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Doc - Season 2 (2025) - Episode 06: Saints and Sinners
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00:01Previously, my dog.
00:02I had a car accident. Lost a lot of my memory.
00:04I want my daughter's heart back.
00:06I think I better give them a call.
00:07Best ask for Michael Hamda.
00:08Yunus agreed to send the heart.
00:10Does the board know what you just did?
00:11You put our accreditation at risk.
00:12It doesn't matter how drawn I am to you. This can't happen again.
00:15I'm not looking for anything serious.
00:17The only thing you care about is Danny. He's gone and that's still all that matters.
00:20I keep flashing on that damn snow globe.
00:22Memory seizures. I've read about that.
00:25Your father filed an HR complaint against Dr. Larson.
00:28And a week later, he's gone.
00:48Talking won't change anything. Perhaps not, but...
00:51Your silence won't either, will it?
00:53You have cancer. You could die.
00:56What do you want from me? I'm just trying to get through the day.
01:01Ah, stoicism.
01:04A highly overrated virtue.
01:08Vulnerability.
01:09Now that's a lovely kind of courage.
01:12Besides, you can't expect your wife to carry all the pain for the both of you.
01:18I see the strength in you.
01:22But there's also something else.
01:28I'm scared.
01:30Surgery scary. Cancer more so.
01:33I don't know how to do this.
01:35You don't have to do it alone.
01:38Hey, I'm here.
01:48Sorry.
01:55Ssh tree.
01:56Go.*
01:57Oh, I'm gonna be honest.
02:03Whoo.
02:24hey you back there again yeah anything new on your mystery man no it's the right place but
02:31yeah nothing new on the man in the crowd well it may not even be about him what do you
02:36mean
02:36katie called this morning she knows you've been going there every day she also knows why that
02:41snow globe is so triggering okay uh do you want to tell me why she doesn't want to talk about
02:47it
02:48but she's worried and doesn't want you to keep going there chasing your tail okay why would she
02:53lie to me about it and why is she communicating through you you've been pretty distracted since
02:59all this came up i think she's afraid you're slipping into old patterns well i'm not and i will
03:05deal with her directly
03:11i guess i better get home another night like this and i'll be the one sleepwalking well we can help
03:17you with that actually there's a band i'd like to check out tonight i can change my flight again
03:23zero pressure doc yeah yeah sure why not sounds like fun
03:40hi hannah how are you fine thanks
03:47everything okay
03:54daughter drama she's a teenager it's a bit more than that
04:04okay interns dr heller is on a later call today and dr ridley's out at a medical conference so i've
04:11been assigned to wrangle you i want to review all of your patient exams flag every abnormal lab
04:17and impeccable charting today
04:24all right all right all right all right all right i appreciate it i should get shot more often i
04:30thought you were back till next week
04:31oh hey no way i'm sitting on the sidelines while dr ridley plays hunger games with my career
04:38man of the hour please don't let's get to it we have a code orange arriving momentarily the inmate has
04:45a possible
04:45poisoning he's a convicted felon with a violent history armed robbery aggravated assault gang
04:51affiliations he'll be treated and guarded in the lockdown room no one enters without clearing security
04:56protocols with his corrections officers i'll take him
05:00my folks are both cops i know how to deal with these guys
05:10lock down room for you then
05:14short of breath
05:15at my age i'm short on a lot of things
05:17my boxing days are long gone
05:25take a breath
05:29you're not moving much hair how long have you had this rash a few months
05:35pressure's up you got any pain in your chest
05:38here and there if i'm been honest i'd say more here lately
05:45i'm afraid you have advanced vasculitis
05:48and i was hoping the tears of blood were assigned from god
05:51it's your immune system attacking your blood vessels
05:55i'll start steroids to calm it but i want to be honest with you
06:00every organ in your body is under fire
06:03it's hard to cure and
06:06the treatment will feel worse than the disease
06:08if this is god's path for me i guess
06:13i'll have to see where it leads
06:14where i'll be leading you today
06:18he's fully restrained so if you need to end shackle and play a part of your exam
06:22i'll come in
06:23i'm also watching from out here
06:26any concerns at all just give me a signal
06:29is he dangerous
06:30he likes to fight in the yard but never attacked any sea or civilian
06:33he was poisoned though so someone's in the habit of something he did
06:37you're good to go
06:43hi malcolm i'm dr coleman
06:45did the oral lidocaine help with your pain
06:54yeah pain's gone
06:55it's been like that for how long
06:57two hours
06:58and that ain't the only end that's coming out of
07:01mind if i examine you
07:02go ahead man
07:03i don't bite
07:07open up
07:14any idea what they gave you
07:15nah
07:17somebody must have spiked my breakfast
07:19you left away from your tray
07:20hey man
07:21they got all kind of tricks on the inside
07:23last year a guy got killed with crushed asthma inhaler powder
07:26two weeks into his stretch
07:31i need to know what's going on inside your stomach
07:33means a camera down your throat to take a look
07:36but first
07:37i need to check it back in
07:38you can't just take my word for it
07:40i'm afraid not
07:43so
07:45how's it going so far
07:46uh waiting for the other shoe to drop
07:49well dr ridley's email said to give you a wide berth today so
07:52i think that's her way of saying you're a serious contender
07:55well what do you think
07:57uh it doesn't matter what i think
07:58what matters is why you want the responsibility
08:01what
08:06i have interns to corral
08:12can you give chaplain o'leary a gram of methylprednisolone
08:16he's in for a hard fight
08:18i would not have gotten through my divorce without him
08:19talk to me about a first degree murder
08:21twice
08:22he was one of the first people to visit me
08:23after my accident
08:27morning
08:30i heard you admitted eamon
08:32it's a shame
08:33it is
08:36something wrong
08:37obviously you can do what you want
08:39but the sister of a patient
08:42it's pretty public
08:44pretty fast
08:45eamon listen
08:46don't bother
08:47i'm a grown-up
09:02i can't access an organ and i can't list my patient
09:04it's not just you it's the entire hospital
09:06eunos has suspended our transplant program
09:09okay well that can't be a coincidence
09:10we lied to him during the hostage crisis
09:16i heard this morning michael
09:18we have a formal review with the organ oversight committee today at six
09:22i thought we were in the clear
09:24apparently not
09:25you have any transplant scheduled
09:26dr heller has one to list
09:28and so far
09:30three other potential candidates
09:32looking to be ready by the end of the week
09:33well i've set a board meeting for this afternoon
09:35we can formalize our response before the review
09:38be prepared with the narrative
09:42what do we do now
09:43you don't do anything
09:44you'll be called as a witness
09:45since you handled the organ
09:46you say you were following my orders
09:48they're gonna make you the fall guy for this
09:50i guess we'll see
10:03you spoke beautifully
10:08i don't even know what i said
10:11that he was a happy child
10:12and deeply loved
10:16look
10:18i know you've never been
10:20to our chapel
10:21but when you get back to work
10:22if you need a quiet place
10:24somewhere to think
10:27find hope
10:28reach out
10:29it's there
10:32so am i
10:35thank you
10:36it means a lot to us
10:37that everyone was here
10:51are you stalking me
10:52no
10:52but we need to talk
10:54not about this
10:55not today
10:56i don't even know what this is
10:59sorry
10:59i gotta get to class
11:00katie
11:01no
11:01this is obviously upsetting you
11:03and pushing you down
11:04is only gonna make it worse
11:06you'll come to the hospital
11:07after school
11:08and we will
11:09work it through
11:10fine
11:15what up sis
11:18charlie be serious
11:19i work here
11:20you're the one blowing up my phone
11:21after i haven't heard from you
11:22in months
11:23it took you four days
11:24to get back to me
11:24and now you show up here
11:26it's about dad
11:28he didn't resign
11:29he was fired
11:30so i'll come again
11:32this doctor i work with
11:33used to be his chief
11:34she was a nightmare
11:36to work for
11:37dad even complained
11:37about her at hr
11:39remember how squirly he was
11:41when he stepped down
11:41it was because he didn't want
11:43to admit he was forced out
11:45for standing up to her
11:46we need to find out
11:47exactly what happened
11:49do you think you could get
11:50into dad's old emails
11:51nah i tried after he died
11:53his personal one
11:53didn't have jack about this
11:55and i couldn't get into
11:55his hospital one either
11:56because they shut dad down
11:58too
11:58what about that friend
11:59of yours
12:00see
12:00hospital's got like
12:03firewalls on top of
12:04firewalls
12:06you need to get into
12:07her computer
12:09how would i do that
12:11any side effects
12:12from the meds
12:13seems that i'm getting
12:14my money's worth
12:15but the lord only gives us
12:17what we can handle
12:18right
12:20i'm sorry that was
12:21insensitive
12:22old habit from an old
12:24preacher
12:24spouting aphorisms
12:26to my imaginary flock
12:27you've done a lot
12:29more than that
12:30you've helped a lot
12:32of people over a lot
12:33of years
12:33wish i could have
12:34helped you during
12:34your dark days
12:36i'm sure you tried
12:37indeed i did
12:39by all accounts
12:40i was impenetrable
12:42must be like purgatory
12:43for you know
12:45missing that part
12:46of your life's journey
12:48you could say that
12:53your oxygen levels
12:55dropping
12:59bleeding into your lungs
13:01doesn't sound good
13:02i was hoping the steroids
13:03would be enough
13:04but i'm gonna start you
13:05on an immunosuppressant
13:06and it is gonna be more
13:08dangerous for your body
13:09i have faith in you
13:10as always
13:12malcolm's talk screens
13:13came back negative
13:14and biopsy shows
13:16liquid factor necrosis
13:17from hydrochloric acid
13:18exposure
13:18dr franco said
13:20it's probably
13:20toilet bowl cleaner
13:21so someone did
13:22try to kill him
13:22she said the taste
13:23is too strong
13:24no way to slip it
13:25into someone's drink
13:25without them noticing
13:26so he did this to
13:27himself
13:29looks like
13:29we have to tell the ceo
13:30hold on
13:31we haven't even
13:32talked to the man
13:32he lied to us
13:34i know but even
13:34prisoners have a limited
13:35right to confidentiality
13:36especially around mental
13:37health
13:38unless they pose a
13:39clear and present danger
13:40we don't know that yet
13:41he could be trying to
13:42escape
13:42he's not houdini
13:44he's chained to the bed
13:45i'm glad you're so
13:45confident
13:46any other patient
13:47we'd call for a
13:47psych consult
13:49fine let's call dr walker
13:50well i am not putting
13:51her in a room with him
13:52until i talk to him
13:53myself
13:56i'm coming with you
13:59malcolm this is my
14:00supervising resident
14:01dr matra
14:03nice to meet you
14:03you want to tell us
14:05why you drank toilet bowl
14:06cleaner
14:06why you give a damn
14:09if you're afraid of
14:10what you might do
14:10to yourself
14:11or if you're doing
14:12this to get away
14:13from someone on the
14:13inside
14:14we can talk to the
14:15warden about
14:15protective custody
14:16therapy
14:16therapy
14:18i live in crazy
14:1924-7
14:19malcolm we've done
14:20what we can't
14:21medically
14:21you are ready to
14:22go back unless
14:23there's some reason
14:23to keep you
14:24oh y'all just
14:24can't wait to get
14:24rid of me huh
14:25this is a waste of
14:26time
14:26have a nice trip
14:27back to still water
14:32wait wait
14:39i was trying to get
14:40here to west side
14:44why
14:47my mom she's got
14:48cancer but she's down
14:50in oncology and it
14:51don't look too good
14:52to what you think
14:53we're gonna organize a
14:54meeting for you
14:57my mom's got a lot
14:58of reasons to be
14:59mad at me
14:59i only know she's
15:01here from my cousin
15:02i just want a chance
15:03to make things right
15:04before she dies
15:05if you're lying to us
15:06i'll report all of
15:07this to your warden
15:08i'm not lying
15:26you were right
15:28it is quiet here
15:32it's pretty quiet up
15:33there too
15:36the lord is a good
15:37listener
15:38not much of a
15:39conversationalist
15:41neither am i
15:42apparently
15:48my daughter
15:49i know she
15:53she wants
15:54more for me
15:55and i just
15:58i don't know
15:59what to say
16:01i didn't see her
16:02at the funeral
16:04she didn't go
16:08my husband wasn't
16:09happy about it
16:10but i wasn't
16:10i wasn't gonna
16:11force her
16:12i didn't even
16:14want to go
16:14it's just
16:19to see my son
16:20like that
16:25you can visit his
16:27grave with her
16:28tomorrow
16:29next week
16:30a year from now
16:31whenever you're ready
16:34i don't think
16:35i will ever
16:36be ready
16:36to go back
16:37there
16:43oh
16:45did you get out
16:46of school early
16:46no i have a free
16:47period after lunch
16:48i just want to get
16:49this over with
16:50well that's
16:50not how i wanted
16:51to do this
16:53but here let's
16:54sit
16:56okay
16:59here goes
17:00um i lost
17:03my brother
17:03and i needed
17:05you but
17:06you were so
17:07caught up
17:08you couldn't
17:08be there for
17:08me and then
17:09you moved
17:10out i wanted
17:11my family
17:11back i wanted
17:13my brother
17:14back and
17:16then you
17:17gave me a
17:18snow globe
17:18at christmas
17:19and you expected
17:21me to be excited
17:22about it
17:22and we
17:24fought
17:25i fought
17:26you
17:27okay um
17:28so you
17:29found this
17:29five days
17:30ago
17:31you said
17:32it was just
17:32at the bottom
17:32of the closet
17:33and before
17:34that you
17:34told me
17:34you had
17:35no idea
17:35what i
17:35was talking
17:36about
17:36so it
17:36seems
17:37like
17:38are you
17:39avoiding
17:39something
17:40no mom
17:41don't
17:41overthink
17:42i
17:43i'm done
17:44blaming you
17:45i just
17:45i don't
17:46want to
17:46go back
17:47there
17:47that's
17:47all it
17:47is
17:48and i
17:49have to
17:49go to
17:49school
17:49so
17:50just
17:50let it
17:51go
17:51please
17:53no
17:53i
17:54won't
17:55let it
17:55go
17:55we'll
17:56talk
17:56more
17:56about
17:56it
17:56later
17:57i'd
17:57like
17:57you
17:58to
17:58be
17:58home
17:58when
17:59i get
17:59home
17:59from work
18:06linda has
18:06stage 4
18:07pancreatic
18:07cancer
18:08she's near
18:08the end
18:09few hours
18:09now
18:10maybe a
18:10day
18:10at most
18:11can we
18:12speak
18:12with her
18:12we have
18:12her pretty
18:13sedated
18:13most of
18:13the time
18:14why
18:15her son
18:15is here
18:16and he
18:17really
18:17wants to
18:17see her
18:18son
18:18he's
18:19been
18:19in prison
18:20but
18:20he's
18:21upstairs
18:21now
18:22he's
18:22a
18:22patient
18:23too
18:24i know
18:24it's
18:24a
18:24big
18:24ask
18:25but
18:25can
18:26you
18:26hold
18:26off
18:26on
18:26linda's
18:26next
18:27morphine
18:27dose
18:27just
18:28for a
18:28little
18:28while
18:28while
18:29we
18:29talk
18:29to
18:29her
18:29this
18:30is
18:30her
18:30last chance
18:30to see
18:30him
18:48your kidneys
18:49are shutting
18:49down
18:50it's a
18:50toxic
18:51reaction
18:51reaction
18:51reaction
18:51the
18:51medication
18:52so
18:53what's
18:53next
18:53i'm
18:54stumbling
18:54our
18:54options
18:55one
18:56is
18:56too
18:57hard
18:57on
18:57your
18:57liver
18:58and the
18:58other
18:58one
18:58puts
18:59your
18:59heart
18:59at
18:59risk
18:59and now
19:00you doubt
19:01yourself
19:02you
19:03you
19:03doubts
19:04you
19:04won't
19:05scare
19:05me
19:05if
19:05you
19:05admit
19:06it
19:07not
19:08quite
19:08the
19:08doctor
19:08that
19:09i
19:09was
19:09before
19:09the
19:09accident
19:10that
19:10must
19:11be
19:11difficult
19:11to
19:11accept
19:12have
19:13there's
19:13nothing
19:13to do
19:13about
19:14it
19:14except
19:15keep
19:15charging
19:16forward
19:16medicine
19:17is a
19:17science
19:19but
19:20it's
19:20also
19:20an
19:21art
19:22don't do that
19:23you did
19:24oh
19:25many years
19:26ago
19:26the
19:27artist
19:28is
19:28still
19:28inside
19:29you
19:30something
19:31will
19:31come
19:31well
19:32it
19:32better
19:32because
19:33i'm not
19:33giving up
19:34on you
19:36mrs.
19:37ellison
19:39mrs.
19:40ellison
19:42can you
19:43hear me
19:45i'm
19:46dr.
19:46coleman
19:46this
19:47is
19:47dr.
19:48major
19:49can we
19:49speak
19:50with
19:50you
19:53your
19:53son
19:54is
19:54here
19:57can't
19:57be
19:58he's
19:58locked
19:59up
19:59he
20:00poisoned
20:00himself
20:01to
20:01get out
20:02of prison
20:03so he
20:03could see
20:04you
20:05he knows
20:05you're
20:06angry
20:06he just
20:07wants a
20:07chance
20:07to
20:08apologize
20:10apologize
20:11if there's
20:12a chance
20:12we could
20:12arrange it
20:13would you
20:13talk to
20:13him
20:13no
20:15i'm
20:16done
20:16with
20:16him
20:17miss
20:17ellison
20:18he went
20:18through
20:18a lot
20:18i said
20:19no
20:20tell him
20:21the last
20:21thing i
20:22want
20:22in this
20:22world
20:23just to
20:23see his
20:24face
20:24right
20:25before
20:25that's
20:27enough
20:28this was
20:28a mistake
20:29you're
20:30right
20:30we'll
20:31go
20:31we're
20:32sorry
20:32we upset
20:32you
20:33linda
20:34you were
20:35gonna keep
20:35pushing
20:36her
20:36he's
20:36my
20:36patient
20:37you have
20:38no idea
20:38what he
20:39did to
20:39her
20:39and when
20:40a woman
20:40says
20:40no
20:40it
20:40means
20:41no
20:42right
20:43sorry i
20:44wasn't
20:44thinking about
20:45it like
20:45that
20:45it's
20:46fine
20:47i can't
20:48tell malcolm
20:48what she
20:49just
20:49said
20:50you
20:50think he
20:50came
20:51here
20:51looking
20:51for
20:51lies
20:52he came
20:52here looking
20:53for peace
20:53maybe that's
20:54what we should
20:54give him
20:54dr matra
20:56the chaplain's
20:57spiraling pulmonary
20:58hemorrhage acute
20:58renal failure systemic
21:00inflammation
21:00you added
21:01cyclophosphamide
21:02he wasn't responding
21:03to the steroids
21:04it's an acceptable
21:06escalation
21:07and aggressive and risky
21:08as you can see
21:09hey you're not going in
21:10there without me
21:11i have to check the
21:11telemetry i'll find
21:12you in a few
21:15authoritative
21:17dr ridley
21:18dr ridley put me
21:18in charge of you
21:19today
21:19i'm responsible
21:20for these patients
21:21and i want to know
21:22your plan
21:22before it happens
21:24naturally
21:24so what do you
21:25want to do next
21:26therapeutic plasma
21:27exchange
21:28it's incredibly
21:28invasive
21:29line complications
21:30bleeding
21:31infections
21:32well if you
21:32have a better
21:33idea
21:33i'm all yours
21:36try it
21:37but watch
21:38his numbers
21:38i'll write the order
21:39and prepare him
21:40for the worst
21:41you
21:41don't need
21:42to tell me
21:42that
21:46why haven't
21:46you discharged
21:47mr pitney
21:48um i was about
21:49to
21:49you were supposed
21:50to do it
21:50after his last
21:51dressing change
21:52julie said
21:52you didn't show
21:53i'm sorry
21:53i was tied up
21:54with our post-op
21:55consults
21:55no excuse
21:56get it done
22:05you're still here
22:07writing up the
22:07discharge
22:08the man's been
22:08waiting four hours
22:09go and explain
22:10to him what is
22:11taking so long
22:12sorry
22:13going now
22:17heavy as
22:18the head
22:18huh
22:23being in a
22:23position of
22:24leadership
22:24always has
22:25its challenges
22:26but in this
22:27case i trusted
22:28dr larson's
22:28hypothesis
22:29that rosie
22:30cruz had
22:30an abscess
22:31which would
22:31make the
22:32transplant
22:32viable
22:34why is dr
22:35walker being
22:36dragged into
22:37this
22:37because she
22:37was next
22:38to you
22:38in the
22:38command
22:38post
22:39when all
22:39these
22:40decisions
22:40were made
22:41thank you
22:42for coming
22:42dr walker
22:43we'll get
22:43to you
22:43in a moment
22:44so dr hamda
22:45you informed
22:46the transplant
22:46network you
22:47had a test
22:48confirming the
22:48abscess
22:49we all know
22:49i stuck
22:50my neck out
22:50but three
22:51of my people
22:52were being
22:52held with
22:52guns to
22:53their heads
22:53and the
22:54abscess
22:54was
22:55ultimately
22:55confirmed
22:56when dr
22:56dr larson
22:57drained
22:57dr larson
23:26drained it in the
23:26icu
23:26in my
23:27in my
23:27professional
23:28opinion
23:28i think
23:28it's
23:29pretty
23:29easy
23:29to
23:29monday
23:29morning
23:30quarterback
23:30three weeks
23:31later
23:31but what would you all have done if you were there
23:33i'd like to think we would have been more forthright and trusting of our partners
23:37the point is none of us were informed until all of the key decisions were made
23:42if this is an exercise in cya then maybe you ought to be thanking dr hamda for keeping you out
23:48of it
23:48i'm not denying anything that occurred that day so i don't know why dr heller and dr walker are even
23:53here especially since it's clear you've already made your decision
23:55we hoped you would have given us some ammunition to fight this
23:59we could smooth things over with east side but you knows wants their pound of flesh and you're leaving us
24:03with our hands tied michael
24:12well
24:15our patients need organs so if throwing me under the bus will secure our accreditation obviously you need to do
24:21what's in the best interest of the hospital
24:22we appreciate that
24:24okay this is a witch hunt
24:26you should all be ashamed of yourselves
24:35you'll have my letter of resignation by the end of the day
24:47i was happy to get your page been a few weeks since we spoke not for me i have a
24:52patient that needs spiritual counsel
24:53of course
25:03i've missed our conversations
25:06i'm always here for you you know
25:08well when i want to talk about how the death of my son is god's divine plan
25:12i'll come find you
25:22ventricular tachycardia he's in heart failure it's myocarditis get a stat echo he needs amiodarone
25:30hold on amiodarone
25:33hold on amiodarone
25:59we spoke to your mother
26:02really yeah can i get in to see you i'm sorry but she's too sick to see anyone and honestly
26:07with your restrictions i'm not even sure we could pull that off
26:09that's what she say then we told her what you had to do to get yourself here and she really
26:13appreciated that
26:14yeah it was hard for her to talk but she wanted me to tell you that
26:17she knows you love her and she loves you too
26:21i know when i'm being lied to doc
26:22no she wanted you both to let go of what happened in the past
26:25you didn't even talk to her did you
26:27we did talk to her we pulled her out of a peaceful rest to give her more pain
26:31to upset her in her final moments of her life to advocate for you
26:36what'd she really say
26:37she didn't want to see you which really makes me want to ask
26:40what did you do to her
26:41that's none of your business you asked us to get you in a room with her
26:45dr matron look we're done here all right get out
26:56was that really necessary he's not ready to be helped and why are you so invested in him
27:01i don't know some people you can just feel the world working against them
27:04i know but he lied to get himself here and worse he's lying to himself
27:09can't you see that i mean your parents are cops yeah and they always told me everyone is someone's child
27:16find me when his final hemoglobin's in and we'll discharge him
27:35he doesn't deserve to lose his job he stuck his neck out way further than i did that was his
27:39decision
27:42what when i went to east side that day to get the heart
27:46the nurse saw the wound on my face and she knew something was off
27:49and she went to call the transplant department to confirm my story and i told her to ask for michael
27:55forced him to lie to east side in writing
27:57oh i didn't know that yeah so half of this is on me
28:01nothing you can do about that now
28:05you ever read about our lady
28:08of akita
28:09it's a statue of mary in akita japan
28:13wooden
28:14and on over a hundred occasions
28:16it was seen to be crying
28:19what people thought were tears of blood
28:22the belief was she was taking on our collective suffering
28:26whose suffering are you taking on
28:31maybe yours
28:33oh i hope not
28:35perhaps that's why god put us together today
28:37so i could heal you instead of the other way around
28:41i was put on this earth to help people
28:45if i'm dying you may be the last chance i have
28:48to fulfill my life's purpose and if there's one thing i know
28:52that some people are trying to hide their pain
29:03it's my daughter
29:08i failed her
29:11in the years after daddy's death
29:13we used to speak about this quite often
29:16and i wonder without your memory
29:18that you're missing what you need
29:20to help her now
29:23i'm sure that much is true
29:25she didn't go to danny's funeral
29:27did you know that
29:28what
29:29she was afraid
29:31you're trying to protect her
29:32but those rituals exist for a reason
29:35katie never had the chance to mourn her brother that way
29:38and i don't think you know how to grieve either
29:42it's still so hard to think about him
29:48because i don't want to make it real
29:51grief can be a lifelong process
29:56which means it's never too late
30:19i've been praying for you
30:22save it for someone else
30:34even the slightest labs are back
30:36auto antibodies are zero
30:38plex worked
30:39so the organ damage was too advanced
30:41which is why he's still getting worse
30:43or when plex filtered out the harmful antibodies
30:46it also removed some of the protective immunoglobulins
30:48i'm not following
30:49the bad antibodies were attacking his organs
30:51but the body also had healing factors
30:53that were trying to fix the damage
30:55plex removed both
30:56so we just have to give him back what he needs
30:58how
30:59iv immunoglobulin therapy
31:01it's a hail mary
31:02though i'm sure he's a big fan
31:04okay well if it doesn't work you'll kill him
31:06it will work
31:08okay
31:11okay
31:11okay
31:11okay
31:24okay
31:24okay
31:30I don't know.
31:57Right in.
32:00Time to go.
32:03Your labs are normal.
32:05The prison infirmary can take it from here.
32:13Malcolm, I'm very sorry.
32:15We just found out your mother passed away.
32:19She didn't suffer.
32:20She wasn't in pain.
32:21She just fell asleep and didn't wake up.
32:25It's true.
32:26We just spoke to her doctor, and she was at peace in the end.
32:44When I was 17, I started running with the local center.
32:48You know it was just petty stuff at first.
32:51But before you know it, you're into life.
32:57But I never brought that home with me because of my mom and my little sister, Nala.
33:05She was a smart kid, kind, one of the best laughs you've ever heard.
33:12One night I took her to her favorite pizza spot, and on our way home, somebody tried to take
33:20take me out.
33:22They killed her instead.
33:26After that, I was lost.
33:28I just went down the path of darkness, and I just kept doing wrong, you know, until...
33:35Well, you know where I ended up.
33:37It should have been me that died that night.
33:40And I live with that every day.
33:46I just wanted my mom to know that.
33:53I'm sorry all that happened to you, and I don't know what you believe, but maybe there's
33:59a chance your mother and sister are looking down on you.
34:02You still have a life ahead of you, in prison and at some point in the world, so how do
34:08you
34:09want to spend it?
34:10You want to keep punishing yourself or whoever else for your mistakes?
34:14Or do you want to be the kind of person your mom could be proud of, who your sister could
34:18look up to?
34:29For what it's worth, the guy I met today who went through all this stuff to make things
34:33right for his mother, he's already on the path he needs to be.
34:37You just got to believe that.
34:42All right, Malcolm, let's get you back, okay?
34:46Yeah, boss.
35:05Avin.
35:06We did it.
35:07You turned a corner.
35:09You'll be back in the chapel in no time.
35:11Good.
35:13Because I wasn't ready to meet him yet.
35:15No, I think we need you around here a little bit longer.
35:23Avin said you worked a miracle.
35:25He would.
35:27So, I got something important I gotta tell you.
35:30There's a long path report in there for the UNOS meeting today.
35:34They're coming after Michael.
35:36They're coming after Michael.
35:36I want him to resign.
35:37This is going to Rosie's chart to protect them.
35:39You faked a test?
35:40I just wanted to tell you in case anyone asks.
35:42Well, what if they ask why you didn't mention it earlier?
35:45I got a hit in the head, remember?
35:47Oh, come on, Jake.
35:50Look, I was part of the deception that day.
35:52Something I did put Michael on a bad spot.
35:53I'm not going to let him take the hit for that.
35:59Paperwork's in order.
36:00Just make sure to CC the warden.
36:02That tough love you gave Malcolm was exactly what he needed.
36:06He got the truth.
36:07Well, maybe the truth will set him free.
36:10You're a great doctor, TJ.
36:12And you have genuine compassion.
36:14If it wasn't for that, we wouldn't have gotten where we did with Malcolm today.
36:17But every resident needs to learn that one of the most important parts of our job
36:21is navigating hard truths with our patients.
36:23telling them things they need to hear, even if they might hate us for it.
36:29Thank you for your help today, Chief.
36:34You're welcome.
36:35Go rest that leg, please.
36:37Okay.
36:47Before you go in there, this is the results from Rosie's lung biopsy.
36:52Turns out it came in right before you made that call to Yunos.
36:58I guess in the chaos of that day, it just got misfiled.
37:03Well, this definitely helps our cause.
37:16Let's repeat the renal panel.
37:18Anything changes with her kidney function.
37:20I need to know sooner than later.
37:21Will do.
37:22Dr. Heller, a word?
37:24Uh, yeah.
37:29That was kind of an ambush, waiting for us outside the conference room.
37:32Well, I didn't want to give you a chance to argue with me about it.
37:34Well, you shouldn't have done it, but I appreciate it.
37:39You can list your patient.
37:40We got our privileges back.
37:42Cleared us on the organ misallocation and issued a letter of warning over the lie to Eastside.
37:46It's not a slap on the wrist, but if we're fully compliant moving forward, we'll be fine.
37:51I'm glad it worked out.
37:52That was a pretty big risk you took.
37:54For me.
37:56You ever watch war movies?
37:59Never leave a man behind.
38:02Plus, I'm just not in the mood for any more changes in leadership.
38:08Oh, my God.
38:10Hey, so how'd your day go?
38:12Up and down, but I think I survived.
38:15Harder than it looks, isn't it?
38:16Well, if you have some advice, I'll take it.
38:18There's no right way to lead.
38:20Everybody's got their own style.
38:21Just bring your personality to it.
38:23Well, I think I'm still searching for my style.
38:26Just do what you think's right.
38:27Do it with conviction.
38:28The chips fall where they fall.
38:29I think that'll fit for me.
38:33Okay, well, I am running late.
38:36For a Mia?
38:37No, actually, I have a date.
38:41Oh, wow.
38:43Yeah.
38:43Hey, you're getting back on that horse.
38:45Yeah, I'm trying.
38:52Well, have fun.
38:53Yeah, you have a good night.
39:12I know I wasn't there for you when your brother died, but I am going to be there for you
39:17now,
39:17even when you say you don't need it.
39:20You can't undo what was done.
39:22No one can.
39:31No one can.
39:34When I think about the mistakes that I made during that time, it seems to me that it was
39:41all because I was afraid to face my pain, and if you learned that from me, then that's something
39:52that we're going to work on together.
40:01I said something to you.
40:05Something awful.
40:06Well, you were already forgiven, but you probably should still tell me.
40:13Get it off your chest.
40:16I said all you cared about was Danny in a pretty cruel way.
40:24You were angry.
40:25You were a kid, and I probably had a coming.
40:32You need to forgive yourself.
40:40Have you ever been to the cemetery?
40:43Once.
40:45But not till his 11th birthday, but that.
40:52I should have made you go to the funeral.
40:56It was wrong to let you hide just because I wanted to.
41:05Would you go with me now?
41:24I see a house up on the hill.
41:29I know every star, standing still.
41:38You see it now.
41:41It's meant for you.
41:45I used to work in it out.
41:49Yeah, me too.
41:52I see it now
41:57The light on the horizon
42:00I see it now
42:02Falling out to your family
42:06See it now
42:12Reading all the signs
42:15Everyone brings me back to you
42:25Everything okay?
42:28Yeah, um, sorry it's work, I'm on call
42:31Oh, so you have to go
42:35Yeah
42:37Um, I'll be a while, but listen, this was a lot of fun
42:40It was
42:43Goodbye Jake
42:45Yeah
42:49Have a safe flight
42:55See it now
43:02See it now
43:05See it now
43:10See it now
43:12See it now
43:13See it now
43:13See it now
43:14See it now
43:14See it now
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