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03:46Do you know we've made love 113 times?
03:51I figured it out in my Bomar calculator.
03:55To know someone that well is a wonderful thing.
03:58Two lumps?
03:59No, one.
04:00So I don't know everything about you.
04:02I don't know who your favorite movie stars are, and I can't remember the name of your favorite perfume.
04:07I've racked my brain and I can't remember.
04:09That's funny.
04:10It's my sin.
04:13But I do know, but I do know in the last 24 years, but I've never been out of love
04:17with you.
04:25Well, did we like it?
04:26I love it.
04:28Good morning.
04:28I love them.
04:28I thought Bev Walsh was wonderful.
04:29I like the Walsh.
04:31It was funny.
04:32It was a comedy, wasn't it?
04:35Essentially.
04:35Well, let's face it.
04:36Clyde Banner's getting fat.
04:38Yes.
04:39He should never turn profile.
04:41Most of us shouldn't turn profile.
04:44What was it you were thinking about?
04:48When?
05:38What was it you were thinking about?
05:41Yeah.
05:45You okay?
05:46Mm-hmm. Yeah. How was the show?
05:50Trouble sleeping?
05:51No.
05:52You're sure?
05:53Mm-hmm.
05:54Burning the midnight oil?
05:55Yeah.
05:56Okay.
06:00Have you thought about calling that doctor?
06:02No.
06:03Well, the month's up. I think we should stick to the plan.
06:07The plan was if I needed to call him.
06:09Yeah. Okay.
06:11Don't worry about it.
06:13Get some sleep.
06:15By the way, I'm working on those Michigan State tickets.
06:17Okay.
06:20Okay.
06:25Okay.
06:53What about the warrants?
06:54Did you call them?
06:55Yeah, they said they'll make it some evening soon.
06:58Look at these people.
06:59Everybody I grew up with is in the paper these days.
07:01Joey Georgiella, new football coach for Trinity.
07:06Did you check with Jane Halls for those Michigan State tickets?
07:09Yeah, she'll talk to John.
07:10Where's Conrad? This'll get cold.
07:13Con!
07:15Will you drop those suits at the cleaners for me?
07:17They won't be back by Saturday.
07:18That's okay.
07:19Connie!
07:25Conrad!
07:26I'll be right there!
07:41Here he is.
07:43Good morning.
07:44Good morning!
07:45Good morning.
07:48You sleep?
07:50Yeah.
07:52Hungry?
07:53Um, hungry.
07:56It's French toast.
07:58It's your favorite.
08:00Yeah.
08:02I'm not really hungry.
08:04Breakfast, pal.
08:05Remember?
08:06Main meal.
08:07Energy.
08:07You're not hungry.
08:08You're not hungry.
08:09Wait a minute, Bev.
08:10Hang on a second.
08:10He'll eat it.
08:11Come on.
08:12It's French toast.
08:13There's fresh fruit for you when you get home from school, Conrad.
08:15What are you doing, Bev?
08:16What are you doing?
08:17You can't say French toast.
08:19Listen, I gotta run.
08:20I'm playing at mine.
08:21Will you please call Mr. Herman about the shutters?
08:23I can't get anywhere with that fan.
08:25You have to charm, Mr. Herman.
08:27Did you charm him?
08:34You have to eat, Con.
08:36We just want you to keep on getting stronger.
08:39Dad, I'm not hungry.
08:41Are you okay?
08:42Yeah.
08:48I gotta go.
08:49Lazenby's picking me up.
08:50Oh, is he great?
08:53Why is it great?
08:56I don't know.
08:57I don't see the old gang much anymore.
08:59I kind of miss them.
09:01Why don't you bring them around?
09:02Phil and Don and Dick Van Buren will play some touch football on the lawn.
09:07See you later.
09:25Con?
09:54Come on, Jarrett. We're late. Let's go.
09:59Jarrett, come on.
10:00Come on.
10:01Come on.
10:02Come on.
10:03Hey, Connie.
10:04Hey.
10:06Hey, we're late because little Dickie's mom had to pack his lunch for him.
10:09Oh, Christ. Two minutes. You guys were late when you got to my house.
10:11Yeah, I'm up all night studying for this poli-sci exam.
10:14Oh, my God. That guy wants a goddamn personal analysis of it all.
10:18How do you make sense of that crap, anyway?
10:19You read the crap.
10:20Oh, shit.
10:21Yeah, right.
10:22When's the last time you read something?
10:23Yeah, right, Lee.
10:24Yeah.
10:24If we swim our asses off every day, when are we supposed to study, huh?
10:26I swim and I study.
10:28Get a sense of reality, Lazenby.
10:30Hey, what are you reading, Jarrett?
10:31Meditation.
10:31Party.
10:32You guys ever try meditation, you know?
10:34Meditation?
10:34It was just like thinking, Stillman.
10:36No, I don't do it too often.
10:37Isn't that junior English?
10:38No, to stay awake at night.
10:39You got all junior classes this year?
10:40Huh?
10:40They didn't pass you on anything?
10:43Stillman, you know they don't pass you on breathing in that dump if you don't take the
10:46final.
10:47Hey, man, get something on that radio and leave it.
10:49You know, I gotta study.
10:50I can't, uh, get something lighter, you know, for your head.
10:52I hope this is a long train, because I gotta get this stuff down.
10:55You know, I'm gonna flunk this test.
10:56We're gonna be late.
11:16My hair looks like shit, doesn't it?
11:18Yeah.
11:18Yeah, it looks like shit.
11:19Uh-oh.
11:20Hey, hey, hey, hey, there's Pratt.
11:22Look at that ass.
11:23Let me out, I need to jump.
11:24Hey, no dirty stuff out of the window, all right?
11:26Oh, no dirty stuff?
11:27Pratt, you have nice knees.
11:28Hey, uh, interested in something, Jack?
11:40Hey, Clary!
11:43Hey, Clary!
11:47Now, why don't we discuss some theory here.
11:50Conrad, what's your theory on Jude Fawley?
11:54Conrad, what's your theory on Jude Fawley?
12:00Uh...
12:01Um...
12:01Do you think he was powerless in the grip of circumstances, or could he have helped himself?
12:06I don't, uh, powerless?
12:08I guess, I guess he thought he was, yeah.
12:11The guy was a real jerk.
12:13He was all hung up on what was a moral thing to do, and it didn't make any sense.
12:17I think that's a little too easy, Joel.
12:19Paul, what do you think?
12:21I found the book really hard to follow.
12:23I, I couldn't figure it out.
12:26Maury!
12:27Come on!
12:28Come on!
12:29Come on!
12:31Come on!
12:32Come on!
12:32Come on!
12:33Come on!
12:33Come on!
12:34Hello?
12:35Hello?
12:37Hello?
12:38Uh, Dr. Berger?
12:40Yes?
12:41Hi, uh, this is Conrad Jarrett.
12:43Calling?
12:44Conrad Jarrett.
12:46Uh, Dr. Crawford at Hillsboro Hospital gave me your number.
12:51And, uh...
12:52Oh, yes.
12:53Uh, I'm with a patient now.
12:54Can you call me back at 2-15?
12:56I don't think I'll be free.
12:59Well, then give me your number.
13:00I'll call you tonight.
13:03Hello?
13:05Hello?
13:06Uh, that's okay.
13:07I'll try to call you back.
13:09Thanks.
13:12Go!
13:15Okay, come on now.
13:16Move it, you guys.
13:17Move it!
13:17Keep it going!
13:18Keep it going!
13:18Keep it going!
13:19Keep it going!
13:19Come on!
13:19Keep plugging!
13:20Plug it!
13:20Use those legs!
13:21Ladies and gentlemen!
13:22Get with it!
13:23Jarrett, get your head down!
13:24Come on!
13:24Noob-dogging you guys!
13:25Work it out there!
13:26Work it!
13:26Come on now!
13:27Come on!
13:28Push off!
13:29Get that head back down, Jarrett!
13:31Come on!
13:32Keep it up!
13:32Keep it going!
13:33Dig!
13:33Get at it!
13:35Come on!
13:35Get with it!
13:36Push off, Jarrett!
13:37Push off!
13:51Was he actually a client of yours?
13:53Oh, he's...
13:54Well, Ray knew him one day.
13:56Really?
13:57I missed you back.
13:59I mean...
14:00Tragic, really, because...
14:01When you look at him now, he's a lot hairy, isn't he?
14:04Mm.
14:05Fish too dry?
14:07No, not too dry.
14:12They have a new mechanic at CNS.
14:14Well, what happened to little Harry?
14:16I don't know.
14:17I think he took a job in Skokie.
14:19Anyway, this new mechanic is just so awkward.
14:22Is that shirt ripped?
14:25Leave it on the table in the hallway.
14:26That girl from the hospital, the one you painted with,
14:28she was from Skokie, wasn't she?
14:29Mm-hmm.
14:30What was her name?
14:31Karen.
14:31Karen?
14:32Karen.
14:34Conrad, do you want me to sign off for Ron Robin at the club?
14:37Um, I haven't played in a year.
14:39Well, don't you think it's time to start?
14:48Also, Calvin, uh, we have to go to the Murray's on Saturday.
14:52I couldn't get out of it.
14:53It's Clark's birthday.
14:54I bought him that book on one.
14:55Dear God, not the Murray's.
15:00What's the rope on, Bucky?
15:04We're going in!
15:06Give me your hand!
15:09BUCKY!
15:10Fuck. Fuck.
15:51Oh, hi. How are you?
15:53Oh, fine, fine. Just couldn't be better, really.
15:55Oh, terrific, yeah.
16:13Ah, hi. Yeah. Come in.
16:15It's okay. They all do that.
16:19Jared.
16:22Come in.
16:24Sit down.
16:28Just have to, um,
16:31wire's
16:33volume.
16:42Sorry. Sit down.
16:46You have trouble finding the place?
16:48Not yet.
16:53Ah, Jared.
16:56How long since you've been out of the hospital?
16:59A month and a half.
17:02Feeling depressed?
17:03No.
17:05On stage?
17:07Pardon me?
17:08People nervous, uh, treating you like you're, uh, dangerous character?
17:13Yeah, I guess a little.
17:16Are you?
17:18I don't know.
17:24How long were you in the hospital?
17:26Four months.
17:29What did you do?
17:31I tried to offer myself. Isn't it down there?
17:34Doesn't say what your method was.
17:37Double-Edge Super Blue.
17:39Oh.
17:46So how does it feel being home?
17:48Everybody good to see you?
17:49Yeah.
17:50Friends?
17:51Yeah.
17:51Okay? Everything with the problem?
17:52Yeah.
17:53You're back in school?
17:55Everything okay at school?
17:57Teachers?
17:57Yeah.
17:59No problems.
18:01Mm-mm.
18:01So why are you here?
18:10Um, I'd like to be more in control, I guess.
18:16Why?
18:17Uh, so people can quit worrying about me.
18:21Who's worried about you?
18:23Um, my father mostly. This is his idea.
18:27What about your mother? Isn't she worried about you, too?
18:30I don't know. Listen, you're...
18:31If you're a friend of Dr. Crawford's, you're probably all right, but I'll be straight with you.
18:34I don't like this already.
18:37Well, as long as you're straight.
18:40What do you know about me? Have you talked to Crawford?
18:42Yes, he called me on the phone.
18:44He told me your name, and he told me to look for you, and, uh...
18:48He said you had a brother who died.
18:52Uh, boating accident, wasn't it?
18:56You want to tell me about it?
19:09Well, I suppose you talked this over with Crawford at the hospital, right?
19:12Right.
19:14Good. How'd that go?
19:15Didn't change anything.
19:18What'd you want to change?
19:19I told you I'd like to be more in control.
19:24Why?
19:24I told you, so people can quit worrying about me.
19:30Well, I'll tell you something.
19:32I'll be straight with you, okay?
19:35I'm not big on control.
19:39But it's your money.
19:41Yeah, so to speak.
19:44So to speak.
19:47Okay.
19:54How's, uh, Tuesdays and Fridays, same time?
19:59Twice a week.
20:01Wow.
20:02Control's a tough nut.
20:04Well, I-I got swim practice every night.
20:08Well, that's a problem.
20:11How do we solve that?
20:14I guess I have to skip practice twice a week and come here.
20:17Well, it's up to you.
20:19I-I don't like being here.
20:21I gotta tell you, I don't like being here at all.
20:25Mm-hmm.
20:29I saw Mort Swain.
20:31His sister died.
20:33The one from Idaho?
20:35The one with the restaurant.
20:38Did she die in Idaho?
20:40I guess so.
20:42Why?
20:44He said she was always traveling.
20:45I just wondered if she died in Idaho.
20:48I don't know.
20:49Maybe she died in Idaho.
20:52Maybe Kansas City.
21:00I went to see Dr. Berger.
21:03Berger?
21:03Yeah.
21:04Did you?
21:04Yeah.
21:05Good.
21:06You didn't say anything.
21:07Good.
21:07I went.
21:08When?
21:09Today.
21:10I didn't know you made an appointment.
21:11How did it go?
21:12Yeah, if it's too much money, I don't have to go.
21:14It's not necessary.
21:14Don't worry about the money.
21:15It's okay.
21:17Well, it's $50 an hour twice a week.
21:20Well, it's okay.
21:21And it is necessary.
21:23What did you talk about?
21:25Not much.
21:26What about your schedule?
21:27Will that be all right?
21:29Well, it'll cut into swim practice.
21:33Where's his office?
21:35Highland Park.
21:40Come on.
21:41Keep that head straight, Jimby.
21:42I don't want to tell you again.
21:48Now, this is what I see.
21:51I see you yawning.
21:53I see you come late.
21:55I don't see you having any fun out there.
21:58Are you getting enough sleep?
22:00Yeah.
22:02Are you having fun out there?
22:04Fun?
22:05I mean, there's no point.
22:07You're not having fun.
22:08Right?
22:09Yeah, I guess.
22:11I guess so.
22:15Are you on medication, Jerry?
22:17Frantalizing?
22:18Anything?
22:20No.
22:20No, sir.
22:22Did I ask you before if they gave you shock out there?
22:26Yeah.
22:27Yeah, what?
22:28Yeah, you asked me.
22:30Yeah, they did.
22:33Well, don't look at us, Lazenby.
22:35Get your ass in the water.
22:36Look at the bottom of the pool.
22:43You know, I'm no doctor, Jerry.
22:47I would never have let them put electricity in my head.
22:52Goddamn Salian, such a picky bastard.
22:54Drives me nuts.
22:55Everybody drives you nuts.
22:58Donna Finance look good, don't you think, Jerry?
23:00They look very good.
23:02Hey, Con, is he giving you a hard time?
23:03He gives everybody a hard time, picky.
23:06You guys don't want a clarinet, do you?
23:07Yeah, Van Buren wants a clarinet, don't you?
23:09I don't need a clarinet.
23:10Who's selling?
23:11My brother.
23:11He needs a motorcycle.
23:13I need a new pair of shoes.
23:14You need a new personality.
23:15You stand behind me in the choir.
23:17Oh, I do?
23:18You do?
23:19Is that you?
23:19You have a lot of energy.
23:21I do?
23:22Yeah, I mean, that's good.
23:23Go ahead.
23:24My name's Janine Pratt.
23:26Nice.
23:26Hi.
23:28And you're Conrad Jarrett, remember?
23:29Right.
23:31Yeah.
23:32Um, bye.
23:34Bye-bye.
23:37You got a lot of energy.
23:42Take a look.
23:43Goodness, this is the scariest ghost I've ever seen.
23:46And the tiger and the witch.
23:48You all look just wonderful.
23:50Take an apple.
23:51There you go.
23:52Be careful.
23:53Watch.
23:53Thank you, Mrs. J.
23:54Bye.
23:55Bye.
23:58Cabot's little Julie's first time.
24:00God, she's so cute.
24:06You know what I've been thinking?
24:08Uh-huh.
24:09That Christmas in London would be like something out of Dickens.
24:13We've never done that before, right?
24:15Christmas in London.
24:16Uh-huh.
24:18Maybe we shouldn't plan to go away right now.
24:22Yeah, well, we talked about it.
24:23We, um, we decided on that.
24:26Yeah, I know we talked about it, but the more I talk about it, the more the timing just doesn't
24:31seem right.
24:31Calvin, we've always gone away at Christmas time.
24:33I think, I think it would be good for him, too.
24:38Anyway, isn't it time we got back to normal?
24:40He's just started with this doctor.
24:43All right, so he'll miss three weeks.
24:44Why interrupt it?
24:45Because I want to get away.
24:48I think we all should.
24:49It's, it's important.
24:52Now, if he doesn't go through with this now, he might change his mind.
24:59All right, then if he changes his mind, maybe it's not something that was right for him to do.
25:04You talk to him about it, does he want to go to London?
25:06I don't think he knows what he wants to do.
25:44I don't think he knows what he wants to do.
26:14I don't think he knows what he wants to do.
26:19But I don't think, he'll be back.
26:20I don't think he knows what he wants to do.
26:21He knows what he does.
26:28He knows what he wants to do.
26:40Come on.
26:44Come on.
27:16Oh, I'm sorry.
27:17Don't do that.
27:18I'm sorry. I...
27:22I didn't think you were here.
27:23I'm sorry. I just got in. I didn't know you were here.
27:25I didn't play golf today. It's too cold.
27:27How was your golf game?
27:28I didn't play.
27:30Oh, it did get colder today.
27:32No, I mean for the year it's colder.
27:35Yeah.
27:37Weren't you swimming today?
27:38Uh-huh. Yeah, sorry I scared you.
27:41How'd it go?
27:42Good. I swam well, too.
27:43Good. Good.
27:45Yeah.
27:46Personally, I think I could swim the 50 if my timing got...
27:49If my timing got better.
27:51I'm just a little off on my timing.
27:53Well, you have to work at that.
27:55Yeah.
27:57I got 74 on a trig quiz.
28:0174?
28:03Gee, I was awful at trig.
28:05Oh, yeah?
28:06Did you...
28:06You took trig?
28:10Wait a minute.
28:15Did I take trig?
28:18I just...
28:21I bought you two shirts.
28:22They're on your bed.
28:27Who's gonna be there?
28:28Well, the Murrays, of course, and the Gunthers, and the Canes, and the good old us.
28:34Why don't we just go to the movies instead?
28:37Don't be negative.
28:39That's not negative.
28:41That's unpredictable.
28:42Come on, let's really go to the movies.
28:44Okay.
28:46Really?
28:47Okay, yeah.
28:48Come on, let's go.
28:50What's our excuse?
28:53Beth wanted to go to the movies?
28:56Good.
28:58Oh, very good.
29:05All right, now smile.
29:07And remember, not too many martinis.
29:15Hello, Gladys.
29:15Will you put that with the rest of them?
29:18Oh, look, we're in time for the granddad.
29:20Hey, look.
29:21Who's here?
29:23Three blocks away and the last to arrive.
29:24I know.
29:25Oh, come on.
29:26Hopeless.
29:27Hopeless.
29:28Happy birthday.
29:29You look wonderful for a 75-year-old man.
29:32Can you see that?
29:33Come on, my wallet.
29:35You did the most.
29:36Did it turn out well?
29:38Hey, Bart.
29:38How are you?
29:39Hey, Pamela.
29:39How are you?
29:41Hello, my dear.
29:42It's very fair.
29:42Good to see you.
29:43And where were you at the lunch last week?
29:45Go to your bank and borrow the money?
29:47Well, I was thinking of going public.
29:48I wouldn't do that.
29:49I wouldn't do it now.
29:50Not with the secondary, because the market's low.
29:52Your hair is wonderful.
29:53It's shorter, isn't it?
29:54Yeah, it is shorter.
29:54Really good.
29:55I like it.
29:55I need you to have this.
29:56So I said, excuse me, would you please put out your cigar?
29:58And he says, huh?
29:59I said, will you put out your cigar?
30:00And he says, huh?
30:01I said, will you put out your cigar?
30:02And he says, I don't have another one.
30:06Good to see you.
30:08Oh, you have a beautiful one, Skipper.
30:10There's a macho factor.
30:11These kids are at school.
30:13They just think that they've got to walk on the edge of danger.
30:17What are these hushed tones all about?
30:18He just told the funniest joke.
30:24I'm not talking to you.
30:26Why?
30:27Obviously, you know as well.
30:28I have my fingers crossed on this merger.
30:31Why don't we get together for lunch?
30:32Great.
30:33Do you feel...
30:33Call me in the office.
30:34I have no idea what my schedule is, but I'm free almost every day.
30:37Brandon to Billy White.
30:38Bob McLean's leaving Coles and Johnson.
30:40Where's he going?
30:41He doesn't know.
30:49When a ball is in play, if a player, his partner, their equipment, or their caddies accidentally
30:55move it.
30:56Oh, good job.
30:58Oh, good job.
30:59Oh, good job.
31:01Oh, good job.
31:03Oh, good job.
31:04Oh, good job.
31:06Oh, good job.
31:11Oh, good job.
31:19Hi, Annie.
31:20Hi, Danny.
31:21What's your boy up to these days?
31:23Oh, no, they won't tell.
31:25How's Conrad doing?
31:26He's great.
31:28Just great.
31:29I asked Donald, and he says they haven't talked much.
31:32And I said maybe he's a little self-conscious.
31:35Oh.
31:37Go on.
31:40No, no, no.
31:43No, he's, there's a doctor in Highland Park that he sees a couple of times a week, and
31:48that, that kind of cuts into his social life.
31:51He's great.
31:52He's great.
31:53Just great.
31:53Really?
31:54Is he still having some problems?
31:57Oh, no, no, no.
31:58Nothing like that.
31:59No, no, no, no.
31:59Just somebody to talk to.
32:01That's all.
32:01Just kind of polish off the rough edges.
32:03That's all.
32:04How you doing, darling?
32:06Is he falling asleep on you yet?
32:07No.
32:07He's great.
32:10Mr. Curry, he's definitely...
32:17Hey.
32:19You drink too much at parties, Calvin.
32:21I'm not drunk.
32:22Why did you tell Annie Marshall that Conrad is seeing a psychiatrist?
32:25I don't know.
32:26Why not?
32:27Well, for one thing, I don't think people hear that kind of thing very easily.
32:30Come on.
32:31For most people, it's a status symbol right up there with going to your hurt.
32:33Well, I thought your blurting it out like that was in very bad taste.
32:36I didn't think it was in bad taste.
32:37Not to mention a violation of privacy.
32:39Who's privacy?
32:39Our privacy.
32:40The family's privacy.
32:42I think it is a very private matter.
32:53So what do I do, tell you my dreams?
32:56I don't hold much stock in dreams.
32:58Now, what kind of psychiatrists are you?
32:59They all believe in dreams.
33:01Really?
33:03What's happening?
33:06What's going on?
33:08I don't know.
33:08I just feel...
33:09I feel so...
33:13What?
33:14Jumpy.
33:14I don't know.
33:16Look, kiddo.
33:19I lied.
33:21I do believe in dreams.
33:23Only sometimes I want to know what's happening when you're awake.
33:26Now, come on.
33:27Something's bugging you.
33:27Making you nervous.
33:28You're making me nervous.
33:30Maybe I need a tranquilizer, you know?
33:32Tranquilizer?
33:33Yeah.
33:34What do you think?
33:36I think he came in here looking like something out of the body snatchers.
33:39It's not my impression that you need a tranquilizer.
33:45What is this?
33:46Clock.
33:49Well, I see you get to tell the time, but I can't.
33:51Is that it?
33:51Mm-hmm.
33:53So you know when the hour's up?
33:54Right.
33:5550 minutes?
33:5655 minutes?
33:57What is it?
34:07Maybe...
34:08Maybe I don't want to swim anymore.
34:09You know what I mean?
34:10My timing's for shit.
34:12You know, he's got two guys who are swimming the 50 that are better than me and...
34:15Uh-huh.
34:16Geez, they're a bunch of boring ass jocks.
34:18And him, I can't stand him.
34:20He's a tight ass son of a bitch.
34:21Uh-huh.
34:22Have you ever thought about quitting?
34:23Are you telling me to?
34:24No.
34:27It wouldn't look good.
34:28Forget about how it looks.
34:29How does it feel?
34:30How does it feel?
34:32How does it feel?
34:33How does it feel?
34:34How does it feel?
34:35How does it feel?
34:39It's the same thing that happened last year.
34:41It's the same damn thing I did last year.
34:43Are you the same person you were last year?
34:44I don't know.
34:45That's why you need a tranquilizer?
34:47You tell me.
34:47Nope.
34:48It's up to you.
34:4850 bucks an hour?
34:49Can't you decide if I should have a pill or not?
34:51I mean, you're a doctor.
34:52I'm supposed to feel better, right?
34:53Not necessarily.
35:01How was it with your friends?
35:03Is it getting any easier?
35:05No.
35:05It's still hard.
35:07Is any place easy?
35:12The hospital was.
35:14It was.
35:15Why?
35:18Because nobody hid anything there.
35:21Was there anyone there you could talk to?
35:25Uh-huh.
35:26I mean, besides Dr. Grofin?
35:28Uh-huh.
35:37Whoa.
35:38Hi.
35:39Hey, Karen.
35:41Hi.
35:42Hi.
35:43How are you?
35:44Good.
35:44Good.
35:45I feel good.
35:46Sit down, please.
35:54Wow.
36:17When did you get back?
36:19Uh, the end of August.
36:21Good.
36:22It's great to see you.
36:23Oh, you too.
36:25Listen, I'm not going to be able to stay a real long time.
36:28I've got a meeting over at school.
36:30Drama club meeting.
36:31We're doing a thousand clowns this year.
36:33You know it?
36:34Anyway, we are going so crazy trying to get it together.
36:37I'm secretary this year, too.
36:39Don't let me hang you up.
36:40Oh, you're not hanging me up.
36:41No, I really wanted to see you.
36:45I didn't know quite what to expect, though.
36:46I mean, you sounded, um, you sounded sort of funny on the phone.
36:49No, no, I wasn't.
36:51It was just a gray day, that's all.
36:53Kind of...
36:54But everything's great.
36:55I'm back in school.
36:55I'm on the swim team, and...
36:57Oh, you're swimming?
36:58Yeah.
36:59Terrific, Conrad.
37:00That's...
37:00God, that's really wonderful.
37:02Eh, we haven't had any meets yet.
37:03I could end up on the bench all year, but...
37:05Come on.
37:06Things are great.
37:07I bet your folks are real proud of you.
37:09Yeah.
37:10Yeah.
37:12What the fuck did I get you guys?
37:14Are you hungry at all?
37:15Uh, I just want a Coke.
37:17Uh, two Cokes, please.
37:20You think we offended him?
37:22Something I said?
37:25Definitely a low self-image day.
37:30So, um...
37:32Are you...
37:36You know what I was really wanting...
37:37I can't believe how beautiful you look.
37:38You really look beautiful.
37:41So do you.
37:43Do you miss it?
37:45Miss what?
37:46The hospital.
37:48No.
37:51You don't miss it at all?
37:52Nothing? Nothing about it?
37:53No.
37:54You don't miss Leo's corny jokes?
38:01Are you seeing a doctor?
38:03Yeah.
38:04Yeah, yeah.
38:04I've seen a doctor.
38:05Are you?
38:06Oh.
38:08Uh...
38:08Well, Dr. Crawford gave me a name.
38:10And I went for a while.
38:11But, uh...
38:12I don't know.
38:13It just didn't work for me, I guess.
38:14He just kept telling me all the things I already knew.
38:17And, uh...
38:18Finally, I decided the only one who can help me is myself.
38:24At least that's what my dad says.
38:28I don't mean it's not right for you, Conrad.
38:30I mean, I think that if it's something you wanna do,
38:32that's what you should be doing.
38:33Yeah, I...
38:34Well, you know, I don't know how long I'm gonna keep it up.
38:35I sorta got shoved into it.
38:40Your hair grew in.
38:41Oh.
38:42Yeah, that's such a dumb thing to do.
38:47I like it.
38:48You do?
38:49Yeah.
38:53I don't know.
38:54I just, uh...
38:56I miss it sometimes.
38:58The hospital.
38:59I really do.
39:03Things have to change, you know?
39:05But that's where we had the laughs.
39:08But that was a hospital.
39:11This is the real world.
39:13Yeah, yeah, I guess you're right.
39:22I really have to go.
39:25I'm sorry.
39:27I have a...
39:28I have a meeting over at the school.
39:30Drama club meeting.
39:31Between the Thousand Clowns.
39:33I know.
39:33You told me.
39:37Did I?
39:38Yeah.
39:40I better hurry.
39:42I won't be late.
39:47Thanks for seeing me.
39:52Conrad...
39:53Let's have a great Christmas.
39:59Okay?
40:01Let's have...
40:02a great year.
40:06Let's have the best year of our whole lives, okay?
40:09We can, you know.
40:11This could be the best year ever.
40:14Yeah.
40:15Yeah.
40:17Yeah.
40:21Um...
40:22Will you call me?
40:23Yeah.
40:23Yeah.
40:24You mean it?
40:24Yep.
40:29You, uh...
40:30You look good, Conrad.
40:32Yeah.
40:34Bye.
40:35Bye-bye.
40:39Hey!
40:42Would you cheer up?
40:44Would you cheer up?
41:24It's cold out here.
41:28You should put that on, or do you want a sweater?
41:32Do I need one?
41:39What are you doing?
41:41Nothing.
41:43Thinking.
41:46About what?
41:48Not about anything.
41:53Your hair is starting to grow out.
41:57It's looking better.
42:05I was thinking about the pigeon, you know, the one that used to hang around the garage?
42:10And how he used to get on top of your car and he'd take off and you'd pull out of
42:13the driveway.
42:15Oh, yeah, I remember.
42:18I remember how scared I used to get of that whoosh, flip, flip, flip, flip, flip, every time I started
42:25the car.
42:26Yeah, that was the closest we ever came to having a pet.
42:32You remember Buck asked you, he tried to talk you into getting a dog, do you remember that?
42:36And he said, how about if it's just the size of a little football?
42:41You know, um, that, uh, that animal next door, that, uh, Pepper or Pippin, whatever his name is.
42:47Pippin, Pippin, Pippin.
42:47He's not a very friendly dog.
42:49I, I don't care what Mr. McGreary says.
42:51He's really not.
42:52He's the retriever that was down the street for sale.
42:54And every time that dog comes into this backyard and I try to get him out, he...
42:57Arf! Arf! Arf!
43:03Put that on if you're going to stay out here, okay?
43:45Can I help?
43:46Help what?
43:48Oh, you mean with this?
43:49Yeah.
43:50No.
43:51I will.
43:52No, I'll tell you what you can do, though.
43:54Uh, you can go upstairs to that room of yours and clean out the closet.
43:58Mom?
44:00Okay.
44:02Because it really is a mess.
44:18Hello?
44:20Oh, hi.
44:21Yeah, no, I, I didn't get there.
44:23I was swamped with work.
44:24How'd it go?
44:26No, no, I'm not doing anything.
44:27Just getting ready for dinner.
44:29Uh-huh.
44:31Did she really?
44:36Well, anyway, Mary Ann Raymond started to just scream, just cry, right?
44:40It was crazy.
44:41It was crazy.
44:41We got so drunk that we couldn't talk to each other.
44:44It was the last day, it was the last day of school.
44:46We walked right out of the building.
44:48We walked out?
44:49It was in the middle of the class.
44:50Oh, Bucky.
44:54No, stop.
44:58What do you expect from her?
44:59We just don't connect.
45:01Why not?
45:02I don't know.
45:02We just don't.
45:14What are you thinking?
45:19Did I jack off a lot?
45:21So what else is new?
45:24Does it help?
45:25For a minute.
45:35What now?
45:40John Boy.
45:42Who?
45:43You know in the Waltons, John Boy?
45:46Yeah.
45:47What about him?
45:50My father came into my room and he didn't know what to say.
45:54And this is, this is right after Buck died.
45:58And he came over and he sat on the bed right next to me, put his arm around my shoulder.
46:02We just sat there.
46:04And I remember I was, I was watching his shoe and thinking, you know, because his shoe was
46:11turned over on its side and I was thinking he's so uptight, it's going to crack off.
46:19And I knew I should have felt something.
46:23But I didn't know what to feel and I, I kept thinking what they say on TV, you know, stuff
46:27like, oh no, and oh my God.
46:31And I, I didn't say them because I didn't feel sad.
46:36So much as.
46:42So much as what?
46:44I don't know.
46:45I, I kept thinking that John Boy would have said something about the way he felt, you know,
46:49something.
46:50What would John Boy have said?
46:54I don't know.
46:57Come on.
47:03Come on.
47:05Come on, what?
47:07Don't hold back.
47:15Well, at least she's an improvement.
47:17She doesn't crack gum in your face.
47:20That's what you get when you let your partner do all the hiring and firing.
47:23Oh, I'm sorry.
47:24That's my fault.
47:25I just can never seem to tell anybody that they're not making it.
47:33Hold it, hold it.
47:33Wait a minute.
47:36That's not the problem.
47:38Where are you?
47:40What?
47:41I've been losing you these days.
47:46Oh, I'm sorry.
47:47That's okay.
47:48That's okay.
47:49You're off the track?
47:51Huh?
47:53Come on.
47:54I've known you for 20 years.
47:56You think I can't tell when something's wrong?
47:58How's Connie?
47:59Connie's okay.
48:03He is.
48:03He's okay.
48:06Look, I'm sorry.
48:07It's none of my business, but I think you worry too much.
48:10I've been on the rack about him long enough.
48:12I know you're making me a habit.
48:14You've got to let him go sometime.
48:15I'm not on the rack about him.
48:18The thing about it is, in a year, he'll be gone.
48:21Off to Michigan or Harvard or wherever in the hell he gets it in his head that he wants to
48:24go.
48:25Or maybe he'll decide to take a tour of Europe for a year and not even go to school at
48:29all.
48:30Who knows?
48:31Well, I can't argue with who knows.
48:34I'm just trying to give you the benefit of my experience.
48:37Thanks.
48:39You know, with Valerie, it's more than her living away from home.
48:42She's gone, got her own friends, her own life.
48:46She breezes in for a couple of days on vacations.
48:52I don't know.
48:52Maybe girls are different.
48:55Or maybe she was just too aware of what was happening between Nance and me.
49:00But they leave.
49:01And all that worrying doesn't amount to a hill of crap.
49:04It's just wasted energy.
49:12Bucky, give me back my sweater.
49:14Come on, I'll try a sweater.
49:16The hell it is.
49:17Possession's not a thing.
49:18Dad, what's possession?
49:19Possession's going to get your thick head broke.
49:21Now, can it kill me?
49:22I can.
49:23It's already on me.
49:24Take it off.
49:24Hang on.
49:25Whose sweater is it?
49:26It's my sweater.
49:27Okay, all right.
49:28I'll give it back to you.
49:29As long as you give me back my hockey stick and my skis.
49:32All right.
49:32Is that fair?
49:36Conrad!
49:38Conrad!
49:39What is it?
49:40Watch your back.
49:41Right foot.
49:43Cuts are vertical.
49:44Really meant business.
49:45Get him to clear the driveway.
49:47Let's go.
49:48Lake Forest is next.
49:50Lake Forest.
50:16Lake Forest.
50:16legends.
50:21All right, come on.
50:23At least he's not.
50:25Broken leg.
50:26Hang on.
50:26Let's keep him.
50:27Real it is.
50:28Just get five bucks.
50:48what is it you want i don't know what else to do for you i'm not asking you to do
50:54anything
50:55you've got to be kidding me see i i don't get it
50:59i excuse you from practice twice a week so you see some strength i work with you every damn night
51:05at your convenience now what the hell more am i supposed to be doing for you nothing
51:11a bright kid like you everything going for see i i don't get it why do you want to keep
51:18messing
51:18up your life i don't think that that quitting swimming will mess up my life i really don't
51:32okay okay now this is it yeah you're a big kid now actions have consequences
51:40okay i'm not taking you back again you remember that i won't ask you to
52:07what happened hey you all right yeah silence says you quit the swim team yeah
52:14why i don't know i felt like it was a bore that's not a real reason well that's the way
52:19it is
52:20so what's going on what happened nothing connie come on talk to me nothing this woman's a bore that's
52:25all well listen i talked yeah well quit talking to people okay holy shit yeah sure fuck you jared
52:38shut up whatever something's here leave it alone i told you the guy's a flake
52:50so what did your dad say about it i haven't told him yet how come
52:56i don't know the timing isn't right you know he sweats everything so much he'll just
53:01get worried about it can you tell your mother my mother my mother and i don't connect don't
53:06you listen i've told you that what do people have in common with mothers anyway it's all
53:11surface junk you know clean your room brush your teeth get good grades
53:16hey look i i'm just wasting money today i'm not gonna feel anything all right i'm sorry
53:23no sorry's out come on something's on your mind what time is it no no no don't mind the time
53:29it's time it's time look remember the contract control well maybe there's some connection between
53:36control and uh well what do we call it the lack of feeling i said i feel things when
53:42come on
53:47when sometimes i don't know come on jared i thought you didn't like to fool her i don't i'm not
53:50i don't like to play games do you i don't so what do you want i'll tell you what i
53:54want i want you
53:54to leave i don't know out there on the table with the magazines okay yeah and if i don't have
53:58an answer
53:58you want me to make one up yeah that'd be nice make one up right now about how there's no
54:01feelings
54:01in there no house i said i have feelings oh now you haven't now you don't get it together jared
54:06but why are you hassling me huh why are you trying to make me mad are you mad no oh
54:09cut the shit you're
54:10mad you're mad as hell you don't like being pushed so why don't you do something about what
54:14tell me to fuck off i don't know fuck off no i can't i can't do this why not can't
54:19no i can't do
54:20this no it takes too much energy to get mad you know how much energy it takes to hold it
54:24back
54:24when i let myself feel all i feel is lousy oh i beg your pardon i never promised you a
54:30rose garden
54:31fuck you burger what fuck you yeah fuck you that's it jesus you're really weird what about you what do
54:38you feel huh do you jack off or jerk off or whatever you call it what do you think what
54:42do i think i think
54:43you're married to a fat lady and you go home and you fuck the living daylights out of her sounds
54:47good
55:01to me a little advice about feeling kiddo don't expect it always to tickle
55:11mother do you know how to aim that thing i'm not pleased to be quiet i have to come on
55:14dad
55:14be quiet be quiet smile okay good okay now i want to take the three young ones dad when you
55:26get out of
55:26there oh come on you get out of there and be quiet be quiet be quiet conrad where are you
55:33connie
55:33over in the middle between your mother and father that's great that's great now all right smile
55:38you know you're taller than your mother is really that's wonderful all right smile hold it yes
55:44hold it level wonderful okay now i want to take cal and best okay great sure go on oh come
55:52on you
55:53can do better than that oh honey honey come here i want to take a picture of connie and his
55:57mother
55:58no i'll tell you what let's get the three men in there and i'll take a picture of you
56:02connie move in a little closer to your mother okay prize winner yeah that's great portrait that is
56:08great do it page one lake forester isn't it mother yes it's marvelous i love it yeah sure
56:13didn't call calvin hold it connie smile calvin just a second smile calvin give me the camera no i didn't
56:22get it yet beth come on give me the camera dad give me the camera i want a really good
56:25picture of
56:26the two of you okay no but i really want to get a shot of the three of you men
56:30give me the camera
56:31calvin not until i get a picture of the two of you cal hang on a second give her the
56:35goddamn camera
56:54smile smile who's hungry i'll make the sandwiches i'll take it
57:06smile you know i want to eat it something that's great that's great and fun
57:09i think now is it what happens it sounds so camping can't fit myself if we die
57:11that's great and this was bedrocklin
57:16i think that's quite okay
57:22if we you know the rest of the work that's hot
57:24it was dark on that road
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