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Clearing My Name - FULL EP 2026
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00:00Ten years ago, the Hudson River Bridge 1 was responsible for building collapsed, causing mass casualties.
00:07My parents screamed that I was a murderer and cut off all ties with me.
00:11The victims' families doused me in gasoline, ready to die alongside me.
00:15And so, I spent ten years in prison.
00:18After my release, I changed my name, found a coffee shop in a small upstate New York town, and became
00:24a barista.
00:25Life was quiet, peaceful.
00:27Just when I thought it would stay that way forever, my ex-husband, Silas Sterling, came looking for me.
00:33The architectural firm he'd founded had long since gone public.
00:36He was at the peak of everything.
00:38The reporters swarming around him turned all their cameras on me.
00:42Mr. Sterling has been engaged for ten years but never married.
00:45Has he been waiting for you this whole time?
00:47I let out a cold laugh.
00:48What they didn't know was that ten years ago, it was Silas Sterling himself
00:53who let his little mistress infiltrate the construction crew to pocket kickbacks.
00:58And when everything fell apart, he made me take the fall.
01:01Hello.
01:01Under the blaze of camera flashes, Silas Sterling's face remained cold and composed.
01:07Welcome to my humble cafe, Mr. Silas.
01:10Can I get a picture?
01:11My daughter's gonna lose her mind.
01:13Please?
01:15When he noticed I hadn't moved, he turned and called out to me specifically.
01:19Alara, come take a photo with Mr. Sterling.
01:21He's the youngest CEO in the world.
01:23A photo with him will bring so much traffic to the shop and I'll give you a raise.
01:26The moment my boss called out, my hands froze over the cup I was washing.
01:31Miss Vance!
01:32So you've been hiding here in a coffee shop!
01:34You were once a world-renowned genius architect.
01:37Doesn't it feel like a fall from grace washing cups like this?
01:40We've heard your ex-husband has been waiting for you all these years, postponing his wedding again and again.
01:44What do you make of that?
01:46I ignored the microphones practically jabbing at my face and kept my hands busy with work.
01:50But the cup in my grip was trembling badly.
01:53I knew Silas Sterling's methods.
01:55I didn't believe for one second he had any deep feelings for me.
01:58I stayed on guard.
02:00The standoff dragged on until Silas stepped in front of me and blocked the cameras with his body.
02:05What happens today is between me and my former wife.
02:07We won't be taking any interviews.
02:09Please clear the area.
02:10Then he turned to look at me, his gaze deep and unreadable.
02:13Allura.
02:17It's been a long time.
02:18After so many years hearing his voice again, I couldn't stop my hand from jerking.
02:36How are you always so careless?
02:38I pulled my hand back immediately and turned to my boss with repeated apologies.
02:42I'm so sorry.
02:43I'll clean it up myself and please deduct the cost of the cup from my wages.
02:48Before my boss could even recover from the shock, a bright female voice floated in from the doorway.
02:53Simus, what are you doing here?
02:56You left without a word.
02:59Mom, Dad, and I were so worried about you.
03:01I looked toward the voice.
03:03A woman walked in from the doorway, smiling softly, naturally taking Silas' hand and pressing a light kiss to the
03:10corner of his lips.
03:11She was the true culprit behind the Hudson River bridge collapse ten years ago.
03:16She was also Silas Sterling's current fiancée, Ivy Thorne.
03:21And behind her, the very people who had cut me off ten years ago, my own parents.
03:27Ivy's gaze swept over to me.
03:30She smiled, cold and contemptuous.
03:33Mrs. Vance, the great architect.
03:35It's been a long time.
03:37Oh, by the way, your parents have officially taken me in as their adopted daughter.
03:42I suppose I should be calling you Big Sister.
03:46I glanced past her at my parents.
03:48They had aged so much.
03:50Compared to ten years ago, their backs were bent, their hair completely white.
03:55A fine, dense pain bloomed in my chest all at once.
03:59I wondered what they would think if they knew that the daughter they had taken in was the very person
04:05who had put their real daughter away.
04:07We only have one daughter, and it's Ivy.
04:09A woman who threw away human lives for a little money.
04:12Looking at her turns my stomach.
04:14Silas, why would you come looking for someone like this?
04:17This kind of scum.
04:18Better if she just died out there.
04:19The moment my parents spoke, everyone in the shop, including my boss, turned to look at me with strange expressions.
04:26I turned my face away.
04:28I forced the pain down and refused to meet my parents' eyes.
04:33Don't blame her parents.
04:35What happened back then was a devastating blow to them.
04:38He reached into his jacket and produced a gold-trimmed business card, holding it out to me.
04:44I owe you more than I can repay.
04:46Call me anytime you need anything.
04:47I didn't refuse Silas' card.
04:50Or rather, I accepted it the way I would a card from any ordinary customer, politely, and then set it
04:57down to the side without another look.
04:59I didn't believe Silas had sought me out on purpose, and I had no intention of ever seeing him again.
05:05Then, three days later, my boss called, and his voice was thick with discomfort.
05:10Laura, I'm really sorry.
05:13I had no idea you had such a distinguished background.
05:17Someone like you making coffee in a little shop like mine, it was never a good fit.
05:23I've counted this month as full attendance, and your wages will be in your account shortly.
05:30Take tomorrow off.
05:31You don't need to come in.
05:33He hung up before I could get a word out.
05:35I tried to call back.
05:37He had already blocked my number.
05:38A text arrived seconds later.
05:41My wages had been deposited.
05:42$4,500.
05:44The extra $1,000 is my apology.
05:47Our little shop can't handle this kind of attention.
05:50I'm begging you.
05:52Please don't come back.
05:54My stomach dropped.
05:56I already had a feeling this was Silas' doing.
05:59Sure enough, his call came through moments later.
06:03Laura.
06:04I know I can't overturn the verdict for what happened back then, and I hope you can understand
06:10that.
06:10But I will make it up to you in every other way.
06:13The barista work was too hard for you.
06:15I've already handled that.
06:18I've also purchased a house for you in the city, and Ivy is still young, not as experienced
06:25with the more complex blueprints.
06:27If you could help guide her, I'll pay you $200,000 a month.
06:31My fists clenched so hard my knuckles cracked.
06:35Won what grounds?
06:36On what grounds did he push me into the abyss himself?
06:40Let everyone in the world condemn me, strip me of everyone who ever cared for me, and then
06:45waltz back in as my savior, and tear apart the quiet life I'd rebuilt?
06:50On what grounds did he presume to arrange everything for me, as though I had no say?
06:56Help Ivy Thorne?
06:58That was nothing but wanting me to be her shadow, her ghostwriter, her invisible hand.
07:03The thought made me sick to my stomach.
07:05I forced my feelings down, spoke through gritted teeth.
07:10Thank you for your kind offer, Mr. Sterling.
07:12But I have my own life now.
07:14Please don't interfere with it again.
07:16There was a long silence on the other end.
07:18Then, Silas spoke.
07:20Alara, don't be stubborn.
07:21A proud talent like you, you're only ever truly happy when you're working on blueprints.
07:26I'm securing your livelihood and giving your gift a place to breathe.
07:30What exactly are you dissatisfied with?
07:33And if you insist on saving face and refusing, I have other options.
07:40He hung up.
07:42A quiet dread settled in my chest.
07:44By that afternoon, I understood exactly what his other options were.
07:49With my coffee shop job gone, I spent the day walking all over town looking for work.
07:55But no matter where I went, no matter how desperately they were hiring, the moment I walked in, everyone was
08:01perfectly polite, and everyone refused to let me work.
08:05Eventually, with nowhere left to try, I made my way back to my rented room.
08:10But at the gate, I found my landlady waiting for me.
08:13Mrs. Kowalski was a wonderful woman.
08:16When I'd first arrived with almost nothing, she had waived a full month's rent, and whenever she cooked something good,
08:22she always brought a bowl to my door.
08:24But now she stood at the entrance, eyes red-rimmed.
08:27Ilada, you're finally back!
08:29I'm so sorry.
08:31I can't rent to you anymore.
08:34Please don't be angry with me.
08:36I have no choice.
08:38There's someone powerful in town now.
08:40If I keep renting to you, my daughter, she works in the city, they'll, they'll...
08:45She couldn't finish the sentence.
08:47She started crying.
08:49I packed my things that same night and moved out.
08:51This, I thought, is what Silas calls compensation.
08:55Burn down everything I have, then offer me the ashes with a gracious hand.
09:00The day I moved out of my rented room, Silas appeared in my small upstate town.
09:05He was thinner than he'd been a few days ago, dark circles heavy under his eyes, like a man who
09:10hadn't slept.
09:11He had brought a moving company.
09:12He directed them to carry my things with a naturalness that made my skin crawl, as though we hadn't divorced
09:18at all,
09:19as though he were simply a husband coming to bring his wife home.
09:22At the new house, he poured me a glass of honey water.
09:25You've always been prone to tension.
09:27This will help you relax.
09:29I took the glass from him in silence.
09:31I took a small sip.
09:33I set the glass down and spoke.
09:36What happened before is in the past.
09:38If you truly wanted to make it right, you wouldn't have appeared at all.
09:41You would have stayed away.
09:44Allura, stop making a scene.
09:46I know you're not satisfied.
09:48But this is only the beginning.
09:50I'll find someone else to shoulder the blame.
09:55Then, step by step, I'll help restore your reputation.
09:59I know you don't like Ivy.
10:01I'll make sure she keeps a lower profile.
10:03Rest for now.
10:04His tone was gentle, but the meaning was unmistakable.
10:07You don't get to resist.
10:08He wanted me held firmly in his hands.
10:14Silas!
10:15I heard Mrs. Vance had arrived.
10:18Why didn't you call me?
10:22Although Mrs. Vance made serious mistake then,
10:25everyone still needs to live their life.
10:33I hope she takes this as a lesson and becomes a better person going forward.
10:38Ivy, the one who had actually done everything wrong,
10:40said all of this in front of the cameras without a trace of shame.
10:43This is just a small gesture from me.
10:46You're a senior in the field, and you're my fiancé's former wife.
10:51Please, don't refuse.
10:53If you ever have any difficulties, just say the word.
11:01But that afternoon, the news had spread across every platform in the city.
11:05Killer back in high society.
11:07Can the victims ever rest?
11:08And I, once again, was pushed to the center of the storm,
11:11felted from all sides.
11:12No!
11:12No!
11:14No!
11:14No!
11:15No!
11:16No!
11:20No!
11:20I thought it was intentional.
11:22Ivy had leaked my address to the public.
11:26After that, victims' families and furious protesters gathered outside my door every day.
11:32Three days later, my parents arrived.
11:34It was the first time in ten years they had come looking for me on their own.
11:42Mom!
11:42Dad!
11:43You're here!
11:44Come in.
11:44Have some water.
11:45We wouldn't dare drink the water of a murderer.
11:49Alana, what you did back then, we truly cannot forgive you.
11:56You can't keep making mistake after mistake.
12:00We're begging you.
12:03Ivy genuinely loves Silas.
12:05You're already divorced.
12:07Stop clinging to him.
12:09Ivy is a good girl, and it's not her place to say this.
12:12So we came to say it ourselves.
12:17If you keep refusing, don't blame us for finding other ways to make you go.
12:23That same gentle voice that had once sung me lullabies and coaxed me to sleep night after night.
12:28Now every word carried the edge of a threat, driving into my heart like the tip of a blade,
12:33one cut at a time.
12:34Mom!
12:35Dad, did you never believe me?
12:37Not even once?
12:42You wretch!
12:43Even now you dare slander Ivy?
12:45He rushed over in a panic, trying to intervene.
12:48But at that moment, his phone rang.
12:50His assistant.
12:52Mr. Sterling, it's bad.
12:54Mrs. Thone got drunk.
12:55She's at the hospital getting a shot to sober up.
12:57The moment they heard that, Silas and both my parents went pale with alarm.
13:03All three of them turned and piled into the car.
13:06And I laughed.
13:07I watched their retreating figures.
13:09The tears came with the laughter.
13:12Whether they were threatening me or pretending to care for me, no matter how much pain I was in.
13:16None of it compared to Ivy Thorne crooking her finger.
13:18After all, ten years had taught me one clear lesson.
13:22I could not afford to have expectations of my parents or of Silas Sterling.
13:27A group of victims' family members parked behind my location.
13:31They knocked me unconscious with iron rods and took me away.
13:34When I came to, I was inside a burlap sack.
13:37Damn you!
13:38You murderer!
13:39We didn't come after you and you had the nerve to come back!
13:42Give me back my daughter's life!
13:44She was 19!
13:45She just started college!
13:48You animal!
13:51You owe us so many lives.
13:53Cutting you into a thousand pieces wouldn't be enough.
13:59You're in our hands now!
14:00We want blood for blood!
14:0299 blows.
14:04I lost consciousness and was doused awake again and again.
14:11The crazy water closed in from every direction.
14:14The suffocation wrapped around me like a fist.
14:18Just as long as my hands are closed around me.
14:26Mom, Dad, don't worry.
14:29I've looked into these families.
14:31They're all ordinary, decent people.
14:33They won't do anything seriously harmful to Alara.
14:36If anything, a good scare might make her go into hiding and protect herself.
14:41Reassured by those words, Alara's parents had passed along her whereabouts.
14:46The number you dialed is currently switched off.
14:51Something keeps knocking in my chest lately.
14:53Alara hasn't sent any word for days.
14:56Should we go look for her?
14:57Maybe call the police?
14:58Look for her?
14:59Call the police?
15:00Wasting resources to protect that creature?
15:03Huh.
15:04That's ridiculous.
15:05No news is better, isn't it?
15:06A troublemaker like her, if she's dead, that's one less burden on the world.
15:11Silas Sterling was just as uneasy.
15:13I knew it.
15:14You still can't let go of that ex-wife of yours.
15:16If that's how it is, why did you come to me at all?
15:19For three consecutive days, every time he tried to go find Alara, Ivy stopped him.
15:25While Ivy wasn't around, he slipped away and headed straight for the house.
15:28When he arrived, all he found was an empty house.
15:31And Alara's parents, standing there, faces tight with the same wordless dread.
15:36The three of them greeted each other with a nod.
15:39And without discussion, began searching.
15:41It must be Alara.
15:43She's come back.
15:48You are...
15:50Officers, did Alaxas cause trouble again?
15:52If she's hurt someone again, you can shoot her on the spot.
15:55I have no daughter.
15:57We're here to speak with Mrs. Vand's parents and former husband regarding the circumstances of her case.
16:02Miss Alara Vand is very likely deceased.
16:05The individuals responsible have been apprehended.
16:07We are doing everything in our power to locate her remains.
16:10We ask that you please accept our condolences.
16:12Mother swayed and nearly collapsed.
16:15Silas stared at the officer in disbelief, tears spilling down his face before he could stop them.
16:22They guided him and Alara's parents...
16:26Our loved ones were killed by your daughter!
16:29Taking her out was justice!
16:31You told us where she was.
16:33Wasn't that what you wanted?
16:35Her own parents gave us her location.
16:37They're not pressing charges.
16:38On what grounds are you arresting us?
16:40Whatever wrong was done to you, the law will decide your remedy.
16:44Vigilante justice is never acceptable.
16:46Killing is a crime.
16:48Full stop!
16:49Whatever came after that, neither Alara's parents nor Silas could hear a single word.
16:54She was your own daughter!
16:55Even a tiger won't devour its cubs!
16:58How could you do something like this?
17:01No!
17:02We didn't know this would happen!
17:04It was Ivy!
17:05Ivy said these people would only scare her, that Alara would go into hiding to protect herself!
17:09The name Ivy Thorn cracked through Silas' mind like a bolt of lightning.
17:15Ivy.
17:17It was Ivy again!
17:19She must have planned all of this from the beginning.
17:21No wonder she had worked so hard to keep him away.
17:24Silas' face darkened to something terrifying.
17:28Alara's parents were reeling too.
17:29Now that they thought back, Ivy's behavior had been strange all along.
17:34You care that much about that murderer?
17:36Didn't you hate her?
17:38Didn't you love me most?
17:40She's dead?
17:41Isn't that exactly what you wanted?
17:43I can still be your daughter.
17:44I'm still Silas Sterling's fiancé!
17:47Someone like her!
17:48She killed all those people ten years ago!
17:50Getting what she deserved is only natural!
17:59The moment Ivy finished speaking, Silas lunged forward and closed his hand around her throat.
18:05Who told you to do this?
18:06I'm not wrong!
18:08Someone who caused that much damage, after ten years, she's still a pest!
18:13Ivy's words stopped abruptly.
18:15Her face slowly drained of color.
18:17She looked as though something had just surfaced in her memory.
18:21Silas let out a laugh.
18:24I've woken from nightmares countless times, sick with regret over what I did to the person
18:28I loved most, all to protect something like you.
18:32You and I both know the truth.
18:33You were only my mentor's daughter.
18:35My mentor did so much for me, so I sacrificed my own wife to take your punishment.
18:39The real truth of ten years ago.
18:42You, the actual culprit, know it better than anyone!
18:45The words detonated in the room of a bomb.
18:47Then Ilarra's father spoke, his voice barely finding shape.
18:51Silas, what you just said, the one who caused the collapse ten years ago, it wasn't Ilarra?
18:55We wronged her!
18:56And we took in the person who destroyed her and called her our daughter!
19:00Silas lowered his eyes.
19:02He said nothing.
19:03Ilarra's father stumbled.
19:04He fell back into a chair.
19:07Her mother surged forward, raised her hand, and brought it down hard across Silas' face.
19:13His face snapped to one side, but he stood where he was and took it.
19:17I'm sorry.
19:18I'm so sorry.
19:19Her mother didn't accept the apology.
19:22She was silent for a moment.
19:23Then a cry tore out of her, raw and inconsolable.
19:26My daughter!
19:27My daughter!
19:30We took revenge on the wrong person?
19:33When I woke up, I was in a soft bed.
19:35I tried to sit up.
19:37The pain that tore through my body made cold sweat break across my skin instantly.
19:43Don't move.
19:44Lie still and rest.
19:45A gentle male voice came from the doorway.
19:48I turned toward the sound.
19:50A young man in a cotton shirt.
19:52The doctor said you'd wake up around now.
19:55I've been making a fresh bowl every day waiting for you.
19:58And here you are.
20:00You just woke up, nothing too rich yet.
20:02This will do for now.
20:04Once you're better, I'll take you somewhere proper.
20:06He set the bowl on the nightstand as he spoke.
20:08Then, with practiced ease, he adjusted the bed so I could sit up more comfortably, and brought the spoon to
20:13my lips.
20:14I looked at him properly for the first time.
20:16Strong, straight brows.
20:18Warm, expressive eyes.
20:20A small mole just beside his nose.
20:22Perfectly placed.
20:23For some reason I couldn't name, he felt immediately familiar, as though we had known each other for a long
20:29time.
20:30Because of that feeling, I could barely put my guard up.
20:33When he brought the porridge to my lips, I drank it before I even thought to hesitate.
20:38The moment it hit my tongue, I went still.
20:41This taste.
20:42It was the exact taste from my grandmother's house when I was a child.
20:46The porridge she used to make just for me.
20:48I stared at him, and after a long moment,
20:51Who are you?
20:53A shadow of sadness crossed the young man's eyes.
20:58Silly.
21:00Grandma's sweet potato porridge, besides grandma herself, only one person in the world knows the recipe.
21:05You really don't remember?
21:06And then it came back to me all at once.
21:09When I was little, there was a boy who used to play with me all the time.
21:13Because our grandmother was always so busy, he would be the one to look after me.
21:17For a while when my stomach was bad and I could only manage porridge,
21:21he had learned grandma's sweet potato porridge recipe specifically for me.
21:26Julian?
21:32You finally remembered.
21:33It was only then that Julian told me everything.
21:37It turned out that after my parents had taken me to the city,
21:40Julian's own biological parents had found him as well.
21:43His true identity, the lost heir to the Knight family, the wealthiest in the region.
21:48After a whole drama of proving who he really was,
21:51he had taken his rightful place at the head of Knight Technologies.
21:55But he had never forgotten me.
21:57He had never stopped looking for me.
21:59When he saw me become a well-known architect, he felt genuinely happy for me.
22:04But because I had already married Silas, he hadn't wanted to intrude.
22:08Ten years ago, the bridge collapse case.
22:11Everyone thinks you are a murderer.
22:13I never believed you were the murderer.
22:15He had spent years quietly investigating, collecting evidence in the background.
22:19But even by the time I was released, he hadn't found enough.
22:23At the end of it all,
22:23I've been keeping an eye on your movements.
22:26So I was able to detect those people's plot in time and rescue from the river.
22:31But I know this violates your privacy.
22:33Will you be angry with me?
22:34I laughed.
22:36I shook my head.
22:37Thank you, Julian.
22:39I watched the news from the bed.
22:41When I saw Ivy Thorne being led away by police on the television screen, I couldn't quite believe it.
22:48Julian and I looked at each other.
22:50Neither of us had expected that the truth revealed to the world just like that.
22:54In the reporter's cameras, Silas Sterling's face was ashen.
22:58Not a trace remained of the man he once had been.
23:01And my parents, over their own daughter, looked as though every ounce of life had been drained from them.
23:07My father slumped in a chair.
23:09My mother sat beside him, hands pressed over her face.
23:12I lay in bed watching all of it.
23:15There was none of the triumphant satisfaction I might have imagined.
23:18Only a vast emptiness and a tiredness, my former firm released a statement restoring my standing.
23:25Apologies flooded social media.
23:27Countless strangers brought flowers to the cenotaph that had been erected in my name.
23:32Julian watched it all beside me, then turned and asked, brow furrowed,
23:36What are you going to do? Tell everyone you're still alive?
23:39The moment he finished speaking, the faces of my parents and Silas rose up in my mind.
23:44I could already picture exactly what their version of making it up to me would look like.
23:49Their compensation felt like something demonic.
23:51I never wanted to live through that again.
23:53I shook my head.
23:54I gave Julian a small smile.
23:56Julian, let's just call this a rebirth.
24:00No matter how public opinion shifted back in my favor,
24:04no matter how many people came forward to sympathize, to apologize, to demand justice on my behalf,
24:11it all felt like something from a previous life.
24:14Since everyone already believed I was dead, I would give them exactly that.
24:18I stayed with Julian to recover for six months.
24:21He cared for me the way he always had, with quiet, unhesitating attention.
24:26Already the commanding head of night technologies,
24:29and yet he still looked after me exactly the way he had when we were children.
24:34Once I was able to eat normally, he always cooked himself.
24:37Every day he found a new way to prepare something nourishing.
24:41Six months later, I was not only healed, I had gained 10 pounds.
24:46Then spring came again.
24:47Jacaranda blooms opened just outside the window beside my bed.
24:51I stared at them for a long time.
24:53Then I turned to Julian and said,
24:55Julian, let's go somewhere.
24:57We left the city.
24:58Julian arranged his company to run with remote management,
25:02then stepped back and accompanied me as we set out to see the world.
25:05We followed the steps of my favorite poets.
25:08We traced the romantic solitude of Neruda through the coastal landscape of Chile.
25:13We stood in one lock in Paris and tried to guess where the little rabbit had been buried.
25:18We walked through temple gardens in Kyoto
25:20and contemplated the violent beauty of a Japanese master's aesthetic.
25:24I had never imagined, after all those years apart,
25:27that Julian and I would find our interests and our way of seeing the world so completely aligned.
25:33At last we came to England.
25:35Beside the Thames, Julian turned to look at me.
25:37His eyes were full of a nervousness he was trying very hard not to show.
25:42I knew what he was about to say.
25:44I smiled at him and spoke first.
25:46Julian, I think I've fallen for you.
25:48His face went red all the way to his ears.
25:51Then a kiss landed on my lips.
25:53At last, Julian and I opened a small bookshop in England.
25:57The days passed quietly.
25:59Only occasionally did news from back home reach us.
26:02After my death, Silas seemed to become a different person entirely.
26:06He restructured his company with swift, decisive force
26:10and purged everything connected to Ivy Thorne.
26:13And he never gave up looking for me.
26:15The overwhelming weight of what he owed kept him convinced,
26:19with a kind of obsession, that I must still be alive somewhere.
26:23As it turned out, he was right.
26:25On a Christmas Eve, London was buried in heavy snow.
26:28I had closed the shop early and was on my way home to cook Christmas dinner with Julian.
26:34But just as I reached the bottom of our building, I saw a familiar silhouette.
26:38He was standing in the snowfall, as though he intended to become part of it,
26:43still as a statue made of ice.
26:45When he saw me, the gray deadness in his eyes came alive.
26:49He ran to me and grabbed my hands, his whole body trembling.
26:54I knew you weren't dead.
26:56Thank God, you're not dead.
26:57What happened back then was my fault.
27:00I've cleared your name.
27:01Come back with me.
27:02Let's start over.
27:03Please.
27:04He was incoherent, tears breaking through his voice,
27:07more humble than I had ever seen him.
27:10I looked at this man I had once loved deeply, and once hated just as deeply.
27:15My heart was utterly still.
27:17Mr. Sterling, I said, you have the wrong person.
27:21Ilara Vance is dead.
27:23He looked at me with something close to madness in his eyes.
27:27No, please.
27:28I'm begging you.
27:29Let me make it right.
27:30Please.
27:31Make it right?
27:33I gave a cold laugh.
27:34You destroyed my life.
27:36You made everyone abandon me.
27:38You cost me ten years in prison.
27:41When I finally found my way back to a quiet life,
27:44your so-called compensation forced me out of it and nearly killed me.
27:49Silas Sterling, what exactly do you think you still have left to make right?
27:54I turned away, and there was Julian, standing just behind me,
27:59watching with a quiet, steady smile.
28:01I walked forward without a moment's hesitation.
28:04I took Julian's hand.
28:05I didn't look back.
28:07Not even once.
28:08As the sound of Silas breaking down faded behind us.
28:11One week later, my parents appeared at the bottom of our building.
28:15They looked so much older.
28:17Their hair had gone white.
28:18Their faces were full of a timid, beseeching uncertainty.
28:22My mother was holding a thermal bag.
28:24Lotus pastries, she said.
28:26The ones I had loved as a child.
28:28When she saw me, she opened her mouth, but the tears came before any words did.
28:32I looked at them.
28:34The fine, dense ache moved through me again, the way it always had.
28:38Come up for tea, I said.
28:40I turned and led the way.
28:42Julian respected my choices completely.
28:44He helped me prepare the tea, setting a cup in front of each of my parents without a word.
28:49Then he quietly found somewhere else to be.
28:52My father was the first to speak.
28:54Alara, we were wrong.
28:56Come home with us.
28:58I finished my tea in silence.
29:00Then I set the cup down and spoke.
29:02Mom, Dad.
29:04I took a slow breath.
29:06Consider me dead.
29:07This is my home.
29:08I'm not going back.
29:10I don't hate you anymore, but I can't be what I was to you before.
29:14Between us, there are ten years of a wrongful sentence and one life that almost ended.
29:19We are each other's best ending if we simply wish each other well from a distance.
29:24I didn't take the lotus pastries.
29:26They cried for a long time.
29:28In the end, they left, unsteady on their feet, stumbling down the steps.
29:33The snow on the ground below caught the last of the sunset light, small patches of red,
29:37and their shadows stretched long behind them.
29:40I cried anyway.
29:41Silas and my parents never came back.
29:44Only money, from time to time, deposited quietly into my account.
29:48And postcards, occasionally, routed through circuitous paths.
29:52No name signed.
29:53I knew they were from Silas.
29:55I never read them.
29:57I never replied.
29:58I carried each one to the fireplace and watched the flames take it.
30:02Life always moves forward.
30:04Ding!
30:05The wind chime above the door rang.
30:07A customer had come in.
30:09After selling one more book, I lay back in the rocking chair in the courtyard.
30:13Julian handed me a cup of tea and asked,
30:16Any regrets?
30:17I shook my head.
30:19Never.
30:19This bookshop.
30:20And Julian.
30:21This was my new life.
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