doon.
00:04:31Hindi pa kami ganun talaga ka...
00:04:33Parang alam nyo yun.
00:04:35Parang kilala.
00:04:43Kada pumupunta kami sa regional, parang tinakabahan kami kung may manunood ba.
00:04:48Yung mindset ko parang okay.
00:04:50Fun fun na siya na parang iba-ibang personality, iba-ibang experience.
00:04:55Kada lugar in the Philippines, iba-ibang mga klase ng tao, culture.
00:05:02Na-na-na-na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
00:05:12na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
00:05:12na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
00:05:13na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
00:05:17na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
00:05:18na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
00:05:20na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
00:05:22na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
00:05:25na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
00:05:25na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
00:05:26na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na
00:05:29Yes, we are going to see the Baguio Blooms.
00:05:34Before we went here, we are at Genesyn.
00:05:39What's the time for your show?
00:05:40It's 5pm.
00:05:42It's 5pm.
00:05:43It's 5pm.
00:05:46You can see that there is an open area.
00:05:48That's true.
00:05:50That's the way we are going.
00:05:52I hope you won't lose.
00:05:54Yes, I hope you won't lose.
00:05:55We hope you won't lose.
00:05:58We want you to do more.
00:06:00We want you to do more.
00:06:02We're more afraid we won't lose.
00:06:04We're happy.
00:06:06Just keep us busy, Lord.
00:06:07Thank you, Lord, for the blessings.
00:06:08Just give us all the blessings in the world.
00:06:16Hi!
00:06:17Hi, everyone. Hi, Blooms.
00:06:21So, welcome to my room.
00:06:23To Blooms!
00:06:24You are very happy.
00:06:28And then, we were able to have our 3-day.
00:06:323 days of...
00:06:34Oh, yun nga!
00:06:35So, Saturday, umaga pa lang,
00:06:37sinunto na ako ng parents ko sa place ko.
00:06:40And then, we went to Batangas immediately.
00:06:44It was fun because it was a home town.
00:06:49I came to Batangas, but we stayed in Palawan for four years.
00:06:54Then, we went to Batangas again, then we went to Cavite again.
00:06:59So, I didn't have to go to school for three years.
00:07:02So, I think, I got to get my sociable.
00:07:05So, it was easy to meet people.
00:07:08So, you always got to go to Batangas.
00:07:12He got to go to the house.
00:07:13It's true.
00:07:14It's the clown in our house.
00:07:15It's the people who are all the people.
00:07:17They're all the people who saw it.
00:07:18But, you know what?
00:07:19What?
00:07:21What?
00:07:22What?
00:07:24Every time I met him at Batangas,
00:07:27I was like,
00:07:29I was naturally able to get my dialect.
00:07:34When we were together,
00:07:36we were so happy.
00:07:38We were together.
00:07:39They were all in our hearts.
00:07:43We were all in our hearts.
00:07:44so when we were like,
00:07:45we had to go home and all the people who did that was coming.
00:07:51It was right.
00:07:51We were all together.
00:07:53You had to go home and it's really fun.
00:08:05We were all about it before.
00:08:06We were all told this before.
00:08:07Then, you can wait for one time.
00:08:10So, that's the hard part.
00:08:15I was really overwhelmed with what happened.
00:08:19I would just cry.
00:08:20I would just say, thank you Lord.
00:08:22Thank you for answering my prayers.
00:08:25So, sometimes we would lose.
00:08:27We would just cry.
00:08:30Mom, I didn't understand you.
00:08:31I would just cry.
00:08:32So, he would just cry.
00:08:33He would just cry.
00:08:35So, that's why he would cry.
00:08:37I would just cry.
00:08:39We would just cry.
00:08:40We would just cry.
00:08:41That's the price of his life.
00:08:50Sensored!
00:08:51Because it's Eevee, you're gonna blur it.
00:09:00Hello, sir.
00:09:20What's also different here is the pantropico.
00:09:22So, we were thinking of how can we give them a different impact and a different experience.
00:09:27And I think one of the best experiences of a bloom or of anyone is having them close by.
00:09:33So, what we did in pantropico is if the crowd is G and they are okay, we're going to have
00:09:40them go down in the pan interaction.
00:09:42Let's go!
00:09:50There is so much water in my room?
00:09:52Okay.
00:09:52Okay.
00:09:53We're going to have to go.
00:09:54People, I did not even see it earlier.
00:09:57Oh, did you see it in the toilet?
00:09:58No.
00:10:01Noong bata ako, masanay na po akong kumausap ng sarili ko sa salamin.
00:10:05Bumibili akong box ng chok. Sinusalatan ko yung dingding namin.
00:10:09Nagti-teacher-teacheran ako, mga estudyante ko, mga unan.
00:10:13Nilalagyan ko ng pangalan.
00:10:14Luto-lutoan. Ako yung nagluluto. Ako din yung bibili.
00:10:18Kumaga parang lumaki siyang nag-iisa na dapat spoiled yan.
00:10:23Pero hindi eh. Nakakatayo talaga siya. Kaya niya. Kaya niya lahat. Kinakaya niya.
00:10:28Siguro nasanay niya kasi nung bata. Mag-isa naglalaro.
00:10:32Lahat. Mag-isa lang siya eh.
00:10:34OFW na si Daddy. Sima na talaga siya.
00:10:38Ang vivid lang sa akin. Every time naaalis si Daddy, talagang iyak ako.
00:10:43Lahat yun. Lahat ng sakay niya.
00:10:45Kasi uwi siya. Umiiyak din ako kasi ang haba ng buhok niya. Natatakot ako.
00:10:51Mahal daw kasi yung gupit sa barko. Kaya ang long hair siya pag uuwi siya.
00:10:55And yun. Kung wala din naman yung pagiging sima niya feeling ko.
00:10:58Hindi rin naman ako makakapag-aaral sa magandang school.
00:11:02Hindi rin mapoprovide.
00:11:03Kasi kahit solong anak ako, hindi naman din kami.
00:11:05Hindi naman din kami talagang mayaman and may kaya na.
00:11:09Kayang i-provide lahat ng luho ko.
00:11:11Parang hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala na nandiyan na siya ngayon sa...
00:11:16Kumbaga marami nang nakakakilala sa kanya.
00:11:19Minsan napapatanong pa rin ako na, totoo ba talaga to?
00:11:32Ano?
00:11:33Ano?
00:11:33Pinagawa nga ako, driver.
00:11:35Ganun natin na nangyari.
00:11:37Talaga hindi mapigilang.
00:11:38Gustong gusto niya.
00:11:39Sumuporta na lang ako.
00:11:41Kaming magkasawa ko.
00:11:43Example.
00:11:44Katulad niyan.
00:11:45Training.
00:11:45Busy.
00:11:47Tapos out of town.
00:11:48Ganito pala yung feeling ni Daddy.
00:11:51Tapos ano pa kaya yung nafeel niya?
00:11:53Kasi talagang tawid dagat yun.
00:11:55Parang kahit anong mangyari, wala siyang magagawa.
00:11:58Sumusunod din kami minsan.
00:12:00Kasi pag may free time siya, doon na lang kami makakalabas.
00:12:18One, two, three.
00:12:20Bring it back!
00:12:21This is Mini World!
00:12:24Salamint saling hindi ba nang sabihin.
00:12:28Salamint saling hindi nang sabihin.
00:12:31Salamint saling hindi nang sabihin.
00:12:33Salamint salamint hindi nang mapapapasigin.
00:12:36Ayaw kong maiwala.
00:12:38Ayaw kong maiwala.
00:12:40Bantik kayo mamati eh.
00:12:42Okay.
00:12:43Okay.
00:12:45One more.
00:12:47Salamint kong maiwala.
00:12:49Ayaw kong maiwala eh.
00:12:54Ako di po ako makapaniwala.
00:12:56To be honest, hindi po talaga kami prepared sa ganitong books talaga.
00:13:00As in, Beanie Fever na talagang buong, hindi naman buong Pilipinas.
00:13:04Pero alam mo po yun, yung parang halos lahat kilala na ang Beanie, yung songs namin.
00:13:09Super laking growth.
00:13:11Hindi lang sa aming Beanie, pero pati sa Beanie.
00:13:13I don't wanna wake up in this dream, baby.
00:13:19Ayaw kong hubasa.
00:13:23Is that the thing you want?
00:13:24Feeling ko kaya din ako matibay ngayon kasi dahil sa family ko.
00:13:28Feeling ko kaya din ako madaming love na nabibigay.
00:13:31Kasi nga, grabe din yung support and love na natatanggap ko.
00:13:34Parang sobra-sobra.
00:13:39hinah!
00:13:40Google kong compatible.
00:13:45Dinta.
00:13:46Katτη.
00:13:48Bakit natin!
00:13:54Lahat kami, hapong hapong ilang songs pa lang.
00:13:57I'm not going to sing well.
00:13:59Then when we were in the backstage,
00:14:00we were really drinking water.
00:14:03It was so hot.
00:14:04I was like,
00:14:07a bug that it was hot.
00:14:11Oh my God!
00:14:12We were so angry with the dancers.
00:14:15We were like,
00:14:16we were like,
00:14:19Kuya Jaycee,
00:14:20oh my gosh, I was angry.
00:14:22Kuya Jaycee,
00:14:25every backstage,
00:14:26we saw dancers who were like,
00:14:28oh my God,
00:14:31we gave up a tubo,
00:14:34we were like,
00:14:36we were like dancers,
00:14:37work work,
00:14:38so they're part of the show.
00:14:40Without them,
00:14:41it won't be possible.
00:14:46So,
00:14:47I was in Chago City,
00:14:49I was a very provincial.
00:14:55and my life,
00:14:56it was normal.
00:14:58My mom was very active
00:15:00at joining the workshops.
00:15:02My mom was the number one supporter.
00:15:05I feel like,
00:15:05if my mom didn't come to my life,
00:15:09I felt like I was introvert.
00:15:10So, I didn't push me.
00:15:11I needed to push me
00:15:14for me to do things,
00:15:15to do that,
00:15:15and she pushed me.
00:15:17And she pushed me.
00:15:20She pushed me.
00:15:25She pushed me.
00:15:27She pushed me.
00:15:31She pushed me.
00:15:51I was like,
00:15:51I was completely,
00:15:52even if she didn't have a mom,
00:15:55she was so good.
00:15:56I was like,
00:15:58I was like,
00:15:58I was like,
00:15:59I was like,
00:16:00I was like,
00:16:03I was like,
00:16:05I was like God's plan to live.
00:16:06But I was like,
00:16:07I would be like,
00:16:07I was like,
00:16:08I've been having a son.
00:16:08I was like,
00:16:09I've been like,
00:16:09anything about him?
00:16:11I was like,
00:16:17I can't get away,
00:16:21like,
00:16:22I keep going away.
00:16:24I have never seen that,
00:16:29If God has happened, he said to me that when he has happened, he won't be able to do it.
00:16:37That's me too. They're the only reason why I grew up for their brothers.
00:16:44So I said to myself, you're welcome to yourself for me.
00:16:54First time namin gawin yung bumaba kami. Sobrang excited po kami kasi syempre na-excited din kami for the blooms.
00:17:00Kasi for sure, anong matutuwa sila. Alam naming matutuwa sila.
00:17:04Parang malimit lang talaga na sa concert, bababa yung artist.
00:17:08Like, pag yung twice bumaba talaga, ay Diyos ko, baka mahimatay ako.
00:17:21Kasi sa concert namin, I feel safe actually. Kasi puro blooms.
00:17:26So parang, you're in a room that's filled with people who know about you, who know your music, and who
00:17:32really care about you.
00:17:35Tapos akala ko, kasi parang pag-marshall, parang masumi.
00:17:38First time ko sila makitang tumawa. O akala ko, i-ditch nila. Like, magbabantay na lang sila.
00:17:43Pero hindi naman, sumayaw sila. So nakatua. Sobrang saya.
00:17:46Saya din ako kasi gusto ko talaga ma-meet close up yung blooms.
00:17:51Kung pwede ko lang sila lang i-meet lahat isa-isa, ginawa ko na.
00:18:00Baguiddan!
00:18:01Congrats!
00:18:06Pabunta na kami sa hotel. Ay, kakakain lang namin dito.
00:18:14So nag-stop over muna kami. Humanap talaga kami ng lutong bahay yung kakainan namin.
00:18:20Gutom na gutom na po talaga kami. Bulalo, bulano, yan, isda, gano'n. Subo!
00:18:24Puno pa yung bibig ko.
00:18:26May lumapit na magpapapicture. Sabi ng tito ko,
00:18:29baka pwedeng okay lang pagtapos kumain.
00:18:31Kasi hindi ako makasagot kasi may laman bibig ko po.
00:18:34Tapos parang na gano'n sila.
00:18:36Sorry po, uwi na po kasi kami.
00:18:38Tapos parang ako na pag gano'n ako na parang, ah, okay po.
00:18:40So, my pet peeve is being interrupted while eating.
00:18:43Like, that's just all I ask.
00:18:44Like, don't interrupt me while eating.
00:18:46Like, maybe after eating, you know.
00:18:49Feeling ko, they're just too excited.
00:18:50Na parang feeling nila, if they're not gonna do it now,
00:18:53baka umalis na kami or ganyan.
00:18:55Pero hindi na na kami alas.
00:18:56We would appreciate it if they would ask after we eat.
00:19:00That simple personal time is like a way of just having our me time.
00:19:05In a way na we get to regain this energy.
00:19:09And that's why it's important that we have that.
00:19:13Now that a lot of people are paying much, much more attention to us,
00:19:17it makes us move more careful outside.
00:19:20Na nakatakot po kapag kunwari nasa public place po kami.
00:19:24Kasi every time na may gagawin ka talagang tutok talaga yung mga camera sa'yo.
00:19:28Apat ata kami or lima kaming vinegar sa galakad kami.
00:19:31Tapos naramdaman na ay may sumusunod.
00:19:33Ang nakatakot pa, mga lalaki kasi yun.
00:19:34Tapos nakaramdaman na kami na magpapicture.
00:19:36Sorry po kuya, late na po.
00:19:38Ano na lang po next time po.
00:19:39Gali po kaming training.
00:19:40Pagod po kami.
00:19:41Ganyan.
00:19:41Tapos ano, larga.
00:19:42Pero hindi.
00:19:43Hindi sila na give up.
00:19:44Ayaw namin saka sila mag-stop.
00:19:47Kapag may kita nila,
00:19:48o saan na kami nakatira?
00:19:49Syempre nakakatakot talaga yung susundan ka nang hindi mo kilala.
00:19:52Kahit hindi ka kasi artista,
00:19:54diba po?
00:19:54Parang pag may sumunod sa'yo,
00:19:56o kinagabang sa bahay niyo,
00:19:58nakatmasid na ganyan,
00:19:59syempre matatakot ka rin talaga.
00:20:02Try ko yung sa banyo,
00:20:03na parang nasa loob pala,
00:20:04o narinig ko na,
00:20:05ah, saan si Aya?
00:20:06Pwede magpapicture?
00:20:08Tapos parang,
00:20:09wait lang pati dito,
00:20:11umiihip ako.
00:20:12Ngayon po,
00:20:13naninibago pa rin po talaga kami.
00:20:15Hindi pa rin po nagsisink in sa mga utak namin na,
00:20:19ano yun,
00:20:19na parang somehow sikat.
00:20:21Sikat na talaga.
00:20:24Pinoy Power,
00:20:25sa isang Thanksgiving concert
00:20:27sa Araneta Coliseum,
00:20:29biyernes ng gabi.
00:20:30Ano?
00:20:32Ano?
00:20:33Ano?
00:20:33Ano?
00:20:34Ano?
00:20:35Ano?
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00:20:37Ano?
00:20:39Ano?
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00:20:42Ano?
00:20:46Ano?
00:20:49Ano?
00:20:50Ano?
00:20:53Ano?
00:20:55Ano?
00:20:59Ano?
00:21:00Ano?
00:21:00Ano?
00:21:03Ano?
00:21:06Basically this year,
00:21:08mas naging stronger po talaga yung personality ko.
00:21:11wala po talaga ako ang confidence sa sarili ko.
00:21:14Like, even kapag mag-speak up, hindi ko kaya mag-speak up sa girls kapag may nafeel akong ganito, hindi
00:21:19ko kaya magsabi sa kanila.
00:21:20Ako nag-promise ako sa sarili ko na enough na yung ganitong attitude na hindi ka confident.
00:21:24Mas okay kapag ikaw mismo yung nag-feed sa sarili mo na you're doing great, you're beautiful, you're smart.
00:21:31Nagiging adult na kaming lahat actually.
00:21:33Nafeel ko na rin po talaga na we're getting there na, mature na talaga.
00:21:38And next interview, baka may pamilya na po nga po kami.
00:21:42Lumaki po akong only child. Si Mami po, single mom siya and kaming dalawa lang po talaga yung magkasama and
00:21:50then yung lolo ko rin po.
00:21:51Siguro may mga times na nahihirapan siya pero hindi niya sinasabi sa akin.
00:21:55Pero it's okay kasi alam kong malakas, strong si Mami as a person.
00:21:59Siya po talaga yung OG, very key guy, mahilig sa ping.
00:22:03And feeling ko sa kanya ko nakuha, siyempre saan pa ba Diyos ko?
00:22:06Tinanong niya po ako, gusto mo mo makita yung tatay mo, ganyan.
00:22:08Sabi ko, oo naman, pero tsaka na kapag yung very successful na ako, ganyan.
00:22:13Pag may napatunayan na ako, papa, gusto ko siyang makita.
00:22:15Parang never po talaga ako naghanap na asin yung dad ko, gano'n.
00:22:19Kasi yung love na minibigay sa akin ng family ko, si Mami, yung lolo ko, yung mga tita ko po.
00:22:24Grabe po yung love ni Laferne.
00:22:25You can really feel, alam mo talaga na she is destined to be someone.
00:22:33Growing up, she loves singing, dancing, yung rock talaga.
00:22:41And now, she's living that beautiful dream.
00:22:49So, naiiyak lang ako kasi dream lang siya before.
00:22:54And now, it's happening.
00:22:57So, sobrang thankful ako kay God.
00:23:00Kasi God put that dream in our hearts.
00:23:05Super close kami talaga ni Stapo as in Mama's Girl.
00:23:08So, nasari na rin ako na parang we're no longer that together masyado.
00:23:15As meron na siyang career.
00:23:17Pero, whenever na sakit siya talagang lumulua sa gad ako.
00:23:21Nonstop.
00:23:22Nonstop ako nagkocall sa kanya and checking on her.
00:23:25Pag may sakit siya if she's not feeling well.
00:23:27Pero kaya niya eh.
00:23:29She's a strong girl.
00:23:31Mas malakas siya kasi sa akin.
00:23:32Pero hindi niya alam na mas idol ko siya.
00:23:35Alam mo nang pag-mami ka, you are your child's number one fan.
00:23:57Actually, nung Baguio pa lang,
00:24:00I think I was already complaining about my knee.
00:24:03It hurts like every time I bend it and straighten it.
00:24:06Or like, nalalagyan ko ng weight.
00:24:08After Baguio, parang yun na yung peak na.
00:24:11Mmm, something's wrong. I can't walk.
00:24:13Like, when I got home, we had a rest day ata.
00:24:16And then, me, my sister, and brother,
00:24:18buti na lang they were there during that time.
00:24:20Malala na siya so we ended up going to the ER.
00:24:23Like, they had to observe me so na-confine ako.
00:24:26Surprise, surprise.
00:24:28Sinagulat lahat ng tao kasi what?
00:24:32Ano nakita namin siya sa crowd?
00:24:34Parang habang nag-asayo ako,
00:24:35what ang iiyak doon si Mika?
00:24:37Ano iniiyak niya?
00:24:52I was like, okay, I wanna watch Beanie's performance.
00:24:56I was like, damn.
00:24:58It's different than when you see the crowd from the stage,
00:25:01but when you see the whole arena and them on stage.
00:25:05So, I was just, like, really overwhelmed.
00:25:08You know?
00:25:08I don't wanna sound cocky.
00:25:10Sobra ako na-proud sa girls sometimes.
00:25:14Oh, mix.
00:25:17She's a baddie.
00:25:19Pero, hindi.
00:25:20She's not a baddie.
00:25:21She's a softie.
00:25:22Dapat nga nasa iyakin line din yan, eh.
00:25:24Tingin na tao sa kanya very nanshalan.
00:25:27Parang walang emotion.
00:25:28But when it comes to us girls,
00:25:30she's very vocal and emotional.
00:25:33I find it very sweet.
00:25:35Thank you, mix.
00:25:36Kasi minsan lang siya umiyaw.
00:25:38I was born in Cebu,
00:25:40and then I moved to Laguna.
00:25:42Santa Rosa, Laguna.
00:25:44And then I moved to Salangca, Viteb.
00:25:47And then I moved to Quezon City temporarily
00:25:51because we were waiting for our house in San Juan to be built.
00:25:58Memorize you ba?
00:25:59I didn't like it.
00:26:00Honestly.
00:26:01Kasi, parang if I compare myself with my other classmates,
00:26:05my other batchmates,
00:26:06they're like,
00:26:06oh, this girl was my childhood friend.
00:26:08I'm like, damn.
00:26:08I don't even know what that feels like.
00:26:10Beanie, for me, was like my childhood.
00:26:14Or like, let's say, teenage years.
00:26:16Parang feeling ko,
00:26:16I really, like, grew in Beanie.
00:26:19I changed a lot in Beanie.
00:26:22I feel like there were many ups and downs,
00:26:26but I feel like mayroon rin mas madaming downs bago naging ups.
00:26:32And I, and normal naman yun, normal.
00:26:35And it made me into the person I am now.
00:26:41Si Mika kasi,
00:26:42I observe her nung bata siya.
00:26:45Mahilig na talaga siyang pumanta.
00:26:47Pati sa mayaw.
00:26:51Tapos pag sa school kasi,
00:26:53hindi siya nahihiya.
00:26:55Ibaba, pag may mga programs sila,
00:26:57mga talent showcase or something,
00:27:00I'm very grateful
00:27:00of what is happening to Mika and Beanie.
00:27:04Ay, ay, ay!
00:27:05Ayika!
00:27:07There was a time na,
00:27:09na-confine siya
00:27:10because of her allergies.
00:27:12So, namaga yung mata niya.
00:27:13Tapos, she insisted
00:27:15sa mga managers niya.
00:27:17Talagang,
00:27:18gabing-gabi na,
00:27:19nangungulit siya
00:27:20na kaya niya mag-perform.
00:27:21Ayaw niya talagang umabsent, actually.
00:27:23Mas nag-worry ako about sa health niya.
00:27:26Magsasabi lang siya ng
00:27:27ma.
00:27:28Tapos, sad face.
00:27:31Ay nako, alam ko na.
00:27:33Parang,
00:27:34ah, nakakataranta na, actually.
00:27:37Tapos, kasi,
00:27:38we live in Bicol na eh.
00:27:40So,
00:27:41parang gusto mong lipa rin.
00:27:44So, sabihin ko lang sa kanya,
00:27:45oh, sige, hintahin mo ako dyan.
00:27:47Ah,
00:27:48puntahan kita dyan.
00:27:55I want to see how the blooms react.
00:27:57Kasi, first time ito ang mangyari.
00:28:00Parang,
00:28:01sabi ni Lord,
00:28:02hindi pwedeng,
00:28:03may ma-miss kang live performance.
00:28:07That was a big surprise.
00:28:09They were like,
00:28:10okay,
00:28:11um,
00:28:12they want you to,
00:28:13um, join them.
00:28:14Wala namang sayaw.
00:28:15Just like,
00:28:16walk.
00:28:17Kasi it's just a walk naman.
00:28:18Just be careful.
00:28:43So,
00:28:44siyempre,
00:28:44may mga rehearsals.
00:28:45May in-between,
00:28:46may mga shoots.
00:28:47Hindi ko alam,
00:28:48sunod-sunod yung nagkasakit sa amin.
00:28:50Everyday,
00:28:51shoots,
00:28:52video shoot,
00:28:52photo shoot,
00:28:53MV shoot.
00:28:53Siyempre,
00:28:54kasi meron na kaming naset na standard.
00:28:57Mismo sa amin,
00:28:58na parang graphing,
00:28:59sobrang galing ng Bini.
00:29:00Pero,
00:29:00if we wanna go globally,
00:29:01we have to,
00:29:03lagpasan yun.
00:29:04Hindi lang double,
00:29:05pero triple,
00:29:06yung effort namin.
00:29:07Hindi naman kami nagpapahinga lang pag wala.
00:29:10Pag hindi kami nakikita ng blooms,
00:29:12super game po talaga kami sa mga hard work.
00:29:15Reklamador kaming Bini,
00:29:16alam namin yun.
00:29:17At the end of the day,
00:29:18nare-realize din po talaga namin,
00:29:19mahal na mahal mo namin yung ginagawa mo.
00:29:29Before kami mag-concert sa Cebu,
00:29:31sobrang hectic nung schedule namin.
00:29:33Sobrang wala kaming pahinga.
00:29:34Sunod-sunod yung ganap namin.
00:29:36Shoots,
00:29:36brand shoots.
00:29:38So, nung pumunta kami ng airport,
00:29:40tat kami may ubut sipon.
00:29:41So,
00:29:42siyempre,
00:29:43for health reasons,
00:29:44safety namin,
00:29:46we would want to be covered up.
00:29:49And,
00:29:49di namin in-expect na
00:29:50marami pa lang nakaantay doon.
00:29:53Siyempre,
00:29:53pag lilipad ka na ng Cebu,
00:29:55tatanggalin mo yung makeup mo.
00:29:58Wala kaming ayos.
00:30:00Kaya,
00:30:01naka-mask kami.
00:30:01Naka-mask,
00:30:02naka-shades,
00:30:03naka-cap.
00:30:03I mean,
00:30:04normal namin ginagawain,
00:30:05even before.
00:30:06May ibang tao rin na parang,
00:30:08bigla-bigla na magpipicture,
00:30:09pang tulog kami sa plane.
00:30:11Buti nga di kami nakanganga.
00:30:13Naka-video sila ganun, no?
00:30:15Tapos tulog kami ganyan.
00:30:30Pagdating namin doon sa Cebu,
00:30:32sobrang daming tao.
00:30:36Ang daming tao.
00:30:37Like,
00:30:46actually wild sila.
00:30:52Talagang gumagano kami,
00:30:53naka-eye smile kaya kami,
00:30:55baka di lang nilakita ka ganun ako.
00:30:57Kasi nga natutuha ko.
00:30:58I was really excited to perform in Cebu,
00:31:01kasi ang daming ko mga friends doon.
00:31:04And,
00:31:05tinutukso nga ako ng girls na,
00:31:07ano to?
00:31:07Aya and friends in Cebu.
00:31:09Ganun.
00:31:10Kasi, yun naman,
00:31:12home court ko,
00:31:12Cebu.
00:31:23Kinabukasan,
00:31:24may mga comments na nga ako nakikita,
00:31:26or nagtatag sa amin,
00:31:26na sino ba yan?
00:31:27Feeling K-pop ganyan na,
00:31:29ba't naka-face mask?
00:31:30Di naman kailangan.
00:31:32Feeling artista,
00:31:33pa-star, ganun.
00:31:34Kala naman pagkakaguluhan.
00:31:35Yung kinocompare kami sa ibang artista,
00:31:37kahit normal kang tao,
00:31:39may karapatan ka namang
00:31:40mag-face mask,
00:31:40mag-cap,
00:31:41anytime eh, di ba?
00:31:42I have no idea ba what's going on.
00:31:44I was like,
00:31:45what is this?
00:31:46I know, kudus ko, lord.
00:31:47Another issue na naman.
00:31:49Pero,
00:31:49gets naman na,
00:31:50may masasabi talaga yung mga tao,
00:31:52kasi hindi mo naman talaga ma-please.
00:31:54Masakit lang siya sa part namin.
00:31:56Parang, alam mo yung,
00:31:57nagiging nature sa tao,
00:31:58na manghusga nang,
00:31:59lalong hindi mo kalala.
00:32:01Ang mindset ko alang nun,
00:32:02hindi ko nalang papansinin,
00:32:03kasi hindi naman totoo.
00:32:04At saka,
00:32:05anong source niya?
00:32:06Picture.
00:32:07Alam mo na ako,
00:32:08galing ko sa picture.
00:32:08Galing mo naman.
00:32:09Hindi niya,
00:32:10hindi siya magali.
00:32:12So, ako talaga,
00:32:13okay, papatulan ko talaga.
00:32:19Paano ba, alam mo ka sa bowl?
00:32:21So, yung tatay ko,
00:32:22nasa banda.
00:32:23Every morning,
00:32:24parang nagpapatugtog na yung tatay ko
00:32:25ng mga air supply,
00:32:27mga journeys.
00:32:28Yun yung nakakalakihan kong mga kanta.
00:32:34Drummer yung papa ko sa band.
00:32:36So, minsan,
00:32:36sumasama ako doon.
00:32:37Tapos,
00:32:38nanonood ako ng gig nila
00:32:39o nagpa-practice sila.
00:32:41Sumasama din po ako.
00:32:42So, ganun yung nagiging set-up ko nung bata.
00:32:46Mahihain talaga siya, sir.
00:32:48Dili na siya.
00:32:50Permanente sa lapas bitaw.
00:32:53Dili na siya.
00:32:53Permanente kay Masuko.
00:32:55Magalit kami.
00:32:56Before po, sir,
00:32:57maulaw na siya,
00:32:58magsuluot po ka ng,
00:33:00kanabitaong mga sexy bitaw,
00:33:02kanabita ng mga pili-kili.
00:33:05Ngayon na,
00:33:06dili na siya mag-shorts.
00:33:07Dili na ka-pajama.
00:33:08Pajama na siya.
00:33:10Sa nauna kayo na,
00:33:12naamay ko na mula bitaw na siya,
00:33:14huwag ka ng beauty contest.
00:33:15Bitaw siya sa diri sa mga sa barangay.
00:33:18Pwede ba daw siya mag-pajama mo.
00:33:20Intersa.
00:33:24Mas marami siguro yung ahway kaysa sa,
00:33:27alam niyo po yung magkakapatid na,
00:33:29tapos six pa po kami.
00:33:31Diyos ko,
00:33:32lahat ata nang
00:33:33i-interviewin nyo sa
00:33:34waktapit bahay namin,
00:33:35narinig nila si Gawans
00:33:36sa bahay namin.
00:33:37Huwag nag-aaway.
00:33:38Hindi kami ahm,
00:33:39sobrang sweet,
00:33:41ganyan.
00:33:41Hindi namin siya pinapakita
00:33:42through words,
00:33:43gano'n.
00:33:44Through actions kami.
00:33:52So, ngayon may sasalubong sa Bini na,
00:33:54parang welcome ng Cebu.
00:33:56Dago sila mag-stage blocking,
00:33:58mayro'n lang pa-welcome
00:33:59yung mga taga-waterfront items.
00:34:02Kaya natin kung paano nila gagawin.
00:34:35omisika.
00:34:39bctbopi enga insti WA
00:34:41po djbogang sari
00:34:51conn USSzd
00:34:56I was very excited to perform in Cebu because I was just from the injury and I was finally
00:35:03allowed to perform and I actually was born in Cebu but I don't know how to speak
00:35:10Bisaya. I'm very sorry.
00:35:12Sila lumalapit sa akin. Ate, kung ano bang Tagalog ng ano...
00:35:16Ano nga yun?
00:35:16What's up, Mananap?
00:35:18What's up, Mananap?
00:35:19What's up, Mananap?
00:35:19What's up, Mananap?
00:35:19What's up, Mananap?
00:35:22Sabi niya cute daw yun.
00:35:24So, kung sinabi ko, okay, masabihin mo yun. What's up, Mananap?
00:35:27What's up, Mananap? It's Mika!
00:35:33She's such a liar.
00:35:35It's a joke daw.
00:35:36Wow.
00:35:38Ate, ayaw, what is Mananap?
00:35:40Mananap is insecto.
00:35:43It's not.
00:35:44Ang cute lang na nage-effort talaga sina mag-learn ng new language
00:35:47para lang mapasaya yung mga blooms na nandun.
00:35:50Yeah, thanks, Ate Colette.
00:35:51Can it go?
00:35:53My eyes, love.
00:36:00Shagit mo!
00:36:02Shagit everybody!
00:36:03Sharbari ko nakasudot kahim.
00:36:05Bebe, bigyan mo ko ng pangaral.
00:36:06Maran po na.
00:36:08Sibosagit!
00:36:09Limba!
00:36:11Dilin ako.
00:36:12Dilin ako manitaglain.
00:36:14Dilin ako manitaglain.
00:36:17Ang kuglobi!
00:36:20Ano ganaan?
00:36:21Ang kuglobi.
00:36:22Ano ganaan?
00:36:22Marunong Kabagbisaya.
00:36:24Anong bisaya nang marunong Kabagbisaya?
00:36:27I feel like I'm going to be angry when we're in the place of Bisaya.
00:36:32Yes, it's very angry for me.
00:36:35Once I'm in my Bisaya mode, it's like straight.
00:36:41We get to have our own world that time.
00:36:46So I said,
00:36:47can you do this in the backstage?
00:36:50I just wanted a little bit of strength before I perform.
00:36:55And that's what I wish granted.
00:37:02As my older brother, he's really proud of me.
00:37:05We're only two, so we just love each other as siblings.
00:37:11In terms of family,
00:37:14I wasn't expressive since then.
00:37:16So I wasn't very close to my family,
00:37:19even if we were my brother or four.
00:37:22I would keep things to myself.
00:37:24Until all of a sudden,
00:37:26I don't know what's in the mind of Aya,
00:37:29that suddenly,
00:37:30I want to do modeling.
00:37:32That's my way of boosting my confidence until
00:37:36I'm still alive.
00:37:40He was 17.
00:37:42He just wanted to be a solo.
00:37:45He said,
00:37:46he could do that.
00:37:47He said,
00:37:47He could do that.
00:37:48He could do that.
00:37:50He could do that.
00:37:51He could do that.
00:37:52So when he was 18,
00:37:53he was just coming back to him.
00:37:55He said,
00:37:55we're not a bad person.
00:37:56He wanted to prove that I could do that.
00:38:02He was a bad person.
00:38:03He was a bad person.
00:38:05He was a bad person.
00:38:07I didn't think that he was an anxiety.
00:38:08He was like,
00:38:08you're a bad person.
00:38:09We were worried because
00:38:09he was not able to do that.
00:38:11It was a bad person.
00:38:12It was like stress.
00:38:16It was a bad person.
00:38:17It was a feeling that you were alone.
00:38:17You didn't want to know anything.
00:38:22I was a bad person.
00:38:23We decided to do it.
00:38:24We went to Manila.
00:38:26He was helping me.
00:38:27I hung out for a while.
00:38:30He was a bad person.
00:38:33He was a good person.
00:38:34He was a good person.
00:38:36I'm a good person.
00:38:37He was a good person.
00:38:37Over time,
00:38:38I've blossomed.
00:38:39I've bloomed.
00:38:41I'm very happy
00:38:43that I'm back here
00:38:45because I'm filled
00:38:47in a room
00:38:48where it's full of love and support.
00:38:50Actually, so,
00:38:51I feel the pressure more in Cebu.
00:38:58I want to impress your kids,
00:39:01your teachers,
00:39:03those who are bullying you,
00:39:05who are watching suddenly,
00:39:06like,
00:39:06this is my time to shine,
00:39:08this is my home court.
00:39:09Watch me!
00:39:11Yes.
00:39:18Yeah.
00:39:21Yeah.
00:39:30Yeah.
00:39:33Yeah.
00:39:34Yeah.
00:39:35Yeah.
00:39:38Yeah.
00:39:39Oh, my God.
00:40:23Okay ako ng performance po, yun na-feel ko lang siya nung nasa dressing room na kami.
00:40:27Na parang nakaw po na lang ako sa floor nun.
00:40:33Sobrang nakaka-worry.
00:40:34Kasi kapag may isang nagkakasakit, I mean kahit di naman concert,
00:40:37kahit kami-kami lang naman yung nagtutulungan.
00:40:44Ang pinagpa-pray po talaga namin and yung nire-request namin lagi ay sana walang magkasakit po talaga sa amin.
00:40:51Kahit na alam namin marami kaming ginagawa.
00:40:54Yun nga po, tapos yung electric fan,
00:40:56binigay na po, ano na, pantang magpapatrobo ito.
00:41:00Tapos po, tapos.
00:41:02Every time po may nagkakasakit sa aming Beanie,
00:41:05talagang kahanggat sa makakaya namin,
00:41:08pinupush po talaga namin yung sarili namin.
00:41:10Kasama ng dalawa sa room,
00:41:12Miss Fancy, Joanna.
00:41:13Ako po, ito kayo yung green.
00:41:19Medyo,
00:41:20mabilis talaga po ako mahilol.
00:41:22Especially sa lights,
00:41:23ganun,
00:41:24sa ingay.
00:41:28Pag-uwi po yung ulo ko,
00:41:30kasi sobrang konting,
00:41:32kahit nakadim na yung lights sa hotel,
00:41:34sobrang,
00:41:35maano pa rin,
00:41:36kahit nakapikit ako,
00:41:37iba talaga yung feeling ng,
00:41:38parang umiikot.
00:41:50Nasa galing santo yun itong.
00:41:54So delicate,
00:41:56ikaw ay napaka-re-sealings for you.
00:42:02Huwag mo nang magulog,
00:42:03huwag umpisa pa laman.
00:42:06Nakikinig ba ko yun?
00:42:07You know you gotta listen.
00:42:09Sa tabi na...
00:42:10Ah,
00:42:11oh my god.
00:42:12One week natin nakalipas.
00:42:14Si Ate Colette po talaga yung mastermind
00:42:16ng Jabawakis na yun.
00:42:17Actually, si Colette po talaga yung mastermind.
00:42:20Nagbiru lang si Ate Colette,
00:42:21na parang, bakit hindi natin gawin nga ito?
00:42:24Kasi from blooms yun eh,
00:42:25parang may nakita sila,
00:42:26what if mag-mask,
00:42:27mag-Jabawakis na mask ang beanie?
00:42:30If you can stop them,
00:42:31join them.
00:42:45Mabait naman ako siguro sa ibang tao.
00:42:47Pero alam niyo yun,
00:42:48pag yung mga taong sumasobra na talaga,
00:42:51hindi ako papayag talaga,
00:42:52lalo na pag hindi totoo,
00:42:53magka-clapback talaga.
00:42:55Bahala na mapagalitan ako ng mga boss.
00:42:58So, nag-ano ako sa GC namin.
00:43:00Girls,
00:43:01supportahan nyo naman ako.
00:43:03Colette Sunday night,
00:43:03I was like, G.
00:43:04Lahat kami nag-G.
00:43:05Kasi that time talagang
00:43:06asar na asar kami nun eh.
00:43:08Ang dami naming nababasa na,
00:43:09hindi naman totoo.
00:43:10G lang naman ako.
00:43:11Kahit nanshalant ako,
00:43:12okay lang sa akin.
00:43:13Natutuwa nga ako eh.
00:43:21Most of the time,
00:43:22kapag may ganyan,
00:43:23may isang hindi a-agree,
00:43:24ganon.
00:43:24Pero since majority wins yung rule namin,
00:43:27nasusunod na lang.
00:43:28Pero itong moment na to,
00:43:29lahat kami,
00:43:30walang,
00:43:30lahat talaga agree.
00:43:32Ayaw sabihin nilin eh.
00:43:34Kaya nangyap.
00:43:35Ang gini-tong pa.
00:43:37Ang point to.
00:43:57Si ate Colette pa talaga
00:43:58yung bumili ng mga mask.
00:43:59Tapos sakto po kasi,
00:44:01merong jacket and joggers
00:44:03si ate Aika.
00:44:04So sabi niya,
00:44:05okay gamitin nyo na lang.
00:44:06Kahit yung,
00:44:06parang nag-full force na rin po
00:44:08yung team BD.
00:44:09Go all out.
00:44:10It's our way of.
00:44:11Saying na,
00:44:12like in life,
00:44:13ang dami yung mga negativity.
00:44:15Let's make it to a light one.
00:44:17Pero yun po,
00:44:18sobrang,
00:44:19kahit ako natatawang.
00:44:21Okay, effective.
00:44:24Success.
00:44:25Tapos parang,
00:44:27ang dami namang
00:44:27na-trigger din.
00:44:29There was no hate
00:44:29in that action.
00:44:31It was more like,
00:44:32okay, we're gonna have fun.
00:44:33Ayun na yung first and last time
00:44:34na gagawin namin yun.
00:44:35Kasi,
00:44:35kahit anong gawin namin,
00:44:36kahit anong sabihin namin,
00:44:38kahit anong clapback pa yan,
00:44:39yung masasabit-masasabit talaga
00:44:41yung mga tao.
00:44:42And,
00:44:42I bet you are still going to.
00:44:44But that's okay,
00:44:45I don't care.
00:44:46Ay, ang sayo ko yun.
00:44:48So, feeling ko,
00:44:48sabi ko direct,
00:44:49okay na po ako.
00:44:50Hindi na po ako magreply,
00:44:52magko-comment.
00:44:53On social media,
00:44:54parang ang dami ko rin nababasa,
00:44:55so kailan ko rin
00:44:57ingatan yung mental health ko.
00:44:59It's better to be quiet.
00:45:01I feel like,
00:45:01yun yung ano ko ngayon eh,
00:45:02status ko ngayon.
00:45:03Status update!
00:45:05Tahimik lang.
00:45:14Tingnan yung lalas.
00:45:16Yeah!
00:45:26Ayo nang mayroong lahat!
00:45:28Mula ang,
00:45:29maa o kaya,
00:45:29Ready set position
00:45:31Fightin' on her own
00:45:32Maloy, hindi hindi sa suko
00:45:34Johanna, taas sa o'ting ala
00:45:36Gwen, nobody can't stop me
00:45:38This race I can't end
00:45:40She's no pressure, steady
00:45:42Minka, can't nothing against me
00:45:44I don't think I can't believe in me
00:45:46But I can't believe in you
00:45:48I don't think I can't believe in you
00:45:50I don't like it
00:45:54When we came to that scene
00:45:55Oh, crap, so many people
00:45:58Pumunta talaga sila para sa amin
00:46:00Ang sarap niyang damahin talaga
00:46:02Every time na maraming tao sa airport
00:46:05Nakakatuwa
00:46:06Especially kapag nai-respect nila yung
00:46:08Space, yes, space namin
00:46:10Doon namin sila
00:46:12Mas na-appreciate
00:46:19Nung huli po namin dyan
00:46:226 lang yung blooms namin
00:46:28Nananananay
00:46:29Ulo, ninopit nila may!
00:46:32Lilin at expecting
00:46:34Nalalapit sa amin ang Bini
00:46:35Ulo, pwede magpatay!
00:46:38Pwede magpatay!
00:46:40Nagulat kami na si Maloy
00:46:41kung may mong lumapit sa amin
00:46:44Sorry ka, ayaw
00:46:46Pero ah! Oh my God!
00:46:47Nagpangar lang na ang mga people
00:46:49I know and we know na
00:46:51Napakahirap na lumapit sa Bini
00:46:53Na magka-interaction with them
00:46:55But we are still supporting Bini
00:46:58Because I know
00:46:59Deserve nila
00:47:01Support ng blues
00:47:03I'm part po ng Bini
00:47:05Tapos nakapagpapicture pa kami sa kanilang lahat
00:47:07Kasi syempre, ilan lang sila
00:47:12So
00:47:12I'm
00:47:14OG
00:47:16Provinciana, girly
00:47:16From Bicol
00:47:18Yung buhay ko before
00:47:20Ano lang
00:47:21Sobrang simple lang po talaga
00:47:22Hindi nga ako masyado nakakapunta ng mall eh
00:47:24Kasi malayo kami sa mall
00:47:25Very provincia talaga
00:47:26Like bundok
00:47:27Ganon
00:47:33At that time, buhay pa papa niya
00:47:36Mga 3 years old
00:47:38Nakita namin
00:47:40Nagpapatugtog
00:47:41Tumutugtog yung radyo
00:47:42Sinusundan niya yun
00:47:44Sabi naman nung papa niya
00:47:47Sabi sa akin
00:47:48Pakinggan mo
00:47:49Pakinggan mo lo
00:47:50Sabi sa akin
00:47:51Ito naman po ang aking mama
00:47:53Siya po ay isang housewife
00:47:55Bunso po ako sa limang magkakapatid
00:47:58Lahat ng kapatid ko po ay mga lalaki
00:48:00Si mama ko, single mom siya
00:48:02Tapos wala na akong
00:48:03Wala na si papa
00:48:04Wala na nag-work for us
00:48:06Nahirapan na siya maghahat ng work
00:48:07Mama punta tayo sa simbahan
00:48:09Kasi magpe-pray ako
00:48:11King God
00:48:12Na pauwiin na niya si papa
00:48:14Di ba mama
00:48:15Pag mabait
00:48:16Pag mabait daw
00:48:18Pinagbibigyan ni Lord yung mga hiling
00:48:20Ang kirap i-explain yung
00:48:22Mabigat sa lip-dip na
00:48:25Paano ko ba i-explain to
00:48:27Na hindi naman pwedeng bumalik pa si papa niya
00:48:35Tumasa lang kami sa pension
00:48:36So lima kami magkakapatid
00:48:39Nag-aral lahat, college, ganyan
00:48:41Hindi namin alam paano na survive
00:48:43Nabaon kami sa utang
00:48:44Hindi ko din in-expect na at a very young age
00:48:47Makakatulong na rin ako agad sa family ko
00:48:49Kaya sobrang blessing talaga nitong Bini
00:49:03Hindi, yung mga ano okay lang naman kahit
00:49:08O ikaw atin yun?
00:49:10Magaranta ba niyo?
00:49:12Yung baka kasi madama yung ano?
00:49:15Siya atin yun lang yun eh
00:49:16Siya atin yun lang yun eh
00:49:17Saka si Maloy din, saka si Kaya
00:49:20Ayan, blitzers
00:49:23Glitzers
00:49:29Darating lang po namin sa hotel nun
00:49:30Masama na po yung pakiramdam ko
00:49:32Gabing yun, meron din po kaming
00:49:34Rehearsal, soundcheck
00:49:35So parang nung time na hindi ko na po talaga
00:49:37Alam ko ano yung nafeel ko
00:49:39Kasi sobrang lala na po ng sipon ko
00:49:42Ng fever ko, maimit na ako
00:49:43What do we do if they can't wait?
00:49:47Ano adjustments kailangan ko?
00:49:48Direct ano lang tayo
00:49:49Salo lang tayo
00:49:50Ang naging sa strings coach
00:49:51Yung may roll call
00:49:52Naantay na lang ang grill
00:49:54Yung lane niya
00:49:55Pwede naman po
00:49:56Pwede naman
00:49:57Ang worry lang namin siguro
00:49:58Kapag na limbawa sumasa'yo lahat
00:50:00Tapos part lang list ako
00:50:02Hindi kasi natin naran lahat ng shows na galing
00:50:04Just in case she's can't make it
00:50:06I'll announce to the public before the start
00:50:08Na say she's can't make it
00:50:10So ako na lang mag anon
00:50:11Kapag may isang kulang
00:50:12Sobrang pansin na pansin talagang may kulang
00:50:15Kahit yung energy lang
00:50:16Minsan nga kunwari aalis kami
00:50:18Let's say seven lang
00:50:20Parang mararamdaman na namin
00:50:21Na pito lang kami
00:50:22Sino kulang?
00:50:23May kulang?
00:50:24Ganon
00:50:24Especially kapag nagpa-perform
00:50:26Diba?
00:50:27Grabe
00:50:28Nabilib talaga ako kay Lord
00:50:29Kasi super
00:50:30Grabe yung miracle na ginawa niya
00:50:32Biglang may sumanib sa akin
00:50:34Na parang ewan
00:50:34Na parang bigla akong gumaling
00:50:36Sabi ko sa sarili ko
00:50:37Hindi pwedeng hindi ako makapagperform
00:50:39Hindi pwedeng hindi ko makompleto yung beanie verse
00:51:30I don't think we ever were like prepared for this
00:51:35We never assumed it would happen
00:51:37We just hoped it would happen
00:51:42Hindi naman siya biglaan
00:51:43Pero in a way medyo
00:51:45Medyo
00:51:46Biglang ganun e
00:51:47Kasi madaming tao din hindi nakakaintindi sa
00:51:49Nangyayari sa amin ngayon
00:51:51May mga bagay na
00:51:52Kaming walo lang talaga yung nagsasabihan
00:51:55Lagi kong sumbong talaga sa kanya
00:51:57Lord pagod na ako
00:51:58Ayun
00:51:59And lagi siyang nagbibigay ng sign sa akin
00:52:01Na do not give up
00:52:02Kasi di pa tapos yung story niya for us
00:52:04For me
00:52:06Alam niya na may purpose ako dito
00:52:09Kaya hindi po talaga ako gigiba
00:52:14Mula na si Amba
00:52:15At si Mami
00:52:16Pag kinakausap ko sa Lord
00:52:17Kasi nakakausap ko rin siya
00:52:18Kasi lang ako magkasama sila
00:52:20So
00:52:20Nag-aanuan sila
00:52:22Nag-uusapan nila ako
00:52:24Na-update ko
00:52:25Ano na nangyayari sa buhay ko
00:52:26Ganyan
00:52:27Kung Jensen na sabi ko
00:52:28Thank you Lord
00:52:29What a way
00:52:31To end
00:52:32Our
00:52:33Biniverse
00:52:36Itong year na to
00:52:37Karabi
00:52:38Sobrang busy po talaga namin
00:52:40Uuwi na lang ako sa bahay
00:52:42Na natutulog na lang
00:52:43Pagkagising ko
00:52:43Madaling araw
00:52:44Magre-ready
00:52:45Napaalala namin sa isa't isa na
00:52:46Ano naman
00:52:47Para sa atin naman to
00:52:48Ito naman yung
00:52:50Pinipray natin dati pa
00:52:53Ayun na
00:52:54Ayun na
00:52:54Ayun na
00:52:54Ayun na
00:52:54Ayun na
00:52:56Ayun na
00:52:56Yung pinakasad sa akin
00:52:57yung
00:53:00Umuwi ako na walang samasalubong sa akin
00:53:02Canina
00:53:03Magkachat kami ng mama
00:53:04Ganon
00:53:05Parang
00:53:06Nag-send ako sa kanya
00:53:08ng pinakawaki kong mukha
00:53:09Mama
00:53:09Mamahalin mo pa rin ba ako
00:53:11Kahit ganit na yung mukha ko
00:53:12Kami niya
00:53:13Namiss ko yung ganyan mo
00:53:15Ganon
00:53:16I'm really, really grateful for all of the blessings that we've been receiving right now.
00:53:21But it's really the time. It's really the time.
00:53:26We just need to look around.
00:53:41Ang dami kong na-learn sa girls, especially that time na sobrang down ako na parang I would say may
00:53:48anxiety era.
00:53:50Kasi that time, I was really silent lang and then I was observing.
00:53:54Nakita ko din yung strength and dedication ng girls.
00:53:57Kasi dami talaga namin pinagdaanan.
00:53:59So, I really commend the girls for that.
00:54:08And I feel like last year was just baby, like still baby Mika.
00:54:16She was on the road there, walking those steps.
00:54:19And damn, she's here now.
00:54:21And I still have a long way to go.
00:54:23I feel like I'll do so many things.
00:54:27Nakilala ko sarili ko in a way din na yung mga kailangan ko pang improve.
00:54:33Kami yung nagtutulungan.
00:54:34We care for each other.
00:54:41We care for each other.
00:55:04Coffee lang.
00:55:05I appreciate naman talaga the blooms everywhere we go.
00:55:08I feel like they, as much as possible, want us to feel the support that they give to us.
00:55:21Inetangin po ako ng vertigo ko.
00:55:23Kasi sobrang gumagaron yung paningin ko talaga sa sigawan.
00:55:28Kasi naka-near po kami.
00:55:29So, parang yung sigaw talaga na pipick up sa mic.
00:55:31Buong three hours nakatayo kami sumasayang nagpe-perform.
00:55:34Parang last part ng concert namin.
00:55:36Uma-exit na ako.
00:55:37Kesa dun ako mag, ano, sa stage.
00:55:39Diba?
00:55:40So, lumabas na ako nun.
00:55:41Dun po talaga, nagpatong-patong na rin yung pagot.
00:55:44Bigla na lang po siyang nawala.
00:55:45And na-realize ko na, ah, eto na nga yun.
00:55:48Parang wala na nga.
00:55:49Wala na siya kasi masama na yung pakiramdam.
00:55:52Si Juana yung isa sa kahinaan ko rin si Juana.
00:55:57Kahinaan ko siya ng lahat.
00:55:59Pero siguro kasi bunso.
00:56:00Isa sa mga bunso.
00:56:02So, isa sa mga kahinaan ko.
00:56:09Actually, medyo di na rin ako na, ano, eh.
00:56:11Na-surprise totally na umi-exit siya nung time.
00:56:13Siguro dahil din sa, ano, like, mainit din.
00:56:17Tapos, ayun, may sipo.
00:56:20Pressured and all.
00:56:21Halo-halo na.
00:56:22Ate Jo kasi siya is the leader.
00:56:24Siya usually nagdi-divide ng spiel.
00:56:26Siya yung nagpo-finalize ng mga gagawin na.
00:56:29Mga changes, ganyan.
00:56:30So, andaming nasa utak niya.
00:56:32Tapos, pagod pa siya.
00:56:33So, gumibap na yung katawan niya.
00:56:35Hindi ko na kasi talaga kaya.
00:56:36Sobrang wala na po kong lakas.
00:56:38Tapos, parang yung ulo ko na lang yung inaalala ko.
00:56:42Kasi sobrang nagka-construction sila sa ulo ko.
00:56:45Kasi nga, feeling ko vertigo rin po yung reason po.
00:56:49Ang gawa niya ka-man o sa porto na kasi-man.
00:57:02véritable gawa po.
00:57:04Atalagi ko.
00:57:08Atalagi ko ro.
00:57:11Atalagi ko rin po.
00:57:14Atalagi ko.
00:57:14Atalagi ko.
00:57:14Atalagi ko.
00:57:14Atalagi ko.
00:57:15Atalagi ko.
00:57:16Atalagi ko.
00:57:18Atalagi ko.
00:57:19It's because Joanna has been in collaboration with her.
00:57:23She was able to accept her.
00:57:25But now, she's okay.
00:57:27She has been assisted by a doctor and a nurse.
00:57:30She's healed.
00:57:31What happened to Joanna?
00:57:33Because Joanna,
00:57:34at the time of the time,
00:57:36she's safe.
00:57:38She's safe. She just needs to rest.
00:57:51I didn't share it with her.
00:57:53I didn't share it with her.
00:57:53But it's just her presence.
00:57:55I mean, I don't have a family here.
00:57:57At least, I still have a family here.
00:57:59And that's how I became a family here.
00:58:08I don't know why,
00:58:09when I was in the house,
00:58:11I feel like I'm tired.
00:58:14When we were shooting,
00:58:16I was so happy.
00:58:17But I'm feeling about it.
00:58:23I was able to give love to me.
00:58:27I never could ever accept other people.
00:58:30I didn't have a second thought
00:58:31that I would have been able to do my own self.
00:58:33I didn't have a second thought
00:58:35about how to judge me.
00:58:36I know that they were so big,
00:58:39and that's how they were doing.
00:58:41When I realized
00:58:42that the girls' help me
00:58:45to be stronger, and they're just telling me the truth.
00:58:49We really help each other.
00:58:51We don't have to leave.
00:58:56It's really hard to explain when it comes to girls.
00:58:59We're all on the same boat.
00:59:01We're all going at the same pace, you know?
00:59:04And we're all going through this together.
00:59:13I think every year,
00:59:16the world is stronger.
00:59:18Every year, we get to be together.
00:59:21Another challenge, another experience.
00:59:24Every year, it gets tougher.
00:59:27Because in tough times, that's how you get to be strong.
00:59:34I trust and believe that we're still going to go bigger.
00:59:38You know?
00:59:38It's really global domination.
00:59:41And we're going to prepare ourselves.
00:59:43Because at least now,
00:59:45we've already anticipated
00:59:45and we're going to prepare ourselves.
00:59:49That's always been the goal.
00:59:51Global domination.
00:59:53That's what we've been able to do before.
00:59:56So, of course, we're going to continue.
00:59:56And we're not going to do it until we reach.
01:00:29All right, so I have only a few moments
01:00:32I am lying here
01:00:38I am lying here
01:00:44I am lying here
01:00:49I am lying here
01:00:51I am lying here
01:00:52I am lying here
01:00:56Mayroong handang makinig, handang yumagab, handa sa luhin kami, at muli lagi.
01:01:08Nailang mag-iwala, humawala ng pag-asa.
01:01:13Mayroong susuko, magpapalo, ang mong pasuko ng mundo.
01:01:24Mayroong labas mo, namangungbid, lamang nandito, mamagod mo, namangungbid, lamang nandito, mamagod mo, namangungbid, lamang nandito.
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