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Drowning In His Restraint
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00:01my name is demeter and i gave my first night to my boyfriend i lost my virginity before marriage
00:08and suffered from my in-laws disdain my husband paris went to athens to be an archon i've had a
00:13lifetime of hardship living apart with my husband when i turned 60 i found a name paris carved on
00:20the family stone tablet it showed a thriving family but i couldn't find my name or our
00:25children's he had two wives all along the one in the city was the real wife my children and
00:29i were just mistresses and bastards they say a dying person's words are kind but i was filled
00:35with rage i lay on the bed with my eyes closed unable to move a finger i could hear my
00:39children
00:40crying softly mom hold on a little longer father will be back soon don't you want to say your last
00:46words to him i struggled to open my eyes and stared straight out the window
01:03memories before i fainted came back the solemn ancestral hall the yellowed family stone tablet
01:09names i didn't know i was married to paris for 40 years he was ambitious he went to athens to
01:15be an
01:15archon serving the people but paris's mother the princess of troy was moody and picky she insisted
01:23on staying at the estate she was sick and had chased away dozens of maids paris was worried he begged
01:29me to care for her i had to stay to care for his parents raise the children and then help
01:35with the
01:35grandkids i stayed for 40 years i am 60 years old now i saw paris's father pass away and cared
01:42for his
01:42mother at my age being mistreated by my mother-in-law was rare thankfully six months ago my
01:49mother-in-law finally passed i finally had some peace i thought i could leave the estate and go
01:53to the city to be with paris but while cleaning the hall i found the family stone tablet next to
01:58paris's name the spot for his wife had another name a woman i didn't know my name wasn't there
02:03neither were my son's or daughter's names not my grandkids names when i left the hall i couldn't
02:08handle it i suddenly passed out when i woke up i was already dying i wasn't scared of
02:12death i just felt regret i felt my body grow light a sharp cry from my daughter
02:18ended my ridiculous life i floated in the air my anger and resentment grew i looked toward the city
02:23a sudden urge rose in me since paris wouldn't come i want to see for myself not knowing how long
02:28when i
02:29reached paris's home in athens i saw him holding my death notice a beautiful old woman walked to him
02:33go back and see her after all you were married see her off you can still make it to the
02:41funeral
02:42you are my real wife on the tablet how could she be my wife she had it hard she served
02:48your parents
02:49for 40 years and gave you children she worked her whole life without status died a mistress
02:55how pitiful i know what i'm doing everyone has their fate it was hers the estate is far
03:04you haven't been well i can't leave you the old woman smiled sweetly and didn't urge him anymore
03:11i watched them cling to each other my ears were ringing paris really had another wife in the city
03:15before i could recover couples came with young people to pay respects i floated nearby watching
03:21their happy family it was a shock my soul trembled it was all true these were his wife and kids
03:25what
03:25about me what were my children and i hidden mistresses and bastards i was abused for 40 years cared for
03:31her
03:31till the end i lived a lie paris made anger and sadness filled me resentment surged i lost my mind
03:37paris lied to me my whole life my eyes turned red rage consumed me why did i work so hard
03:43why don't
03:43good people get good things my soul roared i screamed and charged at them
03:50a chain wrapped around me dead soul go to the underworld trying to hurt the living
03:55you want to be destroyed you will be judged i can't accept this i was lied to this isn't fair
04:04thanatos glared at me
04:08the god sighed and took me to a judge he saw my bloody tears and my raging spirit he closed
04:15his eyes
04:16i see your life i'll give you another chance golden rain fell in the dark underworld it fell on me
04:24i
04:25faded away in the light i woke up holding someone feeling close the room was a mess with a heavy
04:33scent
04:34in the air i touched the smooth skin and woke up fully wine perfume bodies intertwined the one sleeping
04:42beside me was paris i held my breath it felt absurd the anger from my past life remained
04:47scenes flashed in my mind i knew it wasn't a dream i had lived a life and died pain filled
04:53my heart i
04:53covered my eyes crying silently if i get a second chance why not before this happened why after i
04:58lost my virginity to paris my past life felt like a dark cloud emotions overwhelmed me i beat my chest
05:04feeling deep sorrow because of that night i lost my virginity before marriage i could never hold my head
05:09high in that house a woman without virtue she should be stoned if paris didn't insist i'd never let
05:17you in mother agreed to let me marry you but the ceremony will be simple i don't care
05:31as long as you love me all my efforts didn't earn her respect i smiled coldly in my past life
05:37i only
05:38felt shy after that night but now it seems strange that i lost control with paris now i know paris
05:45gave
05:45me that drug i got dressed and went back to my room my room was in the farthest corner it
05:50was so quiet
05:51cold i felt a deep sadness once a rich doctor's daughter now i was treated like this
05:59years ago my father was accused of stealing executed by being thrown off a cliff when news came
06:05my mother killed herself i was left alone the princess of troy had a deal with my family
06:12so my mom sent me here in my past life i thought i was lucky to have a good husband
06:18and a kind mother-in-law now i see the cracks an orphan with a fortune
06:24they didn't want me they wanted my money thinking of my past life i felt so pathetic i couldn't stop
06:31crying why was that my fate i have a second chance i will change it why was that my fate
06:36i have a second
06:37chance i will change it i took a deep breath and cleaned myself they must not know what happened
06:44between us if they knew they'd have power over me i'd be forced to marry or my reputation ruined
06:51but i felt sad and touched my belly in my past life i got pregnant here thinking of my kids
07:00my heart ached they were good my mother-in-law wouldn't let me go but they stayed with me they
07:06were always respectful but even they were called bastards remembering what i saw i wiped my tears
07:12and made up my mind they are my children no ties to troy day was breaking stars still in the
07:19sky
07:19i took my mother's fortune and left the estate i registered it all with the court it was evening
07:25when i finished before i reached the gate i saw a maid waiting miss demister you're back
07:33prince parse and his mother waited all day leaving without a word it's so rude i paused at her words
07:40a maid telling me about manners i was so blind before to not see my place i walked through the
07:46halls to the garden that trapped me before paris came demeter where were you my parents waited all
07:52day i stood straight something wrong his father scowled where are your manners bow to your elders
08:00so rude no wonder you're shameful your parents are gone no one taught you but you shame us too
08:09what shame i looked at them calmly what did i do i live here but i pay for everything
08:16the gifts i give cover any rent
08:24they insult me why do you
08:30i stared at the marks
08:34paris we're to marry you were with someone demister no it was you last night
08:42that's a lie i went to bed early how could it be me don't ruin my name paris stumbled
08:50no no it can't be
08:58you're a liar and a coward i took out a necklace paris you know the deal i'll let you go
09:04everyone's
09:06here let's make this clear paris broke his promise so the deal is off from now on we are
09:14nothing i spoke with anger what thinking of what was to come i wasn't lying demitra what are you
09:20saying you deny last night paris was shocked and now you want to break up he couldn't believe it
09:25i told you i wasn't with you paris you're a liar my son is a liar we accept you and
09:33you blame us
09:34i was so angry why do you say that you're killing me you're so sure i stepped closer
09:43did you do this to me you're so cruel i'll fight for myself
10:00what will you do what will you do she stepped back will you hit me i got closer hit you
10:09i'll take
10:10you to court you'll go to jail no no no court yes court meant jail for all i have nothing
10:19to lose
10:19and she looked guilty they couldn't handle an investigation they cared about their image paris
10:24wanted a clean record i bet they'd avoid court fine no court we break up i looked at them calmly
10:32i'm done we're over demestra is this needed paris looks sad i made a mistake it was an accident i
10:41promise it won't happen again i'll only love you i looked at him feeling nothing but contempt
10:47he'd forget me once he was in the city thinking of my past life i sneered at him i don't
10:52trust you
10:52you make me sick you look down on my son who are you a criminal's daughter you're not good enough
11:01let me tell you paris will marry a noble you're not even worthy as a mistress you're only fit to
11:10be a
11:10mistress you're not even worthy as a mistress you're only fit to be a mistress night had fallen
11:17i turned to paris paris this is why your family are monsters
11:25i took the necklace and threw it down it broke paris was shocked his eyes red
11:32to my turn tears in my eyes you're just as bad i slapped him hard the cruelest thing is a
11:40liar
11:41how could he enjoy my care and lie to me so easily the cruelest thing is a liar how could
11:48he enjoy my
11:48care and lie to me so easily stop pretending and we break up i want my dowry back it's filed
11:55with
11:55the court everything's recorded princess of troy prepare it for tomorrow that's a lie we both know
12:02the cost her voice was sharp you have no money what about three years of rent i didn't back down
12:10i know what my mother gave me i had thought it over i figured them out they thought i was
12:16beneath him
12:17not good for his future but they wanted my money yes the court took some but i still had plenty
12:21my
12:22mother left me a lot they wanted the money without my name they made a plan so i'd accept it
12:26a small
12:27wedding take my money but not put my name on the tablet i paid for their life gave them comfort
12:32while paris was clean marrying a noble in the city what a plan i'm not a child anymore
12:39i'm not stupid i laughed and walked out early next day i checked my things domani where will you go
12:49how will you live i'll live better without you paris you thought i had nowhere to go
12:56you thought i'd stay but i have hands and money i can live anywhere i laughed i finished checking put
13:07the list away i'll open a shop carry on my father's work
13:20impossible paris was shocked you don't know medicine how can you i can't i cut him off who
13:27says i don't it's why his parents live so long i gave them my heart this time i won't waste
13:32my money
13:32on them let's see how long they live i'll open it in the city i packed my bags i'll clear
13:37my father's
13:37name and laughed paris let's see what my life will be away from this place life in the city is
13:46hard
13:46but it's wide and free
13:50i sold what i could turned it into gold i trust no one but myself money is safer in my
13:56hands
13:57i prepared and went to the city i never made it here before they said i didn't belong that it
14:03was
14:03my fate but i came myself i rode into the city i need to fix a house buy herbs so
14:10much to do i
14:12counted in my head clearing my father's name is hardest but i have hope clearing my father's name
14:19is hardest but i have hope i know he was innocent before prince hephaistus died he reopened old cases
14:27my father's was one the old king wanted eternal life he bought rare herbs it was a secret but he
14:35spent too much he owed money corrupt officials took advantage they killed merchants took their wealth
14:41when they cleared his name i was middle-aged caring for the estate old and young i couldn't help my
14:47family my in-laws wouldn't let me a married woman working you'd shame your family
14:55one line stopped me i smiled bitterly calling myself a fool i looked down again then heard a
15:00shout horses and people mr mitre someone's here i rushed out it was dark i was going to a village
15:07then i found someone in the grass i looked closer it was prince hephaistus a powerful man in my past
15:13life now bloody and pale i had him put in the carriage i'm a healer and he helped my father
15:17he cleared our name he was my benefactor i'd need him again how could i ignore him i reached for
15:22his
15:22clothes he woke up fast who sent you i was scared and tore his shirt the door opened we both
15:31turned
15:31found a place to stay you two are close
15:37yes we're married my husband's hurt can we get hot water i'll treat him hephaistus looked mad he tried
15:45to speak but i pressed a spot he fell staring at me in shock before he passed out thank you
15:51saving
15:51me he woke up a day later the carriage moved toward the city he looked at me i saw him
15:56watching me and
15:56smiled inside don't worry about rumors it was an emergency forgive me he looked sharp
16:05how do you know me i pointed to his ring he felt awkward sorry it's strange he thought for a
16:13bit
16:14why did you save me no one saved me before of course not i wasn't here i answered without thinking
16:23we looked at each other one sitting one lying down our eyes grew wide we were both reborn
16:32in my past life i was found the next day i was so stupid lied to my whole life died
16:40in that place
16:41no point hiding it i told him everything you're a just man you cleared my father's name and now i
16:47saved you he looked at me you don't want me to be your baby's father do you what i stared
16:52at him
16:53why would he think that i know my place i was embarrassed i'd never claim that that's crazy even
16:57if i needed a father i wouldn't pick a prince that's royal blood i want you to clear his name
17:02i knelt i want my family back his name is important he was quiet then nodded it's not the best
17:09time
17:10but you saved me i'll do it i smiled thank you thank you but he glanced at me twins you
17:18said
17:18you'll show soon my heart sank i shook my head one step at a time
17:26my injury needs care i'll need your help he looked relaxed if you ask
17:36i can help you help me how could he help i was confused but didn't ask we reached the city
17:42my father's shop was okay i cleaned it and moved in he kept his word he gathered proof to clear
17:48my
17:49father but from his words i saw the danger the old king made mistakes many were wronged these cases hurt
17:57his name
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