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00:01:42Hey, Mrs Fixie, how's it going?
00:01:45It isn't.
00:01:47This house is a shithole.
00:01:49Am I hearing buyer's remorse?
00:01:51No, that's still got potential.
00:01:52Just needs a bit of loving care.
00:01:55A bit.
00:01:56Babe, you'll still be renovating that house in ten years.
00:01:59Never.
00:02:00If I'm going to make it as a property developer,
00:02:02I need this place finished before Christmas and back on the market.
00:02:06That gives you less than two months.
00:02:08Babe, let's be real here.
00:02:10That's couldn't be near enough impossible.
00:02:13It's not like you can afford to hire anyone to help.
00:02:15And please, before you ask, there's no way you're getting me back at that house.
00:02:19There's something creepy about it.
00:02:22You always think things are creepy, Amelia.
00:02:25But ghosts belong in stories, not in real life.
00:02:29Just because we can't see them doesn't mean they don't exist.
00:02:31Anywho, I'm done for the day.
00:02:33A hot bath and a bottle of red are calling my name.
00:02:37Bitch!
00:02:38Yeah, but you love me all the same.
00:02:40Speak later!
00:03:06That's when I realized.
00:03:08Yeah, maybe I should have measured the doorway before buying a six-foot bathtub.
00:03:12Rookie, right?
00:03:13Anyway, if you're just jumping in...
00:03:35This is the podcast for first-time renovators who have big dreams and zero clue what they're doing.
00:03:40Yet.
00:03:41Don't worry, I've been there.
00:03:42Like yesterday.
00:03:43So, grab a drink, put on your I swear this used to be white t-shirt, and let's talk DIY
00:03:48disaster.
00:04:14Do you have a drink with ice cream?
00:04:14Yeah, I'll be right back.
00:04:18I'll be right back.
00:04:18I'll be right back.
00:04:19I don't know.
00:04:52Shit!
00:04:56This fucking house!
00:05:10So, how was your first night?
00:05:12It was great!
00:05:14No strange stuff!
00:05:15Not a peek!
00:05:16Oh, how boring!
00:05:18Boring? I'd rather not be scared shitless, thanks.
00:05:21But just imagine how much money you could earn if the place was haunted.
00:05:24Well it isn't, so I'm gonna have to earn money the old-fashioned way.
00:05:27Hey, I'm just trying to help. No need to jump down my throat.
00:05:30Sorry. I'm just pissed off.
00:05:33The kitchen ceiling fell through. I had to fork out cash that I don't have to spare.
00:05:37I did warn you, but you wouldn't listen.
00:05:40Well let's be honest, if I took all of your advice, I'd still be with Simone.
00:05:44Probably on the verge of topping myself.
00:05:46The less it about that wasn't the better.
00:05:49Yeah, I thought you'd say that.
00:05:50Huh?
00:05:51Huh?
00:05:52Huh?
00:05:52Yeah, I was so hungry.
00:06:30I don't know.
00:06:57I don't know.
00:07:38I don't know.
00:07:40I don't know.
00:07:40I don't know.
00:07:41I don't know.
00:07:50I don't know.
00:08:19I don't know.
00:08:27I don't know.
00:08:41I don't know.
00:08:43I don't know.
00:08:43I don't know.
00:08:52I don't know.
00:09:05I don't know.
00:09:08I don't know.
00:09:17I don't know.
00:09:31I don't know.
00:09:33I don't know.
00:09:36All the things we can do here.
00:09:38So where do you want to start?
00:09:40How about downstairs and work our way out?
00:09:43Sounds like a plan.
00:09:52Something wrong?
00:09:52Can you sense something?
00:09:57Like what?
00:09:59I don't know.
00:10:00Like an energy.
00:10:03Are you alright?
00:10:08Yeah.
00:10:10Yeah.
00:10:10Yeah, I'm just being paranoid.
00:10:12About?
00:10:13Oh, it's this thing my friend keeps banging on about.
00:10:16My friend Amelia.
00:10:18She thinks this place is haunted.
00:10:22Haunted?
00:10:23I know.
00:10:24Crazy, right?
00:10:25She also believes that man never landed on the moon.
00:10:27So what does that tell you?
00:10:31Do you believe in all that stuff?
00:10:34Hauntings?
00:10:34Of course not.
00:10:36Do you?
00:10:37No.
00:10:38And I believe we went to the moon too.
00:10:42Anyway, I've had loads of ideas already.
00:10:44I can put something together for you if you like.
00:10:46That'd be great.
00:10:48So I'll see you tomorrow?
00:10:49Absolutely.
00:10:51What food do you like?
00:10:52The least I can do is feed you.
00:10:54Don't worry about it.
00:10:54I'm on a 30 day water fast at the moment.
00:10:57Oh, okay.
00:10:58Well, I'll make sure there's plenty of water in.
00:11:00Flush out those bad toxins.
00:11:03Great.
00:11:03I guess I'll see you tomorrow then.
00:11:05I'll be here.
00:11:13Flush out those bad toxins, really.
00:11:20Oh, okay.
00:11:32Just cause people to be too.
00:11:35I'll be here.
00:11:36I'm ready for you tomorrow.
00:11:36Yeah, I'm ready for you tomorrow.
00:11:36I'm ready for you tomorrow.
00:11:38Oh my god, Mom?
00:11:40Oh, my gosh.
00:12:43Hey. Hey yourself.
00:12:46I can't believe it was only yesterday I was last here.
00:12:48This place has that effect on you.
00:12:50It does.
00:12:56I wasn't planning on staying here while renovating it, but I just can't seem to make it home.
00:13:02Which is crazy considering the state of the place.
00:13:05It's not crazy. Not everything's explainable like we're taught to believe.
00:13:09Yeah, you're right. My mum's an overthinker as well, did I tell you that? Some jeans she passed on.
00:13:19So what I was thinking for this room.
00:13:22Because it's so compact, we kind of need to use light colours.
00:13:24So I was thinking like a steel blue for the chimney breast and then lighter colours for the rest of
00:13:30the room.
00:13:30Sounds good.
00:13:31Great. And then for the living room, we can stay in a similar sort of vein.
00:13:36Something like a deep teal for the chimney breast and then light colours for the walls.
00:13:41Hmm. And what about the hallway?
00:13:43Anyway, it's just so narrow. It feels like I'm in a coffin. I'm so claustrophobic.
00:13:50I think yellow. It's clean and bright. It'll really open up the space.
00:13:58Amelia.
00:14:00It's probably calling to check that I haven't fallen off a ladder and broken my neck.
00:14:05Hope you didn't reject the call on my account.
00:14:07Oh, no, no, no, no, no. It's not because of you.
00:14:10Um, once we start chatting, we just can't stop.
00:14:16Anyway, um, I'm happy to go along with whatever you think's right.
00:14:20Let me show you some examples.
00:14:51Are you okay?
00:14:53Sorry. Um, yeah.
00:14:55I just tend to zone out if I haven't slept well.
00:15:02Aren't you cold?
00:15:04It's freezing in here.
00:15:05The cold doesn't bother me.
00:15:07I don't understand why. The heating's been on all day.
00:15:11It's probably still a draft from a loft.
00:15:17I feel really bad eating in front of you.
00:15:20Are you sure you don't want a tiny bite?
00:15:23There was once a time when I wanted to be a chef.
00:15:27But I decided against it because I knew I'd end up eating all the dishes.
00:15:31Well, and I can't cook.
00:15:33I don't believe that for a second.
00:15:34I swear, it's true.
00:15:36When my friends come around mine for dinner, they bring a takeaway.
00:15:39Well, in that case, I do believe you.
00:15:43So, what about you?
00:15:46Any lifelong dreams you want to fulfil, other than interior design?
00:15:53Too many to mention.
00:15:55Well, I'm sure you'll do them all.
00:15:57You seem like the kind of woman that would do whatever she set her mind to.
00:16:02I think I'll head off.
00:16:04The smell of that pizza is testing my resolve.
00:16:06Oh, God, I'm sorry.
00:16:07I should have eaten in the kitchen.
00:16:09Don't be silly. It's fine, really.
00:16:11I'll see you tomorrow.
00:16:13I'll let myself out.
00:16:14Have a good night.
00:16:14I'll let myself out.
00:16:44I'll let myself out.
00:16:49I'll let myself out.
00:16:58I'll let myself out.
00:17:27So, let's go.
00:17:37I don't know.
00:18:02I don't know.
00:18:36I don't know.
00:18:38I don't know.
00:18:41I don't know.
00:18:47I don't know.
00:18:59I don't know.
00:19:14I don't know.
00:19:26I don't know.
00:19:35I don't know.
00:19:51What are you watching?
00:19:52Um, nothing.
00:19:54Doesn't look like nothing.
00:19:57Okay, if you must know, I was watching videos of ghosts caught on camera.
00:20:02You do know it's all staged, as well as being expertly edited.
00:20:06Oh, I don't know what to believe anymore.
00:20:10All I know, there's something not quite right about this house.
00:20:14And you're starting to believe what your friend told you.
00:20:16I can barely believe that I'm thinking it myself.
00:20:22But it wouldn't hurt to get some history on this house.
00:20:25Don't you think your time and energy would be better spent trying to get this house ready?
00:20:28You said you wanted it finished within two months.
00:20:30I know, I know.
00:20:32But it's really bothering me.
00:20:34Have you actually seen anything?
00:20:37Well, no.
00:20:38Has anything gone flying through the air?
00:20:41Of course not.
00:20:41Then what exactly makes you think it's haunted?
00:20:44I told you, it's just this feeling I get.
00:20:47I can't really explain it.
00:20:51Look, I'm aware this sounds crazy, but I can't shake the feeling that I'm being watched.
00:20:57Do you want my opinion?
00:21:00As long as you're not going to tell me that I'm insane, sure.
00:21:03Okay.
00:21:05I think you're under a lot of stress.
00:21:07Trying to turn this house around in such a short amount of time.
00:21:10And it's causing your imagination to work overtime.
00:21:13You think?
00:21:14Yeah, I do.
00:21:16Look around you, Beth. There's nothing here.
00:21:19Tonight, have a hot bubble bath, listen to some soothing music,
00:21:23eat a healthy dinner and get a good night's sleep.
00:21:26Besides, aren't ghosts meant to haunt really old houses where someone's been murdered or something?
00:21:31Exactly why I need to find out who lived here before.
00:22:06I think it's so weird that they did.
00:22:13I hope I can make sure that you can make it earlier.
00:22:14What does it mean?
00:22:14I'm just like I'm talking about it.
00:22:15I'll be thinking about it.
00:22:19I'm not doing it.
00:22:41I don't know.
00:23:05What?
00:23:28Hi.
00:23:29How can I help?
00:23:31Um, I know this is a long shot, but I recently bought a house in the area.
00:23:36I was wondering if you had any information about previous owners, like, history on who they were.
00:23:44Yeah, we've got books on the local area itself, if that's any good, but previous owners, I think the electoral
00:23:49roll would be your best.
00:23:50Yeah, I've checked it, but there's not that much information about who they actually were.
00:23:56What exactly do you want to know about them?
00:24:01To find out if anyone died.
00:24:04Oh, I see.
00:24:08Look, I'll be honest. I want to find out if my house is haunted.
00:24:16Wanted?
00:24:17Yeah, you know, like if somebody died there and their soul is stuck in my house.
00:24:27Sounds like something you'd find in the paranormal fiction section.
00:24:33Thanks for your help.
00:24:35Wait.
00:24:40We've actually got some newspapers on discs dating back a few years.
00:24:43Don't know if they'd be any good.
00:24:46Discs?
00:24:47I'll have to dig up my old laptop, but yeah, it's worth a try.
00:24:51Great.
00:24:52They're out back.
00:24:52Might take me a while to find them.
00:24:54No worries.
00:24:55I'm not in a rush.
00:24:57Great.
00:25:25Here you go.
00:25:26Thanks.
00:25:26I hope you don't find what you're looking for.
00:25:32I wouldn't want to live with a ghost.
00:25:47Let's see what we've got here.
00:26:03Hi.
00:26:03Hi, it's out.
00:26:13What?
00:26:19Where the hell did that go?
00:26:25What have you lost?
00:26:27Oh, this disc I got from the library with local newspapers dating back a few years.
00:26:33Oh, right.
00:26:33Find anything of interest?
00:26:35Oh, I didn't get the chance.
00:26:45Look, look at this.
00:26:54What am I looking at?
00:26:57What the?
00:27:00I wasn't seeing things.
00:27:02That glass is frosted over.
00:27:05Did you not see it?
00:27:11Oh, this is crazy.
00:27:14Windows don't just frost over like they've been hit with an Arctic air force.
00:27:20Well, if, and I mean if, that's what you saw, I'm sure there's a logical explanation for it.
00:27:27Like what?
00:27:29Well, I don't know, Beth.
00:27:30I'm not a meteorologist.
00:27:37There's no denying it.
00:27:39Amelia was right about this place.
00:27:43You're really buying into all that supernatural rubbish, aren't you?
00:27:46You do know that 99% of so-called ghostly sightings are anything but.
00:27:52But knowing my luck, I would be the 1%.
00:27:55What would you do if it was true?
00:27:58If the house really was haunted?
00:27:59I don't know.
00:28:02I just want an explanation.
00:28:05Well, so does the whole world, but as of yet, none has been given.
00:28:08I should have taken a picture.
00:28:10What would that have proved?
00:28:11That you have frosty windows?
00:28:14Why don't I make some tea?
00:28:16I don't want sodding tea.
00:28:19I want to know what's wrong with this fucking house.
00:28:25Look, I know what I saw.
00:28:27And I think you're overdoing things.
00:28:30Why don't you take a couple days off?
00:28:32No.
00:28:34Don't you trust me?
00:28:36Of course I do, but I'm not leaving until I know what's going on here.
00:28:42Well, why don't you get back to playing Ghostbusters and I'll go back to work.
00:28:54There is something in this house.
00:28:56Why the hell are you still there?
00:28:58I don't think it's harmful.
00:29:00You don't think it's harmful?
00:29:01Have you heard yourself?
00:29:02You're saying you think there's a ghost in your house and you're staying there.
00:29:07I think Melissa thinks I'm nuts.
00:29:09I don't even know the woman and I agree with her.
00:29:12Joking aside, just promise me you'll be careful.
00:29:16I promise.
00:29:18And whatever it is, if it meant harm, it would have done it by now.
00:29:23You obviously haven't seen any horror films recently.
00:29:25Anyway, are we still catching up this week?
00:29:28Of course.
00:29:29Okay.
00:29:30See you soon.
00:29:31Bye.
00:29:33Bye.
00:29:44Bye.
00:30:11Bye.
00:30:39Bye.
00:30:47Seems a shame to paint over that.
00:30:49I know.
00:30:50I can't quite bring myself to do it.
00:30:52Then don't.
00:30:55I won't.
00:31:06Wow, that's so Christmassy.
00:31:09I found it in the shed.
00:31:11Thought it might brighten the place up a bit.
00:31:14So what do you think?
00:31:16That you're amazing, but you already know that.
00:31:21Can I get you something to eat?
00:31:23I feel really bad making you do this for nothing.
00:31:26It's not for nothing.
00:31:27I get great pleasure out of it.
00:31:29Where do you get your inspiration from?
00:31:31Ah, in between here.
00:31:35There's a lot of junk in here.
00:31:39Stay or go?
00:31:41Do you even need to ask?
00:31:43Thought I'd check.
00:31:44You might have a thing for dolls.
00:31:45I didn't as a kid, and I certainly don't as an adult.
00:31:48Although I did have a thing for Barbie.
00:31:51Same here.
00:31:52Really?
00:31:54Yeah.
00:31:54She was my first kiss.
00:31:56Oh, my God.
00:31:58Mine, too.
00:32:00I've never told anyone that before.
00:32:03I've always thought it would come across as quite weird.
00:32:06For finding Barbie hot?
00:32:08Never.
00:32:11What's that?
00:32:22That's lovely.
00:32:26I think it's a keeper.
00:32:28Me, too.
00:32:32Have you done much travelling?
00:32:35Not as much as I'd have liked.
00:32:38There's still time.
00:32:41I hope so.
00:33:00You've done an amazing job.
00:33:03I mean, we've done an amazing job.
00:33:07Honestly, I couldn't have done it without you.
00:33:20It's okay.
00:33:28Fuck.
00:33:28Fuck.
00:33:42I don't know.
00:34:28So, did you, you know, do the deed?
00:34:33As if I'd tell you if we did.
00:34:37Is she not your back then?
00:34:40There's nothing to be ashamed of.
00:34:41It happens to, well, not all of us, but most people.
00:34:46So you're saying I should accept rejection with good grace?
00:34:49Yes.
00:34:50You're an emotional person who needs love and connection and Melissa sounds like she's got emotional issues.
00:34:58But saying that, there was this one cold fish I dated who was grey in bed.
00:35:03Fuck, I think she was the best sex I've ever had.
00:35:07But Melissa's not emotionally dead.
00:35:09She's just very guarded.
00:35:12So tell me what happened then.
00:35:14Well, that's just it.
00:35:15Nothing happened.
00:35:16Not for lack of trying on my part, though.
00:35:19We talked about a shared experience.
00:35:22I thought we had a connection.
00:35:26Both our first crushes were on Barbie.
00:35:29And she went to leave, and I kind of tried to kiss her.
00:35:34Fuck.
00:35:35From Barbie to a kiss.
00:35:36No build-up.
00:35:38Nice going.
00:35:40In all seriousness, maybe she doesn't like pushy women.
00:35:45Oh, come on, Amelia.
00:35:46You know that's not my style.
00:35:48Well, which only leaves her being a head fuck then?
00:35:50You know, a kind of woman who pulls you close to make you want her,
00:35:54only to push you away again.
00:35:58Or it could simply be that she doesn't fancy you.
00:36:03Scrap that.
00:36:04The likelihood of that is zero.
00:36:06You're so hot.
00:36:07Even I'd shag you.
00:36:10Thanks.
00:36:13You know what I mean?
00:36:15Look, she can't appreciate how amazing you are.
00:36:18That's her loss.
00:36:19And I mean that, Beth.
00:36:21I know you're trying to console me, and I appreciate it,
00:36:25but I just want to wallow in my self-pity for a while.
00:36:29It reminds me I want to be a spinster for the rest of my life.
00:36:32Please, whatever you do, do not get a bunch of cats.
00:36:35If you do, that'll be the end of our friendship.
00:36:38Cat piss is not one of my favourite scents.
00:36:41Did I tell you about that catwoman who came round?
00:36:43Yes, eight times.
00:36:46I just feel so stupid.
00:36:48I was so sure that she felt something for me.
00:36:52Maybe the ghost scared her off.
00:36:58Come on.
00:36:59Don't be so hard on yourself.
00:37:01You misread the signals.
00:37:02What's the big deal?
00:37:03You didn't force her into doing anything.
00:37:06But what if I ruined our friendship?
00:37:08What if she never comes back?
00:37:11It's already been four days since I last heard from her.
00:37:14The house is half finished.
00:37:16It was all going great until I had to spoil it with my emotions.
00:37:20You know, you could always give her a call and see how things lay
00:37:24instead of torturing yourself.
00:37:27I don't actually have her number.
00:37:29She contacted me through my blog.
00:37:31Then send her a message on your sodding blog.
00:37:35Okay, I will.
00:37:37Once I pick my ego up off the floor.
00:37:41Why does this shit never happen to you?
00:37:44Because at the first sniff of drama,
00:37:46I walk away.
00:37:51I need to take a leaf out of your book.
00:38:28I need to take a leaf out of your book.
00:38:31I need toю.
00:38:33I need to be a big À.
00:38:53Let's go in and see how it works.
00:39:11I don't know.
00:39:32Melissa?
00:39:35Sorry, did I wake you?
00:39:38How did you get in?
00:39:40The door was on the latch. You must have forgotten to lock it.
00:39:43Cute onesie. Not sure about the jumper and the hat, though.
00:39:52I wasn't expecting to see you again.
00:39:55Didn't you get my message? Sent it last night.
00:39:58No, I didn't.
00:39:59You must have been busy.
00:40:05Look, about the other night...
00:40:08Not about it.
00:40:09I wanted to apologise.
00:40:11There's nothing to apologise for.
00:40:14I shouldn't have kissed you.
00:40:17Okay, well, now you've got that off your chest, can we go back to normal?
00:40:23I'm sure.
00:40:29Whatever normal is.
00:40:58Mind if I join you?
00:41:00No, not at all.
00:41:20This is what I miss the most.
00:41:26The moon.
00:41:27The moon.
00:41:29And the sun.
00:41:30The trees.
00:41:32The sea.
00:41:32Nature.
00:41:33Everything.
00:41:35In that case, you should get out more, away from London.
00:41:40Bournemouth's only a couple of hours away.
00:41:45Or, if you don't like travelling, London's got some great spaces too.
00:41:52I know.
00:41:55Do you drive?
00:41:57No.
00:41:58I never got around to it.
00:42:02I don't know.
00:42:03Well...
00:42:05Maybe, when this place is finished, I could... you know, take you somewhere.
00:42:15I think we'd be both in need of a break.
00:42:18What do you think?
00:42:22I'll think about it.
00:42:30You're a kind person, Beth.
00:42:34So are you.
00:42:37I want you to know how glad I am that we met.
00:42:44Me too.
00:42:50If there's something on your mind, and you need to talk, I'm a good listener.
00:43:00Let's just enjoy the moment.
00:43:30Thanks for last night.
00:43:31Anytime.
00:43:32And I mean that.
00:43:34I know you do.
00:43:37So, what's our plan today?
00:43:40I thought we could hit the shops, and you could pick out the blinds that we need.
00:43:44How about I give you some ideas, and while you're gone, I can get a few things done here.
00:43:49I thought interior designers loved going out and spending their clients' money.
00:43:53Not this one, I'm afraid.
00:43:56No worries.
00:43:58To be honest, I hate shopping.
00:44:00Balls the pants off me.
00:44:02I knew we were two of a kind when we first met.
00:44:06Me too.
00:44:17Melissa?
00:44:20Melissa?
00:44:20Melissa?
00:44:21Melissa?
00:44:21Melissa?
00:44:22Melissa?
00:44:23Melissa?
00:44:24Melissa?
00:44:25Melissa?
00:44:26Melissa?
00:44:33Melissa?
00:44:34Melissa?
00:44:34Melissa?
00:44:35Melissa?
00:44:37Melissa?
00:44:38Melissa?
00:44:43Melissa?
00:44:44Melissa?
00:44:45Melissa?
00:44:46Melissa?
00:44:47Melissa?
00:44:47Melissa?
00:44:47Melissa?
00:44:48Melissa?
00:44:49Melissa?
00:44:52Melissa?
00:45:09I told you to walk away, didn't I? You wouldn't listen.
00:45:12But she came back. We're working so well together.
00:45:16In your mind you were. God knows what was happening in hers.
00:45:20But to disappear like that is so weird.
00:45:24You don't even know her. I mean, where did she live?
00:45:27I don't know actually. She's a closed book.
00:45:32She could be a character in a book actually.
00:45:34The tall, blonde, beautiful stranger with her brooding manner and mysterious past.
00:45:42Who probably has a husband and kid somewhere.
00:45:46I'm going to tell you for the last time. Get rid of her. It's just trouble.
00:46:02Please let me come in. I know you're upset but let me explain.
00:46:24So? Go on. I'm all ears.
00:46:29I haven't been feeling well.
00:46:32And that meant you couldn't email me, call me.
00:46:37Honestly, in this day and age I don't understand why you don't have a phone.
00:46:41I told you I don't like technology.
00:46:44You know what? I don't believe you.
00:46:47Why are you being so secretive?
00:46:49I'm not.
00:46:51No?
00:46:53Go on then.
00:46:56Take me to where you live.
00:47:01I didn't think so.
00:47:04You know, I'm not stupid. I know the truth.
00:47:08How?
00:47:09It really wasn't that hard to work out.
00:47:12I've met a lot of bi-curious people that love gay women crushing on them.
00:47:17That wasn't my intention.
00:47:19Why didn't you tell me you were married from the start?
00:47:23All I ever expected from you was friendship.
00:47:25I'm not married, Beth.
00:47:27So what is it then?
00:47:33Look, if you're in some kind of trouble, I can help you.
00:47:47It's complicated.
00:48:01Look, I don't want to overstep my boundaries.
00:48:07Just know, my door's always open for you.
00:48:15I appreciate it more than you know.
00:48:22I'm glad you came back today.
00:48:24I missed you.
00:48:28I missed you too.
00:48:38Cheers.
00:48:45I'm sorry I lost my temper.
00:48:54It was unbelievably out of order.
00:48:59You were upset?
00:49:01Yeah. Yeah, I was.
00:49:04And there's no shame in saying so.
00:49:06I envy you for that.
00:49:08You envy me for being rubbish at controlling my feelings.
00:49:13No, I envy you for being honest about your feelings and not trying to hide them.
00:49:17Sounds so much better when you put it like that.
00:49:21I take it.
00:49:22I take it you've forgiven me then?
00:49:26110%.
00:49:27Good.
00:49:28Talking's good.
00:49:29It cleanses the soul.
00:49:33I meant when I said, if there's anything you want to talk about, I'm here for you.
00:49:41I'm just saying, sometimes it's better to open up than to try and deal with things on your own.
00:49:51But there's really nothing to say.
00:49:56I so want to figure you out.
00:50:03Oh, my God, I just said that out loud, didn't I?
00:50:07Oh, crap.
00:50:09Yeah, you did.
00:50:10Oh, crap.
00:50:13Oh, I think I'm going to die of embarrassment.
00:50:16I hope not.
00:50:17Quite like having you around.
00:50:21So do I.
00:50:24Like having you around.
00:50:27I know exactly what you mean.
00:50:39You're late today.
00:50:41Sorry.
00:50:42I broke my fast so I spent the morning cooking.
00:50:44I've eaten so much I think my stomach might explode.
00:50:47Well, in that case I'll make you a drink.
00:50:49I'll make it.
00:50:56I've got tickets to an exhibition at the Tate Gallery if you're interested.
00:51:01Haven't been there in ages.
00:51:03Well, not since I broke up with my car friend.
00:51:08Oh.
00:51:09Why'd you break up?
00:51:11How long have you got?
00:51:15Let's just say we weren't compatible.
00:51:20It's just a shame it took two years to find that out.
00:51:24What about you?
00:51:26Never really been in a long-term relationship.
00:51:29Never met the right person.
00:51:32It can be lonely sometimes.
00:51:35It can be even lonelier being in a relationship just for the sake of it.
00:51:40True.
00:51:42I'm never going to compromise again.
00:51:44It's not worth it.
00:51:48So what about going to the Tate?
00:51:51You know, not as a date kind of thing.
00:51:54Just as friends.
00:51:56Do you usually kiss your friends?
00:52:01If we're not friends, then what are we?
00:52:15Let me ask you, things I still don't understand.
00:52:23Answers you gave, I don't comprehend.
00:52:31Things you say, ways you've behaved.
00:52:37Nights I've laid, next to you awake.
00:52:45Trying my best, to fall asleep somehow.
00:52:53Cracking my brains over things you said just now.
00:53:00They hurt so bad.
00:53:02I don't think you'll realize the impact you have on me.
00:53:14You think I'll rely on a single thing you can trust me?
00:53:28You think I'll rely...
00:53:34You think I'll rely on it.
00:53:34You think I've been PG-13?
00:53:36You think I'll rely on it and it's hard for you...
00:53:36Worst a lot of people havingう you know?
00:53:37I'm starting to believe,...
00:53:37You know...
00:53:41How would you have a goal?
00:54:09You look so peaceful I didn't want to wake you.
00:54:11I wouldn't have minded.
00:54:19Is something wrong?
00:54:21No.
00:54:22I'm a Cancerian. I have an uncanny ability to tap into people's energies.
00:54:27And I can tell something's up.
00:54:30It's nothing.
00:54:32Do you regret last night? Then what is it?
00:54:36You're persistent, aren't you?
00:54:38Very.
00:54:42Look, I like being with you. And I really enjoyed last night.
00:54:49Me too.
00:54:57I'm just not ready for a relationship.
00:55:01We can carry on seeing each other, but only if we keep things casual.
00:55:07No strings attached, you mean?
00:55:12And when this house is finished?
00:55:14We go our separate ways.
00:55:16Sounds idyllic.
00:55:18We're both adults.
00:55:21Yeah, but I have self-worth.
00:55:25So, I think I'll pass.
00:55:43We can carry on seeing each other, but only if we keep things casual.
00:55:55We go our separate ways.
00:55:56That's the words.
00:56:00I don't have to leave.
00:56:12I don't have to leave.
00:56:14I don't have to leave.
00:56:17I don't have to leave.
00:56:40All right.
00:57:14All right.
00:57:36Who does she think you are?
00:57:37Friends with benefits.
00:57:38Cheeky bitch.
00:57:39By the sounds of it, she's the only one that'll be benefiting from anything.
00:57:43I don't know.
00:57:44I sense there's something else going on.
00:57:47I just wish she'd be honest and tell me.
00:57:50She ain't told you by now.
00:57:51I doubt she will.
00:57:52Just quit your losses.
00:57:53You don't need this crap.
00:57:54Focus your energies on building your property empire.
00:57:58Once you're a millionaire, you'll have your pick of women.
00:58:02Oh, sometimes I just wish I was a dog.
00:58:05Don't push your life away for anyone, babe.
00:58:08Nobody's worth it.
00:58:35I'm sorry.
00:59:17I called the estate agent today.
00:59:22They're coming around to give me a valuation later.
00:59:34Is that it?
00:59:36You've got nothing to say.
00:59:42We're not going to see each other again, and it's like you don't even care.
00:59:52Don't I mean anything to you?
00:59:55You know you do.
00:59:59Then why doesn't it feel like it?
01:00:07I'm not strong enough for these mind games.
01:00:11And don't say it's because it's complicated, because I'll scream.
01:00:23Speaking.
01:00:27Yeah, I'm not busy.
01:00:30Now's perfect.
01:00:36That was the estate agent.
01:00:39They're coming over now.
01:00:43I wish I could tell you everything, but I just can't.
01:00:51Can't or won't.
01:01:18So it's Hannah's house you bought.
01:01:22I hadn't realised it'd been sold.
01:01:24I'd been boarded up for so long, I just thought it...
01:01:27Yeah.
01:01:28It looks completely different to when I first bought it.
01:01:31Hopefully I'll get it sold by...
01:01:33So what, you're selling it now?
01:01:44Are you okay?
01:01:50Come inside, I'll get you some water.
01:02:00I'll get you some water.
01:02:13Something can I get.
01:02:25You've decorated this exactly the same way as...
01:02:30Why don't you take a seat and I'll get you that water?
01:02:36She's back.
01:02:40Back? Who's back?
01:02:41Hannah? She's here?
01:02:47Hannah Miller? I just read her obituary.
01:02:53Yeah, um... Sorry, I don't think I should have... Sorry.
01:03:11No, no, no.
01:03:13I'm sorry.
01:03:25I can't wait.
01:03:31I'm sorry.
01:03:38I'm sorry.
01:03:46We need to talk.
01:03:59So I'll go first, then.
01:04:09Did you know the woman who used to live here?
01:04:13Hannah Miller.
01:04:19Why didn't you tell me?
01:04:22Was she your partner?
01:04:26It's complicated.
01:04:28That's your explanation for everything?
01:04:30It's true.
01:04:32So what was it?
01:04:35Nostalgia?
01:04:36Or did you just get a weird kick out of taking me for a fool?
01:04:40I would never take you for a fool.
01:04:43Really?
01:04:44So turning this house into a replica of when your ex used to live here
01:04:48isn't taking me for a fucking mug?
01:04:54All those lies about your designs.
01:04:58Please, Beth, no, I'm done.
01:05:02You know what?
01:05:03We're done.
01:05:08I'm grateful for all of the work that you've put in,
01:05:11even if it was ill-intended.
01:05:12But I think it's time that you had left, Melissa.
01:05:19And don't come back.
01:05:23Go and take your talents somewhere else.
01:05:46I should have been honest with you from the start.
01:05:51But my reason for not being truthful isn't what you think.
01:05:55It never is.
01:06:18I'm Hannah.
01:06:23You don't need to be scared.
01:06:25No, no, no, no, no!
01:06:28No, my God, no, this can't be happening, no!
01:06:31No, this isn't real!
01:06:33Please, Beth, you don't need to be afraid.
01:06:37Okay, okay.
01:06:40Move away.
01:06:46Okay, I've moved away.
01:06:53Are you...
01:06:55Are you a ghost?
01:07:00Oh, my God.
01:07:02Oh, my God.
01:07:04This can't be real.
01:07:06This...
01:07:06This is crazy.
01:07:08I can't be having this conversation with you.
01:07:09I don't believe in these kinds of things.
01:07:15But...
01:07:16I touched you.
01:07:20And I can see you.
01:07:22How is that possible?
01:07:23I don't know.
01:07:26Not many people have that ability.
01:07:28Maybe it's your cancerian sixth sense.
01:07:31A ghost with a sense of humour, I would have thought.
01:07:36I don't know.
01:07:40Aren't spirits meant to move on?
01:07:43I couldn't.
01:07:44Not before this place was finished.
01:07:47This was my dream home.
01:07:50It was everything I ever wanted.
01:07:52And then I got diagnosed with cancer.
01:07:55And the doctor said I'd see one more Christmas,
01:07:58but I only made it to Christmas Day.
01:08:00And Beth, I've been waiting so long
01:08:02for somebody who would love this place like I did.
01:08:06And that person was you.
01:08:12Then why are you still here?
01:08:15The house is finished.
01:08:18To say goodbye?
01:08:21That story deserves a proper ending.
01:08:48That's all this is to you.
01:08:50An ending.
01:08:57Only if you want it to be.
01:09:09Only if you want it to be.
01:09:24That's all this is to you.
01:09:26Let's go.
01:09:31I don't know.
01:10:20Merry Christmas, Amelia.
01:10:22Merry Christmas to you, too.
01:10:24Oh, I think it's going to be the best one yet.
01:10:31Beth?
01:10:33Beth, are you there?
01:10:35Beth!
01:10:54Beth!
01:10:55Beth!
01:10:57Beth!
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