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00:06let's do a quick recap shall we igway struggled with whether to reveal his second choice to
00:11shekinah while alvin finally addressed that lingering of what could have been connection
00:16with her and trust us that story isn't over yet bolster tried to make peace with hilda after a
00:22wild night and queen latifah set clear boundaries with ken and toria no confusion allowed then came
00:29the big moment coupling up for the rest of their state after the choices were made igway henry
00:35bosa shekinah and hilda were left standing igway reassured shekinah but hilda had the toughest
00:43decision henry or bosa in the end henry had no one to couple up with and had to exit the
00:49love pad
00:57hilda broke down clearly shaking by her choice
01:00i cried because i felt he staying or leaving was up to me and it was sad i mean he
01:14was one of my the
01:14closest guys to me in this place if you make one more mistake i swear to god fuck our backs
01:23will need
01:24to speak i'm not even gonna joke about that
01:33i don't regret speaking bosa because i think if i had picked henry he would still be in this house
01:42chasing the girls he had always been chasing so i needed somebody in here that would chase me
01:51you picked me twice today but the reason why they're picking up igway was because
01:56you didn't pick them you didn't pick no i didn't pick it who did you pick i picked someone else
02:01what is the song now don't worry bye bye we still find out now whatever well you find out you
02:06find
02:06out if shekinah is available right now and i'm available i still won't pursue it just because
02:12she had something with my friend so if that wasn't the case and we are not the case yeah of
02:19course i
02:19would pursue it and see it to the end he's a kind of person that doesn't know how to make
02:24things very
02:25obvious that knows how to really hide stuff and even today from the conversations he had mentioned
02:30that the only reason why he might not be able to expose his connections because of the friendship
02:37that him and igway has i know that's not friendship it's more like being an author but they can't
02:42pretend how they like yeah so it's like one of the friendship that they have and doesn't want
02:46drama because one is a drama person because we're here yes i'm only having this conversation with you
02:51because i've come to realize that oh somehow these feelings were unaddressed and they still lingered and
02:57i owe you that explanation so when i was with victoria i didn't feel like i owed any explanation because
03:03i didn't feel like that way i didn't feel that way at all today he thought he was going to
03:08end
03:08not even end but sort of sort of tells me what he felt for her that he wasn't like this
03:13and he
03:14didn't want to lead her on right because his heart is still somewhere else he said he was going to
03:19tell her that which i didn't ask him to but he said that's what he's going to do so i'm
03:23like whatever
03:24man she chose me tonight i knew she was going to choose me even after i watched that that was
03:27my
03:28opportunity to just choose her if i really wanted this but no i did not
03:56i have had other connections with somebody else and then there was me talking to you and all that
04:01but it's still lingered it's been this long and they are still there of course you would consider
04:10strong maybe within the four walls of this house maybe when i'm out most likely when i'm back to the
04:19real world i wouldn't because seeing them would be almost impossible i wouldn't want to extend that
04:37meanwhile one small jacket cost big wahala for chickena's ship i'm not sharing about each other
04:43right now because i i feel sort of disrespected because of um something that happened she actually
04:53picked a jacket from alvin i feel like she would have spoken to me and i would have even provided
04:59that for
05:00um i feel it's kind of disrespected
05:13kenna doesn't please remember the last drama with timmy messy
05:18i think that i'm the kind of person where before i came into the ship i spent like five plus
05:23years
05:23three years ago i know how to be alone i know how to um step out of something that isn't
05:28working
05:28for me and not feel like oh my god this is all i have i've never had a connection like
05:33this
05:33i'm like what i am personally look those thoughts are not going through my mind thoughts going through my
05:37mind are what if i had like what if this person hadn't shown me this side of him until i
05:43get to
05:43someone like a guru where i don't know anyone now no he leaves me stranded he puts me up on
05:48a safe
05:48situation just despite me ah yeah what is what is what is bad is bad let's not let's not sugar
05:55coat
05:56it what's what is bad is bad she wait she wait she we actually only should i not see what's
06:18the
06:20what's the problem i mean i'm a big one because look at this so awkward for what
06:34you just come across emotional and insecure
06:42I don't think I've been done already.
06:44Follow it up as a normal human being.
06:46I mean, go f*** with my feelings now.
06:50Don't do like I don't have feelings.
06:52Like I'm not entitled to.
06:53Yeah, we understand.
06:56Like you're crazy.
06:57That's gaslighting now.
06:59Like mad.
07:00Ah.
07:05I was open.
07:06I was open.
07:07I was open.
07:08I was open.
07:08I was open.
07:09I was open.
07:13I was open.
07:14I was open.
07:16I was open.
07:17Morning.
07:23Mmm.
07:33Weird for that.
07:36Obviously, I didn't sleep here.
07:37I was trying to act like oblivious to what you said.
07:40Didn't acknowledge it.
07:42Tried to give me a handshake.
07:44Why are you acting weird?
07:46And now I've disappeared.
07:48Yeah, because what's wrong with you?
07:50You're weird.
07:52That's the first thing you have to say to me.
07:54You didn't sleep here.
07:55And then you're looking at me.
07:57Come on.
07:57It's ten-handed.
07:58I'm not even the first person you greeted.
08:01And you greet me like I'm one of your guys.
08:04Oh?
08:08Funny thing, you have told her before that it's hard to somewhere else with someone else that it was paired
08:12with her first.
08:13But you never told her the name of the person.
08:15So, in that time, when we did the girls seem to view that thing, that's when she found out it
08:19was me.
08:19She was so sad.
08:20Yeah, she told me.
08:24She was really down about that.
08:25Because I knew that she likes him.
08:27She had a dozen.
08:28She really likes him.
08:30I'll be asking questions.
08:32To answer my question.
08:35So, what do you mean?
08:36I mean what I mean.
08:37Answer.
08:39Did I ever say I like you?
08:41Did you ever say you like me?
08:44I mean for me to be crashing out the ground, crashing out.
08:47I say, hey.
08:48Hey, hey, hey.
08:49See what is the problem?
08:51I think what he wants.
08:51What he did was always a kiss for kids.
08:53I feel like what he wants is not yet.
08:55What I feel is not likeness.
08:56It's not you that will tell me what I feel.
08:58It is not likeness.
09:00There is a connection that was supposed to be explored.
09:02And it ended very quickly.
09:04Yeah.
09:05It didn't get to be explored.
09:05It was just somehow.
09:06Very, very somehow.
09:08So, I'm not blind.
09:10I know when a man is around you and is acting like, yes, I like you.
09:16I know.
09:17I see those signs.
09:18So, I'm not blind.
09:19I'm not dumb.
09:20So, I'm not nine years old that you will be deceiving like that.
09:24So, I'm saying what I'm saying.
09:26I'm hearing what I'm hearing.
09:27But you are twisting your words.
09:29I had to clarify myself.
09:30See, in case there's two people that you are becoming friends with now come and tell
09:33you because she kind of like, it's a f***ing lie.
09:36And to think that I ever said anything to your back, I will not say what I don't, what
09:39I say to your back that I cannot say to your face.
09:42You know, say this, this, this lady picked you yesterday.
09:47She kind of.
09:48Yeah.
09:48I didn't know that.
09:50I just want to know like, do you think there's a world where you might have picked
09:55her?
09:55A world where you're not unique?
09:57Yes, I would have picked her.
09:58You know.
09:59I give you my word.
10:00I said I wasn't going to interfere with what you have going on with Chicana.
10:05And the reason why I didn't, you know, communicate this for me still having feelings for hours
10:11because of, I didn't know how you're going to take it.
10:14I don't want you to see it as me trying to still put head in the situation.
10:19So it was something that just kind of grew on me.
10:21That's when I realized that I'm a looky here.
10:23Even though we didn't get to explore anything, I still feel like I like the baby.
10:27You know, removing this area of crashing out on, you know, responding to everything.
10:34She's a very chill babe.
10:35And that's when the feeling is now kind of like graduated.
10:38So, you know, still by being strong enough to still be there.
10:41All I want to find out is if there's actually something there that could actually disturb what I have.
10:50Am I going to chase Chicana? No.
10:53Why not going to chase her? Is it like a respect thing?
10:55I think it's actually one is respect to the bro code, bro.
10:58Like you're on it. I'm not going to be on it.
11:00That's what it is.
11:01Sione is already like in the picture right now.
11:04And I don't want her to think that she was a rebound, you know, or she was holding space for
11:10Chicana.
11:11Do you understand me? Because you are with Chicana, I'm just using her to wait till something happens
11:16before I just trash her and then jump into anything we should kind of still like.
11:20So, supposing something should happen, let's say, like, me and her, we fight and we drift apart.
11:26Is it likely that we are going to explore that?
11:30In this house?
11:31Yeah, in this house now.
11:32No.
11:34I just wanted to just be sure that there's nothing there.
11:37But it seems like there's something there, but just have to respect.
11:40Yes, sir.
11:41Like we all watched the video yesterday.
11:43Like I said.
11:44Yeah, it was actually very touchy.
11:45Now why are they scared?
11:47I don't want to lie to you.
11:48Like, watching that video, I think people have to pick this babe, man.
11:54Like, and I can't talk rubbish.
11:56Like, I can't talk rubbish.
12:01Like, bro, like, what world is the person that you are with saying this?
12:05And the people that you are with, you are not with, now making you now feel more of yourself.
12:11Like, I'm like...
12:13It's quite enlightening because it feels like a bro-to-bro kind of conversation.
12:22I'm like, victory now.
12:23Exactly.
12:23Like, victory now.
12:24His own approach is, if you slip up, I could enter.
12:27Yeah.
12:28Do you understand?
12:29I mean, I can sense it.
12:30Why I don't really...
12:31Do you understand?
12:32So...
12:32That's why I just keep, like...
12:35Exactly.
12:36So, I don't respect that.
12:37Yeah, yeah, yeah.
12:38I mean, yeah.
12:38So, like, I will use that approach on you.
12:40But respect.
12:41But this is a great talk.
12:44I'm giving you the key.
12:46If you want to break up with me, so you can preserve your pride.
12:50What you want to say, so that you at least will live with your pride held high,
12:53because I know your pride is really important to you.
12:56If you want to end things with me, you can do it, yeah?
12:59So that you won't look like anybody's embarrassing you.
13:01Because this is obviously not going to work.
13:03It's really tricky navigating situations like this with a prideful man.
13:07You hurt my feelings, and I respectfully told you about it.
13:10You ignored it, and then went on by justifying what you did, which I already knew.
13:14This is really dramatic.
13:17We are trying to trash this issue.
13:18So, do you want me to say I'm sorry for wearing a jacket when I was cold?
13:20No.
13:21I don't even need the apologies at this point.
13:22Well, you do, like...
13:23Just acknowledge the fact that you hurt my feelings, that's all.
13:25Okay, I hurt your feelings by wearing the jacket.
13:28I'm sorry for wearing the jacket when I was cold.
13:28You're not wearing the jacket now.
13:30Well, I'm acknowledging what you said was the problem.
13:33I've had to come.
13:38Sorry, I left the bed last night.
13:52We'll finish this fight later.
13:55The first names we wrote, I wrote Ken because, like I told you, he's one of the people that I've
14:02actually cared for in this house.
14:04I feel like I built a connection with him, but it wasn't like...
14:08He made me pass the comment yesterday.
14:09He was like, agape love.
14:12So, I kind of feel like I built a connection with him, but it's not in the way that you
14:15guys have.
14:16Yeah.
14:16So, genuinely, I was being genuinely, genuinely, that's why I wrote his name that Ken, I choose you and all
14:21of that.
14:21This is the same person you called out, showing me the letter he wrote to you, which made sense to
14:28me.
14:28Obviously, that very few days later, you're writing to him that you choose him to be coupled with him.
14:40Girl, that's a bit shady.
14:44But do you think, today, honestly, if I was to leave the part, would you want to pick Ken still?
14:52Mm-mm.
14:53If I pick Ken, it's still going to be him as my brother.
14:55In my head, I'm just like, she called me brother.
14:59I heard her, she's charcoal.
15:01I ain't buying that.
15:02I low-key just wish that everybody around here in this house could just grow up as well.
15:10Yeah.
15:11And I'm referring specifically to our friend, our best girl, Shay.
15:18I feel like she's really insecure.
15:21The pattern of sin, both when she's with Alvin, anybody around him is a problem.
15:27Even when she's not with him, nobody should go around him.
15:29Mm-mm.
15:29It would be a problem.
15:31Now, this way, and it's not just about me too.
15:35Both Toria, because when Toria was in the same space with Alvin, in Igri, she hated her.
15:41Yeah.
15:41Yes, straight.
15:42I've realised she's the type of person that she takes things too much to her heart.
15:49At that point, I haven't even stopped talking about Igri to her, because I didn't have any
15:52good news about Igri.
15:53I swear.
15:54It was always bad news.
15:55Especially now, I feel like maybe Igri will tell her, are you sure this heel does not want
16:00me?
16:00That's why she's telling me all of this.
16:02Yes.
16:03This morning, so I've realised that she doesn't want to be in my space.
16:06So I've let it, like...
16:07Like, you don't trust your friends, but you trust the man.
16:09Yeah.
16:10I don't understand.
16:11It's not diabolical.
16:12That's really weird as f*** to me.
16:15And I don't know what he's telling her, but hell...
16:17I feel like he's manipulating her in a way.
16:20Not in a way, proper.
16:21How can a bad boy come to a laugh shoot and not get anybody?
16:24I swear.
16:25He has to have somebody with him.
16:27100%.
16:28And then she was the only person left out.
16:30I swear.
16:30Actually, she was the only person left out.
16:31Because he had realised I know his game.
16:33Yeah.
16:34And I won't fall for that.
16:35So then he realised, obviously we can't.
16:37I'm not going to give him anymore.
16:39So then who was the next person you could...
16:41The energy I've been getting for a while now, it's just been like negative energy.
16:47And it's been consistent.
16:48And I don't like that.
16:49And then she feels like everything you come to tell her about Igwe is just because you
16:53want to push her away and be there.
16:55Who wants to be with Igwe?
16:58Who wants...
16:58See, to be honest, I'm not even going to...
17:00Any body in this house, any girl in this house that opens her two cocoa eyes that wants
17:03to be Igwe is not okay.
17:06And I was like, you can see how she is.
17:08She's not okay.
17:09Yeah.
17:09I'm not even sorry to say.
17:10She will not come and beat me.
17:12I'm just like, nah, this girl is done.
17:14Well, you know she picked out of him.
17:15I guess when Igwe came outside and was talking about talking with the boys, I was hearing
17:19when he was saying that this girl disrespected me.
17:22Ah, this girl disrespected me.
17:23And his ego was bruised.
17:24See?
17:25His ego was bruised.
17:26So what this boy is going to do to this girl?
17:30I'm not going to push or have...
17:32See?
17:33My love.
17:33I've learned a lot.
17:34I'm not having no more conversations with her.
17:38Yeah, about anything about his...
17:39About anything about his...
17:39No, no, no.
17:42No.
17:42No.
17:44No.
17:44No.
17:45No.
17:46No.
17:47No.
17:47No.
17:48No.
17:49No.
17:50No.
17:50No.
17:50No.
17:50No.
17:51No.
17:52No.
17:54No.
18:00No.
18:01No.
18:04No.
18:07No.
18:10No.
18:10No.
18:11No.
18:12No.
18:12No.
18:13No.
18:14No.
18:15No.
18:16No.
18:18No.
18:21No.
18:27No.
18:28the one that likes today there is a misunderstanding somewhere because according to my findings it's
18:34like ego is not being honest with you from that first week there was something that is there was
18:43blessing between igri and i agree made his intentions known to me that he likes me he
18:50wants to pursue something in me he wants to explore things for me he wants to get to know me
18:56and it's even a few where he made me understand how to hear him and him they're going head to
19:01head
19:01over me i first asked igri that then there were no other people that we should kind of what is
19:08doing what is going on like she's a very clear person i bet you are too serious like what
19:15you wanted to explore with you you guys have a conversation and i are too serious i bet that
19:21you're talking about love you're talking about you want you want you didn't and i didn't come here for
19:26that because i'm just trying to let you know he's not a good person i don't know his intention towards
19:31you but me i know that he does not believe like you the way he said he does maybe maybe
19:36right now
19:37there's some sort of emotions coming in i don't know but the way i knew igri from the onset the
19:43way
19:43he was talking about you from the onset the way the conversation he did not like you and that is
20:03i know you can't get me trashed like you trashed like you trashed like you trashed yeah you see
20:08we are not trashed you don't you understand no gas you don't understand you i know it's okay
20:14your ego is too big that's why you feel like no girl in this mess wants me oh yeah my
20:19baby wants me
20:21no she wants me mania she settled for you she don't even rate you please get out look at this
20:25she don't even rate you oh yeah oh this was just like you rate you he said it's for you
20:28we didn't even wait in the morning at 1099
20:32you're ego is just f*** out y'all no girl in this house wants you i don't want you
20:38i don't want you sorry i don't want you nobody wants you nobody wants you as in
20:40don't point at me don't point at me i'm coming back because you don't know me don't point
20:45that's okay okay yeah man man man man you don't like this man i don't like this girl
20:50man man you're not a player you're weakly shk quickly boy bad boy bad boy which bad boy
20:55bad boy you have no sense this one you talk to me for a while I get crazy he's not
21:00this
21:01like f*** out he's not this man you're still ghosting i'm not even scared to say it i'm
21:06saying it's your face that was the deputy that who has done that flitting you in this
21:12house me that's you and this one then no no no no
21:36I really don't know it's just a lot with Igwe trust me it's a lot with him and this is
21:42one of
21:42those days that I have to deal with this what do you mean by but this is who I
21:52settled for there is no need for Igwe to lash out like that he's finally showing
21:57his true colors he finally cannot hold it together
22:08he's very mad he's he's he's his head is not correct I can't even be calm about such a thing
22:16like that how do you play with people's feelings like that the video has come at the least you
22:21can do okay shade the truth is what me and Latif are there like we once liked each other and
22:24there
22:25was want something but it's not there anymore not trying to paint cover up cover up cover how many
22:29cover-ups do you want to do because I had to play with person don't miss I like you like
22:35I tell you
22:36say you mad don't miss here I'm I recently said you mad I was telling you to those boosts your
22:40ego
22:41no prestige the only thing you have to offer is physical attraction
22:48after physical nothing in your head is it all about beauty is it all about looks I was not serious
22:54at
22:54that time when I come serious I'm not confident but you see they make every effort to spoil the
23:00mind of the person we are dealing with why he wrote me a letter that Latifah your words are not
23:04matching your actions and but if you want to talk about it let me know and I told him that
23:08see
23:08other my words no match actions in getting to talk to you again because me and this baby are now
23:13close
23:14so even the friendship set between us I'm going to explore again let's be distant I don't even want
23:19friendship it was like oh okay you're standing up for your girl I respect that that same evening he
23:25pulled me upstairs huh Latifah you know that's the reason why I chose shade because she rejected me
23:39I can't cause all these things now so I'm not apologetic you can't be seen I said look at the
23:43man you are staying he gave me food in bed I don't know no no no no no no you're
23:47not for involved
23:48you're so quick to say that this is what you said to me can you imagine that's what I look
23:51up if Ken is
23:54I don't know what he's showing that that's making them feel like he's bigger than none of them
24:01yeah my problem now I'll be saying I was waiting with the one go you are going after Latifah I'll
24:04go
24:04after Latifah you guys you know at the standoff what do you concern me for the matter yeah no vets
24:10but that was never my intention like my intention was not going to like me I'll be very bitter person
24:26last night I told Ken here that see waking up tomorrow I'm going to cut she kind of off because
24:34he said I saw it wasn't even a joke I was like I swear I'm telling you I'm telling you
24:43was a
24:43thing where this girl was making shady and sneaky coming towards you is a lie behind me mind you
24:50I don't get high outside now you should play a ride with me
24:56the mood in the love pad dropped after the Igwe Queen Latifah and Shekina situation
25:10none of the men in here are perfect not for women in here they all have their stupid folks
25:18Ken's is deeper than what I can even say but I don't want to be the one to push the
25:22things out
25:23there at the end of the day he had his ways his way with his words towards to you and
25:28you saw the
25:29need to continue doing whatever it was that you were doing with him the thing for me was I did
25:35not
25:35like the energy the tension the whispers the this the that was why I had to come clear my name
25:41out of
25:41it that Shek this is what you need to know this is what needs to be said this is what
25:46is needed to be
25:47known carry on with whatever you're doing however just know this and know peace so when
25:53you choose to your in fact you're living the house tomorrow and you want to get married to him
25:57the way you're saying it is like no because now you're making me say with Ken Ken did
26:01Ken is that Ken every man here is 100% so I don't even know why this is coming up
26:07in the
26:07conversation because I'm not asking you to leave him maybe that's what you're thinking I would never
26:11say you're telling me I would never do that whatever you decide to do the way the things went tonight
26:16it was every everything that was brought up was things from the past Shek you have chosen where you
26:22want to be I love that for me and I'm happy for you anything you decide to do in this
26:26house do
26:27it with your coach I'm happy you're doing it you with me the fact that you it is what you
26:31want you
26:32called this at the conversation but you're not you're not talking to listen you're talking to
26:37she conclude what it is that she had going on because of what somebody else had said
26:42she I'm gonna let you everything don't tell me I'm going to sleep no let's probably should good
26:47luck no Latifa I walked away as the queen that I am I left her in her own world of
26:55denial oh
26:57that's how you put it to her very very nice no no it's fine it's okay I just made her
27:04know so that's
27:05you made her know without my consent without involving me see you to cause this now no that's
27:13the point because now she has lingering thoughts that are not even true when I when the time that I
27:19saw that because of a man in this stupid house calm down and you're a friend calm down who brought
27:32her to
27:32this thing calm down every time I said everything I said to you which are very few times I stated
27:43my
27:43reason and I have to look like a fool because of a man in this house I had my reservations
27:50about you
27:51but I never spoke to anybody about it I kept it to myself just to do my calculations to see
27:58whether or
27:58not you prove me right or wrong and it's very good to know what the result is
28:06everybody I don't need a man in this house I don't need a friend all of you
28:29where is she she didn't come here she didn't come up
28:32hmm
28:33he'll be a part from her
28:42comes close to my space
28:43hmm
28:47mm-hmm
28:48mm-hmm
28:48mm-hmm
28:48mm-hmm
28:48mm-hmm
28:49mm-hmm
28:49mm-hmm
28:50mm-hmm
28:51mm-hmm
28:56mm-hmm
28:57mm-hmm
29:03I understand how hot it can be to actually hear things that I might have said to other people,
29:10I might have flattered or said to other people in the past and not even said it to you.
29:17What's wrong?
29:23Please, no, I'm shaking.
29:44I really want you.
29:46I'm really sorry for the embarrassment.
29:48I'm really sorry for the disappointment.
29:50I'm really sorry for everything I may have cost you.
29:57I just want you to help me.
30:04I came into this house for fun.
30:07But along the line, I didn't even notice this lady at the beginning.
30:11I barely even spoke to her.
30:13Who was I playing with?
30:14Regular Victoria, Latifa.
30:20Did I ever play?
30:21I think I played with her sometimes.
30:22I barely did.
30:24Yeah.
30:27And you know, this is also coming from who is hearing these certain ladies like me too.
30:33Yeah, that's true.
30:34Do you understand?
30:35And the fact that I heard that they liked me made it easy for me to even do this.
30:40Doesn't mean I like them back.
30:41You know, honestly.
30:43This is not a game I'm playing.
30:45I'm not playing any game again.
30:47I've hung my nose.
30:50I don't find love.
30:53Chasimika, I chased the love.
30:55But I'd be like, see, my past, they hunt me.
30:58And I don't like it.
31:00You push her off me, please.
31:03You push her off me.
31:04Like, I don't know why Latifa is bringing things.
31:07I have never for once come to her and told her to come and be with me.
31:14You know, it's not everybody that sees.
31:16That's why sometimes you're supposed to be mindful of our words and the things we see.
31:20You see, this is all a very big learning curve.
31:24No one is perfect.
31:27I bet you're going to help me.
31:28I don't be, I don't be for here again.
31:32Like, I want to be as happy as Ken and Chidera.
31:35I want to be as happy as you and Jose.
31:38And tell me, bad boys can't really change or am I wrong?
31:43Look how you've cried for your eyes to be red.
31:46Cried, yeah, I'm okay.
31:49Should we go inside?
31:53I'm going to sit at the backyard for a bit.
31:56Would you guys sit at the back there, friend?
32:01I'm okay.
32:03I'm okay.
32:03I'm not okay.
34:04I didn't know the bossa has good hands when it comes to massaging.
34:09I'm having a good massage time now.
34:12Yeah.
34:31I feel like if you can be able to help
34:38me relax myself in this type of situation and I mean when there are days where I actually
34:47feel really, really stressed, I can really count on you to help me feel better.
34:56I feel like I would have done a better job if he had less body hair.
35:06Yes, making it difficult for me to actually penetrate into your skin.
35:11Oh my gosh.
35:27I think it's actually requiring the connection with more fixing what we currently have going.
35:35And I appreciate that.
35:40I don't know how to experience, but somehow I'm getting it right.
35:44He's making all the noises and expressions that show me that I am doing what needs to be done.
36:06You're so cute when you say the stones.
36:10I'm being honest.
36:11Your charm works.
36:12I'm like, for now, it works.
36:14For now?
36:15Yeah.
36:16Like, whatever you're saying right now, it's working.
36:19What do I need on this note?
36:20I don't know.
36:21Like, what?
36:22I mean, I just want to know.
36:22I just want to know.
36:23I just want to know.
36:38I didn't know.
36:41I just want to know.
36:44I'm still trying to convince myself at night.
36:55Yeah, I am. I have been. Like, I feel like ever since the day of the, like, the day before
37:03the therapy, like, I've just been feeling what I wanted to do. Just allow it.
37:15Yeah, exactly. Yeah, at the moment, 100%. That's what matters. Like, I just forget about, oh, the then or the
37:25after. Let the then or the after deal with itself.
37:30I think it would be good. I know. I know. Yeah, yeah.
37:37I think it would be good. Lies. You don't have the guys.
37:43Oh, I can. I can't be serious. You have one head.
37:49Why are you looking at me like, what's going to your mind?
37:52You. Okay, just for me. Just for me?
37:55Mm-hmm. So what's your mind saying about only?
38:02How pity you are, how amazing you are. How silly you are. How vicious but sweet you are.
38:12Okay.
38:24Do you want to know how sweet the other place is? For sure.
38:30Oh, my God.
38:33Oh.
38:35Do you want to have cast this boy onto the thing?
38:40Everybody says, oh, she's young. She let her emotions right there.
38:43Wear emotions on your sleeve.
38:44You wear this, blah, blah, blah.
38:45Like, I don't have control of what I'm doing.
38:46If I wore my emotions on my sleeve yesterday, I would have cut this up.
38:49I don't want to do it. I would go home.
38:50You go home. I know you don't give a f**k about going home on the first place.
38:53But did I do that? No.
38:55Because why?
38:57When I said I wanted to stop letting the noise, I meant it.
39:11I'm one that I can forgive but I don't forget
39:15I don't have to forget things especially when it hurts me because I would never do that to you
39:19for bare reasons like this I wouldn't I wouldn't telling me that you've always had my best interest
39:33at all the reasons why you're best friends with Alvin is because of me what do I need that for
39:38what do I need that for did I ask you to do anything did I ask you to go set
39:44up set up my
39:45my my man with a lady that was already liking him did I ask you to do that you're looking
39:51out for
39:51me did I complain did I ever did I have ever have don't ask me told me you asked me
39:55before I didn't
39:56tell you I never did anything you don't want to change anything I don't care did I pass that test
40:03I don't know I want to be here with you if I think so yeah don't ask me
40:25what I'm gonna do is just take accountability of the kind of person I was
40:29and the person I am now yeah I'm happy to trust you in the beginning
40:36but that's not who I am to you right now Vanilla I hear you
40:45what would like to do now just want to leave maybe
40:53what would like to do now let me have you go upstairs
40:56let me go upstairs
41:01let me go crash let me go
41:20let me go
41:21let me go
41:25oh
41:31I thought this one was like the pudding, pudding here on there.
41:35One, one paddy.
41:38Hotel.
41:41Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
41:49Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
41:50Oh, yeah, yeah.
41:53Oh, yeah.
41:54Oh, yeah.
41:55Oh, yeah, yeah.
41:56Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
42:17yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
42:24couples later played a game to ease the tension and bond again
42:37do a playful striptease for your partner
42:50blindfold your partner and kiss them
43:06try to partner with letsy notes and hide it in their pockets
43:10thank you i'll read it later thank you share a secret fantasy aloud
43:16ooh i have a secret fantasy of having cash sprayed on me but on my
43:22that was hot that was hot right we are best sexy crow to your partner
43:46take a shot of tequila put the drink into your partner's mouth using your mouth
44:10do a seductive dance or dance for your partner with your own style
44:35lick off whipped cream off any part of your partner's body any body parts of choice
44:43oh my god
44:48blindfold your partner and have them touch the same body parts of three singles
44:51of your choice hey including you wow wow they must guess correctly which body part is yours
45:23take your time to worship my body so you know my actual turn on
45:34I want you to make love to me what's one almost to nothing you would try at least
45:56letting her take absolute control of my body getting on your knees and eating my in that
46:13position till my juices drool from your face down all over your body let your partner choose
46:26a place to kiss you
46:55yeah he's very young though he's six months old yeah it hurts I told you
47:13when you said it's a hurry are you saying you have a child yeah I have a son how old
47:18is he
47:20pretty young and let's talk about how young is he I do want to know like if you're trying to
47:29make
47:29something work for me I mean I need to have like details six months are you serious yeah
47:39why are you always enjoying why are you always gossiping I was passing I was literally close
47:42it wasn't your business it's such a gossip he's dropping on things you you have to assume
47:53and conclude on your own okay I've heard you so you sit your back down sit down I said sit
47:59down
48:01I don't want to tell this man to sit down are you going are you going come and sit down
48:11you don't like what will you give me time what time are you giving me give me time I'm I'm
48:28I'm not
48:28fast and furious so give me time to process it too because I still think about it anytime I see
48:33I'm
48:33like to give me time I wouldn't even stop thinking about this in a year unless you probably give me
48:40like one million dollars so that's when I see you I see one million dollars trigger and not see
48:46assumptions actually thinking maybe I'll start to loosen up a bit more Sione's voice started to look
48:57up for her why are you so peaceful what the heck is wrong with me why are you so peaceful
49:04we are both
49:04peaceful people not for life why did you get a star kiss in this house today oh serious yeah he's
49:11a
49:11multi-entranger like that he shocked me as he shocked you like I wasn't expecting it did you like it
49:20I feel like it was it was holding back still hmm but yeah that was the first kiss I knew
49:28so you can
49:28try again okay so much of a good boy no I don't think so I just didn't I I think
49:42for the both of us I
49:43just try to not do too much of all those things I'm going to be on I'm going to be
49:49on everyone I don't
49:49I don't I don't I don't I don't I don't I don't I don't I don't I don't I don't
49:51I don't I don't I don't
49:53trust you don't trust me don't trust me I'll be honest I can't see I don't know I smell
50:00on him from out I'm a half spit of this I smell guys this love part can be messy because
50:11I had to
50:12cuddle one time and I saw that you're not comfortable with it and I never act the game
50:23she's a lot to handle like I've never dealt with somebody so repellent so almost everything
50:32you know shut the yo because you're a liar liar what do you want to do what do you want
50:40to do
50:40she kind of what do you want to do
50:42she's a lot to handle like I'm not sure what do you want to do
50:46but I'm not sure what do you want to do
50:48maybe it's all
50:48maybe it's all
50:48maybe it's all
50:48maybe it's all
50:50maybe it's all
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