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The Twin Curse
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00:03you've been marked i froze at my mate's absurd question what are you even saying
00:08killian reacted like lightning had struck him he stumbled backward voice cracking i kept myself
00:14pure this long and i gave it to you asterisk i didn't fully understand what was happening
00:19but i understood he was furious he shot to his feet he wouldn't let me touch him not even the
00:26hem of his shirt rumor says the boss pack ancestor was a notorious playboy but he seduced the wrong
00:31woman a wolf which hybrid with real power every boss male is born with the alpha's heat curse
00:37this means no matter how handsome they are he only gets one woman one antidote for life so they were
00:44known for their pickiness in choosing mates the day alpha killian came to propose to me every she wolf
00:49in the pack howled with envy alora i never thought you were this kind of woman consider me unlucky
00:56but here i was on our mating night he walked out on our wedding night what a whore i became
01:03the pack
01:03joke to shame our alpha like that some maid whispering in the palace while i heard everything through the
01:10wall by day seven he was finally back middle of the night he vaulted through my window and collapsed
01:17at the edge of my bed alora help me please
01:28that helpless look on his face reminded me of the first time we met
01:31i am too soft i saved him but the second his heat curse broke he turned on me again
01:40if it weren't for the curse i would never touch you i sat there for a moment then quietly pulled
01:45the
01:45blanket over myself he seemed to mean it understood he genuinely did not want me he flinched turned
01:52away said nothing but killian's body didn't answer to his pride no matter how much he despised me hated
01:58me resented me when the curse hit he came and i had zero spine about it every time i saw
02:05that pitiful
02:05look on his face i forgave him all over again eventually killian stopped waiting for the curse
02:11he just showed up whenever he felt like it he called it my duty as his mate i didn't argue
02:17but in our bed he always circled back to the same question who was your first i had no patience
02:25for it
02:25you only you i swear it i said staring at him dead in the face it was midwinter when i
02:34first met him
02:36i was at a woodland shrine down south tending the altar figure snow fell outside the latticed windows
02:43a young man stumbled in from nowhere begging me to save his life he announced himself as a voss
02:49said he'd come to propose when he recovered miss you know about the cursed voss family if you save me
02:55and i belong to you for life i hesitated but the beautiful man grabbed the hem of my dress and
03:01looked
03:01up at me like i was the only star in the sky saving one life outweighs a thousand candles you'll
03:06ever
03:07burn i'd been praying for a good mating bond my whole life so i gave myself to save him
03:13and then killian came to propose was it me and now decided i didn't deserve him
03:20you have a cold heart mate years married to me and you still won't name your lover
03:25i wanted to scream did he genuinely forget that night or was he just too proud to admit it
03:31and chose to humiliate me instead killen if you won't admit it fine you want me to admit it
03:40i gave myself to you only you and you're thinking about another man he was absolutely unhinged the only
03:47man i ever thought about was him who is he a stable hand a guard you were down south was
03:55it some pretty
03:56shrine monk tell me why won't you ever tell me then let's break the bond what did you say
04:05break it killian stared at me eyes slowly going red at the rims you want to leave me
04:14that's just telling me to die and i realized something killian hated me but physically he
04:20could not leave me i i was going to apologize but killian pressed two fingers against my lips i was
04:28wrong i won't do it again don't leave me please forgive me he said it one syllable at a time
04:41reluctant agonized i felt a little sorry for him the next few days killian swallowed his pride and
04:49was sweet to me then one night and laura let's have a pup his reasons didn't feel entirely pure
05:01your curse barely gives me breathing room when am i supposed to carry a pup
05:08killian leaned in and kissed me it's only 10 months i can hold out the boss curse was inherited
05:15when it hit heart pounding body burning unbearable the only relief was his fated mate
05:22any other woman's touch made it worse pain like needles through every inch of skin
05:31while we're both young and healthy later on i won't be able to hold the curse as long i was
05:40still on
05:40the fence killian nuzzled behind my ear voice dropping to a wounded wine allura i've kept myself pure for
05:48you can't you give me even this he proposed properly wanted a pup another boy he handed little
06:00wrists off to lady boss and dragged me to bed before the sun even set he had missed me desperately
06:08i noticed
06:09the rope burns still fading on his wrists still hurt it hurts and you didn't even come check on me
06:16i really thought i was gonna die he was being dramatic you won't die but if it ever came to
06:21that
06:22i'd save you killian blinked he pulled his wrist away looking almost embarrassed
06:28and if it came down to me versus that first man of yours who would you save there you go
06:34again why
06:35bring that up can't you just say you'd save me killian took both my hands and pressed me back against
06:42the bed how much did you love that man to let him into your bed
06:48killian you are so inconsistent i'm not inconsistent i'm just humbly desperately asking you
06:56tell me who seduced you so thoroughly that you still protect him
07:05alara confess lead me to him let me kill him after that i will never be angry at you again
07:16it was you it was you why do you keep torturing me killian released me you're torturing me
07:26i sat up straight and swore on everything i had i alara swear on my blood if there is any
07:32man besides you
07:33let the wolf thor strike me
07:38why is wolf thor against me i dove straight into killian's arms shaking he sighed quietly
07:45his arms came around me yeah i'm telling the truth you believe me right i wasn't even crying out of
07:54guilt i was crying because i'd done nothing wrong and the universe kept punishing me anyway should i
07:59kiss you so you start being upset killian looked down at me with tired fond eyes you terrible woman
08:05you really know how to turn me on
08:11we kept each other up half the night sleep we had guests tomorrow
08:21i remember silas comes home tomorrow what's your relationship with him like born from the same
08:27mother i serve the pack he fights on the border he was supposed to make it to our mating ceremony
08:34but he fell ill and missed it oh so why is he coming back now he's not young anymore coming
08:44home to
08:44find a mate killian pressed his palm over my eyes stop asking questions sleep i was wrung out i went
08:52under fast somewhere in the dark i dreamed of that wild shrine night again it's now cold deep enough to
08:58make your bones ache i tilted my head back caught the gaze of the altar goddess figure and looked away
09:04burning with shame
09:12don't be afraid you're my goddess to me are you truly a boss he cupped my face held it opened
09:19his mouth and
09:20the sound came out like static miss i'm boss my name is ball
09:35killian was sitting on the edge of the bed watching me cold who are you dreaming about
09:40look at you you're flushed
09:45i no one killian's expression shuddered he got up and left
09:54after lunch i stood with lady voss outside the gate waiting for silas to arrive if you actually
10:00had any spine you'd have your husband home on a day like this i said nothing i knew about lady
10:07voss's secretly asking maids to seduce killian alera was too soft to be proper luna i'd married
10:14into the top family in our pack and yet neither my mate or my mother-in-law liked me mother
10:24that voice this is your sister-in-law elara we stared at each other you you look almost exactly
10:31like killian did your husband never mention he and silas are twins my heart slammed against my ribs
10:38silas stood rooted to the spot sister-in-law you are my brother's mate you've been ill you know your
10:48sister-in-law you even sent a gift forgotten sister-in-law good to finally meet you properly
10:59i should have come sooner my chest was a disaster you were recovering your health came first
11:07i was ill yes badly couldn't find the antidote all right all right you're home let's go inside
11:19everyone moved toward the door i stepped over the threshold and nearly fell him it was him
11:28the one who told me to wait for his proposal that was silas not killian
11:35but killian had come to propose i'd been so happy so blinded i never thought they could be two
11:41different men no wonder killian tortured me for years i actually wasn't innocent i was finished if
11:47killian ever found out he barely tolerated a phantom lover all this time a real one his own twin
11:53finished finished no wonder the sky struck me elara the wet nace brought risks are you going to look at
12:01your own sun this is your nephew he already has a pup
12:13i dug my nails into my palm and smiled
12:18jealous your brother is settled what about you is there anyone you like
12:30mother i haven't i didn't i understood exactly what he was not saying i felt like the floor was
12:36made of needles perfect since you've kept yourself your sister-in-law and i will find you someone
12:41wonderful lady voss was in a radiant mood you know why every she wolf in the city wants a voss
12:47mate
12:48ask your sister-in-law killian came to propose and she said yes after one meeting is that so sister
12:57-in-law
13:00yes yes lady voss spotted my misery and characteristically found it offensive
13:08don't ask her she just does whatever killian says
13:15i need to rest escort him personally
13:23i had no way out the whole walk silas said nothing
13:28if anything's not to your liking just send word
13:38what did you just call me brother
13:51my goddess i've been searching for you everywhere you knew about my curse
13:58you saved me and then you turned around and made it with someone else
14:04how could you
14:08i stood there with nothing to say
14:11finally i managed one sentence
14:15i didn't mean to
14:22i told you who i was i told you i'd come back and propose
14:28then you left the south in days and within a week you were bonded to my brother
14:33he leaned down voice cracking
14:40i went half mad searching for you i was dying from the curse when you couldn't find me
14:48what were you doing was it with him i made a mistake i confused you i thought killian was you
14:57you slept with me how'd you confuse us the candles were almost out i didn't see clearly
15:13then go back and tell him
15:18tell him you made it with the wrong twin
15:22let him return you to me i stared at my wrist
15:28if i said that to killian he'd tear this whole manner apart
15:35who touched my mate i will kill you
15:42that's impossible your brother he can't let me go the curse
15:55silas was burning up i could feel it through my clothes
15:59do you think i can let you go
16:04something cold and wet spread at the back of my neck
16:09we have the same curse
16:12you care about his pain do you feel nothing from mine
16:15he slowly extended his wrist scars too many to count the kind that come from years of suffering alone
16:22my chest clenched
16:29these years without you i could only hurt myself to get through it
16:34i thought you had betrayed me
16:36i was too afraid to come home and now that i finally found you
16:41you're gonna let me die the twins same looks same words same impossible pole
16:49no wonder i couldn't tell them apart
16:52your brother is dangerous simus
16:58you were always meant to be my mate he took my place
17:05yes you heard your mother i'm terrified of my own alpha
17:09there is no way i'm going to him with this confession absolutely not
17:13afraid of him then this is even simpler
17:16sister-in-law you don't want him to find out that your first time was with me
17:21yes i turned around incredulous how dare you say something that low did you just
17:30silas stiffened his hands dropped you're calling me low a single tear slid down his face
17:38i shared something sacred with you before the altar you promised to come back for me now you've
17:44abandoned me and you call me low my mother will find out eventually there is no mating match for me
17:51besides you i can't touch anyone i won't survive much longer
17:56and still you call me low if lady voss found out i'd done this to her youngest son
18:00she would execute me and silas he is innocent in all this i am the one who ruined his life
18:05silas i was wrong forget it
18:11tell me does he treat you well you seem devoted to him outside footsteps heavy familiar
18:23that's killian
18:26i shoved silas back
18:29the door opened footsteps paused
18:32alora why are you in here lady voss asked me to bring silas to his room he said he didn't
18:38like
18:38the tea set i was about to swap it out pure improvisation please don't let him see through
18:43it if killin senses the tension in this room he will slaughter everyone the tea set
18:48killian walked over and took my hand you're not a servant mother always does this alora doesn't know
18:56these things have someone else sorted out but sister-in-law offered
19:04which set do you want silas's gaze dropped to our joined hands whichever set is in my brother's
19:11room why would he want the tea set from my room whatever he's always been a weak strange freak
19:17he can't threaten me fine i'll have someone bring it i'll go you two catch up
19:27simus wouldn't let me leave that sickly bastard talks in riddles he burrowed under the blankets
19:32reaching for me with all four limbs like a wolf reuniting with its pack
19:37why aren't you answering me did something happen
19:43did mother say something did she bully you again no killian flipped the blanket turned to face
19:51me we looked at each other you're acting strange tell me i hesitated hypothetically
19:58in the voss curse if the woman who was the first disappeared what would happen why would a mate
20:05disappear i'm saying hypothetically what if it wasn't a mate what if it was
20:13a moonlit one-time thing he pulled me into his arms you and your weird thoughts
20:21the pack law forbids that if someone did it and the woman left
20:26how would they survive so there's truly no way around it my heart clenched only if she died
20:36but even then you can't take another that's not an option what nothing good night
20:44you took all the blankets again i'm freezing you say that every single time
20:50we need a bigger blanket no lara you're not gonna leave me right i made a sleepy sound of agreement
21:00then lips then the arms around me suddenly tightened by morning when i walked in to see
21:08lady voss silas was already there let him run wild all he wants useless mother don't brother is lucky to
21:16have someone who cares for him so well i'm almost envious i'm only worried about her
21:23never mind what are you doing back you look exhausted go and call the family doctor not required
21:32why are you still standing there mother i'd like to bring rice home with me he's been here over a
21:39month voss children are raised apart from their mothers you don't know this i froze killian never
21:48told me that leave mother i'd like to see risk lady voss said nothing i'd like to see my nephew
21:55too
21:55i'll go with sister-in-law she relented outside in the courtyard bamboo leaves rustled gold lights
22:02sliding through silas walked beside me sister-in-law the voss men are territorial you should keep a
22:09tighter rein on my brother my heart shot up into my throat i looked around no one close and hissed
22:15you have the nerve to say that i'm only saying it because i don't want you to suffer i glared
22:20turned
22:21and fled risk was napping when we arrived you all may withdraw
22:29my brother was also raised by grandmother don't blame him he just didn't think he's not doing it to
22:35hurt you thank you is it real gratitude or are you just pushing me away real then you know how
22:44to
22:44thank me i stepped back half a pace sister-in-law you don't fit with him the one you want
22:52is me
22:52i was about to pull free he shot me a look and let go himself then stumbled
23:02what's wrong the curse it hurts
23:10i'll get the physician no if someone finds out what happens to you
23:26if you won't at least let me kiss you just once that'll hold it off i can't just
23:34an arm curved around my waist from behind shadow fell over me before i could react he dipped down and
23:40kissed me the baby you sister-in-law i behaved badly
23:51scold me he was so sincere about it i had nothing left to say go please
24:01silas watched my retreating back his fingertips traced his lips slowly
24:06the wet nurse and servants filed in second young master perfect timing go help your mistress
24:15his voice was perfectly composed back in our rooms i was still rattled what are you staring at
24:21killian appeared out of nowhere i lurched upright nothing why didn't you tell me wrists would be raised
24:27separately did i not say i may have forgotten but you spend all your energy on me when would you
24:36have
24:36time for him that didn't help lady voss lectured me again don't touch me tonight why are you listening
24:44to her today then killian tipped my chin up your lip color is smeared did you eat something
24:53nothing nothing maybe wrists got me i'll go wash my face
25:01i don't mind since my son's already kissed you there let me have a turn
25:09my mind went completely blank that night i dreamed in pieces the shrine killian bursting in with a sword
25:15we die together you're not going to him kill him not me and lady boss storming in to find me
25:23who is
25:24the most talented woman in this house i thought it was me you skinny little thing you managed both my
25:32sons
25:34heaven i swear i didn't mean it they look the same
25:43hellara are we really that difficult to tell apart sister-in-law are you blind
25:58mother do we look alike too i've told you a hundred times you call her aunt
26:08someone pulled me from the side what happened a nightmare killian rubbed my back i buried myself
26:17in his arms it's okay i'm here after that i stopped leaving my rooms alone lady voss kept hosting parties
26:24i had to attend and socialize he pressed me against the stone one kiss scared you off that easily sister
26:32in law we've done far more than that haven't we don't tell your brother i'll i'll fine just a kiss
26:40that's all please let me go silas was angry he's going to find out eventually he was more aggressive about
26:59killian looked genuinely baffled he can really bite you're not nursing him imagine if you were would
27:09he take my share too stop talking the she wolves kept coming but silas turned them all down every single
27:16one
27:16lady boss sent killian to find out why how did it go he told me he likes someone like you
27:23where am i supposed to find another you i went still he was teasing what's good about me
27:31killian bowed his head and held me you're good too good
27:38other men are going to want you if you hadn't mated with me would you have liked silas
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