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Drowning in His Restraint - Fu|| EP | Romance, Dark Love, Obsessive Love, Drama, Passion - ENGSUB
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00:01mi nombre es Demeter
00:03y me dio mi primer night a mi abuel
00:05me lost mi virginidad before marriage
00:08y suffered from mi in-laws disdain
00:10mi husband Paris went to Athens
00:12to be an archon
00:13I've had a lifetime of hardship
00:15living apart with my husband
00:17when I turned 60
00:18I found a name Paris carved on the family stone tablet
00:21it showed a thriving family
00:23but I couldn't find my name or our children's
00:25he had two wives all along
00:27the one in the city was the real wife
00:29my children and I were just mistresses and bastards
00:31they say a dying person's words are kind
00:34but I was filled with rage
00:35I lay on the bed with my eyes closed
00:37unable to move a finger
00:39I could hear my children crying softly
00:41mom, hold on a little longer
00:43father will be back soon
00:45don't you want to say your last words to him
00:47I struggled to open my eyes
00:48and stared straight out the window
00:54I do want to
00:57I want to ask Paris myself
01:01how dare he treat me like this
01:03memories before I fainted came back
01:06the solemn ancestral hall
01:07the yellowed family stone tablet
01:09names I didn't know
01:11I was married to Paris for 40 years
01:13he was ambitious
01:14he went to Athens to be an archon
01:16serving the people
01:17but Paris' mother
01:18the princess of Troy
01:20was moody and picky
01:22she insisted on staying at the estate
01:24she was sick
01:25and had chased away dozens of maids
01:27Paris was worried
01:28he begged me to care for her
01:30I had to stay
01:31to care for his parents
01:33raise the children
01:34and then help with the grandkids
01:36I stayed for 40 years
01:38I am 60 years old now
01:39I saw Paris' father pass away
01:41and cared for his mother
01:43at my age
01:44being mistreated by my mother-in-law
01:46was rare
01:46thankfully
01:48six months ago
01:49my mother-in-law finally passed
01:50I finally had some peace
01:52I thought I could leave the estate
01:53and go to the city
01:54to be with Paris
01:54but while cleaning the hall
01:56I found the family stone tablet
01:58next to Paris' name
01:59the spot for his wife
02:00had another name
02:01a woman I didn't know
02:02my name wasn't there
02:03neither were my son's
02:04or daughter's names
02:05not my grandkids' names
02:07when I left the hall
02:08I couldn't handle it
02:09I suddenly passed out
02:10when I woke up
02:10I was already dying
02:12I wasn't scared of death
02:13I just felt regret
02:14I felt my body grow light
02:16a sharp cry from my daughter
02:17MOTHER
02:19ended my ridiculous life
02:20I floated in the air
02:21my anger and resentment grew
02:22I looked toward the city
02:23a sudden urge rose in me
02:25since Paris wouldn't come
02:26I want to see for myself
02:28not knowing how long
02:29when I reached Paris' home in Athens
02:30I saw him holding my death notice
02:32a beautiful old woman walked to him
02:34go back and see her
02:36after all you were married
02:38see her off
02:39you can still make it to the funeral
02:42you are my real wife on the tablet
02:45how could she be my wife?
02:46she had it hard
02:47she served your parents
02:49for 40 years
02:50and gave you children
02:51she worked her whole life
02:53without status
02:54died a mistress
02:56how pitiful
02:57I know what I'm doing
02:58everyone has their fate
03:00it was hers
03:01the estate is far
03:04you haven't been well
03:07I can't leave you
03:08the old woman smiled sweetly
03:10and didn't urge him anymore
03:11I watched them cling to each other
03:13my ears were ringing
03:14Paris really had another wife in the city
03:16before I could recover
03:17couples came with young people to pay respects
03:19I floated nearby
03:20watching their happy family
03:22it was a shock
03:22my soul trembled
03:23it was all true
03:24these were his wife and kids
03:25what about me?
03:26what were my children and I?
03:28hidden mistresses and bastards
03:29I was abused for 40 years
03:31cared for her till the end
03:32I lived a lie Paris made
03:34anger and sadness filled me
03:35resentment surged
03:36I lost my mind
03:37Paris lied to me my whole life
03:39my eyes turned red
03:41rage consumed me
03:42why did I work so hard?
03:43why don't good people get good things?
03:45my soul roared
03:47I screamed and charged at them
03:51a chain wrapped around me
03:52dead soul go to the underworld
03:54trying to hurt the living?
03:56you want to be destroyed?
03:58you will be judged
03:59I can't accept this
04:01I was lied to
04:03this isn't fair
04:05Thanatos glared at me
04:08the gods sighed
04:09and took me to a judge
04:10he saw my bloody tears
04:13and my raging spirit
04:14he closed his eyes
04:17I see your life
04:20I'll give you another chance
04:22golden rain fell in the dark underworld
04:24it fell on me
04:25I faded away in the light
04:28I woke up
04:29holding someone
04:30feeling close
04:32the room was a mess
04:33with a heavy scent in the air
04:34I touched the smooth skin
04:36and woke up fully
04:38wine
04:38perfume
04:40bodies intertwined
04:41the one sleeping beside me was Paris
04:43I held my breath
04:44it felt absurd
04:46the anger from my past life remained
04:48scenes flashed in my mind
04:49I knew it wasn't a dream
04:50I had lived a life
04:51and died
04:52pain filled my heart
04:53I covered my eyes
04:54crying silently
04:55if I get a second chance
04:56why not before this happened
04:58why after I lost my virginity to Paris
05:00my past life felt like a dark cloud
05:02emotions overwhelmed me
05:03I beat my chest
05:04feeling deep sorrow
05:05because of that night
05:06I lost my virginity before marriage
05:08I could never hold my head high in that house
05:10a woman without virtue
05:12she should be stoned
05:14if Paris didn't insist
05:16I'd never let you in
05:20mother agreed to let me marry you
05:23but the ceremony will be simple
05:27I don't care
05:31as long as you love me
05:33all my efforts didn't earn her respect
05:35I smiled coldly
05:37in my past life
05:38I only felt shy after that night
05:40but now it seems strange
05:41that I lost control with Paris
05:43now I know
05:44Paris gave me that drug
05:46I got dressed
05:47and went back to my room
05:48my room was in the farthest corner
05:50it was so quiet and cold
05:52I felt a deep sadness
05:53once a rich doctor's daughter
05:55now I was treated like this
05:59years ago
06:00my father was accused of stealing
06:02executed by being thrown off a cliff
06:04when news came
06:05my mother killed herself
06:07I was left alone
06:09the princess of Troy
06:11had a deal with my family
06:12so my mom sent me here
06:14in my past life
06:15I thought I was lucky
06:16to have a good husband
06:18and a kind mother-in-law
06:19now I see the cracks
06:21an orphan with a fortune
06:24they didn't want me
06:25they wanted my money
06:27thinking of my past life
06:29I felt so pathetic
06:30I couldn't stop crying
06:31why was that my fate
06:32I have a second chance
06:34I will change it
06:35why was that my fate
06:36I have a second chance
06:37I will change it
06:38I took a deep breath
06:40and cleaned myself
06:42they must not know
06:43what happened between us
06:45if they knew
06:46they'd have power over me
06:47I'd be forced to marry
06:49or my reputation ruined
06:51but
06:52I felt sad
06:54and touched my belly
06:56in my past life
06:57I got pregnant here
06:59thinking of my kids
07:01my heart ached
07:02they were good
07:03my mother-in-law wouldn't let me go
07:04but they stayed with me
07:06they were always respectful
07:07but even they were called bastards
07:10remembering what I saw
07:11I wiped my tears
07:12and made up my mind
07:13they are my children
07:14no ties to Troy
07:16day was breaking
07:17stars still in the sky
07:19I took my mother's fortune
07:21and left the estate
07:23I registered it all with the court
07:25it was evening when I finished
07:26before I reached the gate
07:28I saw a maid waiting
07:29Miss Demister
07:31you're back
07:33Prince Parse and his mother
07:35waited all day
07:36leaving without a word
07:38it's so rude
07:39I paused at her words
07:41a maid telling me about manners
07:42I was so blind before
07:44to not see my place
07:45I walked through the halls
07:47to the garden that trapped me before
07:49Paris came to me
07:50Demeter where were you?
07:51my parents waited all day
07:53I stood straight
07:55something wrong?
07:56his father scowled
07:57where are your manners?
07:59bow to your elders
08:00so rude
08:02no wonder you're shameful
08:04your parents are gone
08:05no one taught you
08:07but you shame us too
08:10what shame?
08:11I looked at them calmly
08:12what did I do?
08:13I live here
08:15but I pay for everything
08:17the gifts I give cover any rent
08:24they insult me
08:27why do you?
08:31I stared at the marks
08:34Paris, we're to marry
08:35you were with someone
08:37Demister, no
08:38it was you last night
08:42that's a lie
08:43I went to bed early
08:45how could it be me?
08:48don't ruin my name
08:49Paris stumbled
08:50no
08:52no
08:54it can't be
08:58you're a liar
08:59and a coward
09:00I took out a necklace
09:01Paris, you know the deal
09:04I'll let you go
09:06everyone's here
09:07let's make this clear
09:09Paris broke his promise
09:10so the deal is off
09:12from now on
09:13we are nothing
09:14I spoke with anger
09:16what?
09:17thinking of what was to come
09:18I wasn't lying
09:19Demitra, what are you saying?
09:21you deny last night?
09:22Paris was shocked
09:23and now you want to break up?
09:24he couldn't believe it
09:25I told you
09:26I wasn't with you
09:29Paris, you're a liar
09:30my son is a liar
09:32we accept you
09:33and you blame us
09:35I was so angry
09:36why do you say that?
09:38you're killing me
09:39you're so sure
09:41I stepped closer
09:43did you do this to me?
09:46you're so cruel
09:48I'll fight for myself
10:00what will you do?
10:02what will you do?
10:04she stepped back
10:05will you hit me?
10:06I got closer
10:08hit you?
10:10I'll take you to court
10:11you'll go to jail
10:13no
10:13no
10:14no court
10:16yes
10:16court meant jail for all
10:18I have nothing to lose
10:20and she looked guilty
10:21they couldn't handle an investigation
10:22they cared about their image
10:24Paris wanted a clean record
10:26I bet they'd avoid court
10:27fine
10:28no court
10:29we break up
10:31I looked at them calmly
10:33I'm done
10:35we're over
10:36Demitra, is this needed?
10:38Paris looked sad
10:39I made a mistake
10:40it was an accident
10:41I promise it won't happen again
10:43I'll only love you
10:45I looked at him
10:46feeling nothing but contempt
10:47he'd forget me once he was in the city
10:49thinking of my past life
10:51I sneered at him
10:52I don't trust you
10:52you make me sick
10:54you look down on my son?
10:57who are you?
10:58a criminal's daughter
10:59you're not good enough
11:01let me tell you
11:04Paris
11:04will marry a noble
11:06you're not even worthy as a mistress
11:09you're only fit to be a mistress
11:11you're not even worthy as a mistress
11:13you're only fit to be a mistress
11:16night had fallen
11:17I turned to Paris
11:18Paris, this is why
11:21your family are monsters
11:26I took the necklace
11:27and threw it down
11:28it broke
11:29Paris was shocked
11:31his eyes red
11:32Demitra
11:33tears in my eyes
11:35you're just as bad
11:36I slapped him hard
11:38the cruelest thing is a liar
11:41how could he enjoy my care
11:43and lie to me so easily?
11:45the cruelest thing is a liar
11:47how could he enjoy my care
11:49and lie to me so easily?
11:51stop pretending
11:51and
11:52we break up
11:53I want my dowry back
11:55it's filed with the court
11:56everything's recorded
11:57princess of Troy
11:58prepare it for tomorrow
12:00that's a lie
12:02we both know the cost
12:03her voice was sharp
12:05you have no money
12:06what of about three years of rent?
12:08I didn't back down
12:10I know what my mother gave me
12:13I had thought it over
12:14I figured them out
12:15they thought I was beneath him
12:17not good for his future
12:18but they wanted my money
12:19yes
12:20the court took some
12:21but I still had plenty
12:22my mother left me a lot
12:23they wanted the money
12:24without my name
12:25they made a plan
12:25so I'd accept it
12:27a small wedding
12:27take my money
12:28but not put my name on the tablet
12:30I paid for their life
12:31gave them comfort
12:32while Paris was clean
12:34marrying a noble in the city
12:35what a plan
12:36I'm not a child anymore
12:40I'm not stupid
12:41I laughed
12:42and walked out
12:44early next day
12:45I checked my things
12:46Damione
12:47where will you go?
12:49how will you live?
12:52I'll live better without you
12:54Paris
12:55you thought I had nowhere to go
12:57you thought I'd stay
12:59but I have hands
13:00and money
13:02I can live anywhere
13:05I laughed
13:06I finished checking
13:07put the list away
13:09I'll open a shop
13:11carry on my father's work
13:20impossible
13:20Paris was shocked
13:21you don't know medicine
13:23how can you
13:24I can't
13:26I cut him off
13:27who says I don't
13:28it's why his parents
13:28live so long
13:29I gave them my heart
13:30this time
13:31I won't waste my money on them
13:33let's see how long they live
13:34I'll open it in the city
13:36I packed my bags
13:37I'll clear my father's name
13:38and laughed
13:39Paris
13:40let's see
13:41what my life will be
13:43away from this place
13:44life in the city is hard
13:46but it's wide and free
13:50I sold what I could
13:51turned it into gold
13:52I trust no one but myself
13:55money is safer in my hands
13:57I prepared
13:58and went to the city
14:00I never made it here before
14:01they said I didn't belong
14:03that it was my fate
14:04but I came myself
14:05I rode into the city
14:08I need to fix a house
14:09buy herbs
14:10so much to do
14:11I counted in my head
14:13clearing my father's name
14:15is hardest
14:16but I have hope
14:17clearing my father's name
14:19is hardest
14:20but I have hope
14:22I know he was innocent
14:23before Prince Hephaestus died
14:25he reopened old cases
14:27my father's was one
14:29the old king wanted eternal life
14:31he bought rare herbs
14:33it was a secret
14:35but he spent too much
14:37he owed money
14:38corrupt officials took advantage
14:39they killed merchants
14:41took their wealth
14:42when they cleared his name
14:43I was middle-aged
14:44caring for the estate
14:45old and young
14:46I couldn't help my family
14:48my in-laws wouldn't let me
14:50a married woman
14:51working?
14:52you'd shame your family
14:55one line stopped me
14:56I smiled bitterly
14:58calling myself a fool
14:59I looked down again
15:00then heard a shout
15:01horses and people
15:02Mr. Miter
15:03someone's here
15:04I rushed out
15:05it was dark
15:06I was going to a village
15:07then I found someone in the grass
15:09I looked closer
15:10it was Prince Hephaestus
15:11a powerful man in my past life
15:13now bloody and pale
15:15I had him put in the carriage
15:16I'm a healer
15:17and he helped my father
15:18he cleared our name
15:19he was my benefactor
15:20I'd need him again
15:21how could I ignore him
15:22I reached for his clothes
15:23he woke up fast
15:24who sent you?
15:26I was scared
15:27and tore his shirt
15:29the door opened
15:30we both turned
15:32found a place to stay
15:34you two are close
15:37yes
15:38we're married
15:39my husband's hurt
15:41can we get hot water?
15:43I'll treat him
15:44Hephaestus looked mad
15:45he tried to speak
15:46but I pressed a spot
15:47he fell
15:47staring at me in shock
15:49before he passed out
15:50thank you saving me
15:52he woke up a day later
15:53the carriage moved
15:54toward the city
15:54he looked at me
15:55I saw him watching me
15:56and smiled inside
15:57don't worry about rumors
15:59it was an emergency
16:02forgive me
16:03he looked sharp
16:05how do you know me?
16:06I pointed to his ring
16:07he felt awkward
16:10sorry
16:12it's strange
16:13he thought for a bit
16:15why did you save me?
16:17no one saved me before
16:19of course not
16:20I wasn't here
16:22I answered without thinking
16:23we looked at each other
16:25one sitting
16:26one lying down
16:28our eyes grew wide
16:30we were both reborn
16:32in my past life
16:33I was found the next day
16:35I was so stupid
16:37lied to my whole life
16:40died in that place
16:41no point hiding it
16:42I told him everything
16:42you're a just man
16:44you cleared my father's name
16:46and now I saved you
16:47he looked at me
16:48you don't want me
16:50to be your baby's father
16:51do you?
16:52what?
16:52I stared at him
16:53why would he think that?
16:54I know my place
16:54I was embarrassed
16:55I'd never claim that
16:56that's crazy
16:57even if I needed a father
16:58I wouldn't pick a prince
16:59that's royal blood
17:00I want you to clear his name
17:02I knelt
17:03I want my family back
17:05his name is important
17:06he was quiet
17:07then nodded
17:08it's not the best time
17:11but you saved me
17:13I'll do it
17:14I smiled and thanked him
17:15thank you
17:16but
17:16he glanced at me
17:17twins you said
17:18you'll show soon
17:20my heart sank
17:22I shook my head
17:23one step at a time
17:27my injury needs care
17:30I'll need your help
17:32he looked relaxed
17:33if you ask
17:36I can help you
17:37help me?
17:38how could he help?
17:39I was confused
17:40but didn't ask
17:41we reached the city
17:42my father's shop was okay
17:44I cleaned it
17:45and moved in
17:46he kept his word
17:47he gathered proof
17:48to clear my father
17:49but from his words
17:50I saw the danger
17:52the old king
17:53made mistakes
17:54many were wronged
17:56these cases hurt his name
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